today is going to be AWESOME

[snoorkel]

here's how it goes:

- purchase 2 ounces of mushrooms for $260
- trade 1 ounce for 2 grams of DMT
- sell .5 ounce for $130 to DMT man
- sell remaining .5 ounce to other people for ~$200 total
- deposit $330 back.

Then I have 2 grams of DMT!!!

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[YPrrrr]

Pretty excited about that DMT eh?

[snoorkel]

Pretty excited about that DMT eh?

well, yes

[strongbad]

DMT sounds like the most ridiculous experience ever.
Have fun

[snoorkel]

DMT sounds like the most ridiculous experience ever.
Have fun

it was ridiculous and incomprehensible.

[strongbad]

it was ridiculous and incomprehensible.

Did you break through? I'm assuming that you did. You should really try and explain it to the best of your ability.
Apparently there's this shaman in my city that will guide you through your DMT trip using a celestial being that he created... Something like that. I'm extremely interested, especially since DMT is naturally released in your brain and is (from my knowledge) not harmful for your body at all.

[snoorkel]

Did you break through? I'm assuming that you did. You should really try and explain it to the best of your ability.
Apparently there's this shaman in my city that will guide you through your DMT trip using a celestial being that he created... Something like that. I'm extremely interested, especially since DMT is naturally released in your brain and is (from my knowledge) not harmful for your body at all.

yeah, I wouldn't trust the shaman really (sounds like a cracked out acid head) but definitely pick up Rick Strassman's book 'DMT: The Spirit Molecule'. It sounds retarded but is 90% science about DMT as a drug and endogenous chemical, plus many trip reports from people in controlled IV DMT trials.

I tried smoking somewhat low amounts and didn't quite make it into the other realm - getting the crystal to vaporize properly and inhaling enough of it before you come up (immediately) is pretty damn hard.

so like a junkie I conjured some acetic acid, turned 30mg (the commonly reported 'threshold dose') into a water-soluble salt and shot it into mah veins (remember kids always balance the pH of your shots when turning freebase into HCl, I did this diluting the acid nearly 100:1 with distilled water). the effect was immediate and and my senses/cognition dissolved into indescribable craziness (looking around at crazy hallucinations, totally miscoordinated movements, wretched once or twice and thought I had vomited a little but didn't); after several seconds I still hadn't slid away from reality. I was a little panicked about how the shot felt coming up (oddly 'technological', not like shooting other synthetic drugs) and the injection site on my arm and kept opening my eyes to try to orient myself, which did nothing but discombobulate me further until the dose wore off in 7-10 minutes. I think if I had relaxed with my eyes closed it would have been a low-intensity DMT trip - there were extremely vivid colors and shapes and fractaly vibration things going off behind my eyelids for the periods I had them closed.

Tonight I'll most likely IV 50mg, keeping the experience of the first IV dose in mind (relax more), which should send me a fair bit beyond the threshold (~40mg for my weight, now that I've looked it up).

[strongbad]

Sounds interesting. I've only heard of people smoking it, and I've never heard of anybody having trouble with it, but I also haven't met very many people who have tried it. You should continue to share your experiences as you try it more.

[applesauce]

Joe and Liam say hi. They also lol.

[snoorkel]

holy FUCK.

about an hour ago I loaded another shot with ~55mg, which sent me flying well beyond the threshold. anything I say will make me sound insane, but here:

DMT is NOT a drug. it's some very advanced, very strange 'other thing'. The world I went to was full of crazy things completely separate from me/my subconsciousness happening that my mind could only use vague images to define, and I was somehow 'birthed' into a hyperspace of pure light and vibration where I grooved and gyrated my 'self' around to feel different things flowing through me (I was not myself as a body or ego, although I felt completely like my happiest, truest self). Somehow I was interacting with other forms and conscious things, millions of them in all directions of me (it was like we were all flowing together in a giant bubble), we were all connected and all part of each other but still choosing where to move, what 'flow' to feel most strongly. there was no fear or darkness or confusion in this place, just a total feeling of calm and creativity and peaceful evolution - everyone was in on the same thing that was expanding but infinitely big already.

It's extremely hard to describe because there aren't distinct 'hallucinations' or scenes that play out during the trip, just a thousand things happening backwards and forwards in your head at once, and you only start to assign visual images to them once you come down.. the 'birth into hyperspace' felt like I was swimming around in something, confused and maybe scared, then a presence directly across from me that I clearly felt was Clare (my gf, who was with me while this was happening) 'communicated' that it was okay, to be calm, relax and let the process be carried out. I felt sensations of fluid pouring off my face, pieces of my embryonic shell breaking away and emerging from the fluid, glimpsing a weird human race rushing everywhere doing weird technological things (is this all subconscious natal imagery?), then emerging into the energy/light sea where we were all connected, I distinctly felt 'you're here now, this is it!'

Having done mushrooms many times and a few other psychedelics, this, again, is NOTHING like it. Even on the highest dose of mushrooms I've ever been on, everything was flowing out of my own thoughts, and I could change it or morph it as new things came to the forefront of my consciousness. On DMT almost everything was VERY MUCH external and alien. I joined something that's already going on, and I was around other conscious things (an infinite number of them) doing things completely outside of myself.

so what the fuck is DMT?

Joe and Liam say hi. They also lol.

howdy sirs

[strongbad]

That sounds so fucking crazy

[piano moths]

That's great. Soon I will do DMT