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General => Anonymous Board Classic => Topic started by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 12:53:37 AM

Title: Boyah Confession Booth (Retired)
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 12:53:37 AM
Confess your sins to me, my children.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 12:55:21 AM
I can't read. edumacate;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 01:08:56 AM
I'm bisexual.
I can't hold a pencil right.
I have OCD.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 01:12:11 AM
Also...


I contradict myself with my own thoughts.
I have mental problems.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 02:28:19 AM
I guess I'm ready to confess this.

I'm a dumbass.



I only came to this continent because my gay lover told me to. It was a hell of a long trip, and birds kept shitting on my head. I got mad and spat at them, but the spit ended on my face in the end. I swear I saw a dog on water, but I was hallucinating from lack of sleep so it could have just been my imagination.

My ship was raided by pirates, but fortunately I killed them before they did too much harm. They were white, so maybe no one cares that I killed them. At least I'm on good terms with my fellow Asians.

I almost got high when a sign told me to,  but I remembered I was hallucinating so I quickly recovered. At night, I would throw cigarettes in the ocean to show them how much I hate them. I feel sorry now. They didn't deserve it.

When I finally got here, I was shocked at what I saw: Porn everywhere. I mean why no hentai? Are they racist? A white guy looked at me and said something in english, which I didn't know back then and I can't remember what he said.

I saw a candy store. Back then I had no idea what candy was, so I ignored it thinking it to be evil, like my gay lover thinks our tax collector is. You have no idea how much he cost us.

I think I saw a beautiful dragon. I won't go into detail about that, so use your imagination!

That's my confession and I hope you enjoyed it.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:21:09 AM
I don't really hate him.
He just makes things so fucking difficult and reminded me of something that proved me right about myself.(Which isn't a good thing, because it's really bad :()

Also I'm leaving him, yey.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:26:38 AM
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:21:09 AM
I don't really hate him.
He just makes things so fucking difficult and reminded me of something that proved me right about myself.(Which isn't a good thing, because it's really bad :()

Also I'm leaving him, yey.
Also seeing him pisses me off so fucking much.
He can say "sorry" all he wants but its not going to change anything. Also I'm planning to donate him like 20 bucks for the shit he brought me. (10 for AudioSurf, 10 for Spore creator, and some songs.) Eh, I'll just give him 30 dollars for boyah once I figure out how to use a prepaid debit credit card. Also 10 dollars for that shitty invitation-only torrent place that I secretly think made a plan to capture and make people pay for torrents in a sneaky fashion, those bastards :0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:30:36 AM
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:26:38 AM
Also seeing him pisses me off so fucking much.
He can say "sorry" all he wants but its not going to change anything. Also I'm planning to donate him like 20 bucks for the shit he brought me. (10 for AudioSurf, 10 for Spore creator, and some songs.) Eh, I'll just give him 30 dollars for boyah once I figure out how to use a prepaid debit credit card. Also 10 dollars for that shitty invitation-only torrent place that I secretly think made a plan to capture and make people pay for torrents in a sneaky fashion, those bastards :0
ALSO I FUCKING WANT HIM TO REMOVE MY PICTURE FROM HIS FUCKING AVATAR.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:32:21 AM
Also shut the fuck up Famy.
I know you're reading this. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:34:20 AM
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:32:21 AM
Also shut the fuck up Famy.
I know you're reading this. :(
Also I want him to get over it.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:34:49 AM
Also someone add a edit post option just for me. :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: hotlikesauce. on July 14, 2008, 04:30:44 AM
I'm sorry that I'm a dumbshit enough for you guys to hate me so bad.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: ncba93ivyase on July 14, 2008, 06:27:07 AM
I'm perfect. thumbup;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Chris (JayJay) on July 14, 2008, 07:36:28 AM
Quote from: Lawlz on July 14, 2008, 06:27:07 AM
I'm perfect. thumbup;

lol
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 08:13:37 AM
 I really don't like myself. I like other people way more.


Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 09:05:58 AM
I tried to cut myself last week.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 09:10:05 AM
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:21:09 AM
I don't really hate him.
He just makes things so fucking difficult and reminded me of something that proved me right about myself.(Which isn't a good thing, because it's really bad :()

Also I'm leaving him, yey.
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:26:38 AM
Also seeing him pisses me off so fucking much.
He can say "sorry" all he wants but its not going to change anything. Also I'm planning to donate him like 20 bucks for the shit he brought me. (10 for AudioSurf, 10 for Spore creator, and some songs.) Eh, I'll just give him 30 dollars for boyah once I figure out how to use a prepaid debit credit card. Also 10 dollars for that shitty invitation-only torrent place that I secretly think made a plan to capture and make people pay for torrents in a sneaky fashion, those bastards :0
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:30:36 AM
ALSO I FUCKING WANT HIM TO REMOVE MY PICTURE FROM HIS FUCKING AVATAR.

:(



Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 09:20:04 AM
I want bluaki's dick
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 09:21:47 AM
I'm crying :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 09:43:52 AM
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 09:21:47 AM
I'm crying :'(


I'll cry with you.   :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 09:56:45 AM
I'm black. smithicide;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 10:02:25 AM
 I am female and hear me roar.   caterpie;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 11:02:58 AM
There's are my confessions.

Just when I thought I said all I can say my chick on the said she got one all the way.

This are my confessions.

Man I'm thrown and I don't know what to do.

I guess I give you part two of  my confessions.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 18, 2008, 11:08:26 PM
I have OCD.

I'm bicurious.

There's a lot of things that have been going on that I don't tell you guys, because you're all complete assholes.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 18, 2008, 11:22:02 PM
I want to suck Hime's dick.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 18, 2008, 11:25:41 PM
Quote from: Boyager on July 18, 2008, 11:22:02 PM
I want to suck Hime's dick.
hi geno
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Geno on July 18, 2008, 11:31:42 PM
Quote from: Boyager on July 18, 2008, 11:25:41 PM
hi geno
I never post on this board.  baddood;
I usually just read shit. It wasn't me.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 18, 2008, 11:34:22 PM
Quote from: Geno on July 18, 2008, 11:31:42 PM
I never post on this board.  baddood;
I usually just read shit. It wasn't me.
it was cam baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: bluaki on July 19, 2008, 01:48:23 AM
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 09:20:04 AM
I want bluaki's dick
Are you Kono?

If not, you can have it all you want.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 19, 2008, 04:37:50 AM
Quote from: bluaki on July 19, 2008, 01:48:23 AM
Are you Kono?

If not, you can have it all you want.
lol O_0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Ezloﺕ on July 19, 2008, 09:00:54 AM
Quote from: Lawlz on July 14, 2008, 06:27:07 AM
I'm perfect. thumbup;
lol
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: The spy who loves you on July 19, 2008, 12:06:38 PM
Quote from: Boyager on July 18, 2008, 11:34:22 PM
it was cam baddood;
Was it?

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 19, 2008, 12:16:09 PM
i hate everything about myself
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 19, 2008, 12:33:01 PM
Quote from: Boyager on July 19, 2008, 12:16:09 PM
i hate everything about myself
if thats nyerp

by god you have reason to
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: bluaki on July 19, 2008, 05:59:27 PM
Quote from: Boyager on July 19, 2008, 04:37:50 AM
lol O_0
It's not like I want it, might as well give it to somebody (other than Kono) who does baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 19, 2008, 07:47:29 PM
I broke the law today

That's nothing, but i wanted to post something in here
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 24, 2008, 08:10:09 PM
I'm afraid of death, ever since I was a child, I have had trouble sleeping from time to time due to the same horrifying image. My own grave and with no one to mourn for me. Though, slowly, I'm growing out of it. I just can't think of death before I sleep.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 25, 2008, 04:39:00 PM
I actually like Chocolate Rain
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 25, 2008, 05:26:17 PM
I don't buckle my seat belt.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 25, 2008, 05:33:39 PM
I'm in love with Felt.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 25, 2008, 07:18:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on July 25, 2008, 04:39:00 PM
I actually like Chocolate Rain
You're lucky you're anonymous
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 25, 2008, 07:43:17 PM
 I pretend to be Cam's friend
I go to the psychiotrist
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 25, 2008, 08:55:26 PM
Quote from: Boyager on July 25, 2008, 07:43:17 PM
I pretend to be Cam's friend

:(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 25, 2008, 09:48:04 PM
Quote from: bluaki on July 19, 2008, 05:59:27 PM
It's not like I want it, might as well give it to somebody (other than Kono) who does baddood;

Even me, a person who isn't kono in anyway?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 25, 2008, 09:50:23 PM
(http://img507.imageshack.us/img507/2711/screensu1.png)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 06:18:15 PM
Quote from: Boyager on July 25, 2008, 08:55:26 PM
:(
You will never find out who this is. :)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 06:24:07 PM
i sometimes fart
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 06:45:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 06:24:07 PM
i sometimes fart


So, what happens the other times?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 07:07:37 PM
Quote from: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 06:45:53 PM
So, what happens the other times?
stfu faggot
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 07:10:50 PM
Quote from: Lawlz on July 14, 2008, 06:27:07 AM
I'm perfect. thumbup;
You're a simp.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 08:45:46 PM
My penis is too big.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 10:37:38 PM
I like pizza
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 10:38:30 PM
I desperately want to make love to a schoolboy
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 10:43:56 PM
I blame myself for most of the downfalls of the forums I attend.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 11:45:52 PM
Sometimes I fear nobody likes me.
I also fear that I'm not welcome.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 11:48:14 PM
Same here whoever you are
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 11:48:50 PM
Quote from: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 11:48:14 PM
Same here whoever you are

Isn't it an awful feeling?  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 12:01:10 AM
Yeah it sucks but I've learned to deal with it after quite a while
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 12:22:04 AM
I starve myself after eating a lot.

LOL BALANCE
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 12:51:25 AM
I'm obsessed with bluaki and want to rape her/him

...just kidding, I'm not kono.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: CM Wrench on July 28, 2008, 07:56:21 AM
i do not know how to be anonymous
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 08:05:44 AM
Quote from: Wrench on July 28, 2008, 07:56:21 AM
i do not know how to be anonymous


Okay, Cam, everyone knows it's you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 09:34:52 AM
Quote from: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 06:18:15 PM
You will never find out who this is. :)
It's you nyerp, I had JMV check, and it has no ip match, meaning the person is using a proxy.

and uh u mentioned u used a proxy
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 11:48:54 AM
Quote from: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 09:34:52 AM
It's you nyerp, I had JMV check, and it has no ip match, meaning the person is using a proxy.

and uh u mentioned u used a proxy
Wrong Cam. :)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 11:54:02 AM
Quote from: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 11:48:54 AM
Wrong Cam. :)
ah well u still suck hard
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 11:58:25 AM
Quote from: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 11:54:02 AM
ah well u still suck hard
You will never guess who this is. It's not W4W1. :)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 12:10:49 PM
I bet you don't know who I am either. Also, I think I'm becoming depressed.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 12:14:59 PM
I CRY SOMETIMES
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 12:38:52 PM
Quote from: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 12:14:59 PM
I CRY SOMETIMES


I cry a lot. 
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 01:41:22 PM
I actually liked Twilight princess.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 01:44:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 01:41:22 PM
I actually liked Twilight princess.
I liked it too untill I got to the snow level, and then I was like "wow this isn't fun"
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 01:51:00 PM
Quote from: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 01:44:53 PM
I liked it too untill I got to the snow level, and then I was like "wow this isn't fun"
yeah that dungeon sucked
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 01:56:08 PM
I don't like any The Legend of Zelda games.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 01:59:30 PM
I'm severely depressed.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 02:04:05 PM
I liked Super Paper Mario.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Hiro on July 28, 2008, 02:07:47 PM
Quote from: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 02:04:05 PM
I liked Super Paper Mario.
I loved that game.
The ending was so sad. ;-;
The only reason I don't own it is because I beat it in a rental.
I couldn't stop playing it. (Same with when I borrowed Chibi-Robo from my friend, that game was fun)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 02:09:17 PM
I'm not really who I am
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: The spy who loves you on August 03, 2008, 11:00:38 AM
I think V and Socks are huge dumbasses who try to hard to appear superior and intellectual.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 11:27:49 AM
Quote from: Cammykins on August 03, 2008, 11:00:38 AM
I think V and Socks are huge dumbasses who try to hard to appear superior and intellectual.
I'm not sure about the rest, bu compared to you? Yeah, they're definitely superior and intellectual.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 11:29:15 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 11:27:49 AM
I'm not sure about the rest, bu compared to you? Yeah, they're definitely superior and intellectual.
I like how you felt the need to say that though I've never tried to say I'm superior to them or more intellectual. befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 11:37:13 AM
I just realised that I have dependancy issues and I always think negatively about things. goonish
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 12:00:48 PM
My bi-polaria is starting to grow stronger, omg.

It's forcing me to find more hobbies ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 12:02:29 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 12:00:48 PM
My bi-polaria is starting to grow stronger, omg.

It's forcing me to find more hobbies ;-;
Then get help.  I had to and you should too. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 12:10:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 12:02:29 PM
Then get help.  I had to and you should too. :(
it was help for depression issues
also all you just do is channel extreme moods into something like a hobby :0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 12:42:18 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 12:10:44 PM
it was help for depression issues
also all you just do is channel extreme moods into something like a hobby :0


That won't work. All you will do is find hobby after hobby and not be happy.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Socks on August 03, 2008, 12:43:15 PM
Quote from: Cammykins on August 03, 2008, 11:00:38 AM
I think V and Socks are huge dumbasses who try to hard to appear superior and intellectual.


:'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on August 03, 2008, 12:44:54 PM
Quote from: Socks on August 03, 2008, 12:43:15 PM
:'(
Socks you try to hard.

I try to watergun.

SQUIRTLE
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 12:49:52 PM
i have ocd in vidya

i'll walk around for hours on one map lookin for shit
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 01:09:11 PM
The computer I'm currently on and have been on for 4 years has only 256MB of memory.

gonk;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 01:16:47 PM
Quote from: JMV on August 03, 2008, 12:44:54 PM
Socks you try to hard.

I try to watergun.

SQUIRTLE


Pokémon, komm schnapp sie dir. :0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 01:45:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 12:49:52 PM
i have ocd in vidya

i'll walk around for hours on one map lookin for shit
Zidone.

Or Nyerp
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 07:16:29 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 01:09:11 PM
The computer I'm currently on and have been on for 4 years has only 256MB of memory.

gonk;


That sucks.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 07:23:46 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 01:45:53 PM
Zidone.

Or Nyerp


who are you
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 04, 2008, 04:33:54 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 12:42:18 PM
That won't work. All you will do is find hobby after hobby and not be happy.  :(
what
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 04, 2008, 05:57:14 PM
I am everything.

I am nothing.

I am (http://boyah.net/forums/Themes/SAF/images/post/wireless.gif).
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 07, 2008, 03:49:04 PM
I actually do like Nyerp.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Nyerp on August 07, 2008, 05:19:19 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 07, 2008, 03:49:04 PM
I actually do like Nyerp.


:O
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 07, 2008, 05:24:03 PM
Quote from: Nyerp on August 07, 2008, 05:19:19 PM
:O

way to quote yourself, buddy.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Nyerp on August 07, 2008, 05:26:39 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 07, 2008, 05:24:03 PM
way to quote yourself, buddy.


doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 07, 2008, 07:11:26 PM
Quote from: Nyerp on August 07, 2008, 05:26:39 PM
doodthing;
dont worry nyerp i like you

also im not nyerp
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: The spy who loves you on August 08, 2008, 11:42:50 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 07, 2008, 05:24:03 PM
way to quote yourself, buddy.
Actually it was me.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 01:34:44 PM
i confess that im really ProtectedMember32
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 01:36:12 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 01:34:44 PM
i confess that im really ProtectedMember32


bullshi!!
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 05:16:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 07, 2008, 03:49:04 PM
I actually do like Nyerp.
hey nyerp you might want to read this thread (http://boyah.net/forums/index.php/topic,29954.0.html).
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 05:16:43 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 05:16:06 PM
hey nyerp you might want to read this thread (http://boyah.net/forums/index.php/topic,29954.0.html).
Cam already said it was him :0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 05:18:33 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 05:16:43 PM
Cam already said it was him :0
yeah but i wanted him to know that he was breaking the rules  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 05:19:55 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 05:18:33 PM
yeah but i wanted him to know that he was breaking the rules  baddood;
IT WAS CAM YOU DUMBSHIT
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 05:21:47 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 05:19:55 PM
IT WAS CAM YOU DUMBSHIT
how do you know
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 05:23:00 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 05:21:47 PM
how do you know
Jesus Christ.

Quote from: Cammykins on August 08, 2008, 11:42:50 AM
Actually it was me.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 05:24:17 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 05:23:00 PM
Jesus Christ.

i knew that, i was just testing you
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 09, 2008, 01:01:16 PM
I cry 2-3 times a week.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 09, 2008, 01:21:34 PM
I don't think I'm as dumb as people make me out to be.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 09, 2008, 06:09:42 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 09, 2008, 01:21:34 PM
I don't think I'm as dumb as people make me out to be.

how is this a confession
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 09, 2008, 06:34:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 09, 2008, 01:21:34 PM
I don't think I'm as dumb as people make me out to be.


your confession is wrong  :|
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: luna on August 09, 2008, 10:38:54 PM
I used the cheat instead of fighting The End in mgs3  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 02:22:32 AM
I'm not good at SSBB  edumacate;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 02:47:21 AM
I have AIDS
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 05:05:55 AM
Quote from: Velvet on August 09, 2008, 10:38:54 PM
I used the cheat instead of fighting The End in mgs3  :(


i actually got the stamina kill  doodella;

by using the cheat to find him on my map
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 11:34:51 AM
Quote from: Velvet on August 09, 2008, 10:38:54 PM
I used the cheat instead of fighting The End in mgs3  :(
what cheat
it took me 8 hours to beat him the first time ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Linkjge on August 10, 2008, 01:16:46 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 11:34:51 AM
what cheat
it took me 8 hours to beat him the first time ;-;

holy shit you suck
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Houdini on August 10, 2008, 01:30:24 PM
I still haven't beat Metroid Prime ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 02:42:22 PM
Quote from: Houdini on August 10, 2008, 01:30:24 PM
I still haven't beat Metroid Prime ;-;


You should, it's pretty cool.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: ME## on August 10, 2008, 04:35:44 PM
Quote from: Velvet on August 09, 2008, 10:38:54 PM
I used the cheat instead of fighting The End in mgs3  :(


I went on vacation for a week and a half so when I came back and turned on my PlayStation 2 he just exploded. :(


And then when I got Subsistence, I barely played the single player. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Houdini on August 10, 2008, 06:10:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 02:42:22 PM
You should, it's pretty cool.
yeah but the save point is so far away from the final boss
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:16:25 PM
Quote from: Linkjge on August 10, 2008, 01:16:46 PM
holy shit you suck
omg edumacate;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Magyarorszag on August 10, 2008, 06:16:46 PM
Quote from: Houdini on August 10, 2008, 01:30:24 PM
I still haven't beat Metroid Prime ;-;
NEITHER HAVE I. ;;;_;;;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Houdini on August 10, 2008, 06:20:03 PM
Quote from: TECTRON on August 10, 2008, 06:16:46 PM
NEITHER HAVE I. ;;;_;;;
And I haven't even gotten halfway through MP2 ;;;;;;;;-----------;;;;;;;;;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:48:21 PM
sometimes i wish i was jmv to feel what happiness is
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:53:33 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:48:21 PM
sometimes i wish i was jmv to feel what happiness is
jmv's life isn't great at all
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:53:36 PM
I felt sad when he told me that he actually liked me.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:54:04 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:53:33 PM
jmv's life isn't great at all
neither is mines; but at least he has something to be happy about
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:56:04 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:54:04 PM
neither is mines; but at least he has something to be happy about
But that something is Clucky.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:58:24 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:56:04 PM
But that something is Clucky.  baddood;
i don't have a something <3
NEVER WILL
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:59:10 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:58:24 PM
i don't have a something <3
NEVER WILL
what about jmv ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 07:01:09 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:59:10 PM
what about jmv ;-;
and felt ;___;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 07:10:18 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 07:01:09 PM
and felt ;___;
oh i love felt
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 07:28:49 PM
Quote from: Houdini on August 10, 2008, 06:20:03 PM
And I haven't even gotten halfway through MP2 ;;;;;;;;-----------;;;;;;;;;
I haven't even started MP2. ;;;;;;;;;;________________________;;;;;;;;;;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 11, 2008, 07:13:19 PM
im stuped
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Houdini on August 11, 2008, 09:41:08 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 07:28:49 PM
I haven't even started MP2. ;;;;;;;;;;________________________;;;;;;;;;;
lol dumbass  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 07:49:09 AM
Metroid Prime sucks.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 07:53:00 AM
I AM SERIOUS
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 08:14:53 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 07:49:09 AM
Metroid Prime sucks.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 10:32:11 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 07:49:09 AM
Metroid Prime sucks.
Must be a Halo fan.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 10:35:17 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 10:32:11 AM
Must be a Halo fan.
I agree with him and I've never owned an Xbox system
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Magyarorszag on August 12, 2008, 10:44:58 AM
Quote from: Houdini on August 11, 2008, 09:41:08 PM
lol dumbass  baddood;
oh smithicide;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: ME## on August 12, 2008, 10:53:29 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 10:32:11 AM
Must be a Halo fan.


Nope.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:31:44 AM
I've got nothin but love for you baby
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:37:09 AM
JMV made me cry again.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:37:32 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:37:09 AM
JMV made me cry again.
Did I really?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:39:35 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:37:32 AM
Did I really?
cry; you would've let me starve faggot
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:42:27 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:39:35 AM
cry; you would've let me starve faggot
no i wouldn't have.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:43:50 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:42:27 AM
no i wouldn't have.
then why did you say it :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:44:47 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:43:50 AM
then why did you say it :(
i thought it would have made you reply.

i love you and can't do that to you.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:46:12 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:44:47 AM
i thought it would have made you reply.

i love you and can't do that to you.  :(
you're mean[14:18] JMV290: I guess we're both going to be hungry. reply to me.

I hate you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:47:08 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:46:12 AM
you're mean[14:18] JMV290: I guess we're both going to be hungry. reply to me.

I hate you.
:(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 12:48:23 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 10:32:11 AM
Must be a Halo fan.

No way.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:27:04 PM
The more he likes me the more I dislike myself.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:28:55 PM
People make me feel so worthless sometimes that I just want to give up.

But, I have to persevere, for him.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 13, 2008, 04:53:24 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:27:04 PM
The more he likes me the more I dislike myself.
:(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: mariofreak on August 13, 2008, 12:37:02 PM
my dicks too long
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Nyerp on August 13, 2008, 12:40:10 PM
Quote from: mariofreak on August 13, 2008, 12:37:02 PM
my dicks too long


yeah it's a little big for a micropenis, but it still qualifies as one
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Dullahan on August 13, 2008, 06:52:11 PM
my pussy is too juicy
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 13, 2008, 06:56:34 PM
Quote from: Slum Shady on August 13, 2008, 06:52:11 PM
my pussy is too juicy
make a slushy
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Dullahan on August 13, 2008, 07:43:00 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 13, 2008, 06:56:34 PM
make a slushy
oh i did
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 13, 2008, 07:44:32 PM
Quote from: Slum Shady on August 13, 2008, 07:43:00 PM
oh i did
are you going to finish it
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Dullahan on August 13, 2008, 07:47:35 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 13, 2008, 07:44:32 PM
are you going to finish it
want some?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 13, 2008, 07:49:49 PM
Quote from: Slum Shady on August 13, 2008, 07:47:35 PM
want some?
i would if you had a pussy >.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Dullahan on August 13, 2008, 07:54:33 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 13, 2008, 07:49:49 PM
i would if you had a pussy >.<
lol u stalking me?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 13, 2008, 07:55:57 PM
Quote from: Slum Shady on August 13, 2008, 07:54:33 PM
lol u stalking me?
no, i hire people for that
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 13, 2008, 07:59:32 PM
I MISS LOVEFOXXX SO FUCKING MUCH
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Dullahan on August 13, 2008, 08:14:05 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 13, 2008, 07:55:57 PM
no, i hire people for that
who r u |:
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 13, 2008, 08:18:38 PM
Quote from: Slum Shady on August 13, 2008, 08:14:05 PM
who r u |:
you'll never know until one of the admins tells you
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 13, 2008, 10:01:36 PM
I have a mild foot fetish. >.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 13, 2008, 10:11:30 PM
i hate quaiowe
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 06:21:34 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 13, 2008, 10:11:30 PM
i hate quaiowe


GTFO NOW.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 06:22:27 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 06:21:34 AM
GTFO NOW.  baddood;

^Rae giggle;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 06:27:27 AM
I increasingly fear that I'm going to hurt myself. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 06:28:08 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 06:27:27 AM
I increasingly fear that I'm going to hurt myself. :(

Don't do it :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 06:53:22 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 06:28:08 AM
Don't do it :(
I don't want to.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 07:12:55 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 06:53:22 AM
I don't want to.

Then don't do it, please :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Dullahan on August 14, 2008, 07:17:28 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 13, 2008, 08:18:38 PM
you'll never know until one of the admins tells you
dont make me kill u |:
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:14:34 PM
I purposely hurt myself two days ago :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:28:55 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:14:34 PM
I purposely hurt myself two days ago :(
(http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v310/Quaiowe/th_wrods5.gif)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:29:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:28:55 PM
(http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v310/Quaiowe/th_wrods5.gif)

lol
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:32:28 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:29:56 PM
lol
All the residue of Zack777's comment videos.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:37:21 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:14:34 PM
I purposely hurt myself two days ago :(


This could be a number of people here.   :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:54:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:37:21 PM
This could be a number of people here.   :(

Actually, it was a day ago.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:57:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:54:31 PM
Actually, it was a day ago.


Please don't do it again.   baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:59:12 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:57:40 PM
Please don't do it again.   baddood;

I hope you're not the person I think it is :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 09:11:38 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:59:12 PM
I hope you're not the person I think it is :'(
Yes, I am Clucky.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 09:12:05 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 09:11:38 PM
Yes, I am Clucky.

I thought it was someone else.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 09:13:20 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 09:12:05 PM
I thought it was someone else.


It is someone else. I don't know who that was.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 10:01:07 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 09:13:20 PM
It is someone else. I don't know who that was.  baddood;

Rae? befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 06:43:50 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 10:01:07 PM
Rae? befuddlement


Don't do that again. I know who you are. It doesn't solve anything.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 06:52:18 AM
Do you two know who I am?  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 06:52:35 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 06:43:50 AM
Don't do that again. I know who you are. It doesn't solve anything.  baddood;

Are you sure? :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 07:10:04 AM
i like watching disney channel. ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 08:27:40 AM
I'M NOT NOTICING ANY WEIGHT CHANGES
except how the sides of my tummy are getting smaller, but the center of it is still a tummy pouch ;_;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 08:32:13 AM
my tummy is tiny
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 08:45:40 AM
ew i have love handles and i hate it  befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 08:51:15 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 08:45:40 AM
ew i have love handles and i hate it  befuddlement
no i don't have love handles, it's just on the center of my tummy :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 08:55:37 AM
i eat bricks

all kinds
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 08:59:20 AM
I want to die.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Beta on August 15, 2008, 10:00:20 AM
I guess I'm ready to confess this.

I'm a dumbass.



I only came to this continent because my gay lover told me to. It was a hell of a long trip, and birds kept shitting on my head. I got mad and spat at them, but the spit ended on my face in the end. I swear I saw a dog on water, but I was hallucinating from lack of sleep so it could have just been my imagination.

My ship was raided by pirates, but fortunately I killed them before they did too much harm. They were white, so maybe no one cares that I killed them. At least I'm on good terms with my fellow Asians.

I almost got high when a sign told me to,  but I remembered I was hallucinating so I quickly recovered. At night, I would throw cigarettes in the ocean to show them how much I hate them. I feel sorry now. They didn't deserve it.

When I finally got here, I was shocked at what I saw: Porn everywhere. I mean why no hentai? Are they racist? A white guy looked at me and said something in english, which I didn't know back then and I can't remember what he said.

I saw a candy store. Back then I had no idea what candy was, so I ignored it thinking it to be evil, like my gay lover thinks our tax collector is. You have no idea how much he cost us.

I think I saw a beautiful dragon. I won't go into detail about that, so use your imagination!

That's my confession and I hope you enjoyed it.


I'm so sorry. >.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 10:40:43 AM
 I am pretty sure I do.   :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 10:42:00 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 06:52:35 AM
Are you sure? :(


Yes I think I am.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Non Phixion on August 15, 2008, 10:42:57 AM
I am JMV's alt.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 10:45:16 AM
Quote from: Non Phixion on August 15, 2008, 10:42:57 AM
I am JMV's alt.
 

I am your secret admirer's alt.    caterpie;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 10:45:48 AM
I'm a penis with legs.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 11:26:59 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 10:42:00 AM
Yes I think I am.

Then who do you think it is?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 11:27:32 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 10:45:48 AM
I'm a penis with legs.
how do you type
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 12:41:51 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 11:27:32 AM
how do you type
with his head
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 01:39:18 PM
i feel like everybody here hates me :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 01:40:58 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 01:39:18 PM
i feel like everybody here hates me :'(
We do.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 01:41:37 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 11:27:32 AM
how do you type

Voice to text program.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 02:04:12 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 01:41:37 PM
Voice to text program.


how do you talk
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 10:02:13 PM
I like big ducks
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 16, 2008, 10:24:48 AM
and i cannot lie
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 16, 2008, 10:05:04 PM
you other 'yagers can't deny
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 16, 2008, 10:44:22 PM
when a duck walks in with an itty bitty waste
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 16, 2008, 10:44:40 PM
and a round egg in your face
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 16, 2008, 10:44:56 PM
you get sprung
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Lozal on August 17, 2008, 02:48:53 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 16, 2008, 10:44:22 PM
when a duck walks in with an itty bitty waste
powerofone;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 17, 2008, 10:16:36 AM
Quote from: Laakeri. on August 17, 2008, 02:48:53 AM
powerofone;

pollution, i guess :|
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 18, 2008, 12:02:47 PM
Sometimes I think about it while lying in bed and I want to cry. It makes me feel betrayed, sometimes angry, and hurt. I want to know why but I don't think I'd ever get the chance I want.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 18, 2008, 07:38:32 PM
[spoiler][youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SE7-tWEEejU[/youtube][/spoiler]

:(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 18, 2008, 11:49:47 PM
 :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 01:31:22 AM
I confess that I'm ugly and am incompetent in nearly everything I try to do.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:09:17 PM
hi i sometimes want to kill myself 1-3 times a night per week

the numbers are starting to grow
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:11:02 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:09:17 PM
hi i sometimes want to kill myself 1-3 times a night per week

the numbers are starting to grow
i almost tried the other night. <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:16:37 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:11:02 PM
i almost tried the other night. <3
i guess you'll just have to get over whatever is causing you to suicide since you're not killing yourself properly
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:18:42 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:16:37 PM
i guess you'll just have to get over whatever is causing you to suicide since you're not killing yourself properly

it was a split second decision.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on August 19, 2008, 11:19:26 PM
Hey. No killing yourself here.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:21:11 PM
don't kill yourselves guys :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:21:14 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:18:42 PM
it was a split second decision.
i just usually ponder about it like on the first ice breaker commercials that go "is it water, or is it ice?"

then i just go that it's water and shouldn't do it today because i'll never hear a new goldfrapp album ;_;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:26:06 PM
Guys, I did something REALLY stupid today and I don't know how to tell a certain person.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:46:48 PM
This girl who said she would dump any guy she was dating when I returned, decided to not do that. And they made out and It makes me want to slam my head into a wal but I'm to lazy to get up




someone hold me
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:48:30 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:26:06 PM
Guys, I did something REALLY stupid today and I don't know how to tell a certain person.  :(
tell it to someone else and pretend that they are that person
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:50:53 PM
This is a request for the admins and I would prefer it if you didn't say who I was unless I actually disappear.

If I disappear for a few days I'm probably in the hospital.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 20, 2008, 12:46:02 AM
I'm leaving the Internet because I hate this place.

EXCEPT FOR LAST.FM
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 20, 2008, 07:59:07 AM
I hate stuff.  >.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 20, 2008, 08:12:48 AM
i'm going to be a selfish bastard and kill myself, baaaaaaaaaaaw
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 20, 2008, 11:24:50 AM
I have a gigantic penis
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 06:57:01 AM
i think people who kill themselves are really selfish.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:39:05 AM
jmv's making me cry
llllfffffffffffff
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:39:43 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:39:05 AM
jmv's making me cry
llllfffffffffffff
>.< :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 11:58:19 AM
Evil men anyways.   baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 04:52:10 PM
STOP GLOBAL WARMING

OR ALL THE REESE'S

WILL MELT  gonk;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 06:13:19 PM
I'm wearing a Batman mask right now baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 07:03:32 PM
i ran out of wine since yesterday :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 07:11:32 PM
I need to go to the hospital but I won't go.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 07:23:19 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 07:11:32 PM
I need to go to the hospital but I won't go.


GO NOW. RIGHT NOW.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 07:27:46 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 07:23:19 PM
GO NOW. RIGHT NOW.  baddood;
Why?  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 07:32:16 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 07:27:46 PM
Why?  :(
to enjoy the pleasure of paying medical bills if you don't have insurance
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 09:35:45 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 07:27:46 PM
Why?  :(


Because you need to. You know it.   baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 09:44:41 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 09:35:45 PM
Because you need to. You know it.   baddood;
So? saddood;

It's not that bad and I'm not even entirely sure it requires hospitalization.  Just chest pain when I inhale or exhale, and an apparent decrease in the amount I can inhale. If breathing actually becomes difficult or problematic then I'll consider it.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 09:47:25 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 09:44:41 PM
So? saddood;

It's not that bad and I'm not even entirely sure it requires hospitalization.  Just chest pain when I inhale or exhale, and an apparent decrease in the amount I can inhale. If breathing actually becomes difficult or problematic then I'll consider it.


Trouble breathing is nothing to take lightly. Go now.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 09:55:33 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 09:47:25 PM
Trouble breathing is nothing to take lightly. Go now.
But I don't know why.  It could be just from a rapid change in diet, related to a recent mistake I made the other night, or just that I'm sick.

If it is the second one I'd rather not have that in my medical record.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:02:48 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 09:55:33 PM
But I don't know why.  It could be just from a rapid change in diet, related to a recent mistake I made the other night, or just that I'm sick.

If it is the second one I'd rather not have that in my medical record.
if it's related to drugs its completely your fault for not taking precautions or using a bong <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:03:47 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:02:48 PM
if it's related to drugs its completely your fault for not taking precautions or using a bong <3
It wasn't weed.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:06:41 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:03:47 PM
It wasn't weed.
i was thinking about smoking but everyone here only does weed so w/e
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:07:41 PM
SPEAKING OF A TOPIC THAT IS HEADING TOWARD DRUGS;
I am slowly becoming obsessed with drinking wine. <3 my parents didn't like that i finished the whole bottle of wine by myself :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:09:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:06:41 PM
i was thinking about smoking but everyone here only does weed so w/e
It wasn't smoking.  I tried to tell you but you didn't want to listen.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:10:20 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:09:32 PM
It wasn't smoking.  I tried to tell you but you didn't want to listen.  :(
i thought this was someone else
meaty cocks
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:10:45 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:10:20 PM
i thought this was someone else
meaty cocks
also are you fucking stupid for not going to your fucking doctor again?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:11:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:10:20 PM
i thought this was someone else
meaty cocks
and it suddenly doesn't matter right?
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:10:45 PM
also are you fucking stupid for not going to your fucking doctor again?
what
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:11:50 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 09:55:33 PM
But I don't know why.  It could be just from a rapid change in diet, related to a recent mistake I made the other night, or just that I'm sick.

If it is the second one I'd rather not have that in my medical record.


They won't know unless you tell them. It's out of your system by now. It might just be bronchitis. You said you were cold and sweating the other night.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:13:39 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:11:22 PM
and it suddenly doesn't matter right?what

i guess not since you gave me that idea <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:15:11 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:13:39 PM
i guess not since you gave me that idea <3
:(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:16:13 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:15:11 PM
:(

my chest hurts and i don't feel going to the doctors so i'm just going to let it pass and  let my lungs die :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:17:00 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:16:13 PM
my chest hurts and i don't feel going to the doctors so i'm just going to let it pass and  let my lungs die :'(
i deserve it  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:22:26 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:17:00 PM
i deserve it  :(
you probably do for being fucking stupid
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:22:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:22:26 PM
you probably do for being fucking stupid
:(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:24:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:22:44 PM
:(
it's why i don't tell you what bad things i've done that are probably seriously putting me in danger n__n
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:25:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:24:06 PM
it's why i don't tell you what bad things i've done that are probably seriously putting me in danger n__n
And it's why I don't tell you everything I've done.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:33:29 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:25:40 PM
And it's why I don't tell you everything I've done.  :(

Then I won't tell you anything nevermore. ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:37:47 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:33:29 PM
Then I won't tell you anything nevermore. ;)
:(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 07:12:47 AM
you would be stupid if you went to the doctor dont listen to her
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 07:14:07 AM
you would be stupid if you don't go to the doctor please listen to her
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 07:15:33 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 07:14:07 AM
you would be stupid if you don't go to the doctor please listen to her
shut the fuck up only white people go to doctors
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 07:47:08 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 07:15:33 AM
shut the fuck up only white people go to doctors
i can't tell if you're calling jmv not white or me not white
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 07:59:19 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 07:47:08 AM
i can't tell if you're calling jmv not white or me not white
hey who told you i was jmv
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 08:25:30 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 07:15:33 AM
shut the fuck up only white people go to doctors
clucky?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 08:40:51 AM
I confess that I really wish I knew who was posting all this emo shit, but I'm pretty sure I have a clue.

Stop fucking hurting yourselves, what the fuck do you think you're doing? I'll tell you what you're doing, YOU'RE HURTING ME SO JUST STOP IT, JUST FUCKING STOP IT.

I love you guys and I don't want to read any more of this "I'm going to fuck up my lungs so I can't breathe" shit, AND I ESPECIALLY DON'T WANT TO READ ABOUT SOMEONE DRINKING A WHOLE BOTTLE OF WINE BY THEMSELVES.

KNOCK THIS SHIT OFF. You're tearing my heart out. :'(

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 08:47:50 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 08:40:51 AM
I confess that I really wish I knew who was posting all this emo shit, but I'm pretty sure I have a clue.

Stop fucking hurting yourselves, what the fuck do you think you're doing? I'll tell you what you're doing, YOU'RE HURTING ME SO JUST STOP IT, JUST FUCKING STOP IT.

I love you guys and I don't want to read any more of this "I'm going to fuck up my lungs so I can't breathe" shit, AND I ESPECIALLY DON'T WANT TO READ ABOUT SOMEONE DRINKING A WHOLE BOTTLE OF WINE BY THEMSELVES.

KNOCK THIS SHIT OFF. You're tearing my heart out. :'(




AMEN TO THAT. PLEASE GUYS.     cry;   But not because of me. For your sakes. 
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 09:32:47 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 08:40:51 AM
I confess that I really wish I knew who was posting all this emo shit, but I'm pretty sure I have a clue.

Stop fucking hurting yourselves, what the fuck do you think you're doing? I'll tell you what you're doing, YOU'RE HURTING ME SO JUST STOP IT, JUST FUCKING STOP IT.

I love you guys and I don't want to read any more of this "I'm going to fuck up my lungs so I can't breathe" shit, AND I ESPECIALLY DON'T WANT TO READ ABOUT SOMEONE DRINKING A WHOLE BOTTLE OF WINE BY THEMSELVES.

KNOCK THIS SHIT OFF. You're tearing my heart out. :'(


I CAN'T AGREE MORE. GO TO THE FUCKING DOCTOR. STOP CUTTING YOURSELF. DON'T DRINK WHOLE BOTTLES OF ALCOHOL. :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 09:34:12 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 07:59:19 AM
hey who told you i was jmv
cluck cluck
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 10:16:37 AM
I really wish she'd try to make things work with me and not just give up.  I want things to work, and I need her help.  :(

There is a lot I'd like to say, but idk.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 11:10:56 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 09:32:47 AM
I CAN'T AGREE MORE. GO TO THE FUCKING DOCTOR. STOP CUTTING YOURSELF. DON'T DRINK WHOLE BOTTLES OF ALCOHOL. :'(
ALCOHOL %20 WON'T HURT ME LOLS.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 11:16:04 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 10:16:37 AM
I really wish she'd try to make things work with me and not just give up.  I want things to work, and I need her help.  :(

There is a lot I'd like to say, but idk.  :(
Find someone elses help. :|
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 11:17:08 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 11:16:04 AM
Find someone elses help. :|
No.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 11:17:47 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 11:17:08 AM
No.
Yes.
I recommend Selkies. <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 11:20:42 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 11:17:47 AM
Yes.
I recommend Selkies. <3
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 11:17:08 AM
No.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 11:21:08 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 11:20:42 AM

Then fuck you for not accepting Selkie.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 11:28:26 AM
JUST LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE!  >.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 05:52:26 PM
Shut the fuck up.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 06:09:01 PM
o rly? no thanks fucking bastard

anyways, this person that has all these problems seems to be a severe hypocondriac  powerofone;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 06:09:55 PM
I think wine with a greater alcohol content that %17 generally tastes pretty gross.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 06:58:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 06:09:55 PM
I think wine with a greater alcohol content that %17 generally tastes pretty gross.
I like Zinfandel and Red Wine.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 24, 2008, 09:51:02 PM
i feel like vomiting and crying cry;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 24, 2008, 09:51:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 24, 2008, 09:51:02 PM
i feel like vomiting and crying cry;
I'm sorry for making you answer ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 25, 2008, 06:02:12 PM
photoshopped art of a heart and a flower will not save this <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 25, 2008, 06:04:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 25, 2008, 06:02:12 PM
photoshopped art of a heart and a flower will not save this <3
:(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 25, 2008, 06:23:43 PM
i love jmv  n____n
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 25, 2008, 06:47:33 PM
Systole makes it hurt.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 25, 2008, 06:49:21 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 25, 2008, 06:47:33 PM
Systole makes it hurt.  :(
death can make it not hurt meaty cocks
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 25, 2008, 07:25:00 PM
i love jmv but the only person he even thinks about is clucky i'm sure he doesn't even know my name cry;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 26, 2008, 04:05:31 PM
why is my body rejecting food

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 28, 2008, 10:53:30 AM
I am very, very ticklish.  >.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Ezloﺕ on August 28, 2008, 12:30:41 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 28, 2008, 10:53:30 AM
I am very, very ticklish.  >.<
hay me too
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 28, 2008, 01:23:11 PM
Confession: I intentionally rag on kono all of the time because that's what everyone else has been doing. He's really not that bad of a guy, you guys just get on his dick when he does something small.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 28, 2008, 01:24:48 PM
confession:I'm Beta.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on August 28, 2008, 01:46:52 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 28, 2008, 01:23:11 PM
Confession: I intentionally rag on kono all of the time because that's what everyone else has been doing. He's really not that bad of a guy, you guys just get on his dick when he does something small.
lol
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 28, 2008, 01:55:10 PM
Quote from: Khadafi on August 28, 2008, 01:46:52 PM
lol


was that kono
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 28, 2008, 06:13:17 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 28, 2008, 01:23:11 PM
Confession: I intentionally rag on kono all of the time because that's what everyone else has been doing. He's really not that bad of a guy, you guys just get on his dick when he does something small.


What he did to me wasn't small.   baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 30, 2008, 08:57:10 PM
Sometimes my feelings that I thought have passed still come back up into me...

I really wish they wouldn't, now I feel like hurting myself.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 30, 2008, 09:00:26 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 30, 2008, 08:57:10 PM
Sometimes my feelings that I thought have passed still come back up into me...

I really wish they wouldn't, now I feel like hurting myself.  :(
Don't do it thief  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 30, 2008, 09:01:01 PM
 Hurting yourself won't make it go away.   :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 30, 2008, 09:44:13 PM
I wonder if my mommy and me are connected in some weird way. I'm starting to feel internal pain and severe dizziness at the same time she starts to experience.

Also, damn it I want a fucking car so I can drive alone at night and park somewhere in the parking lot so I can cry to sad songs.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 30, 2008, 09:49:39 PM
i don't want these summer nights to end because i get to stare at the stars and think of how beautiful you are.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 30, 2008, 09:53:00 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 30, 2008, 09:00:26 PM
Don't do it thief  :(
I'm not Thief.   >.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 30, 2008, 10:21:57 PM
I want to stick a metal rod through my head.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 07:10:08 AM
i hate this thread
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 07:12:10 AM
I killed the server. I bought a random high risk high loss luts. As soon as i used it the server crashed.

Also this isn't Beta.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 07:16:56 AM
The thought of what happened pushes me into fluctuating periods of depression, confusion, anger, and annoyance.
It's even worse because I can't discuss i t.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 07:26:03 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 07:16:56 AM
The thought of what happened pushes me into fluctuating periods of depression, confusion, anger, and annoyance.
It's even worse because I can't discuss i t.


ok

then shut up
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 07:44:16 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 07:12:10 AM
I killed the server. I bought a random high risk high loss luts. As soon as i used it the server crashed.

Also this isn't Beta.
yes it is
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Beta on August 31, 2008, 08:01:16 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 07:44:16 AM
yes it is

He's Not Beta! He Didn't Capitalize.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:18:33 PM
I didn't tell him that I spent most of my time there crying.
Also I'd be happier if he was with someone else because someone like him deserves better.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:20:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:18:33 PM
I didn't tell him that I spent most of my time there crying.
Also I'd be happier if he was with someone else because someone like him deserves better.
but no one is better than you]:
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:25:46 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:18:33 PM
I didn't tell him that I spent most of my time there crying.
Also I'd be happier if he was with someone else because someone like him deserves better.
What makes him deserve anything?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:32:03 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:25:46 PM
What makes him deserve anything?
Well, considering he's the first person I've met that truly wouldn't lie.
Also he's really good-looking, and I thought they would be they first to lie a lot but he's the only one that didn't. 0:

also other generic stuff that no one cares about
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:39:10 PM
are you talking about jmv
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:40:13 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:32:03 PM
Well, considering he's the first person I've met that truly wouldn't lie.
Also he's really good-looking, and I thought they would be they first to lie a lot but he's the only one that didn't. 0:

also other generic stuff that no one cares about
Then why would you give that up?

Does want to be with you?  Do you want to be with him?  Why should anything else matter if you want to be with each other?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:40:13 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:39:10 PM
are you talking about jmv
jmv's gay
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:40:48 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:39:10 PM
are you talking about jmv
jmv is not good locking >:(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:46:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:40:13 PM
Then why would you give that up?

Does want to be with you?  Do you want to be with him?  Why should anything else matter if you want to be with each other?

Then why would you give that up?
-Because I don't deserve it. ;_;

Does want to be with you?
-wut
Do you want to be with him?
-Maybe
Why should anything else matter if you want to be with each other?
-Because they'll eventually manifest and ruin everything. <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:48:27 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:46:59 PM
Then why would you give that up?
-Because I don't deserve it. ;_;

Does want to be with you?
-wut
Do you want to be with him?
-Maybe
Why should anything else matter if you want to be with each other?
-Because they'll eventually manifest and ruin everything. <3
oh i meant does he


How do you know they'll ruin everything?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 10:22:52 AM
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:48:27 PM
oh i meant does he


How do you know they'll ruin everything?
Because they have ruined everything in the past and one of the reasons why I cry at night. 0:
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 10:24:02 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 10:22:52 AM
Because they have ruined everything in the past and one of the reasons why I cry at night. 0:
And because of something happened in the past you won't give a future a chance?
You both want to be with each other, do you not?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 10:56:52 AM
i don't ever want to grow up  >.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 12:11:13 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 10:24:02 AM
And because of something happened in the past you won't give a future a chance?
You both want to be with each other, do you not?
i was trying to fix it in the past but it was too late for it (and probably would stay like that)
also i've already experienced it with him.

also that feeling of being together goes on and off. mostly off :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 12:16:57 PM
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:40:13 PM
jmv's gay


who didn't already know that
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 12:28:15 PM
i think det is really cute  >.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Lavinia on September 01, 2008, 12:32:43 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 12:28:15 PM
i think det is really cute  >.<
id tap dat shit fo real

oh woops did i click the box
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: superclucky on September 01, 2008, 12:40:47 PM
AND INSTEAD OF SAYING ALL YOUR GOODBYES
LET THEM KNOW YOU REALIZE THAT TIME GOES FAST
IT'S HARD TO MAKE THE GOOD THINGS LAST
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 01:48:54 PM
dicks
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 01:57:55 PM
Sometimes while in the shower I sit down and want to cry.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 02:00:07 PM
Sometimes I REALLY want to kill the person who keeps posting this stupid emo shit.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 02:01:42 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 02:00:07 PM
Sometimes I REALLY want to kill the person who keeps posting this stupid emo shit.
There are at least two of them.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 02:02:01 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 02:00:07 PM
Sometimes I REALLY want to kill the person who keeps posting this stupid emo shit.
psst
it's lozal and bassir
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 03, 2008, 02:40:13 PM
So I found out my dad cheated on my mom throughout their marriage, last night.

I don't think I'll be able to trust anyone now.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 03, 2008, 02:43:30 PM
Not once in my life have I ever heard my father tell me he loves me, but he tells it to my mother and his parents and my dogs all the time.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 03, 2008, 04:18:41 PM
i hate her
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 03, 2008, 04:26:19 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 03, 2008, 02:40:13 PM
So I found out my dad cheated on my mom throughout their marriage, last night.

I don't think I'll be able to trust anyone now.
same
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 03, 2008, 08:12:40 PM
i like watching porn

not really a confession since i tell it to pretty much everyone
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 03, 2008, 08:16:11 PM
I feel so stupid. It's my fault.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 03, 2008, 09:10:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 03, 2008, 08:16:11 PM
I feel so stupid. It's my fault.


Maybe not.   baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 03, 2008, 10:38:24 PM
I don't feel bad like that ever.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 11:58:22 AM
i'm terrified of this school year and it's only day 2 smithicide;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 12:00:06 PM
i  am sweating
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 12:18:28 PM
my penis is crooked.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Lozal on September 04, 2008, 12:46:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 02:02:01 PM
psst
it's lozal and bassir
i only posted one  doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 02:46:06 PM
I'm starting to think that the people who insult me are being honest when they describe me, and the people who compliment me are just doing it out of pity and to be nice. I fucking hate myself. I'm also starting to slightly doubt people who say they love me, and think they're only doing it as a joke... which makes everything hurt ten times worse.  >.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 03:11:54 PM
I have no friends and I feel like Im wasting the best time of my life. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 03:14:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 02:46:06 PM
I'm starting to think that the people who insult me are being honest when they describe me, and the people who compliment me are just doing it out of pity and to be nice. I fucking hate myself. I'm also starting to slightly doubt people who say they love me, and think they're only doing it as a joke... which makes everything hurt ten times worse.  >.<
Don't think so much
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 04:01:32 PM
I'm sad. I hate myself. Halp  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 04:24:23 PM
I don't want them to give me anything physical, just something to show the person cares.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 05:14:19 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 04:01:32 PM
I'm sad. I hate myself. Halp  :(
So don't hate yourself. It should be easy unless you've killed someone
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 05:27:46 PM
I hate you all.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 05:41:50 PM
I'm scared and I don't know who to talk to.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 05:53:45 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 03:11:54 PM
I have no friends and I feel like Im wasting the best time of my life. :(


hey me too
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 07:48:41 PM
members of this forum complain soooooo about really general things.

I am interested in somebody illegal.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 08:27:08 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 07:48:41 PM
members of this forum complain soooooo about really general things.

I am interested in somebody illegal.
hi lawlz
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 08:58:43 PM
I am about to stop coming here, to boyah in general.

It's dying anyway and the only people I cared about that are member's here already left, albeit like 3 people, but they know where to find me.

Coming here is starting to feel like a chore and I hate it.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 05, 2008, 07:00:40 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 07:48:41 PM
members of this forum complain soooooo about really general things.

I am interested in somebody illegal.
i can get arrested if i told people what i do :0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 05, 2008, 08:20:21 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 05, 2008, 07:00:40 AM
i can get arrested if i told people what i do :0


So could 2/3 of Boyah. 
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 05, 2008, 12:35:17 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 08:58:43 PM
I am about to stop coming here, to boyah in general.

It's dying anyway and the only people I cared about that are member's here already left, albeit like 3 people, but they know where to find me.

Coming here is starting to feel like a chore and I hate it.
;_; please stay
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 07, 2008, 08:17:28 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 05, 2008, 07:00:40 AM
i can get arrested if i told people what i do :0


I meant somebody illegal for me to date... Is that what you were talking about?
I do illegal things I am sure most teenagers do. It's not that cool.

I'm now interested in somebody not illegal <3 and only a year older than me.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 08, 2008, 01:23:41 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 07, 2008, 08:17:28 PM
I meant somebody illegal for me to date... Is that what you were talking about?
I do illegal things I am sure most teenagers do. It's not that cool.

I'm now interested in somebody not illegal <3 and only a year older than me.


I can't say much on what I do.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 08, 2008, 01:36:40 PM
im not gay
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 08, 2008, 03:43:45 PM
You probably wouldn't get arrested

I'm going to be really sad if she doesn't like me back. I want to kiss her or something.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 08, 2008, 07:32:42 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 08, 2008, 01:36:40 PM
im not gay


Neither am I.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 08, 2008, 07:51:11 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 08, 2008, 07:32:42 PM
Neither am I.
Neither am i
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 08, 2008, 08:01:24 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 08, 2008, 03:43:45 PM
You probably wouldn't get arrested

I'm going to be really sad if she doesn't like me back. I want to kiss her or something.
I would get arrested. <3
also stop talking about it plz, it's making me paranoid. :(

also i posted my body on /fit/ once 0:
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 08, 2008, 09:44:53 PM
When I was in 5th grade I committed a few felonies.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 08, 2008, 09:57:55 PM
Don't be silly, baby. :) And don't worry.


I am genuinely upset that I did not see Alexis today. I feel quite silly and a bit obsessive.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 01:56:27 PM
Hearing that not only shattered any feelings of self-worth I may have,but reaffirmed my insecurities.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:20:14 PM
i think i like acting as much as a i do because i get to be anybody but myself. my stupid, fat, ugly, retarded self.  edumacate;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:29:30 PM
I think I am truly the funniest person on boyah, but nobody understands me, so I come across as a complete moron.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:30:51 PM
I bet that people here can totally understand you they just don't think you're funny.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:31:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:29:30 PM
I think I am truly the funniest person on boyah, but nobody understands me, so I come across as a complete moron.
who are you
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:31:15 PM
Well I think I'm funny so stfu.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:33:39 PM
No, I won't be quiet if I don't want to be. You can't force me to do much of anything. If you think you are that's fine. Continue to think that. I just have to imagine I would disagree with you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:41:29 PM
I skipped a class earlier so I could be alone and cry.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:43:24 PM
I think that's actually a respectable thing to do. Feel better. That's so much better than breaking down in class and getting all of that attention (that some people do it purposely for).

I find black men really attractive.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Magyarorszag on September 11, 2008, 04:44:21 PM
lol
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:47:25 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:43:24 PM
I think that's actually a respectable thing to do. Feel better. That's so much better than breaking down in class and getting all of that attention (that some people do it purposely for).

I find black men really attractive.
I don't think it's respectable for me to start crying at all.  doodthing;
It also wouldn't be positive attention just for one fact. spam;

Why are things so difficult?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:55:03 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:47:25 PM
I don't think it's respectable for me to start crying at all.  doodthing;
It also wouldn't be positive attention just for one fact. spam;

Why are things so difficult?


It's really much better. It's just nice to see that you know how to take care of yourself (yes, that's what I would consider that) No, it wouldn't be but that is what some people strive for. It's terrible.

So that you can overcome them and be stronger. You're on your way.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:30:43 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:41:29 PM
I skipped a class earlier so I could be alone and cry.
Feel better yet James
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on September 11, 2008, 05:33:24 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:30:43 PM
Feel better yet James
what Aubey
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:35:46 PM
Quote from: Khadafi on September 11, 2008, 05:33:24 PM
what Aubey
why do you always forget my r
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:36:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:35:46 PM
why do you always forget my r
mypr lol rofl get it
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:37:52 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:35:46 PM
why do you always forget my r
why do you think i forget it, aubey
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:38:05 PM
also, the answer is no.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:39:28 PM
well do you feel better james
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:41:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:37:52 PM
why do you think i forget it, aubey
because you're from mass.?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:43:38 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:41:40 PM
because you're from mass.?
no because i call you aubey like i call bluaki  blauki
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on September 11, 2008, 05:44:09 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:39:28 PM
well do you feel better james
i just said no you nigger
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:44:26 PM
WHAT THE FUCK HOW DID THAT BOX GET CHECKED.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:46:09 PM
Quote from: Khadafi on September 11, 2008, 05:44:09 PM
i just said no you nigger


sir i'm hurt ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 12, 2008, 11:59:50 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:41:29 PM
I skipped a class earlier so I could be alone and cry.
i can't afford to skip classes
i just channel it into doodles on assignments
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 12, 2008, 10:11:55 PM
why does he enjoy being around people with disorders :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 12, 2008, 10:14:11 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 12, 2008, 10:11:55 PM
why does he enjoy being around people with disorders :3
idk lol
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 05:05:09 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:33:39 PM
No, I won't be quiet if I don't want to be. SMEAGOL can't force US to do much of anything. If SMEAGOL think SMEAGOL are that's fine. Continue to think that. I just have to imagine I would disagree with SMEAGOL.
i lold hard
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 08:47:16 AM
I am not really who I claim to be.  :(


I am a woodchuck. ;_;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 02:47:31 PM
I'm fed up.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 04:41:24 PM
I'm severely suicidal right now, and he doesn't even care. ;_;

I hate myself; I'm probably going to my abandoned dead end to cry. 

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 04:57:37 PM
i totally frakked your mother
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 05:00:48 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 04:41:24 PM
I'm severely suicidal right now, and he doesn't even care. ;_;

I hate myself; I'm probably going to my abandoned dead end to cry. 


Of course I care.  doodthing;
You didn't tell me anything was wrong, and when I asked you wouldn't answer me.  You didn't tell Det either, how are either one of us supposed to know?  We both care, neither one of us is going to sleep until you come back so we know you're safe.
Killing yourself won't do anything.   My medication gives me suicidal thoughts and urges that are getting progressively worse, but I care about you and mainly for that I'd never go through with it.  Don't do anything to hurt yourself, of course I care.  I care so fucking much: much more than you think, and more than I even let you know.

Don't hate yourself. You didn't do anything that you should hate yourself over.  I'm just being overly sensitive and whiny; probably because of SSRI Discontinuation Syndrome.  That's not your fault, don't hate yourself because if it.  I don't hate you.   And don't cry, you don't like when I do, and I like it even less when you do.

I love you. ;_;  And I'll be waiting for you to get back to make sure you're okay.  


Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 05:16:59 PM
relationshit
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 05:24:54 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 05:16:59 PM
relationshit
fuck off
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 05:35:39 PM
I fucked Felt's mom.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 10:15:24 PM
clucky and jmv's relationship is so sweet :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 10:16:02 PM
shut up tec
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 10:17:48 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 10:16:02 PM
shut up tec
would you rather have me say "relationshit" befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 10:18:51 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 10:17:48 PM
would you rather have me say "relationshit" befuddlement
i would rather have you die
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 10:26:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 10:18:51 PM
i would rather have you die
that hurts :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 14, 2008, 08:59:28 PM
I'm so fucking worried and miserable right now.

If anything happens I'm going to hate myself so fucking much, it's my fault.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 05:02:39 AM
Everyone who knew me before 9/11 thinks I'm dead.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 06:00:33 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 14, 2008, 08:59:28 PM
I'm so fucking worried and miserable right now.

If anything happens I'm going to hate myself so fucking much, it's my fault.


You have to stop that. It isn't your fault.    :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 06:35:01 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 06:00:33 AM
You have to stop that. It isn't your fault.    :(
The hell it isn't.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 06:58:39 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 06:35:01 AM
The hell it isn't.


You can't read people's minds. I think you do a wonderful job putting others first.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 07:03:36 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 04:57:37 PM
i totally frakked your mother
this ruined jame's sad story
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 07:04:58 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 07:03:36 AM
this ruined jame's sad story
who is jame and why is everyone of my posts a story baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 07:05:23 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 07:04:58 AM
who is jame and why is everyone of my posts a story baddood;
ynot
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 07:06:47 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 07:05:23 AM
ynot
idklol
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 09:43:20 AM
i have a confession

i'm not who i claim to be
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 09:46:16 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 09:43:20 AM
i have a confession

i'm not who i claim to be
like 25% of this forum lmao
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 11:38:58 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 06:58:39 AM
You can't read people's minds. I think you do a wonderful job putting others first.  baddood;
Apparently not enough.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 11:52:20 AM
JIMV's ded.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 03:48:17 AM
i'm ugly

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 04:22:08 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 03:48:17 AM
i'm ugly


no you're not.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 07:09:33 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 04:22:08 AM
no you're not.
you're not me to make that opinion sry
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 08:19:00 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 07:09:33 AM
you're not me to make that opinion sry
so?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 11:44:41 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 08:19:00 AM
so?
so you're part of the conspiracy
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 03:52:50 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 03:48:17 AM
i'm ugly




are you fucking kidding me?
are you honestly fucking kidding me?
that's the most blatant lie i've ever read in my life - you're one of the most beautiful people i've ever seen. inside and out.
you're crazy if you think otherwise, or blind; one of the two, but you are anything BUT ugly, for serious:].
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 09:23:06 PM
I wish you'd realize that we all have problems, it doesn't make one person deserve more or less than others.  Even with your problems I still see your perfection, when we're not talking or when we're arguing, it's still there.

I see the problems but I also see the positives and, to me, those are make it worth anything.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 10:57:36 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 09:23:06 PM
I wish you'd realize that we all have problems, it doesn't make one person deserve more or less than others.  Even with your problems I still see your perfection, when we're not talking or when we're arguing, it's still there.

I see the problems but I also see the positives and, to me, those are make it worth anything.


Well put.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 05:17:33 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 09:23:06 PM
I wish you'd realize that we all have problems, it doesn't make one person deserve more or less than others.  Even with your problems I still see your perfection, when we're not talking or when we're arguing, it's still there.

I see the problems but I also see the positives and, to me, those are make it worth anything.


ilu. So sweetly written.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 01:39:39 PM
I'm actually a male to female transgender but I just didn't bother telling anyone  doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 01:54:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 01:39:39 PM
I'm actually a male to female transgender but I just didn't bother telling anyone  doodthing;
wait are you srs.

My sister keeps telling me about a "transy" at her school.  doodthing;

3:19:50 PM JIM V SISTER: Theres a transy at the school
3:20:04 PM James Valente: really?
3:20:46 PM JIM V SISTER: Hah mhm
3:20:52 PM James Valente: Is it a student or teacher?
3:21:08 PM JIM V SISTER: its a student
3:21:14 PM JIM V SISTER:   in your grade?
3:21:59 PM JIMV V SISTER:   its a senior i believe but someone said shes in my gade but i think shes a senior

11:45:47 AM JIM V SISTER: Oh.  u have to see this transy!

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 01:55:49 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 01:54:06 PM
wait are you srs.

My sister keeps telling me about a "transy" at her school.  doodthing;

3:19:50 PM JIM V SISTER: Theres a transy at the school
3:20:04 PM James Valente: really?
3:20:46 PM JIM V SISTER: Hah mhm
3:20:52 PM James Valente: Is it a student or teacher?
3:21:08 PM JIM V SISTER: its a student
3:21:14 PM JIM V SISTER:   in your grade?
3:21:59 PM JIMV V SISTER:   its a senior i believe but someone said shes in my gade but i think shes a senior

11:45:47 AM JIM V SISTER: Oh.  u have to see this transy!




yes  >.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 01:59:15 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 01:55:49 PM
yes  >.<
did you switch schools.

what grade are you in.  is my sister talking about you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:03:33 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 01:59:15 PM
did you switch schools.

what grade are you in.  is my sister talking about you.


I'm trying with ferocity, and currently unable

junior. and no, it's a physical impossibility that she's talking about me.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:05:27 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:03:33 PM
I'm trying with ferocity, and currently unable

junior. and no, it's a physical impossibility that she's talking about me.
that would be cool because i would make her be friends with you. baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:10:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:05:27 PM
that would be cool because i would make her be friends with you. baddood;


that would be nice, I guess
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:12:24 PM
i am che guevara doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:13:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:10:31 PM
that would be nice, I guess
are you a pretty girl yes;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:16:19 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:13:31 PM
are you a pretty girl yes;


I try, I try. I supposedly look like a lesbian with my hair short, but I keep it long. I have a generally effeminate build, which I'm grateful for.  :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:20:36 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:16:19 PM
I try, I try. I supposedly look like a lesbian with my hair short, but I keep it long. I have a generally effeminate build, which I'm grateful for.  :3
do you have boobs yet baddood;

do people pick on you at schewl :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:21:14 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 01:39:39 PM
I'm actually a male to female transgender but I just didn't bother telling anyone  doodthing;
no fucking way you can't be srs
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:22:13 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:20:36 PM
do you have boobs yet baddood;

do people pick on you at schewl :'(


hormone/age restrictions, so not yet

and no, since nobody knows there, although there's a general subtext that I'm gay

Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:21:14 PM
no fucking way you can't be srs


why not
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:24:38 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:22:13 PM
hormone/age restrictions, so not yet

and no, since nobody knows there, although there's a general subtext that I'm gay
do you like men or are you like blauki and like women and wish ot be one?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:24:46 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:22:13 PM
why not
i'm just shocked really
and honestly i still can't believe it but if it really is true then fukken
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:25:35 PM
Boyah:
650 Heterosexuals
32 Gays
2 Transgenders


I MADE THESE STATS UP
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:27:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:24:38 PM
do you like men or are you like blauki and like women and wish ot be one?


I'm just bisexual, but I'd highly like to have a woman's body.

Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:24:46 PM
i'm just shocked really
and honestly i still can't believe it but if it really is true then fukken


shocked that there is, somewhere within the 682 registered members of boyah, a transgender?

OR PERHAPS HAVE YOU BROKEN MY RUSE AND DISCOVERED MY TRUE IDENTITY
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:28:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:27:53 PM
I'm just bisexual, but I'd highly like to have a woman's body.

shocked that there is, somewhere within the 682 registered members of boyah, a transgender?

OR PERHAPS HAVE YOU BROKEN MY RUSE AND DISCOVERED MY TRUE IDENTITY
ARE YOU PQQU fukken
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: the shortest route to the sea on September 17, 2008, 02:29:27 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:28:44 PM
ARE YOU PQQU fukken


YOU WIN THE PRIZE
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:29:37 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:27:53 PM
I'm just bisexual, but I'd highly like to have a woman's body.

shocked that there is, somewhere within the 682 registered members of boyah, a transgender?

OR PERHAPS HAVE YOU BROKEN MY RUSE AND DISCOVERED MY TRUE IDENTITY
THERE ARE TWO.

YOU AND BLUAKI
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Magyarorszag on September 17, 2008, 02:30:28 PM
Quote from: Pqqu on September 17, 2008, 02:29:27 PM
YOU WIN THE PRIZE
FUCK YEAH I AM DETECTIVES fukken
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: bluaki on September 17, 2008, 02:33:48 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:29:37 PM
THERE ARE TWO.

YOU AND BLUAKI
hi
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:34:39 PM
you guys should make the transgender club
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:37:54 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:34:39 PM
you guys should make the transgender club


you should make the shut up club
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:38:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:37:54 PM
you should make the shut up club
i lol'd
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:39:11 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:37:54 PM
you should make the shut up club
:(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:46:54 PM
Quote from: Pqqu on September 17, 2008, 02:29:27 PM
YOU WIN THE PRIZE
ARE YOU REALLY TRANS
ALSO ARE YOU REALLY THAT PERSON THAT IM'S ME ONCE PER WEEK USUALLY NEAR 11 PM
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:47:07 PM
i think my english teacher is cute
[spoiler]she's 42 smithicide;[/spoiler]
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:49:02 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:46:54 PM
ARE YOU REALLY TRANS
ALSO ARE YOU REALLY THAT PERSON THAT IM'S ME ONCE PER WEEK USUALLY NEAR 11 PM


YES
AND MAYBE WHO ARE YOU

Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:47:07 PM
i think my english teacher is cute
[spoiler]she's 42 smithicide;[/spoiler]


shut up felt
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:50:21 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:49:02 PM
shut up felt

felt is gays lol befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:51:50 PM
why do i spend all day talking to females, homosexuals, and transgenders?  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:56:30 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:51:50 PM
why do i spend all day talking to females, homosexuals, and transgenders?  baddood;


because they all want to secretly sex you while you're asleep  doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:57:10 PM
i can tell every single one of beta's posts
even on anon befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:57:47 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:57:10 PM
i can tell every single one of beta's posts
even on anon befuddlement


It's creepy, but so can I.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 03:02:02 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:57:47 PM
It's creepy, but so can I.

I can too.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 03:03:16 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 03:02:02 PM
I can too.  baddood;


shut up beta
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 03:08:07 PM
but srsly guys am i a creep
SHE'S FUCKING 42 :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 04:35:18 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:49:02 PM
YES
AND MAYBE WHO ARE YOU

shut up felt
THAT PERSON THAT WAS GOING TO DELETE EVERYONE EXCEPT YOU JUST FOR THE FORUM MEMORIES BUT I DECIDED TO ABANDON THAT IDEA UNTIL SOME LATER DAY LATER IN OCT.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 04:53:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:51:50 PM
why do i spend all day talking to females, homosexuals, and transgenders?  baddood;


what category do i fall into
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 04:55:36 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 04:53:53 PM
what category do i fall into
homosexual
or are you bisexual.

salut
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 05:04:28 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 04:35:18 PM
THAT PERSON THAT WAS GOING TO DELETE EVERYONE EXCEPT YOU JUST FOR THE FORUM MEMORIES BUT I DECIDED TO ABANDON THAT IDEA UNTIL SOME LATER DAY LATER IN OCT.


even me? :'(
wryyyyyyyyyyyy ilyyyyyyyyyyy </3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 05:10:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 04:55:36 PM
homosexual
or are you bisexual.

salut


Salut M JMV.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 05:11:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 03:08:07 PM
but srsly guys am i a creep
SHE'S FUCKING 42 :'(


Some 42 year olds are hotter than 20 year olds. :|
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 05:16:13 PM
lol good one
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 07:08:43 PM
I'm ignored here doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 07:09:55 PM
my penis is shaped like a pterodactyl
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 07:26:14 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 07:08:43 PM
I'm ignored here doodthing;
no you aren't i just IM'd you nigga
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 07:53:58 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 07:26:14 PM
no you aren't i just IM'd you nigga

Most of my posts go unnoticed

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 08:55:07 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 07:09:55 PM
my penis is shaped like a pterodactyl


ew what the fuck you freak
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 18, 2008, 03:45:38 PM
i wonder if he knows i don't actually like birthdays because some of them caused scars for me while at the same time reminding me i'm losing my youth

plus how dysfunctional my family is
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 18, 2008, 08:28:29 PM
I don't believe in anything
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 19, 2008, 04:56:02 AM
Anyone interested in purchasing Krispy Kreme doughnuts need to pay 5$ to any SCA officer

Doughnuts will be delivered Oct 5th
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Det in F♯ Major on September 19, 2008, 01:08:18 PM
will i lose my dignity?
will someone care?
will i wake tomorrow, from this nightmare?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 19, 2008, 01:17:58 PM
Will I stay this way forever?
Sleepwalk through my life's endeavor?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 19, 2008, 03:45:59 PM
I want to fuck ME86.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 19, 2008, 03:49:14 PM
fuck want to ME86. I
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 19, 2008, 04:15:46 PM
I want to fuck ME86
want to fuck ME86. I
to fuck ME86. I want
fuck ME86. I want to
ME86. I want to fuck
. I want to fuck ME86
I want to fuck ME86.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 19, 2008, 05:18:56 PM
I want ME86 to have a good, fulfilling life
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 19, 2008, 07:54:20 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 07:09:55 PM
my penis is shaped like a pterodactyl

my penis is actually a vagina
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 11:42:26 AM
I want LJTL dipshitted :(
Someone do it.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 12:20:39 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 11:42:26 AM
I want LJTL dipshitted :(
Someone do it.


Wasn't he a dipshit already?  Why was it taken off agaiN?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 01:25:22 PM
I FUCKING HATE MY PARENTS
I WISH THEY NEVER MET SO I WOULDN'T BE HERE RIGHT NOW
I FUCKING HATE LIVING WITH THEM, THEY MAKE ME SO GOD DAMN MISERABLE
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 04:54:34 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 01:25:22 PM
I FUCKING HATE MY PARENTS
I WISH THEY NEVER MET SO I WOULDN'T BE HERE RIGHT NOW
I FUCKING HATE LIVING WITH THEM, THEY MAKE ME SO GOD DAMN MISERABLE
:(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 05:01:50 PM
I wonder if **** understands.  doodthing;
Everyday I long for the feeling and taste of your lips against mine. I want to feel your breathe against my skin.  :(
How long do I have to wait? How long? :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 05:56:43 PM
i love lawlz.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:07:25 PM
I hate this place sometimes. doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Hiro on September 20, 2008, 06:12:04 PM
Not that I'm full of myself, but:

[spoiler]This is almost the most successful thread on this board, and I made it spam;
And the only reason JMV Penis thread is 1 page higher is because it's pinned.[/spoiler]

I feel proud of myself for this, which is kinda sad.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:12:51 PM
Quote from: Hiro on September 20, 2008, 06:12:04 PM
Not that I'm full of myself, but:

[spoiler]This is almost the most successful thread on this board, and I made it spam;
And the only reason JMV Penis thread is 1 page higher is because it's pinned.[/spoiler]

I feel proud of myself for this, which is kinda sad.
1/4 of the posts are me and another user secretly writing things so the other person sees.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:13:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:12:51 PM
1/4 of the posts are me and another user secretly writing things so the other person sees.
who cares
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:14:14 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:13:31 PM
who cares
me and her
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:17:12 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:14:14 PM
me and her
But I don't.

Hey we need a new theme or something maybe one that's cool
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:20:42 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 19, 2008, 03:45:59 PM
I want to fuck ME86.


Quote from: Boyager on September 19, 2008, 03:49:14 PM
fuck want to ME86. I


Quote from: Boyager on September 19, 2008, 04:15:46 PM
I want to fuck ME86
want to fuck ME86. I
to fuck ME86. I want
fuck ME86. I want to
ME86. I want to fuck
. I want to fuck ME86
I want to fuck ME86.


Quote from: Boyager on September 19, 2008, 05:18:56 PM
I want ME86 to have a good, fulfilling life


Who are these people? :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:21:29 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:17:12 PM
But I don't.

Hey we need a new theme or something maybe one that's cool
who cares
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:22:13 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:20:42 PM
Who are these people? :(

It was I... sweat;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:01:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:22:13 PM
It was I... sweat;


All of it? 
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:25:31 PM
Quote from: Hiro on September 20, 2008, 06:12:04 PM
Not that I'm full of myself, but:

[spoiler]This is almost the most successful thread on this board, and I made it spam;
And the only reason JMV Penis thread is 1 page higher is because it's pinned.[/spoiler]

I feel proud of myself for this, which is kinda sad.
no one cares
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:27:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:25:31 PM
no one cares
I know.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:28:55 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:27:06 PM
I know.
feel free to stop posting anytime
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:29:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:28:55 PM
feel free to stop posting anytime
I  won't be doing that
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:30:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:29:59 PM
I  won't be doing that
do you accept bribes
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:32:14 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:30:40 PM
do you accept bribes
It depends on the bribe
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:32:44 PM
I sometimes make passes at my best friends because I'm lonely
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:34:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:32:44 PM
I sometimes make passes at my best friends because I'm lonely
fyi you could make a few horny nerds happy by making passes at complete strangers instead
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:45:29 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:34:22 PM
fyi you could make a few horny nerds happy by making passes at complete strangers instead


but that would be slutty wouldn't it
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:48:28 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 05:01:50 PM
I wonder if **** understands.  doodthing;
Everyday I long for the feeling and taste of your lips against mine. I want to feel your breathe against my skin.  :(
How long do I have to wait? How long? :'(
aww  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 11:28:13 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:45:29 PM
but that would be slutty wouldn't it
yeah making passes at your friends isn't slutty at all
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 21, 2008, 02:27:45 AM
i masturbated 5 times tonight. doodthing;


Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 21, 2008, 02:44:31 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:32:44 PM
I sometimes make passes at my best friends because I'm lonely
I sometimes act flirty to older males because I'm lonely.

Then tease them and go "LOL PERV"
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 21, 2008, 02:58:59 AM
Scene/soft core emo guys are fucking adorable.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 21, 2008, 03:33:44 AM
I'm not physically attracted.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 21, 2008, 03:39:49 AM
At all.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 21, 2008, 04:48:04 AM
I wish Trevor Bear ate me out. >:-(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 21, 2008, 05:46:20 AM
I';m sorry JMV. I'll stop making fun of you now.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 21, 2008, 10:36:17 AM
i feel really stupid and retarded. 
i keep telling my friend i'm going to do something for him AND MY PARENTS KEEP RUINING IT.
im sorry, i know how you feel when people say they're going to do something for you and they don't, but trust me, this is one of my top priorities and i'm almost 100% sure we can do it next weekend. i promise it'll happen.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Thyme on September 21, 2008, 12:36:25 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 21, 2008, 10:36:17 AM
i feel really stupid and retarded. 
i keep telling my friend i'm going to do something for him AND MY PARENTS KEEP RUINING IT.
im sorry, i know how you feel when people say they're going to do something for you and they don't, but trust me, this is one of my top priorities and i'm almost 100% sure we can do it next weekend. i promise it'll happen.  :(


Sounds a bit like me. :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 21, 2008, 12:40:55 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 21, 2008, 10:36:17 AM
i feel really stupid and retarded. 
i keep telling my friend i'm going to do something for him AND MY PARENTS KEEP RUINING IT.
im sorry, i know how you feel when people say they're going to do something for you and they don't, but trust me, this is one of my top priorities and i'm almost 100% sure we can do it next weekend. i promise it'll happen.  :(

it's ok, i know you want to do it and you're not just saying it
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 21, 2008, 07:36:34 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 21, 2008, 03:33:44 AM
I'm not physically attracted.


You mean attracted or attractive.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 22, 2008, 12:22:52 PM
nobody hates the feeling of always being second-best more than i. no matter what i do, i can never fucking win and it's really starting to get to me; i can't think of god damn thing i'm the leader of or am the best at.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 22, 2008, 01:14:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 22, 2008, 12:22:52 PM
nobody hates the feeling of always being second-best more than i. no matter what i do, i can never fucking win and it's really starting to get to me; i can't think of god damn thing i'm the leader of or am the best at.
you can be the best at being yourself spam;

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 07:02:43 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 22, 2008, 01:14:31 PM
you can be the best at being yourself spam;


you are the best at giving gay advice
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 12:16:32 PM
Cunnilingus is fucking disgusting unless I get horny.

wtc;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 12:42:35 PM
i don't know what that means
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 12:59:27 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 12:16:32 PM
Cunnilingus is fucking disgusting unless I get horny.

wtc;
does that mean you don't want me to do it :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 01:05:15 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 12:16:32 PM
Cunnilingus is fucking disgusting unless I get horny.

wtc;


Giving or receiving? goonish
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 01:16:45 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 01:05:15 PM
Giving or receiving? goonish
Uh, I'm pretty sure he's talking about giving
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 01:25:03 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 01:16:45 PM
Uh, I'm pretty sure he's talking about giving
I'm pretty sure she's talking about receiving.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 02:26:25 PM
NANANANA
NANANANA
YOU ARE THE MUSIC IN ME<3

lawl regardless of it being disney, that's like the best compliment i could say to someone because music is so important to me<3
and i mean every word of it with all my heart:]
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 02:39:38 PM
I want to know.
I am not a toy

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 03:41:09 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 12:16:32 PM
Cunnilingus is fucking disgusting unless I get horny.

wtc;
Why?
I haven't ever done it before, but I think I'd probably like it.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 03:50:38 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 12:16:32 PM
Cunnilingus is fucking disgusting unless I get horny.

wtc;


i don't see anything disgusting about it

unless of course the pussy in question is dirty and smelly like some white trailer trash whore's
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 03:52:47 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 03:41:09 PM
Why?
I haven't ever done it before, but I think I'd probably like it.
having someone's spit in sounds weird ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 04:03:21 PM
QuoteUh, I'm pretty sure he's talking about giving

Quote
I'm pretty sure she's talking about receiving.


It's the "unless I'm really horny" that makes it ambiguous. goonish
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 04:05:36 PM
unless i get horny i mean goonish
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 04:06:52 PM
FAGINA
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 04:09:58 PM
I'm really jealous of two users, even if it isn't perfect.

I don't know if I'd ever have that same opportunity. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 04:16:14 PM
what is cunnilingus?

is it like fellatio for chicks?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 04:16:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 04:16:14 PM
what is cunnilingus?

is it like fellatio for chicks?
it's eating a chick out
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 04:18:55 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 04:16:56 PM
it's eating a chick out
oh ok
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 05:53:25 PM
Knowing that doesn't help my confidence at all. The one thing holding you with me is something I am unsure of myself.  All it would take is another person who is better looking to lose you.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 07:28:49 PM
I hate how gays and lesbians are lumped in with transsexuals/transgenders/whateverthefuck, because honestly I hate trannies.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 12:38:29 AM
I hate the fact that my boyfriend looks at hentai.


Am I not good enough?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 12:47:14 AM
ugly slut ProtectedMember32
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 12:49:49 AM
nobody likes you
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 12:54:35 AM
is ProtectedMember32 really dating kaz or am i making shit up?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 02:47:12 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 12:38:29 AM
I hate the fact that my boyfriend looks at hentai.


Am I not good enough?


Okay, Chels, let me say something here. When I told you that I had the stuff way back then, I did it because I didn't want to keep secrets from you. You're more than good enough, and I don't really appreciate that you'd assume that I would ever think otherwise. I don't know why you're always the one in this relationship that ever has trust issues. I give you the benefit of the doubt, but you don't give it to me. It's not a major problem most of the time, but it really does hurt sometimes when you assume shit about me. And this isn't not the first time, either. You know it as well as I do.

Long story short: I don't bother with hentai anymore, like I've already told you twice before this week.

But if you want to just keep assuming things about me...go ahead...I guess. It won't change my feelings for you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 02:47:17 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 05:53:25 PM
Knowing that doesn't help my confidence at all. The one thing holding you with me is something I am unsure of myself.  All it would take is another person who is better looking to lose you.  :(
hmm shallow :3

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 02:56:46 AM
I want to submerge myself underwater.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 03:06:01 AM
Every modern day man has dabbbled in hentai, even be it by surprise.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 03:07:21 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 02:47:17 AM
hmm shallow :3


what :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 03:07:53 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 03:06:01 AM
Every modern day man has dabbbled in hentai, even be it by surprise.
no not really
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 03:41:00 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 03:07:21 AM
what :(
you would go after someone else because they're better looking  fukken
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 03:44:12 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 03:41:00 AM
you would go after someone else because they're better looking  fukken
i wouldn't
would you
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 04:20:34 AM
BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 06:39:32 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 02:47:12 AM
Okay, Chels, let me say something here. When I told you that I had the stuff way back then, I did it because I didn't want to keep secrets from you. You're more than good enough, and I don't really appreciate that you'd assume that I would ever think otherwise. I don't know why you're always the one in this relationship that ever has trust issues. I give you the benefit of the doubt, but you don't give it to me. It's not a major problem most of the time, but it really does hurt sometimes when you assume shit about me. And this isn't not the first time, either. You know it as well as I do.

Long story short: I don't bother with hentai anymore, like I've already told you twice before this week.

But if you want to just keep assuming things about me...go ahead...I guess. It won't change my feelings for you.
babe. First off, I want to say I'm sorry, because, I truly am. And secondly, my feelings have NOT changed about you either.

I think the problem here is me. You know my selfesteem is... Shot to hell, for lack of better words. And when you have low self esteem your mind set is, from what I understand, a little warped.

To me, there's going to be someone that might catch your attention more than me and that triggers jealousy. I feel that for some reason I could never be nearly as attractive to you...and I'll admit that sometimes it hurts my feelings. 

Its a way of thinking that ive been raised with.... "you're not good enough" "you dont deserve that attention"
and babe, I know you tell me I'm beautiful almost everyday... But you have to keep in mind ive known and loved you for 2 years and 9 months... Ive had that mind set for a good chunk of my lifetime.

I'm sorry I make those rash assumtions... Sometimes I just can't help it. I hope you can forgive me and help me make this different.
i love you, Ryan.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 08:00:52 AM
I guess it was just a delusion for expecting someone to feel the same about me. I tried to tell them this, and they kept saying it wasn't true, but it was.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 12:08:07 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 08:00:52 AM
I guess it was just a delusion for expecting someone to feel the same about me. I tried to tell them this, and they kept saying it wasn't true, but it was.
meaty cocks
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 12:21:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 12:08:07 PM
meaty cocks
ino i'ts true bish
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 03:24:14 AM
his pregger future drawing made me go aww :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 03:57:24 PM
God damn him for making me realize what the fuck is wrong with me. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 03:58:54 PM
what the hell
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 04:09:12 PM
I wish I was pregnant >.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 04:10:43 PM
I wish there was an easy solution.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 04:51:58 PM
today is the first time i've ever cried in public at school. ever. at any school.
it was so fucking embarrassing and i tried so fucking hard to not let tears roll down my cheeks but i just couldn't.
nobody wants this more than i do. and i hate that "oh, you're a junior, you have next year" is a deciding factor. :0
don't expect me to be alive tomorrow at this time.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 04:53:42 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 04:51:58 PM
today is the first time i've ever cried in public at school. ever. at any school.
it was so fucking embarrassing and i tried so fucking hard to not let tears roll down my cheeks but i just couldn't.
nobody wants this more than i do. and i hate that "oh, you're a junior, you have next year" is a deciding factor. :0
don't expect me to be alive tomorrow at this time.
no. no.
Don't do that.  :(

just remember how it felt when someone else said something like that. don't repeat that :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 04:55:26 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 04:51:58 PM
today is the first time i've ever cried in public at school. ever. at any school.
it was so fucking embarrassing and i tried so fucking hard to not let tears roll down my cheeks but i just couldn't.
nobody wants this more than i do. and i hate that "oh, you're a junior, you have next year" is a deciding factor. :0
don't expect me to be alive tomorrow at this time.
what happened  saddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 04:56:26 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 04:53:42 PM
no. no.
Don't do that.  :(

just remember how it felt when someone else said something like that. don't repeat that :(


i would never
i'm not suicidal and i wouldn't even do any physical self-infliction
i'm just really... some emotion words can't describe
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:32:28 PM
Tonight I read the most beautiful thing that I ever have. Ever.

I feel in love but with nobody and I hardly know what to do with myself.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:38:12 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:32:28 PM
Tonight I read the most beautiful thing that I ever have. Ever.

I feel in love but with nobody and I hardly know what to do with myself.
what was ittt
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:41:47 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:38:12 PM
what was ittt


[spoiler]& a tree book to make people realize that they are already alive

you & I were ten & twelve when you told me that the most beautiful creatures in the world are made of butter. I did not believe in you, but you repeated yourself and asked

â,"are they made of clay then?â,
â,"no!â,
â,"so what are they made of?â,

and I was not sure what to say, I giggled and you smiled tenderly. and then a butterfly flew in the sky with a big white fluffy cloud, it was like a small rainbow had been attached to the blue sky and I told you to look at it and you did and grinned. I could tell from your eyes that everything was absolutely fine. then suddenly I realized,

â,"butterâ,¦
â,¦flies.â,

you burst into a laugh, but I was not even slightly amused. I left you in that place, and did not speak to you until the following morning. when I told my mum the story, she laughed the same way as you did and I did not speak to her for a minute or two. she made me hot chocolate and asked if you wanted some, but without a hesitation I replied for you and then there was an empty cup next to mine.

I never said I am sorry, although I wished to. but you were never angry, and you forgave me without me even asking for it. you told me that people do stuff that they do not mean to do, and then their actions lead to even worse situations when they have realized their mistakes. I was too young to follow your philosophy, but I felt like you understood me in every way possible and I began to encourage you to write a book!

â,"what would I write about?â,
â,"about butter?â,
â,"flies.â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"but that is our secret.â,
â,"is it a secret?â,
â,"well you did not know it before. people are build to miss the simplest things in their lives.â,
â,"why?â,
â,"when you notice them for the first time, you experience a feeling that makes everything beautiful around you. then you believe.â,
â,"believe in what?â,
â,"in the world.â,
â,"your book would make me believe in everything.â,

and then you began to write a book, not because I asked you to, but because you wanted to. you wrote words in my fatherâ,,,s grey notebook, once you did not have anything to write on but you felt like putting down your thoughts on something so you plucked a plum and wrote penned a word or two. one evening my mother wished to know how you were doing, and I told her that you were finally writing a book. what kind of a book, she asked and I did not what to say.

â,"a book.â,
â,"but what kind of a book?â,
â,"you tell me, you were the one who suggested that I should write a book.â,
â,"maybe you should write a flower book and make them alive!â,
â,"but they are already alive.â,
â,"no they are not.â,
â,"who told you that?â,
â,"no one. but they do not move nor do they speak. how could they be alive?â,
â,"have you ever seen a flower in love?â,
â,"no.â,
â,"because you believe that they cannot be in love?â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"have you ever seen a tree shivering?â,
â,"how does it shiver?â,
â,"when its friends begin to fall from the branches.â,
â,"but it does not have any friends.â,
â,"leaves. it loses its friends every autumn.â,
â,"that is sad.â,
â,"I know.â,
â,"you should write a tree book.â,
â,"to make them alive?â,
â,"no, silly. to make people realize that they are already alive.â,

when I saw a maple tree shivering its leaves, it was the first time I felt sad for something that I thought was not alive. one morning I walked across a blooming flower field with my mother, and told her the same story. we both decided to be careful with daisies and papavers as we did want to trample on them when knowing that they are alive. when I saw a mahogany tree on the path to the school stripped off from its friends, I sat next to it and spoke to it. people walked by, wondering if I was lost and crying and then the tree whispered

â,"thank you.â,
â,"you speak?â,
â,"occasionally.â,
â,"why not more often?â,
â,"to whom I would talk?â,
â,"your friends.â,
â,"they are not here.â,
â,"and when they are?â,
â,"we do not talk.â,
â,"why?â,
â,"because.â,
â,"because?â,
â,"we do not need words.â,
â,"but you have conversations?â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"how?â,
â,"with our minds.â,
â,"is that possible?â,
â,"I guess so if I do it.â,
â,"wow.â,

when I told you the story about the fields, the mahogany tree and his (or her, I am not completely sure) magical way to connect with his friends, you smiled and said

â,"Iâ,,,m happy.â,
â,"why?â,
â,"because youâ,,,re happy.â,
â,"am I?â,
â,"are not you?â,
â,"should I be?â,
â,"how many questions can we answer by asking a question?â,
â,"there are a bucketful of questions in the world.â,
â,"four.â,
â,"four what?â,
â,"we answered a question with a question four times.â,
â,"so there are not a bucketful of questions?â,
â,"you love questions, you know that?â,
â,"I do. that is how you solve the world.â,
â,"you do not need to ask questions to solve this mystery.â,
â,"what then?â,
â,"well I cannot really answer to your question now or otherwise you just figured out the worldâ,,,s mystery by asking a question.â,
â,"see.â,
â,"and now you resolved the problem yourself.â,
â,"what?â,
â,"to see.â,
â,"see what?â,
â,"you figure out the world by seeing. people do not only miss the simplest things in the world, but also the answers to the questions that are asked every single day by at least sixteen different people.â,
â,"where?â,
â,"in front of you.â,
â,"now?â,
â,"always.â,
â,"I do not see it.â,
â,"because you are looking for something.â,
â,"is not that the point?â,
â,"no.â,
â,"I feel like I should ask a question.â,
â,"I was not expecting one.â,
â,"because I do not solve the worldâ,,,s mystery by presenting questions.â,
â,"but if you wish to â,“ â,"
â,"what about blind people?â,
â,"what about them?â,
â,"how will they see?â,
â,"they see.â,
â,"but they are blind.â,
â,"and a blind person does not see?â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"fine.â,
â,"you want to tell me that they can see?â,
â,"more than anyone else.â,

we had conversations about stars that became rain, you spoke of African dream and I had always a bucketful of questions with me. then something began to change. we grew.

the older I was, the less I saw you. my mother ceased asking questions about you. I pretended to be blind to find you, but it was too bright. one morning, when walking to my school for the last time, I saw the mahogany tree with his friends, they were cheerfully green.

â,"hello there.â,
â,"your friends are beautiful.â,
â,"thank you.â,
â,"why are you speaking to?â,
â,"because I felt like it.â,
â,"you are as confusing as my friend used to be.â,
â,"used to be?â,
â,"I have not seen my friend for long time?â,
â,"where did you friend go?â,
â,"I do not know.â,
â,"have you tried closing your eyes?â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"why did he go?â,
â,"because I grew older, I think.â,
â,"how old are you?â,
â,"thirteen.â,
â,"and your friend is?â,
â,"eleven.â,
â,"can I be honest with you?â,
â,"I guess so.â,
â,"I know your friend.â,
â,"what? do you know how I could find â,“â,
â,"no, I do not.â,
â,"your friend spoke a lot of good things about you. we met long before you talked to me.â,
â,"thank you. I guess.â,
â,"do not be sad. you have not lost your friend.â,
â,"but it feels like it.â,
â,"you will be together again.â,
â,"how do you know?â,
â,"you like to ask questions, donâ,,,t you?â,
â,"I am tired of asking.â,
â,"do not be.â,
â,"was not that the lesson?â,
â,"I do not know.â,
â,"who knows?â,
â,"your friend.â,
â,"who is gone.â,
â,"not for long time.â,
â,"what do you know?â,
â,"I lose my friends every autumn, and they still come back.â,
â,"Iâ,,,m sorry.â,
â,"Iâ,,,m not.â,

I sat next to the tree, and we discussed some more. he reminded me of you, although he was a lot grumpier than you were when I answered to his question by asking another question. he told me stories about you, and I told him stories about you and we both felt that we knew you better than anyone else in the world.

â,"the most beautiful creatures are made of butter.â,
â,"I know.â,
â,"how? it was a secret.â,
â,"because you told me it without talking.â,



your book was entitled, a tree book to make people realize that the trees are already alive. you spoke to me without words, and I understood it.[/spoiler]


Hope you think it's as good as I do because I feel very strange for it (good things, of course)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:54:46 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:41:47 PM
[spoiler]& a tree book to make people realize that they are already alive

you & I were ten & twelve when you told me that the most beautiful creatures in the world are made of butter. I did not believe in you, but you repeated yourself and asked

â,"are they made of clay then?â,
â,"no!â,
â,"so what are they made of?â,

and I was not sure what to say, I giggled and you smiled tenderly. and then a butterfly flew in the sky with a big white fluffy cloud, it was like a small rainbow had been attached to the blue sky and I told you to look at it and you did and grinned. I could tell from your eyes that everything was absolutely fine. then suddenly I realized,

â,"butterâ,¦
â,¦flies.â,

you burst into a laugh, but I was not even slightly amused. I left you in that place, and did not speak to you until the following morning. when I told my mum the story, she laughed the same way as you did and I did not speak to her for a minute or two. she made me hot chocolate and asked if you wanted some, but without a hesitation I replied for you and then there was an empty cup next to mine.

I never said I am sorry, although I wished to. but you were never angry, and you forgave me without me even asking for it. you told me that people do stuff that they do not mean to do, and then their actions lead to even worse situations when they have realized their mistakes. I was too young to follow your philosophy, but I felt like you understood me in every way possible and I began to encourage you to write a book!

â,"what would I write about?â,
â,"about butter?â,
â,"flies.â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"but that is our secret.â,
â,"is it a secret?â,
â,"well you did not know it before. people are build to miss the simplest things in their lives.â,
â,"why?â,
â,"when you notice them for the first time, you experience a feeling that makes everything beautiful around you. then you believe.â,
â,"believe in what?â,
â,"in the world.â,
â,"your book would make me believe in everything.â,

and then you began to write a book, not because I asked you to, but because you wanted to. you wrote words in my fatherâ,,,s grey notebook, once you did not have anything to write on but you felt like putting down your thoughts on something so you plucked a plum and wrote penned a word or two. one evening my mother wished to know how you were doing, and I told her that you were finally writing a book. what kind of a book, she asked and I did not what to say.

â,"a book.â,
â,"but what kind of a book?â,
â,"you tell me, you were the one who suggested that I should write a book.â,
â,"maybe you should write a flower book and make them alive!â,
â,"but they are already alive.â,
â,"no they are not.â,
â,"who told you that?â,
â,"no one. but they do not move nor do they speak. how could they be alive?â,
â,"have you ever seen a flower in love?â,
â,"no.â,
â,"because you believe that they cannot be in love?â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"have you ever seen a tree shivering?â,
â,"how does it shiver?â,
â,"when its friends begin to fall from the branches.â,
â,"but it does not have any friends.â,
â,"leaves. it loses its friends every autumn.â,
â,"that is sad.â,
â,"I know.â,
â,"you should write a tree book.â,
â,"to make them alive?â,
â,"no, silly. to make people realize that they are already alive.â,

when I saw a maple tree shivering its leaves, it was the first time I felt sad for something that I thought was not alive. one morning I walked across a blooming flower field with my mother, and told her the same story. we both decided to be careful with daisies and papavers as we did want to trample on them when knowing that they are alive. when I saw a mahogany tree on the path to the school stripped off from its friends, I sat next to it and spoke to it. people walked by, wondering if I was lost and crying and then the tree whispered

â,"thank you.â,
â,"you speak?â,
â,"occasionally.â,
â,"why not more often?â,
â,"to whom I would talk?â,
â,"your friends.â,
â,"they are not here.â,
â,"and when they are?â,
â,"we do not talk.â,
â,"why?â,
â,"because.â,
â,"because?â,
â,"we do not need words.â,
â,"but you have conversations?â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"how?â,
â,"with our minds.â,
â,"is that possible?â,
â,"I guess so if I do it.â,
â,"wow.â,

when I told you the story about the fields, the mahogany tree and his (or her, I am not completely sure) magical way to connect with his friends, you smiled and said

â,"Iâ,,,m happy.â,
â,"why?â,
â,"because youâ,,,re happy.â,
â,"am I?â,
â,"are not you?â,
â,"should I be?â,
â,"how many questions can we answer by asking a question?â,
â,"there are a bucketful of questions in the world.â,
â,"four.â,
â,"four what?â,
â,"we answered a question with a question four times.â,
â,"so there are not a bucketful of questions?â,
â,"you love questions, you know that?â,
â,"I do. that is how you solve the world.â,
â,"you do not need to ask questions to solve this mystery.â,
â,"what then?â,
â,"well I cannot really answer to your question now or otherwise you just figured out the worldâ,,,s mystery by asking a question.â,
â,"see.â,
â,"and now you resolved the problem yourself.â,
â,"what?â,
â,"to see.â,
â,"see what?â,
â,"you figure out the world by seeing. people do not only miss the simplest things in the world, but also the answers to the questions that are asked every single day by at least sixteen different people.â,
â,"where?â,
â,"in front of you.â,
â,"now?â,
â,"always.â,
â,"I do not see it.â,
â,"because you are looking for something.â,
â,"is not that the point?â,
â,"no.â,
â,"I feel like I should ask a question.â,
â,"I was not expecting one.â,
â,"because I do not solve the worldâ,,,s mystery by presenting questions.â,
â,"but if you wish to â,“ â,"
â,"what about blind people?â,
â,"what about them?â,
â,"how will they see?â,
â,"they see.â,
â,"but they are blind.â,
â,"and a blind person does not see?â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"fine.â,
â,"you want to tell me that they can see?â,
â,"more than anyone else.â,

we had conversations about stars that became rain, you spoke of African dream and I had always a bucketful of questions with me. then something began to change. we grew.

the older I was, the less I saw you. my mother ceased asking questions about you. I pretended to be blind to find you, but it was too bright. one morning, when walking to my school for the last time, I saw the mahogany tree with his friends, they were cheerfully green.

â,"hello there.â,
â,"your friends are beautiful.â,
â,"thank you.â,
â,"why are you speaking to?â,
â,"because I felt like it.â,
â,"you are as confusing as my friend used to be.â,
â,"used to be?â,
â,"I have not seen my friend for long time?â,
â,"where did you friend go?â,
â,"I do not know.â,
â,"have you tried closing your eyes?â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"why did he go?â,
â,"because I grew older, I think.â,
â,"how old are you?â,
â,"thirteen.â,
â,"and your friend is?â,
â,"eleven.â,
â,"can I be honest with you?â,
â,"I guess so.â,
â,"I know your friend.â,
â,"what? do you know how I could find â,“â,
â,"no, I do not.â,
â,"your friend spoke a lot of good things about you. we met long before you talked to me.â,
â,"thank you. I guess.â,
â,"do not be sad. you have not lost your friend.â,
â,"but it feels like it.â,
â,"you will be together again.â,
â,"how do you know?â,
â,"you like to ask questions, donâ,,,t you?â,
â,"I am tired of asking.â,
â,"do not be.â,
â,"was not that the lesson?â,
â,"I do not know.â,
â,"who knows?â,
â,"your friend.â,
â,"who is gone.â,
â,"not for long time.â,
â,"what do you know?â,
â,"I lose my friends every autumn, and they still come back.â,
â,"Iâ,,,m sorry.â,
â,"Iâ,,,m not.â,

I sat next to the tree, and we discussed some more. he reminded me of you, although he was a lot grumpier than you were when I answered to his question by asking another question. he told me stories about you, and I told him stories about you and we both felt that we knew you better than anyone else in the world.

â,"the most beautiful creatures are made of butter.â,
â,"I know.â,
â,"how? it was a secret.â,
â,"because you told me it without talking.â,



your book was entitled, a tree book to make people realize that the trees are already alive. you spoke to me without words, and I understood it.[/spoiler]


Hope you think it's as good as I do because I feel very strange for it (good things, of course)

From what I understand his/her friend was [spoiler]an imaginary friend?[/spoiler]
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:56:17 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:54:46 PM
From what I understand his/her friend was [spoiler]an imaginary friend?[/spoiler]


That's what I was thinking
Did you like it at all? Or was it underwhelming? I just enjoyed that so much.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:59:54 PM
It was too long, i only read a litte bit, and it wasn't amazing. Hi Carly
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 06:03:17 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:56:17 PM
That's what I was thinking
Did you like it at all? Or was it underwhelming? I just enjoyed that so much.

Yeah, I liked it.  The part about trees losing leaves/friends was a bit sad.  :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:59:54 PM
It was too long, i only read a litte bit, and it wasn't amazing. Hi Carly
Hiro  baddood;


JMV
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 06:04:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:59:54 PM
Hi Carly


iCarly
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 06:04:57 PM
Oh well if you didn't read all of it how could you form a proper opinion?
It being too long I can understand seeing as you are on a phone but if you were not I would say it's quite short.


This was obviously directed at Grant.

It made me really sad too (and yes, the friend loosing part in particular) but it made me so happy that the tree was okay with it!
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 06:56:32 PM
I feel dead. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 07:11:31 PM
I'm not supposed to cut myself anymore

But goddamn I wish I could
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 07:41:42 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 07:11:31 PM
I'm not supposed to cut myself anymore

But goddamn I wish I could
No, don't. ;-;

I stopped burning myself for someone.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 07:51:51 PM
i confess that i have nothing more to confess
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 07:53:45 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 07:51:51 PM
i confess that i have nothing more to confess
I have much more to confess.  :(
Though some of which I'm not ready to say, and others which I doubt I'd ever post publicly.
I want to tell someone but not yet, not until I'm sure they'll be there.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 07:53:59 PM
the wind whispered to me

it told me to KILL EVERYONE
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 08:02:40 PM
I wish I could take you away, to hold you and let you know things will be okay, and keep holding you until they are.
I'd hold on forever if I had to. I'll ignore your pleas for me to stop, to just do what seems easier, to just forget about you and move on: that path only leads to misery for both of us.  The harder choice, the more difficult thing to accomplish, at least has that hope of happiness, and even that tiny bit makes every bit of pain, suffering, and sadness worth it.

No, I'm not giving up; you don't make my life miserable.  You never have and you never will, but giving up may.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 08:34:34 PM
i don't know which hole i'm supposed to put it in
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 08:54:47 PM
It was an accident :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 09:00:58 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 08:54:47 PM
It was an accident :'(
If you fucking hurt yourself I'm going to track you down and beat you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 09:01:55 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 09:00:58 PM
If you fucking hurt yourself I'm going to track you down and beat you.

who are you. show youself
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on September 25, 2008, 09:02:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 09:01:55 PM
who are you. show youself
:(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 09:03:00 PM
i fucking hate everyone
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 09:03:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 09:03:00 PM
i fucking hate everyone
is that you famy
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 09:05:58 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 09:03:22 PM
is that you famy
no never
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 09:09:34 PM
Quote from: Khadafi on September 25, 2008, 09:02:22 PM
:(

You and your IP tracker Q('_' Q)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 03:06:51 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 08:02:40 PM
I wish I could take you away, to hold you and let you know things will be okay, and keep holding you until they are.
I'd hold on forever if I had to. I'll ignore your pleas for me to stop, to just do what seems easier, to just forget about you and move on: that path only leads to misery for both of us.  The harder choice, the more difficult thing to accomplish, at least has that hope of happiness, and even that tiny bit makes every bit of pain, suffering, and sadness worth it.

No, I'm not giving up; you don't make my life miserable.  You never have and you never will, but giving up may.
What if they were miserable to begin with.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 03:32:58 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 03:06:51 AM
What if they were miserable to begin with.
Then trying can only help
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 03:40:42 AM
G'mourning
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 03:49:21 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 03:32:58 AM
Then trying can only help
what if they don't want help and beg reverend moore to exorcise them instead ;_;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 04:27:53 AM
i wish jmv and clucky would just kill themselves already
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 06:12:12 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 03:49:21 AM
what if they don't want help and beg reverend moore to exorcise them instead ;_;
You know you do.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 09:18:34 AM
JMV, I have failed you. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 09:26:49 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 09:18:34 AM
JMV, I have failed you. :(
what  :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 04:27:53 AM
i wish jmv and clucky would just kill themselves already
Shut up.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 09:27:43 AM
I want to hug JMV.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 09:31:07 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 09:26:49 AM
what  :(

The person did not want to join madood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 09:38:12 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 09:31:07 AM
The person did not want to join madood;
WHORE  madood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 09:27:43 AM
I want to hug JMV.  :(
:(
i had a dream and now i'm like ;-; i suck

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 09:39:52 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 09:38:12 AM
WHORE  madood; :(


i had a dream and now i'm like ;-; i suck



;-;


What was it about
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 09:42:01 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 09:39:52 AM
;-;


What was it about
:(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 12:08:24 PM
I might be racist?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 12:12:12 PM
I WISH YOU GUYS WEREN'T SO FUCKING SUICIDAL smithicide;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 12:15:22 PM
I wish I was alive.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 01:25:44 PM
I'm so f-in awesome.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 02:55:25 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 12:15:22 PM
I wish I was alive.
Same.
Also I'm unstable right now. <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 02:56:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 02:55:25 PM
Same.
Also I'm unstable right now. <3
why
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 02:58:32 PM
I'm Hiro.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 03:06:37 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 02:55:25 PM
Same.


Come to me and you don't have to be. I can show you the world. I just need the chance to.  doodella;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 11:58:27 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 02:56:06 PM
why
hmm no reason other than crying myself to sleep and slept for 13 hours and spent my friday sleeping

i also couldn't get out of bed; i felt lsklfkd
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 27, 2008, 05:12:42 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 11:58:27 PM
hmm no reason other than crying myself to sleep and slept for 13 hours and spent my friday sleeping

i also couldn't get out of bed; i felt lsklfkd
:( ily
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 27, 2008, 07:12:37 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 11:58:27 PM
hmm no reason other than crying myself to sleep and slept for 13 hours and spent my friday sleeping

i also couldn't get out of bed; i felt lsklfkd


I WANT TO HELP YOU SO FUCKING BAD FJDLKAGJDLSGJSL;JASLKGJ
but you don't even like talking to me anymore  edumacate;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 27, 2008, 09:26:22 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 02:58:32 PM
I'm retarded.


Fixed.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 27, 2008, 10:22:36 PM
I wish Boyah didn't seem so fucking serious all the time.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 27, 2008, 10:23:49 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 27, 2008, 10:22:36 PM
I wish Boyah didn't seem so fucking serious all the time.
it's only serious if you're retarded
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 27, 2008, 10:24:54 PM
What the hell is wrong with me?  Seriously...

The idea of not being with you leaves me feeling depressed.
The thought of you being with someone else leaves me with a sickening feeling of jealousy.
Both also invoke a feeling, I don't know what is is or how to explain it, that the closest I can come to explaining is "emptiness" and I don't know why.

It's not easy dealing with those feelings every day: wondering if you're just going to leave and go be with someone else--living both of those uncomfortable thoughts.  Every day, that's why I couldn't keep pretending that I was okay on Friday after you told me about walking to class.  That is what I thought of.
idk.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 27, 2008, 10:52:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 27, 2008, 10:24:54 PM
What the hell is wrong with me?  Seriously...

The idea of not being with you leaves me feeling depressed.
The thought of you being with someone else leaves me with a sickening feeling of jealousy.
Both also invoke a feeling, I don't know what is is or how to explain it, that the closest I can come to explaining is "emptiness" and I don't know why.

It's not easy dealing with those feelings every day: wondering if you're just going to leave and go be with someone else--living both of those uncomfortable thoughts.  Every day, that's why I couldn't keep pretending that I was okay on Friday after you told me about walking to class.  That is what I thought of.
idk.


Love does funny things to people.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 05:56:57 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 27, 2008, 10:24:54 PM
What the hell is wrong with me?  Seriously...

The idea of not being with you leaves me feeling depressed.
The thought of you being with someone else leaves me with a sickening feeling of jealousy.
Both also invoke a feeling, I don't know what is is or how to explain it, that the closest I can come to explaining is "emptiness" and I don't know why.

It's not easy dealing with those feelings every day: wondering if you're just going to leave and go be with someone else--living both of those uncomfortable thoughts.  Every day, that's why I couldn't keep pretending that I was okay on Friday after you told me about walking to class.  That is what I thought of.
idk.
hey i can totally go with someone else regarding the fact that i hate relationshits
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 06:24:44 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 05:56:57 AM
hey i can totally go with someone else regarding the fact that i hate relationshits
you always talk about it.

"oh riley this"
"oh dan that"


"oh why doesn't he like me ;_;"
then you go
"i don't care what anyone thinks" though it really seems as if you are constantly using that as an excuse just to avoid me but of course it doesn't apply to them.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 07:15:40 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 06:24:44 AM
you always talk about it.

"oh riley this"
"oh dan that"


"oh why doesn't he like me ;_;"
then you go
"i don't care what anyone thinks" though it really seems as if you are constantly using that as an excuse just to avoid me but of course it doesn't apply to them.
wrong
the reason why i do that is a very slutty reason :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 07:29:48 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 07:15:40 AM
wrong
the reason why i do that is a very slutty reason :3
that i'm not good enough for.

or even worth actually discussing with. you'd rather ignore me than just treat me like a person and explain things.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 07:31:44 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 07:29:48 AM
that i'm not good enough for.

or even worth actually discussing with. you'd rather ignore me than just treat me like a person and explain things.
to avoid any more stressors :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 07:34:57 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 07:31:44 AM
to avoid any more stressors :3
what
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:28:05 AM
why is your relationship so big girls don't cry :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:33:18 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:28:05 AM
why is your relationship so big girls don't cry :3
whatttttttt

but seriously am i not good enough to have at least the same chance as them?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:36:54 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:33:18 AM
whatttttttt

but seriously am i not good enough to have at least the same chance as them?


well you sure don't have the same opportunities ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:40:41 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:36:54 AM
well you sure don't have the same opportunities ;)
huh :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:43:38 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:40:41 AM
huh :(


think about it :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 10:37:39 AM
i like how clucky lacks the ability to just come out and say what she means for once instead of causing jmv more grief
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 10:54:06 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 10:37:39 AM
i like how clucky lacks the ability to just come out and say what she means for once
This.  I wish she'd actually discuss things like this instead of thinking just avoiding me completely solves any of the problems.  It just poorly covers them up for a short while until they resurface.

Quoteinstead of causing jmv more grief
Don't say that; she already thinks she ruins my life for who knows what reason.  It's far from the truth though. My parents ruined my life; a few people I knew as a child ruined my life; classmates in middle school ruined my life; I ruined my life: she did not. Sure I get upset about things and I really wish she'd at least attempt to work them out with me instead of thinking nothing will get done because her parents, teachers, and psychologists tried. Her claims that I'm somehow "different" really don't hold much ground when she holds me accountable for the same faults as her parents or expectations of past relationships.
I don't know. She avoids discussing it, and even with the last few posts in this thread I've maybe gotten a sentence or two in reply to what I say, or an "o[:" or "hi" on AIM instead of an actual discussion of it.
Sure, there are problems. She told me this and I am still going to just keep going.  Yeah, some of this upsets me, but she isn't causing me "grief" or ruining my life.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:32:34 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 10:37:39 AM
i like how clucky lacks the ability to just come out and say what she means for once instead of causing jmv more grief
its called masochism
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:37:09 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:32:34 PM
its called masochism
only slightly ;-;
But seriously, I don't write long posts ands and pms to improve my writing ability, I'd like it if you actually put forth some effort to reply.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:39:51 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:37:09 PM
only slightly ;-;
But seriously, I don't write long posts ands and pms to improve my writing ability, I'd like it if you actually put forth some effort to reply.  :(
i don't care enough to reply 0:
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:40:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:39:51 PM
i don't care enough to reply 0:
figures
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:43:35 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:40:59 PM
figures
:3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:44:41 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:43:35 PM
:3
did you eat least bother reading it?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:47:26 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:44:41 PM
did you eat least bother reading it?
my vocabulary is not extensive enough to comprehend your typed paragraph
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:48:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:47:26 PM
my vocabulary is not extensive enough to comprehend your typed paragraph
did you
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:49:10 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:48:31 PM
did you
frosted butts
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:02:57 PM
I'm a punkrocker, yes i am
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:04:58 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:02:57 PM
I'm a punkrocker, yes i am
fukken
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:17:48 PM
I feel alone, will anybody make me feel better about myself ? ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:19:48 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:17:48 PM
I feel alone, will anybody make me feel better about myself ? ;-;
maybe ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:23:30 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:19:48 PM
maybe ;-;


what do you mean maybe ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:24:29 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:23:30 PM
what do you mean maybe ;-;
i mean idk i could try ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:35:48 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:24:29 PM
i mean idk i could try ;-;


try s'il te plaît
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:43:34 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:35:48 PM
try s'il te plaît


Hi ME bassir;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:44:36 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:17:48 PM
I feel alone, will anybody make me feel better about myself ? ;-;
let's feed you your needs again meaty cocks
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:51:17 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:43:34 PM
Hi ME bassir;


Hi, monsieur. o: 
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 04:13:29 PM
chinadood;

wha you want wha you want for christmash
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 05:28:47 PM
He promised he wouldn't do it again.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 05:31:21 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 05:28:47 PM
He promised he wouldn't do it again.
I hate myself. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 05:35:53 PM
I don't feel comfortable around him anymore. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 05:37:05 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 05:35:53 PM
I don't feel comfortable around him anymore. :(
:(
Forgive me :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:21:56 PM
I wish I could tell her... :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:22:57 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:21:56 PM
I wish I could tell her... :'(
Me too. Every time I see her I get butterflies in my stomach and walk like a faggort. wub;
but i'm too shy :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:37:04 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:22:57 PM
Me too. Every time I see her I get butterflies in my stomach and walk like a faggort. wub;
but i'm too shy :'(

lol  :(
I'm talking about someone here. I want to tell the member the truth, but I can't
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 09:08:46 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:37:04 PM
lol  :(
I'm talking about someone here. I want to tell the member the truth, but I can't
I'll quote this so another member or two here doesn't think it's me.


And now for my post(not aimed at the quoted post  baddood; )

I really do love you and I'm sorry. I'll try to think of something to make it up to you.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 29, 2008, 11:55:36 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:37:04 PM
lol  :(
I'm talking about someone here. I want to tell the member the truth, but I can't
I understand, I just felt the need to add my own thoughts. Don't mind me. :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 29, 2008, 08:35:56 PM
I'm afraid that I'm going to give up and drop out.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 29, 2008, 09:32:00 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 29, 2008, 08:35:56 PM
I'm afraid that I'm going to give up and drop out.


why
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 01:26:35 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 29, 2008, 09:32:00 PM
why
a common case of senoritis
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 04:08:47 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 01:26:35 AM
a common case of senoritis
i am not a senior
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 05:17:00 AM
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 04:08:47 AM
i am not a senior
senoritis is only effective in old mexicans
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 12:02:03 PM
I feel so bad for JMV sometimes. I had no idea he was so sensitive about it. Poor guy. edumacate;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 01:31:39 PM
You act like you're the only one hurt by this when you're not.  You know damn well that I didn't mean it, but are you certain that you're not just hurting me to get back at me?
You claim "it doesn't matter anymore[:" yet your behavior says otherwise.  You still hold simple mistakes against me.

I get it; you're not happy.  How exactly is pushing away somehow who loves you supposed to fix that?  You tell me about your parents, psychologists, teachers, and everyone who tried to get through and couldn't so they gave up.  I'm not giving up, stop trying to make me give up.

You said you don't want that bullshit that everyone else has given you: "You're a wonderful intelligent, gifted person".  I'm not giving you that.  I'm not going to lie to you or make you think everything is okay constantly.  Yes, I probably am too aggressive when going after problems but you have to realize ignoring them won't do anything.  Yes, it hurts a little to talk about them or think about it, but it will help if you just discuss them and stop pretending they aren't there.  Acknowledge them, I do and, to me, they don't get in the way of your perfection.

There are other people telling me to do the same to you.  To make you feel awful, be mean to you, insult you, and all of what you do when I screw up, just so you can see how it feels.  I can't do that to you, I know how terrible it is and I couldn't put you through the same thing.

And yes, I'm sorry I broke that promise.  I didn't mean to though.  Let's look at the circumstances that I made the promise under:  I was rejected twice in one day, then LIED to about something and got upset--you wanted that.  You said you did it because "you wanted me to hate you", but I only got upset: I got mad at myself I didn't hate you.  I didn't know you were lying though; instead I felt awful.  I thought I had really hurt your feelings because you had done nothing wrong.   I made the promise that it wouldn't happen again--a promise that was based on something that never really happened. No, it doesn't diminish the fact that I promised something and I'm not expecting it to, but can you at least forgive me now?

For someone who's made so many promises herself and broke them(calling, picture with the only comment upon breaking that promise being "whoops", another picture, and plenty of other promises. Hey, wasn't NOT lying anymore one of those promises?) intentionally I don't see how you can be so upset to not talk to me and not forgive me for breaking a promise I didn't mean to break and was based on something you lied to me about. I've repeatedly apologized and I meant it.  How many times did you show concern when you broke a promise knowing how much they mean to me?

I try to do so much for you, and you won't ever just let a small mistake drop.  You insist on making me feel awful for something I didn't mean to do, while I forgive you right away for anything; lying, insulting me, everything. Let's go back to last year.  I got you a game, you said nothing; I did not complain or ask for anything.  I bought you some music; you said nothing and I didn't complain or ask for anything.  You wanted me to write some powerpoint slides for you and I did while you completely ignored me to talk to Socks--do you know how that felt, trying to do something for you while you ignored me and made me feel boring? Once I finished the powerpoint stuff you didn't say anything to me.  I did another powerpoint, nothing was said.  I didn't expect anything from you.  I bought you another game, you didn't say anything in return.  I did all of those things because I love you and I wasn't expecting anything in return, the fact that you never even thanked me didn't even bother me. There was that one time in the summer you said you felt bad for never saying thank you, but you never actually said it.

Same with apologizes. Have you ever seriously said sorry once? Most of the time it's just "sowwie[:". No, I forgave you for each of those times too. You didn't need to say anything.

So please, if you really did feel bad about any of that, don't try to "make up for it" by ignoring me.  Just tell me and forgive me.

I'm always writing posts like this and PMs to you, spending hours writing programs for you, an hour here for a drawing, another hour for another drawing, and maybe weeks just planning to do something special for you, and you ignore the posts and PMs, you never say anything about the drawings or programs.  Why? :(
  Are they that bad, that meaningless that you don't care to think about what they really mean?

Do you realize how much I cry over this? How often I lie in bed crying, or wake up in the middle night to cry? It's much more than you think.  Everything seemed fine, then you tried leaving in June.  Then we started arguing, and you tried leaving again, and that repeated all summer.  :(
I wish things could be like they were before that... without constantly arguing; without always being afraid that you're going to try leaving again; without either one of us ending up crying at least once a week. Can you at least try?  I can't do that by myself.

I'm sorry, and I love you.  Please just stop this and talk to me, I didn't mean it and you know it. I just want to try to make things work.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 01:49:16 PM
 I'd marry you in a heart beat.   O_0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:00:38 PM
You act like you're the only one hurt by this when you're not.  You know damn well that I didn't mean it, but are you certain that you're not just hurting me to get back at me?
nope; I started to get back to you on Sat or something.  baddood;
I'm not giving up, stop trying to make me give up.
This is the source of all the problems.
There are other people telling me to do the same to you.  To make you feel awful, be mean to you, insult you, and all of what you do when I screw up, just so you can see how it feels.  I can't do that to you, I know how terrible it is and I couldn't put you through the same thing.
I would find that an attractive quality. :3
I got you a game, you said nothing; I did not complain or ask for anything.  I bought you some music; you said nothing and I didn't complain or ask for anything.  You wanted me to write some powerpoint slides for you and I did while you completely ignored me to talk to Socks--do you know how that felt, trying to do something for you while you ignored me and made me feel boring? Once I finished the powerpoint stuff you didn't say anything to me.  I did another powerpoint, nothing was said.  I didn't expect anything from you.  I bought you another game, you didn't say anything in return.  I did all of those things because I love you and I wasn't expecting anything in return, the fact that you never even thanked me didn't even bother me. There was that one time in the summer you said you felt bad for never saying thank you, but you never actually said it.
I was going to donate 40 dollars to Boyah eventually once I add enough to my debit.  baddood;
I'm always writing posts like this and PMs to you, spending hours writing programs for you, an hour here for a drawing, another hour for another drawing, and maybe weeks just planning to do something special for you, and you ignore the posts and PMs, you never say anything about the drawings or programs.  Why? Sad
  Are they that bad, that meaningless that you don't care to think about what they really mean?

Haven't you noticed I don't care for mostly anything?  akudood;
Do you realize how much I cry over this? How often I lie in bed crying, or wake up in the middle night to cry? It's much more than you think.  Everything seemed fine, then you tried leaving in June.  Then we started arguing, and you tried leaving again, and that repeated all summer.
Crying because I want to leave and not allowing me to leave will probably be qualified for some type of disorder.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:21:50 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:00:38 PM
nope; I started to get back to you on Sat or something.  baddood;
See? Why?


QuoteThis is the source of all the problems.
Because people giving up on you makes everything problem free?


QuoteI was going to donate 40 dollars to Boyah eventually once I add enough to my debit.  baddood;
Oh yes, donating money to a website is the same as just forgiving me or thanking me.

QuoteHaven't you noticed I don't care for mostly anything?  akudood;
You care enough to cry, hurt me in revenge, and hold things against me.
Quote
Crying because I want to leave and not allowing me to leave will probably be qualified for some type of disorder.
You think? I had totally thought I had nothing wrong with me.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:25:37 PM
QuoteSee? Why?

To release everyday anger upon you dur.
QuoteBecause people giving up on you makes everything problem free?

For them at least.  baddood;
QuoteOh yes, donating money to a website is the same as just forgiving me or thanking me.

you can't buy anything with forgiveness.  akudood;
QuoteYou care enough to cry, hurt me in revenge, and hold things against me.

I'm always about to cry; you're just lucky to push it over the limit even if you didn't do anything.

also luls at the other two :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:30:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:25:37 PM
To release everyday anger upon you dur.
But why?

QuoteFor them at least.  baddood;

And what about you? I'm thinking of you.  Yes, it would be easier for me, but I dont' care.  I care about you.

Quoteyou can't buy anything with forgiveness.  akudood;
what about heaven

QuoteI'm always about to cry; you're just lucky to push it over the limit even if you didn't do anything.
Then why are you blaming me and holding it against me?

Quotealso luls at the other two :3
wut
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:36:17 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:30:53 PM
But why?
And what about you? I'm thinking of you.  Yes, it would be easier for me, but I dont' care.  I care about you.
what about heaven
Then why are you blaming me and holding it against me?
wut
QuoteBut why?

because i abuse luff :3
QuoteAnd what about you? I'm thinking of you.  Yes, it would be easier for me, but I dont' care.  I care about you.

You'll have to start caring about yourself first.
QuoteThen why are you blaming me and holding it against me?

For luls.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:40:48 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:36:17 PM
because i abuse luff :3
k
QuoteYou'll have to start caring about yourself first
Why?

QuoteFor luls.
oh
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:42:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:40:48 PM
Why?

because you'll be some parasite depending on some person for happiness forever
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:45:50 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:42:22 PM
because you'll be some parasite depending on some person for happiness forever
So I'm just a parasite?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:48:07 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:45:50 PM
So I'm just a parasite?
you're the tape worm to my duodenum
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:48:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:48:07 PM
you're the tape worm to my duodenum
No, tell me.
Do you only see me as a parasite?


Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:50:09 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:48:56 PM
No, tell me.
Do you only see me as a parasite?



no
you're heading in that direction though meaty cocks
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:52:03 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:50:09 PM
no
you're heading in that direction though meaty cocks
awesome.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:54:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:52:03 PM
awesome.


:3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 03:36:30 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 01:31:39 PM
You act like you're the only one hurt by this when you're not.  You know damn well that I didn't mean it, but are you certain that you're not just hurting me to get back at me?
You claim "it doesn't matter anymore[:" yet your behavior says otherwise.  You still hold simple mistakes against me.

I get it; you're not happy.  How exactly is pushing away somehow who loves you supposed to fix that?  You tell me about your parents, psychologists, teachers, and everyone who tried to get through and couldn't so they gave up.  I'm not giving up, stop trying to make me give up.

You said you don't want that bullshit that everyone else has given you: "You're a wonderful intelligent, gifted person".  I'm not giving you that.  I'm not going to lie to you or make you think everything is okay constantly.  Yes, I probably am too aggressive when going after problems but you have to realize ignoring them won't do anything.  Yes, it hurts a little to talk about them or think about it, but it will help if you just discuss them and stop pretending they aren't there.  Acknowledge them, I do and, to me, they don't get in the way of your perfection.

There are other people telling me to do the same to you.  To make you feel awful, be mean to you, insult you, and all of what you do when I screw up, just so you can see how it feels.  I can't do that to you, I know how terrible it is and I couldn't put you through the same thing.

And yes, I'm sorry I broke that promise.  I didn't mean to though.  Let's look at the circumstances that I made the promise under:  I was rejected twice in one day, then LIED to about something and got upset--you wanted that.  You said you did it because "you wanted me to hate you", but I only got upset: I got mad at myself I didn't hate you.  I didn't know you were lying though; instead I felt awful.  I thought I had really hurt your feelings because you had done nothing wrong.   I made the promise that it wouldn't happen again--a promise that was based on something that never really happened. No, it doesn't diminish the fact that I promised something and I'm not expecting it to, but can you at least forgive me now?

For someone who's made so many promises herself and broke them(calling, picture with the only comment upon breaking that promise being "whoops", another picture, and plenty of other promises. Hey, wasn't NOT lying anymore one of those promises?) intentionally I don't see how you can be so upset to not talk to me and not forgive me for breaking a promise I didn't mean to break and was based on something you lied to me about. I've repeatedly apologized and I meant it.  How many times did you show concern when you broke a promise knowing how much they mean to me?

I try to do so much for you, and you won't ever just let a small mistake drop.  You insist on making me feel awful for something I didn't mean to do, while I forgive you right away for anything; lying, insulting me, everything. Let's go back to last year.  I got you a game, you said nothing; I did not complain or ask for anything.  I bought you some music; you said nothing and I didn't complain or ask for anything.  You wanted me to write some powerpoint slides for you and I did while you completely ignored me to talk to Socks--do you know how that felt, trying to do something for you while you ignored me and made me feel boring? Once I finished the powerpoint stuff you didn't say anything to me.  I did another powerpoint, nothing was said.  I didn't expect anything from you.  I bought you another game, you didn't say anything in return.  I did all of those things because I love you and I wasn't expecting anything in return, the fact that you never even thanked me didn't even bother me. There was that one time in the summer you said you felt bad for never saying thank you, but you never actually said it.

Same with apologizes. Have you ever seriously said sorry once? Most of the time it's just "sowwie[:". No, I forgave you for each of those times too. You didn't need to say anything.

So please, if you really did feel bad about any of that, don't try to "make up for it" by ignoring me.  Just tell me and forgive me.

I'm always writing posts like this and PMs to you, spending hours writing programs for you, an hour here for a drawing, another hour for another drawing, and maybe weeks just planning to do something special for you, and you ignore the posts and PMs, you never say anything about the drawings or programs.  Why? :(
  Are they that bad, that meaningless that you don't care to think about what they really mean?

Do you realize how much I cry over this? How often I lie in bed crying, or wake up in the middle night to cry? It's much more than you think.  Everything seemed fine, then you tried leaving in June.  Then we started arguing, and you tried leaving again, and that repeated all summer.  :(
I wish things could be like they were before that... without constantly arguing; without always being afraid that you're going to try leaving again; without either one of us ending up crying at least once a week. Can you at least try?  I can't do that by myself.

I'm sorry, and I love you.  Please just stop this and talk to me, I didn't mean it and you know it. I just want to try to make things work.

holy shit
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 04:06:09 PM
i'm going to be honest here

the whole clucky/jmv thing pisses me off because jmv's a great guy and he deserves what he wants, especially since he's so loving toward clucky

he deserves a straight answer back for once, even if it's bad news

and for once in her goddamn life, clucky should let someone really help her instead of filling her void with nonsensical babble about how she's such a bad person

she's only making everything worse for herself, not to mention i know it hurts jmv to see her like that
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 04:26:34 PM
my childhood was pretty much perfect compared to what a bunch of people here have gone through
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 07:59:16 PM
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 04:06:09 PM
i'm going to be honest here

the whole clucky/jmv thing pisses me off because jmv's a great guy and he deserves what he wants, especially since he's so loving toward clucky

he deserves a straight answer back for once, even if it's bad news

and for once in her goddamn life, clucky should let someone really help her instead of filling her void with nonsensical babble about how she's such a bad person

she's only making everything worse for herself, not to mention i know it hurts jmv to see her like that
I can only agree. It really saddens me to see them both struggling through what should be happy times. Poor guys. I really do worry about them, and I'm not even involved. :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 12:24:31 PM
it must be mating season because i want it.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 12:40:19 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 12:24:31 PM
it must be mating season because i want it.  baddood;


want what
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 12:48:47 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 12:40:19 PM
want what
to mate with her. :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 12:49:41 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 12:48:47 PM
to mate with her. :3


are you who i think you are
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 12:50:21 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 12:49:41 PM
are you who i think you are
probably

i want to ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 12:53:05 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 12:50:21 PM
probably

i want to ;-;


;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 01:03:37 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 12:53:05 PM
;-;
REALLY BAD
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 01:07:28 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 01:03:37 PM
REALLY BAD
i want to mate with felt so we can commit munchausen by proxy to our kids
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 01:11:33 PM
sometimes i feel like people don't like me because i'm a little baby and younger than everyone else
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 01:12:16 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 01:07:28 PM
i want to mate with felt so we can commit munchausen by proxy to our kids
you know you fucking want ittttttt  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 01:15:25 PM
will jmv have my children
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 04:11:28 PM
i want to impregnate you. n_u
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 05:39:03 PM
SCREAM AND SHOUT AND TELL EVERYBODY THAT YOU'RE GONNA LEAVEEEEEE.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 02, 2008, 11:25:48 AM
 baddood; :( baddood; :( doodthing; edumacate; gonk; befuddlement baddood; doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 02, 2008, 02:56:46 PM
why
just fucking why
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 02, 2008, 03:03:58 PM
No one cares about me

I'm the least interesting boyager here.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 02, 2008, 03:15:00 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 02, 2008, 03:03:58 PM
No one cares about me

I'm the least interesting boyager here.
no me
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 02, 2008, 03:52:47 PM
All so complain-y


I don't like you but I love your sister.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 02, 2008, 03:53:52 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 02, 2008, 03:52:47 PM
All so complain-y


I don't like you but I love your sister.
skylark argh;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on October 02, 2008, 03:56:04 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 02, 2008, 03:52:47 PM
All so complain-y


I don't like you but I love your sister.
Quote from: Boyager on October 02, 2008, 03:53:52 PM
skylark argh;


Oh god I lol'd.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Skylark on October 02, 2008, 03:59:57 PM
Yeah, I did too.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 03, 2008, 12:52:01 PM
I find myself unable to be sexually attracted to 99.9% of the people I know.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 08:34:37 AM
I still remember when I laid on his bed and stared at his face while he played Halo :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 08:52:49 AM
Sometimes I like to pretend there is more and it's more serious than it is. Or that you said yes.  Just pretending it worked out like that makes me feel really happy until reality hits me again.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:05:09 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 08:52:49 AM
Sometimes I like to pretend there is more and it's more serious than it is. Or that you said yes.  Just pretending it worked out like that makes me feel really happy until reality hits me again.
...is this w4w1? meaty cocks
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:06:13 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:05:09 AM
...is this w4w1? meaty cocks
No.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:13:01 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:06:13 AM
No.
Your solution is to not live in reality like I do. :3*

comes with severe depression*
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:16:16 AM
If that boy had not been there I would have kissed her.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:20:22 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:13:01 AM
Your solution is to not live in reality like I do. :3*

comes with severe depression*

I'd rather the delusion be a reality.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:16:16 AM
If that boy had not been there I would have kissed her.
:(

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:29:53 AM
It's not so sad, I can do it next time I'm not afraid I just don't want that boy there.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:34:36 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:20:22 AM
I'd rather the delusion be a reality. :(


delusions are a part of psychosis ;_;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:39:19 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:34:36 AM
delusions are a part of psychosis ;_;
Which is why I'd rather they'd be a reality.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 10:05:28 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:39:19 AM
Which is why I'd rather they'd be a reality.
i thought you said you want the delusion instead of reality :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 10:23:19 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 10:05:28 AM
i thought you said you want the delusion instead of reality :3
i said i want the delusion to be a reality :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 12:03:32 PM
I envy Hiro because he knows Skylark in real life.

Not that I envy his situation with her
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 12:26:03 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 08:34:37 AM
I still remember when I laid on his bed and stared at his face while he played Halo :'(


O_0 Same here only it was GTA.    wry
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:01:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 12:03:32 PM
I envy Hiro because he knows Skylark in real life.

Not that I envy his situation with her



:)


I'm in that really exciting place where you're almost in a relationship with somebody
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:02:42 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:01:32 PM

:)


I'm in that really exciting place where you're almost in a relationship with somebody


Does he act the same way he does here in real life?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:07:39 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:02:42 PM
Does he act the same way he does here in real life?


Honestly, I can't say. I didn't really start coming here until I was really sick of him so everything he does here it's just annoying (in my opinion, of course) He never really did anything in real life and he just sort of hung around and didn't contribute anything to the conversation or if he did speak up it was just so stupid and I had to shut him down (I was mean but... oh god it was deserved, it was asked for)
And he repeats things he hears from other places practically verbatim which is just obnoxious.


But he has friends!

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:13:57 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:07:39 PM
Honestly, I can't say. I didn't really start coming here until I was really sick of him so everything he does here it's just annoying (in my opinion, of course) He never really did anything in real life and he just sort of hung around and didn't contribute anything to the conversation or if he did speak up it was just so stupid and I had to shut him down (I was mean but... oh god it was deserved, it was asked for)
And he repeats things he hears from other places practically verbatim which is just obnoxious.


But he has friends!




Are his friends like that?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:16:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:13:57 PM
Are his friends like that?


I think they would have to be. Otherwise could they stand him? The kids I see him with are never anybody I have ever spoken with and would never have any desire to. I can't really judge them but... I think they have to be like him or be the type of person who can appreciate him, which is just as bad (if you consider it bad)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:18:17 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:07:39 PM
But he has friends!

So when he says he doesn't have any, he is lying?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:21:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:18:17 PM
So when he says he doesn't have any, he is lying?


He might not hang out with them afterschool but my friend Franny and I pass him everyday after lunch and I always seem him talking with this girl, Heather so I would call them friends
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Hiro on October 04, 2008, 05:29:02 PM
Will you shut the fuck up?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:30:48 PM
the italics means he's serious  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:31:17 PM
Quote from: H   i   r   o on October 04, 2008, 05:29:02 PM
Will you shut the fuck up?

Don't say that to Skylark :0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:31:50 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:31:17 PM
Don't say that to Skylark :0
shut the fuck up, skylark :0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:32:20 PM
Oh I know when I saw 'fuck' italicized I quivered a little.

Grant, I'm sorry but I think I am going to just say what I want and answer the questions that are asked :)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:32:51 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:31:50 PM
shut the fuck up, skylark :0

shut the fuck up, famy :0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Hiro on October 04, 2008, 05:33:11 PM
Jesus christ.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:33:27 PM
Is Hiro that adorable in real life when he's a wittle mad?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: famy on October 04, 2008, 05:33:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:32:51 PM
shut the fuck up, famy :0

:(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: wawi on October 04, 2008, 05:34:02 PM
Quote from: FAMY on October 04, 2008, 05:33:31 PM
:(

I'm just kidding :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: famy on October 04, 2008, 05:34:56 PM
Quote from: Akiba on October 04, 2008, 05:34:02 PM
I'm just kidding :(
that was really hurtful, especially coming from you  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:35:32 PM
Quote from: FAMY on October 04, 2008, 05:34:56 PM
that was really hurtful, especially coming from you  :(

I'm sorry :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:36:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:33:27 PM
Is Hiro that adorable in real life when he's a wittle mad?


I've only ever seen him really angry once and he didn't do anything but walk away and look at me in a mean way. Not really adorable He would never confront me in real life like he does on here so I don't know so much how he is when he is mad
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Hiro on October 04, 2008, 05:38:29 PM
you really piss me off
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:40:48 PM
Quote from: H   i   r   o on October 04, 2008, 05:38:29 PM
you really piss me off


I'm sure I do but I don't care
if it bothers you so much do something about it, silly
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Hiro on October 04, 2008, 05:42:03 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:40:48 PM
I'm sure I do but I don't care
if it bothers you so much do something about it, silly

What would I do?  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:42:51 PM
I know who the meanest Boyager is, but if I told you, he'd probably come down here and beat me up.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:44:07 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:42:51 PM
I know who the meanest Boyager is, but if I told you, he'd probably come down here and beat me up.
of course he would badass

who is it
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:45:14 PM
Quote from: H   i   r   o on October 04, 2008, 05:42:03 PM
What would I do?  baddood;


Be imaginative. Handle it, baby ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:45:37 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:45:14 PM
Be imaginative. Handle it, baby ;)
baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:48:13 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:45:37 PM
baddood;


cjlubdoods;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:49:45 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:48:13 PM
cjlubdoods;
  akudood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:50:12 PM
I have a crush on somebody
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:50:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:44:07 PM
of course he would badass

who is it


He'd seriously beat me up. :0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:52:09 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:50:59 PM
He'd seriously beat me up. :0
IS IT BASSUR
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:56:13 PM
by the way skylark you never told me what you were hiding from me in your room
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:57:11 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:56:13 PM
by the way skylark you never told me what you were hiding from me in your room


I don't even remember what it was. Sorry!
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:57:36 PM
Quote from: Akiba on October 04, 2008, 05:34:02 PM
I'm just kidding :(


How dare you. You communist.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:59:51 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:57:36 PM

How dare you. You communist.  baddood;
yeah he's really mean to me hurt him  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:02:30 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:50:12 PM
I have a crush on somebody


Hint please.   powerofone;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:04:16 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:02:30 PM
Hint please.   powerofone;


Hint:
Her name is Alexis
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:08:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:59:51 PM
yeah he's really mean to me hurt him  :(

Famy...please. I made a huge mistake... :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:57:36 PM

How dare you. You communist.  baddood;

Excuse me? baddood;
(8:46:38 PM) Raejck: :-) You know I do
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:10:29 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:08:56 PM
Famy...please. I made a huge mistake...
forgiving is for communists sorry
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:12:38 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:08:56 PM

(8:46:38 PM) Raejck: :-) You know I do



I was talking about Famy not me.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:13:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:14:25 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:13:40 PM
baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood;
he wants to have sex with clucky
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:15:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:14:25 PM
he wants to have sex with clucky
baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:15:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:13:40 PM
baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood;


Now, about that emote.  befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on October 04, 2008, 06:15:45 PM
also i heard my name.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:16:01 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:15:06 PM
baddood;
i'm sorry, you want to have sex with clucky
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:18:01 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:16:01 PM
i'm sorry, you want to have sex with clucky
yes  doodella;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:20:18 PM
I miss TwilightDragon3. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:29:07 PM
DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE
LOVING SOMEONE
THAT'S IN A RUSH TO THROW YOU AWAY
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:30:29 PM
i think very different
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:48:54 PM
WHY IS EVERYONE I FALL IN LOVE WITH RELATED CREEPILY IN SOME ASPECT OF THEIR PERSONALITY TO EACH OTHER

and why do I feel like I know one of them
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:50:20 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:48:54 PM
WHY IS EVERYONE I FALL IN LOVE WITH RELATED CREEPILY IN SOME ASPECT OF THEIR PERSONALITY TO EACH OTHER

and why do I feel like I know one of them

What are their similar personality traits?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:54:18 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:50:20 PM
What are their similar personality traits?


One has black eyes

and one has blue

but they both throw out their arms in excitement at something trivial or nerdy
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:55:29 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:54:18 PM
One has black eyes

and one has blue

but they both throw out their arms in excitement at something trivial or nerdy

Are they in your class(es)? befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:56:35 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:55:29 PM
Are they in your class(es)? befuddlement


I know the name of one, but that is not their real name

and the other has many names, but at least I have their phone number and chat with them every so often
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:58:13 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:56:35 PM
I know the name of one, but that is not their real name

and the other has many names, but at least I have their phone number and chat with them every so often

Wait, so you met them on the internet?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:59:26 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:58:13 PM
Wait, so you met them on the internet?


both over summer programs and things

it's a highly confused situation that is probably just a reflection of your current psychological state at this time
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 10:00:41 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:59:26 PM
both over summer programs and things

it's a highly confused situation that is probably just a reflection of your current psychological state at this time

No lol
I understand it now. O_0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 10:01:09 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 10:00:41 PM
No lol
I understand it now. O_0


no

you don't
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 10:01:43 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 10:01:09 PM
no

you don't

Yeah, I guess you're right.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 10:02:01 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 10:01:43 PM
Yeah, I guess you're right.


yeah
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 10:03:23 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 10:02:01 PM
yeah

I hope everything works out for you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 10:05:24 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 10:03:23 PM
I hope everything works out for you.


It won't
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 05:57:36 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 10:05:24 PM
It won't
ily ppq ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:09:46 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 05:57:36 AM
ily ppq ;-;


I wish I could return the favor

jk ily2 ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:11:42 PM
Guise. I'm not happy with my life.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:12:20 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:11:42 PM
Guise. I'm not happy with my life.


Change what you can and accept what you can't
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:13:34 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:12:20 PM
Change what you can and accept what you can't

Ok bassirdood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:28:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:12:20 PM
Change what you can and accept what you can't


Easier said then done.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:30:27 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:28:32 PM
Easier said then done.
It's just a nature walk. 
cjlubdoods;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:30:51 PM
I feel betrayed but that's alright
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:34:13 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:30:51 PM
I feel betrayed but that's alright
What happened?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:36:03 PM
I'm caught between three girls.   >.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:37:03 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:34:13 PM
What happened?


Nothing that I should even concern myself with but I couldn't help but look. You know when you feel sort of devoted to somebody even though nothing is official? And you expect the same back but learn that it isn't. It's just that sort of way. I don't really have the right to be hurt by it but I am
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:49:56 PM
psssssst
i don't feel like discussing it with you today :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 02:38:25 PM
I'm ugly.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 02:44:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 02:38:25 PM
I'm ugly.
no
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 12:12:33 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 02:38:25 PM
I'm ugly.


I'm uglier. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 04:39:49 AM
im the ugliest person on boyah and most of you agree. and those of you who don't, secretly do agree, you just pity me and tell me otherwise.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 06:25:20 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 04:39:49 AM
im the ugliest person on boyah and most of you agree. and those of you who don't, secretly do agree, you just pity me and tell me otherwise.
no, not really.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 11:54:51 AM
I think about you every night.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 01:20:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 04:39:49 AM
im the ugliest person on boyah and most of you agree. and those of you who don't, secretly do agree, you just pity me and tell me otherwise.
wrong
i am ugliest, next to felt
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 01:23:32 PM
none of you really look that bad befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 01:25:11 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 01:20:59 PM
wrong
i am ugliest, next to felt
no you're not.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 01:31:03 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 01:20:59 PM
wrong
i am ugliest, next to felt


you shut the fuck up right now. you're probably the most beautiful person i've come in contact with - inside and out. don't you ever say that again. you put all of our faces to shame with yours.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 01:35:44 PM
im the hottest boyager
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 01:44:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 01:35:44 PM
im the hottest boyager


No you're not.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 01:48:09 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 01:44:44 PM
No you're not.
prove me wrong  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 02:05:45 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 01:35:44 PM
im the hottest boyager
At least you have the confidence
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 04:30:21 PM
I want to stay away from relationships but you won't let me. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 04:36:27 PM
My reasoning is a bit weird. Yes, it is and isn't about a relationship. I want one, but it's more than just that type of relationship, but a friendship too. Yes, a "romantic relationship" is part of the motivation, but not nearly the entire reason.

It's also a trust issue I have.  Quite a lot of the people here lied about who they are, and I just want some signal that this isn't the situation with you. I want to be able to be sure that you're not going to hurt me by lying about who you are too. I'm afraid that it's going to happen and that all of this is a lie, and idk.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 05:01:58 PM
You're not the only one with trust issues. I can only fully feel comfortable with 2 people and this is why I can't leave because without them I will feel miserable and clueless with what to do with my life.

[spoiler]I feel a loser.  :([/spoiler]
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 05:16:20 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 05:01:58 PM
You're not the only one with trust issues. I can only fully feel comfortable with 2 people and this is why I can't leave because without them I will feel miserable and clueless with what to do with my life.

[spoiler]I feel a loser.  :([/spoiler]
I know. We both have them.  In general I try to trust you as much as possible,  but that one thing is always in the back of my mind.  :(
I won't ask who the 2 people are, but let me be the third. I'm not asking for an overnight thing since it does take time to build that, but it's going to be uncomfortable for a while, but it will be worth it..

You're not a loser.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 05:30:21 PM
don't you ever think you're a loser. ever again. don't let me catch you saying another negative thing about yourself.
uhm. jfkldasjgldgjlaga.
ughhhh. god damn it. HERE'S THE PART WHERE THE WORDS DON'T COME OUT LOL. i fucking hate this.  madood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 05:31:26 PM
im a loser i wanna die
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 05:41:21 PM
Life's never fair. :(

[spoiler] cry;[/spoiler]
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 05:41:43 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 05:41:21 PM
Life's never fair. :(

[spoiler] cry;[/spoiler]
i love you ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:06:19 PM
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I TOLD YOU I WASN'T ATTRACTIVE. I told you I was ugly, yet you claimed otherwise.
I wanted to believe you, and I let myself believe you might have been right and everyone else who said otherwiese was wrong.

That was fucking stupid. Why should I believe that I'm not ugly now just because you say I'm not, how do I know that's not untrue either?


Dammit.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:10:39 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:06:19 PM
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I TOLD YOU I WASN'T ATTRACTIVE. I told you I was ugly, yet you claimed otherwise.
I wanted to believe you, and I let myself believe you might have been right and everyone else who said otherwiese was wrong.

That was fucking stupid. Why should I believe that I'm not ugly now just because you say I'm not, how do I know that's not untrue either?


Dammit.

You are handsome, though :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: The spy who loves you on October 06, 2008, 07:13:54 PM
I confess, I fucking hate this thread, and I fucking hate this board.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:14:16 PM
Quote from: Cam on October 06, 2008, 07:13:54 PM
I confess, I fucking hate this thread, and I fucking hate this board.

I fucking hate you
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:14:26 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:06:19 PM
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I TOLD YOU I WASN'T ATTRACTIVE. I told you I was ugly, yet you claimed otherwise.
I wanted to believe you, and I let myself believe you might have been right and everyone else who said otherwiese was wrong.

That was fucking stupid. Why should I believe that I'm not ugly now just because you say I'm not, how do I know that's not untrue either?


Dammit.
...what
I said you were decent looking sometimes and at other times you're attractive.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:15:27 PM
Plus if you think you're truly ugly, why don't you have severe self image issues?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:19:01 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:14:26 PM
...what
I said you were decent looking sometimes and at other times you're attractive.
Why should I believe that, when you said I was attractive before.
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:15:27 PM
Plus if you think you're truly ugly, why don't you have severe self image issues?
I do.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:20:25 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:19:01 PM
Why should I believe that, when you said I was attractive before. I do.


You are. psyduck;

I just don't care about how people look sometimes.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:21:09 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:20:25 PM
You are. psyduck;

I just don't care about how people look sometimes.
ok, i thought you meant compared to other people you didn't think i was. ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 09:16:02 PM
I lov eyou and this whole thing wasn't supposed to be about us being together in a relationship but about trust. I do want a relationship with you but it is not why I brought it up

I wanted some confirmation that you really are who you are. It's not you but after people like Geno, Hime, Title, and that other user who I haven't exposed yet all lying about who they are I am afraid to find the same about you. I feel bad for questioning it but idk :(

Think about what I said tonight. I meant it

Ily
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 10:12:09 PM
i shit gold bricks
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 11:10:54 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 10:12:09 PM
i shit gold bricks


i shit rice balls
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 02:41:41 AM
fuck my life, i say, fuck it
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 02:01:49 PM
Is being with me really worse than death?  :(

or even trusting me?  am i not worth the effort for either
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 02:32:27 PM
oh god i think i made jmv mad :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 02:38:14 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 02:32:27 PM
oh god i think i made jmv mad :'(
no you didn't.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 03:10:27 PM
please IM me and let me know you don't hate me.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 03:38:20 PM
I don't know what to do anymore. she won't even show effort to try.

i bother everyone else with the problems involved, and i don't want to hear that i should leave her alone. it's not an option.  :(
i wish someone would help both of us, and not just side with one of us. tell us both ;-;
i don't know anymore.
i can't bring myself to go to class, but i'm afraid of what I'll do if i am alone in my house.

someone, please help :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 03:40:38 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 03:38:20 PM
I don't know what to do anymore. she won't even show effort to try.

i bother everyone else with the problems involved, and i don't want to hear that i should leave her alone. it's not an option.  :(
i wish someone would help both of us, and not just side with one of us. tell us both ;-;
i don't know anymore.
i can't bring myself to go to class, but i'm afraid of what I'll do if i am alone in my house.

someone, please help :'(
i can honestly say that i try to when you im me but i don't know if i'm doing any good :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 03:41:01 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 03:38:20 PM
I don't know what to do anymore. she won't even show effort to try.

i bother everyone else with the problems involved, and i don't want to hear that i should leave her alone. it's not an option.  :(
i wish someone would help both of us, and not just side with one of us. tell us both ;-;
i don't know anymore.
i can't bring myself to go to class, but i'm afraid of what I'll do if i am alone in my house.

someone, please help :'(


I don't know how to help you. :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 03:58:46 PM
if you love her, why can't you just respect her wishes :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 04:08:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 03:58:46 PM
if you love her, why can't you just respect her wishes :'(
why won't you help me :(

but why should i just be another person that abandons her, let's her think that she "doesn't deserve" a relationship with someone who cares about her, and all of that? Why?

i told her if she didn't want to discuss it to tell me and i would stop, she didn't tell me, she just kept asking why.  i told her, she could have stopped ;-;
do you honestly believe that she wants to be alone and doesn't deserve to be with someone who loves her?  I don't.

she thinks it's easier this way, but that doesn't make it right.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 04:10:42 PM
wat
i want you to talk to her :'(
i hate when you're sad
just stop being so serious about your relationship all the time
talk about something else, you're an interesting little boy ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 09:25:29 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 04:10:42 PM
wat
i want you to talk to her :'(
i hate when you're sad
just stop being so serious about your relationship all the time
talk about something else, you're an interesting little boy ;)
idk what to do, i just sit around waiting for her to decide if she wants to move forward or nothing :(

she faults me for what other people do.  yes that was disgusting what he did to another person, but i wouldn't do that to her. i don't know why she is putting me on the same level as him and thinking i'd do that. psyduck;
or abandon her or hurt her like other people.

you'd think with all she says about me, she would at least try instead thinking i'll just be like everyone else.

i don't know what was so hard about just asking her to just TRY to trust me, just work towards it little steps at a time.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 07:57:34 AM
medically speaking, you're adorable
and from what i hear you're quite affordableeee
but i like them pricey
so exaggerate and ttttttrick meeee
pretty please just trick meeee
pretty pleaseeee
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 12:34:54 PM
relationship goes with trust

and stop twisting it around
cluckjmvdoods;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 12:40:58 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 12:34:54 PM
relationship goes with trust

and stop twisting it around
cluckjmvdoods;

Friendships are relationships. Do you not even want that?

How am I twisting it around?  Asking for you to trust me has little to do to with me wanting a romantic relationship with me.

Do you really want me to go away?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 12:44:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 12:40:58 PM
Friendships are relationships. Do you not even want that?

How am I twisting it around?  Asking for you to trust me has little to do to with me wanting a romantic relationship with me.

Do you really want me to go away?
Not literally, dur.

Also I already gave you the chance to keep it at a friendship level but you wanted more.
Why continue it anymore?

(Also I doubt that friends constantly flirt over and over :|.)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 12:48:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 12:44:59 PM
Not literally, dur.

Also I already gave you the chance to keep it at a friendship level but you wanted more.
Why continue it anymore?

(Also I doubt that friends constantly flirt over and over :|.)
Then why did you say it?  do you know how it made me feel?

Yes, I do, but it doesn't mean you should just give up on that.  And you wouldn't trust me anyways.  Of course if I was a potsmoking idiot whose aspirations consisted of shooting people and dodging bullets I'm sure that would magically make you trust me, right?  It works for other people while you won't even fucking TRY to trust me.
So don't give me shit about it being a relationship like that, you know it's not required.

Because I care about you, and no matter how much you deny it you know you care about me.

(ok cool ;) )
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 12:55:46 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 12:48:44 PM
Then why did you say it?  do you know how it made me feel?

I was responding to that fear thingy you said; also "go away" as in gtfo from trying to resolve your relationshit.

dur :|
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 01:00:25 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 12:55:46 PM
I was responding to that fear thingy you said; also "go away" as in gtfo from trying to resolve your relationshit.

dur :|
WHAT ABOUT THE REST OF MY FUCKING POST.

HOW COME YOU FUCKING TRUST HIM WITH MUCH MORE THAN I ASKED YOU FOR, IT'S NOT OBVIOUSLY A RELATIONSHIP THING.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 01:03:01 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 01:00:25 PM
WHAT ABOUT THE REST OF MY FUCKING POST.

HOW COME YOU FUCKING TRUST HIM WITH MUCH MORE THAN I ASKED YOU FOR, IT'S NOT OBVIOUSLY A RELATIONSHIP THING.
idk :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 01:04:00 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 01:03:01 PM
idk :3
dkjfsjklfsjklfdsjkl
WHY
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:12:16 PM
Why didn't she just abort me?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:14:08 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:12:16 PM
Why didn't she just abort me?


too expensive
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:14:21 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:12:16 PM
Why didn't she just abort me?
don't say that :'(
seeing you guys depressed makes me depressed, honestly
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:16:45 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:14:21 PM
don't say that :'(
seeing you guys depressed makes me depressed, honestly
It's not like anyone wants me around.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:19:21 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:16:45 PM
It's not like anyone wants me around.
Who doesn't want you around?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:19:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:12:16 PM
Why didn't she just abort me?
Why couldn't I be the miscarriage?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:19:48 PM
I was so close.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:22:07 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:19:32 PM
Why couldn't I be the miscarriage?
:'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:25:05 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:19:21 PM
Who doesn't want you around?
Someone, with comments like  I "should just go away", or why can't I "just leave them alone".
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:19:32 PM
Why couldn't I be the miscarriage?
At least you have at least one person who loves you and care about you and would do anything to make you happy.

I can't even get an answer from anyone.
They claim they find me "attractive" sometimes, though I'm sure it's just to avoid making me feel bad for being unattractive.  They always compare me to other people or talk about how hott other people are, knowing I just can't come close to that.
Or trust.  She trusts someone iwth far more than me, and won't even give me any reason at all and thinks it's funny.

Yet they somehow go 'omg ur the perfect guy" yet their behavior says "omg you're worthless, go die".  why can't I just have answers or the truth? why can't i be trusted? why can't i be loved? why am i not worth effort? why am i so inferior in everyway?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:28:30 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:12:16 PM
Why didn't she just abort me?


who are you :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:29:04 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:25:05 PM
Someone, with comments like  I "should just go away", or why can't I "just leave them alone".At least you have at least one person who loves you and care about you and would do anything to make you happy.

I can't even get an answer from anyone.
They claim they find me "attractive" sometimes, though I'm sure it's just to avoid making me feel bad for being unattractive.  They always compare me to other people or talk about how hott other people are, knowing I just can't come close to that.
Or trust.  She trusts someone iwth far more than me, and won't even give me any reason at all and thinks it's funny.

Yet they somehow go 'omg ur the perfect guy" yet their behavior says "omg you're worthless, go die".  why can't I just have answers or the truth? why can't i be trusted? why can't i be loved? why am i not worth effort? why am i so inferior in everyway?
You have to realize that just because she may not love you as much as you'd like, there are others here who do.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:29:08 PM
Sounds like that person has a disorder and currently can't get help from anyone at the moment, but there's always someone there thinking that they are that "special" one to fix it. n_u
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:30:17 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:28:30 PM
who are you :'(
shut up tec
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:30:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:29:08 PM
Sounds like that person has a disorder and currently can't get help from anyone at the moment, but there's always someone there thinking that they are that "special" one to fix it. n_u
stop blaming your disorders for everything.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:31:23 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:25:05 PM
Yet they somehow go 'omg ur the perfect guy" yet their behavior says "omg you're worthless, go die".  


do you want me to write a song around this sentence y/n
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:31:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:30:17 PM
shut up tec
uh
that wasn't me befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:32:08 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:31:32 PM
uh
that wasn't me befuddlement
shut up tec
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:32:19 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:30:44 PM
stop blaming your disorders for everything.
okies let's blame it on my bitchy personality then :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:32:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:32:19 PM
okies let's blame it on my bitchy personality then :3
or the fact htat you're letting fear control your life.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:33:01 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:32:19 PM
okies let's blame it on my bitchy personality then :3


shut up i love you don't say that :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:33:16 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:31:32 PM
uh
that wasn't me befuddlement
I'm pretty sure I clicked the "Be an idiot?" box, but I guess I didn't. befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:33:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:33:01 PM
shut up i love you don't say that :'(
STOP DEFENDING HER AND THE WAY SHE TREATS ME.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:37:39 PM
I was talking about myself; not you dur.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:48:55 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:33:32 PM
STOP DEFENDING HER AND THE WAY SHE TREATS ME.


having her insult herself isn't going to help you out in the slightest bit  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 03:09:23 PM
damn you trying to make me remember
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 03:11:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 03:09:23 PM
damn you trying to make me remember
Tell me and I'll tell you something I never planned on ever saying to anyone.

It will explain a lot.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 03:20:19 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 03:11:59 PM
Tell me and I'll tell you something I never planned on ever saying to anyone.

It will explain a lot.
hmm trading secrets that result in more dramas ;)

no
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 03:21:01 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 03:20:19 PM
hmm trading secrets that result in more dramas ;)

no
why
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 07:11:13 PM
I HATE TRANNIES
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 07:33:02 PM
I am being yelled at so I am going to cry in bed for 4 hours until I can continue my homework.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 07:45:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 07:33:02 PM
I am being yelled at so I am going to cry in bed for 4 hours until I can continue my homework.
I love you
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 07:47:37 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 07:45:06 PM
I love you
yay!
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 07:54:18 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 07:47:37 PM
yay!
i hate you
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 07:54:45 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 07:54:18 PM
i hate you
i know <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 08:44:13 PM
I struggle so bad with my weight that I'm becoming obsessive compulsive about it.
I think I have an eating dissorder.
my self esteem is fucking shot to hell...
I wish I was pretty.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 08:45:21 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 08:44:13 PM
I struggle so bad with my weight that I'm becoming obsessive compulsive about it.
I think I have an eating dissorder.
my self esteem is fucking shot to hell...
I wish I was pretty.


you are :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 09:01:20 PM
I want to make him happy so bad.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 09:19:23 PM
I can't stay alone in my house. I'm going to end up doing something I'll regret and other people will blame themselves for.
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 09:01:20 PM
I want to make him happy so bad.  :(
From what I can see, you do a great job at doing that. Not everyone puts forth the effort that you two do.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 09:24:09 PM
alsooooooooo

i love you no matter what anyone says; no matter what you do; no matter how much you hurt me; no matter how much you push me away; how much you want me to hate you; no matter what  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 09:24:41 PM
goddammit if you like me just say so jesus christ  doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 09:25:24 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 09:24:41 PM
goddammit if you like me just say so jesus christ  doodthing;
Jesus doesn't like you.

He loves you ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 09:26:07 PM
... come stay with me for a week or so ok?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 09:27:34 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 09:26:07 PM
... come stay with me for a week or so ok?

i'm confused now ;-;


i guess that's what i get for quoting you and then posting again right after ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 09:48:17 PM
i slaughtered boyager
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 06:48:20 AM
Stop it forerver?
I'll start with life if that is what you want
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 06:56:39 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 06:48:20 AM
Stop it forerver?
I'll start with life if that is what you want
yes
start with life you wildlife kewn <3

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 06:59:09 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 06:56:39 AM
yes
start with life you wildlife kewn <3


do you really want that :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:01:22 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 06:59:09 AM
do you really want that :(
no i prefer for you to stay inside all day and lose completely all motivation everything elseand never build up your social skills to function in typical job settings and etc.

also </sarcasm> :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:02:58 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:01:22 AM
no i prefer for you to stay inside all day and lose completely all motivation everything elseand never build up your social skills to function in typical job settings and etc.

also </sarcasm> :3
so i should stop life

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:03:46 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:02:58 AM
so i should stop life


QuoteI'll start with life if that is what you want[/qoute]
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:04:23 AM
get on your digg thing fag
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:04:54 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:03:46 AM
QuoteI'll start with life if that is what you want[/qoute]

so should i kill myself since you want me to stop everything
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:04:23 AM
get on your digg thing fag
i am...

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:07:29 AM
also i haven't been to school at all this week and I'm not going later.
i just wanted answers and you couldn't give that. you're right about me being worthless

why should i bother if everyone else is just going to do the same or not even try?  was trying really that hard? 
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:11:42 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:07:29 AM
also i haven't been to school at all this week and I'm not going later.
i just wanted answers and you couldn't give that. you're right about me being worthless

why should i bother if everyone else is just going to do the same or not even try?  was trying really that hard? 
then i should do the same :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:13:33 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:11:42 AM
then i should do the same :3
do what

you're not the one who is'nt getting simple answers or betrayed or lied to or told that you're worthless.  or not given a chance at all; i am.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:15:06 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:13:33 AM
do what

you're not the one who is'nt getting simple answers or betrayed or lied to or told that you're worthless.  or not given a chance at all; i am.
i already lived past that

get over it, like super serial jeez
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:15:47 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:15:06 AM
i already lived past that

get over it, like super serial jeez
OR YOU CAN GIVE ME ANSWERS

I'm not getting over it.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:17:16 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:15:47 AM
OR YOU CAN GIVE ME ANSWERS

I'm not getting over it.
Then I will. :>
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:18:09 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:17:16 AM
Then I will. :>
you won't
you obviously haven't gotten over it and you're still dwelling on it and won't try to trust me. you haven't gotten over it, don't pretend you have.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:21:54 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:18:09 AM
you won't
you obviously haven't gotten over it and you're still dwelling on it and won't try to trust me. you haven't gotten over it, don't pretend you have.
you're the one that keeps bringing it up instead of having normal conversations :>

even after i say to stop ;_;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:24:58 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:21:54 AM
you're the one that keeps bringing it up instead of having normal conversations :>

even after i say to stop ;_;
i try to have normal conversations, but how normal can they be if you lie and hide things?

why should I stop? So you don't have to realize that you haven't gotten over it, and you're only pretending you have?  So you don't have to confront the fact that maybe I won't hurt you? 
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:27:37 AM
me and everyone else have normal conversations; why can't you ;_;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:30:15 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:27:37 AM
me and everyone else have normal conversations; why can't you ;_;
you don't lie to them. you don't try to make them hate you. you don't intentionally hurt them because you're in a bad mood.

i've tried and all you do is "idk".  explain what a normal conversation is. explain how wanting to understand you more, or to be trusted is not a normal conversation? 
should I make a poll explaining what both of us think and have people decide who's right?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 11:33:45 AM
ok ill try to have normal conversation but that means you have to be nice and act like we normally do or i'll be depressed and talk about it again.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 12:56:35 PM
i fucking hate this thread
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 01:21:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 12:56:35 PM
i fucking hate this thread
hi cam
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 01:39:07 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 01:21:06 PM
hi cam



no
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 01:45:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 01:39:07 PM
no
you are cam no matter who you are up here.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 04:34:46 PM
I made myself a voodoo doll, for every motherfucker that fronted, that I recall.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 10, 2008, 05:48:44 PM
someone calls me by my name

someone calls me dear

someone sees me as I am

someone knows my tears
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:31:57 AM
I always ask how you're feeling, why didn't you ask me? :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:38:29 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:31:57 AM
I always ask how you're feeling, why didn't you ask me? :(
because sooner or later you'll sign off y/n
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:57:05 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:38:29 AM
because sooner or later you'll sign off y/n
then why didn't you ask right away.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 10:02:47 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:57:05 AM
then why didn't you ask right away.
idk ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 10:28:13 AM
Oh Marry, this is a black art to change your shape.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:20:30 PM
idk
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:25:33 PM
I really want to post it, how I feel. But you'll see it, and it won't make a difference.

No matter how much it hurts, you won't even say anything to try consoling me and that hurts even more.

It's not something I can get over.  :(

i'm sorry i believed you
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:30:21 PM
I'M SORRY I MET YOU
Maybe I should leave forever and everything will be a thing of the past.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:31:50 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:30:21 PM
I'M SORRY I MET YOU
Maybe I should leave forever and everything will be a thing of the past.
I'm not sorry I met you.

are you really, does everything really mean nothing?

it might be easy for you to forget, and the past for you.  but it won't for me.  :(
it didn't just break my heart; it shattered it.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:59:07 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:31:50 PM
I'm not sorry I met you.

are you really, does everything really mean nothing?

it might be easy for you to forget, and the past for you.  but it won't for me.  :(
it didn't just break my heart; it shattered it.
No :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 10:02:03 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:59:07 PM
No :3
no what
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 12, 2008, 02:26:48 PM
i seriously don't get you guys. psyduck;
i hope people at school aren't secretly laughing at me.  edumacate;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 12, 2008, 02:28:28 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 12, 2008, 02:26:48 PM
i seriously don't get you guys. psyduck;
i hope people at school aren't secretly laughing at me.  edumacate;
don't get what about us
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 12, 2008, 02:29:25 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 12, 2008, 02:26:48 PM
i seriously don't get you guys. psyduck;
i hope people at school aren't secretly laughing at me.  edumacate;


They're laughing with you.  and what's not to get about us
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: The spy who loves you on October 12, 2008, 03:15:15 PM
I would totally fucking do reefer.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 13, 2008, 05:24:27 AM
I confess very vague things and have conversations with people who think they actually know who they are talking to.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 13, 2008, 05:48:06 AM
I bought a stuffed animal fox yesterday <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 13, 2008, 05:55:43 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 13, 2008, 05:48:06 AM
I bought a stuffed animal fox yesterday <3
hi ProtectedMember32
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 13, 2008, 05:58:28 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 13, 2008, 05:48:06 AM
I bought a stuffed animal fox yesterday <3
hiyaaa :3

I named her Antoinette.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 13, 2008, 01:14:53 PM
go away go away go away ;_;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 13, 2008, 01:24:28 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 13, 2008, 01:14:53 PM
go away go away go away ;_;
no
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 13, 2008, 02:21:22 PM
im the latest member
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 13, 2008, 03:03:54 PM
This situation is like unprotected sex with multiple partners
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 13, 2008, 06:02:08 PM
Corrupt
You're corrupt
Bring corruption to all that you touch
Hold
You behold
And beholden for all that you've done
And spell
Cast a spell
Cast a spell on the country you run
And risk
You will risk
You will risk all their lives and their souls

And burn
You will burn
You will burn in hell, yeah you'll burn in hell
You'll burn in hell
Yeah you'll burn in hell
For your sins



I want this judgement for you, let's decide who gets the lead part.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:31:43 PM
I kissed the person I wanted to today and it was so great
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:32:38 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:31:43 PM
I kissed the person I wanted to today and it was so great


I wish somebody that I wanted to kiss would feel the same way back. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:34:23 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:32:38 PM
I wish somebody that I wanted to kiss would feel the same way back. :(
Agreed. smithicide;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:38:09 PM
Just make it work!
It was the best thing ever because she was laying down in front of me and we were watching ghost world and I bent over and kissed her Spiderman style (the upside down sort of way) and it was the best and I am really happy.

Duuude guys just kiss who you want and hopefully they will like it!
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:42:57 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:38:09 PM
Just make it work!
It was the best thing ever because she was laying down in front of me and we were watching ghost world and I bent over and kissed her Spiderman style (the upside down sort of way) and it was the best and I am really happy.

Duuude guys just kiss who you want and hopefully they will like it!
i cannot because they are a certain distance away.

and that just pretty much made who i am very obvious.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:44:33 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:38:09 PM
Just make it work!
It was the best thing ever because she was laying down in front of me and we were watching ghost world and I bent over and kissed her Spiderman style (the upside down sort of way) and it was the best and I am really happy.

Duuude guys just kiss who you want and hopefully they will like it!
but
but
but
what if she rejects and never looks at me again smithicide;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:46:36 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:44:33 PM
but
but
but
what if she rejects and never looks at me again smithicide;
i'd chance the rejection for that last few seconds of happiness. ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:46:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:44:33 PM
but
but
but
what if she rejects and never looks at me again smithicide;


Then you just keep living :) and it will be okay and somebody else will want your kisses


Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:42:57 PM
i cannot because they are a certain distance away.

and that just pretty much made who i am very obvious.


I couldn't say
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:47:26 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:46:36 PM
i'd chance the rejection for that last few seconds of happiness. ;-;
but then i'd feel like a rapist smithicide;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:48:35 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:46:59 PMI couldn't say
baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:47:26 PM
but then i'd feel like a rapist smithicide;
what will you rape her mouth with your tongue?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:49:05 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:48:35 PM
what will you rape her mouth with your tongue?

that's what it'd feel like :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:50:09 PM
damnit i gave myself away :|
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:50:12 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:42:57 PM
i cannot because they are a certain distance away.

and that just pretty much made who i am very obvious.
are you famy
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:50:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:38:09 PM
Just make it work!
It was the best thing ever because she was laying down in front of me and we were watching ghost world and I bent over and kissed her Spiderman style (the upside down sort of way) and it was the best and I am really happy.

Duuude guys just kiss who you want and hopefully they will like it!


they'd probably punch me in the face if i did that, and throw me down some stairs
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:52:12 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:49:05 PM
that's what it'd feel like :'(
;)

ON AN UNRELATED NOTE

They said it was scary, and asked why I wanted them to do something scary.  What is scary about love? ;_;
Is it being happy? Can someone explain what would be scary about being with someone?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:52:43 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:50:12 PM
are you famy
no im not famy, famy.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 05:20:48 PM
oh gawd i could never just like, kiss someone unless i was at least 99.9% sure they liked me ;-;
i think about the awkward consequences afterwards if they didn't like it and how they might not want to be friends anymoars :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 05:52:02 PM
I can never finish a
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 05:54:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 05:20:48 PM
oh gawd i could never just like, kiss someone unless i was at least 99.9% sure they liked me ;-;
i think about the awkward consequences afterwards if they didn't like it and how they might not want to be friends anymoars :'(
yeah this is exactly how i feel :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 05:55:36 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 05:54:53 PM
yeah this is exactly how i feel :'(
yeah me too
but more like 99.8 percent sure.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 06:05:53 PM
I have to be like 60% sure...
But she's held my hand since I re-met her so I was pretty positive. Except she's in love with a boy who she doesn't talk to in San Francisco and I can't really do anything about that but that's okay because I can't explain to you how it was... but it was really the most beautiful thing I think I have ever done (just the whole action of it)

It was really amazing.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 06:52:55 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 05:52:02 PM
I can never finish a
Did candlejack capture you and prevent you from co
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 06:56:20 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 06:52:55 PM
Did candlejack capture you and prevent you from co
what are you talking ab
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 06:57:15 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 06:56:20 PM
what are you talking ab
what the shit is wrong with you gu
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 07:04:18 PM
i feel es
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 07:07:15 PM
what the fu
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 07:18:33 PM
how much longer ar
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 07:20:47 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 07:18:33 PM
how much longer ar
are wh
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 07:22:01 PM
OH MY GOD I HAVE AN EATING DISORD
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 07:22:39 PM
I have a crush on
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 07:57:21 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 07:22:39 PM
I have a crush on


Who?  O_0 O_0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 07:58:47 PM
If you knew why.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 07:59:57 PM
I've been spending our server money on Filipino hookers. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 12:30:28 AM
I've pulled all nighters for 3 straight nights now
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 04:56:38 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 07:59:57 PM
I've been spending our server money on Filipino hookers. :(
Goddamnit cam.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 12:04:49 PM
ONE NIGHT STAND OFF
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 01:50:23 PM
i harbor secret feelings for this cat  befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 01:50:44 PM
AND THEY AREN'T G-RATED
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 02:02:18 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 07:22:39 PM
I have a crush on


I'm madly in love with Selena Gomez.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: The spy who loves you on October 16, 2008, 02:05:48 PM
I rarely post in this board anymore.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 02:06:10 PM
I star in a Disney show about wizards.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 02:23:44 PM
She almost made me cry yesterday. She came home from work and just started yelling at me, and doesn't even try to understand what the problem is.

It's not my fault.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 02:42:03 PM
i have a terrible crush on a boyager that should probably have never formed. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 02:50:05 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 02:42:03 PM
i have a terrible crush on a boyager that should probably have never formed. :(
i already told you cam im not a fagit
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:12:52 PM
Tell us who the Boyager is
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:17:19 PM
My greatest, most secret fantasy is to tie people, and I mean ANYONE, down, take off all their clothes, and examine any inch of their skin for scabs, pimples, moles, and other abnormalities. Upon finding them, I'd use a needle to pick at it until I've removed it from their skin.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:17:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:17:19 PM
My greatest, most secret fantasy is to tie people, and I mean ANYONE, down, take off all their clothes, and examine any inch of their skin for scabs, pimples, moles, and other abnormalities. Upon finding them, I'd use a needle to pick at it until I've removed it from their skin.
... stay away
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:18:57 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:17:53 PM
... stay away


My English teacher has a huge hanging birthmark/mole thing and it just drives me nuts.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:19:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:12:52 PM
Tell us who the Boyager is


I will not.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:19:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:19:06 PM
I will not.
i know who it is cam
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:38:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:19:31 PM
i know who it is cam


too bad i'm not cam
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:46:00 PM
you're part of the reason.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:48:08 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:46:00 PM
you're part of the reason.

ban every user who has used this board?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:48:37 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:38:31 PM
too bad i'm not cam


I'm cam dammit  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:49:08 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:48:37 PM
I'm cam dammit  baddood;
i know who it is cam
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:51:51 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:49:08 PM
i know who it is cam


But that isn't Cam! I'm Cam! :o
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:52:04 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:49:08 PM
i know who it is cam


are you jmv
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on October 16, 2008, 03:53:30 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:52:04 PM
are you jmv
fuck no.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:53:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:52:04 PM
are you jmv


i think there's a little jmv in all of us

kind of like jesus
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: famy on October 16, 2008, 03:55:49 PM
Quote from: Khadafi on October 16, 2008, 03:53:30 PM
fuck no.
And just what did you mean by that?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:58:41 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:53:59 PM
i think there's a little jmv in all of us

kind of like jesus


i wish there was more jesus in me


and thnx jmv
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: The spy who loves you on October 16, 2008, 04:09:38 PM
wat
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 04:16:32 PM
I really like her but she doesn't feel the same way about me.




I'm caught between;

5 girls..... :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 05:17:59 PM
HOLY SHIT 5 GIRLS?    GUFF? O_0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Beta on October 16, 2008, 06:02:44 PM
nah, it's beta.
I still like that girl,but I think she doesn't like me back.

I also have the possibilities of...

tabby
rachael
danielle
and sam


;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 06:03:48 PM
Quote from: TRANSIST SECT on October 16, 2008, 06:02:44 PM
nah, it's beta.
I still like that girl,but I think she doesn't like me back.

I also have the possibilities of...

tabby
rachael
danielle
and sam


;-;

Do they all like you back? befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 06:06:47 PM
Quote from: TRANSIST SECT on October 16, 2008, 06:02:44 PM
nah, it's beta.
I still like that girl,but I think she doesn't like me back.

I also have the possibilities of...

tabby
rachael
danielle
and sam


;-;


If I was a girl... Wait what would that change, emo fags are disgusting, so I hope they don't.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Beta on October 16, 2008, 06:09:33 PM
I'm not emo.  doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 06:45:33 PM
If I asked again in a few months would they say yes?

And what if I brought that other question up again, would it happen before December?


Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 06:52:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 06:45:33 PM
If I asked again in a few months would they say yes?

And what if I brought that other question up again, would it happen before December?




I hope they will :(




I'M LONELY
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Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 07:47:55 PM
It will never happen :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 08:00:27 PM
It's not hard, please just do it.  :(
If you find it's boring or not worth any future time, then you only wasted a few dollars and less than an hour of your time.  If you enjoy it, then I can't even describe what we both gain.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 08:04:15 PM
i brofisted them all

what have i done?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 12:40:03 AM
i feel sad
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 03:03:28 AM
(http://i167.photobucket.com/albums/u157/protomegax/sig.jpg)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 04:57:29 AM
I stuck my whole fist in your mom's butt
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: CM Wrench on October 17, 2008, 07:27:30 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 04:56:38 AM
Goddamnit cam.

Try again
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 12:35:12 PM
I hate how detached most teenagers are from their families.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 12:40:17 PM
I'm not good enough am I?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 05:07:03 PM
I spend too much money on hair care products :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 05:14:17 PM
I spend no money on hair care products
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 05:16:07 PM
You wouldn't be doing this if you knew how much it really did hurt me instead of acting like you should get sympathy for "feeling bad".
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 06:06:51 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 05:16:07 PM
You wouldn't be doing this if you knew how much it really did hurt me instead of acting like you should get sympathy for "feeling bad".
Munchhausen y/n
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 06:22:13 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 06:06:51 PM
Munchhausen y/n
shut up
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 06:26:05 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 06:22:13 PM
shut up
:3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 08:02:02 PM
I'm sorry for this.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 08:12:12 PM
lol det hates me
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Det in F♯ Major on October 17, 2008, 08:16:21 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 08:12:12 PM
lol det hates me


wat
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 08:22:32 PM
FUCK WHAT IS HE DOING HERE? Now I can't do that. I'll just continue what I already did.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 08:24:13 PM
JESUS CHRIST WHAT THE FUCK, WHY ARE YOU USING ITALICS?

Now I will never continue this again.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 08:35:10 PM
3x30 = 90  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 08:44:48 PM
5x30 = 150  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 06:45:47 AM
I believe in a life after love.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 06:46:43 AM
I believe in Harvey Dent
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 07:15:58 AM
I believe in magic in a young girl's heart
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 07:20:46 AM
I believe in a thing called love
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 07:23:21 AM
I believe in miracles
Where you from
You sexy thing
I believe in miracles
Since you came along
You sexy thing
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 07:27:05 AM
Don't stop believin'
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 07:41:58 AM
i have a dream
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 08:52:31 AM
2+2=Fish.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 10:02:49 AM
open our moths in the coal  befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 11:17:39 AM
i believe i can fly
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 11:20:50 AM
I believe I can touch the sky
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 11:29:36 AM
70% of lyrics posted are JMV's.
The remaining 30% are Cam's.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 11:42:14 AM
oh oh oh ohhhhhhh
little china giiiiirrrrl
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 11:47:13 AM
GET UP
GET UP
GET UP
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Beta on October 18, 2008, 12:22:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 11:29:36 AM
70% of lyrics posted are JMV's.
The remaining 30% are Cam's.

I posted the first one mind you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 01:11:35 PM
I remember every argument.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 03:15:57 PM
I shouldn't have done that.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 03:44:33 PM
i would do steal
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 03:45:29 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 03:44:33 PM
i would do steal


is this cam
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: The spy who loves you on October 18, 2008, 03:47:20 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 03:45:29 PM
is this cam
is this steal
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 03:50:54 PM
Quote from: Cam on October 18, 2008, 03:47:20 PM
is this steal


That would be a negative sir.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 03:57:14 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 03:50:54 PM
That would be a negative sir.


its pqq isnt it ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: The spy who loves you on October 18, 2008, 03:59:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 03:44:33 PM
i would do steal
this is me ok
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 06:50:36 PM
The reason I got upset wasn't completely because I was jealous that you were talking to him. I was jealous that you never seemed to say the same thing about anything I say to you, draw, or write for you.  :(
You never said I was sweet for anything, :'(

Then you hid who it was, and I felt worse, as if you liked them more.  :(
And then you mentioned HIM and reminded me that once again I'm inferior and I just wanted to know how much. :'(


Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 06:52:32 PM
I can't give in to hatred and pass judgement, even towards every illusion I've been in love with
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 11:31:35 AM
Why don't you ever ask how I am? :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 11:35:58 AM
A lot of people here complain too much
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 11:39:20 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 11:35:58 AM
A lot of people here complain too much


i don't complain... that much
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 11:43:59 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 11:35:58 AM
A lot of people here complain too much
yes
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 11:44:48 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 11:43:59 AM
yes
baww ill never be happy go away poor me
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 11:48:14 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 11:44:48 AM
baww ill never be happy go away poor me
omg stop stalking me camerona ;_;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 11:48:39 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 11:48:14 AM
omg stop stalking me camerona ;_;
sorrie
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: The spy who loves you on October 19, 2008, 12:21:11 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 11:48:14 AM
omg stop stalking me camerona ;_;
wat
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 01:40:24 PM
I hate this place.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 01:41:24 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 01:40:24 PM
I hate this place.
Why? :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 02:23:21 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 01:41:24 PM
Why? :'(
Because everyone knows he is cameron
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 04:08:04 PM
I hate you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 04:09:59 PM
What's your take on cassavettes?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 04:24:55 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 04:09:59 PM
What's your take on cassavettes?


<3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 04:58:11 PM
I am fucking c-note.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 04:58:57 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 04:58:11 PM
I am fucking c-note.
That's disgusting. baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 05:05:45 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 04:58:11 PM
I am fucking c-note.


i think you should fuck me instead
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 05:14:56 PM
vulgarities ahhhhhhhhh
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 05:15:43 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 05:05:45 PM
i think you should fuck me instead
i read this as "i think you shit fuck me instead"

halp guy i'm losin' it
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 05:17:45 PM
I got a boner  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 06:19:46 PM
I'm pissed off
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 07:32:46 PM
I don't feel like I deserve to be living for being such a monstrosity.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 07:34:50 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 05:15:43 PM
i read this as "i think you shit fuck me instead"

halp guy i'm losin' it


that too though
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 07:43:15 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 07:32:46 PM
I don't feel like I deserve to be living for being such a monstrosity.
You do deserve to live. It's not all your fault.
I'm still here even if it's hard to talk to me.
I still love you...

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 10:46:11 PM
I wanted to tell you--I still want to tell you, once this stop hurting--everything. I wanted you to know what I'd never tell anyone because I thought you would still love me and tell me it's ok. That's truthfully why I wanted to be able to trust eachother.

Instead I was left heartbroken and wishing that things can still work. I still love you; it sucks and it hurts. 
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:35:26 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 10:46:11 PM
I wanted to tell you--I still want to tell you, once this stop hurting--everything. I wanted you to know what I'd never tell anyone because I thought you would still love me and tell me it's ok. That's truthfully why I wanted to be able to trust eachother.

Instead I was left heartbroken and wishing that things can still work. I still love you; it sucks and it hurts. 

what
you can still tell people whatever is wrong with you baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 07:09:55 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:35:26 AM
what
you can still tell people whatever is wrong with you baddood;

not this
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 09:47:35 AM
Sam and I are gonna get married
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 01:49:24 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 09:47:35 AM
Sam and I are gonna get married


then i can watch you two have lesbian sex while i record it to watch it later <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 01:50:00 PM
me and JMV are gonna get married.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 01:59:27 PM
I am Iron Man
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 02:29:37 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 01:59:27 PM
I am Iron Man


shut up ozzy

i'm sick of your shit
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 02:34:47 PM
clucky and i ARE married  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:07:16 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 02:34:47 PM
clucky and i ARE married  baddood;


i wish i was married to somebody
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:10:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:07:16 PM
i wish i was married to somebody
Will you marry me?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:17:58 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:10:44 PM
Will you marry me?


Depends, who may you be?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:18:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:17:58 PM
Depends, who may you be?
Just a poor lonely slob. :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:29:39 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:18:56 PM
Just a poor lonely slob. :'(


I bet you aren't. :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:50:47 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:29:39 PM
I bet you aren't. :'(
I bet I am. :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:53:51 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:50:47 PM
I bet I am. :'(


Why do you say this? :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:55:39 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:53:51 PM
Why do you say this? :'(
I HAVE NO ONE :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 04:02:00 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:55:39 PM
I HAVE NO ONE :'(


me too :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 04:14:29 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 04:02:00 PM
me too :'(
can we be alone together :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 04:15:45 PM
I think she likes me.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 04:19:00 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 04:15:45 PM
I think she likes me.

She loves me.
She loves me not.
She loves me.
She loves me not.
She loves me.
She loves me not.
She loves me.


yay
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 04:41:01 PM
:'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 04:46:24 PM
i have someone to love who loves me back
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 04:46:55 PM
IT MUST END! KILL BETA!
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 04:47:20 PM
It's all my fault. â,,¥
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 04:48:16 PM
BAN BETA!!!
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 06:58:05 PM
Yesterday was the first time my mom actually made me bleed a lot after hitting me.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 07:13:54 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 06:58:05 PM
Yesterday was the first time my mom actually made me bleed a lot after hitting me.

Lucky. I started fucking bleeding last year.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 07:17:41 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 07:13:54 PM
Lucky. I started fucking bleeding last year.

Well usually she doesn't hit me in the face
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 07:18:12 PM
Sorry guys. :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 07:42:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 07:17:41 PM
Well usually she doesn't hit me in the face

My mother punched me in the asshole until I bled :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 08:43:47 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 01:49:24 PM
then i can watch you two have lesbian sex while i record it to watch it later <3
yes dear.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 10:40:55 PM
I fucking hate people.
Or rather I hate how stupid and ignorant people can be.
I also hate people that hate school.
I hate Mexicans. I hate how they hate white people even though they are obviously the superior race. Seriously don't kid yourselves. Mexicans fucking suck. Of course there are exceptions and most of my friends are Mexican but it takes me a while to make friends because I have to filter through all the stupidity to find people I actually like.

Also, I have one place to thank for my enlightenment.
Nsider.
I was able to see for the first time what life outside of this area was and how people lived. From Nsider I started searching the internet and learned so much. Soon enough I stopped believing in God, realized the horrors that so many kids have to go through and realized how fucking lucky I am to have been born into a family that didn't suck.


Goddamn that just jumped from topic to topic.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 04:25:07 AM
above user is an idiot
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 04:57:51 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 06:58:05 PM
Yesterday was the first time my mom actually made me bleed a lot after hitting me.


Let me at her. I'll show her what it feels like. God this upsets me.   baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 05:03:14 AM
I didn't smell it, but I dealt it.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 02:33:13 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 06:58:05 PM
Yesterday was the first time my mom actually made me bleed a lot after hitting me.


Why did she hit you? :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 02:40:48 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 02:33:13 PM
Why did she hit you? :(

I don't know why. She was drunk and mad about something I did.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 02:48:50 PM
Who's being hit?  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 02:52:57 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 06:58:05 PM
Yesterday was the first time my mom actually made me bleed a lot after hitting me.
Sock her back
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 02:53:29 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 02:52:57 PM
Sock her back

Are you kidding? I could never do that :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 02:54:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 02:53:29 PM
Are you kidding? I could never do that :'(
If you're bleeding the gloves come off
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 03:51:06 PM
i love the jonas brothers.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 04:28:33 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 03:51:06 PM
i love the jonas brothers.

slowly kill yourself
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 04:50:30 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 04:28:33 PM
slowly kill yourself


I second this motion.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 05:03:08 PM
i secretly have a video of myself lip-synching to the jonas brothers.  befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 05:18:28 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 05:03:08 PM
i secretly have a video of myself lip-synching to the jonas brothers.  befuddlement


get the fuck out
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 05:27:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 05:18:28 PM
get the fuck out


lol srsly
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 05:32:13 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 05:03:08 PM
i secretly have a video of myself lip-synching to the jonas brothers.  befuddlement


post it, please
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 05:55:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 05:32:13 PM
post it, please


yes, so we can see it and insult you

and then you will get the fuck out
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 06:42:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 05:03:08 PM
i secretly have a video of myself lip-synching to the jonas brothers.  befuddlement


NICE!
thats sweet.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 07:33:58 PM
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You don't understand :'(
You don't understand :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:04:25 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 07:33:58 PM
You don't understand :'(



I wish I did then.   :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:06:19 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:04:25 PM
I wish I did then.   :(

I wish you could've seen it :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:09:26 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:06:19 PM
I wish you could've seen it :(


I do too. I think I would of learned a lot by reading it.   :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:09:52 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:09:26 PM
I do too. I think I would of learned a lot by reading it.   :(

You would've...that's why I'm so upset
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:10:04 PM
I miss JMV. :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:11:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:10:04 PM
I miss JMV. :'(


We all miss him. ;-;  I HOPE HE'S BACK TOMORROW OR ON MONDAY.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:15:17 PM
I hate myself.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:15:55 PM
this thread is killing boyah
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:26:38 PM
i still feel like it's all my fault
i wish you would've left us with more
i can't get over this  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:31:28 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:26:38 PM
i still feel like it's all my fault
i wish you would've left us with more
i can't get over this  :(
HI JMV
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:37:24 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:09:52 PM
You would've...that's why I'm so upset


Then do it again. What you can remember. You will feel better.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:49:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:37:24 PM
Then do it again. What you can remember. You will feel better.  baddood;

Okay...:[
EVEN THOUGH IT TOOK 2 HOURS TO WRITE
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:52:05 PM
are you jmv y/n
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 09:19:22 PM
 No not JMV.   baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 09:37:40 PM
You guys are gay.
GAY.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 08:08:43 AM
has jmv been posting in here the last few days?  O_0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 08:45:21 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 08:08:43 AM
has jmv been posting in here the last few days?  O_0
i wish :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 09:10:58 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 08:08:43 AM
has jmv been posting in here the last few days?  O_0


I wish he were. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 10:32:04 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 08:08:43 AM
has jmv been posting in here the last few days?  O_0


No, he hasn't.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 10:41:18 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 09:37:40 PM
You guys are gay.
GAY.



gay

gaaaaaay
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 03:13:20 PM
i want to make love in an elevator giggle;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 04:26:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 03:13:20 PM
i want to make love in an elevator giggle;


methinks it'd be rather weird especially when it stopped
Title: Beatles lyric thread.
Post by: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 04:50:26 PM
I want to be...Under the sea....In an octopuses' garden...in the shade.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 04:52:45 PM
The Beatles suck balls.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 04:59:45 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 04:52:45 PM
The Beatles suck balls.


holy shit kill yourself
Title: Re: Beatles lyric thread.
Post by: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 05:03:35 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 04:50:26 PM
I want to be...Under the sea....In an octopuses' garden...in the shade.


The human world is a mess, life under the sea is better than anything they've got up there.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 05:04:47 PM
I don't like the Beatles but I think that's okay, I don't understand why people get so funny about other people not liking the Beatles.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 05:06:00 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 05:04:47 PM
I don't like the Beatles but I think that's okay, I don't understand why people get so funny about other people not liking the Beatles.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 05:18:19 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 05:04:47 PM
I don't like the Beatles but I think that's okay, I don't understand why people get so funny about other people not liking the Beatles.


i'm pretty sure "holy shit kill yourself" was an exaggeration goonish

i think a lot of people think that liking them is sort of an obligation, and some of those who are actual fans of their music (like, those of us who don't just listen to "Hey Jude" on the radio) tend to be a bit overbearing with their opinions
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 05:19:19 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 05:18:19 PM
i'm pretty sure "holy shit kill yourself" was an exaggeration goonish

i think a lot of people think that liking them is sort of an obligation, and some of those who are actual fans of their music (like, those of us who don't just listen to "Hey Jude" on the radio) tend to be a bit overbearing with their opinions


I understand that it was an exaggeration I just think it's a little ridiculous which is really all that I said. I don't really need the explanation, but thank you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 09:56:52 PM
I don't have any friends at all, and I'm never going to get anymore.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:50:43 AM
I farted in class today
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 06:55:34 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:50:43 AM
I farted in class today
I do this all the time.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 07:10:14 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 06:55:34 AM
I do this all the time.


haha thats just great!
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 09:24:27 AM
I cried every night.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 09:24:59 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 04:47:20 PM
It's all my fault. â,,¥
Then do something about it.  doodthing;
You had the chance to call, say something to make it better but you didn't.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 02:01:52 PM
It hurts to admit it, but it was your fault.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 02:02:50 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 02:01:52 PM
It hurts to admit it, but it was your fault.
duh
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 02:07:55 PM
I have this huge fucking canker sore

And apparently I'm extroardinary cute  doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 02:46:58 PM
She still doesn't care.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 02:48:54 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:50:43 AM
I farted in class today


That's disgusting, there's a kid in my maths class who does it all the time and I want to punch him in the face.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 03:12:09 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 02:46:58 PM
She still doesn't care.


not like she ever will
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:27:18 PM
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
[spoiler]bye  :3[/spoiler]
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:28:14 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:27:18 PM
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
[spoiler]bye  :3[/spoiler]


see you tomorrow, tyler
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:30:49 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:27:18 PM
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
[spoiler]bye  :3[/spoiler]
Good, run someone into a psych ward and then just hide from what you did instead of trying to fix it.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:39:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:30:49 PM
Good, run someone into a psych ward and then just hide from what you did instead of trying to fix it.


you know just how to make someone feel good ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:41:38 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:39:40 PM
you know just how to make someone feel good ;)
Good, she should feel what I fucking felt EVERY day last week and almost everyday all summer.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:43:12 PM
god damnit guys smithicide;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:43:22 PM
What's wrong with me?
Why do I want her to cry and just feel even a tiny bit of the pain I'm in?  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:47:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:43:22 PM
What's wrong with me?
Why do I want her to cry and just feel even a tiny bit of the pain I'm in?  :(

I have nothing against Clucky, but personally, she had a part in this happening to you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:50:24 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:43:12 PM
god damnit guys smithicide;


I really feel like locking this thread because it's deteriorated into shit.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:50:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:50:24 PM
I really feel like locking this thread because it's deteriorated into shit.
Wait until I finish unraveling my bitterness.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:55:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:50:24 PM
I really feel like locking this thread because it's deteriorated into shit.
neh

I think it's nice to let people vent out their emotions.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 06:35:13 PM
I felt warm, happy, guilty, and a bit sad.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 06:36:06 PM
Happy and sad? befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 06:42:41 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 06:36:06 PM
Happy and sad? befuddlement

It was complicated.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 07:22:51 PM
my balls itch so bad right now
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 07:23:33 PM
She smelled nice and was soft.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 28, 2008, 12:09:28 AM
I'm a horrible person.  doodthing;

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 28, 2008, 12:11:06 AM
I wish my parents would divorce, because I hate my stepdad and I want me and mother to be happy.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 28, 2008, 05:46:39 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 28, 2008, 12:09:28 AM
I'm a horrible person.  doodthing;




I don't think there are horrible people here. baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 28, 2008, 12:20:45 PM
I want to call her but I don't know what to say.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 28, 2008, 12:29:24 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 28, 2008, 12:20:45 PM
I want to call her but I don't know what to say.


"Hello" is a good start. baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 28, 2008, 06:54:27 PM
I'll call her tomorrow.  I liked her. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 29, 2008, 01:18:01 AM
You make me cry everynight, you told me you didn't care I was gone and only missed me "a little". You're the one who took my kindness for granted and used it to hurt me repeatedly. You're the one who pushed me away and completely hid how you felt out of fear. You are the one who made many promises and kept none.

How am I the bad one for being hurt that you didn't care. How am I the bad one for "not appreciating" what you drew for me?  You did it all of the time-- it hurts doesn't it? To put your feelings into something and the person doesn't even give a simple gesture of gratitude. Welcome to how I feel anytime I make you something. You think I'm trying to turn people against you when you're doing that yourself.  I've always defended you even when I knew you were wrong. You never once seriously defended me. You treated me like an emotional punching bag both publicly and privately and look what it fucking did to me. Look what you did... I tried to defend you but you continue to hurt me. I can't defend you from this.

I feel awful for wanting you feel a bit of the pain you caused me. I'm sorry. Both for trying and because you DO deserve it. I did everything to show I love you yet you did anything to hide your feelings and run from me leaving only a cold shell of the girl I love, just locking here in there. You deserve my pain for taking that from me. You really do, I'm sorry
I feel like I hate you for all of this...but at the same time I still love you. 
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 29, 2008, 03:15:08 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 29, 2008, 01:18:01 AM
You make me cry everynight, you told me you didn't care I was gone and only missed me "a little". You're the one who took my kindness for granted and used it to hurt me repeatedly. You're the one who pushed me away and completely hid how you felt out of fear. You are the one who made many promises and kept none.

How am I the bad one for being hurt that you didn't care. How am I the bad one for "not appreciating" what you drew for me?  You did it all of the time-- it hurts doesn't it? To put your feelings into something and the person doesn't even give a simple gesture of gratitude. Welcome to how I feel anytime I make you something. You think I'm trying to turn people against you when you're doing that yourself.  I've always defended you even when I knew you were wrong. You never once seriously defended me. You treated me like an emotional punching bag both publicly and privately and look what it fucking did to me. Look what you did... I tried to defend you but you continue to hurt me. I can't defend you from this.

I feel awful for wanting you feel a bit of the pain you caused me. I'm sorry. Both for trying and because you DO deserve it. I did everything to show I love you yet you did anything to hide your feelings and run from me leaving only a cold shell of the girl I love, just locking here in there. You deserve my pain for taking that from me. You really do, I'm sorry
I feel like I hate you for all of this...but at the same time I still love you. 
Maybe she was cool enough to find a little loophole and use that against you for the very last time.
Also since said person is apathetic towards you I doubt that the person feels "your pain".
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 29, 2008, 04:00:41 AM
I hate this so much. :'(
Why is this happening? Why do I feel like I caused all of this?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 29, 2008, 08:06:08 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 29, 2008, 03:15:08 AM
Maybe she was cool enough to find a little loophole and use that against you for the very last time.
Also since said person is apathetic towards you I doubt that the person feels "your pain".
Do you even know what a loophole is or do you just like showing off some pseudo-intellectuality?

Of course you're "apethetic" that's why you're all 'BAWW HE DIDNT APPRECIATE MY WORK I HATE HIM' and cared enough to login with a proxy as if that does anything.

The truth is you do care and you think pretending otherwise makes it untrue. You're a scared child.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 29, 2008, 04:39:08 PM
I think you Boyagers are pulling some practical joke on me baddood;
[spoiler]Stop ignoring every one of my posts :([/spoiler]
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: The spy who loves you on October 29, 2008, 05:20:24 PM
I am so high I have no idea whats goin on right now
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: CM Wrench on October 29, 2008, 06:10:04 PM
Jimv I wanna give you a hug :(. I feel so bad. I can't believe that she would really do this to you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 29, 2008, 06:13:14 PM
Quote from: Headless Horseman on October 29, 2008, 06:10:04 PM
I can't believe that she would really do this to you.
why not

clucky has always been abusive towards him
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: CM Wrench on October 29, 2008, 07:17:39 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 29, 2008, 06:13:14 PM
why not

clucky has always been abusive towards him

Why JMV though? We all know he is a great guy with a loving heart. He doesn't need/didn't need all this pain and suffering. Pisses me off that Clucky didn't even miss him when no one else will ever love her and care about her like JMV.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 29, 2008, 11:01:12 PM
(http://i298.photobucket.com/albums/mm245/Himelicky/chasingaway.jpg)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 11:52:17 AM
Even though most of them deny it, I am the cause for their low academic performance.

FOUR FUCKING PEOPLE, I mean, seriously. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 11:59:54 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 11:52:17 AM
Even though most of them deny it, I am the cause for their low academic performance.

FOUR FUCKING PEOPLE, I mean, seriously. :(
Who?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:01:14 PM
I'm supposed to be over her, but I still care about her more than anyone I've ever known.

I need to find a way to win her back over
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on October 30, 2008, 12:03:24 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:01:14 PM
I'm supposed to be over her, but I still care about her more than anyone I've ever known.

I need to find a way to win her back over
CLUCKY THIS WAS NOT ME
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: YPrrrr on October 30, 2008, 12:07:04 PM
Quote from: Kewn on October 30, 2008, 12:03:24 PM
CLUCKY THIS WAS NOT ME
It was I
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:08:17 PM
Quote from: Flying Circus on October 30, 2008, 12:07:04 PM
It was I
ok
I was just making sure she didn't think I would pull anything, even though the first line is still somewhat true.  bassir;


ps jmv again
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: YPrrrr on October 30, 2008, 12:10:04 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:08:17 PM
ok
I was just making sure she didn't think I would pull anything, even though the first line is still somewhat true.  bassir;


ps jmv again
ok

I hate this... I never would have known how much I was missing before I met her, and now that we're apart, there's a huge void in every day.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:13:02 PM
Quote from: Flying Circus on October 30, 2008, 12:10:04 PM
ok

I hate this... I never would have known how much I was missing before I met her, and now that we're apart, there's a huge void in every day.
And you said I was just being clingy.  giggle;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:34:02 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 11:59:54 AM
Who?
Two internet peoples and two of my friends. <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:38:49 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:34:02 PM
Two internet peoples and two of my friends. <3

who else besides me  O_0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:48:10 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:13:02 PM
And you said I was just being clingy.  giggle;
You are being clingy. I know that because I was a little too clingy myself... Then I started being better about it, and our relationship grew and grew... until I saw her being flirty around some other guys (we weren't exclusive) and I got really mad at her, so we were both upset.

I think we could still make it if I take it slow and gradually build up her trust in me again
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:54:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:48:10 PM
You are being clingy. I know that because I was a little too clingy myself... Then I started being better about it, and our relationship grew and grew... until I saw her being flirty around some other guys (we weren't exclusive) and I got really mad at her, so we were both upset.

I think we could still make it if I take it slow and gradually build up her trust in me again
Just shoot her for being a whore.  akudood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:58:27 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:54:40 PM
Just shoot her for being a whore.  akudood;
She's only a whore when drunk... like most girls.

And the fact that we weren't exclusive also makes me more forgiving... though it certaintly  did impede the process of becoming exclusive
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:59:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:58:27 PM
She's only a whore when drunk... like most girls.

And the fact that we weren't exclusive also makes me more forgiving... though it certaintly  did impede the process of becoming exclusive
Punch her uterus. ghouldood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 01:01:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:59:59 PM
Punch her uterus. ghouldood;
I want to see how things play out before I do that
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 01:07:08 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 01:01:40 PM
I want to see how things play out before I do that
Have it your way. frankendood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 01:09:57 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 01:07:08 PM
Have it your way. frankendood;
Thank you Burger King
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 04:32:31 PM
I want to say the L word but I can't.

I caused so much trouble with it.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 04:34:14 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 04:32:31 PM
I want to say the L word but I can't.

I caused so much trouble with it.


What did you do?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 04:34:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 04:32:31 PM
I want to say the L word but I can't.

I caused so much trouble with it.
lick
leech
loch
look
lie
leviathan
levitation
lobotomy
Lozal?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 04:36:50 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 04:34:14 PM
What did you do?
Make someone feel emotions no one should feel.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 04:47:57 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 04:36:50 PM
Make someone feel emotions no one should feel.
But saying it can also make them feel good.

It's something that can hurt, but it is something that can heal.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 05:06:26 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 04:32:31 PM
I want to say the L word but I can't.

I caused so much trouble with it.


To who?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 07:58:18 PM
Sometimes I want to sleep forever.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 08:03:09 PM
The fact that he helped her made tears come to my eyes.


Though it may seem insignificant to him, any little thing can prevent a suicide. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 08:06:26 PM
I HATE JMV
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 08:50:59 PM
You are my forbidden fruit of Eden.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 09:24:09 PM
I feel sick and want to cry.
I couldn't do it. I tried to supress it. I tried not to say it.
I'm conflicted
Perhaps...
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 11:08:05 PM
this thread makes me sad
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 01:45:39 AM
I'm so fucking stressed and overwhelmed. I'm going to be so glad when this day is over. :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 01:48:33 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 01:45:39 AM
I'm so fucking stressed and overwhelmed. I'm going to be so glad when this day is over. :'(


then go back to bed, det :|
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 01:52:35 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 01:48:33 AM
then go back to bed, det :|


I CAN'T YOU IDIOT, I HAVE WAY TOO MUCH SHIT TO DO. :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 04:04:38 PM
Is it an illusion or true?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 05:51:37 PM
I sometimes wonder if I'm actually a nice person.
For example, I gave half my candy away to a friend for a reason, for so it seems, but the actual reason behind it was because I'm phobic of consuming junk food.

A nice person would've gave them something without that reason.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 06:43:10 PM
C'est mon page.  hocuspocus;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 06:55:25 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 06:43:10 PM
C'est mon page.  hocuspocus;


Page est féminin. hocuspocus;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 06:58:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 06:55:25 PM
Page est féminin. hocuspocus;


Ouais. :(  Merci Thyme.  hocuspocus;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 06:59:35 PM
De rien M. Quatre-Vingt-Six. bassir;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 07:34:06 PM
i'm a big baby. i feel like crying.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 07:39:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 07:34:06 PM
i'm a big baby. i feel like crying.
I'm older and a male and I cried for an hour the other night.   bassir;
It's okay. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 07:41:05 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 07:39:56 PM
I'm older and a male and I cried for an hour the other night.   bassir;
It's okay. :(
no its not ok jmv i have never cried
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 07:41:42 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 07:39:56 PM
I'm older and a male and I cried for an hour the other night.   bassir;
It's okay. :(


Who made you cry?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 08:29:03 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 07:41:42 PM
Who made you cry?


My huge mandingo penis.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 08:33:16 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 07:41:05 PM
no its not ok jmv i have never cried
malcom x died :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 08:34:57 PM
involuntary mix of interpol and bob dylan is tearing up my insides.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 12:18:37 AM
I'm weak in that way.  I desire her even if it can hurt at times, and I'm hoping this time around it doesn't do that and they work out.
I still don't know if she's going to try or what.
Something is different, and it's possibly good, but I guess it can be bad.
Does she want to try?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 10:05:08 AM
Happiness.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 10:44:08 AM
don't change on me
bodies break but brains will be
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 11:28:03 AM
You're being pretty mean.  :(

why don't you bring up how my dad punched me in the face next?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 11:42:38 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 11:28:03 AM
You're being pretty mean.  :(

why don't you bring up how my dad punched me in the face next?


You're the one who made me cry because those insults really hurt me and I thought you were my friend. You didn't need to bring my parents or my faith into that. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 11:49:14 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 11:42:38 AM
You're the one who made me cry because those insults really hurt me and I thought you were my friend. You didn't need to bring my parents or my faith into that. :(
I didn't bring your faith into it. 

The statement about Evangelicals wasn't related to you.  I never saw you make any religion related posts. psyduck;

I didn't insult you at all, you and Tyler did all of the insulting.

"That's a stupid thing to do" is different than "Wow, you're an idiot.".
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 11:59:46 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 11:49:14 AM
I didn't bring your faith into it. 


Quote
So what is the reason for supporting McCain over Obama other than and Jesus wants you to* ;)

Quote
you have no reason to support McCain other than Mommy and Daddy?  bassir;


Those really made me upset. :(
You don't know my relationship with my parents, and it really, really, really made me angry that you think that I would get sucked into their bullshit. I can't stand them.

Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 11:49:14 AM
"That's a stupid thing to do" is different than "Wow, you're an idiot.".


And why should my opinion be stupid? I have a right to think of whatever I want, you just made me feel really dumb when I know I'm not. I felt like I was some little kid backed into a corner while some big bullies just pushed me around and pointed and laughed at me.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 12:08:01 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 11:59:46 AM
Those really made me upset. :(
DID YOU NOT SEE TEH WINK giggle;


QuoteYou don't know my relationship with my parents, and it really, really, really made me angry that you think that I would get sucked into their bullshit. I can't stand them.
So you'd rather do the opposite of them regardless of what you think might be right?



QuoteAnd why should my opinion be stupid?
You provided no opinion, thus I could not insult it.  Tyler provided racism, which deserved an insult.
QuoteI have a right to think of whatever I want,
Yes, you do(but tellthat to Palin who thinks it's against the first amendment to criticize her)
Quoteyou just made me feel really dumb when I know I'm not. I felt like I was some little kid backed into a corner while some big bullies just pushed me around and pointed and laughed at me.
This is why people avoid serious discussion. i show no mercy.  hocuspocus;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 12:16:11 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 12:08:01 PM
DID YOU NOT SEE TEH WINK giggle;

So you'd rather do the opposite of them regardless of what you think might be right?

This is why people avoid serious discussion. i show no mercy.  hocuspocus;


i figured you said it to be more of a dick

.....the opposite of them IS right.  O_0

well if it makes you feel any more powerful, you're the only one besides Lawlz who's been able to make me cry on here; and i'm not one to cry easily.   giggle;

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 12:20:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 12:16:11 PM
i figured you said it to be more of a dick
did i ever do that beofre ;-;



Quote.....the opposite of them IS right.  O_0
Not in every case.
While my step dad did a lot of horrible stuff, he did do one admirable thing: He raised two children that weren't his as if they were. Just because I hate my parents doesn't mean I wouldn't do something like that.


Quotewell if it makes you feel any more powerful, you're the only one besides Lawlz who's been able to make me cry on here
I wasn't even trying to do that.  Q('_' Q)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 12:40:34 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 12:20:44 PM
did i ever do that beofre ;-;

Not in every case.
While my step dad did a lot of horrible stuff, he did do one admirable thing: He raised two children that weren't his as if they were. Just because I hate my parents doesn't mean I wouldn't do something like that.

I wasn't even trying to do that.  Q('_' Q)


idk what you were doing but personally attacking ;-;

you probably don't understand what i mean
i dont purposely do the EXACT OPPOSITE of what they say, i do it when i feel what they say is wrong
(they're actually the reason why i keep posting so late, im being verbally abused to clean this entire room by myself ;))

and im sure you don't mean to make clucky cry, and she doesn't always mean to make you cry, but it happens and it hurt
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 02:10:13 PM
I don't want a love in a while.

:3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 02:43:39 PM
I doubt I will be ready anytime soon. ;_;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 09:19:57 PM
I wonder if me and PPQ are the only ones that enjoy it.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 10:16:12 PM
I'm envious of you and everyone else for having that ability while I don't.

To the point where it makes me cry.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:01:41 AM
If I could give up the ability to ever be happy again just so you can feel it I wouldn't even have to think. I'd do that for you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 06:34:04 AM
I did the mash.

I did the monster mash.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 07:04:07 AM
i used to like ProtectedMember32 but now i can't help but make her out to be a villian :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: The spy who loves you on November 02, 2008, 07:13:58 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 07:04:07 AM
i used to like ProtectedMember32 but now i can't help but make her out to be a villian :(
before anyone says it

not me
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: CM Wrench on November 02, 2008, 07:29:40 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 07:04:07 AM
i used to like ProtectedMember32 but now i can't help but make her out to be a villian :(

hi cam spam;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 07:39:37 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 10:16:12 PM
I'm envious of you and everyone else for having that ability while I don't.

To the point where it makes me cry.


you have it

and i can show it to you if you let me
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 08:08:37 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 07:39:37 AM
you have it

and i can show it to you if you let me
doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 08:26:01 AM
ALL I WANTED WAS A PEPSI
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 08:28:26 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 08:26:01 AM
ALL I WANTED WAS A PEPSI
It's death penalty vs. suicidal tendencies
All I wanted was a fucking Pepsi
Institution
Making you think you're crazy is a billion dollar industry.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 09:30:38 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 07:04:07 AM
i used to like ProtectedMember32 but now i can't help but make her out to be a villian :(


and yet she continues to do nothing wrong
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 11:53:28 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 09:30:38 AM
and yet she continues to do nothing wrong


she called me fat
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:29:10 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 11:53:28 AM
she called me fat


everyone calls you fat
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:33:01 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:29:10 PM
everyone calls you fat

you're fat
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:34:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:33:01 PM
you're fat


i'm underweight doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:34:39 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:33:01 PM
you're fat
your mom is fat
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:35:47 PM
why did i ever tell you guys that i was fat
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:43:23 PM
why did i ever tell you guys i was black
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:47:10 PM
i want to fuck [you] doggy style
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:47:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:47:10 PM
i want to fuck Detonator doggy style


fuck yeah you do  giggle;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:48:01 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:47:10 PM
i want to fuck [you] doggy style


Stay away from me, [you].
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:48:34 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:47:10 PM
i want to fuck [you] doggy style
Let's not get too crazy, now. doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:52:43 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:47:10 PM
i want to fuck [you] doggy style


yes;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 03:03:35 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 07:39:37 AM
you have it

and i can show it to you if you let me
That doesn't even make sense you butt. <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 03:06:38 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 03:03:35 PM
That doesn't even make sense you butt. <3


im probably talking about something completely different or something, and now my cheeks are red and i feel embarrassed:]<3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 04:46:55 PM
jmv fucking sucks
HE SUCKS

he is also my pillow :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 05:06:15 PM
[you] is the worst member on Boyah. I really wish they would leave.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 05:08:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 04:46:55 PM
jmv fucking sucks
HE SUCKS

he is also my pillow :3
You're my pillow :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 09:54:49 PM
Was Boyager changed to Hiro or something? baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 10:04:08 PM
Something is amiss.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 03, 2008, 02:28:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 05:08:32 PM
You're my pillow :3


I can be your pillow  giggle;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 03, 2008, 02:31:27 PM
you're a huge fucking poser who can't even pose right
everyone hates you
and your ideas are stupid
fuck you and your stupid game shit
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 03, 2008, 02:45:44 PM
He dealt with pornography.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 03, 2008, 04:11:17 PM
:'( x 100000000000000000000000000000000000

Why does he remind me?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 03, 2008, 04:42:46 PM
;
;
;
;
;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 03, 2008, 05:03:02 PM
I was told it was the right thing to do, and I listened.

It probably ended up being one of the biggest mistakes I made.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 03, 2008, 09:40:25 PM
I did it because I was being selfish. I told you I wouldn't but I was angry and did it.  :(

I thought it would have made me happy, but it didn't. It made me realize how I need you. :(
I don't want you to be sad or uncomfortable so I will only discuss it up to the point where you want, but at least remember, I came back. I asked for you to take me back, and I'm waiting for an answer.  saddood;

I don't plan on leaving you again.  Don't be sad, I'm sure it hurt but I'm not going to do it if you want me.  :(

I'm sorry.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 03, 2008, 11:28:24 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 03, 2008, 02:31:27 PM
[you]'re a huge fucking poser who can't even pose right
everyone hates [you]
and [you]'s ideas are stupid
fuck [you] and [you]'s stupid game shit
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 02:28:48 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 03, 2008, 02:45:44 PM
He dealt with pornography.


is that you ProtectedMember32 :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 08:55:54 AM
You're getting more annoying than JMV was last spring with the constant Clucky posts.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on November 04, 2008, 08:56:12 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 08:55:54 AM
You're getting more annoying than JMV was last spring with the constant Clucky posts.
baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 01:23:29 PM
Felt left and returned.
When he left I held it in, until he came back where I just got reminded me everyone else who also left me.

Why?
Probably because I'm worthless, not good for anyone (Not even for Felt. :(), etc.

Sure, I made fun of Felt and told him to go away forever, but I didn't expect him to leave. He left for some other unstable person who didn't even talk to him that much, that probably tells me that Felt is easy to win over. Since Felt couldn't get in contact with said person, he just came back to me. This made me feel like trash. ;_______; But then again, I am probably trash, probably the reason why everyone abandons me, including Felt.

I can't get over that Felt left.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 01:24:05 PM
i voted for mccain
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 01:31:22 PM
I'm a horrible person.
Really.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 01:32:06 PM
Stupid Stupid Stupid.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 01:32:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 01:31:22 PM
I'm a horrible person.
Really.
If you are who I think you are, then no, you're not. :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 01:32:43 PM
You still left regardless Ryan Flanagan. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on November 04, 2008, 01:34:33 PM
Fuck the anonymity shit.


I'm sorry, I really thought you didn't want me around and it was a selfish misjudgment.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 01:46:10 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 01:32:32 PM
If you are who I think you are, then no, you're not. :'(
Really? Just read :
Quote from: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 01:23:29 PM
Felt left and returned.
When he left I held it in, until he came back where I just got reminded me everyone else who also left me.

Why?
Probably because I'm worthless, not good for anyone (Not even for Felt. :(), etc.

Sure, I made fun of Felt and told him to go away forever, but I didn't expect him to leave. He left for some other unstable person who didn't even talk to him that much, that probably tells me that Felt is easy to win over. Since Felt couldn't get in contact with said person, he just came back to me. This made me feel like trash. ;_______; But then again, I am probably trash, probably the reason why everyone abandons me, including Felt.

I can't get over that Felt left.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 03:07:52 PM
nothing is coming out right
NOTHING IS COMING OUT RIGHT
WHY
CAN'T
I
SAY
HOW
I
FEEL
FJDKLSAJGLASJGADLSKGJSALKGJSGLKSDJGLSAGJSGKAJSL
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: The spy who loves you on November 04, 2008, 03:43:49 PM
IM SO EXCITED

AND I JUST CANT HIDE IT

IM ABOUT TO LOSE CONTROL AND I THINK I LIKE IT
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 05:24:03 PM
I'm going to go on a vomiting strike because I don't care for my esophagus and teeth anymore!

WHY
DO
YOU
KEEP
STEALING
MY
SHIT
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 06:20:03 PM
I'm happy as can be now that I have a girlfriend.  doodella;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 06:22:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 06:20:03 PM
I'm happy as can be now that I have a girlfriend.  doodella;
That won't last long.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 06:29:01 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 05:24:03 PM
I'm going to go on a vomiting strike because I don't care for my esophagus and teeth anymore!


i do ;-;
i care about every single part of you   :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 10:52:16 PM
If I knew you still felt enough about me for it to upset you I wouldn't have done it. :(
I felt awful after hearing about how you feel, I'm sorry. I'm a horrible person for that. ;_;

I still want to be with you, and I did then. If you feel the same remember that I'm here, and you just need to ay.  saddood;

sorry
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:59:37 AM
I'm sorry :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 07:23:17 AM
 Clucky

Just realize Felt never really wanted to leave. He was hurt, confused, and playing with his meds.  He was going through so much that he was overwhelmed and made a wrong choice. HE IS HUMAN AFTER ALL.
 
He never really left. Not deep down.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 03:38:57 PM
I wonder if Felt will be back. I mean, he and I haven't had the BEST relationship, but he comes back...
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 04:16:07 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 03:38:57 PM
I wonder if Felt will be back. I mean, he and I haven't had the BEST relationship, but he comes back...
i got excited when i saw your post but then saw who posted, and realized it wasn't her and Felt really meant Felt this time.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 04:22:16 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 04:16:07 PM
i got excited when i saw your post but then saw who posted, and realized it wasn't her and Felt really meant Felt this time.  :(


Oh.

There's a whole subtext of this conversation that I don't understand, then. Gotcha.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 05:50:28 PM
When I talk about it sometimes I feel better but mostly I just feel like crying
I can't remember the last time something upset me this much, and it's never been in this way.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 05:55:46 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 05:50:28 PM
When I talk about it sometimes I feel better but mostly I just feel like crying
I can't remember the last time something upset me this much, and it's never been in this way.
saddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 05:58:55 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 05:55:46 PM
saddood;


It's my own fault so it's alright
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:00:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 05:58:55 PM
It's my own fault so it's alright
If you're talking about what I think you are, then it's not your fault.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:05:16 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:00:22 PM
If you're talking about what I think you are, then it's not your fault.  :(


I'm predictable, I am probably talking about exactly what you think I am.
In a lot of ways it is though, I didn't listen to what she said originally which was basically a warning. I am really unsure about what to do though because everything that has been said seems very contradictory.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:12:25 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:05:16 PM
I'm predictable, I am probably talking about exactly what you think I am.
In a lot of ways it is though, I didn't listen to what she said originally which was basically a warning. I am really unsure about what to do though because everything that has been said seems very contradictory.
What I know now is that people always don't say what they mean or really want and no matter what it will result in one of you getting hurt.
It's not your fault.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:22:33 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:12:25 PM
What I know now is that people always don't say what they mean or really want and no matter what it will result in one of you getting hurt.
It's not your fault.


I suppose you're right, and it is true but the situation feels different (which sounds like a typical thing to say when you're in the middle of something; "no, this time it's really different") I know people do and it's horrible but it's so unexpected, this is somebody I have known since the 8th grade (which is three years now) and somebody who has been very close to me since that time
I don't know I guess I am just very confused, maybe soon I will just be bitter about it and not sad. Thank you
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:33:39 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:22:33 PM
I suppose you're right, and it is true but the situation feels different (which sounds like a typical thing to say when you're in the middle of something; "no, this time it's really different") I know people do and it's horrible but it's so unexpected, this is somebody I have known since the 8th grade (which is three years now) and somebody who has been very close to me since that time
I don't know I guess I am just very confused, maybe soon I will just be bitter about it and not sad. Thank you
I was/am in a similar situation, though it might be an inverse.
I thought she didn't care anymore--she told me she didn't. She told me she disliked me and didn't even consider me a friend. But she did care and it ended up hurting her. :(

3 Years is longer than I've known her, so it probably does hurt a lot more.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:38:52 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:33:39 PM
I was/am in a similar situation, though it might be an inverse.
I thought she didn't care anymore--she told me she didn't. She told me she disliked me and didn't even consider me a friend. But she did care and it ended up hurting her. :(

3 Years is longer than I've known her, so it probably does hurt a lot more.  :(


Your situation is a confusing one, very unlike mine (not in that mine isn't confusing, I really find it to be but they are still quite different)
She hasn't told me that she dislikes me, she's actually told me the opposite and has said a lot of really beautiful things to/about me but she won't be with me (or can't?) she feels betrothed and she said these things... They were terribly sad, all of them, but I feel like anything I said back wasn't heard so now we are not speaking.

I am so upset because I am lost, I do not understand this.

Time is sort of irrelevant win it comes to matters of your heart. When you're passionate about somebody you are passionate about them.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:43:33 PM
Were they mean things, or things that just crushed you?  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:52:19 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:43:33 PM
Were they mean things, or things that just crushed you?  :(


Things that crushed me, they weren't mean. They were really nice actually though I cannot remember the conversation as well as I would like to (I had been drinking, which is a lame excuse but it got to the point where I had to refocus my eyes so that I could read the messages)

things like:
I feel betrothed
something about how the affections had always been there, just neither of us had acted and now this is the worst possible time because she's very busy and just got a job and that I'll have to wait but by that time it isn't going to matter anymore because we won't want it
and that we can be together when we are together, which I said no to and just the idea that she would even suggest that really hurt my feelings.

maybe I am being too sensitive she's very peculiar and it is hard to make sense of her, or it's just that the way I make sense of her makes me sad because she doesn't really care about anything the way one normally might.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:54:19 PM
beâ‹…trothed  [bi-trohthd, -trawtht] Show IPA Pronunciation 
â,“adjective 1.   engaged to be married: She is betrothed to that young lieutenant.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:57:08 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:54:19 PM
beâ‹…trothed  [bi-trohthd, -trawtht] Show IPA Pronunciation 
â,“adjective 1.   engaged to be married: She is betrothed to that young lieutenant.


That is why it is so unfortunate. It really makes her a lot less accessible. She loves a boy from San Francisco with eyes like the sun!
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 07:26:29 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:52:19 PM
Things that crushed me, they weren't mean. They were really nice actually though I cannot remember the conversation as well as I would like to (I had been drinking, which is a lame excuse but it got to the point where I had to refocus my eyes so that I could read the messages)

things like:
I feel betrothed
something about how the affections had always been there, just neither of us had acted and now this is the worst possible time because she's very busy and just got a job and that I'll have to wait but by that time it isn't going to matter anymore because we won't want it
and that we can be together when we are together, which I said no to and just the idea that she would even suggest that really hurt my feelings.

maybe I am being too sensitive she's very peculiar and it is hard to make sense of her, or it's just that the way I make sense of her makes me sad because she doesn't really care about anything the way one normally might.

It doesn't seem like you're being too sensitive.
It's a bit selfish and inconsiderate of her that she'd think you'd want to "be together only when you're together".
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 07:33:52 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 07:26:29 PM
It doesn't seem like you're being too sensitive.
It's a bit selfish and inconsiderate of her that she'd think you'd want to "be together only when you're together".


I'm glad it doesn't seem like it, I feel sort of that way though.
I think so too, I don't really understand why she would even suggest that...
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 10:15:13 PM
If you still care don't be afraid.  :(

I was hurt too. I was a scared little raccoon who didn't know what to do. :'(
It might have seemed like I left, but I never left the yard and was I still on your leash.  I came back scratching at the door once I realized that I'm happy with you, and not anyone else.

Would you take me back and let me in?

I'm scared and it's cold.  :(
(http://img101.imageshack.us/img101/5888/285945451004417nm0.jpg)


Really though. I'm sorry and I love you.  saddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 05:30:11 AM
(http://bp0.blogger.com/_NtmQ5x6ZERY/RyYlCsQW0KI/AAAAAAAAAZ0/Zy-l5JiGOFc/s400/Raccoon+3.JPG)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 07:41:35 AM
Does that mean I'm unwanted?  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 07:48:26 AM
jmv?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 12:22:12 PM
I want to ask her again to prove that I'm serious but I'm afraid of getting rejected.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 02:17:43 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 12:22:12 PM
I want to ask her again to prove that I'm serious but I'm afraid of getting rejected.


i think now is definitely not the time

if i'm thinking the same thing
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 02:18:26 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 02:17:43 PM
i think now is definitely not the time

if i'm thinking the same thing
not meeting
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 02:57:50 PM
One of the things that scares me the most is if you go off next year and find someone else and forget about me and I miss my chance.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 03:19:59 PM
Why do you people think I'll forget any of you. psyduck;

i store it in my memory banks
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 03:20:41 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 03:19:59 PM
Why do you people think I'll forget any of you. psyduck;

i store it in my memory banks
Not like that.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 03:21:26 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 03:20:41 PM
Not like that.
you mean like not talking to you never again and talking to new people y/n
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 03:23:45 PM
Also I feel confused and dead inside. <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 06:02:19 PM
I didn't go to school and instead I drove myself to Christown where I watched Eagle Eye, alone. I cried during all of the previews but softly, to myself.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 06:50:07 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 06:02:19 PM
I didn't go to school and instead I drove myself to Christown where I watched Eagle Eye, alone. I cried during all of the previews but softly, to myself.
are you raccoons :O
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 06:51:52 PM
I hate the fucking raccoon.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 06:53:15 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 06:50:07 PM
are you raccoons :O
I saw Eagle Eye a few weeks ago when I skipped school, and I don't think there is  Christown in MA baddood;

Also, I told you I was in school earlier. <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 06:53:52 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 06:53:15 PM
I saw Eagle Eye a few weeks ago when I skipped school, and I don't think there is  Christown in MA baddood;

Also, I told you I was in school earlier. <3

It is someone from Arizona
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 08:12:00 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 06:53:52 PM
It is someone from Arizona


Yeah but it's not a big deal.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 08:12:48 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 08:12:00 PM
Yeah but it's not a big deal.

If it was you, I hope you feel better
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 08:18:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 08:12:48 PM
If it was you, I hope you feel better


I will and thank you


When I ride my bike now I feel like throwing up because it is so cold outside. Tomorrow I really will get that Lake album from JP and we will hang out even though she has a beautiful girlfriend and say she still loves me, I am okay. I will ride my bike downtown to see Alexis and when I get down there she won't be there so I will ride my bike to JP/Gabby/Nicole and hopefully I can drink.

And then I will be better.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 09:39:15 PM
Tell me how you feel.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 09:39:34 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 09:39:15 PM
Tell me how you feel.  :(
And I mean about us.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 05:54:41 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 03:23:45 PM
Also I feel confused and dead inside. <3
i think this is clucky
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 05:58:17 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 05:54:41 AM
i think this is clucky
duh

Also I can't believe them because they say the same shit to everyone else, SO WHAT MAKES IT SPECIAL LOL.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 06:04:20 AM
your relationships are suck
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 06:13:40 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 06:04:20 AM
your relationships are suck
this is nyerp
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 06:17:18 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 06:13:40 AM
this is nyerp


how you know
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 06:56:27 AM
WHY DO YOU KEEP ASKING.

it's a n/a for a long time
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 06:56:59 AM
oh
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 07:26:33 AM
just tell me what you want.

it's not fair to hide it from me :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 07:34:13 AM
i dunno the answer
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 02:12:02 PM
I want to ask about if I wait until you're ready if anything would happen.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 02:22:13 PM
oh my god
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 02:24:14 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 02:22:13 PM
oh my god
what
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 02:26:54 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 02:24:14 PM
what


my vibrato sounds like angels right now, it's perfection  giggle;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 03:27:20 PM
I daydream about him constantly.  psyduck;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 04:29:59 PM
You dumbshit.
I like you. :|
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 06:21:28 PM
Please be a joke or miscommunication issue.  doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 07:01:39 PM
 :( and I'm crying again.

1)I wasn't asking that, but the fact that you didn't want to answer it makes me feel even worse. Is it because it's true and you don't? Is that why you are always so nice and loving with, and said it to them, but to me you refused to say it to me?

2)You got upset because of it, even though I wasn't asking that and instead got all emo and made me feel bad instead of asking what I trying to ask you.

dammit wry
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 08:01:44 PM
When you said you could lie to other people about it, but not to me did you mean it?  You said it to them and always display affection towards them. :(

and then you refused to answer it, even though it wasn't what I asked.  DSKSAJKLFJKS GODDAMMIT
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 08:03:18 PM
 WHAT THE FUCK
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 08:05:31 PM
WHY IS EVERY FUCKING QUESTION A GAME

you got upset about me leaving but won't evne tell me what you want, you wouldn't say what you wanted before that. JUST SAY IT.

you wouldn't even dsjkfsaj FUCKING TAKE THE TIME TO SEE WHAT MY QUESTION WAS BEFORE MAKING ME FEEL BAD WHEN YO UGOT ALL EMO AND SAID YOU WERE SHIT WHEN YOU'RE NOT FJUSDKLFSADJKFDKLS FUCK

stop the games with teh questions and the false apathy JJKLSDJKLFJKLADFSJKLAFSJKLFDSJKLDFSJKLFDAJKLADFSJKLADFSJDSLJKDAFSAKL;SD;FSADFK;JADSFKL;SJDF;
SOIPTST STOP STOP
FJKSDKJFLSKLJ
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 08:05:54 PM
fuck
what is wrong with me? WHY CAN'T YOU JUST TELL ME?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 08:08:30 PM
IF YOU WANT ME JUST SAY IT. DON'TI CAN WAIT UNTIL YOU'RE READY BUT RIGHT NOW DO YOU WANT ME TO WAIT WITH YOU.
I'M 100% WILLING JUST FUCKING TELL ME.

IT DOESN'T MATTER WHO YOU LIKE MORE, I'M MORE UPSET ABOUT YOU MAKING ME FEEL BAD AFTER BY GOING SUPER EMO AGAIN LIKE EVERY FUCKING TIME WE TALK ABOUT SOMETHING.

Shit.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 08:09:00 PM
Please, stop saying idk and just tell me :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 08:11:19 PM
"ily'
"happy birthday"
"so adorable"
MAKE UP YOUR MIND, THAT'S WHY I QUESTIONED IT. THEY GET ALL OF THAT, AND I DON'T. I ONLY ASKED BECAUSE OF THAT.
you told me one thing, but then went and did that and won't even answer the damn question about it. doodthing;
Were you lying to me then? why did you it to them?  DO I MEAN ANYTHING
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 08:12:37 PM
FUCK DSFKJSJKLFSKJL LOOK WHAT THIS SHIT DOES.

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME FEEL GUILTY ABOUT ANYTHING.

I CAME BACK AND ASKED TO BE WITH YOU AND YOU ARE ALL IDK IDK IDK IDK EVEN THOUDFJSDJFAJLKASDJKLDSAFJKLADFSJKLDSFD


:'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 08:38:47 PM
ok i'm done raging.  :(

I love you. :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 10:05:43 PM
I'm sorry. ;-;

also check your PM. since apparently writing you things I've been doing for months makes it ily worthy yet when i've done it every night for months i don't get one for it :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 10:07:04 PM
ps ily even if you only want to say it to them ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 05:16:18 AM
ily kewns [:
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 05:27:19 AM
Whoaa
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 06:13:30 AM
I'm happy because this guy I know likes me.
LIKE LIKE

And yeah, that's all.

I just felt happy because I thought he ignored me.
super serial
ya


Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 06:35:45 AM
he doesn't like that the person i like likes me

why :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 06:39:55 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 06:35:45 AM
he doesn't like that the person i like likes me

why :(
I didn't say that. psyduck;

Whatever.  I simply asked if me liking you makes you happy, or just other people...
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 07:11:52 AM
i
killed
boyah
>.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 02:14:05 PM
It was about you.
doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 02:14:41 PM
I am a raccoon.  doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 02:25:20 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 02:14:41 PM
I am a raccoon.  doodthing;


oh, that's not a confession  giggle;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 02:32:17 PM
i want to lick her cheek am i weird
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 02:33:50 PM
i like to drink pop
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 02:37:38 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 02:33:50 PM
i like to drink pop


I fucking lol'd.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 07:40:18 PM
You're weird. psyduck;

I'll treasure that picture of your bed forever!
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 07:41:09 PM
I'm weird.  doodhuh;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 08:25:44 PM
Most likely.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 08:59:08 PM
I DON'T GET HOW IT HURTS.

Also ps I like you still. :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:11:35 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 08:59:08 PM
I DON'T GET HOW IT HURTS.

Also ps I like you still. :3


i think you dooooo and you're just being a silly poop
you didn't seem to like when he said there was another he started to like, did youuuu
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:13:48 PM
hey clux I'll give you money if you say "ily" to kewn yes;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:18:10 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:13:48 PM
hey clux I'll give you money if you say "ily" to kewn yes;
she signed off after making me upset and then i saw this post and felt stupid for being a fire kewn ;-;
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 08:59:08 PM
I DON'T GET HOW IT HURTS.

Also ps I like you still. :3
WHICH BRINGS ME TO THE POINT
I asked you silly little question and you ignored it for 10 minutes and didn't even pay attention to the questin when you finailly replied saying someone else was cute. 

and then you are all LOL LOL and trying to make me feel guilty.



and now my wrist hurts :'(

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:19:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:18:10 PM
she signed off after making me upset and then i saw this post and felt stupid for being a fire kewn ;-;WHICH BRINGS ME TO THE POINT
I asked you silly little question and you ignored it for 10 minutes and didn't even pay attention to the questin when you finailly replied saying someone else was cute. 

and then you are all LOL LOL and trying to make me feel guilty.



and now my wrist hurts :'(



... :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:21:24 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:11:35 PM
i think you dooooo and you're just being a silly poop
you didn't seem to like when he said there was another he started to like, did youuuu
it was weird
i didn't care at first until he kept asking me questions plz
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:21:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:18:10 PM
she signed off after making me upset and then i saw this post and felt stupid for being a fire kewn ;-;WHICH BRINGS ME TO THE POINT
I asked you silly little question and you ignored it for 10 minutes and didn't even pay attention to the questin when you finailly replied saying someone else was cute. 

and then you are all LOL LOL and trying to make me feel guilty.



and now my wrist hurts :'(



quit fucking hurting yourself :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:22:57 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:21:24 PM
it was weird
i didn't care at first until he kept asking me questions plz

whatever
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:27:03 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:18:10 PM
she signed off after making me upset and then i saw this post and felt stupid for being a fire kewn ;-;WHICH BRINGS ME TO THE POINT
I asked you silly little question and you ignored it for 10 minutes and didn't even pay attention to the questin when you finailly replied saying someone else was cute. 

and then you are all LOL LOL and trying to make me feel guilty.


and now my wrist hurts :'(


oh no ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:29:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:18:10 PM
she signed off after making me upset and then i saw this post and felt stupid for being a fire kewn ;-;WHICH BRINGS ME TO THE POINT
I asked you silly little question and you ignored it for 10 minutes and didn't even pay attention to the questin when you finailly replied saying someone else was cute. 

and then you are all LOL LOL and trying to make me feel guilty.



and now my wrist hurts :'(


if it was small question why do you care so much about it
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:31:02 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:29:59 PM
if it was small question why do you care so much about it
It was more of you singing off like that.

and maybe a little because you were all lol isn't she cute and still refused to answer yesterday and always show them affection and only go "i sitll like you :3" but never try to show it ;-;

BUT MY WRIST IS FINE THANKS 4 ASKING
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:31:43 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:31:02 PM
It was more of you singing off like that.

and maybe a little because you were all lol isn't she cute and still refused to answer yesterday and always show them affection and only go "i sitll like you :3" but never try to show it ;-;

BUT MY WRIST IS FINE THANKS 4 ASKING
thanks for that wonderful explanation <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:33:46 PM
or maybe sotp ignoring me and apologize and actually care idk ;dsjkaskjldfsdkdfsd




why do you hate me
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:35:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:33:46 PM
or maybe sotp ignoring me and apologize and actually care idk ;dsjkaskjldfsdkdfsd




why do you hate me
i care about that monster accidentally lasering your wrist because it is a perfect explanation totally not avoiding anything
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:35:33 PM
sodomy
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:36:19 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:35:22 PM
i care about that monster accidentally lasering your wrist because it is a perfect explanation totally not avoiding anything
or you could answer me on aim perhaps if you want a real explanation.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:36:24 PM
you hate me for arguing after my bedtime :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:36:54 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:36:24 PM
you hate me for arguing after my bedtime :'(
THAT IS WHY I FUCKING BURNED MYSELF

STOP SAYING I HATE YOU
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:38:01 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:36:54 PM
THAT IS WHY I FUCKING BURNED MYSELF

STOP SAYING I HATE YOU
I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU WOULD STOP
also stop saying that i hate you |:
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:39:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:38:01 PM
I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU WOULD STOP
also stop saying that i hate you |:
I didn't think.

You signed off and I was like f and grabbed the lighter.

it all happened in like .2 seconds.


WILL YOU ANSWER ME ON AIM DAMMIT
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 10:08:55 PM
Sometimes it feels like you really think i'm an actual raccoon, with the emotional needs and workings included.

If you forgot, I am really a person with feelings and such.  :(
Not being ignored, being listened to when I ask for something, being able to know something, it's something any person needs, including me.

even if occasional, a simple gesture every now and then to show you care would be nice. even animals get it with a pat on the head or a new chew toy: i just get ignored or fear of you saying how you feel. :'( or something to show appreciation if you do feel that of course.


Also, I really didn't think about burning myself. You signed off after I asked you not to do that(which you did again a few minutes ago) and I felt like fffffff and grabbed the lighter and ended up burning myself before I even realized I was holding the lighter.  Sorry. I promise that there wasn't any forethought into it.  saddood;

if you never want to say it, okay, but ily  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 07:01:35 AM
If you knew how long I cried last night you wouldn't say I hate you. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 07:03:38 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 07:01:35 AM
If you knew how long I cried last night you wouldn't say I hate you. :(
i dont think that requires crying
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 07:20:35 AM
he doesn't deserve this constant shit you guys get into just about every three days; frickin be nice to him, he's a nice boy
for me
please

you make me feel guilty for saying things to you that you go and rub in his face
i really want you to not do that, i don't want him to subconsciously form a ball of hate towards me  :(


ps, i still love your butthole <3  wub;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:05:06 PM
sometimes i forget we're together now that she never talks to me anymore
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:20:38 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:05:06 PM
sometimes i forget we're together now that she never talks to me anymore
wut
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:21:55 PM
i just finished crying
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:22:30 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:20:38 PM
wut
Wasn't me.
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:21:55 PM
i just finished crying
Are you mocking me nerp



Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:23:07 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:22:30 PM
Wasn't me. Are you mocking me nerp






j/k :)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:24:25 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:23:07 PM
j/k :)
Oh, you little tumbleweed. :)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:39:07 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:21:55 PM
i just finished crying
oh what a coincidence
i just finished burning myself ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:40:25 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:39:07 PM
oh what a coincidence
i just finished burning myself ;)
skfkjsdjkfs stop :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:47:09 PM
what did i do wrong?  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 02:10:19 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:40:25 PM
skfkjsdjkfs stop :(
why did i get the askldfjsakdd while nyerp got the tumbleweed comment

you like him more ;_;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 02:11:34 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 02:10:19 PM
why did i get the askldfjsakdd while nyerp got the tumbleweed comment

you like him more ;_;
i like you more but you keep making fun of me and not talking :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 02:47:26 PM
when im in bed i spread my ass cheecks and fart on my hand then i smell my hand
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: CM Wrench on November 09, 2008, 03:47:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 02:47:26 PM
when im in bed i spread my ass cheecks and fart on my hand then i smell my hand

what the fuck cameron
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 03:53:02 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 02:47:26 PM
when im in bed i spread my ass cheecks and fart on my hand then i smell my hand

what
teach me how to fart on command
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 05:50:35 PM
If you really like me then why do you treat me like this and ignore and try to make me jealous?  :(

It makes me feel worthless and unloved.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 05:51:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 02:47:26 PM
when im in bed i spread my ass cheecks and fart on my hand then i smell my hand


lmao
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:00:08 PM
STOP BEING SO SENSITIVE
AND JEALOUS

That's why I ignored you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:02:42 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:00:08 PM
STOP BEING SO SENSITIVE
AND JEALOUS

That's why I ignored you.


considering the insensitive shit you've repeatedly pulled on him, i'd say he has every right to be sensitive to your dumbassery

and that's a terrible reason to ignore someone
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:04:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:02:42 PM
considering the insensitive shit you've repeatedly pulled on him, i'd say he has every right to be sensitive to your dumbassery

and that's a terrible reason to ignore someone
He gets sad at every little thing.
EVERY LITTLE THING
AAAH
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:05:33 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:04:32 PM
He gets sad at every little thing.
EVERY LITTLE THING
AAAH



every negative thing hurts a lot more when it comes from someone you really care about

are you completely devoid of common sense?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:07:21 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:05:33 PM
every negative thing hurts a lot more when it comes from someone you really care about

are you completely devoid of common sense?
probably
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:10:39 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:00:08 PM
STOP BEING SO SENSITIVE
AND JEALOUS

That's why I ignored you.
If you're intentionally posting commetns to make me jealous and always acting like you're happy if osmeone writes you something or likes you and never tell me about when I do, it kind of hurts and makes me feel inferior.
When you go "ily" to everyone else but not me, it hurts.  When you go around saying happy birthday to everyone, and saying Iily to them, it's kind of hurtful when yo udon't say it ot me.
I have the right ot be jealous when you don't even give me basic affection. :(

and you started ignoriong me and were like LOL U HAET ME last night, which is why i burned myself.

fuck you
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:12:11 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:10:39 PM
If you're intentionally posting commetns to make me jealous and always acting like you're happy if osmeone writes you something or likes you and never tell me about when I do, it kind of hurts and makes me feel inferior.
When you go "ily" to everyone else but not me, it hurts.  When you go around saying happy birthday to everyone, and saying Iily to them, it's kind of hurtful when yo udon't say it ot me.
I have the right ot be jealous when you don't even give me basic affection. :(

and you started ignoriong me and were like LOL U HAET ME last night, which is why i burned myself.

fuck you
It's weird to give you affection. :X
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:12:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:12:11 PM
It's weird to give you affection. :X
but you do to everone else
and why is it weird
and stop with your fucking bitch emotes you damn cunt.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:16:58 PM
okay guys
both sides:
let's have an adult conversation here
we can get our point across with insults
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:17:05 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:12:53 PM
but you do to everone else
and why is it weird
and stop with your fucking bitch emotes you damn cunt.
:3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:17:21 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:16:58 PM
okay guys
both sides:
let's have an adult conversation here
we can get our point across with insults


*WITHOUT
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:44:56 PM
ASDJAKLDJDJKDLDKLJASKLDJADJAKSJD
ASDLKAS;LDKADKASD
AS;LDA'DLADL;DKA;L'D

AAAAAAAAAAAAD;AKD;'KASDLADK'ADKASKDLKL;
FFFFFFFSD;LKFAS;'KAKF;DS'F
FASFA'SF
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:45:17 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:44:56 PM
ASDJAKLDJDJKDLDKLJASKLDJADJAKSJD
ASDLKAS;LDKADKASD
AS;LDA'DLADL;DKA;L'D

AAAAAAAAAAAAD;AKD;'KASDLADK'ADKASKDLKL;
FFFFFFFSD;LKFAS;'KAKF;DS'F
FASFA'SF
what baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Thyme on November 09, 2008, 07:59:26 PM
I made the This is your thread thread. :O

All for you, [you]. giggle;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 08:27:09 PM
Quote from: Thyme on November 09, 2008, 07:59:26 PM
I made the This is your thread thread. :O

All for you, [you]. giggle;


Oh toi.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 09:40:17 PM
I am very concerned with several things.
Also, I don't want to be the trouble. Also, I don't want to go to school tomorrow.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 10:37:53 PM
I can't stand myself 90% of the time.

I hate my lack of control over some emotions.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 10:44:16 PM
I hope I can get some sleep last night.

I spent an hour and a half crying about it last night, and once I fell asleep I had a dream and woke up and cried again.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 10:59:21 PM
I hate the compare people app on facebook because I always forget to check the anonymous box...
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 11:02:55 PM
Wait that's not anonymous by default? O_0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 11:19:07 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 11:02:55 PM
Wait that's not anonymous by default? O_0
Nope
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 11:30:58 PM
Well, huh. How do you find out who chose you for something?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 10, 2008, 03:24:10 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 11:30:58 PM
Well, huh. How do you find out who chose you for something?


i get a notification about it
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 10, 2008, 09:19:55 AM
What do I do? I promised...
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 10, 2008, 11:07:41 AM
I didn't go to school today because I feel horrible and because of how confused I was last night. I am going to go over to my mom's but if she isn't there I do not want to wait forever and today I listened to the most wonderful album. I slept so long I feel ill and now my dad expects me to go to my last two classes, which I won't. I'll go the opposite way.
Go to Mom's. I have some stuff. Sleep some more. Watch Ghost World and forget about everything.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 10, 2008, 12:10:11 PM
I am the world's biggest loser. smithicide;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 10, 2008, 12:19:03 PM
The reason I try to find out stuff isn't for purposes that she'd expect.
I guess it's a difference in though processes.
It's not to try stalking, or anything.

I just know so little, that even learning the smallest thing--a name, a color, a location, a number, a picture, and such--feels like an accomplishment and it makes me happy.

She may think it's more sneaky than that, but it really is just an innocent thing where I enjoy learning about her, her life, and people she talks to.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 10, 2008, 12:58:52 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 10, 2008, 12:10:11 PM
I am the world's biggest loser. smithicide;


um no baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 10, 2008, 01:29:30 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 10, 2008, 12:58:52 PM
um no baddood;
what makes you think that :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 10, 2008, 02:19:04 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 10, 2008, 12:19:03 PM
The reason I try to find out stuff isn't for purposes that she'd expect.
I guess it's a difference in though processes.
It's not to try stalking, or anything.

I just know so little, that even learning the smallest thing--a name, a color, a location, a number, a picture, and such--feels like an accomplishment and it makes me happy.

She may think it's more sneaky than that, but it really is just an innocent thing where I enjoy learning about her, her life, and people she talks to.


if this is talking about who i think it is - i feel the same way.
i just want you to open up to me, to trust me. i won't hurt you, i'm real gentle, i promise.
JUST OPEN UP YOUR HEART AND LET IT FLOW INTO MEEEEEEE. <3
i love you. :]
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 10, 2008, 02:22:39 PM
that makes it more difficult for me >:(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 10, 2008, 05:50:52 PM
I want to shove a burning metal rod into my eye.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 10, 2008, 11:47:56 PM
why must people ignore other people when they say they wont
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 12:10:50 AM
Quote from: TylerJetterz on November 11, 2008, 12:08:58 AM
I want to lick Hime until she's screaming in a shower of gooey orgasms.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 12:18:30 AM
I love her regardless of her difficulty.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:09:33 AM
I am very confused.
I told you Happy Veterans Day so you called me  beautiful but then it stops. I don't get it and it makes me sad.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:35:39 AM
I smoked pot for the first time yesterday.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:38:03 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:35:39 AM
I smoked pot for the first time yesterday.
Did you like it?

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:39:41 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:38:03 AM
Did you like it?


Why, yes. Yes I did.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:54:23 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:39:41 AM
Why, yes. Yes I did.


You're weak.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:54:40 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:54:23 AM
You're weak.
no u
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:57:23 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:39:41 AM
Why, yes. Yes I did.
Welcome to the secret society.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:02:11 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:54:40 AM
no u


Have fun with your black lungs.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:17:35 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:02:11 AM
Have fun with your black lungs.
weed is good for you
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:27:56 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:17:35 AM
weed is good for you


Oh, I thought that just said "I smoked for the first time yesterday".
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:52:20 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:27:56 AM
Oh, I thought that just said "I smoked for the first time yesterday".
I wasn't the person who posted that.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 11:28:12 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:52:20 AM
I wasn't the person who posted that.


person who posted what
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 06:10:00 PM
...not again... :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 06:15:58 PM
We used to do that.  Now you do the same thing with someone else and it doesn't feel the same as if I were to do it.  :(
It's also really early.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 06:18:08 PM
I submitted too early.

But yeah, if I did t now it wouldn't be the same.  I enjoyed it before because it felt nice, but now it's like dskkdfs idk.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 07:49:51 PM
boobs are awesome
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 08:00:33 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 07:49:51 PM
boobs are awesome
not a confession, unless you're either (not both) female or supposedly gay.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 08:03:15 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 08:00:33 PM
not a confession, unless you're either (not both) female or supposedly gay.

I know. Not many things here are confessions and I felt like posting something random. Cameron isn't here to make something random so yeah
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 08:06:02 PM
Do you think that it's possible for me to be harbouring a secret from Boyah?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 08:07:37 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:17:35 AM
weed is good for you


uh, no, it still carries negative affects associated with inhaling the smoke

it's not really "good" for you, it just has a nicer feel-good effect and is less addictive than, say, tobacco
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 08:08:52 PM
i am a heron

DON'T BAN ME, JMV. I'M JUST JOKING.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:23:13 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:17:35 AM
weed is good for you
yay memory loss
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:28:00 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:23:13 PM
yay memory loss
yay medicinal effects.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:46:56 PM
Can I just have one, please?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:52:25 PM
 hocuspocus;
druuuuuuuugs
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:32:53 PM
I actually like the Nickelodeon cartoons like Fairly Odd Parents, Spongebob, Jimmy Neutron, Avatar, and some of the older canceled ones.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:48:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:32:53 PM
I actually like the Nickelodeon cartoons like Fairly Odd Parents, Spongebob, Jimmy Neutron, Avatar, and some of the older canceled ones.


Fairly Odd Parents and Jimmy Neutron suck

older Spongebob is great, at least mostly

Avatar is mediocre...extremely unoriginal and stereotyped, but overall not too bad

Hey Arnold was the best show ever on Nick
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 06:39:38 AM
DUMB BITCH HELGA
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 11:42:02 AM
i'm fat
HOLY SHIT I AM FAT AAH :'(

Or my face is more poofier.
hormones y/n
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 12:06:23 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 08:03:15 PM
I know. Not many things here are confessions and I felt like posting something random. Cameron isn't here to make something random so yeah
hi cam
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 12:18:09 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:54:23 AM
You're weak.
What makes you think that? akudood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 12:32:14 PM
I wonder if I would completely disconnect from everyone if they died sooner than I expected. ;_;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 12:38:47 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 12:32:14 PM
I wonder if I would completely disconnect from everyone if they died sooner than I expected. ;_;
who ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 12:43:03 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 12:38:47 PM
who ;-;
not telling
also they're the real reason why I have a purpose in life as of now since I can't create one for myself yet ;_;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 12:49:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 12:43:03 PM
not telling
also they're the real reason why I have a purpose in life as of now since I can't create one for myself yet ;_;
;-; who
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 01:13:30 PM
I care about karma. saddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 01:27:49 PM
Dammit.  When I typed something I meant before, someone else had to quote it and try adding on to it, cheapening what I wrote.  :(

I want to talk about something and I don't know if I'd be able to keep attention.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 01:47:19 PM
he's so cute when he complains about his dick <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 01:49:05 PM
My giirlfriend is a conservative republican and I haven't the heart to yell at her
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 01:49:17 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 01:47:19 PM
he's so cute when he complains about his dick <3


What are you talking about? I never complain about my dick... giggle;

[spoiler]in before not classic spam;[/spoiler]
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Thyme on November 12, 2008, 01:49:53 PM
Oops, forgot to be an idiot. Well,m I think I was obvious enough anyway. giggle;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 01:52:41 PM
i only complain because i dont like being compared and then i get afraid of being cheated on :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:00:19 PM
We share a covelant bond.
I am dihydrogen
You are oxygen
Together we make a splash, with plenty of O coming from us. ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:04:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:00:19 PM
We share a covelant bond.
I am dihydrogen
You are oxygen
Together we make a splash, with plenty of O coming from us. ;)


well we know who wrote this one ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:12:55 PM
I got some trioxygen in my Coke.  saddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:22:02 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:00:19 PM
We share a covelant bond.
I am dihydrogen
You are oxygen
Together we make a splash, with plenty of O coming from us. ;)
i don't get it
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 01:52:41 PM
i only complain because i dont like being compared and then i get afraid of being cheated on :'(
everyone cheats because someone has a bigger penis
i've seen it happen all the time ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:23:39 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:22:02 PM
i don't get iteveryone cheats because someone has a bigger penis
i've seen it happen all the time ;)
;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Magyarorszag on November 12, 2008, 02:26:34 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:00:19 PM
We share a covelant bond.
I am dihydrogen
You are oxygen
Together we make a splash, with plenty of O coming from us. ;)
holy shit i'm going to use that AWESOME
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:30:45 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:23:39 PM
;-;
I DON'T GET IT EXPLAIN IT
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:57:26 PM
I consider you a flirty friend. ;_;

WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME TELL YOU THINGS I DON'T WANT YOU TO KNOW
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:58:42 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:57:26 PM
I consider you a flirty friend. ;_;

WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME TELL YOU THINGS I DON'T WANT YOU TO KNOW
I'm not.  I said nevermind like 3 times.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:20:31 PM
:(
[spoiler](http://i33.tinypic.com/24kxsaq.jpg)[/spoiler]
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on November 12, 2008, 04:22:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:20:31 PM
:(
[spoiler](http://i33.tinypic.com/24kxsaq.jpg)[/spoiler]
...What the fuck?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:23:08 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:20:31 PM
:(
[spoiler](http://i33.tinypic.com/24kxsaq.jpg)[/spoiler]
Oh Jesus Christ. smithicide;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:33:57 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:20:31 PM
:(
[spoiler](http://i33.tinypic.com/24kxsaq.jpg)[/spoiler]


NO NO NO NO NO

YOU STOP THAT RIGHT NOW

DON'T EVER LET ME SEE THAT AGAIN  madood;

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:35:11 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:33:57 PM
NO NO NO NO NO

YOU STOP THAT RIGHT NOW

DON'T EVER LET ME SEE THAT AGAIN  madood;


yeah next time dont tell anyone about it we don't want to see it or hear of it
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:51:23 PM
I want to cry now. Why them?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 05:29:23 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:35:11 PM
yeah next time dont tell anyone about it we don't want to see it or hear of it


i love how you twist my shit around, asshole
i said to stop, but apparently you didn't catch that even though it was in caps  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 05:31:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:51:23 PM
I want to cry now. Why them?

Huh?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 05:32:27 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 05:29:23 PM
i love how you twist my shit around, asshole
i said to stop, but apparently you didn't catch that even though it was in caps  baddood;
i wasn't twisting what you said around i was explaining how i felt  doodhuh;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 05:34:54 PM
when I say "I'm baking a cake!" I really mean "I love you"
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 05:37:39 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:20:31 PM
:(
[spoiler](http://i33.tinypic.com/24kxsaq.jpg)[/spoiler]


No, no, no. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 05:45:48 PM
I just realized repeating things over and over that strike a chord within me in a creepy manner makes me extremely uncomfortable.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 05:55:41 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 05:45:48 PM
I just realized repeating things over and over that strike a chord within me in a creepy manner makes me extremely uncomfortable.


rly nao ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 06:52:05 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:20:31 PM
:(
[spoiler](http://i33.tinypic.com/24kxsaq.jpg)[/spoiler]
...

Get some help. doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:06:57 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 06:52:05 PM
...

Get some help. doodthing;

I don't know where to go.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:07:33 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:06:57 PM
I don't know where to go.
jmv
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:07:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:06:57 PM
I don't know where to go.
Also therapy is veruh expensive.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:07:59 PM
I am only a toy to everyone. </3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:08:18 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:07:44 PM
Also therapy is veruh expensive.




was that you who posted that picture?  O_0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:08:49 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:06:57 PM
I don't know where to go.
friends
some local groups deal with that kind of stuff too
just find some in some way
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:08:54 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:07:59 PM
I am only a toy to everyone. </3
Wrong. </3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:10:03 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:07:44 PM
Also therapy is veruh expensive.


MY INSURANCE COVERS IT.  baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:08:49 PM
friends
some local groups deal with that kind of stuff too
just find some in some way
no baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:10:20 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:08:49 PM
friends
some local groups deal with that kind of stuff too
just find some in some way
You can take a risk of talking to friends if you want to risk their happiness. </3
Local groups would usually just put you in therapy.

Ways to cope is hard.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:11:34 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:10:03 PM
no baddood;
well therapy is the only good way but it's not an option
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on November 12, 2008, 07:11:49 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:11:34 PM
well therapy is the only good way but it's not an option
I quoted the wrong post lol.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:12:40 PM
Quote from: Kewn on November 12, 2008, 07:11:49 PM
I quoted the wrong post lol.

JMV, what do you suggest?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:14:20 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:10:03 PM
MY INSURANCE COVERS IT.  baddood;no baddood;

SO DID MINES
But don't they record that shit in your records and jobs will see y/n
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:20:58 PM
:'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:22:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:12:40 PM
JMV, what do you suggest?
That you get therapy before you do some stupid shit like me.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:27:28 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:22:40 PM
That you get therapy before you do some stupid shit like me.


shut the fuck up, everyone makes mistakes  baddood;
you just need to learn how to learn from them and not make them again ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:30:48 PM
I just pinched a huge loaf
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:32:04 PM
Sometimes I trace a line out with a knife on my skin.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:34:52 PM
I'm probably more eager about the census results than I should normally be and JMV not wanting to post them makes me sad. saddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:36:11 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:34:52 PM
I'm probably more eager about the census results than I should normally be and JMV not wanting to post them makes me sad. saddood;
Me too, actually. saddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on November 12, 2008, 07:41:18 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:34:52 PM
I'm probably more eager about the census results than I should normally be and JMV not wanting to post them makes me sad. saddood;
I am posting them.

I just meant individual results lol.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Thyme on November 12, 2008, 07:42:19 PM
Quote from: Kewn on November 12, 2008, 07:41:18 PM
I am posting them.

I just meant individual results lol.


Oh. giggle;

Yeah, you can keep the individual results for yourself. O_0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 08:35:43 PM
A friend of mine plays MapleStory and has gotten me to play quite a bit, to the point of me having a lv52 Cleric in it.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 08:42:04 PM
bluaki hurt my feelings a little when she said i wasn't her friend. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Nurse Hensa on November 12, 2008, 09:01:23 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:20:31 PM
:(
[spoiler](http://i33.tinypic.com/24kxsaq.jpg)[/spoiler]
oh god please tell me that's not actually anyone from here  :( >.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 09:14:54 PM
dont worry ProtectedMember32 i only burn[ed] myself.

i stopped except for that one slipup
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 09:49:04 PM
Will I ever be able to see her?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 11:45:29 AM
I went elsewhere and I want to cry.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 02:56:12 PM
WHAT DID I EVEN DO?  :(

I hate her ;_;
No, this isn't about a user here.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:03:43 PM
Quote from: Mimi on November 12, 2008, 09:01:23 PM
oh god please tell me that's not actually anyone from here  :( >.<

It is.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:24:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 02:56:12 PM
WHAT DID I EVEN DO?  :(

I hate her ;_;
No, this isn't about a user here.


your mom?  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:29:34 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:03:43 PM
It is.
>.< >.< >.< >.< >.< :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:37:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:29:34 PM
>.< >.< >.< >.< >.< :(


>.<  >.<  >.<  :(
>.<  >.<  >.<  :(
>.< >.< >.<  :( >.< >.< >.< :( >.< >.< >.< :(
>.< >.< >.< :( >.< >.< >.< :( >.< >.< >.< :(
>.< >.< >.< :( >.< >.< >.< :( >.< >.< >.< :( :( :(

mozart?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:41:53 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:24:32 PM
your mom?  :(
YES
I was cooking food and she came here and started yelling at me and complaining about me missing school before and not having a job and never doing anything.

I fucking hate her.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:45:26 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:41:53 PM
YES
I was cooking food and she came here and started yelling at me and complaining about me missing school before and not having a job and never doing anything.

I fucking hate her.


why are you missing school? :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:50:51 PM
 I get confused. Am I the only one?    :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:54:32 PM
Boyager is one person.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 04:19:57 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:45:26 PM
why are you missing school? :(
Because I suck at it and I'm just wasting my teachers' time and the state's money.  bassir;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 04:20:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 04:19:57 PM
Because I suck at it and I'm just wasting my teachers' time and the state's money.  bassir;


wait so you don't pay for any of it yourself?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 04:22:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 04:20:32 PM
wait so you don't pay for any of it yourself?
I guess I do, but idk.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 04:24:44 PM
i'm hunfry
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 04:40:11 PM
this will be the best christman ever
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 04:55:08 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 04:40:11 PM
this will be the best christman ever
I'm not even looking forward to Christmas.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 05:09:08 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 04:40:11 PM
this will be the best christman ever
Kazzy Wazzy  giggle;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 06:40:00 PM
I'm sad.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 06:41:47 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 06:40:00 PM
I'm sad.
As am I. :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 06:42:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 06:41:47 PM
As am I. :'(


Then we're sad together lots of miles apart. That could be comforting :) nothing like that ever helps so much though.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 06:43:26 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 06:42:40 PM
Then we're sad together lots of miles apart. That could be comforting :) nothing like that ever helps so much though.
Unfortunately. :'(
who are you pls
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 06:47:55 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 06:43:26 PM
Unfortunately. :'(
who are you pls


who are you :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 06:48:51 PM
I regret making this as big and noticeable as it is.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 06:49:52 PM
i regret getting paul mccartney tattooed on my ass
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: bluaki on November 13, 2008, 07:47:25 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 08:42:04 PM
bluaki hurt my feelings a little when she said i wasn't her friend. :(
Oh.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 07:52:23 PM
Quote from: bluaki on November 13, 2008, 07:47:25 PM
Oh.
you mean person i hope your penis gets bitten by a snake and swells up so you have to think about it  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: bluaki on November 13, 2008, 07:54:42 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 07:52:23 PM
you mean person i hope your penis gets bitten by a snake and swells up so you have to think about it  :(
Meh
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 08:06:48 PM
Quote from: bluaki on November 13, 2008, 07:54:42 PM
Meh
why are you so mean blazikenprince
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: bluaki on November 13, 2008, 08:10:26 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 08:06:48 PM
why are you so mean blazikenprince
huh?
Also I don't mean to be mean
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 08:28:14 PM
Quote from: bluaki on November 13, 2008, 08:10:26 PM
huh?
Also I don't mean to be mean
but you said oh ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 09:32:48 PM
Maybe the reason is because I'm a bad person...
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 14, 2008, 05:48:00 PM
Today I was sitting in traffic at a red light and staring out the window. I saw a couple holding hands and standing really close under an umbrella.

I felt really jealous and a bit depressed.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 14, 2008, 05:50:39 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 14, 2008, 05:48:00 PM
Today I was sitting in traffic at a red light and staring out the window. I saw a couple holding hands and standing really close under an umbrella.

I felt really jealous and a bit depressed.

That happens a lot to me, too saddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 14, 2008, 05:51:55 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 14, 2008, 05:48:00 PM
Today I was sitting in traffic at a red light and staring out the window. I saw a couple holding hands and standing really close under an umbrella.

I felt really jealous and a bit depressed.
I get the same way. smithicide;
I see a couple doing adorable things together and that's when I think "When will my turn come? :'("
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 14, 2008, 06:09:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 14, 2008, 05:48:00 PM
Today I was sitting in traffic at a red light and staring out the window. I saw a couple holding hands and standing really close under an umbrella.

I felt really jealous and a bit depressed.
I feel the same, except I'd like to ruin their moment out of jealousy. saddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 14, 2008, 08:27:11 PM
You might think it's funny or cute but it really does hurt and makes me want to cry.

It makes me feel completely inferior and replaced.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 14, 2008, 08:28:44 PM
Her phone got thrown against the wall and now the future is uncertain?

fffffff
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 14, 2008, 10:02:27 PM
 :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 14, 2008, 10:11:58 PM
I said wait... saddood;
And you know. Why won't you just say I suck and you value their time more?
Even though I did all of that stuff first.

and then you showed me the PMs and ignore mine and now i feel like shit ;_;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 15, 2008, 06:51:21 AM
WHY DO YOU DO THIS  >.<
IT DOESN'T MAKE ANYONE FEEL GOOD
YOU'RE GOING TO RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIP
STOP IT
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 15, 2008, 05:35:02 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 14, 2008, 10:11:58 PM
I said wait... saddood;
And you know. Why won't you just say I suck and you value their time more?
Even though I did all of that stuff first.

and then you showed me the PMs and ignore mine and now i feel like shit ;_;
You haven't heard enough Goldfrapp. :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 15, 2008, 05:38:09 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 15, 2008, 05:35:02 PM
You haven't heard enough Goldfrapp. :(
you're not funny when you ignore me ;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: bluaki on November 15, 2008, 09:48:36 PM
I have not ever heard of <insert nearly any band name here> nor <insert nearly any actor/actress name here> before.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 15, 2008, 09:49:44 PM
Quote from: bluaki on November 15, 2008, 09:48:36 PM
I have not ever heard of <insert nearly any band name here> nor <insert nearly any actor/actress name here> before.


uncultured swine
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Magyarorszag on November 15, 2008, 09:49:56 PM
Quote from: bluaki on November 15, 2008, 09:48:36 PM
I have not ever heard of <insert nearly any band name here> nor <insert nearly any actor/actress name here> before.
Same, unfortunately. Just two more things that make conversing with me incredibly awkward. befuddlement
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Thyme on November 15, 2008, 11:08:59 PM
In my case, it's <insert any classic/cult movie title here>.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Classic on November 15, 2008, 11:28:44 PM
Quote from: Thyme on November 15, 2008, 11:08:59 PM
In my case, it's <insert any classic/cult movie title here>.

:(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Thyme on November 15, 2008, 11:37:59 PM
Quote from: TylerJetterz on November 15, 2008, 11:28:44 PM
:(


You can shove that copy of The Sound of Music where I think, Classic. ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 15, 2008, 11:38:32 PM
Quote from: Thyme on November 15, 2008, 11:37:59 PM
You can shove that copy of The Sound of Music where I think, Classic. ;)

The hills are alive.  n_u
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Classic on November 15, 2008, 11:38:58 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 15, 2008, 11:38:32 PM
The hills are alive.  n_u

Forgot to be an idiot.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 16, 2008, 01:42:03 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 15, 2008, 11:38:32 PM
The hills are alive.  n_u


Forgot to be an idiot.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Samus Aran on November 16, 2008, 01:42:53 AM
god damn it, i really DID forget to be an idiot that time
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 16, 2008, 08:29:04 AM
DEAR BOYAH,
between the hours of eight pm last night to eleven am this morning i went through a huge emotional breakdown.
but now i'm better. <3

LOVE,
YOUR SECRET ADMIRER
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 16, 2008, 09:21:07 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 16, 2008, 08:29:04 AM
DEAR BOYAH,
between the hours of eight pm last night to eleven am this morning i went through a huge emotional breakdown.
but now i'm better. <3

LOVE,
YOUR SECRET ADMIRER
Emotional breakdowns are cool.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 16, 2008, 09:24:12 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 16, 2008, 09:21:07 AM
Emotional breakdowns are cool.


You're cool.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Thyme on November 16, 2008, 10:07:38 PM
I want to make an alt account named Robert, go in the chat thread, quote one of Classic's posts and go:

Hey baby. ;D
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 16, 2008, 10:22:51 PM
I felt really good and loved when she asked me to help.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 16, 2008, 11:50:34 PM
I often feel like I'm doing a whole lot of stuff. But when I look back, I feel like I've accomplished next to nothing, then get a little depressed saddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 02:26:41 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 16, 2008, 11:50:34 PM
I often feel like I'm doing a whole lot of stuff. But when I look back, I feel like I've accomplished next to nothing, then get a little depressed saddood;
Oh I'm reversed.
I think I'm doing nothing but I've actually been doing a shitload.

My negative mindset makes me want to use my x-acto knife.
Just one slice with that motherfucker and <3.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 02:27:27 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 16, 2008, 10:22:51 PM
I felt really good and loved when she asked me to help.
I hate asking people for help.

It makes me feel inferior against the woolly mammoths.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 04:19:02 AM
Am I the only one who finds Bluaki creepy?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 11:41:58 AM
I cried several times.

I hate myself the most.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 11:44:19 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 11:41:58 AM
I cried several times.

I hate myself the most.
:'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 12:00:31 PM
It was probably my fault.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 12:01:19 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 12:00:31 PM
It was probably my fault.
That's what I always say. <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 12:06:07 PM
Did I do something wrong?  saddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: bluaki on November 17, 2008, 01:22:23 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 04:19:02 AM
Am I the only one who finds Bluaki creepy?
No.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 02:27:17 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 04:19:02 AM
Am I the only one who finds Bluaki creepy?


I want his nutsack.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 02:37:31 PM
I want to know what's wrong; I'm a good helper. I'M A GOOD LISTENER.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 08:33:06 PM
I like learning about them.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: bluaki on November 17, 2008, 08:36:23 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 02:27:17 PM
I want his nutsack.
I don't.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 09:29:46 PM
I am listening to something so great I couldn't ever be sad.

Blue ocean blue :)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 11:58:12 PM
Quote from: bluaki on November 17, 2008, 08:36:23 PM
I don't.
lol
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 03:33:16 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 02:37:31 PM
I want to know what's wrong; I'm a good helper. I'M A GOOD LISTENER.  :(
NOTHING IS WRONG WITH YOU LAWL

If you're the person I'm thinking about. ;)
Quote from: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 09:29:46 PM
I am listening to something so great I couldn't ever be sad.

Blue ocean blue :)


It dealt with niggers and self image, even though it probably wasn't an insult...I was sleepy and confused and etc. ;_;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 03:34:20 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 09:29:46 PM
I am listening to something so great I couldn't ever be sad.

Blue ocean blue :)
Oh I messed up the above quote.

I think of a faggot and then I get happy for a few moments before I suddenly realize how shitty I am. giggle;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 03:37:25 AM
Also the fag smells and is silly. ;_;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 11:55:23 AM
I didn't want to show it but it eventually happened in front of everyone. Maybe I'm just a pathetic person for crying.

No one really likes me, nor do they want me.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 11:55:32 AM
I struggle with myself
hoping I might change a little
hoping that I might be someone I wanna be

looking out I want to know someone might care
looking out I want a reason to be there
cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you
and I don't know what I'll do without you

looking out I want to know some way might clear
looking out I want a reason to repair
cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you
and I don't know what I'll do without you
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on November 18, 2008, 11:57:03 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 11:55:23 AMNo one really likes me, nor do they want me.


Bullshit.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 12:06:41 PM
Stop asking if you've done anything.

It's nothing related to anyone here.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 12:23:31 PM
You're not the only one.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 12:48:55 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 12:06:41 PM
Stop asking if you've done anything.

It's nothing related to anyone here.
Then why won't you talk to me? :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 12:53:37 PM
Your eating excuse is retarded.

You were posting, and you had just posted before I signed off. You could have said brb.
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 12:23:31 PM
You're not the only one.

what.

And if I didn't do anything why do you ignore me, you were posting so you were at the computer.  :(

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 01:01:11 PM
:(((((((
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 02:35:42 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 03:33:16 AM
NOTHING IS WRONG WITH YOU LAWL

If you're the person I'm thinking about. ;)


You're the person I'M thinking about. ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:23:00 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 12:53:37 PM
Your eating excuse is retarded.

You were posting, and you had just posted before I signed off. You could have said brb.what.

And if I didn't do anything why do you ignore me, you were posting so you were at the computer.  :(


I actually don't eat for other reasons.

It's not with weight anymore â,,¥

..maybe.

Oh wait it isn't.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:24:43 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:23:00 PM
I actually don't eat for other reasons.

It's not with weight anymore â,,¥

..maybe.

Oh wait it isn't.
I was talking about saying you were eating is why you ignored me.

You were posting the whole time. What's your excuse now for not talking?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:28:31 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:24:43 PM
I was talking about saying you were eating is why you ignored me.

You were posting the whole time. What's your excuse now for not talking?
I don't feel like talking to anyone for a couple of days because I just want to live amongst the animals. Spend all my time amongst the animals and on the tracks I would go they lead to the sea
...to be amongst the animals

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:29:14 PM
I'm very sick about this all.
You asked me to hang out and of course I couldn't turn you down.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:29:46 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:28:31 PM
I don't feel like talking to anyone for a couple of days because I just want to live amongst the animals. Spend all my time amongst the animals and on the tracks I would go they lead to the sea
...to be amongst the animals


Stop with the lyrics and think about how other people feel instead of going WHY DO YOU THINK IT'S YOUR FAULT. IM JUST GONNA IGNORE YOU, BUT DON'T ASK IF IT'S OUR FAULT.
Makes me feel like shit.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:33:11 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:29:46 PM
Stop with the lyrics and think about how other people feel instead of going WHY DO YOU THINK IT'S YOUR FAULT. IM JUST GONNA IGNORE YOU, BUT DON'T ASK IF IT'S OUR FAULT.
Makes me feel like shit.
I don't see how it's our fault.
Also I can't feel how others feel...because I don't want anything to do with people anymore.

For a while at least, probably for 2-4 days.

..maybe.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:34:18 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:33:11 PM
I don't see how it's our fault.
Also I can't feel how others feel...because I don't want anything to do with people anymore.

For a while at least, probably for 2-4 days.

..maybe.


What the fuck is with the ..maybe?

and you can't tell me this?  You're punishing me for what some idiot did? You didn't even say bye yesterday.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:37:48 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:34:18 PM
What the fuck is with the ..maybe?

and you can't tell me this?  You're punishing me for what some idiot did? You didn't even say bye yesterday.


I don't even know what I did yesterday anymore.

Hmm..must be the lack of kinase C proteins in my prefrontal cortex due to underlying stress that I didn't bother to tell anyone. ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:38:12 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:37:48 PM
I don't even know what I did yesterday anymore.

Hmm..must be the lack of kinase C proteins in my prefrontal cortex due to underlying stress that I didn't bother to tell anyone. ;)
Fuck you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 07:55:34 PM
Instead of whining about how much you hate yourself and how "shitty" you are, why not stop being such a bitch to me and treat me like a person?

It'd probably prevent stuff like this...
I hope no one sees it.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 09:48:28 PM
What a surprise, because of you I'm going to spend yet another night crying myself to sleep.

Thanks.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 11:49:54 PM
she's a liar jmv


A real big one
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 19, 2008, 04:28:44 PM
You don't want to talk to anyone, but that anyone only includes me.

You have no problem making fun of me with other people, and not saying what set me off.


Why not mention how you were all 'bitchitis' 'to get you mad y/n' and other bitchy comments? 

And don't make it look like cutting myself is why you weren't talking. You are a fucking liar. You weren't talking first.

omg it makes me scared to talk to him, but hwne he tries to talk i am like idk[:
Fuck you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 19, 2008, 06:14:42 PM
</3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 19, 2008, 06:32:09 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 19, 2008, 06:14:42 PM
</3
WHAT?  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: The spy who loves you on November 19, 2008, 07:46:16 PM
HOW COULD YOU LOVE SUCH A PSYCHOTIC ABUSIVE BITCH?

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 19, 2008, 09:18:17 PM
Seriously.


And if I, of all people, can agree with CAMERON about this
there must be some strong OBVIOUS point being made
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 19, 2008, 09:19:20 PM
trying really hard
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 19, 2008, 09:20:27 PM
to what?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 19, 2008, 09:21:58 PM
live as well as I can the way that I am
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 19, 2008, 09:24:02 PM
Quote from: Cam on November 19, 2008, 07:46:16 PM
HOW COULD YOU LOVE SUCH A PSYCHOTIC ABUSIVE BITCH?


How can someone love an abusive parent?

Well for me that's a bad example, because I hate my parents but I don't hate her.


It's probably hard to explain since you're not in the same situation. But when she is posting she never shows it, and when she's being alll afksfjksjk it seems, and is, really bad.  However I see more than that in her and try to focus on that.
I doubt anyone here sees it or even if she sees it, but it's there.  :(



Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 19, 2008, 09:24:59 PM
Quote from: Cam on November 19, 2008, 07:46:16 PM
HOW COULD YOU LOVE SUCH A PSYCHOTIC ABUSIVE BITCH?




weird how love works for some people, isn't it? he loves her though, and that's what matters

but i agree, she's abusive and cold, and shows no empathy whatsoever
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 19, 2008, 10:12:18 PM
WHY DO YOU DO THISS :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 03:17:14 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 19, 2008, 09:24:02 PM

I doubt anyone here sees it or even if she sees it, but it's there.  :(



I see it.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 06:21:49 AM
kick her ass
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 12:03:35 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 19, 2008, 09:24:59 PM
weird how love works for some people, isn't it? he loves her though, and that's what matters

but i agree, she's abusive and cold, and shows no empathy whatsoever
what is this empathy

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 12:33:09 PM
<X3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 12:56:10 PM
this thread sucks
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 12:57:01 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 12:56:10 PM
this thread sucks


That's not a confession, everyone knows that. giggle;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 04:59:30 PM
When he hugged me I thought of someone else.

..then felt guilty afterward for disregarding his hug.

What the hell do I want?

Maybe nothing.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 05:15:50 PM
Being led on by a chick is one of the worst feelings I have ever experienced...
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 05:33:39 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 05:15:50 PM
Being led on by a chick is one of the worst feelings I have ever experienced...
It's damaged me beyond belief.  :(

It's causing a lot of problems for right now. :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 09:02:18 PM
This is my last night
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 09:06:32 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 09:02:18 PM
This is my last night
of what  :(

;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 09:07:55 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 09:02:18 PM
This is my last night
Mines is Friday.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 09:08:12 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 09:07:55 PM
Mines is Friday.
WHYYYY
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 09:10:17 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 09:06:32 PM
of what  :(

;-;
of my life




Jkiwish

...-_-
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 09:11:11 PM
jk i wish*
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 09:13:32 PM
arms outstretched
kind of feels like drowning
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 09:15:52 PM
I smiled.

Even if it wasn't serious or anything.
Quote from: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 09:08:12 PM
WHYYYY
To freeze the bugs out.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 09:23:25 PM
I'm not sorry
There's nothing to say.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 21, 2008, 09:51:00 PM
I feel terrible right now
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 12:40:37 AM
the way times like this go i just feel like dying
"better stop now before i start crying"
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 04:41:14 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 12:40:37 AM
the way times like this go i just feel like dying
"better stop now before i start crying"

O_0 oh my
Sorry, sir
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 07:40:18 AM
I once didn't kill a man
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 09:35:19 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 04:41:14 AM
O_0 oh my
Sorry, sir

it's okay
elliott smith is the only sir here though.


i don't really understand last nights combination of good and bad or how you hold my hand and then don't talk to me or say nice things when you do but won't be with me
it really confuses and hurts me.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 10:15:19 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 09:35:19 AM
it's okay
elliott smith is the only sir here though.


i don't really understand last nights combination of good and bad or how you hold my hand and then don't talk to me or say nice things when you do but won't be with me
it really confuses and hurts me.
thats what makes the world go round
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 01:56:32 PM
Why can't I tell if it's a real memory or not?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 02:06:56 PM
I miss him

But he'll never miss me
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 06:51:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 01:56:32 PM
Why can't I tell if it's a real memory or not?
That's what I sometimes get.

False memories.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 06:52:20 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 06:51:06 PM
That's what I sometimes get.

False memories.
It becomes really problematic and difficult at times.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 07:18:12 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 06:52:20 PM
It becomes really problematic and difficult at times.
Yes.

But now I'm just having really fuzzy memory right now.

You'll have to give hints for me to actually remember the event clearly.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 07:20:30 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 07:18:12 PM
Yes.

But now I'm just having really fuzzy memory right now.

You'll have to give hints for me to actually remember the event clearly.
Unfortunately I can remember the details of what happened, just when, who, and such are blurred.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 07:21:43 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 07:20:30 PM
Unfortunately I can remember the details of what happened, just when, who, and such are blurred.
I could not live like that.

I usually remember most details and colors first.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 07:22:28 PM
i realized that mikey was a better name to say in aslkdjak'ing
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 07:24:00 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 07:21:43 PM
I could not live like that.

I usually remember most details and colors first.
Trust me. I really wish could.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 07:24:16 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 07:22:28 PM
i realized that mikey was a better name to say in aslkdjak'ing
n_u
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 08:10:03 PM
I would be devastated if I were ever diagnosed with Alzheimer's.  :(
I can't stand not remembering things, plus it's a pretty key component to my career.  n_u
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 09:25:57 PM
I really do appreciate it when you say that. I do.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 10:47:30 PM
it may involve the edges and side of the pillow and a up and down motion of my fingers against it










i hate you
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 11:08:44 PM
i want to do stuff with her. :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 23, 2008, 10:46:51 AM
I'm really sad because you don't talk about me to your friends and even when they come over to my house they hardly know who I am.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 23, 2008, 11:06:51 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 23, 2008, 10:46:51 AM
I'm really sad because you don't talk about me to your friends and even when they come over to my house they hardly know who I am.
what the fuck
i would've told them to fuck off or tell me who they are </3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 23, 2008, 11:15:24 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 23, 2008, 11:06:51 AM
what the fuck
i would've told them to fuck off or tell me who they are </3


We're familiar with each other and they were invited for a specific reason, their being at my home was okay it was just that they didn't know who I am even though they're very close to somebody that I just... I talk about her with my friends because we hold hands and are affectionate with each other and I don't understand why her friends do not know who I am in that way.

It's okay it just makes me sad.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: The spy who loves you on November 23, 2008, 11:18:41 AM
WHAT
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 23, 2008, 11:22:10 AM
Quote from: Cosmo on November 23, 2008, 11:18:41 AM
WHAT
Poster talks about a certain female to their friend's but that female does not do that same and it's a bit hurtful.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 23, 2008, 03:43:46 PM
It wouldn't take more than a few minutes to do but it'd make me happy for a while.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 23, 2008, 10:37:20 PM
Try to overcome your fear and uncertainty.
We can be happy. cjlubdoods;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 25, 2008, 02:19:01 AM
i have a question

did clucky even ever say that she possibly likes jmv back

because you know if she doesn't even like him back then trying to force it on her isn't going to go anywhere
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 25, 2008, 07:01:49 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 25, 2008, 02:19:01 AM
i have a question

did clucky even ever say that she possibly likes jmv back

because you know if she doesn't even like him back then trying to force it on her isn't going to go anywhere
he asks me this question at least 500 times a day
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 25, 2008, 06:37:29 PM
I worked for a while last night making that image for you and I didn't get much from you in terms of compliments or if you liked it.
Instead you posted about that person flattering you(which hurt a bit). You won't even fucking tell me what they said, and instead continued with your 'joke'.  When I came back you dind't tell me what they said, why? Are they more important to you than I am or something?
I always try to compliment you and you brush it off, yet absorb things from anyone else. :(
It makes me feel so fucking inferior, I don't find it funny. These people have access to talk directly to you, and see you, but I can't get a picture.  How is that fair, not even one? Not even what they said?
would you rather have that person if you care about their compliments than mine and me spending hours every week to make you stuff? It makes me feel like shit.


Then you couldn't even answer Kaz's damn question, instead opting to insult me yet again. Are you embarrassed of me?  You left without answering him.  You left without answering me, but you felt fine making fun of me and not saying anything simple to make me feel wanted.

Why?

Why don't you answer anything?  Why do you appreciate other people more? :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 25, 2008, 07:01:45 PM
I trust people too easily.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 25, 2008, 07:07:40 PM
Wrench ida my dapire.

speedy wrench

he ida my dapire
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 26, 2008, 09:38:33 AM
Captain Falcon is probably the most annoying person to talk to on AIM.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 26, 2008, 09:40:11 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 26, 2008, 09:38:33 AM
Captain Falcon is probably the most annoying person to talk to on AIM.


he either insults my sexuality or spams random punctuation marks
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 26, 2008, 10:14:07 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 26, 2008, 09:38:33 AM
Captain Falcon is probably the most annoying person to talk to on AIM.

He's fun to talk to.   :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 26, 2008, 01:32:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 26, 2008, 10:14:07 AM
He's fun to talk to.   :3
no cfalcon fucking sucks.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 26, 2008, 02:28:41 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 26, 2008, 01:32:59 PM
no cfalcon fucking sucks.


agreed
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 26, 2008, 02:29:27 PM
MORE DRUG AND BASS
MORE DRUG LESS LOVE
SEX FRIEND SPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED BASS
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 03:12:53 AM
I fucking miss you. Come back to me, baby. I need you right now.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 06:28:08 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 03:12:53 AM
I fucking miss you. Come back to me, baby. I need you right now.  :(

I know the feeling.   cry;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 01:53:49 PM
I want to tell Boyah that the Rorschach test in that one thread is completely bogus and generates random results, but I don't because I'm not completely sure anyway and I'm scared of being proved wrong.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 01:56:56 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 01:53:49 PM
I want to tell Boyah that the Rorschach test in that one thread is completely bogus and generates random results, but I don't because I'm not completely sure anyway and I'm scared of being proved wrong.
They usually are since the answers were silly.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 02:04:48 PM
Seeing you when I signed online was the first time I smiled today.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 05:43:48 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 01:53:49 PM
I want to tell Boyah that the Rorschach test in that one thread is completely bogus and generates random results, but I don't because I'm not completely sure anyway and I'm scared of being proved wrong.


I got that impression too.

But even the real Rorshach can't be trusted all that easily, anyway, unless the answers are obviously pointers to some disorder...in which case they'd have to be pretty surprising or abnormal answers.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 06:22:26 PM
Sometimes I wish people here liked me.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 08:25:11 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 06:22:26 PM
Sometimes I wish people here liked me.
Sometimes I wish I could be sure that I was liked.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 08:45:45 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 08:25:11 PM
Sometimes I wish I could be sure that I was liked.
Sometimes I wish I can like people back.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 09:07:21 PM
HEY GUYS

I LIKE JMV LOL
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 28, 2008, 05:25:37 AM
I want to kill myself.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 28, 2008, 06:19:02 AM
I've thought of asking an Admin to delete my account several tmes.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 28, 2008, 06:19:19 AM
Quote from: Boyager on November 28, 2008, 06:19:02 AM
I've thought of asking an Admin to delete my account several tmes.

times*
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 28, 2008, 06:20:23 AM
There isn't anyone here I don't like.  O_0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 28, 2008, 08:19:53 PM
I don't want to do anything now, it's why it's so difficult to answer your retarded question.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 28, 2008, 08:21:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 28, 2008, 08:19:53 PM
I don't want to do anything now, it's why it's so difficult to answer your retarded question.
The question was if/when you do would it be something you want and something you want to work towards making happen so you would.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 28, 2008, 09:10:08 PM
I hate it whenever you go "ok you don't fine, have a nice sleep".

:'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 28, 2008, 09:45:41 PM
9 hours spent and I still don't know.

It would have been less stressful if you didn't ignore me and just gave me that answer within the first 20 minutes...
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 28, 2008, 09:46:08 PM
Or even last sunday  doodthing;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:12:34 PM
I really want to be with her. :\
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:13:45 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:12:34 PM
I really want to be with her. :\
yeah me too
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:19:09 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:13:45 PM
yeah me too
stfu

it's dperesisng me;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:20:29 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:19:09 PM
stfu

it's dperesisng me;-;
yeah its depressing me too
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:22:35 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:20:29 PM
yeah its depressing me too
no me more :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:23:21 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:22:35 PM
no me more :(
how do you know you dont know how depressed i am
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:25:38 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:23:21 PM
how do you know you dont know how depressed i am
because i am
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:26:50 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:25:38 PM
because i am
yeah well i hate you i'm never talking to you again then
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:27:38 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:26:50 PM
yeah well i hate you i'm never talking to you again then
now i am more
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 08:21:08 PM
i hate when you put me in these awkward spots and i feel really bad jfldasjgklsgjlsgjklajklas  >.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 08:34:50 PM
idk :(

If you don't want to just say it.  You told me that I can ask first, and i'm pretty sure asking you at 5 if you wanted to watch it with me was first.

You won't even give a simple request or say why. How am I supposed to believe that what you say is serious if silly things like that become a problem. :(

And you haven't said it to me since September.

meh
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 30, 2008, 12:09:42 PM
I'm afraid...
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on November 30, 2008, 01:24:44 PM
Quote from: Boyager on November 30, 2008, 12:09:42 PM
I'm afraid...


Of what?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 04:21:27 PM
I had a family member who died of AIDS.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 05:05:49 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 04:21:27 PM
I had a family member who died of AIDS.


was it freddie mercury
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 05:07:30 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 05:05:49 PM
was it freddie mercury
No, you dick.  It was my aunt.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 05:53:00 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 05:05:49 PM
was it freddie mercury
omg it was
IT WAS
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 06:23:54 PM
I sometimes wonder if I should stop being so nice so that girls may like me more.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 06:25:28 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 06:23:54 PM
I sometimes wonder if I should stop being so nice so that girls may like me more.


whoa a tectron clone akudood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Selkie on December 01, 2008, 06:27:27 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 06:25:28 PM
whoa a tectron clone akudood;


huh?  doodhuh;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 06:36:08 PM
Quote from: Selkie224 on December 01, 2008, 06:27:27 PM
huh?  doodhuh;


He's overly nice.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 06:36:30 PM
i want to kill me86
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 06:37:30 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 06:36:08 PM
He's overly nice.


o
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 06:51:57 PM
My brain is messy. >.<
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 06:54:20 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 06:36:08 PM
He's overly nice.
Yeah. saddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 07:52:23 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 06:36:30 PM
i want to kill me86
i want to kill everyone
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 07:54:59 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 07:52:23 PM
i want to kill everyone


famy, let's work together to kill him first though
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 07:57:11 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 07:54:59 PM
famy, let's work together to kill him first though
but i dont like you me86
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 07:59:15 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 07:57:11 PM
but i dont like you me86


did you ask this information of jmv?  akudood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 08:02:33 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 07:59:15 PM
did you ask this information of jmv?  akudood;
no i hate him too i used my amazing sleuthing skills  wariodood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 05:14:17 AM
I keep missing Famy.   :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 06:41:33 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 05:14:17 AM
I keep missing Famy.   :(
its ok i love you rae
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 12:12:50 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 06:41:33 AM
its ok i love you rae

fuck you famy
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 12:21:45 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 12:12:50 PM
fuck you famy

Is someone unhappy?  O_0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 12:31:34 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 12:21:45 PM
Is someone unhappy?  O_0

yes madood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 04:06:09 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 12:31:34 PM
yes madood;

I hear there are unhappy people at Outsider right now too.  O_0
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 06:22:47 PM
I screwed up...
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 06:23:29 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 12:12:50 PM
fuck you famy


fuck me famy
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 07:50:46 PM
love disgusts me
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 07:55:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 06:23:29 PM
fuck me famy
no
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 07:56:44 PM
I saw things I shouldn't of been able to. I was great for the few minutes it lasted.   :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 11:24:17 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 07:56:44 PM
I saw things I shouldn't of been able to. I was great for the few minutes it lasted.   :3
likie what I want knwoz
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 04:58:00 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 11:24:17 PM
likie what I want knwoz

Admin board and stuff. O_0 But not here.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 05:45:17 AM
I beginning to doubt if she cares or if she ever did
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:20:43 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 05:45:17 AM
I beginning to doubt if she cares or if she ever did


why do people randomly post stuff like this.
like are they seriously exspecting to get some good advice or something.
or do they think someone might feel sorry for them???
stupid.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:21:45 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:20:43 AM
why do people randomly post stuff like this.
like are they seriously exspecting to get some good advice or something.
or do they think someone might feel sorry for them???
stupid.

bojangelsrocks, do you care about me? :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:23:37 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:21:45 AM
bojangelsrocks, do you care about me? :(



that depends on who you are...
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:30:13 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:23:37 AM
that depends on who you are...

...I love you...
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:31:18 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:30:13 AM
...I love you...


weirdoo.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:37:59 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:20:43 AM
why do people randomly post stuff like this.
like are they seriously exspecting to get some good advice or something.
or do they think someone might feel sorry for them???
stupid.

Because they can say what they are feeling and not many know who it is.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:40:31 AM
maybe they should get a therepist.
or talk to a counsellor.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on December 03, 2008, 11:46:28 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:40:31 AM
maybe they should get a therepist.
or talk to a counsellor.
I go to therapy

I had to miss my appointment because my mom sux
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:48:04 AM
Quote from: Angry Kewn Fruit on December 03, 2008, 11:46:28 AM
I go to therapy

I had to miss my appointment because my mom sux


mmm.
at least youll have more to talk about next time.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:52:23 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:48:04 AM
mmm.
at least youll have more to talk about next time.

I just talked to him and I'm going at 4.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: superclucky on December 03, 2008, 11:53:01 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:20:43 AM
why do people randomly post stuff like this.
like are they seriously exspecting to get some good advice or something.
or do they think someone might feel sorry for them???
stupid.
PROBABLY
I just write all my shit down in some psuedodiary.
It makes it even more dramatic and pretty. :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:54:05 AM
Quote from: Cigarillo on December 03, 2008, 11:53:01 AM
PROBABLY
I just write all my shit down in some psuedodiary.
It makes it even more dramatic and pretty. :3
can iread it

also i want o bring somethng up;-;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:54:52 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:52:23 AM
I just talked to him and I'm going at 4.


thats good.
why exactaly does he do.
just sit there and listen.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:56:59 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:54:05 AM
can iread it

also i want o bring somethng up;-;
no one reads it until its completed
then i'll sell it somewhere and get cash

also is it your question on if i want to take it on a whole new level ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:58:17 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:56:59 AM
no one reads it until its completed
then i'll sell it somewhere and get cash

also is it your question on if i want to take it on a whole new level ;)
idk nvm
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:58:41 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:54:52 AM
thats good.
why exactaly does he do.
just sit there and listen.
I usually sit there and not talk about my problems.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:59:59 AM
that wont do you any good.
you should talk about your problems.
apparently its better for you.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 12:05:38 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:58:41 AM
I usually sit there and not talk about my problems.
what is the point of therapy then
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 08:21:39 PM
Well at least I didn't cut my wrists
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 09:31:17 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 08:21:39 PM
Well at least I didn't cut my wrists
I did baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 04, 2008, 02:33:29 PM
i wonder
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 04, 2008, 07:17:43 PM
I don't think *PERSON* cares about me.
They say the 3 words to everyone else but not me.
They ignore me.
They ignore my questions.


Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 04, 2008, 07:21:06 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 04, 2008, 07:17:43 PM
I don't think *PERSON* cares about me.
They say the 3 words to everyone else but not me.
They ignore me.
They ignore my questions.


cut back on the questions.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 04, 2008, 07:22:28 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 04, 2008, 07:21:06 PM
cut back on the questions.
An answer once in a while would be fine too.  doodthing;

And not making me feel like shit and saying I'm mean because they're being ignored.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 04, 2008, 07:27:03 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 04, 2008, 07:22:28 PM
An answer once in a while would be fine too.  doodthing;

And not making me feel like shit and saying I'm mean because they're being ignored.


you have a good point my friend.
have you told this person the way you feel.
and if you have and they ignord  you.
there probably not worth your time.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 04, 2008, 07:33:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 04, 2008, 07:27:03 PM

there probably not worth your time.
damn right
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 05:54:32 PM
Maybe it is better to give up and move along. It's too much work and stressful and etc. and leaving it all forever seems to be the right way to go now.

They tried to do it once, so why shouldn't I?

Either way I'm not going to be happy.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 06:12:48 PM
I don't want ot do this publicly again. I'm ready to puke again.  :(
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 05:54:32 PM
Maybe it is better to give up and move along. It's too much work and stressful and etc. and leaving it all forever seems to be the right way to go now.
You mean not telling me anything and saying "idk" and avoiding questions is stressful? Why not try something else and try discussing it with me? It's too much work to avoid everythng? Then stop and atleast cooperate with me. You said you're confused but won't say why.  I't's really selfish to not try just because doing the opposite is a lot of work.

QuoteThey tried to do it once, so why shouldn't I?

and I regret it. You tried it several times. June, July, August. Why would you do it again? I apologized. You said you hated me and I thought it was true.  :(

QuoteEither way I'm not going to be happy.
Yes, because I'm that bad of a person that you won't talk to me or trust me and you won't be happy if you do.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 07:39:52 PM
Oh fucking no you're not leaving. Fuck no. I need you.  baddood;
I... I... I... I don't know what I'd do without you.
You. Cannot. Leave. Me.
I'm not going to let you.
You're not leaving me.
So shaddup and deal with it.  :3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 07:53:29 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 07:39:52 PM
Oh fucking no you're not leaving. Fuck no. I need you.  baddood;
I... I... I... I don't know what I'd do without you.
You. Cannot. Leave. Me.
I'm not going to let you.
You're not leaving me.
So shaddup and deal with it.  :3
She was talking about me. Thanks for helping that situation.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 08:06:37 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 07:53:29 PM
She was talking about me. Thanks for helping that situation.


I haven't been here, I don't know what she's talking about.  baddood;
Whatever. Don't leave him then.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 08:28:59 PM
Oh ok I will not leave you you starving artist you. <3
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 08:29:45 PM
And that gave her an chance to ignore my post. Thanks.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 09:43:48 PM
I know he really hates me.  :'(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 09:46:19 PM
You can be friends with me.

But I don't want to continue this anymore.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 09:50:36 PM
It's been about two months since I last self-injured on my wrist.
There's nothing keeping me from starting it again some time.
I suck at drawing
I also suck at writing essays or stories
I suck at various other creative things
I'm too obsessed with forums, IM, and other internets for my own health. Sleep deprevation.
Even if I'm not being deprived of sleep from the internet, I still end up with a weird sleep schedule of being awake in the late afternoon and throughout the entire night until a little before sunrise.
In real life, it takes me a long time to trust people well, and until then, I hardly can talk at all to them.
I feel that this post tells who I am enough to make me not bother with "Be an idiot".
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 09:55:40 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 09:50:36 PM
It's been about two months since I last self-injured on my wrist.
There's nothing keeping me from starting it again some time.
I suck at drawing
I also suck at writing essays or stories
I suck at various other creative things
I'm too obsessed with forums, IM, and other internets for my own health. Sleep deprevation.
Even if I'm not being deprived of sleep from the internet, I still end up with a weird sleep schedule of being awake in the late afternoon and throughout the entire night until a little before sunrise.
In real life, it takes me a long time to trust people well, and until then, I hardly can talk at all to them.
I feel that this post tells who I am enough to make me not bother with "Be an idiot".
I'm still doing self-damaging habits as skipping eating and etc.
There isn't really anything keeping me from commiting suicide, there's nothing to look forward to in life.
I hate it when people consider me smart when I'm actually a dumbass controlled by delusions and emotions.
I'm also got obsessed with the Internet since I don't want to do anything with people anymore, they were too much. This was probably related to growing anxiety. Being on the Internet ruined my grades and increased my anxiety around people more.
I'm starting to have paranoid thoughts that no one wants me and they all laugh behind my back, even though it's obvious that it isn't true.
I just wish that I can escape to somewhere and leave everyone behind.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 10:01:55 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 09:55:40 PM
I'm still doing self-damaging habits as skipping eating and etc.
There isn't really anything keeping me from commiting suicide, there's nothing to look forward to in life.
I hate it when people consider me smart when I'm actually a dumbass controlled by delusions and emotions.
I'm also got obsessed with the Internet since I don't want to do anything with people anymore, they were too much. This was probably related to growing anxiety. Being on the Internet ruined my grades and increased my anxiety around people more.
I'm starting to have paranoid thoughts that no one wants me and they all laugh behind my back, even though it's obvious that it isn't true.
I just wish that I can escape to somewhere and leave everyone behind.

Whoa, please, let's not go there. I'm not entirely sure as to who you are, but I have a good idea...
Anyway, I can safely say that suicide is completely unnecessary. It's not like everyone you know hates you, so why kill yourself?
Although you seem to be angry with the Internet because you're addicted to it, I can honestly say that if you killed yourself, I, and many others would be completely heartbroken.

Please, don't ever think of it again.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 10:04:21 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 10:01:55 PM
Whoa, please, let's not go there. I'm not entirely sure as to who you are, but I have a good idea...
Anyway, I can safely say that suicide is completely unnecessary. It's not like everyone you know hates you, so why kill yourself?
Although you seem to be angry with the Internet because you're addicted to it, I can honestly say that if you killed yourself, I, and many others would be completely heartbroken.

Please, don't ever think of it again.
I can't hold feelings to people correctly.
Hell, if my friend or mom died I wouldn't care. Is that fucking normal?

I'm not really mad at the Internet, since it did teach me a lot of things. I just used it irresponsibly and let anxiety and etc. grow.

Also I'm pretty sure I would kill myself before reach 30.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 10:22:50 PM
I don't see why he tries so much.

He already knows that relationships make me feel like shit whenever someone gets close to me.
I don't see why he likes to make me suffer by making me have feelings of guilt and sadness by trying to get near me.

It's much more better if you were distant and unknown.
Like everyone else I know.

Your insecurity of me leaving for someone else is very slim anyways; I wouldn't be with anyone for a very long time.

Sure flirting and etc. is fun, but anything more is scary and uncomfortable. I liked it when you made me happy, but now it's starting to become the opposite as you try to get somewhere with me.

It would be best if I were to end it right now.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 11:22:26 PM
You're just as stubborn as me.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 07:17:19 AM
I love her giggle;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: guff on December 06, 2008, 08:06:26 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 10:22:50 PM
I don't see why he tries so much.

He already knows that relationships make me feel like shit whenever someone gets close to me.
I don't see why he likes to make me suffer by making me have feelings of guilt and sadness by trying to get near me.

It's much more better if you were distant and unknown.
Like everyone else I know.

Your insecurity of me leaving for someone else is very slim anyways; I wouldn't be with anyone for a very long time.

Sure flirting and etc. is fun, but anything more is scary and uncomfortable. I liked it when you made me happy, but now it's starting to become the opposite as you try to get somewhere with me.

It would be best if I were to end it right now.
or you know maybe he would like to be happy too and is behaving somewhat normally akudood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 08:07:57 AM
Quote from: Commodore Guff on December 06, 2008, 08:06:26 AM
or you know maybe he would like to be happy too and is behaving somewhat normally akudood;
:O!
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 08:50:24 AM
Then I have to leave. For good.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:08:00 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 08:50:24 AM
Then I have to leave. For good.


No.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:16:34 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:08:00 AM
No.  baddood;

WHY NOT?  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Khadafi on December 06, 2008, 11:17:10 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:16:34 AM
WHY NOT?  baddood;
Because I said so. baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:20:36 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:16:34 AM
WHY NOT?  baddood;


Nobody's fucking leaving, except the Outsiders when Fido stops being a PMSy bitch.  baddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:22:19 AM
No, the outsiders are staying too.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:22:30 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:20:36 AM
Nobody's fucking leaving, except the Outsiders when Fido stops being a PMSy bitch.  baddood;
actually some of us would appear to be premabanned so probably not  akudood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:32:44 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:22:30 AM
actually some of us would appear to be premabanned so probably not  akudood;


sweet fuck you guff
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 12:19:34 PM
The one thing I'd have asked for, I can't have.

It makes me want it more.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 12:31:28 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:20:36 AM
Nobody's fucking leaving, except the Outsiders when Fido stops being a PMSy bitch.  baddood;

Well I am An OUTSIDER so I must be leaving soon.   akudood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 12:32:43 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:22:30 AM
actually some of us would appear to be premabanned so probably not  akudood;

GEEZ I AM WORK ON GETTING YOU BACK.    akudood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 02:17:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 10:04:21 PM
I can't hold feelings to people correctly.
Hell, if my friend or mom died I wouldn't care. Is that fucking normal?

I'm not really mad at the Internet, since it did teach me a lot of things. I just used it irresponsibly and let anxiety and etc. grow.

Also I'm pretty sure I would kill myself before reach 30.
I doubt that. You think you wouldn't care, but if it actually happened , chances are you'd be devastated.
Now I could be wrong, and maybe you do really feel that way, but it's also possible that you're just taking them for granted.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 06:11:24 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 02:17:22 PM
I doubt that. You think you wouldn't care, but if it actually happened , chances are you'd be devastated.
Now I could be wrong, and maybe you do really feel that way, but it's also possible that you're just taking them for granted.
It happened to my dog, and my favorite teacher.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 07, 2008, 03:55:48 PM
I asked for help and I still didn't get it.
Nor a simple answer.


You want me to do something and I'm trying but you won't help.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 08, 2008, 10:35:57 AM
I was right. After over a decade exactly what I was afraid of was proven true.

Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 08, 2008, 08:17:39 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 08, 2008, 10:35:57 AM
I was right. After over a decade exactly what I was afraid of was proven true.



What were you afraid of?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 09, 2008, 12:18:55 PM
There is feces bubbling in my bowels.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 10, 2008, 06:37:12 PM
I...I'm a whopper virgin :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 10, 2008, 06:43:58 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 08, 2008, 10:35:57 AM
I was right. After over a decade exactly what I was afraid of was proven true.




Quote from: Boyager on December 07, 2008, 03:55:48 PM
I asked for help and I still didn't get it.
Nor a simple answer.


You want me to do something and I'm trying but you won't help.



i'm pretty sure the same person is making all these posts
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 10, 2008, 06:45:41 PM
and that matters why?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 10, 2008, 06:55:33 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 10, 2008, 06:43:58 PM

i'm pretty sure the same person is making all these posts
Those two are by me and were related to the same thing.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 10, 2008, 06:57:05 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 10, 2008, 06:55:33 PM
Those two are by me and were related to the same thing.


i seriously think people on here are a little slow sometimes...
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 11, 2008, 03:16:56 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 10, 2008, 06:55:33 PM
Those two are by me and were related to the same thing.


...What could you have possibly been fearing for over ten years?
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 11, 2008, 03:19:15 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 11, 2008, 03:16:56 AM
...What could you have possibly been fearing for over ten years?
butts
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 11, 2008, 03:21:57 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 11, 2008, 03:19:15 AM
butts


OH THE HORROR
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 11, 2008, 11:31:30 PM
My confession is that I really meant everything I said.  I value one specific person so much that I'd do anything just to be happy with them.

I just want to be happy, and stop wishing that I can just die.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 06:15:50 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 11, 2008, 11:31:30 PM
My confession is that I really meant everything I said.  I value one specific person so much that I'd do anything just to be happy with them.

I just want to be happy, and stop wishing that I can just die.

Most of us are looking for that one special person.  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 07:11:55 AM
inb4 clucky's mean comment
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 07:12:01 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 06:15:50 AM
Most of us are looking for that one special person.  :(
Not I.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 11:35:05 AM
There is no such thing as someone's "one special person" saddood;
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 11:41:01 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 11:35:05 AM
There is no such thing as someone's "one special person" saddood;
FOR ME THERE IS BUT IT IS NOT RECIPROCATED
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 11:50:10 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 11:41:01 AM
FOR ME THERE IS BUT IT IS NOT RECIPROCATED
Life is not a fairy tale.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 11:57:14 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 11:50:10 AM
Life is not a fairy tale.
For me it is. â,,¥
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 01:08:02 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 07:11:55 AM
inb4 clucky's mean comment
you smell
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 01:27:20 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 11:35:05 AM
There is no such thing as someone's "one special person" saddood;


lol

keep telling yourself that
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:06:24 PM
I don't know how to tell you this...
It's been bothering me for a while and it hurts since I love you so.
[spoiler]I'm not wearing pants because I can't find any;-;[/spoiler]
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:14:02 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:06:24 PM
I don't know how to tell you this...
It's been bothering me for a while and it hurts since I love you so.
[spoiler]I'm not wearing pants because I can't find any;-;[/spoiler]



goodtimes..
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:14:47 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:14:02 PM
goodtimes..
my weeny is cold  :(
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:15:20 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:14:47 PM
my weeny is cold  :(


put a sock on it..
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:15:50 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:15:20 PM
put a sock on it..
then i'll get pubes on them :X
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:16:22 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:15:50 PM
then i'll get pubes on them :X


so, it's better than your penis being cold.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:20:19 PM
hey

stop making me experience hormonal activity
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:21:42 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:20:19 PM
hey

stop making me experience hormonal activity
;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:23:04 PM
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:20:19 PM
hey

stop making me experience hormonal activity


no that wouldn't be fun.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 11:03:13 PM
I had I not decided to spend the evening talking to you and declining the invitation I would have gotten arrested.
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 13, 2008, 07:50:39 AM
rarara, i mew mew miss you ):
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on December 13, 2008, 09:53:21 AM
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 11:03:13 PM
I had I not decided to spend the evening talking to you and declining the invitation I would have gotten arrested.
And got some man action at the jail y/n ;)
Title: Re: Boyah Confession Booth
Post by: Boyager on