After a year, I think it's best to say that I maybe leaving this place today.

[6M69I69B9]

I think it's the best choice for me.

I don't really think have any "friends" here anyway, I don't even know why I came on here for so many days. Just talking to people, when I don't even know what really anybody is talking about most of the time. I feel really...just depressed whenever I come here, or just left out. Heh, I can't even make friends on the Internet, I can't explain why I have these urges to get angry when I'm in a social situation, or just to isolate myself. Even when I finally come out of that urge to hate and isolate my self from people, I still can't find anybody. Maybe, I wasnt born to have friends since I think it's pathetic for some reason, maybe I was born just to live on my own, independent. Not even having a family at my side. It's been always like that anyway.

Maybe I'm just having a bad day? I don't know, but it's always been like this. Coming to the same conclusion even with advice. Maybe I'm just a coward who won't face the process called "socializing" because of my automatic isolation in being social.

Goodbye, Boyagers and good luck to JMV290 on keeping this forum and getting a bigger community. Also, if you're annoyed with these threads, then sorry for my constant bitching.


Shoutouts: Steal, Houdini, Tectron, Cameron, Nyerp, JMV290, Kaz, YPR, Wrenchninja, Snorkel, ProtectedMember32, V, ClassicTyler, Bassir, Princess Hime, Clair, Hiro, ME68, Thief888, Ready_To_Die, Kono, Ezlo, RAWL, Lozal, and FullMetalGanon.

This will maybe my last evening here.

[The spy who loves you]

MIB...

[6M69I69B9]

I don't know what to do anymore.

[KonohaShinobi]

Aww....MIB, good luck to your future attempts at socializing. I will always remember you, in my heart.

[UnagiPower]

i remember this thread

why did you bump it

[6M69I69B9]

i remember this thread

why did you bump it

I didn't, I just made it today.

[Selkie]

I kinda feel depressed when coming here also, and I know I'm not even a prominent member here, even though I am on so much.

When school starts I'm leaving for good, It's really pointless to stay. I have much real life adventures to partake in than to waste time here.

[UnagiPower]

I didn't, I just made it today.

lol i know

[The spy who loves you]

I kinda feel depressed when coming here also, and I know I'm not even a prominent member here, even though I am on so much.

When school starts I'm leaving for good, It's really pointless to stay. I have much real life adventures to partake in than to waste time here.

WHAT?

Selkie.

[6M69I69B9]

Aww....MIB, good luck to your future attempts at socializing. I will always remember you, in my heart.

Shit like this always gets me so...uncomfortable.

[strongbad]

;-;
ill never be on a shoutout list

[YPrrrr]

I wish you wouldn't go, but it's not exactly healthy to keep doing something that depresses you... I hope you can find someway to be happy whether it's alone or with others that understand you.

[6M69I69B9]

I wish you wouldn't go, but it's not exactly healthy to keep doing something that depresses you... I hope you can find someway to be happy whether it's alone or with others that understand you.

I will never find happiness. Alone is when depression comes. Isolation and hate is when socializing comes.

I don't get even get why anybody would want me here anyway, I haven't done really anything but bitch in this board.

[famy]

I don't get even get why anybody would want me here anyway, I haven't done really anything but bitch in this board.

we love activity and drama

[Selkie]

;-;
ill never be on a shoutout list

Don't worry, I have been here at least 5 days a week since Powerspike and I never will be either