I got into a college. Probably since around the beginning of junior year I have been worrying so much about getting accepted to college. Every day I would hope I get accepted. It was even worse this year.
Well just yesterday I got the letter in the mail saying i have been accepted. It is my fallback school, but still, I was simply praying I got into ANY college.
And now, somehow, I feel probably 10 times worse. I am now just extremely depressed that I will be leaving high school and all my friends. I am also depressed about the girl I like, and how it will probably go nowhere, then I will never see her again.
It is like a good quote from the book For One More Day, " All that happens when your dream comes true is a slow, melting realization that it wasn't what you thought.
God why does life just get shittier and shittier as you get older?
shut the fuck up this is like my worst fear more than spiders and im a dead serious arachnophobe :'(
Congratulations, and good luck with any other schools you apply to. :3
whatcya studdyin buddy giggle;
Quote from: Mettalik on December 23, 2008, 08:03:50 PM
whatcya studdyin buddy giggle;
Thank you James giggle;
Also, I am studying English Education
Quote from: Selkie224 on December 23, 2008, 08:17:13 PM
Thank you James giggle;
Also, I am studying English Education
No wonder your life sucks...
Quote from: Mettalik on December 23, 2008, 08:18:54 PM
No wonder your life sucks...
rofl
Honestly though, I love writing, and I love trying to help people. So I think being an English teacher is basically the ideal job for me.
I know, the work in college is gonna suck shit, but oh well...
You can make the most of it. Living on your own is quite refreshing, I've found. And college is a great atmosphere for meeting new people and working on what you really want to do with your life.
So don't get too down about it.
Quote from: Selkie224 on December 23, 2008, 08:22:58 PM
rofl
Honestly though, I love writing, and I love trying to help people. So I think being an English teacher is basically the ideal job for me.
I know, the work in college is gonna suck shit, but oh well...
Not so much. My uncle is an english major and he got one hell of a deal. He was offered a job as a grader, and since he works with the school tution is free. On top of that they pay him $1000 a month for it.
ill be extremely happy once i get to leave highschool
Which is exactly why I'm killing myself before I graduate high school. giggle;
oh i just pretend that i am not aging
everything stays the same
EVERYTHING
Quote from: Camtaro. on December 23, 2008, 10:00:40 PM
Which is exactly why I'm killing myself before I graduate high school. giggle;
Watch out for when the Cops try to bust down your door - they'll be like
"PUT DOWN THE GUN!"
"DON'T KILL YOURSELF! YOU HAVE MUCH MORE TO LIVE FOR!"
etcetera, etcetera.
No really. I do believe this is an issue with policemen. They try to protect someone and then - BAM! It's a trap! goonish
That was off-topic. Anyhoo, congrats to you, OP. Enjoy college - at least you'll be doing what you like (English, if that suits you). About your female object of attraction...get her phone number? I don't know, I'm a sociopath. I have no idea.
Quote from: Selkie224 on December 23, 2008, 07:45:54 PM
And now, somehow, I feel probably 10 times worse. I am now just extremely depressed that I will be leaving high school and all my friends. I am also depressed about the girl I like, and how it will probably go nowhere, then I will never see her again.
Damnit! Don't remind me ;_;
Quote from: Draco Malfoy on December 23, 2008, 07:50:58 PM
shut the fuck up this is like my worst fear more than spiders and im a dead serious arachnophobe :'(
I know! I don't understand how people are thinking about college like they're going to enjoy it sooooooooo much, but I'm dreading June 2010. I looked at a calender of 2009 and then I started to get a little depressed :( Typing this out now is making me tear a little :(