I'm really confused and so out of...I don't know.

[6M69I69B9]

I don't know what to do with my life anymore.

Why wait in a world where you're too fucked up to have anybody? When I'm anti-social, when I see so many things that people at my age don't see, when I don't know what else to do but just go on the computer? When nobody is there for you, not even family? When you don't have really, any friends. When you don't know how to make a friend?

Even if there's other people having worst problems than me, I don't give a fuck. Why should I care for them anyway, especially when I have my own problems?

Either way, I'm stuck in a dead end at almost everywhere I go to. So, I have to keep staying in this fucking hell.

[Daddy]

Keep living just to spite people who piss you off. 

It's what I did.

[6M69I69B9]

Keep living just to spite people who piss you off. 

It's what I did.

That's not the kind of words I expected from you, and nobody is pissing me off.

[Chris (JayJay)]

Take a walk in the park and let it soak in.

[6M69I69B9]

Take a walk in the park and let it soak in.

Easy to say, it's not.

I've been fighting this fucker for about three years, and almost four.

[FAMY2]

 There is someone for everyone.     It's a matter of the right meds and taking them. Maybe you need a new doctor. 

[Chris (JayJay)]

Easy to say, it's not.

I've been fighting this fucker for about three years, and almost four.

Alright um, what are you fighting? Stupid question, I know.  caterpie;

[6M69I69B9]

There is someone for everyone.     It's a matter of the right meds and taking them. Maybe you need a new doctor. 

Then...why am I still lonely? Also, no doctor can NEVER help me. That's how fucked up, I am.

[6M69I69B9]

Alright um, what are you fighting? Stupid question, I know.  caterpie;

The half of me who wants to do suicide.

[superclucky]

did you try group therapy

[Houdini]

Why should anyone care about you? They have their own problems.

[6M69I69B9]

did you try group therapy

I tried, but I was too shy because of the fact that people may judge me. But, this was about seven months ago, now I'm ready.

I'm going to take a period of each day in my Sophmore year, just to do Group Therapy with other people.

[6M69I69B9]

Why should anyone care about you? They have their own problems.

That's what I'm thinking, too. But remember, almost everybody has a way of caring, if they see somebody in a car accdient, surely they're not going to just leave them and help them instead, even if they have their own problems, but it wouldn't be as serious as this one.

I always think people are wasting their time in order to help me.

[superclucky]

I tried, but I was too shy because of the fact that people may judge me. But, this was about seven months ago, now I'm ready.

I'm going to take a period of each day in my Sophmore year, just to do Group Therapy with other people.

People there won't judge you since they have problems of their own. Also you'll probably fit right in with them since they're probably are facing similar difficulties <3

Also raccoons doesn't want to do group therapy :/

[FAMY2]

Then...why am I still lonely? Also, no doctor can NEVER help me. That's how fucked up, I am.

People who are alone, or perceive they are alone are lonely. I know some really fucked up people. Believe me if they can make it so can you. These people have 3 and 4 serious mental conditions.