So...

[Himu]

I've been going through some BIG changes.  And I started crying.

Dont you sometimes look back on all the fun times you had with friends and family, then realize there's barely any chance to relive it.  Or go through one big change, and realize it affects almost everything in your life?

[Samus Aran]

Of course. I miss my past days a lot. I think the part where I messed up the most was not getting to know any of my classmates at all.

[Daddy]

I recently realized that I'm wasting my life online and decided that next semester I'm going to start trying to learn again.  magician;

[Himu]

Of course. I miss my past days a lot. I think the part where I messed up the most was not getting to know any of my classmates at all.

Also, as pathetic as it sounds, I regret not spending enough time with my parents, they loved me, played with me, and they told me they miss those days.  That was like an icy cold shard in my heart. :'(

[Samus Aran]

Also, as pathetic as it sounds, I regret not spending enough time with my parents, they loved me, played with me, and they told me they miss those days.  That was like an icy cold shard in my heart. :'(

Well...I miss old days with my parents a lot too. I miss my Dad a lot. When I saw him for the first time in six years this last summer, I thought things were going to be different and we were going to stay in contact. But it didn't feel the same at all. I could hardly connect with him at all anymore, and I haven't spoken with him since then.

I know it's not all my fault, and that he should've tried to talk to me too, but I never exactly put forth any effort to stay close to him after moving to Minnesota. I wish I had.

[Himu]

Well...I miss old days with my parents a lot too. I miss my Dad a lot. When I saw him for the first time in six years this last summer, I thought things were going to be different and we were going to stay in contact. But it didn't feel the same at all. I could hardly connect with him at all anymore, and I haven't spoken with him since then.

I know it's not all my fault, and that he should've tried to talk to me too, but I never exactly put forth any effort to stay close to him after moving to Minnesota. I wish I had.

Same.  I actually bonded with my dad yesterday.  I enjoyed it more than being with my friends.  Here's the quote one of my friends said, and I remember it exactly.  Thats what helped me cry...

"You know, our parents wont be around forever,so I'm deleting my myspace.  My mom is sick and she's not getting any better.  I just want to spend time with her, just incase...you know..."

Then I thought about my mom's frequent visits to the doctor.

[Samus Aran]

Same.  I actually bonded with my dad yesterday.  I enjoyed it more than being with my friends.  Here's the quote one of my friends said, and I remember it exactly.  Thats what helped me cry...

"You know, our parents wont be around forever,so I'm deleting my myspace.  My mom is sick and she's not getting any better.  I just want to spend time with her, just incase...you know..."

Then I thought about my mom's frequent visits to the doctor.

Yeah, I don't know what the hell I'm going to do when my dad gets to the point where he might be dying. I can try to fly out to California I guess, but we're just not that close anymore, and it'll be awfully hard on both of us to force something like that.

And his funeral? Oh god, I can see it now. I'll have to get up and say something completely untrue about him.

[Title27GT]

Yeah. Lately I've realized that I REALLY REALLY regret allowing my mom to stop me from seeing my dad all these years. After we moved to Connecticut (soon New York), my dad remained in Texas, and not once, after many failed attempts, have I EVER gotten to go to Texas to see him. We've seen him when he comes up here for the occasional event such as Elementary School or Middle School graduations, but my mom has been fighting with him over money for so long that seeing him is not a realistic scenario nowadays. To make things worse, he is now over the age of 60 with advanced Prostate Cancer and I really, really miss him and want to see him but it's not going to happen for a while.

[Wrench]

I think about the past a lot, but try not to get stuck in it. A lot of things I should and shouldn't have done, but it's all in the books now. Nothing I can do about it now since it's said and done.

I try to live for the moment.

[NOA_Haunted]

I hit Puberty last week.

[Samus Aran]

I hit Puberty last week.

lol

[Himu]

Like my best friend from 1st Grade is moving.  And I remembered everything that we done, stupid and fun.

I hit Puberty last week.

About time

[spoiler]jk[/spoiler]

[ncba93ivyase]

Whenever I look back at my past, it's just about how my father never really went outside to play with me (whenever he did spend time with me, it'd just be going to something like some Native American museum with nothing but buffaloes and he'd say "SEE YOU HAVE IT SO MUCH BETTER THAN OTHER KIDS BECAUSE YOU'RE GETTING OUT AND SEEING EVERYTHING" but of course stuffed buffaloes aren't the world but something simple like baseball with your father is when you're a child) and how I made so many idiotic decisions back in middle school. Also, I'm constantly thinking about something that's currently going on in my life, and how I should handle it... or not even attempt to handle it at all.

[Himu]

Whenever I look back at my past, it's just about how my father never really went outside to play with me (whenever he did spend time with me, it'd just be going to something like some Native American museum with nothing but buffaloes and he'd say "SEE YOU HAVE IT SO MUCH BETTER THAN OTHER KIDS BECAUSE YOU'RE GETTING OUT AND SEEING EVERYTHING" but of course stuffed buffaloes aren't the world but something simple like baseball with your father is when you're a child) and how I made so many idiotic decisions back in middle school. Also, I'm constantly thinking about something that's currently going on in my life, and how I should handle it... or not even attempt to handle it at all.

I always think about mistakes I've made.  At night I still linger on the mistakes I've done while wishing I could just change it.

[Claquesous]

There isn't a day that doesn't pass where I don't think of every mistake I made, and how I could've done something to change the result. Did I work that correctly? It seems a little awkward...

I don't really regret not spending time with my parents, because I'd say I spent quite a bit of time with them. Not really doing anything, but just being with them.