I'm tripping out right now.

[The spy who loves you]

I just had all these revelations about my life.

Your experiences when you're a kid shape who you'll be for the rest of your life.

[The spy who loves you]

I'm fucked up because of my poor family life, me doing drugs is a scream for help on some level.

[Hippopo]

I'm fucked up because of my poor family life, me doing drugs is a scream for help on some level.

Change is possible.  If you want to be different, nothing is stopping you.  Nothing.

[silvertone]

Change is possible.  If you want to be different, nothing is stopping you.  Nothing.

gop is stoping obama.

[Hippopo]

gop is stoping obama.

[snoorkel]

the psychedelic drugs strike again, causing mass enlightenment to spread across the galaxy!!!

[silvertone]

the psychedelic drugs strike again, causing mass enlightenment to spread across the galaxy!!!

«Leaves Physical Plane» ~see the gates of heaven~  «Goes Home»

[The Hand That Fisted Everyone]

gop is stoping obama.

cuz he is a pussy

also, yeah you could totally change. it's not like you're 60 and used up your life.

[The spy who loves you]

I'm pretty pissed at myself. today would have been my 5th day of sobriety completed and then I actually start wondering whether or not if it's ok that I do drugs or not. upon taking two hits, I've realized that it's really not cool that I'm doing this shit. I want my mom to trust me with her car, but if I'm doing this shit can I blame her for being suspicious? I'm so confused and lost, I want to do the right thing but it's hard.

i'm stuck

[Hippopo]

I'm pretty pissed at myself. today would have been my 5th day of sobriety completed and then I actually start wondering whether or not if it's ok that I do drugs or not. upon taking two hits, I've realized that it's really not cool that I'm doing this shit. I want my mom to trust me with her car, but if I'm doing this shit can I blame her for being suspicious? I'm so confused and lost, I want to do the right thing but it's hard.

i'm stuck

What's so hard about this situation? I think it's fixable.  Don't you?

[The spy who loves you]

What's so hard about this situation? I think it's fixable.  Don't you?

propose your solution

[snoorkel]

propose your solution

Focus on what you've learned and now realize, and translate it into reality in the near future, instead of reminding yourself of past failures. The moment is now!

[Hippopo]

Focus on what you've learned and now realize, and translate it into reality in the near future, instead of reminding yourself of past failures. The moment is now!

Wow, yes.  This is it.

[The spy who loves you]

im conflicted though

part of me wants to be a stoner and party, that's why im on two hits telling you this shit

But oddly enough I relapse with friends and I find that they're gone, they've deserted me to go take care of themselves, which is cool, but it makes me realize that at the end of the day im on my own, and surrounding myself with these people will hurt me one day

[Hippopo]

im conflicted though

part of me wants to be a stoner and party, that's why im on two hits telling you this shit

But oddly enough I relapse with friends and I find that they're gone, they've deserted me to go take care of themselves, which is cool, but it makes me realize that at the end of the day im on my own, and surrounding myself with these people will hurt me one day

You're just looking at it wrong.  What's preventing you from making new friends either now or in the future? 

Why can't you be a stoner and party, but do it in moderation?  Seek a good, healthy balance.