A serious topic

[Boyager]

 

Why is it that loving someone hurts so much?  I would do anything for a person and never would want to hurt them but one simple comment just most likely threw that all away. I was angry and said things I didn't mean at all, now I fear that I've lost that person forever. No amount of apologizing can make things better. The apologies are not meant to change the fact that I acted how I did; they're meant to show that I regret doing it and if I could I would have never let it get to the point where I said what I said and acted how I acted.

I hate myself so much for letting it happen and probably losing the person I love. I want them to know how wonderful I think they are and how much I want them to be happy; let them know that they have never done anything wrong.  I wish I had a chance to fix this and pretend it never happened.  I feel like crying when I think of it. It hurts to know that the person has no desire to have anything to do with me anymore. I'm sorry that I let it get to this point and that I couldn't do a better job of shielding them from the comments of others.

I deserve any of the insults they have directed towards me. I'm worthless for not protecting them from others, for hurting them myself, for repeatedly pushing them when they didn't want to do something. I'm worthless for not being the more mature one like I should have been and just stopped dwelling on something the person did before any contact with me. I'm an ass for flipping out on them for doing something innocent. I really wish I could be given a chance to fix everything; I still love the person.


Boyagers, if you love someone don't take it lightly or take them for granted. 

[Boyager]

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[Boyager]

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No.

[Boyager]

No.

I guarentee you it is.

[Boyager]

I've learned not to take love for granted, my heart's been hurt three major times by the same person. ;_;

But now we're together again and we're happy together <3

[Boyager]

I guarentee you it is.

It isn't; I typed it out and meant every word.

[Boyager]

It isn't; I typed it out and meant every word.

Who are you, OP, Tyler?

[Boyager]

Who are you, OP, Tyler?

No.

[Boyager]

No.

Who are you?

[Boyager]

its clucky

[Boyager]

its clucky

but jimmy v isn't bawwwwing.

[Daddy]

but jimmy v isn't bawwwwing.

oh.

[Boyager]

oh.

I'm sorry

[Boyager]

[mp3]http://www.box.net/shared/static/u3njgpcsgk.mp3[/mp3]
This song would go so fucking great with this thread. 

[Boyager]

[mp3]http://www.box.net/shared/static/u3njgpcsgk.mp3[/mp3]
This song would go so fucking great with this thread. 

Oh you.

I mean it though. :'(