Boyah Confession Booth (Retired)

[Boyager]

im the hottest boyager

[Boyager]

im the hottest boyager

No you're not.

[Boyager]

No you're not.

prove me wrong 

[Boyager]

im the hottest boyager

At least you have the confidence

[Boyager]

I want to stay away from relationships but you won't let me.

[Boyager]

My reasoning is a bit weird. Yes, it is and isn't about a relationship. I want one, but it's more than just that type of relationship, but a friendship too. Yes, a "romantic relationship" is part of the motivation, but not nearly the entire reason.

It's also a trust issue I have.  Quite a lot of the people here lied about who they are, and I just want some signal that this isn't the situation with you. I want to be able to be sure that you're not going to hurt me by lying about who you are too. I'm afraid that it's going to happen and that all of this is a lie, and idk.

[Boyager]

You're not the only one with trust issues. I can only fully feel comfortable with 2 people and this is why I can't leave because without them I will feel miserable and clueless with what to do with my life.

[spoiler]I feel a loser.  [/spoiler]

[Boyager]

You're not the only one with trust issues. I can only fully feel comfortable with 2 people and this is why I can't leave because without them I will feel miserable and clueless with what to do with my life.

[spoiler]I feel a loser.  [/spoiler]

I know. We both have them.  In general I try to trust you as much as possible,  but that one thing is always in the back of my mind. 
I won't ask who the 2 people are, but let me be the third. I'm not asking for an overnight thing since it does take time to build that, but it's going to be uncomfortable for a while, but it will be worth it..

You're not a loser.

[Boyager]

don't you ever think you're a loser. ever again. don't let me catch you saying another negative thing about yourself.
uhm. jfkldasjgldgjlaga.
ughhhh. god damn it. HERE'S THE PART WHERE THE WORDS DON'T COME OUT LOL. i fucking hate this. 

[Boyager]

im a loser i wanna die

[Boyager]

Life's never fair.

[spoiler] [/spoiler]

[Boyager]

Life's never fair.

[spoiler] [/spoiler]

i love you ;-;

[Boyager]

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I TOLD YOU I WASN'T ATTRACTIVE. I told you I was ugly, yet you claimed otherwise.
I wanted to believe you, and I let myself believe you might have been right and everyone else who said otherwiese was wrong.

That was fucking stupid. Why should I believe that I'm not ugly now just because you say I'm not, how do I know that's not untrue either?


Dammit.

[Boyager]

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I TOLD YOU I WASN'T ATTRACTIVE. I told you I was ugly, yet you claimed otherwise.
I wanted to believe you, and I let myself believe you might have been right and everyone else who said otherwiese was wrong.

That was fucking stupid. Why should I believe that I'm not ugly now just because you say I'm not, how do I know that's not untrue either?


Dammit.

You are handsome, though

[The spy who loves you]

I confess, I fucking hate this thread, and I fucking hate this board.