Boyah Confession Booth (Retired)

[Boyager]

I haven't cried in a few years

I cried yesterday.

I want to cry now.

[Boyager]

I cried yesterday.

I want to cry now.

Did you not read my post. At first when I see you cry
It makes me smile
Yeah it makes me smile

At worst I feel bad for a while
But then I just smile
I go ahead and smile

[Boyager]

You don't understand...
I could have a much more stressfree life someone else but I wouldn't be able to talk to you. The only reason I'm still here at home where there is constant fighting is because I get to talk to you...

[Classic]

Thank you for coming forward and talking to me. That was very very brave of you.

Rest assured, once you talk to him/her, all will be well. 

[Boyager]

So many parallels in this thread. Hard to keep it straight.   

[Boyager]

I haven't cried in a few weeks.  
Also, lately she's been making me feel loved again. I'm not sure if it's genuine or an act but it is nice and it makes me happy. I just hope it's the former.

Double also, I realized what a huge problem I have is: I'm far too negative. The pessimism probably ends up hurting me a lot. When I was gone for a while I tried to cut down on it because at the end of that week I knew I had someone to come back to, that optimism was really beneficial.
I should try to do that more often.

I think everyone here should. When one person makes a depressive post, another person sees it and tries to sympathize by making a similarly depressive post, and it spirals and spreads like the bubonic plague. Trying not to be so negative might be beneficial for everyone. Instead of making posts about how everything sucks and how you want to kill yourself, calm down it could be worse. If you let yourself know that you'll be less depressed. Everyone will be, and that will help lift your spirits.

Unlike usually, the 'you' in this post is aimed at members in general, and not one specific member.

i liked this post it was good

[Boyager]

Did you not read my post. At first when I see you cry
It makes me smile
Yeah it makes me smile

At worst I feel bad for a while
But then I just smile
I go ahead and smile

because misery loves company

[Boyager]

Last post on Today at 03:29:20 PM
in Re: Just spreadin' the j... by Nyerp

To me it looked like the title of the thread was "Just spreadin' the jelly".

Yes, Sam, do spread the jelly.

[Nyerp]

on me?

[Boyager]

Thank you for coming forward and talking to me. That was very very brave of you.

Rest assured, once you talk to him/her, all will be well. 

Thank you for listening to me.

I appreciate it, and I'm more grateful than you will know.

[Boyager]

hey hey hey i'm so paid.

[Boyager]

I haven't cried in a few weeks.  
Also, lately she's been making me feel loved again. I'm not sure if it's genuine or an act but it is nice and it makes me happy. I just hope it's the former.

Double also, I realized what a huge problem I have is: I'm far too negative. The pessimism probably ends up hurting me a lot. When I was gone for a while I tried to cut down on it because at the end of that week I knew I had someone to come back to, that optimism was really beneficial.
I should try to do that more often.

I think everyone here should. When one person makes a depressive post, another person sees it and tries to sympathize by making a similarly depressive post, and it spirals and spreads like the bubonic plague. Trying not to be so negative might be beneficial for everyone. Instead of making posts about how everything sucks and how you want to kill yourself, calm down it could be worse. If you let yourself know that you'll be less depressed. Everyone will be, and that will help lift your spirits.

Unlike usually, the 'you' in this post is aimed at members in general, and not one specific member.

WORST POST EVER.

[Boyager]

i keep pushing myself even though i can't take it at all.

[Boyager]

i am famy and i am a homosexual

[Boyager]

I will find you and hurt you.