The Thread Where We Drunkenly Complain About Our Sad Lives

[YPrrrr]

Today was a hard day.

You guys may have known, but last month I lost my job because the business closed.
I was able to get a new job, that I do absolutely love, at Central Market - a very high-end grocery/cafe store.

So I got the job and it pays very well, somewhat close to what I was making. However, I started very late into the month...
Unemployment benefits were SHIT because Texas is stupid when it comes to this so I only made a little bit on money from unemployment. I only got two checks from Central Market for September (paid weekly) due to starting after the 15th.

I couldn't afford rent.

So today I sold all my Amiibo, my Wii U and games and accessories, my books, and my DVD's.
Thanks to that, I was able to afford rent and a few extra bills.

So yeah. 76 Amiibos, many of which had to be imported, all my Osamu Tezuka books...everything.
Heartbreaking. But I want my adventure in Dallas to continue, so I did what I had to do.

Oh... wow... that's awful. You're going to be able to afford this month's rent right

[Classic]

Thank you all for the kind words. I know they're just 'things', and while they had a lot of sentimental value, a roof over my head is more important and I have a lot more going for me here in Dallas than back home.

And yes Aubrey. I paid my bills for the month.

Edit: It was only September that gave me trouble. I'll be on a consistent pay system now.

[Socks]

you're a true warrior bro. fearless and strong.
not many people can do what you did, hold your head up high.

[6M69I69B9]

Today was a hard day.

You guys may have known, but last month I lost my job because the business closed.
I was able to get a new job, that I do absolutely love, at Central Market - a very high-end grocery/cafe store.

So I got the job and it pays very well, somewhat close to what I was making. However, I started very late into the month...
Unemployment benefits were SHIT because Texas is stupid when it comes to this so I only made a little bit on money from unemployment. I only got two checks from Central Market for September (paid weekly) due to starting after the 15th.

I couldn't afford rent.

So today I sold all my Amiibo, my Wii U and games and accessories, my books, and my DVD's.
Thanks to that, I was able to afford rent and a few extra bills.

So yeah. 76 Amiibos, many of which had to be imported, all my Osamu Tezuka books...everything.
Heartbreaking. But I want my adventure in Dallas to continue, so I did what I had to do.

aww man 

the thing with materials is that you can always build whatever you had back at the very least...

[Placebo Headwound]

Today my ex's best friend messaged me wanting to hang out.

That is fucking weird. I have never ever hung out with that guy without my ex being there.

I probed for information.

I learned from him my ex is a coke addict and has alienated all of her friends. She lives with a guy who "raped" her and quit her job. No one speaks to her anymore. All of her friends think she's a shitty person now.

What the fuck

Just what the fuck

why do I still kind of care and why do I feel like me screaming at her during our last fight helped cause this

fuck

[rdl]

oh how i know that feel. though at least she isn't on drugs, she just hasn't changed at all and progressively became more kind of basic and boring. which i guess isn't the same thing. i still feel bad though.

[Placebo Headwound]

I'm seeing her friend on Sunday. I still don't know why he wants to hang out. I feel like something is up, somehow I'm going to be asked to be involved in this. I figured it would be fine to just get a drink with him and see what's up, but fuck now there's a feeling of dread looming.

For once I feel my "I'm a damn retard" rank is appropriate

ugh

[crystalpepsi]

I'm seeing her friend on Sunday. I still don't know why he wants to hang out. I feel like something is up, somehow I'm going to be asked to be involved in this. I figured it would be fine to just get a drink with him and see what's up, but fuck now there's a feeling of dread looming.

For once I feel my "I'm a damn retard" rank is appropriate

ugh

It's good to get closure sometimes man. Cheers and good luck. 

[??????]

I'm seeing her friend on Sunday. I still don't know why he wants to hang out. I feel like something is up, somehow I'm going to be asked to be involved in this. I figured it would be fine to just get a drink with him and see what's up, but fuck now there's a feeling of dread looming.

For once I feel my "I'm a damn retard" rank is appropriate

ugh

hes probably lonely
my friend's ex always texts me to hang in private even though she's a she and only danced with me a couple of times with my friend there

i think its cos she's lonely: 3

[Placebo Headwound]

I made a theater performance start 25 minutes late because the performers were too busy hugging me and trying to calm me down after my ex girlfriend walked through the door with her new boyfriend and our eyes meet and she gives me a condescending smile and then my heart won't stop racing and I can't stop violently shaking and everything is made ten times worse by the fact that I'm on mushrooms and now experiencing the worst trip ever

this is just where i go to tell shitty stories now

[Travis]

I made a theater performance start 25 minutes late because the performers were too busy hugging me and trying to calm me down after my ex girlfriend walked through the door with her new boyfriend and our eyes meet and she gives me a condescending smile and then my heart won't stop racing and I can't stop violently shaking and everything is made ten times worse by the fact that I'm on mushrooms and now experiencing the worst trip ever

this is just where i go to tell shitty stories now

i think sobriety would probably be good for you man. take some time to clear your head without any drugs. it seems like drugs are often making things worse for you instead of better

[Placebo Headwound]

I made a theater performance start 25 minutes late because the performers were too busy hugging me and trying to calm me down after my ex girlfriend walked through the door with her new boyfriend and our eyes meet and she gives me a condescending smile and then my heart won't stop racing and I can't stop violently shaking and everything is made ten times worse by the fact that I'm on mushrooms and now experiencing the worst trip ever

this is just where i go to tell shitty stories now

i think sobriety would probably be good for you man. take some time to clear your head without any drugs. it seems like drugs are often making things worse for you instead of better

does that also mean sobriety from the 3 different medications my psychiatrist has me taking

[Travis]

I made a theater performance start 25 minutes late because the performers were too busy hugging me and trying to calm me down after my ex girlfriend walked through the door with her new boyfriend and our eyes meet and she gives me a condescending smile and then my heart won't stop racing and I can't stop violently shaking and everything is made ten times worse by the fact that I'm on mushrooms and now experiencing the worst trip ever

this is just where i go to tell shitty stories now

i think sobriety would probably be good for you man. take some time to clear your head without any drugs. it seems like drugs are often making things worse for you instead of better

does that also mean sobriety from the 3 different medications my psychiatrist has me taking

no, just any drugs that you are willingly ingesting for mind altering effect

[rdl]

sorry it didnt go well:[

[Hiro]

gf's car got towed only because we forgot to put the fucking permit in the car in time
really needed that $220, now I'm just fucked until january probably