I just had all these revelations about my life.
Your experiences when you're a kid shape who you'll be for the rest of your life.
I'm fucked up because of my poor family life, me doing drugs is a scream for help on some level.
Quote from: The spy who loves you on November 10, 2011, 07:20:29 PM
I'm fucked up because of my poor family life, me doing drugs is a scream for help on some level.
Change is possible. If you want to be different, nothing is stopping you. Nothing.
Quote from: Hippopo on November 10, 2011, 07:24:13 PM
Change is possible. If you want to be different, nothing is stopping you. Nothing.
gop is stoping obama.
the psychedelic drugs strike again, causing mass enlightenment to spread across the galaxy!!!
Quote from: vziard on November 10, 2011, 07:32:12 PM
the psychedelic drugs strike again, causing mass enlightenment to spread across the galaxy!!!
«Leaves Physical Plane» ~see the gates of heaven~ «Goes Home»
Quote from: silvertone on November 10, 2011, 07:26:34 PM
gop is stoping obama.
cuz he is a pussy
also, yeah you could totally change. it's not like you're 60 and used up your life.
I'm pretty pissed at myself. today would have been my 5th day of sobriety completed and then I actually start wondering whether or not if it's ok that I do drugs or not. upon taking two hits, I've realized that it's really not cool that I'm doing this shit. I want my mom to trust me with her car, but if I'm doing this shit can I blame her for being suspicious? I'm so confused and lost, I want to do the right thing but it's hard.
i'm stuck
Quote from: The spy who loves you on November 10, 2011, 08:01:29 PM
I'm pretty pissed at myself. today would have been my 5th day of sobriety completed and then I actually start wondering whether or not if it's ok that I do drugs or not. upon taking two hits, I've realized that it's really not cool that I'm doing this shit. I want my mom to trust me with her car, but if I'm doing this shit can I blame her for being suspicious? I'm so confused and lost, I want to do the right thing but it's hard.
i'm stuck
What's so hard about this situation? I think it's fixable. Don't you?
Quote from: Hippopo on November 10, 2011, 08:06:34 PM
What's so hard about this situation? I think it's fixable. Don't you?
propose your solution
Quote from: The spy who loves you on November 10, 2011, 08:07:05 PM
propose your solution
Focus on what you've learned and now realize, and translate it into reality in the near future, instead of reminding yourself of past failures. The moment is now!
Quote from: vziard on November 10, 2011, 08:09:47 PM
Focus on what you've learned and now realize, and translate it into reality in the near future, instead of reminding yourself of past failures. The moment is now!
Wow, yes. This is it.
im conflicted though
part of me wants to be a stoner and party, that's why im on two hits telling you this shit
But oddly enough I relapse with friends and I find that they're gone, they've deserted me to go take care of themselves, which is cool, but it makes me realize that at the end of the day im on my own, and surrounding myself with these people will hurt me one day
Quote from: The spy who loves you on November 10, 2011, 08:16:51 PM
im conflicted though
part of me wants to be a stoner and party, that's why im on two hits telling you this shit
But oddly enough I relapse with friends and I find that they're gone, they've deserted me to go take care of themselves, which is cool, but it makes me realize that at the end of the day im on my own, and surrounding myself with these people will hurt me one day
You're just looking at it wrong. What's preventing you from making new friends either now or in the future?
Why can't you be a stoner and party, but do it in moderation? Seek a good, healthy balance.
Quote from: The spy who loves you on November 10, 2011, 08:16:51 PM
im conflicted though
part of me wants to be a stoner and party, that's why im on two hits telling you this shit
But oddly enough I relapse with friends and I find that they're gone, they've deserted me to go take care of themselves, which is cool, but it makes me realize that at the end of the day im on my own, and surrounding myself with these people will hurt me one day
That's exactly true. Friends are great, but, like you said, at the end of the day it's just you deciding what to do next. Dedicate your life to fulfilling yourself, don't waste it slaving away for the ideals of others. (Do you
really want to party and do drugs your whole life?
that's it?) Also, like Hippo said, it'd be a good idea to find some friends that care more deeply about you.
Not that there's anything wrong with a little weed or trip, both can be excellent for 'getting back on track'.
Fulfilling the needs of the self can be difficult, but it's the most rewarding experience you can have.
Smoking Marijuana Is Healthy
Quote from: Hippopo on November 10, 2011, 08:25:50 PM
Fulfilling the needs of the self can be difficult, but it's the most rewarding experience you can have.
what if you don't know yourself
what if its an ever-changing spectrum that ricochets violently on each polarity
WHAT THEN
YOU CAN'T HAVE IT AAAAAAAALLLLLLLL
By 'two hits' are we taking about acid or just pot or something else?
Quote from: Houdini on November 10, 2011, 09:22:03 PM
By 'two hits' are we taking about acid or just pot or something else?
yes i was on acid when i made all this shit
Quote from: Clucky on November 10, 2011, 09:14:06 PM
what if you don't know yourself
what if its an ever-changing spectrum that ricochets violently on each polarity
WHAT THEN
YOU CAN'T HAVE IT AAAAAAAALLLLLLLL
Oh Clucky. sillydood;