yeah I would like to feel like I'm actually competent at a decent job

never in my work life have i felt competent and every few months i lewk back and rememver what i had learned in that time  and wonder how tf i managed before then

My ideal life would be scrambling over peoples legs for a chance to lap up the puddles of grease that cling to their fabric, and then go home to help raise and train four itty-bitty turtles while doing a little bit of journalism on the side.

Quote from: C.Mongler on July 17, 2020, 10:14:31 PMFeel more confident in what I'm doing in my career. Learn some shit. Get invested in something like the Drupal community idk. I hate having imposter syndrome all the time with my career because I literally just have a penchant for googling shit.

I want to be at a real web development shop someday but I feel like I'm out of my element most days lol

i'm starting a new project that involves stuff i am totally unfamiliar with (Azure Functions in C#) and I asked one of our more senior developers for advice on how to get my feet off the ground. Was basically me watching him Google shit for 30 minutes and be like "yeah that's probably what I'd do" lol

nobody knows shit (I also get anxiety from imposter syndrome despite acknowledging this)

live to 3,000 and sleep in a coffin

Quote from: strongbad on July 21, 2020, 09:59:11 AMi'm starting a new project that involves stuff i am totally unfamiliar with (Azure Functions in C#) and I asked one of our more senior developers for advice on how to get my feet off the ground. Was basically me watching him Google shit for 30 minutes and be like "yeah that's probably what I'd do" lol

nobody knows shit (I also get anxiety from imposter syndrome despite acknowledging this)

this gives me a lot of comfort cuz i'm also looking for a job in tech, it's good to know that we'll all just be googling stuff together

i have no idea about my ideal life tbh, i guess it would be one where good things that i don't expect keep happening. it feels rly nice when something happens that i could have never even guessed was a possibility and it improves my life

I'd like to have published work out there actually making some money for me, even if only a little. I'd like to either be able to work from home (writing, producing other content as well), or work as a professor teaching creative writing classes/workshops.

And I'd like to live somewhere warmer than Minnesota lmao

just wait a few years and global warming will have conquered minisoda

i want a house with a yard and i want more dogs

Quote from: C.Mongler on March 30, 2022, 09:56:49 AMi want a house with a yard and i want more dogs

I have a house with a yard and now I want a house with no yard lol

It's a lot of fuckin work (although it is kind of fun and relaxing I suppose)

gonna be honest, i have absolutely no idea. I just want my technology to stop spying on me