I swear to god I feel like death is fucking calling me.

[The spy who loves you]

Today I barricaded my door so my mom couldn't make me go to church.

She banged yelled and threatened to hurt me but I just kept it barricaded.Eventually she gave up.

I'm more depressed now then I've been my entire life.

Last night I got locked out of the house and I was so scared I stood in the rain for a half hour then went to my friend dave's and he drove me back and explained if they're asleep they can't here me open the garage door.

So when I wake up I'm sick,depressed, and angry.

I just feel like I should just shrivel up and die, my current gpa is like a c average

[Ezloﺕ]

 

[Daddy]

Have you tried restarting the computer?

[superclucky]

my gpa is a b considering i had four 27's and four 65's heavy weighted classes n____n

[The spy who loves you]

Have you tried restarting the computer?

what

[Ezloﺕ]

what

Restarting your computer can help resolve many problems.

[KonohaShinobi]

lol black people in the inner city

Maybe you should listen to your mother. When she dies you will regret all of this shit, not going to church etc. Just go to church for 2 hours, go out to eat, talk to each other, tell her how you feel.

[Daddy]

Maybe you should listen to your mother. When she dies you will regret all of this shit, not going to church etc. Just go to church for 2 hours, go out to eat, talk to each other, tell her how you feel.

no if his mom is making him go to church knowing his beliefs she's a disrespectful bitch.

[KonohaShinobi]

no if his mom is making him go to church knowing his beliefs she's a disrespectful bitch.

he should tell her he does not believe in god, OR out of respect for HER THE WOMAN WHO GAVE BIRTH TO HIM and deal with a few hours of church. It's not that big of a deal anyway.

[The spy who loves you]

lol black people in the inner city

Maybe you should listen to your mother. When she dies you will regret all of this shit, not going to church etc. Just go to church for 2 hours, go out to eat, talk to each other, tell her how you feel.

what

I live in Naperville, a suburb considered one of the nicest placest a kid can live in the entire U.S.

I go to church on the south side of chicago, church lasts about 3 hours, then we go to her grandmothers house afterwords.

typically we get home at about 7 on sundays and wake up at about 7 30 in the morning

She doesn't want to discuss with me why I don't want to go, and she's the only person in the world who thinks it's normal to make a 60 mile trip multiple times a week so they can sing in the choir and then tune out the rest of the sermon. And go to her mothers house so we can be in a loveless quiet house for hours.

I never even get to see my fathers family even though they live in chicago just like her family does.

She won't give me the space I need to be happy and it makes me want to kill her.

[The spy who loves you]

he should tell her he does not believe in god, OR out of respect for HER THE WOMAN WHO GAVE BIRTH TO HIM and deal with a few hours of church. It's not that big of a deal anyway.

lol

My mother's family was RAISED in the church.Chances are I'd be shunned by my mother's family if I told them that but it's getting to the point where I don't care.

[Daddy]

out of respect for HER THE WOMAN WHO GAVE BIRTH TO HIM and deal with a few hours of church. It's not that big of a deal anyway.

1)She divorced his father because she didn't want to have to work.
How does that deserve respect?

2)I think it'd be pretty disrespectful to everyone in the church to go and pretend you believe their stories.

[The spy who loves you]

My dad says he doesn't think I'd mind going if he were here.Which is true to an exstent, I'd still mind but not as much.

I don't think anyone realizes I've become pretty agnostic in my beliefs.And holding it back is killing me but I don't know what else to do.

[LCK]

don't worry cam god will save you

[KonohaShinobi]

lol

My mother's family was RAISED in the church.Chances are I'd be shunned by my mother's family if I told them that but it's getting to the point where I don't care.

Well, until you have your own home follow her damn rules.

Like I said, she will not be around for too long, when she dies you will be left with these memories, so just do it. Life is short, why waste time you could be spending with her barricading the door?