my algebra teacher talked to me today
asked me what my problem has been lately
i've been so fucking depressed lately i just told her how crappy i've been feeling
and how ive been like that since i was little but in the past few month's it had gotten worse how i hate being compared to my brother etc.
and she told me she was proud of me as a student and i had done things she'd never seen before
and that she was proud of me
is it bad it made me feel a little better
uh you've done algebra that she's never seen before?
Quote from: Veal on February 05, 2009, 02:58:05 PM
uh you've done algebra that she's never seen before?
idk
she said maybe we need to focus on getting me feeling better and i should see the counselor more
No, I'd feel much better too.
I was compared to my brother in High School. Because he could draw, everyone though I could draw as well.
Teachers would call me by my brothers name on accident.
I hated it. There was one teacher who started calling me "Classic". Soon, all the teachers did. giggle;
I'm not sure how I got the nickname, but something tells me everyone loved me because of the controversy I brought to school.
Even after graduation, teachers, students, and fellow classmates call me Classic.
I think he knew I hated being called (my brother's name) so he came up with that.
Yay me. giggle;
not at all
Every little compliment counts for me, no matter who from. It could be something as simple as another student asking me for help. Praise from teachers or anyone else makes me smile. cjlubdoods;
unfortunately, every little criticism also gets to me so i'll often be upset about something small
Quote from: Veal on February 05, 2009, 02:58:05 PM
uh you've done algebra that she's never seen before?
he solves for x more vigorously than any man has ever done.
you're still taking algebra? ||||||||||||||:
Quote from: ClassicTyler on February 05, 2009, 02:59:37 PM
No, I'd feel much better too.
I was compared to my brother in High School. Because he could draw, everyone though I could draw as well.
Teachers would call me by my brothers name on accident.
I hated it. There was one teacher who started calling me "Classic". Soon, all the teachers did. giggle;
I'm not sure how I got the nickname, but something tells me everyone loved me because of the controversy I brought to school.
Even after graduation, teachers, students, and fellow classmates call me Classic.
I think he knew I hated being called (my brother's name) so he came up with that.
Yay me. giggle;
My brother had the 3rd highest gpa in his class, was part of the BSA and face to face. And graduated and went to an ivy league school.
I have adhd and I'm depressed, self conscience, and generally want much less out of life.
All my life people have seen me as the fucking clown who isn't going to be anything.
Quote from: holky shit on February 05, 2009, 03:02:53 PMAll my life people have seen me as the fucking clown who isn't going to be anything.
Woah. Those people have been reading my mind!
Quote from: Slim on February 05, 2009, 03:05:24 PM
Woah. Those people have been reading my mind!
ooh daym man i didnt c that comin O_0
They have counseling for counseling?
No, there's nothing wrong with feeling better.
Quote from: Raekewn on February 05, 2009, 03:07:17 PM
They have counseling for counseling?
you know very well im referencing going back to cali
Nah, that's fine Cam.
Sucks for my brother though, he's always compared to me. I was much better academically than he is...
Quote from: holky shit on February 05, 2009, 03:08:42 PM
you know very well im referencing going back to cali
no i actually missed that
Quote from: ClassicTyler on February 05, 2009, 02:59:37 PM
No, I'd feel much better too.
I was compared to my brother in High School. Because he could draw, everyone though I could draw as well.
Teachers would call me by my brothers name on accident.
I hated it. There was one teacher who started calling me "Classic". Soon, all the teachers did. giggle;
I'm not sure how I got the nickname, but something tells me everyone loved me because of the controversy I brought to school.
Even after graduation, teachers, students, and fellow classmates call me Classic.
I think he knew I hated being called (my brother's name) so he came up with that.
Yay me. giggle;
I wonder how my sister feels. She's not too good in school, but I'm a genius and leave my mark with all the teachers. Now that she's in my middle-school and being taught by my old teachers, she might feel exactly like this because she has to live up to something she really can't.
lol, oh god bassir i lol'd,
Quote from: holky shit on February 05, 2009, 03:06:55 PM
ooh daym man i didnt c that comin O_0
come on you don't know what i've been through.
all my internet life people would compare me to karel. back on nsider, i would troll all day and get banned dozens of times, but it seemed like i could never top karel. it's like i was living in his shadow. people have always seen me as the #2 nsider troll. well you know what? maybe i don't want to be like fucking karel. maybe i just want to be myself. is that okay with you people??? life is so unfair. ;__;
have a heart man.
Well, he was only artistic in drawing.
My arts covered band, theater, etc.
In other words, the teachers considered me much more refined than he was. giggle;
Quote from: Slim on February 05, 2009, 03:15:33 PM
come on you don't know what i've been through.
all my internet life people would compare me to karel. back on nsider, i would troll all day and get banned dozens of times, but it seemed like i could never top karel. it's like i was living in his shadow. people have always seen me as the #2 nsider troll. well you know what? maybe i don't want to be like fucking karel. maybe i just want to be myself. is that okay with you people??? life is so unfair. ;__;
have a heart man.
i feel for you man
Quote from: Slim on February 05, 2009, 03:15:33 PM
come on you don't know what i've been through.
all my internet life people would compare me to karel. back on nsider, i would troll all day and get banned dozens of times, but it seemed like i could never top karel. it's like i was living in his shadow. people have always seen me as the #2 nsider troll. well you know what? maybe i don't want to be like fucking karel. maybe i just want to be myself. is that okay with you people??? life is so unfair. ;__;
have a heart man.
Fuck you.
Seriously.
Quote from: Bassir on February 05, 2009, 03:10:13 PM
I wonder how my sister feels. She's not too good in school, but I'm a genius and leave my mark with all the teachers. Now that she's in my middle-school and being taught by my old teachers, she might feel exactly like this because she has to live up to something she really can't.
is this the one that wants you to stop hitting her akudood;
Quote from: Slim on February 05, 2009, 03:15:33 PM
come on you don't know what i've been through.
all my internet life people would compare me to karel. back on nsider, i would troll all day and get banned dozens of times, but it seemed like i could never top karel. it's like i was living in his shadow. people have always seen me as the #2 nsider troll. well you know what? maybe i don't want to be like fucking karel. maybe i just want to be myself. is that okay with you people??? life is so unfair. ;__;
have a heart man.
then stop using his account psyduck;
Quote from: Veal on February 05, 2009, 03:33:37 PM
then stop using his account psyduck;
maybe all this time we've just been the same person.
ever thought of that? eh? EH???
Quote from: Slim on February 05, 2009, 03:41:01 PM
maybe all this time we've just been the same person.
ever thought of that? eh? EH???
That's what she said. I mean Hyper said. baddood;
Quote from: FAMY2 on February 05, 2009, 03:49:35 PM
That's what she said. I mean Hyper said. baddood;
It's true. After all these years, Karel and I have bonded spiritually as well as physically.
We... have become one.
Quote from: Slim on February 05, 2009, 03:52:54 PM
It's true. After all these years, Karel and I have bonded spiritually as well as physically.
We... have become one.
Oh my. Double THE POWER OF GOD
i hated my algebra teacher. she made us write out the questions as well as the answers when doing homework, then if we didnt do it we had lunch detention.