Things that you learn in one shot

[superclucky]

So today I decided to use castor oil for laxative purposes.


It was horrible and I want to kill myself. 
Feels like someone is twisting my insides.

[The Hand That Fisted Everyone]

use epsom salt next time.

also sparring was a bad idea and I never want to do it again

[superclucky]

use epsom salt next time.

also sparring was a bad idea and I never want to do it again

I have none. ;_;
Though I have other laxatives lying around here.

ok fuck i will never try to be bulimic again 

[l a c e y]

i am sorry, but are you mentally retarded?

[superclucky]

i am sorry, but are you mentally retarded?

yes i actually think that the normal intake of food is going to make me fat and i can feel it underneath my skin which makes me cringe and feel very bad about myself even though there is probably no fat but i cannot shake off this fact cjlubdoods;

i can either:
-destroy my eating habits and make myself more unstable
-furiously gain compliments from people, but then you'll run out of people ;_____;

the first choice is good because then someone will shove you into help agian. 

[l a c e y]

uh, why don't you go to rehab or something..
or smoke some weed, that might help.

[superclucky]

uh, why don't you go to rehab or something..
or smoke some weed, that might help.

i can't go there now
its 6 weeks as an outpatient; i have school till june ;_____;

[l a c e y]

oh kay then, smoke weed then.
then tell me weather it helps you at all.

[superclucky]

oh kay then, smoke weed then.
then tell me weather it helps you at all.

but that's a coping strategy which won't help at all <3

[l a c e y]

but that's a coping strategy which won't help at all <3

it will help for a little bit.

[KonohaShinobi]

Never cum inside of her.

I had to learn the hard way. She's 8 months now, and named Haley.

[YPrrrr]

but that's a coping strategy which won't help at all <3

As opposed to the bulemia you're trying to induce because you think you ate too much

[superclucky]

As opposed to the bulimia you're trying to induce because you think you ate too much

But then my skin will age even faster with smoking. ;______;
We have to unrealistically preserve ourselves due to bad self image. <3

[YPrrrr]

But then my skin will age even faster with smoking. ;______;
We have to unrealistically preserve ourselves due to bad self image. <3

I didn't say to smoke, I said to stop trying to make yourself throw up

If you want to preserve yourself you'll eat more so your tummy doesn't eat whatever muscle you have <3

[superclucky]

I didn't say to smoke, I said to stop trying to make yourself throw up

If you want to preserve yourself you'll eat more so your tummy doesn't eat whatever muscle you have <3

I've known this from a long time ago, I'll push my risks with getting osteoporosis because I've neglected proper calcium absorption and use the calcium that are in my bones to supply my body with needed nutrients.  cjlubdoods;