Ask me Everything: Blu Version

[bluaki]

I feel like talking about myself and clearing up any confusion or whatever else has happened since my last thread about this, almost four years ago, so I decided to make a thread.

Ask me absolutely anything. Even if you feel like you might be asking the obvious, saying something offensive, or too personal, I prefer for it to be asked than to not be (also more posts are always good). Even if I might not seem like it to some of you, I like personal discussions.

As is probably boyager common knowledge by now, I'm a mtf (male-to-female) trans, meaning I'm physically male but prefer to be treated as female and would prefer to be physically female. Though I've been sure about this for at least five years now, I currently don't actively do anything about it, currently none of my classmates know, I'm fully treated as male irl, and I don't otherwise have any close friends to trust and tell. Until the aforementioned thread I posted in April 2008, I hid it here too, instead seeming like a regular girl to you guys.

Oh, and ask me about anything else, too. Being trans just happens to be my most unusual trait and one that is likely to confuse others.

[Andria]

Do you think it will take you long to get off your butt and become a pretty girl on the outside too? 
how long did you have any inkling of knowledge of your trans status? was it late in life? or did you know since you were a child?
do your parents/any siblings know?

non trans related:

how are you so cutely naive of things?
what's your favourite colour?

CRUNCHY OR SMOOTH?

[ikanaide]

what is bluaki?

[Commander Fuckass]

Do you like me Blu 

[snoorkel]

how many cups of sugar does it take to get to the moon.

[bluaki]

Do you think it will take you long to get off your butt and become a pretty girl on the outside too? 

Probably very long. By nature, I have an excessive fear of doing anything that gives me negative reactions from others irl and gives me a bad reputation >_<'

how long did you have any inkling of knowledge of your trans status? was it late in life? or did you know since you were a child?

I have an absolutely horrid personal memory, so I can't clearly answer this.

I said "at least five years" earlier only because I know that my oldest concrete indication of trans thoughts is from then: simply selecting a female gender and name in a game, despite it possibly seeming odd to others I played with. It might not seem like much, but to me, that means I was very sure of trans feelings and I wanted a female indication even if only in a game.

I've probably had slight trans feelings for much longer without seriously thinking about them and while not having any idea that transgenderism existed.

do your parents/any siblings know?

I told my mom exactly one week before my 17th birthday, during the last weekend of April 2010. I told her I wanted a counselor, but it ended up taking until half a year later until she could set up an appointment, then I decided to stop seeing that counselor only a couple months later when feeling like I wouldn't make any progress with her. I haven't really talked about it any more with my mom and I'm still not sure if she even knows how serious I am about it.

Through my mom telling her in some way, my grandmother also knows. Her role in my life is similar to that of a parent because I've always lived in the same house.

There's no way my father would know. Not only do I not live with him, my family hasn't even had contact with him since I was like one year old.

My sister doesn't truly know and I'm sure nobody has told her, but I have several times felt like she probably strongly suspects it for some reason and that she has hinted at it.

how are you so cutely naive of things?

It mostly stems from my complete social ineptness, I suppose.

I believe that I didn't even know what sex was until like the first year of high school, mostly due to "sex ed" classes that didn't even mention what sex is, having a parent who effectively kept me away from sexual things as a child, and ignoring rather than dwelling on hints of it from media that I didn't understand.

what's your favourite colour?

I like both blueish and purple colors; I'd probably go for something like indigo.

CRUNCH OR SMOOTH?

For what? With most foodthings that have either crunchy or smooth variants, I tend to go with smooth.

[bluaki]

Do you like me Blu 

idk you're alright

[spoiler]It... It's not like I like you or anything, baka[/spoiler]

favorite season and why? I see you liking winter or fall for some reason

In Florida, the only place I've lived to experience the seasons, I absolutely like winter the best. It's the only season with comfortably cool temperatures that aren't too hot.

Actually, it's not even comfortably cool all the time in winter here. Today, it was 82F when I went to eat dinner

I imagine that I'd prefer autumn in more northern places which I feel like I'd prefer to live in.

Also, "aki" actually means autumn. I don't remember why exactly I chose it for my screenname, but that's what that half of my name does come from. The other half being one of my favorite colors with a trailing letter removed.

[bluaki]

how many cups of sugar does it take to get to the moon.

Depends on many things, but I'll use basic assumptions:

Sugar is stacked in cup-sized cubes (~237mL or 6cm cubed) of infinite durability and maintaining constant density
A perfectly straight stack is extended from the surface of the earth to the moon, without being knocked over for the countless reasons it could be nor burning up and also sticking together despite very low gravity
The moon is around its average distance from the earth of about 380 Megametres

380Mm / 6cm = about 6144018965 cubes (6 billion)

[snoorkel]

Depends on many things, but I'll use basic assumptions:

Sugar is stacked in cup-sized cubes (~237mL or 6cm cubed) of infinite durability and maintaining constant density
A perfectly straight stack is extended from the surface of the earth to the moon, without being knocked over for the countless reasons it could be nor burning up and also sticking together despite very low gravity
The moon is around its average distance from the earth of about 380 Megametres

380Mm / 6cm = about 6144018965 cubes (6 billion)

that is excellent and exactly the answer I was looking for. thank you. Do you enjoy sweets?

[bluaki]

Do you enjoy sweets?

In general, yes, although I haven't actually eaten much variety at all.

[The Hand That Fisted Everyone]

If I gave you fifty dollars right now, what would you do with it?

[bluaki]

If I gave you fifty dollars right now, what would you do with it?

I'd just deposit it and eventually use some of it to buy things online, probably.

I never immediately buy something just when I have the money to do so. I even tend to be more frugal about spending than I should be.

[bluaki]

What's your favorite sweet that you've eaten?

For some reason, it's difficult for me to even think of what things I've eaten are considered sweets

Probably just white chocolate

[ncba93ivyase]

If we were to meet up, could I give you an anal creampie?

[ikanaide]

do you have pets