i've been through the wilderness

[??????]

and by wilderness i mean city of Camden

i was originally lost in cinnaminson and rode MY FIRST TRAIN EVER and that dropped me off in camden
i ended up in the industrial parks, in numerous ghettos (holy shit they're the creepiest ever at night) and heard several gunshots not to mention the numerous wackos that live in the city
i was really scared whenever a car with blackened windows (i thought that was illegal) drove near me slowly while there was no one else, i thought i'd get kidnapped

the police didn't even help me  
i reached the Camden aquarium (i thought of that hey arnold episode with the aquarium and they got inside afterhours) and couldn't decide if i should cross the franklin bridge--sadly the bridge was shut out to people who wanted to walk on it and the only route was some underground subway that i couldn't find

after 5 hours of walking around the streets i started to look like bjork and had this blushed look--i couldn't even smile anymore since my face was frozen
i also found a bus station where i met lots of weird schizophrenics--they talked to themselves about god, searched through garbage and laughed manically while have bouts of silence
a few offered me drugs, but declined and told them that the pigeon (there's a weird pigeon that can't fly that sits there) needs it more than anyone else. i lol'd when they dropped a cigarette and a brownie near it

i got home by hitchhiking on this mexican's car who dropped me off two cities away from my own and basically walked throughout the night  cjlubdoods;

i hate you njtransit you didn't do this last year

lol itt: situations that really sucked and possibly may of gotten you severely injured (i just developed canker sores in my throat from the cold)  cjlubdoods;

[Daddy]

like a virgin

[??????]

like a virgin

wuwof's blood boils whenever he finds out i've been "suffering"
it sure makes me feel shiny and new  cjlubdoods;

[Hiro]

what were you doing there in the first place lol

[Daddy]

wuwof's blood boils whenever he finds out i've been "suffering"
it sure makes me feel shiny and new  cjlubdoods;

is he gonna kill your girlfrind

[??????]

what were you doing there in the first place lol

my dad's car broke down
he decided to sleep while i was going insane since i can't sleep sitting up, nor do i like enclosed spaces that's decreasing in temperature rapidly in the midst of a snow storm (i only had jacket on, no layering. my ass was FREEZING MAN)

it broke down at around 11 PM
i decided to leave at around 7 AM

i spent the majority of the time constructing my future with back-up planning since my ipod died out and i couldn't distract myself with anything

my father got home at around 4 PM
I got home at somewhere 11 PM

[??????]

is he gonna kill your girlfrind

meybeh
he takes out his rage on me instead  cjlubdoods;

[Travis]

wow ur so hood

[??????]

wow ur so hood

two spoke to me
~*so hewd*~

i ignored one of them and the other insisted that he has seen me before
he told me that the buses were running but they never did

he was okay
"WANNA WALK WIT ME HERE"
"No."
"FINE WIT ME LOL"
He walks on the sidewalk while I walk in the middle of the road and he complains and jumps out a few minutes afterwards that his shoes are ruined and wet.  cjlubdoods;

[burzumfan420]

u should have txted me we could hve hanged out

[??????]

u should have txted me we could hve hanged out

i don't have a cellphone
;____;

[Daddy]

i don't have a cellphone
;____;

where is suze i miss suze

[??????]

where is suze i miss suze

i miss your biological dad 

[Nyerp]

how were you not mugged

[??????]

how were you not mugged

my fears were:
kidnapped
being mugged
hypothermia


i tried avoiding the former two by putting on angry eyebrows but i don't think its enough to overtake my under aged appearance