What should I do?

[The spy who loves you]

I recently had an IM conversation with a semi-friend of mine who went of to rehab for about a month and has been attending meetings. we had a long conversation and talked about how we've both been feeling as we both have similar mental issues.Basically, I told him I'd be interested in attending NA meetings with him and he said I'm welcome to come. I'm just wondering if this is the way I should be seeking help for what I'm dealing with. My anxiety towards the future, the suicidal thoughts, my problems with relationships, image of myself. etc. I just don't know if an NA meeting is the place to find it. While I do think my pot smoking is a part of my problem I think the underlying issue is something different. The thing is I'm damn near having a mental breakdown lately, just like I did last year right around this time. I'm scared, I feel alone, and I don't know what to do anymore.

[Travis]

u a crazy

[The spy who loves you]

u a crazy

Thanks dude!

[Andria]

it wouldn't hurt to try at least one session. See if you like it and think it would help

[LCK]

It's not going to hurt to go to one session and at least talk to someone about it. Hell, just being able to talk about your problems is an enormous help many times. If you don't like how it goes, you don't have to go back.

[burzumfan420]

it is better to regret things you have dont then things u havent done.

[me003]

get a job. 

[The spy who loves you]

I have arranged to go to a meeting after school tuesday.

[piano moths]

I hope you just realize that everything is going to be ok in the end if you realize that, it's hard not to be happy.

[Hiro]

I hope you just realize that everything is going to be ok in the end if you realize that, it's hard not to be happy.

Hey, that's kind of my thought process right now 

[The spy who loves you]

Well, I was supposed to attend a meeting with my friend today, but he decided he wants to do drugs again and cancelled.

[piano moths]

put your mind in the right place!

[The spy who loves you]

put your mind in the right place!

I am extremely cynical when it comes to my personal issues.

It's not easy for me.

[Socks]

dissatisfaction is the greatest measure of well-being. this is truth, which does not care for happy. so realize that great stems from the awful, and seek to inspire change, but you must not change, merely grow. one accepts the world not as children accept the power of their parents, but as the butterfly accepts the power of the flower. only then you are truly happy and eternally blessed.

[?????]

Go anyways, fuck it.