strange things you do

[strongbad]

I recently started taking showers in the dark. Idk why really. They're very relaxing. Especially with a bowl prior or a beer during 

[Commander Fuckass]

pick at my asshole

[Daddy]

beer during 

DAE shower beer brah uniq

[TooB]

Idk if its actually strange, but i usually require music in order to fall asleep quickly.

[strongbad]

DAE shower beer brah uniq

just because it's reddit's favorite thing doesn't detract from it
ive been doing it since before reddit loved it anyway

[AegisReflector]

dont use tumblr

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ew strongbad
socks does the same thing too
i tried doing it once under his recommendation but it just didn't work out
i even tried whilst high off different drugs

anyways sometimes i go into the bathroom and dance to music because i hate just sitting and just listen to music. i can't experience it that way :'(

also i like forcing my emotional state to shift into another one
i used to be hesitant to it because i thought it was 'cheating' if I can force a sensation of happiness cascade down my face
without working for it. it feels disconcerting. i'd try it out with feelings of envy or sadness. it'd snap me out of it, but it felt so strange. i guess i'm not that ready to face the absurd. :'(

also i spend a lot of money on oils
carrier oils
essential oils
cooking oils
they've very versatile and there's plenty of them with different properties!
so you'd might see me cook with grapeseed from its nice ability to not oxidize in heat rapidly
and spread it all over my arms or legs afterward to ((clean up))

i don't think a diet high in fat and low in carbs and protein would do anything harmful, would it?
they are, after all, "good fats"
but I guess it could be akin to consuming too much omega-3 without balancing it with omega-6 acids

besides oils, i love to deconstruct things
i love deconstructing good foods i've eaten
i love deconstructing my favorite facial products

so i try my hardest to detect all of those subtle flavors that heighten, dampen, sour, sweeten, etc. with one another and try to re-create them to the best of my abilities. so i just go out and buy a load of ingredients.
same thing to facial products, except I'd have to focus on texture and scent as well. It's the worst when you're smearing something on your face and turns to leave a thick residue, or a sticky one, or one that feels too dry too quick.

I don't have any idea where all of this would lead to, but it seems like it'd supplement income if I wanted something to sell.

also i'm obsessed with anti-aging. it tipped me to my joy for buying oils and skin care
also i like christian mysticism and esotericism and archetypes in both jungian thought and literary theory (though i guess they could both fall underneath the same umbrella; jung isn't really that all clinically therapeutic. he's a treat for sad souls like a good story)

[snoorkel]

ew strongbad
socks does the same thing too
i tried doing it once under his recommendation but it just didn't work out
i even tried whilst high off different drugs

anyways sometimes i go into the bathroom and dance to music because i hate just sitting and just listen to music. i can't experience it that way :'(

also i like forcing my emotional state to shift into another one
i used to be hesitant to it because i thought it was 'cheating' if I can force a sensation of happiness cascade down my face
without working for it. it feels disconcerting. i'd try it out with feelings of envy or sadness. it'd snap me out of it, but it felt so strange. i guess i'm not that ready to face the absurd. :'(

also i spend a lot of money on oils
carrier oils
essential oils
cooking oils
they've very versatile and there's plenty of them with different properties!
so you'd might see me cook with grapeseed from its nice ability to not oxidize in heat rapidly
and spread it all over my arms or legs afterward to ((clean up))

i don't think a diet high in fat and low in carbs and protein would do anything harmful, would it?
they are, after all, "good fats"
but I guess it could be akin to consuming too much omega-3 without balancing it with omega-6 acids

besides oils, i love to deconstruct things
i love deconstructing good foods i've eaten
i love deconstructing my favorite facial products

so i try my hardest to detect all of those subtle flavors that heighten, dampen, sour, sweeten, etc. with one another and try to re-create them to the best of my abilities. so i just go out and buy a load of ingredients.
same thing to facial products, except I'd have to focus on texture and scent as well. It's the worst when you're smearing something on your face and turns to leave a thick residue, or a sticky one, or one that feels too dry too quick.

I don't have any idea where all of this would lead to, but it seems like it'd supplement income if I wanted something to sell.

also i'm obsessed with anti-aging. it tipped me to my joy for buying oils and skin care
also i like christian mysticism and esotericism and archetypes in both jungian thought and literary theory (though i guess they could both fall underneath the same umbrella; jung isn't really that all clinically therapeutic. he's a treat for sad souls like a good story)

this reminds me of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jean-Baptiste_Grenouille

[??????]

this reminds me of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jean-Baptiste_Grenouille

i saw the film that was based off that
my friends compared me to the guy because he came from a bad childhood and took a life away for the sake of perfecting his stupid art
it was an insulting compliment because the film was dumb as fuck
it wasn't realistic at all :'(
especially the ending
[spoiler]he manages to create a perfect scent by killing his love (he didn't actually love her, he loved her scent and the sensations it came with so he tried to capture and capsulize that scent into a perfume bottle by killing her and collecting the scent off her skin. the scent smells so good that it's the most powerful scent in the world. it would instantly paralyze someone in some Dionysian ecstasy completely under his control. the guy threw the perfume away because he couldn't handle it or something [/spoiler]

another favorite comparison is american psycho
his skin regime is less obsessive than mine
except i don't do crunches
although i should :'(

[ME##]

Imagine maps to see how much I can remember

[PLEASEHELP1991]

talk in my sleep

[6M69I69B9]

i cry to my pillow and i whisper it every one of my insecurities and hopes of certain things like the biggest pussy ever

[Classic]

Even on my days off, I never have a "day off" because I'll be busy doing something.

I wish I could relax more.

[FAMY2]

ew strongbad
socks does the same thing too
i tried doing it once under his recommendation but it just didn't work out
i even tried whilst high off different drugs

anyways sometimes i go into the bathroom and dance to music because i hate just sitting and just listen to music. i can't experience it that way :'(

also i like forcing my emotional state to shift into another one
i used to be hesitant to it because i thought it was 'cheating' if I can force a sensation of happiness cascade down my face
without working for it. it feels disconcerting. i'd try it out with feelings of envy or sadness. it'd snap me out of it, but it felt so strange. i guess i'm not that ready to face the absurd. :'(

also i spend a lot of money on oils
carrier oils
essential oils
cooking oils
they've very versatile and there's plenty of them with different properties!
so you'd might see me cook with grapeseed from its nice ability to not oxidize in heat rapidly
and spread it all over my arms or legs afterward to ((clean up))

i don't think a diet high in fat and low in carbs and protein would do anything harmful, would it?
they are, after all, "good fats"
but I guess it could be akin to consuming too much omega-3 without balancing it with omega-6 acids

besides oils, i love to deconstruct things
i love deconstructing good foods i've eaten
i love deconstructing my favorite facial products

so i try my hardest to detect all of those subtle flavors that heighten, dampen, sour, sweeten, etc. with one another and try to re-create them to the best of my abilities. so i just go out and buy a load of ingredients.
same thing to facial products, except I'd have to focus on texture and scent as well. It's the worst when you're smearing something on your face and turns to leave a thick residue, or a sticky one, or one that feels too dry too quick.

I don't have any idea where all of this would lead to, but it seems like it'd supplement income if I wanted something to sell.

also i'm obsessed with anti-aging. it tipped me to my joy for buying oils and skin care
also i like christian mysticism and esotericism and archetypes in both jungian thought and literary theory (though i guess they could both fall underneath the same umbrella; jung isn't really that all clinically therapeutic. he's a treat for sad souls like a good story)

I still find it fascinating to deconstruct you and everything about you. 

[Daddy]

I'm mad normal.