Boyah Confession Booth (Retired)

[Boyager]

I confess, I fucking hate this thread, and I fucking hate this board.

I fucking hate you

[Boyager]

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I TOLD YOU I WASN'T ATTRACTIVE. I told you I was ugly, yet you claimed otherwise.
I wanted to believe you, and I let myself believe you might have been right and everyone else who said otherwiese was wrong.

That was fucking stupid. Why should I believe that I'm not ugly now just because you say I'm not, how do I know that's not untrue either?


Dammit.

...what
I said you were decent looking sometimes and at other times you're attractive.

[Boyager]

Plus if you think you're truly ugly, why don't you have severe self image issues?

[Boyager]

...what
I said you were decent looking sometimes and at other times you're attractive.

Why should I believe that, when you said I was attractive before.

Plus if you think you're truly ugly, why don't you have severe self image issues?

I do.

[Boyager]

Why should I believe that, when you said I was attractive before. I do.

You are.

I just don't care about how people look sometimes.

[Boyager]

You are.

I just don't care about how people look sometimes.

ok, i thought you meant compared to other people you didn't think i was. ;-;

[Boyager]

I lov eyou and this whole thing wasn't supposed to be about us being together in a relationship but about trust. I do want a relationship with you but it is not why I brought it up

I wanted some confirmation that you really are who you are. It's not you but after people like Geno, Hime, Title, and that other user who I haven't exposed yet all lying about who they are I am afraid to find the same about you. I feel bad for questioning it but idk

Think about what I said tonight. I meant it

Ily

[Boyager]

i shit gold bricks

[Boyager]

i shit gold bricks

i shit rice balls

[Boyager]

fuck my life, i say, fuck it

[Boyager]

Is being with me really worse than death? 

or even trusting me?  am i not worth the effort for either

[Boyager]

oh god i think i made jmv mad :'(

[Boyager]

oh god i think i made jmv mad :'(

no you didn't.

[Boyager]

please IM me and let me know you don't hate me. 

[Boyager]

I don't know what to do anymore. she won't even show effort to try.

i bother everyone else with the problems involved, and i don't want to hear that i should leave her alone. it's not an option. 
i wish someone would help both of us, and not just side with one of us. tell us both ;-;
i don't know anymore.
i can't bring myself to go to class, but i'm afraid of what I'll do if i am alone in my house.

someone, please help :'(