ummm describe yourself as much as you can whenever you engage into

[6M69I69B9]

can you guys describe yourselves when you're engaged into recreational drug & alcohol use

feelings before
feelings during
and feelings after

and any reasons/explanation/etc. on why you engage yourself into usage of drugs/alcohol

and if possible, can you describe uhh significant events when drunk/high? 

[Travis]

why dont you just go out and find out for yourself lol

[Thyme]

i don't

[6M69I69B9]

why dont you just go out and find out for yourself lol

b/c i already know these feelings already

i just want to know from other ppl's experiences

[ME##]

The only drug that has ever made me feel truly alive has been cocaine

[The Hand That Fisted Everyone]

Drinking makes me feel like im not working

[snoorkel]

- anxious/nervous
- wish it would end as soon as possible
- sadness, delirium, anger

Instead, I described myself doing a normal everyday life activity

[6M69I69B9]

normal everyday life activity

does that involve alcohol/drug use

[snoorkel]

normal everyday life activity

does that involve alcohol/drug use

No that's when I'm sober

[PLEASEHELP1991]

I've never taken a recreational drug so I don't know how I would feel other than shame.

[Travis]

I've never taken a recreational drug so I don't know how I would feel other than shame.

you have plenty of other reasons to feel shameful, don't worry

[The artist formally known]

I've never taken a recreational drug so I don't know how I would feel other than shame.

no no no, the shame comes after the drug, not during.

[PLEASEHELP1991]

I've never taken a recreational drug so I don't know how I would feel other than shame.

you have plenty of other reasons to feel shameful, don't worry

i can rest easy with my conscience, tyvm.

[silvertone]

i feel mostly the memes. sometimes advice dog, sometimes all ur base, sometimes spurdo... best times is spurdo...

[strongbad]

you really should just try for yourself, as it is different for everybody and for every drug

usually it is like "woo i am stoked to drink/smoke/take this drug"
then it is usually "well here i am high/drunk again" (unless i took something more interesting)
then i am often like "man i should drink less." sometimes i think i should smoke less but not as much as with alcohol