deal with your serial killer, violent, and or destructive urges? I often feel intense bursts of passionate motivation to lash out at the world and do something new and refreshing. Often this manifests in desires to play god, to experiment with flesh, and to watch life suffer and end. Given the possibility of publicity in anonymity and fear through confusion, and experimentation in the human condition to its utmost, shit seems intriguing. So how do you guys resists your urge to prove yourself through violence, carnage, manipulation, and survival?
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Quote from: Man of Popsicle on December 03, 2009, 04:21:43 PM
wat
what is stopping you from saying, 'fuck it, i'm going to be Jack the Ripper for a few years, and maybe after that i'll either settle down or move on to other stuff...' and then doing it
i know i can't be the only one that wonders about this fascinating prospect
Well a large part of it is not being insane.
By the way I called the police.
Quote from: Veal on December 03, 2009, 04:27:40 PM
Well a large part of it is not being insane.
what is that exactly
Quote from: Veal on December 03, 2009, 04:28:13 PM
By the way I called the police.
Well I'm going to be a
writer.
Quote from: Socks on December 03, 2009, 04:25:20 PM
what is stopping you from saying, 'fuck it, i'm going to be Jack the Ripper for a few years, and maybe after that i'll either settle down or move on to other stuff...' and then doing it
i know i can't be the only one that wonders about this fascinating prospect
I wouldn't call it common. I'd be surprised if someone else here had those same urges.
Quote from: Man of Popsicle on December 03, 2009, 05:08:51 PM
I wouldn't call it common. I'd be surprised if someone else here had those same urges.
I agree with him (Socks) completely.
Try Cocaine.
Quote from: wziard on December 03, 2009, 05:28:44 PM
I agree with him (Socks) completely.
Okay fine then I guess I'd be surprised if it was common at all.
And I don't mean daydreaming about hurting people you hate whatever. I mean the serial killer shit Socks is talking about.
Quote from: Rainy Day Mushroom Pillow on December 03, 2009, 05:30:24 PM
Try Cocaine.
I think opiates are a much better idea
Quote from: Man of Popsicle on December 03, 2009, 05:30:58 PM
Okay fine then I guess I'd be surprised if it was common at all.
And I don't mean daydreaming about hurting people you hate whatever. I mean the serial killer shit Socks is talking about.
I have no qualms about being a hitman or a just serial killer
Quote from: wziard on December 03, 2009, 05:32:46 PM
I have no qualms about being a hitman or a just serial killer
That's lovely but I'm talking about generalities now.
Well, call me old-fashioned, but killing random people for no reason doesn't really appeal to me. :\
I think I can relate somewhat, though. Personally, I'd love to mug everyone I see and--oh I don't know--burn down buildings or some shit, just for laughs. Oh, and kidnap people's pets and release them in another state or something (or just kill them), just to see how much misery I can inflict on their owners. The reason I don't do these things is because the consequences for this sort of stuff would go against my self-interest--namely, going to prison. This is probably a good enough reason to hold back these urges.
But if society ever collapses and we return to the law of the jungle, then all bets are off.
Quote from: wziard on December 03, 2009, 05:32:46 PMI have no qualms about being a hitman or a just serial killer
Me neither, if the price were right.
But serial killer though? I just don't see the point. Seems like a waste of time.
Quote from: Man of Popsicle on December 03, 2009, 05:30:58 PM
Okay fine then I guess I'd be surprised if it was common at all.
i don't find the notion shocking or unusual, to be honest. i've always felt i had the ability along with the nagging curiosity which has also always been there. i think it unusual
not to have such feelings and
not to consider such things. but lately, the urges have been coming and going, and getting more intense. they're sparked by many different situations and have always crept up in other things i've done, wanted to do, or believed in. but some of those possible venues of releasing such tension and effort are closing, and who knows what's next, as we all try to figure out our lives and set up the future.
Quote from: Man of Popsicle on December 03, 2009, 05:30:58 PM
And I don't mean daydreaming about hurting people you hate whatever. I mean the serial killer shit Socks is talking about.
yeah. my rage (it's not really range though, it's just a desire to do
something) is not directed at people i know, or people who have personally pissed me off. i want to affected perception, change attitude, and target certain things, which i wont mention. and i honestly would not have any qualms about permanently eliminating such things and causing chaos.
Socks I know you are Rorschach.
Quote from: Man of Popsicle on December 03, 2009, 05:48:33 PM
Socks I know you are Rorschach.
Rorschach is lame.
I always preferred the Comedian.
I'm pretty sure you're not supposed to like The Comedian.
Quote from: Man of Popsicle on December 03, 2009, 05:51:58 PM
I'm pretty sure you're not supposed to like The Comedian.
Well I did. Woops.
Quote from: Slim on December 03, 2009, 05:45:36 PM
The reason I don't do these things is because the consequences for this sort of stuff would go against my self-interest--namely, going to prison. This is probably a good enough reason to hold back these urges.
but don't you just want to say fuck it, the hell with it? why be forced in a slave occupation and typical routine?
no one plans on getting caught, of course, so if one decides down that path, there is no turning back, i'd just shrug my shoulders. and the ability of some killers (who are very good planners, liars, and actors) to blend in with society at the surface level and have a 'normal' and 'peaceful' life is also somewhat appealing. but again, that would be figured out later and fall into place in due time.
why wait for the jungle to come and get you Slim? go out there and bring the mother fucking jungle to these sheltered little fucks and watch them scurry! and enjoy it, or not.
Quote from: Socks on December 03, 2009, 05:59:21 PM
but don't you just want to say fuck it, the hell with it?
Sure.
But I always end up talking myself out of it.
Quoteand the ability of some killers (who are good very good planners, liars, and actors) to blend in with society at the surface level and have a 'normal' and 'peaceful' life is also somewhat appealing.
This sort of thing impresses me as well, I have to admit.
Quotewhy wait for the jungle to come and get you Slim? go out there and bring the mother fucking jungle to these sheltered little fucks and watch them scurry! and enjoy it.
Alright, you've convinced me.
Tomorrow, you and I are going to rob a bank. I'll be over in ten minutes with the blueprints for the building. We're going to have to spend all night scheming if we want this to work. Our plan is going to be foolproof--ya hear me?
Quote from: Slim on December 03, 2009, 06:11:38 PM
Sure.
But I always end up talking myself out of it.
same here so far. but i can't completely deny the urges though
Quote from: Slim on December 03, 2009, 06:11:38 PM
Alright, you've convinced me.
Tomorrow, you and I are going to rob a bank. I'll be over in ten minutes with the blueprints for the building. We're going to have to spend all night scheming if we want this to work. Our plan is going to be foolproof--ya hear me?
but it can't work, cuz i like you. so when one of us has to kill the other, it'll be like awdood;
I would love to rip off the back of a woman's skull and stick a hard cock in her brain, but then I think of the fact it'd be a one time only event and not worth the mess it'd make.
Quote from: Socks on December 03, 2009, 06:18:51 PMbut it can't work, cuz i like you. so when one of us has to kill the other, it'll be like awdood;
True, that would be an awkward situation, I'd imagine.
Oh well. If you ever think of a better idea, feel free to tell me.
I think certain mindsets fascinate me. Like Hannibal Lecter,Ted Bundy, Son of Sam, Manson and those types. Would I want to be them? NO. But to sit and talk at length? ABSOLUTELY.
When you said Ted Bundy I first thought of Al Bundy and wondered how the hell he snuck into your post. Then I remembered who Ted Bundy was.
I need sleep.
uh I'm not a fuckin psycho
Quote from: Man of Popsicle on December 03, 2009, 05:51:58 PM
I'm pretty sure you're not supposed to like The Comedian.
Well, there's like and like. I don't like his personality, but as a fictional character he's a great anti-hero.
Quote from: GENOP on December 04, 2009, 12:56:41 AM
uh I'm not a fuckin psycho
pretty much everyone has crazy fantasies of some sort
some people just aren't afraid to admit it
Quote from: Pancake Persona on December 04, 2009, 01:02:24 AM
pretty much everyone has crazy fantasies of some sort
some people just aren't afraid to admit it
No I really don't. baddood;
BITCHES AND WHORES
Quote from: Thyme on December 04, 2009, 01:09:27 AM
BITCHES AND WHORES
If I could dispose of any woman in the world by dumping her in a TV with no risk of ever getting caught, I'd do it.
And I'd be damn proud.
Quote from: GENOP on December 04, 2009, 01:02:53 AM
No I really don't. baddood;
yeah but you're a pussy
I just have urges to protect people and try to make people I don't know happy. So that's sorta the same right?
As for any sort of dark side, I'm attracted to blood/bruises. A girl I know got a bloody nose and it got me all hot and bothered. And then I saw a different girl walking down the street and half her face was bruised and I was like "daaaaaamn giiiiirl". I also drive around rich housing complexes blasting the There Will Be Blood soundtrack at night sometimes.
Yesterday I was downtown at night and passed a sign that said "NO MEAT INSIDE", so I turned back to look at it and this black homeless man who was walking behind me was like "woah woah woah you don't gotta worry about me, kid. i'm not a bad guy, heh heh." and I felt bad.
Quote from: Veal on December 04, 2009, 03:25:14 AM
Yesterday I was downtown at night and passed a sign that said "NO MEAT INSIDE", so I turned back to look at it and this black homeless man who was walking behind me was like "woah woah woah you don't gotta worry about me, kid. i'm not a bad guy, heh heh." and I felt bad.
Great story.
Quote from: Pancake Persona on December 04, 2009, 03:28:30 AM
tell it again
Oh yeah and then I pointed the sign out to him and he said "I guess that means
no one's allowed inside! a heh heh heh"
So I think he's a cannibal.
i want to punch people at school
i sometimes remind myself how easy it would be to kill somebody and get away with it completely
Quote from: Travis on December 04, 2009, 08:29:19 AM
i sometimes remind myself how easy it would be to kill somebody and get away with it completely
prove how easy it is
Quote from: Thyme on December 04, 2009, 01:00:25 AM
Well, there's like and like. I don't like his personality, but as a fictional character he's a great anti-hero.
Oh, he's a fantastic character, but I don't think that's what Slim meant.
this thread kinda creeps me out. doodthing;
Quote from: Travis on December 04, 2009, 08:29:19 AM
i sometimes remind myself how easy it would be to kill somebody and get away with it completely
You say that now but I doubt you or anyone in this thread would actually take someones life if a situation arose.
Quote from: Techo 1/2 on December 04, 2009, 10:23:42 AM
You say that now but I doubt you or anyone in this thread would actually take someones life if a situation arose.
uh okay i never said i would
i would have no problem taking somebody's life if it was in self defense though
Quote from: Lexie on December 04, 2009, 10:19:32 AM
this thread kinda creeps me out. doodthing;
you mean bunnies don't lust for blood?
Quote from: YPR on December 04, 2009, 10:42:21 AM
you mean bunnies don't lust for blood?
only when their stupid 12 year old cousins beg them to play their wii for hours on end. giggle;
Quote from: Socks on December 04, 2009, 04:07:11 PM
i can resolve this issue for you yes;
thats disturbing, but ok ;3
Holy fucking shit, I'm not alone! I think about this every week. I'd most likely never do it, but I always fantasize about it. Could you image being shot in the crotch, getting a nipple sliced off, and having your leg amputated. Not only amputate, but eaten in front of you.
That would the scare the shit out of the person. lol
i'm not sure i have these bloodlust urges and thought you're talking about, socks. i know i could never kill a person anyway, even if i had the opportunity to get away with it and everything.
You never even think about it? Aw fuck now I feel alienated, I thought this through. Fuck, I was hoping Boyah would make me forget my differences. :(
Quote from: Socks on December 04, 2009, 04:13:23 PM
your wii has just been tossed from a very tall building
[spoiler]and it hit your cousin a few second later. tragically though, the sidewalk was then stained with blood and gooey fleshy mush[/spoiler]
hell no :< gotta be cleaner than that, son
I think about these kinds of things a lot. Part of the appeal for me is the shock to people: "Let's take an example of a visibly well-adjusted person doing horrible things we'd never imagine them doing." Creating undertones about the heart of darkness present in everybody.
If I'm too isolated for too long, I start getting nervous twitches every time I think of something violent...hitting someone, kicking someone, strangling, stabbing. I see the line between me and this stuff as rather thin. I do like creating scenarios and situations for the fun of the challenge. Reducing crime to a process of usurping order to fuck with things kind of intrigues me.
But, a lot of these urges come from the fact that I let things I'm worrying about and care about ferment into hate and violence and self-loathing. I tend to be very at peace when I am the most expressive.
Easy.
I perform the experiment, and down the river a trash bag goes. giggle;
Quote from: ClassicTyler on December 05, 2009, 06:23:38 AM
Easy.
I perform the experiment, and down the river a trash bag goes. giggle;
This is the way to do it!