Poll
Question:
should i
Option 1: no (i don't care (might as well))
votes: 3
Option 2: no (yes i want you to but am being polite)
votes: 3
Option 3: no (i am a conformist and think death is bad)
votes: 8
pick
death is our only reward
die for me
i would die for you
just say the word
i'll fucking do it
i'd kill myself for you... id' kill you for myself
destroy your life for satan
satan being tec
Me first.
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NIB8ngra8ws[/youtube]
Quote from: silvertone on May 03, 2012, 01:36:26 PM
death is our only reward
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life really is a fucking prison.
You guys are being shits.
hiro knows none of this is serious, and that we all support him
Quote from: Cirno on May 04, 2012, 12:48:42 PM
hiro knows none of this is serious, and that we all support him
i am glad to know you all support my decision to kill myself.
Quote from: Heads on May 04, 2012, 11:19:04 PM
i am glad to know you all support my decision to kill myself.
lol oh hiro
seriously man turn things around, we know you can
Quote from: Cirno on May 04, 2012, 11:21:41 PM
lol oh hiro
seriously man turn things around, we know you can
i don't even anything lol
what is things
Quote from: Heads on May 04, 2012, 11:24:06 PM
i don't even anything lol
what is things
i thought you were upset because of things going poorly for you in school, or something befuddlement
i just sort of figured that it's what brought this thread about
remember when lawlz said you were dead
good times, good times
Quote from: Cirno on May 04, 2012, 11:25:33 PM
i thought you were upset because of things going poorly for you in school, or something befuddlement
i just sort of figured that it's what brought this thread about
what
yeah it is
idk i've calmed down kind of since i'm not thinking about it as much lmao
Quote from: Patsy Stone on May 05, 2012, 12:07:02 AM
remember when lawlz said you were dead
good times, good times
only vaguely
Quote from: Patsy Stone on May 05, 2012, 12:07:02 AM
remember when lawlz said you were dead
good times, good times
he also said i had cancer, and apparently zayna believed him
We <3 Hiro.
i don't want to die. but i'll be glad when i do. this is terrible.
Quote from: Cirno on May 05, 2012, 03:03:13 AM
he also said i had cancer, and apparently zayna believed him
the funny thing is, it's zayna who eventually ended up dead
well, i guess that's not really funny awdood;
Quote from: Sudoroodo on May 05, 2012, 08:47:53 AM
the funny thing is, it's zayna who eventually ended up dead
well, i guess that's not reall funny awdood;
was it lawlz that broke the news of her death
Quote from: Sudoroodo on May 05, 2012, 08:47:53 AM
the funny thing is, it's zayna who eventually ended up dead
well, i guess that's not really funny awdood;
no, it really is
She died?
she's at the very least dead on the inside
handjobs and heroin
okay nope back to wanting to die
why :'(
i feel like i'm going to get fired soon
can't afford rent anymore
can't get out of the lease
still doing shitty in school
haven't figured out summer school shit
might lose all financial aid
feel like i'm losing my friends
i'm not going to make new friends or meet any girls
my family's already struggling financially and my dad is a piece of shit
i don't want to be a burden on anyone anymore but there's literally nothing i can do about that
even if i die that's not going to help anything
Quote from: Heads on May 05, 2012, 12:18:55 PM
i feel like i'm going to get fired soon
can't afford rent anymore
can't get out of the lease
still doing shitty in school
haven't figured out summer school shit
might lose all financial aid
feel like i'm losing my friends
i'm not going to make new friends or meet any girls
my family's already struggling financially and my dad is a piece of shit
i don't want to be a burden on anyone anymore but there's literally nothing i can do about that
even if i die that's not going to help anything
maybe but it's just one job and if you feel like that then look for a better one/different one. you don't have to stay there forever and you're not going to.
maybe work two jobs for awhile
if you want to live somewhere else put your place on craiglist and see if you can get someone to buy out your stake in the lease. idk. that's what we did when whatshername ditched us.
drop out if you don't like it. college isn't going anywhere. maybe pell grants are but if you're going to fail the classes anyway then it's not worth having and you're wasting the money
yeah probably, but probably not because they hate you, but moreso because people just go different places. Take boyah, we've had numerous people come and go and most don't leave because they hate us, they just do other stuff.
that's a bold face lie and you know it.
fuck your dad. you can't do much about your family but if they made it for however many years they've been around they can keep going.
you're twenty. you're going to be a burden on someone. just relax.
i had a therapist (who was really good and I never showing up for one of our appointments) tell me that if you're not happy doing what you're doing, what would you be happy doing.
I think a big thing that is scary for a lot of us is that we get pushed in one direction so we don't really get a chance to stop and examine if it's really the path we want to take. It's ok to not know. I spend a lot of my time not knowing what I'm going to do. I moved to GA and I didn't have a job or any savings, but I made it work.
The point is if you're not happy where you're at, then change it. There are always options.
zayna passed on.
Don't die YoU'Re cooler than a lot of people. I still wish you came to my birthday part.y hocuspocus;
Quote from: eeeeeee on May 05, 2012, 09:30:10 PM
Don't die YoU'Re cooler than a lot of people. I still wish you came to my birthday part.y hocuspocus;
this is really nice, thank you carly. giggle; move to flag already!
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Please don't kill yourself, Hiro!!! I'll miss your hair too much!!!
Plus, you're really nice and put up with my stupid textsssss!!
Quote from: N o t S i d on May 05, 2012, 01:36:31 PM
maybe but it's just one job and if you feel like that then look for a better one/different one. you don't have to stay there forever and you're not going to.
maybe work two jobs for awhile
if you want to live somewhere else put your place on craiglist and see if you can get someone to buy out your stake in the lease. idk. that's what we did when whatshername ditched us.
drop out if you don't like it. college isn't going anywhere. maybe pell grants are but if you're going to fail the classes anyway then it's not worth having and you're wasting the money
yeah probably, but probably not because they hate you, but moreso because people just go different places. Take boyah, we've had numerous people come and go and most don't leave because they hate us, they just do other stuff.
that's a bold face like and you know it.
fuck your dad. you can't do much about your family but if they made it for however many years they've been around they can keep going.
you're twenty. you're going to be a burden on someone. just relax.
i had a therapist (who was really good and I never showing up for one of our appointments) tell me that if you're not happy doing what you're doing, what would you be happy doing.
I think a big thing that is scary for a lot of us is that we get pushed in one direction so we don't really get a chance to stop and examine if it's really the path we want to take. It's ok to not know. I spend a lot of my time not knowing what I'm going to do. I moved to GA and I didn't have a job or any savings, but I made it work.
The point is if you're not happy where you're at, then change it. There are always options.
this is good advice
Quote from: Failure on May 06, 2012, 01:07:52 AM
this is really nice, thank you carly. giggle; move to flag already!
giggle; I KNOW. fuck Phoenix. I swear to god this is my last summer here jk i'm sure i'll spend more summers here... but ya I'm def not going to be here next semester. Sent in my transfer app last week lol
bump
if you die in life you die int he intenret,
Quote from: silvertone on May 19, 2012, 11:30:36 AM
if you die in life you die int he intenret,
what if i die in the internet
Quote from: Patsy Stone on May 19, 2012, 11:31:52 AM
what if i die in the internet
if you're using the internet you're already dead
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Why are the people on this forum so god damn depressing (most of you)
we're just depressing people.
Quote from: Amethyst on May 21, 2012, 02:02:25 PM
Why are the people on this forum so god damn depressing (most of you)
lol seriously
wouldn't be on boyah if it didn't have depressing people
Quote from: Kana Minami on May 21, 2012, 03:30:26 PM
lol seriously
not all of us can be as cool as you kaz
no1 can be as cool as lord kaz
Quote from: Makaveli on May 21, 2012, 07:49:14 PM
not all of us can be as cool as you kaz
cool has nothing to do with it but thank you
Quote from: Kana Minami on May 21, 2012, 10:03:14 PM
cool has nothing to do with it but thank you
yes it does you don't hate urself if you're really cool
Quote from: Makaveli on May 21, 2012, 10:14:30 PM
yes it does you don't hate urself if you're really cool
but you're cool and you hate yourself
what's up with that
Quote from: Kana Minami on May 21, 2012, 10:30:48 PM
but you're cool and you hate yourself
what's up with that
lmao obviously not cool enough
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satan was cooler than jesus because he didn't kill himself.
satan was a martryr. a martyr for us sinners.