Is it wrong that I don't want to grow up? I enjoy my youth so much. >.<
I like getting free stuff.
I like living with my parents.
I like running the neighborhood, going out, instead of staying in some office all day...
My brother is almost 18, going to Wharton after the summer...I'll miss my bro.
I'll be able to drive in 2 years...
I feel so old...
I don't like growing up either. I've grown to fear upcoming birthdays.
Quote from: NINTENDEATH on May 06, 2008, 07:26:05 PM
I don't like growing up either. I've grown to fear upcoming birthdays.
I loved my childhood so much...
I've had these feelings lately. I'm 17 and going to be a Senior next year. I'm scared as shit. I have no idea what I plan to do, plan to live, or anything. I'll be fucking 18 next January. I need to get at least a good idea, my license, and a job. I'm so fucking nervous. I hate thinking about it.
I don't either. It's hard to imagine me being alone, and I miss getting piggybacks from at least my parents. :(
Just suppress it into the back of your mind and feel like crawling when you're in your midlife crisis. <3
I actually haven't celebrated any of my birthdays since I was seven. befuddlement
I know what you mean. Ever since entering high school, time just seems to fly by faster and faster. It feels like this school year began only a week ago, but I've already been in school for nine out of only ten months.
What scares me the most is, I don't have all the time in the world left to be a kid anymore. I have only a short amount of time to decide what I'll be doing for the rest of my life. Then, before you know it, it's over. wry
Now you know why I didn't get any sleep at all the night before I was to start college. Growing up worried me a lot too, and it still kinda does, but I've gotten more used to be being on my own and I'm ready to take on life's challenges, so I'll be okay.
It's not too hard once you're thrust into it.
I have opposite feelings. I deeply desire to be rid of school and where I live -- I want to get out and do my own thing.
I'm at the point where I'm loving youth, but still wanting to grow out of this awkward highschool age.
Quote from: Snorkel on May 06, 2008, 07:32:49 PM
I have opposite feelings. I deeply desire to be rid of school and where I live -- I want to get out and do my own thing.
Get out.
I was kind of nervous too but now that I've been doing it for some time eh you just learn as you go along. Plus I know what I want to do and how I'm going to go about it.
I may have to move sometime in the next two months. doodthing;
I remember being so precocious and wanting to grow up too fast. >.<
Quote from: JMV on May 06, 2008, 07:41:44 PM
I may have to move sometime in the next two months. doodthing;
move in with me and socks <3
Quote from: JMV on May 06, 2008, 07:41:44 PM
I may have to move sometime in the next two months. doodthing;
Where? yes;
Quote from: Clucky et al. on May 06, 2008, 07:42:43 PM
move in with me and socks
Fine, but he has to stay in the basement at all times.
I'm a cynic, so I have these feelings and worry sometimes, but I try my best to supress the thoughts; I also allow things that should in no way interfere with my well-being at this point in time in my life, well, interfere with my well-being.
You're 14? baddood;
Quote from: Geno on May 06, 2008, 07:47:59 PM
Jeez that explains alot.
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Jeez that explains alot.
Quote from: Cameron on May 06, 2008, 07:54:41 PM
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Jeez that explains alot.
You're just jealous because you don't look as badass as me.
Quote from: steal on May 06, 2008, 07:54:20 PM
I have conflicting feelings. On the one hand, I can't wait to be done with the stress and pressure of high school and be free from the shackles of my lonely mountain home, and be free from the constant atmosphere of hatred that is my family, but on the other hand, I don't know how I'll cope with the change and the responsibility. I'm so afraid that I'll whimper in the face of failure and dodge responsibilities as I have for so many years now, except that this time it means ending up on the streets. But I suppose I've just got to man up and deal with it... but that's what growing up is?
I'm so confused. :(
You're a complicated man.
Quote from: steal on May 06, 2008, 07:54:20 PM
I have conflicting feelings. On the one hand, I can't wait to be done with the stress and pressure of high school and be free from the shackles of my lonely mountain home, and be free from the constant atmosphere of hatred that is my family, but on the other hand, I don't know how I'll cope with the change and the responsibility. I'm so afraid that I'll whimper in the face of failure and dodge responsibilities as I have for so many years now, except that this time it means ending up on the streets. But I suppose I've just got to man up and deal with it... but that's what growing up is?
I'm so confused. :(
Can I use that in a report?
Quote from: Geno on May 06, 2008, 07:56:51 PM
You're just jealous because you don't look as badass as me.
You're pathetic and a disgrace to Boyah; it's people like you that lead everyone to believe nothing that is said on the internet.
Quote from: V on May 06, 2008, 08:03:40 PM
You're pathetic and a disgrace to Boyah; it's people like you that lead everyone to believe nothing that is said on the internet.
You're just jealous because you don't look as badass as me.
Quote from: steal on May 06, 2008, 08:18:44 PM
What do you mean?
If you mean to quote me and credit me for it, sure, if you mean to take my writing and claim it as your own, no. Also, what's the report about?
The first. I don't know, but I could save it.
~Quoted from steal at Boyah.net doodella;
Quote from: steal on May 06, 2008, 08:22:09 PM
credit me name too, jonathan neel
i mean like why would you need to quote me for some report do you just like the way i phrased that or something i don't know what you mean
Everyone would be like oooooh who's that ;]
I like the way you phrased it. I would be lazy and put "I don't want to grow up because I'll miss being a child."
Quote from: steal on May 06, 2008, 08:29:26 PM
oh ok cool
Yeah, I dunno, I feel like I over think these sorts of things to the point where I get stressed out and depressed when I shouldn't be, and it's hard to pull myself out of it. as for the phrasing I just let my fingers do the work and typed what crossed my mind, idk.
Writing isn't my thing. I use art to express myself.
[spoiler]In before faget[/spoiler]
Quote from: steal on May 06, 2008, 08:31:52 PM
I wish I could use art (particularly music) to express myself, but I just can't. :(
and hey writing is an art too
I know, I mean like painting, clay, etc
I'm not worried about college at all. I'm pretty confident that my years there will be the best of my life and I honestly can't wait to begin. Everyone at my school is freaking out, and I honestly have no idea why, because the thought of the freedom I'll have in my free time is quite thrilling. I've still got 4-8 years left to enjoy myself before I have to start a career.
I do miss playing on all the sports teams in elementary school though.