Confess your sins to me, my children.
I can't read. edumacate;
I'm bisexual.
I can't hold a pencil right.
I have OCD.
Also...
I contradict myself with my own thoughts.
I have mental problems.
I guess I'm ready to confess this.
I'm a dumbass.
I only came to this continent because my gay lover told me to. It was a hell of a long trip, and birds kept shitting on my head. I got mad and spat at them, but the spit ended on my face in the end. I swear I saw a dog on water, but I was hallucinating from lack of sleep so it could have just been my imagination.
My ship was raided by pirates, but fortunately I killed them before they did too much harm. They were white, so maybe no one cares that I killed them. At least I'm on good terms with my fellow Asians.
I almost got high when a sign told me to, but I remembered I was hallucinating so I quickly recovered. At night, I would throw cigarettes in the ocean to show them how much I hate them. I feel sorry now. They didn't deserve it.
When I finally got here, I was shocked at what I saw: Porn everywhere. I mean why no hentai? Are they racist? A white guy looked at me and said something in english, which I didn't know back then and I can't remember what he said.
I saw a candy store. Back then I had no idea what candy was, so I ignored it thinking it to be evil, like my gay lover thinks our tax collector is. You have no idea how much he cost us.
I think I saw a beautiful dragon. I won't go into detail about that, so use your imagination!
That's my confession and I hope you enjoyed it.
I don't really hate him.
He just makes things so fucking difficult and reminded me of something that proved me right about myself.(Which isn't a good thing, because it's really bad :()
Also I'm leaving him, yey.
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:21:09 AM
I don't really hate him.
He just makes things so fucking difficult and reminded me of something that proved me right about myself.(Which isn't a good thing, because it's really bad :()
Also I'm leaving him, yey.
Also seeing him pisses me off so fucking much.
He can say "sorry" all he wants but its not going to change anything. Also I'm planning to donate him like 20 bucks for the shit he brought me. (10 for AudioSurf, 10 for Spore creator, and some songs.) Eh, I'll just give him 30 dollars for boyah once I figure out how to use a prepaid debit credit card. Also 10 dollars for that shitty invitation-only torrent place that I secretly think made a plan to capture and make people pay for torrents in a sneaky fashion, those bastards :0
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:26:38 AM
Also seeing him pisses me off so fucking much.
He can say "sorry" all he wants but its not going to change anything. Also I'm planning to donate him like 20 bucks for the shit he brought me. (10 for AudioSurf, 10 for Spore creator, and some songs.) Eh, I'll just give him 30 dollars for boyah once I figure out how to use a prepaid debit credit card. Also 10 dollars for that shitty invitation-only torrent place that I secretly think made a plan to capture and make people pay for torrents in a sneaky fashion, those bastards :0
ALSO I FUCKING WANT HIM TO REMOVE MY PICTURE FROM HIS FUCKING AVATAR.
Also shut the fuck up Famy.
I know you're reading this. :(
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:32:21 AM
Also shut the fuck up Famy.
I know you're reading this. :(
Also I want him to get over it.
Also someone add a edit post option just for me. :'(
I'm sorry that I'm a dumbshit enough for you guys to hate me so bad.
I'm perfect. thumbup;
I really don't like myself. I like other people way more.
I tried to cut myself last week.
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:21:09 AM
I don't really hate him.
He just makes things so fucking difficult and reminded me of something that proved me right about myself.(Which isn't a good thing, because it's really bad :()
Also I'm leaving him, yey.
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:26:38 AM
Also seeing him pisses me off so fucking much.
He can say "sorry" all he wants but its not going to change anything. Also I'm planning to donate him like 20 bucks for the shit he brought me. (10 for AudioSurf, 10 for Spore creator, and some songs.) Eh, I'll just give him 30 dollars for boyah once I figure out how to use a prepaid debit credit card. Also 10 dollars for that shitty invitation-only torrent place that I secretly think made a plan to capture and make people pay for torrents in a sneaky fashion, those bastards :0
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 03:30:36 AM
ALSO I FUCKING WANT HIM TO REMOVE MY PICTURE FROM HIS FUCKING AVATAR.
:(
I want bluaki's dick
I'm crying :'(
I'm black. smithicide;
I am female and hear me roar. caterpie;
There's are my confessions.
Just when I thought I said all I can say my chick on the said she got one all the way.
This are my confessions.
Man I'm thrown and I don't know what to do.
I guess I give you part two of my confessions.
I have OCD.
I'm bicurious.
There's a lot of things that have been going on that I don't tell you guys, because you're all complete assholes.
I want to suck Hime's dick.
Quote from: Boyager on July 18, 2008, 11:25:41 PM
hi geno
I never post on this board. baddood;
I usually just read shit. It wasn't me.
Quote from: Geno on July 18, 2008, 11:31:42 PM
I never post on this board. baddood;
I usually just read shit. It wasn't me.
it was cam baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 09:20:04 AM
I want bluaki's dick
Are you Kono?
If not, you can have it all you want.
Quote from: bluaki on July 19, 2008, 01:48:23 AM
Are you Kono?
If not, you can have it all you want.
lol O_0
i hate everything about myself
Quote from: Boyager on July 19, 2008, 12:16:09 PM
i hate everything about myself
if thats nyerp
by god you have reason to
Quote from: Boyager on July 19, 2008, 04:37:50 AM
lol O_0
It's not like
I want it, might as well give it to somebody (other than Kono) who does baddood;
I broke the law today
That's nothing, but i wanted to post something in here
I'm afraid of death, ever since I was a child, I have had trouble sleeping from time to time due to the same horrifying image. My own grave and with no one to mourn for me. Though, slowly, I'm growing out of it. I just can't think of death before I sleep.
I actually like Chocolate Rain
I don't buckle my seat belt.
I'm in love with Felt.
Quote from: Boyager on July 25, 2008, 04:39:00 PM
I actually like Chocolate Rain
You're lucky you're anonymous
I pretend to be Cam's friend
I go to the psychiotrist
Quote from: bluaki on July 19, 2008, 05:59:27 PM
It's not like I want it, might as well give it to somebody (other than Kono) who does baddood;
Even me, a person who isn't kono in anyway?
(http://img507.imageshack.us/img507/2711/screensu1.png)
i sometimes fart
Quote from: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 06:24:07 PM
i sometimes fart
So, what happens the other times?
My penis is too big.
I like pizza
I desperately want to make love to a schoolboy
I blame myself for most of the downfalls of the forums I attend.
Sometimes I fear nobody likes me.
I also fear that I'm not welcome.
Same here whoever you are
Quote from: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 11:48:14 PM
Same here whoever you are
Isn't it an awful feeling? :(
Yeah it sucks but I've learned to deal with it after quite a while
I starve myself after eating a lot.
LOL BALANCE
I'm obsessed with bluaki and want to rape her/him
...just kidding, I'm not kono.
i do not know how to be anonymous
Quote from: Wrench on July 28, 2008, 07:56:21 AM
i do not know how to be anonymous
Okay, Cam, everyone knows it's you.
Quote from: Boyager on July 27, 2008, 06:18:15 PM
You will never find out who this is. :)
It's you nyerp, I had JMV check, and it has no ip match, meaning the person is using a proxy.
and uh u mentioned u used a proxy
Quote from: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 09:34:52 AM
It's you nyerp, I had JMV check, and it has no ip match, meaning the person is using a proxy.
and uh u mentioned u used a proxy
Wrong Cam. :)
Quote from: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 11:54:02 AM
ah well u still suck hard
You will never guess who this is. It's not W4W1. :)
I bet you don't know who I am either. Also, I think I'm becoming depressed.
I CRY SOMETIMES
I actually liked Twilight princess.
Quote from: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 01:41:22 PM
I actually liked Twilight princess.
I liked it too untill I got to the snow level, and then I was like "wow this isn't fun"
Quote from: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 01:44:53 PM
I liked it too untill I got to the snow level, and then I was like "wow this isn't fun"
yeah that dungeon sucked
I don't like any The Legend of Zelda games.
I'm severely depressed. :(
I liked Super Paper Mario.
Quote from: Boyager on July 28, 2008, 02:04:05 PM
I liked Super Paper Mario.
I loved that game.
The ending was so sad. ;-;
The only reason I don't own it is because I beat it in a rental.
I couldn't stop playing it. (Same with when I borrowed Chibi-Robo from my friend, that game was fun)
I'm not really who I am
I think V and Socks are huge dumbasses who try to hard to appear superior and intellectual.
Quote from: Cammykins on August 03, 2008, 11:00:38 AM
I think V and Socks are huge dumbasses who try to hard to appear superior and intellectual.
I'm not sure about the rest, bu compared to you? Yeah, they're definitely superior and intellectual.
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 11:27:49 AM
I'm not sure about the rest, bu compared to you? Yeah, they're definitely superior and intellectual.
I like how you felt the need to say that though I've never tried to say I'm superior to them or more intellectual. befuddlement
I just realised that I have dependancy issues and I always think negatively about things. goonish
My bi-polaria is starting to grow stronger, omg.
It's forcing me to find more hobbies ;-;
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 12:00:48 PM
My bi-polaria is starting to grow stronger, omg.
It's forcing me to find more hobbies ;-;
Then get help. I had to and you should too. :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 12:02:29 PM
Then get help. I had to and you should too. :(
it was help for depression issues
also all you just do is channel extreme moods into something like a hobby :0
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 12:10:44 PM
it was help for depression issues
also all you just do is channel extreme moods into something like a hobby :0
That won't work. All you will do is find hobby after hobby and not be happy. :(
Quote from: Cammykins on August 03, 2008, 11:00:38 AM
I think V and Socks are huge dumbasses who try to hard to appear superior and intellectual.
:'(
Quote from: Socks on August 03, 2008, 12:43:15 PM
:'(
Socks you try to hard.
I try to watergun.
SQUIRTLE
i have ocd in vidya
i'll walk around for hours on one map lookin for shit
The computer I'm currently on and have been on for 4 years has only 256MB of memory.
gonk;
Quote from: JMV on August 03, 2008, 12:44:54 PM
Socks you try to hard.
I try to watergun.
SQUIRTLE
Pokémon, komm schnapp sie dir. :0
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 12:49:52 PM
i have ocd in vidya
i'll walk around for hours on one map lookin for shit
Zidone.
Or Nyerp
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 01:09:11 PM
The computer I'm currently on and have been on for 4 years has only 256MB of memory.
gonk;
That sucks.
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2008, 12:42:18 PM
That won't work. All you will do is find hobby after hobby and not be happy. :(
what
I am everything.
I am nothing.
I am (http://boyah.net/forums/Themes/SAF/images/post/wireless.gif).
I actually do like Nyerp.
Quote from: Nyerp on August 07, 2008, 05:26:39 PM
doodthing;
dont worry nyerp i like you
also im not nyerp
i confess that im really ProtectedMember32
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 01:34:44 PM
i confess that im really ProtectedMember32
bullshi!!
Quote from: Boyager on August 07, 2008, 03:49:04 PM
I actually do like Nyerp.
hey nyerp you might want to read this thread (http://boyah.net/forums/index.php/topic,29954.0.html).
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 05:16:06 PM
hey nyerp you might want to read this thread (http://boyah.net/forums/index.php/topic,29954.0.html).
Cam already said it was him :0
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 05:16:43 PM
Cam already said it was him :0
yeah but i wanted him to know that he was breaking the rules baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2008, 05:18:33 PM
yeah but i wanted him to know that he was breaking the rules baddood;
IT WAS CAM YOU DUMBSHIT
I cry 2-3 times a week.
I don't think I'm as dumb as people make me out to be.
Quote from: Boyager on August 09, 2008, 01:21:34 PM
I don't think I'm as dumb as people make me out to be.
how is this a confession
Quote from: Boyager on August 09, 2008, 01:21:34 PM
I don't think I'm as dumb as people make me out to be.
your confession is wrong :|
I used the cheat instead of fighting The End in mgs3 :(
I'm not good at SSBB edumacate;
I have AIDS
Quote from: Velvet on August 09, 2008, 10:38:54 PM
I used the cheat instead of fighting The End in mgs3 :(
i actually got the stamina kill doodella;
by using the cheat to find him on my map
Quote from: Velvet on August 09, 2008, 10:38:54 PM
I used the cheat instead of fighting The End in mgs3 :(
what cheat
it took me 8 hours to beat him the first time ;-;
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 11:34:51 AM
what cheat
it took me 8 hours to beat him the first time ;-;
holy shit you suck
I still haven't beat Metroid Prime ;-;
Quote from: Houdini on August 10, 2008, 01:30:24 PM
I still haven't beat Metroid Prime ;-;
You should, it's pretty cool.
Quote from: Velvet on August 09, 2008, 10:38:54 PM
I used the cheat instead of fighting The End in mgs3 :(
I went on vacation for a week and a half so when I came back and turned on my PlayStation 2 he just exploded. :(
And then when I got Subsistence, I barely played the single player. :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 02:42:22 PM
You should, it's pretty cool.
yeah but the save point is so far away from the final boss
Quote from: Houdini on August 10, 2008, 01:30:24 PM
I still haven't beat Metroid Prime ;-;
NEITHER HAVE I. ;;;_;;;
Quote from: TECTRON on August 10, 2008, 06:16:46 PM
NEITHER HAVE I. ;;;_;;;
And I haven't even gotten halfway through MP2 ;;;;;;;;-----------;;;;;;;;;
sometimes i wish i was jmv to feel what happiness is
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:48:21 PM
sometimes i wish i was jmv to feel what happiness is
jmv's life isn't great at all
I felt sad when he told me that he actually liked me.
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:53:33 PM
jmv's life isn't great at all
neither is mines; but at least he has something to be happy about
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:54:04 PM
neither is mines; but at least he has something to be happy about
But that something is Clucky. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:56:04 PM
But that something is Clucky. baddood;
i don't have a something <3
NEVER WILL
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 06:58:24 PM
i don't have a something <3
NEVER WILL
what about jmv ;-;
Quote from: Houdini on August 10, 2008, 06:20:03 PM
And I haven't even gotten halfway through MP2 ;;;;;;;;-----------;;;;;;;;;
I haven't even started MP2. ;;;;;;;;;;________________________;;;;;;;;;;
im stuped
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2008, 07:28:49 PM
I haven't even started MP2. ;;;;;;;;;;________________________;;;;;;;;;;
lol dumbass baddood;
Metroid Prime sucks.
I AM SERIOUS
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 10:32:11 AM
Must be a Halo fan.
I agree with him and I've never owned an Xbox system
I've got nothin but love for you baby
JMV made me cry again.
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:37:32 AM
Did I really?
cry; you would've let me starve faggot
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:39:35 AM
cry; you would've let me starve faggot
no i wouldn't have.
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:43:50 AM
then why did you say it :(
i thought it would have made you reply.
i love you and can't do that to you. :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:44:47 AM
i thought it would have made you reply.
i love you and can't do that to you. :(
you're mean[14:18] JMV290: I guess we're both going to be hungry. reply to me.
I hate you.
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2008, 11:46:12 AM
you're mean[14:18] JMV290: I guess we're both going to be hungry. reply to me.
I hate you.
:(
The more he likes me the more I dislike myself.
People make me feel so worthless sometimes that I just want to give up.
But, I have to persevere, for him.
my dicks too long
Quote from: mariofreak on August 13, 2008, 12:37:02 PM
my dicks too long
yeah it's a little big for a micropenis, but it still qualifies as one
my pussy is too juicy
I MISS LOVEFOXXX SO FUCKING MUCH
Quote from: Slum Shady on August 13, 2008, 08:14:05 PM
who r u |:
you'll never know until one of the admins tells you
I have a mild foot fetish. >.<
i hate quaiowe
I increasingly fear that I'm going to hurt myself. :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 06:27:27 AM
I increasingly fear that I'm going to hurt myself. :(
Don't do it :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 13, 2008, 08:18:38 PM
you'll never know until one of the admins tells you
dont make me kill u |:
I purposely hurt myself two days ago :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:14:34 PM
I purposely hurt myself two days ago :(
(http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v310/Quaiowe/th_wrods5.gif)
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:28:55 PM
(http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v310/Quaiowe/th_wrods5.gif)
lol
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:14:34 PM
I purposely hurt myself two days ago :(
This could be a number of people here. :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:37:21 PM
This could be a number of people here. :(
Actually, it was a day ago.
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:54:31 PM
Actually, it was a day ago.
Please don't do it again. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:57:40 PM
Please don't do it again. baddood;
I hope you're not the person I think it is :'(
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 08:59:12 PM
I hope you're not the person I think it is :'(
Yes, I am Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 09:12:05 PM
I thought it was someone else.
It is someone else. I don't know who that was. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 09:13:20 PM
It is someone else. I don't know who that was. baddood;
Rae? befuddlement
Quote from: Boyager on August 14, 2008, 10:01:07 PM
Rae? befuddlement
Don't do that again. I know who you are. It doesn't solve anything. baddood;
Do you two know who I am? :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 06:43:50 AM
Don't do that again. I know who you are. It doesn't solve anything. baddood;
Are you sure? :(
i like watching disney channel. ;-;
I'M NOT NOTICING ANY WEIGHT CHANGES
except how the sides of my tummy are getting smaller, but the center of it is still a tummy pouch ;_;
my tummy is tiny
ew i have love handles and i hate it befuddlement
Quote from: Boyager on August 15, 2008, 08:45:40 AM
ew i have love handles and i hate it befuddlement
no i don't have love handles, it's just on the center of my tummy :(
i eat bricks
all kinds
I want to die.
I guess I'm ready to confess this.
I'm a dumbass.
I only came to this continent because my gay lover told me to. It was a hell of a long trip, and birds kept shitting on my head. I got mad and spat at them, but the spit ended on my face in the end. I swear I saw a dog on water, but I was hallucinating from lack of sleep so it could have just been my imagination.
My ship was raided by pirates, but fortunately I killed them before they did too much harm. They were white, so maybe no one cares that I killed them. At least I'm on good terms with my fellow Asians.
I almost got high when a sign told me to, but I remembered I was hallucinating so I quickly recovered. At night, I would throw cigarettes in the ocean to show them how much I hate them. I feel sorry now. They didn't deserve it.
When I finally got here, I was shocked at what I saw: Porn everywhere. I mean why no hentai? Are they racist? A white guy looked at me and said something in english, which I didn't know back then and I can't remember what he said.
I saw a candy store. Back then I had no idea what candy was, so I ignored it thinking it to be evil, like my gay lover thinks our tax collector is. You have no idea how much he cost us.
I think I saw a beautiful dragon. I won't go into detail about that, so use your imagination!
That's my confession and I hope you enjoyed it.
I'm so sorry. >.<
I am pretty sure I do. :(
I am JMV's alt.
Quote from: Non Phixion on August 15, 2008, 10:42:57 AM
I am JMV's alt.
I am your secret admirer's alt. caterpie;
I'm a penis with legs.
i feel like everybody here hates me :'(
I like big ducks
and i cannot lie
you other 'yagers can't deny
when a duck walks in with an itty bitty waste
and a round egg in your face
you get sprung
Quote from: Boyager on August 16, 2008, 10:44:22 PM
when a duck walks in with an itty bitty waste
powerofone;
Sometimes I think about it while lying in bed and I want to cry. It makes me feel betrayed, sometimes angry, and hurt. I want to know why but I don't think I'd ever get the chance I want. :(
[spoiler][youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SE7-tWEEejU[/youtube][/spoiler]
:(
:(
I confess that I'm ugly and am incompetent in nearly everything I try to do.
hi i sometimes want to kill myself 1-3 times a night per week
the numbers are starting to grow
Quote from: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:09:17 PM
hi i sometimes want to kill myself 1-3 times a night per week
the numbers are starting to grow
i almost tried the other night. <3
Quote from: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:11:02 PM
i almost tried the other night. <3
i guess you'll just have to get over whatever is causing you to suicide since you're not killing yourself properly
Quote from: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:16:37 PM
i guess you'll just have to get over whatever is causing you to suicide since you're not killing yourself properly
it was a split second decision.
Hey. No killing yourself here. :(
don't kill yourselves guys :'(
Quote from: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:18:42 PM
it was a split second decision.
i just usually ponder about it like on the first ice breaker commercials that go "is it water, or is it ice?"
then i just go that it's water and shouldn't do it today because i'll never hear a new goldfrapp album ;_;
Guys, I did something REALLY stupid today and I don't know how to tell a certain person. :(
This girl who said she would dump any guy she was dating when I returned, decided to not do that. And they made out and It makes me want to slam my head into a wal but I'm to lazy to get up
someone hold me
Quote from: Boyager on August 19, 2008, 11:26:06 PM
Guys, I did something REALLY stupid today and I don't know how to tell a certain person. :(
tell it to someone else and pretend that they are that person
This is a request for the admins and I would prefer it if you didn't say who I was unless I actually disappear.
If I disappear for a few days I'm probably in the hospital.
I'm leaving the Internet because I hate this place.
EXCEPT FOR LAST.FM
I hate stuff. >.<
i'm going to be a selfish bastard and kill myself, baaaaaaaaaaaw
I have a gigantic penis
i think people who kill themselves are really selfish.
jmv's making me cry
llllfffffffffffff
Evil men anyways. baddood;
STOP GLOBAL WARMING
OR ALL THE REESE'S
WILL MELT gonk;
I'm wearing a Batman mask right now baddood;
i ran out of wine since yesterday :'(
I need to go to the hospital but I won't go.
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 07:11:32 PM
I need to go to the hospital but I won't go.
GO NOW. RIGHT NOW. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 07:27:46 PM
Why? :(
to enjoy the pleasure of paying medical bills if you don't have insurance
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 09:35:45 PM
Because you need to. You know it. baddood;
So? saddood;
It's not that bad and I'm not even entirely sure it requires hospitalization. Just chest pain when I inhale or exhale, and an apparent decrease in the amount I can inhale. If breathing actually becomes difficult or problematic then I'll consider it.
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 09:44:41 PM
So? saddood;
It's not that bad and I'm not even entirely sure it requires hospitalization. Just chest pain when I inhale or exhale, and an apparent decrease in the amount I can inhale. If breathing actually becomes difficult or problematic then I'll consider it.
Trouble breathing is nothing to take lightly. Go now.
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 09:47:25 PM
Trouble breathing is nothing to take lightly. Go now.
But I don't know why. It could be just from a rapid change in diet, related to a recent mistake I made the other night, or just that I'm sick.
If it is the second one I'd rather not have that in my medical record.
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 09:55:33 PM
But I don't know why. It could be just from a rapid change in diet, related to a recent mistake I made the other night, or just that I'm sick.
If it is the second one I'd rather not have that in my medical record.
if it's related to drugs its completely your fault for not taking precautions or using a bong <3
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:02:48 PM
if it's related to drugs its completely your fault for not taking precautions or using a bong <3
It wasn't weed.
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:03:47 PM
It wasn't weed.
i was thinking about smoking but everyone here only does weed so w/e
SPEAKING OF A TOPIC THAT IS HEADING TOWARD DRUGS;
I am slowly becoming obsessed with drinking wine. <3 my parents didn't like that i finished the whole bottle of wine by myself :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:06:41 PM
i was thinking about smoking but everyone here only does weed so w/e
It wasn't smoking. I tried to tell you but you didn't want to listen. :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:09:32 PM
It wasn't smoking. I tried to tell you but you didn't want to listen. :(
i thought this was someone else
meaty cocks
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:10:20 PM
i thought this was someone else
meaty cocks
also are you fucking stupid for not going to your fucking doctor again?
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:10:20 PM
i thought this was someone else
meaty cocks
and it suddenly doesn't matter right?
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:10:45 PM
also are you fucking stupid for not going to your fucking doctor again?
what
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 09:55:33 PM
But I don't know why. It could be just from a rapid change in diet, related to a recent mistake I made the other night, or just that I'm sick.
If it is the second one I'd rather not have that in my medical record.
They won't know unless you tell them. It's out of your system by now. It might just be bronchitis. You said you were cold and sweating the other night.
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:11:22 PM
and it suddenly doesn't matter right?what
i guess not since you gave me that idea <3
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:15:11 PM
:(
my chest hurts and i don't feel going to the doctors so i'm just going to let it pass and let my lungs die :'(
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:16:13 PM
my chest hurts and i don't feel going to the doctors so i'm just going to let it pass and let my lungs die :'(
i deserve it :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:17:00 PM
i deserve it :(
you probably do for being fucking stupid
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:22:44 PM
:(
it's why i don't tell you what bad things i've done that are probably seriously putting me in danger n__n
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:24:06 PM
it's why i don't tell you what bad things i've done that are probably seriously putting me in danger n__n
And it's why I don't tell you everything I've done. :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2008, 10:25:40 PM
And it's why I don't tell you everything I've done. :(
Then I won't tell you anything nevermore. ;)
you would be stupid if you went to the doctor dont listen to her
you would be stupid if you don't go to the doctor please listen to her
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 07:14:07 AM
you would be stupid if you don't go to the doctor please listen to her
shut the fuck up only white people go to doctors
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 07:15:33 AM
shut the fuck up only white people go to doctors
i can't tell if you're calling jmv not white or me not white
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 07:47:08 AM
i can't tell if you're calling jmv not white or me not white
hey who told you i was jmv
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 07:15:33 AM
shut the fuck up only white people go to doctors
clucky?
I confess that I really wish I knew who was posting all this emo shit, but I'm pretty sure I have a clue.
Stop fucking hurting yourselves, what the fuck do you think you're doing? I'll tell you what you're doing, YOU'RE HURTING ME SO JUST STOP IT, JUST FUCKING STOP IT.
I love you guys and I don't want to read any more of this "I'm going to fuck up my lungs so I can't breathe" shit, AND I ESPECIALLY DON'T WANT TO READ ABOUT SOMEONE DRINKING A WHOLE BOTTLE OF WINE BY THEMSELVES.
KNOCK THIS SHIT OFF. You're tearing my heart out. :'(
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 08:40:51 AM
I confess that I really wish I knew who was posting all this emo shit, but I'm pretty sure I have a clue.
Stop fucking hurting yourselves, what the fuck do you think you're doing? I'll tell you what you're doing, YOU'RE HURTING ME SO JUST STOP IT, JUST FUCKING STOP IT.
I love you guys and I don't want to read any more of this "I'm going to fuck up my lungs so I can't breathe" shit, AND I ESPECIALLY DON'T WANT TO READ ABOUT SOMEONE DRINKING A WHOLE BOTTLE OF WINE BY THEMSELVES.
KNOCK THIS SHIT OFF. You're tearing my heart out. :'(
AMEN TO THAT. PLEASE GUYS. cry; But not because of me. For your sakes.
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 08:40:51 AM
I confess that I really wish I knew who was posting all this emo shit, but I'm pretty sure I have a clue.
Stop fucking hurting yourselves, what the fuck do you think you're doing? I'll tell you what you're doing, YOU'RE HURTING ME SO JUST STOP IT, JUST FUCKING STOP IT.
I love you guys and I don't want to read any more of this "I'm going to fuck up my lungs so I can't breathe" shit, AND I ESPECIALLY DON'T WANT TO READ ABOUT SOMEONE DRINKING A WHOLE BOTTLE OF WINE BY THEMSELVES.
KNOCK THIS SHIT OFF. You're tearing my heart out. :'(
I CAN'T AGREE MORE. GO TO THE FUCKING DOCTOR. STOP CUTTING YOURSELF. DON'T DRINK WHOLE BOTTLES OF ALCOHOL. :'(
I really wish she'd try to make things work with me and not just give up. I want things to work, and I need her help. :(
There is a lot I'd like to say, but idk. :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 09:32:47 AM
I CAN'T AGREE MORE. GO TO THE FUCKING DOCTOR. STOP CUTTING YOURSELF. DON'T DRINK WHOLE BOTTLES OF ALCOHOL. :'(
ALCOHOL %20 WON'T HURT ME LOLS.
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 10:16:37 AM
I really wish she'd try to make things work with me and not just give up. I want things to work, and I need her help. :(
There is a lot I'd like to say, but idk. :(
Find someone elses help. :|
JUST LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE! >.<
Shut the fuck up.
o rly? no thanks fucking bastard
anyways, this person that has all these problems seems to be a severe hypocondriac powerofone;
I think wine with a greater alcohol content that %17 generally tastes pretty gross.
Quote from: Boyager on August 22, 2008, 06:09:55 PM
I think wine with a greater alcohol content that %17 generally tastes pretty gross.
I like Zinfandel and Red Wine. baddood;
i feel like vomiting and crying cry;
Quote from: Boyager on August 24, 2008, 09:51:02 PM
i feel like vomiting and crying cry;
I'm sorry for making you answer ;-;
photoshopped art of a heart and a flower will not save this <3
Quote from: Boyager on August 25, 2008, 06:02:12 PM
photoshopped art of a heart and a flower will not save this <3
:(
i love jmv n____n
Systole makes it hurt. :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 25, 2008, 06:47:33 PM
Systole makes it hurt. :(
death can make it not hurt meaty cocks
i love jmv but the only person he even thinks about is clucky i'm sure he doesn't even know my name cry;
why is my body rejecting food
I am very, very ticklish. >.<
Confession: I intentionally rag on kono all of the time because that's what everyone else has been doing. He's really not that bad of a guy, you guys just get on his dick when he does something small.
confession:I'm Beta.
Quote from: Boyager on August 28, 2008, 01:23:11 PM
Confession: I intentionally rag on kono all of the time because that's what everyone else has been doing. He's really not that bad of a guy, you guys just get on his dick when he does something small.
lol
Quote from: Boyager on August 28, 2008, 01:23:11 PM
Confession: I intentionally rag on kono all of the time because that's what everyone else has been doing. He's really not that bad of a guy, you guys just get on his dick when he does something small.
What he did to me wasn't small. baddood;
Sometimes my feelings that I thought have passed still come back up into me...
I really wish they wouldn't, now I feel like hurting myself. :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 30, 2008, 08:57:10 PM
Sometimes my feelings that I thought have passed still come back up into me...
I really wish they wouldn't, now I feel like hurting myself. :(
Don't do it thief :(
Hurting yourself won't make it go away. :(
I wonder if my mommy and me are connected in some weird way. I'm starting to feel internal pain and severe dizziness at the same time she starts to experience.
Also, damn it I want a fucking car so I can drive alone at night and park somewhere in the parking lot so I can cry to sad songs.
i don't want these summer nights to end because i get to stare at the stars and think of how beautiful you are.
I want to stick a metal rod through my head.
i hate this thread
I killed the server. I bought a random high risk high loss luts. As soon as i used it the server crashed.
Also this isn't Beta.
The thought of what happened pushes me into fluctuating periods of depression, confusion, anger, and annoyance.
It's even worse because I can't discuss i t.
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 07:16:56 AM
The thought of what happened pushes me into fluctuating periods of depression, confusion, anger, and annoyance.
It's even worse because I can't discuss i t.
ok
then shut up
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 07:12:10 AM
I killed the server. I bought a random high risk high loss luts. As soon as i used it the server crashed.
Also this isn't Beta.
yes it is
I didn't tell him that I spent most of my time there crying.
Also I'd be happier if he was with someone else because someone like him deserves better.
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:18:33 PM
I didn't tell him that I spent most of my time there crying.
Also I'd be happier if he was with someone else because someone like him deserves better.
but no one is better than you]:
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:18:33 PM
I didn't tell him that I spent most of my time there crying.
Also I'd be happier if he was with someone else because someone like him deserves better.
What makes him deserve anything?
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:25:46 PM
What makes him deserve anything?
Well, considering he's the first person I've met that truly wouldn't lie.
Also he's really good-looking, and I thought they would be they first to lie a lot but he's the only one that didn't. 0:
also other generic stuff that no one cares about
are you talking about jmv
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:32:03 PM
Well, considering he's the first person I've met that truly wouldn't lie.
Also he's really good-looking, and I thought they would be they first to lie a lot but he's the only one that didn't. 0:
also other generic stuff that no one cares about
Then why would you give that up?
Does want to be with you? Do you want to be with him? Why should anything else matter if you want to be with each other?
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:39:10 PM
are you talking about jmv
jmv is not good locking >:(
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:40:13 PM
Then why would you give that up?
Does want to be with you? Do you want to be with him? Why should anything else matter if you want to be with each other?
Then why would you give that up?
-Because I don't deserve it. ;_;
Does want to be with you?
-wut
Do you want to be with him?
-Maybe
Why should anything else matter if you want to be with each other?
-Because they'll eventually manifest and ruin everything. <3
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:46:59 PM
Then why would you give that up?
-Because I don't deserve it. ;_;
Does want to be with you?
-wut
Do you want to be with him?
-Maybe
Why should anything else matter if you want to be with each other?
-Because they'll eventually manifest and ruin everything. <3
oh i meant does he
How do you know they'll ruin everything?
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2008, 02:48:27 PM
oh i meant does he
How do you know they'll ruin everything?
Because they have ruined everything in the past and one of the reasons why I cry at night. 0:
Quote from: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 10:22:52 AM
Because they have ruined everything in the past and one of the reasons why I cry at night. 0:
And because of something happened in the past you won't give a future a chance?
You both want to be with each other, do you not?
i don't ever want to grow up >.<
Quote from: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 10:24:02 AM
And because of something happened in the past you won't give a future a chance?
You both want to be with each other, do you not?
i was trying to fix it in the past but it was too late for it (and probably would stay like that)
also i've already experienced it with him.
also that feeling of being together goes on and off. mostly off :3
i think det is really cute >.<
Quote from: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 12:28:15 PM
i think det is really cute >.<
id tap dat shit fo real
oh woops did i click the box
AND INSTEAD OF SAYING ALL YOUR GOODBYES
LET THEM KNOW YOU REALIZE THAT TIME GOES FAST
IT'S HARD TO MAKE THE GOOD THINGS LAST
dicks
Sometimes while in the shower I sit down and want to cry.
Sometimes I REALLY want to kill the person who keeps posting this stupid emo shit.
Quote from: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 02:00:07 PM
Sometimes I REALLY want to kill the person who keeps posting this stupid emo shit.
There are at least two of them.
Quote from: Boyager on September 01, 2008, 02:00:07 PM
Sometimes I REALLY want to kill the person who keeps posting this stupid emo shit.
psst
it's lozal and bassir
So I found out my dad cheated on my mom throughout their marriage, last night.
I don't think I'll be able to trust anyone now.
Not once in my life have I ever heard my father tell me he loves me, but he tells it to my mother and his parents and my dogs all the time.
i hate her
Quote from: Boyager on September 03, 2008, 02:40:13 PM
So I found out my dad cheated on my mom throughout their marriage, last night.
I don't think I'll be able to trust anyone now.
same
i like watching porn
not really a confession since i tell it to pretty much everyone
I feel so stupid. It's my fault.
I don't feel bad like that ever.
i'm terrified of this school year and it's only day 2 smithicide;
i am sweating
my penis is crooked.
I'm starting to think that the people who insult me are being honest when they describe me, and the people who compliment me are just doing it out of pity and to be nice. I fucking hate myself. I'm also starting to slightly doubt people who say they love me, and think they're only doing it as a joke... which makes everything hurt ten times worse. >.<
I have no friends and I feel like Im wasting the best time of my life. :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 02:46:06 PM
I'm starting to think that the people who insult me are being honest when they describe me, and the people who compliment me are just doing it out of pity and to be nice. I fucking hate myself. I'm also starting to slightly doubt people who say they love me, and think they're only doing it as a joke... which makes everything hurt ten times worse. >.<
Don't think so much
I'm sad. I hate myself. Halp :(
I don't want them to give me anything physical, just something to show the person cares.
Quote from: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 04:01:32 PM
I'm sad. I hate myself. Halp :(
So don't hate yourself. It should be easy unless you've killed someone
I hate you all.
I'm scared and I don't know who to talk to. :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 03:11:54 PM
I have no friends and I feel like Im wasting the best time of my life. :(
hey me too
members of this forum complain soooooo about really general things.
I am interested in somebody illegal.
Quote from: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 07:48:41 PM
members of this forum complain soooooo about really general things.
I am interested in somebody illegal.
hi lawlz
I am about to stop coming here, to boyah in general.
It's dying anyway and the only people I cared about that are member's here already left, albeit like 3 people, but they know where to find me.
Coming here is starting to feel like a chore and I hate it.
Quote from: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 07:48:41 PM
members of this forum complain soooooo about really general things.
I am interested in somebody illegal.
i can get arrested if i told people what i do :0
Quote from: Boyager on September 05, 2008, 07:00:40 AM
i can get arrested if i told people what i do :0
So could 2/3 of Boyah.
Quote from: Boyager on September 04, 2008, 08:58:43 PM
I am about to stop coming here, to boyah in general.
It's dying anyway and the only people I cared about that are member's here already left, albeit like 3 people, but they know where to find me.
Coming here is starting to feel like a chore and I hate it.
;_; please stay
Quote from: Boyager on September 05, 2008, 07:00:40 AM
i can get arrested if i told people what i do :0
I meant somebody illegal for me to date... Is that what you were talking about?
I do illegal things I am sure most teenagers do. It's not that cool.
I'm now interested in somebody not illegal <3 and only a year older than me.
Quote from: Boyager on September 07, 2008, 08:17:28 PM
I meant somebody illegal for me to date... Is that what you were talking about?
I do illegal things I am sure most teenagers do. It's not that cool.
I'm now interested in somebody not illegal <3 and only a year older than me.
I can't say much on what I do.
im not gay
You probably wouldn't get arrested
I'm going to be really sad if she doesn't like me back. I want to kiss her or something.
Quote from: Boyager on September 08, 2008, 03:43:45 PM
You probably wouldn't get arrested
I'm going to be really sad if she doesn't like me back. I want to kiss her or something.
I would get arrested. <3
also stop talking about it plz, it's making me paranoid. :(
also i posted my body on /fit/ once 0:
When I was in 5th grade I committed a few felonies.
Don't be silly, baby. :) And don't worry.
I am genuinely upset that I did not see Alexis today. I feel quite silly and a bit obsessive.
Hearing that not only shattered any feelings of self-worth I may have,but reaffirmed my insecurities.
i think i like acting as much as a i do because i get to be anybody but myself. my stupid, fat, ugly, retarded self. edumacate;
I think I am truly the funniest person on boyah, but nobody understands me, so I come across as a complete moron.
I bet that people here can totally understand you they just don't think you're funny.
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:29:30 PM
I think I am truly the funniest person on boyah, but nobody understands me, so I come across as a complete moron.
who are you
Well I think I'm funny so stfu.
No, I won't be quiet if I don't want to be. You can't force me to do much of anything. If you think you are that's fine. Continue to think that. I just have to imagine I would disagree with you.
I skipped a class earlier so I could be alone and cry.
I think that's actually a respectable thing to do. Feel better. That's so much better than breaking down in class and getting all of that attention (that some people do it purposely for).
I find black men really attractive.
lol
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:43:24 PM
I think that's actually a respectable thing to do. Feel better. That's so much better than breaking down in class and getting all of that attention (that some people do it purposely for).
I find black men really attractive.
I don't think it's respectable for me to start crying at all. doodthing;
It also wouldn't be positive attention just for one fact. spam;
Why are things so difficult?
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:47:25 PM
I don't think it's respectable for me to start crying at all. doodthing;
It also wouldn't be positive attention just for one fact. spam;
Why are things so difficult?
It's really much better. It's just nice to see that you know how to take care of yourself (yes, that's what I would consider that) No, it wouldn't be but that is what some people strive for. It's terrible.
So that you can overcome them and be stronger. You're on your way.
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:41:29 PM
I skipped a class earlier so I could be alone and cry.
Feel better yet James
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:35:46 PM
why do you always forget my r
why do you think i forget it, aubey
also, the answer is no.
well do you feel better james
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:37:52 PM
why do you think i forget it, aubey
because you're from mass.?
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:41:40 PM
because you're from mass.?
no because i call you aubey like i call bluaki blauki
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 05:39:28 PM
well do you feel better james
i just said no you nigger
WHAT THE FUCK HOW DID THAT BOX GET CHECKED.
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:41:29 PM
I skipped a class earlier so I could be alone and cry.
i can't afford to skip classes
i just channel it into doodles on assignments
why does he enjoy being around people with disorders :3
Quote from: Boyager on September 12, 2008, 10:11:55 PM
why does he enjoy being around people with disorders :3
idk lol
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2008, 04:33:39 PM
No, I won't be quiet if I don't want to be. SMEAGOL can't force US to do much of anything. If SMEAGOL think SMEAGOL are that's fine. Continue to think that. I just have to imagine I would disagree with SMEAGOL.
i lold hard
I am not really who I claim to be. :(
I am a woodchuck. ;_;
I'm fed up.
I'm severely suicidal right now, and he doesn't even care. ;_;
I hate myself; I'm probably going to my abandoned dead end to cry.
i totally frakked your mother
Quote from: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 04:41:24 PM
I'm severely suicidal right now, and he doesn't even care. ;_;
I hate myself; I'm probably going to my abandoned dead end to cry.
Of course I care. doodthing;
You didn't tell me anything was wrong, and when I asked you wouldn't answer me. You didn't tell Det either, how are either one of us supposed to know? We both care, neither one of us is going to sleep until you come back so we know you're safe.
Killing yourself won't do anything. My medication gives me suicidal thoughts and urges that are getting progressively worse, but I care about you and mainly for that I'd never go through with it. Don't do anything to hurt yourself, of course I care. I care so fucking much: much more than you think, and more than I even let you know.
Don't hate yourself. You didn't do anything that you should hate yourself over. I'm just being overly sensitive and whiny; probably because of SSRI Discontinuation Syndrome. That's not your fault, don't hate yourself because if it. I don't hate you. And don't cry, you don't like when I do, and I like it even less when you do.
I love you. ;_; And I'll be waiting for you to get back to make sure you're okay.
relationshit
I fucked Felt's mom.
clucky and jmv's relationship is so sweet :'(
shut up tec
Quote from: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 10:16:02 PM
shut up tec
would you rather have me say "relationshit" befuddlement
Quote from: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 10:17:48 PM
would you rather have me say "relationshit" befuddlement
i would rather have you die
I'm so fucking worried and miserable right now.
If anything happens I'm going to hate myself so fucking much, it's my fault.
Everyone who knew me before 9/11 thinks I'm dead.
Quote from: Boyager on September 14, 2008, 08:59:28 PM
I'm so fucking worried and miserable right now.
If anything happens I'm going to hate myself so fucking much, it's my fault.
You have to stop that. It isn't your fault. :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 06:00:33 AM
You have to stop that. It isn't your fault. :(
The hell it isn't.
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 06:35:01 AM
The hell it isn't.
You can't read people's minds. I think you do a wonderful job putting others first. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 13, 2008, 04:57:37 PM
i totally frakked your mother
this ruined jame's sad story
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 07:03:36 AM
this ruined jame's sad story
who is jame and why is everyone of my posts a story baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 07:04:58 AM
who is jame and why is everyone of my posts a story baddood;
ynot
i have a confession
i'm not who i claim to be
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 09:43:20 AM
i have a confession
i'm not who i claim to be
like 25% of this forum lmao
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2008, 06:58:39 AM
You can't read people's minds. I think you do a wonderful job putting others first. baddood;
Apparently not enough.
JIMV's ded. :(
i'm ugly
Quote from: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 03:48:17 AM
i'm ugly
are you fucking kidding me?
are you honestly fucking kidding me?
that's the most blatant lie i've ever read in my life - you're one of the most beautiful people i've ever seen. inside and out.
you're crazy if you think otherwise, or blind; one of the two, but you are anything BUT ugly, for serious:].
I wish you'd realize that we all have problems, it doesn't make one person deserve more or less than others. Even with your problems I still see your perfection, when we're not talking or when we're arguing, it's still there.
I see the problems but I also see the positives and, to me, those are make it worth anything.
Quote from: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 09:23:06 PM
I wish you'd realize that we all have problems, it doesn't make one person deserve more or less than others. Even with your problems I still see your perfection, when we're not talking or when we're arguing, it's still there.
I see the problems but I also see the positives and, to me, those are make it worth anything.
Well put.
Quote from: Boyager on September 16, 2008, 09:23:06 PM
I wish you'd realize that we all have problems, it doesn't make one person deserve more or less than others. Even with your problems I still see your perfection, when we're not talking or when we're arguing, it's still there.
I see the problems but I also see the positives and, to me, those are make it worth anything.
ilu. So sweetly written.
I'm actually a male to female transgender but I just didn't bother telling anyone doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 01:39:39 PM
I'm actually a male to female transgender but I just didn't bother telling anyone doodthing;
wait are you srs.
My sister keeps telling me about a "transy" at her school. doodthing;
3:19:50 PM JIM V SISTER: Theres a transy at the school
3:20:04 PM James Valente: really?
3:20:46 PM JIM V SISTER: Hah mhm
3:20:52 PM James Valente: Is it a student or teacher?
3:21:08 PM JIM V SISTER: its a student
3:21:14 PM JIM V SISTER: in your grade?
3:21:59 PM JIMV V SISTER: its a senior i believe but someone said shes in my gade but i think shes a senior
11:45:47 AM JIM V SISTER: Oh. u have to see this transy!
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 01:54:06 PM
wait are you srs.
My sister keeps telling me about a "transy" at her school. doodthing;
3:19:50 PM JIM V SISTER: Theres a transy at the school
3:20:04 PM James Valente: really?
3:20:46 PM JIM V SISTER: Hah mhm
3:20:52 PM James Valente: Is it a student or teacher?
3:21:08 PM JIM V SISTER: its a student
3:21:14 PM JIM V SISTER: in your grade?
3:21:59 PM JIMV V SISTER: its a senior i believe but someone said shes in my gade but i think shes a senior
11:45:47 AM JIM V SISTER: Oh. u have to see this transy!
yes >.<
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 01:55:49 PM
yes >.<
did you switch schools.
what grade are you in. is my sister talking about you.
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 01:59:15 PM
did you switch schools.
what grade are you in. is my sister talking about you.
I'm trying with ferocity, and currently unable
junior. and no, it's a physical impossibility that she's talking about me.
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:03:33 PM
I'm trying with ferocity, and currently unable
junior. and no, it's a physical impossibility that she's talking about me.
that would be cool because i would make her be friends with you. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:05:27 PM
that would be cool because i would make her be friends with you. baddood;
that would be nice, I guess
i am che guevara doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:13:31 PM
are you a pretty girl yes;
I try, I try. I supposedly look like a lesbian with my hair short, but I keep it long. I have a generally effeminate build, which I'm grateful for. :3
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:16:19 PM
I try, I try. I supposedly look like a lesbian with my hair short, but I keep it long. I have a generally effeminate build, which I'm grateful for. :3
do you have boobs yet baddood;
do people pick on you at schewl :'(
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 01:39:39 PM
I'm actually a male to female transgender but I just didn't bother telling anyone doodthing;
no fucking way you can't be srs
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:20:36 PM
do you have boobs yet baddood;
do people pick on you at schewl :'(
hormone/age restrictions, so not yet
and no, since nobody knows there, although there's a general subtext that I'm gay
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:21:14 PM
no fucking way you can't be srs
why not
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:22:13 PM
hormone/age restrictions, so not yet
and no, since nobody knows there, although there's a general subtext that I'm gay
do you like men or are you like blauki and like women and wish ot be one?
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:22:13 PM
why not
i'm just shocked really
and honestly i still can't believe it but if it really is true then fukken
Boyah:
650 Heterosexuals
32 Gays
2 Transgenders
I MADE THESE STATS UP
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:24:38 PM
do you like men or are you like blauki and like women and wish ot be one?
I'm just bisexual, but I'd highly like to have a woman's body.
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:24:46 PM
i'm just shocked really
and honestly i still can't believe it but if it really is true then fukken
shocked that there is, somewhere within the 682 registered members of boyah, a transgender?
OR PERHAPS HAVE YOU BROKEN MY RUSE AND DISCOVERED MY TRUE IDENTITY
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:27:53 PM
I'm just bisexual, but I'd highly like to have a woman's body.
shocked that there is, somewhere within the 682 registered members of boyah, a transgender?
OR PERHAPS HAVE YOU BROKEN MY RUSE AND DISCOVERED MY TRUE IDENTITY
ARE YOU PQQU fukken
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:27:53 PM
I'm just bisexual, but I'd highly like to have a woman's body.
shocked that there is, somewhere within the 682 registered members of boyah, a transgender?
OR PERHAPS HAVE YOU BROKEN MY RUSE AND DISCOVERED MY TRUE IDENTITY
THERE ARE TWO.
YOU AND BLUAKI
you guys should make the transgender club
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:34:39 PM
you guys should make the transgender club
you should make the shut up club
Quote from: Pqqu on September 17, 2008, 02:29:27 PM
YOU WIN THE PRIZE
ARE YOU REALLY TRANS
ALSO ARE YOU REALLY THAT PERSON THAT IM'S ME ONCE PER WEEK USUALLY NEAR 11 PM
i think my english teacher is cute
[spoiler]she's 42 smithicide;[/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:46:54 PM
ARE YOU REALLY TRANS
ALSO ARE YOU REALLY THAT PERSON THAT IM'S ME ONCE PER WEEK USUALLY NEAR 11 PM
YES
AND MAYBE WHO ARE YOU
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:47:07 PM
i think my english teacher is cute
[spoiler]she's 42 smithicide;[/spoiler]
shut up felt
why do i spend all day talking to females, homosexuals, and transgenders? baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:51:50 PM
why do i spend all day talking to females, homosexuals, and transgenders? baddood;
because they all want to secretly sex you while you're asleep doodthing;
i can tell every single one of beta's posts
even on anon befuddlement
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:57:10 PM
i can tell every single one of beta's posts
even on anon befuddlement
It's creepy, but so can I.
but srsly guys am i a creep
SHE'S FUCKING 42 :'(
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:49:02 PM
YES
AND MAYBE WHO ARE YOU
shut up felt
THAT PERSON THAT WAS GOING TO DELETE EVERYONE EXCEPT YOU JUST FOR THE FORUM MEMORIES BUT I DECIDED TO ABANDON THAT IDEA UNTIL SOME LATER DAY LATER IN OCT.
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 02:51:50 PM
why do i spend all day talking to females, homosexuals, and transgenders? baddood;
what category do i fall into
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 04:53:53 PM
what category do i fall into
homosexual
or are you bisexual.
salut
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 04:35:18 PM
THAT PERSON THAT WAS GOING TO DELETE EVERYONE EXCEPT YOU JUST FOR THE FORUM MEMORIES BUT I DECIDED TO ABANDON THAT IDEA UNTIL SOME LATER DAY LATER IN OCT.
even me? :'(
wryyyyyyyyyyyy ilyyyyyyyyyyy </3
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 03:08:07 PM
but srsly guys am i a creep
SHE'S FUCKING 42 :'(
Some 42 year olds are hotter than 20 year olds. :|
lol good one
I'm ignored here doodthing;
my penis is shaped like a pterodactyl
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 07:08:43 PM
I'm ignored here doodthing;
no you aren't i just IM'd you nigg
a
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 07:26:14 PM
no you aren't i just IM'd you nigga
Most of my posts go unnoticed
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 07:09:55 PM
my penis is shaped like a pterodactyl
ew what the fuck you freak
i wonder if he knows i don't actually like birthdays because some of them caused scars for me while at the same time reminding me i'm losing my youth
plus how dysfunctional my family is
I don't believe in anything
Anyone interested in purchasing Krispy Kreme doughnuts need to pay 5$ to any SCA officer
Doughnuts will be delivered Oct 5th
will i lose my dignity?
will someone care?
will i wake tomorrow, from this nightmare?
Will I stay this way forever?
Sleepwalk through my life's endeavor?
I want to fuck ME86.
fuck want to ME86. I
I want to fuck ME86
want to fuck ME86. I
to fuck ME86. I want
fuck ME86. I want to
ME86. I want to fuck
. I want to fuck ME86
I want to fuck ME86.
I want ME86 to have a good, fulfilling life
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2008, 07:09:55 PM
my penis is shaped like a pterodactyl
my penis is actually a vagina
I want LJTL dipshitted :(
Someone do it.
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 11:42:26 AM
I want LJTL dipshitted :(
Someone do it.
Wasn't he a dipshit already? Why was it taken off agaiN?
I FUCKING HATE MY PARENTS
I WISH THEY NEVER MET SO I WOULDN'T BE HERE RIGHT NOW
I FUCKING HATE LIVING WITH THEM, THEY MAKE ME SO GOD DAMN MISERABLE
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 01:25:22 PM
I FUCKING HATE MY PARENTS
I WISH THEY NEVER MET SO I WOULDN'T BE HERE RIGHT NOW
I FUCKING HATE LIVING WITH THEM, THEY MAKE ME SO GOD DAMN MISERABLE
:(
I wonder if **** understands. doodthing;
Everyday I long for the feeling and taste of your lips against mine. I want to feel your breathe against my skin. :(
How long do I have to wait? How long? :'(
i love lawlz.
I hate this place sometimes. doodthing;
Not that I'm full of myself, but:
[spoiler]This is almost the most successful thread on this board, and I made it spam;
And the only reason JMV Penis thread is 1 page higher is because it's pinned.[/spoiler]
I feel proud of myself for this, which is kinda sad.
Quote from: Hiro on September 20, 2008, 06:12:04 PM
Not that I'm full of myself, but:
[spoiler]This is almost the most successful thread on this board, and I made it spam;
And the only reason JMV Penis thread is 1 page higher is because it's pinned.[/spoiler]
I feel proud of myself for this, which is kinda sad.
1/4 of the posts are me and another user secretly writing things so the other person sees.
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:12:51 PM
1/4 of the posts are me and another user secretly writing things so the other person sees.
who cares
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:14:14 PM
me and her
But I don't.
Hey we need a new theme or something maybe one that's cool
Quote from: Boyager on September 19, 2008, 03:45:59 PM
I want to fuck ME86.
Quote from: Boyager on September 19, 2008, 03:49:14 PM
fuck want to ME86. I
Quote from: Boyager on September 19, 2008, 04:15:46 PM
I want to fuck ME86
want to fuck ME86. I
to fuck ME86. I want
fuck ME86. I want to
ME86. I want to fuck
. I want to fuck ME86
I want to fuck ME86.
Quote from: Boyager on September 19, 2008, 05:18:56 PM
I want ME86 to have a good, fulfilling life
Who are these people? :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 06:17:12 PM
But I don't.
Hey we need a new theme or something maybe one that's cool
who cares
Quote from: Hiro on September 20, 2008, 06:12:04 PM
Not that I'm full of myself, but:
[spoiler]This is almost the most successful thread on this board, and I made it spam;
And the only reason JMV Penis thread is 1 page higher is because it's pinned.[/spoiler]
I feel proud of myself for this, which is kinda sad.
no one cares
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:28:55 PM
feel free to stop posting anytime
I won't be doing that
I sometimes make passes at my best friends because I'm lonely
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:32:44 PM
I sometimes make passes at my best friends because I'm lonely
fyi you could make a few horny nerds happy by making passes at complete strangers instead
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:34:22 PM
fyi you could make a few horny nerds happy by making passes at complete strangers instead
but that would be slutty wouldn't it
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 05:01:50 PM
I wonder if **** understands. doodthing;
Everyday I long for the feeling and taste of your lips against mine. I want to feel your breathe against my skin. :(
How long do I have to wait? How long? :'(
aww :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:45:29 PM
but that would be slutty wouldn't it
yeah making passes at your friends isn't slutty at all
i masturbated 5 times tonight. doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2008, 08:32:44 PM
I sometimes make passes at my best friends because I'm lonely
I sometimes act flirty to older males because I'm lonely.
Then tease them and go "LOL PERV"
Scene/soft core emo guys are fucking adorable.
I'm not physically attracted.
At all.
I wish Trevor Bear ate me out. >:-(
I';m sorry JMV. I'll stop making fun of you now. :(
i feel really stupid and retarded.
i keep telling my friend i'm going to do something for him AND MY PARENTS KEEP RUINING IT.
im sorry, i know how you feel when people say they're going to do something for you and they don't, but trust me, this is one of my top priorities and i'm almost 100% sure we can do it next weekend. i promise it'll happen. :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 21, 2008, 10:36:17 AM
i feel really stupid and retarded.
i keep telling my friend i'm going to do something for him AND MY PARENTS KEEP RUINING IT.
im sorry, i know how you feel when people say they're going to do something for you and they don't, but trust me, this is one of my top priorities and i'm almost 100% sure we can do it next weekend. i promise it'll happen. :(
Sounds a bit like me. :3
Quote from: Boyager on September 21, 2008, 10:36:17 AM
i feel really stupid and retarded.
i keep telling my friend i'm going to do something for him AND MY PARENTS KEEP RUINING IT.
im sorry, i know how you feel when people say they're going to do something for you and they don't, but trust me, this is one of my top priorities and i'm almost 100% sure we can do it next weekend. i promise it'll happen. :(
it's ok, i know you want to do it and you're not just saying it
Quote from: Boyager on September 21, 2008, 03:33:44 AM
I'm not physically attracted.
You mean attracted or attractive.
nobody hates the feeling of always being second-best more than i. no matter what i do, i can never fucking win and it's really starting to get to me; i can't think of god damn thing i'm the leader of or am the best at.
Quote from: Boyager on September 22, 2008, 12:22:52 PM
nobody hates the feeling of always being second-best more than i. no matter what i do, i can never fucking win and it's really starting to get to me; i can't think of god damn thing i'm the leader of or am the best at.
you can be the best at being yourself spam;
Quote from: Boyager on September 22, 2008, 01:14:31 PM
you can be the best at being yourself spam;
you are the best at giving gay advice
Cunnilingus is fucking disgusting unless I get horny.
wtc;
i don't know what that means
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 12:16:32 PM
Cunnilingus is fucking disgusting unless I get horny.
wtc;
does that mean you don't want me to do it :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 12:16:32 PM
Cunnilingus is fucking disgusting unless I get horny.
wtc;
Giving or receiving? goonish
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 01:05:15 PM
Giving or receiving? goonish
Uh, I'm pretty sure he's talking about giving
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 01:16:45 PM
Uh, I'm pretty sure he's talking about giving
I'm pretty sure she's talking about receiving.
NANANANA
NANANANA
YOU ARE THE MUSIC IN ME<3
lawl regardless of it being disney, that's like the best compliment i could say to someone because music is so important to me<3
and i mean every word of it with all my heart:]
I want to know.
I am not a toy
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 12:16:32 PM
Cunnilingus is fucking disgusting unless I get horny.
wtc;
Why?
I haven't ever done it before, but I think I'd probably like it.
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 12:16:32 PM
Cunnilingus is fucking disgusting unless I get horny.
wtc;
i don't see anything disgusting about it
unless of course the pussy in question is dirty and smelly like some white trailer trash whore's
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 03:41:09 PM
Why?
I haven't ever done it before, but I think I'd probably like it.
having someone's spit in sounds weird ;-;
QuoteUh, I'm pretty sure he's talking about giving
Quote
I'm pretty sure she's talking about receiving.
It's the "unless I'm really horny" that makes it ambiguous. goonish
unless i get horny i mean goonish
FAGINA
I'm really jealous of two users, even if it isn't perfect.
I don't know if I'd ever have that same opportunity. :(
what is cunnilingus?
is it like fellatio for chicks?
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 04:16:14 PM
what is cunnilingus?
is it like fellatio for chicks?
it's eating a chick out
Knowing that doesn't help my confidence at all. The one thing holding you with me is something I am unsure of myself. All it would take is another person who is better looking to lose you. :(
I hate how gays and lesbians are lumped in with transsexuals/transgenders/whateverthefuck, because honestly I hate trannies.
I hate the fact that my boyfriend looks at hentai.
Am I not good enough?
ugly slut ProtectedMember32
nobody likes you
is ProtectedMember32 really dating kaz or am i making shit up?
Quote from: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 12:38:29 AM
I hate the fact that my boyfriend looks at hentai.
Am I not good enough?
Okay, Chels, let me say something here. When I told you that I had the stuff way back then, I did it because I didn't want to keep secrets from you. You're more than good enough, and I don't really appreciate that you'd assume that I would ever think otherwise. I don't know why you're always the one in this relationship that ever has trust issues. I give you the benefit of the doubt, but you don't give it to me. It's not a major problem most of the time, but it really does hurt sometimes when you assume shit about me. And this isn't not the first time, either. You know it as well as I do.
Long story short: I don't bother with hentai anymore, like I've already told you twice before this week.
But if you want to just keep assuming things about me...go ahead...I guess. It won't change my feelings for you.
Quote from: Boyager on September 23, 2008, 05:53:25 PM
Knowing that doesn't help my confidence at all. The one thing holding you with me is something I am unsure of myself. All it would take is another person who is better looking to lose you. :(
hmm shallow :3
I want to submerge myself underwater.
Every modern day man has dabbbled in hentai, even be it by surprise.
Quote from: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 03:06:01 AM
Every modern day man has dabbbled in hentai, even be it by surprise.
no not really
Quote from: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 03:07:21 AM
what :(
you would go after someone else because they're better looking fukken
Quote from: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 03:41:00 AM
you would go after someone else because they're better looking fukken
i wouldn't
would you
BREAK UP BREAK UP BREAK UP
Quote from: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 02:47:12 AM
Okay, Chels, let me say something here. When I told you that I had the stuff way back then, I did it because I didn't want to keep secrets from you. You're more than good enough, and I don't really appreciate that you'd assume that I would ever think otherwise. I don't know why you're always the one in this relationship that ever has trust issues. I give you the benefit of the doubt, but you don't give it to me. It's not a major problem most of the time, but it really does hurt sometimes when you assume shit about me. And this isn't not the first time, either. You know it as well as I do.
Long story short: I don't bother with hentai anymore, like I've already told you twice before this week.
But if you want to just keep assuming things about me...go ahead...I guess. It won't change my feelings for you.
babe. First off, I want to say I'm sorry, because, I truly am. And secondly, my feelings have NOT changed about you either.
I think the problem here is me. You know my selfesteem is... Shot to hell, for lack of better words. And when you have low self esteem your mind set is, from what I understand, a little warped.
To me, there's going to be someone that might catch your attention more than me and that triggers jealousy. I feel that for some reason I could never be nearly as attractive to you...and I'll admit that sometimes it hurts my feelings.
Its a way of thinking that ive been raised with.... "you're not good enough" "you dont deserve that attention"
and babe, I know you tell me I'm beautiful almost everyday... But you have to keep in mind ive known and loved you for 2 years and 9 months... Ive had that mind set for a good chunk of my lifetime.
I'm sorry I make those rash assumtions... Sometimes I just can't help it. I hope you can forgive me and help me make this different.
i love you, Ryan.
I guess it was just a delusion for expecting someone to feel the same about me. I tried to tell them this, and they kept saying it wasn't true, but it was.
Quote from: Boyager on September 24, 2008, 08:00:52 AM
I guess it was just a delusion for expecting someone to feel the same about me. I tried to tell them this, and they kept saying it wasn't true, but it was.
meaty cocks
his pregger future drawing made me go aww :(
God damn him for making me realize what the fuck is wrong with me. :(
what the hell
I wish I was pregnant >.<
I wish there was an easy solution.
today is the first time i've ever cried in public at school. ever. at any school.
it was so fucking embarrassing and i tried so fucking hard to not let tears roll down my cheeks but i just couldn't.
nobody wants this more than i do. and i hate that "oh, you're a junior, you have next year" is a deciding factor. :0
don't expect me to be alive tomorrow at this time.
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 04:51:58 PM
today is the first time i've ever cried in public at school. ever. at any school.
it was so fucking embarrassing and i tried so fucking hard to not let tears roll down my cheeks but i just couldn't.
nobody wants this more than i do. and i hate that "oh, you're a junior, you have next year" is a deciding factor. :0
don't expect me to be alive tomorrow at this time.
no. no.
Don't do that. :(
just remember how it felt when someone else said something like that. don't repeat that :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 04:51:58 PM
today is the first time i've ever cried in public at school. ever. at any school.
it was so fucking embarrassing and i tried so fucking hard to not let tears roll down my cheeks but i just couldn't.
nobody wants this more than i do. and i hate that "oh, you're a junior, you have next year" is a deciding factor. :0
don't expect me to be alive tomorrow at this time.
what happened saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 04:53:42 PM
no. no.
Don't do that. :(
just remember how it felt when someone else said something like that. don't repeat that :(
i would never
i'm not suicidal and i wouldn't even do any physical self-infliction
i'm just really... some emotion words can't describe
Tonight I read the most beautiful thing that I ever have. Ever.
I feel in love but with nobody and I hardly know what to do with myself.
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:32:28 PM
Tonight I read the most beautiful thing that I ever have. Ever.
I feel in love but with nobody and I hardly know what to do with myself.
what was ittt
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:38:12 PM
what was ittt
[spoiler]& a tree book to make people realize that they are already alive
you & I were ten & twelve when you told me that the most beautiful creatures in the world are made of butter. I did not believe in you, but you repeated yourself and asked
â,"are they made of clay then?â,
â,"no!â,
â,"so what are they made of?â,
and I was not sure what to say, I giggled and you smiled tenderly. and then a butterfly flew in the sky with a big white fluffy cloud, it was like a small rainbow had been attached to the blue sky and I told you to look at it and you did and grinned. I could tell from your eyes that everything was absolutely fine. then suddenly I realized,
â,"butterâ,¦
â,¦flies.â,
you burst into a laugh, but I was not even slightly amused. I left you in that place, and did not speak to you until the following morning. when I told my mum the story, she laughed the same way as you did and I did not speak to her for a minute or two. she made me hot chocolate and asked if you wanted some, but without a hesitation I replied for you and then there was an empty cup next to mine.
I never said I am sorry, although I wished to. but you were never angry, and you forgave me without me even asking for it. you told me that people do stuff that they do not mean to do, and then their actions lead to even worse situations when they have realized their mistakes. I was too young to follow your philosophy, but I felt like you understood me in every way possible and I began to encourage you to write a book!
â,"what would I write about?â,
â,"about butter?â,
â,"flies.â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"but that is our secret.â,
â,"is it a secret?â,
â,"well you did not know it before. people are build to miss the simplest things in their lives.â,
â,"why?â,
â,"when you notice them for the first time, you experience a feeling that makes everything beautiful around you. then you believe.â,
â,"believe in what?â,
â,"in the world.â,
â,"your book would make me believe in everything.â,
and then you began to write a book, not because I asked you to, but because you wanted to. you wrote words in my fatherâ,,,s grey notebook, once you did not have anything to write on but you felt like putting down your thoughts on something so you plucked a plum and wrote penned a word or two. one evening my mother wished to know how you were doing, and I told her that you were finally writing a book. what kind of a book, she asked and I did not what to say.
â,"a book.â,
â,"but what kind of a book?â,
â,"you tell me, you were the one who suggested that I should write a book.â,
â,"maybe you should write a flower book and make them alive!â,
â,"but they are already alive.â,
â,"no they are not.â,
â,"who told you that?â,
â,"no one. but they do not move nor do they speak. how could they be alive?â,
â,"have you ever seen a flower in love?â,
â,"no.â,
â,"because you believe that they cannot be in love?â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"have you ever seen a tree shivering?â,
â,"how does it shiver?â,
â,"when its friends begin to fall from the branches.â,
â,"but it does not have any friends.â,
â,"leaves. it loses its friends every autumn.â,
â,"that is sad.â,
â,"I know.â,
â,"you should write a tree book.â,
â,"to make them alive?â,
â,"no, silly. to make people realize that they are already alive.â,
when I saw a maple tree shivering its leaves, it was the first time I felt sad for something that I thought was not alive. one morning I walked across a blooming flower field with my mother, and told her the same story. we both decided to be careful with daisies and papavers as we did want to trample on them when knowing that they are alive. when I saw a mahogany tree on the path to the school stripped off from its friends, I sat next to it and spoke to it. people walked by, wondering if I was lost and crying and then the tree whispered
â,"thank you.â,
â,"you speak?â,
â,"occasionally.â,
â,"why not more often?â,
â,"to whom I would talk?â,
â,"your friends.â,
â,"they are not here.â,
â,"and when they are?â,
â,"we do not talk.â,
â,"why?â,
â,"because.â,
â,"because?â,
â,"we do not need words.â,
â,"but you have conversations?â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"how?â,
â,"with our minds.â,
â,"is that possible?â,
â,"I guess so if I do it.â,
â,"wow.â,
when I told you the story about the fields, the mahogany tree and his (or her, I am not completely sure) magical way to connect with his friends, you smiled and said
â,"Iâ,,,m happy.â,
â,"why?â,
â,"because youâ,,,re happy.â,
â,"am I?â,
â,"are not you?â,
â,"should I be?â,
â,"how many questions can we answer by asking a question?â,
â,"there are a bucketful of questions in the world.â,
â,"four.â,
â,"four what?â,
â,"we answered a question with a question four times.â,
â,"so there are not a bucketful of questions?â,
â,"you love questions, you know that?â,
â,"I do. that is how you solve the world.â,
â,"you do not need to ask questions to solve this mystery.â,
â,"what then?â,
â,"well I cannot really answer to your question now or otherwise you just figured out the worldâ,,,s mystery by asking a question.â,
â,"see.â,
â,"and now you resolved the problem yourself.â,
â,"what?â,
â,"to see.â,
â,"see what?â,
â,"you figure out the world by seeing. people do not only miss the simplest things in the world, but also the answers to the questions that are asked every single day by at least sixteen different people.â,
â,"where?â,
â,"in front of you.â,
â,"now?â,
â,"always.â,
â,"I do not see it.â,
â,"because you are looking for something.â,
â,"is not that the point?â,
â,"no.â,
â,"I feel like I should ask a question.â,
â,"I was not expecting one.â,
â,"because I do not solve the worldâ,,,s mystery by presenting questions.â,
â,"but if you wish to â,“ â,"
â,"what about blind people?â,
â,"what about them?â,
â,"how will they see?â,
â,"they see.â,
â,"but they are blind.â,
â,"and a blind person does not see?â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"fine.â,
â,"you want to tell me that they can see?â,
â,"more than anyone else.â,
we had conversations about stars that became rain, you spoke of African dream and I had always a bucketful of questions with me. then something began to change. we grew.
the older I was, the less I saw you. my mother ceased asking questions about you. I pretended to be blind to find you, but it was too bright. one morning, when walking to my school for the last time, I saw the mahogany tree with his friends, they were cheerfully green.
â,"hello there.â,
â,"your friends are beautiful.â,
â,"thank you.â,
â,"why are you speaking to?â,
â,"because I felt like it.â,
â,"you are as confusing as my friend used to be.â,
â,"used to be?â,
â,"I have not seen my friend for long time?â,
â,"where did you friend go?â,
â,"I do not know.â,
â,"have you tried closing your eyes?â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"why did he go?â,
â,"because I grew older, I think.â,
â,"how old are you?â,
â,"thirteen.â,
â,"and your friend is?â,
â,"eleven.â,
â,"can I be honest with you?â,
â,"I guess so.â,
â,"I know your friend.â,
â,"what? do you know how I could find â,“â,
â,"no, I do not.â,
â,"your friend spoke a lot of good things about you. we met long before you talked to me.â,
â,"thank you. I guess.â,
â,"do not be sad. you have not lost your friend.â,
â,"but it feels like it.â,
â,"you will be together again.â,
â,"how do you know?â,
â,"you like to ask questions, donâ,,,t you?â,
â,"I am tired of asking.â,
â,"do not be.â,
â,"was not that the lesson?â,
â,"I do not know.â,
â,"who knows?â,
â,"your friend.â,
â,"who is gone.â,
â,"not for long time.â,
â,"what do you know?â,
â,"I lose my friends every autumn, and they still come back.â,
â,"Iâ,,,m sorry.â,
â,"Iâ,,,m not.â,
I sat next to the tree, and we discussed some more. he reminded me of you, although he was a lot grumpier than you were when I answered to his question by asking another question. he told me stories about you, and I told him stories about you and we both felt that we knew you better than anyone else in the world.
â,"the most beautiful creatures are made of butter.â,
â,"I know.â,
â,"how? it was a secret.â,
â,"because you told me it without talking.â,
your book was entitled, a tree book to make people realize that the trees are already alive. you spoke to me without words, and I understood it.[/spoiler]
Hope you think it's as good as I do because I feel very strange for it (good things, of course)
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:41:47 PM
[spoiler]& a tree book to make people realize that they are already alive
you & I were ten & twelve when you told me that the most beautiful creatures in the world are made of butter. I did not believe in you, but you repeated yourself and asked
â,"are they made of clay then?â,
â,"no!â,
â,"so what are they made of?â,
and I was not sure what to say, I giggled and you smiled tenderly. and then a butterfly flew in the sky with a big white fluffy cloud, it was like a small rainbow had been attached to the blue sky and I told you to look at it and you did and grinned. I could tell from your eyes that everything was absolutely fine. then suddenly I realized,
â,"butterâ,¦
â,¦flies.â,
you burst into a laugh, but I was not even slightly amused. I left you in that place, and did not speak to you until the following morning. when I told my mum the story, she laughed the same way as you did and I did not speak to her for a minute or two. she made me hot chocolate and asked if you wanted some, but without a hesitation I replied for you and then there was an empty cup next to mine.
I never said I am sorry, although I wished to. but you were never angry, and you forgave me without me even asking for it. you told me that people do stuff that they do not mean to do, and then their actions lead to even worse situations when they have realized their mistakes. I was too young to follow your philosophy, but I felt like you understood me in every way possible and I began to encourage you to write a book!
â,"what would I write about?â,
â,"about butter?â,
â,"flies.â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"but that is our secret.â,
â,"is it a secret?â,
â,"well you did not know it before. people are build to miss the simplest things in their lives.â,
â,"why?â,
â,"when you notice them for the first time, you experience a feeling that makes everything beautiful around you. then you believe.â,
â,"believe in what?â,
â,"in the world.â,
â,"your book would make me believe in everything.â,
and then you began to write a book, not because I asked you to, but because you wanted to. you wrote words in my fatherâ,,,s grey notebook, once you did not have anything to write on but you felt like putting down your thoughts on something so you plucked a plum and wrote penned a word or two. one evening my mother wished to know how you were doing, and I told her that you were finally writing a book. what kind of a book, she asked and I did not what to say.
â,"a book.â,
â,"but what kind of a book?â,
â,"you tell me, you were the one who suggested that I should write a book.â,
â,"maybe you should write a flower book and make them alive!â,
â,"but they are already alive.â,
â,"no they are not.â,
â,"who told you that?â,
â,"no one. but they do not move nor do they speak. how could they be alive?â,
â,"have you ever seen a flower in love?â,
â,"no.â,
â,"because you believe that they cannot be in love?â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"have you ever seen a tree shivering?â,
â,"how does it shiver?â,
â,"when its friends begin to fall from the branches.â,
â,"but it does not have any friends.â,
â,"leaves. it loses its friends every autumn.â,
â,"that is sad.â,
â,"I know.â,
â,"you should write a tree book.â,
â,"to make them alive?â,
â,"no, silly. to make people realize that they are already alive.â,
when I saw a maple tree shivering its leaves, it was the first time I felt sad for something that I thought was not alive. one morning I walked across a blooming flower field with my mother, and told her the same story. we both decided to be careful with daisies and papavers as we did want to trample on them when knowing that they are alive. when I saw a mahogany tree on the path to the school stripped off from its friends, I sat next to it and spoke to it. people walked by, wondering if I was lost and crying and then the tree whispered
â,"thank you.â,
â,"you speak?â,
â,"occasionally.â,
â,"why not more often?â,
â,"to whom I would talk?â,
â,"your friends.â,
â,"they are not here.â,
â,"and when they are?â,
â,"we do not talk.â,
â,"why?â,
â,"because.â,
â,"because?â,
â,"we do not need words.â,
â,"but you have conversations?â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"how?â,
â,"with our minds.â,
â,"is that possible?â,
â,"I guess so if I do it.â,
â,"wow.â,
when I told you the story about the fields, the mahogany tree and his (or her, I am not completely sure) magical way to connect with his friends, you smiled and said
â,"Iâ,,,m happy.â,
â,"why?â,
â,"because youâ,,,re happy.â,
â,"am I?â,
â,"are not you?â,
â,"should I be?â,
â,"how many questions can we answer by asking a question?â,
â,"there are a bucketful of questions in the world.â,
â,"four.â,
â,"four what?â,
â,"we answered a question with a question four times.â,
â,"so there are not a bucketful of questions?â,
â,"you love questions, you know that?â,
â,"I do. that is how you solve the world.â,
â,"you do not need to ask questions to solve this mystery.â,
â,"what then?â,
â,"well I cannot really answer to your question now or otherwise you just figured out the worldâ,,,s mystery by asking a question.â,
â,"see.â,
â,"and now you resolved the problem yourself.â,
â,"what?â,
â,"to see.â,
â,"see what?â,
â,"you figure out the world by seeing. people do not only miss the simplest things in the world, but also the answers to the questions that are asked every single day by at least sixteen different people.â,
â,"where?â,
â,"in front of you.â,
â,"now?â,
â,"always.â,
â,"I do not see it.â,
â,"because you are looking for something.â,
â,"is not that the point?â,
â,"no.â,
â,"I feel like I should ask a question.â,
â,"I was not expecting one.â,
â,"because I do not solve the worldâ,,,s mystery by presenting questions.â,
â,"but if you wish to â,“ â,"
â,"what about blind people?â,
â,"what about them?â,
â,"how will they see?â,
â,"they see.â,
â,"but they are blind.â,
â,"and a blind person does not see?â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"fine.â,
â,"you want to tell me that they can see?â,
â,"more than anyone else.â,
we had conversations about stars that became rain, you spoke of African dream and I had always a bucketful of questions with me. then something began to change. we grew.
the older I was, the less I saw you. my mother ceased asking questions about you. I pretended to be blind to find you, but it was too bright. one morning, when walking to my school for the last time, I saw the mahogany tree with his friends, they were cheerfully green.
â,"hello there.â,
â,"your friends are beautiful.â,
â,"thank you.â,
â,"why are you speaking to?â,
â,"because I felt like it.â,
â,"you are as confusing as my friend used to be.â,
â,"used to be?â,
â,"I have not seen my friend for long time?â,
â,"where did you friend go?â,
â,"I do not know.â,
â,"have you tried closing your eyes?â,
â,"yes.â,
â,"why did he go?â,
â,"because I grew older, I think.â,
â,"how old are you?â,
â,"thirteen.â,
â,"and your friend is?â,
â,"eleven.â,
â,"can I be honest with you?â,
â,"I guess so.â,
â,"I know your friend.â,
â,"what? do you know how I could find â,“â,
â,"no, I do not.â,
â,"your friend spoke a lot of good things about you. we met long before you talked to me.â,
â,"thank you. I guess.â,
â,"do not be sad. you have not lost your friend.â,
â,"but it feels like it.â,
â,"you will be together again.â,
â,"how do you know?â,
â,"you like to ask questions, donâ,,,t you?â,
â,"I am tired of asking.â,
â,"do not be.â,
â,"was not that the lesson?â,
â,"I do not know.â,
â,"who knows?â,
â,"your friend.â,
â,"who is gone.â,
â,"not for long time.â,
â,"what do you know?â,
â,"I lose my friends every autumn, and they still come back.â,
â,"Iâ,,,m sorry.â,
â,"Iâ,,,m not.â,
I sat next to the tree, and we discussed some more. he reminded me of you, although he was a lot grumpier than you were when I answered to his question by asking another question. he told me stories about you, and I told him stories about you and we both felt that we knew you better than anyone else in the world.
â,"the most beautiful creatures are made of butter.â,
â,"I know.â,
â,"how? it was a secret.â,
â,"because you told me it without talking.â,
your book was entitled, a tree book to make people realize that the trees are already alive. you spoke to me without words, and I understood it.[/spoiler]
Hope you think it's as good as I do because I feel very strange for it (good things, of course)
From what I understand his/her friend was [spoiler]an imaginary friend?[/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:54:46 PM
From what I understand his/her friend was [spoiler]an imaginary friend?[/spoiler]
That's what I was thinking
Did you like it at all? Or was it underwhelming? I just enjoyed that so much.
It was too long, i only read a litte bit, and it wasn't amazing. Hi Carly
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:56:17 PM
That's what I was thinking
Did you like it at all? Or was it underwhelming? I just enjoyed that so much.
Yeah, I liked it. The part about trees losing leaves/friends was a bit sad. :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 05:59:54 PM
It was too long, i only read a litte bit, and it wasn't amazing. Hi Carly
Hiro baddood;
JMV
Oh well if you didn't read all of it how could you form a proper opinion?
It being too long I can understand seeing as you are on a phone but if you were not I would say it's quite short.
This was obviously directed at Grant.
It made me really sad too (and yes, the friend loosing part in particular) but it made me so happy that the tree was okay with it!
I feel dead. :(
I'm not supposed to cut myself anymore
But goddamn I wish I could
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 07:11:31 PM
I'm not supposed to cut myself anymore
But goddamn I wish I could
No, don't. ;-;
I stopped burning myself for someone.
i confess that i have nothing more to confess
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 07:51:51 PM
i confess that i have nothing more to confess
I have much more to confess. :(
Though some of which I'm not ready to say, and others which I doubt I'd ever post publicly.
I want to tell someone but not yet, not until I'm sure they'll be there.
the wind whispered to me
it told me to KILL EVERYONE
I wish I could take you away, to hold you and let you know things will be okay, and keep holding you until they are.
I'd hold on forever if I had to. I'll ignore your pleas for me to stop, to just do what seems easier, to just forget about you and move on: that path only leads to misery for both of us. The harder choice, the more difficult thing to accomplish, at least has that hope of happiness, and even that tiny bit makes every bit of pain, suffering, and sadness worth it.
No, I'm not giving up; you don't make my life miserable. You never have and you never will, but giving up may.
i don't know which hole i'm supposed to put it in
It was an accident :'(
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 08:54:47 PM
It was an accident :'(
If you fucking hurt yourself I'm going to track you down and beat you.
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 09:00:58 PM
If you fucking hurt yourself I'm going to track you down and beat you.
who are you. show youself
i fucking hate everyone
Quote from: Boyager on September 25, 2008, 08:02:40 PM
I wish I could take you away, to hold you and let you know things will be okay, and keep holding you until they are.
I'd hold on forever if I had to. I'll ignore your pleas for me to stop, to just do what seems easier, to just forget about you and move on: that path only leads to misery for both of us. The harder choice, the more difficult thing to accomplish, at least has that hope of happiness, and even that tiny bit makes every bit of pain, suffering, and sadness worth it.
No, I'm not giving up; you don't make my life miserable. You never have and you never will, but giving up may.
What if they were miserable to begin with.
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 03:06:51 AM
What if they were miserable to begin with.
Then trying can only help
G'mourning
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 03:32:58 AM
Then trying can only help
what if they don't want help and beg reverend moore to exorcise them instead ;_;
i wish jmv and clucky would just kill themselves already
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 03:49:21 AM
what if they don't want help and beg reverend moore to exorcise them instead ;_;
You know you do.
JMV, I have failed you. :(
I want to hug JMV. :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 09:31:07 AM
The person did not want to join madood;
WHORE madood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 09:27:43 AM
I want to hug JMV. :(
:(
i had a dream and now i'm like ;-; i suck
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 09:38:12 AM
WHORE madood; :(
i had a dream and now i'm like ;-; i suck
;-;
What was it about
I might be racist?
I WISH YOU GUYS WEREN'T SO FUCKING SUICIDAL smithicide;
I wish I was alive.
I'm so f-in awesome.
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 12:15:22 PM
I wish I was alive.
Same.
Also I'm unstable right now. <3
I'm Hiro.
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 02:55:25 PM
Same.
Come to me and you don't have to be. I can show you the world. I just need the chance to. doodella;
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 02:56:06 PM
why
hmm no reason other than crying myself to sleep and slept for 13 hours and spent my friday sleeping
i also couldn't get out of bed; i felt lsklfkd
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 11:58:27 PM
hmm no reason other than crying myself to sleep and slept for 13 hours and spent my friday sleeping
i also couldn't get out of bed; i felt lsklfkd
:( ily
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2008, 11:58:27 PM
hmm no reason other than crying myself to sleep and slept for 13 hours and spent my friday sleeping
i also couldn't get out of bed; i felt lsklfkd
I WANT TO HELP YOU SO FUCKING BAD FJDLKAGJDLSGJSL;JASLKGJ
but you don't even like talking to me anymore edumacate;
I wish Boyah didn't seem so fucking serious all the time.
Quote from: Boyager on September 27, 2008, 10:22:36 PM
I wish Boyah didn't seem so fucking serious all the time.
it's only serious if you're retarded
What the hell is wrong with me? Seriously...
The idea of not being with you leaves me feeling depressed.
The thought of you being with someone else leaves me with a sickening feeling of jealousy.
Both also invoke a feeling, I don't know what is is or how to explain it, that the closest I can come to explaining is "emptiness" and I don't know why.
It's not easy dealing with those feelings every day: wondering if you're just going to leave and go be with someone else--living both of those uncomfortable thoughts. Every day, that's why I couldn't keep pretending that I was okay on Friday after you told me about walking to class. That is what I thought of.
idk.
Quote from: Boyager on September 27, 2008, 10:24:54 PM
What the hell is wrong with me? Seriously...
The idea of not being with you leaves me feeling depressed.
The thought of you being with someone else leaves me with a sickening feeling of jealousy.
Both also invoke a feeling, I don't know what is is or how to explain it, that the closest I can come to explaining is "emptiness" and I don't know why.
It's not easy dealing with those feelings every day: wondering if you're just going to leave and go be with someone else--living both of those uncomfortable thoughts. Every day, that's why I couldn't keep pretending that I was okay on Friday after you told me about walking to class. That is what I thought of.
idk.
Love does funny things to people. :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 27, 2008, 10:24:54 PM
What the hell is wrong with me? Seriously...
The idea of not being with you leaves me feeling depressed.
The thought of you being with someone else leaves me with a sickening feeling of jealousy.
Both also invoke a feeling, I don't know what is is or how to explain it, that the closest I can come to explaining is "emptiness" and I don't know why.
It's not easy dealing with those feelings every day: wondering if you're just going to leave and go be with someone else--living both of those uncomfortable thoughts. Every day, that's why I couldn't keep pretending that I was okay on Friday after you told me about walking to class. That is what I thought of.
idk.
hey i can totally go with someone else regarding the fact that i hate relationshits
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 05:56:57 AM
hey i can totally go with someone else regarding the fact that i hate relationshits
you always talk about it.
"oh riley this"
"oh dan that"
"oh why doesn't he like me ;_;"
then you go
"i don't care what anyone thinks" though it really seems as if you are constantly using that as an excuse just to avoid me but of course it doesn't apply to them.
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 06:24:44 AM
you always talk about it.
"oh riley this"
"oh dan that"
"oh why doesn't he like me ;_;"
then you go
"i don't care what anyone thinks" though it really seems as if you are constantly using that as an excuse just to avoid me but of course it doesn't apply to them.
wrong
the reason why i do that is a very slutty reason :3
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 07:15:40 AM
wrong
the reason why i do that is a very slutty reason :3
that i'm not good enough for.
or even worth actually discussing with. you'd rather ignore me than just treat me like a person and explain things.
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 07:29:48 AM
that i'm not good enough for.
or even worth actually discussing with. you'd rather ignore me than just treat me like a person and explain things.
to avoid any more stressors :3
why is your relationship so big girls don't cry :3
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:28:05 AM
why is your relationship so big girls don't cry :3
whatttttttt
but seriously am i not good enough to have at least the same chance as them?
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:33:18 AM
whatttttttt
but seriously am i not good enough to have at least the same chance as them?
well you sure don't have the same opportunities ;)
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:36:54 AM
well you sure don't have the same opportunities ;)
huh :(
i like how clucky lacks the ability to just come out and say what she means for once instead of causing jmv more grief
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 10:37:39 AM
i like how clucky lacks the ability to just come out and say what she means for once
This. I wish she'd actually discuss things like this instead of thinking just avoiding me completely solves any of the problems. It just poorly covers them up for a short while until they resurface.
Quoteinstead of causing jmv more grief
Don't say that; she already thinks she ruins my life for who knows what reason. It's far from the truth though. My parents ruined my life; a few people I knew as a child ruined my life; classmates in middle school ruined my life; I ruined my life: she did not. Sure I get upset about things and I really wish she'd at least attempt to work them out with me instead of thinking nothing will get done because her parents, teachers, and psychologists tried. Her claims that I'm somehow "different" really don't hold much ground when she holds me accountable for the same faults as her parents or expectations of past relationships.
I don't know. She avoids discussing it, and even with the last few posts in this thread I've maybe gotten a sentence or two in reply to what I say, or an "o[:" or "hi" on AIM instead of an actual discussion of it.
Sure, there are problems. She told me this and I am still going to just keep going. Yeah, some of this upsets me, but she isn't causing me "grief" or ruining my life.
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 10:37:39 AM
i like how clucky lacks the ability to just come out and say what she means for once instead of causing jmv more grief
its called masochism
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:32:34 PM
its called masochism
only slightly ;-;
But seriously, I don't write long posts ands and pms to improve my writing ability, I'd like it if you actually put forth some effort to reply. :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:37:09 PM
only slightly ;-;
But seriously, I don't write long posts ands and pms to improve my writing ability, I'd like it if you actually put forth some effort to reply. :(
i don't care enough to reply 0:
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:44:41 PM
did you eat least bother reading it?
my vocabulary is not extensive enough to comprehend your typed paragraph
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 02:47:26 PM
my vocabulary is not extensive enough to comprehend your typed paragraph
did you
I'm a punkrocker, yes i am
I feel alone, will anybody make me feel better about myself ? ;-;
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:17:48 PM
I feel alone, will anybody make me feel better about myself ? ;-;
maybe ;-;
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 03:17:48 PM
I feel alone, will anybody make me feel better about myself ? ;-;
let's feed you your needs again meaty cocks
chinadood;
wha you want wha you want for christmash
He promised he wouldn't do it again.
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 05:28:47 PM
He promised he wouldn't do it again.
I hate myself. :(
I don't feel comfortable around him anymore. :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 05:35:53 PM
I don't feel comfortable around him anymore. :(
:(
Forgive me :(
I wish I could tell her... :'(
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:21:56 PM
I wish I could tell her... :'(
Me too. Every time I see her I get butterflies in my stomach and walk like a faggort. wub;
but i'm too shy :'(
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:22:57 PM
Me too. Every time I see her I get butterflies in my stomach and walk like a faggort. wub;
but i'm too shy :'(
lol :(
I'm talking about someone here. I want to tell the member the truth, but I can't
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:37:04 PM
lol :(
I'm talking about someone here. I want to tell the member the truth, but I can't
I'll quote this so another member or two here doesn't think it's me.
And now for my post(not aimed at the quoted post baddood; )
I really do love you and I'm sorry. I'll try to think of something to make it up to you.
Quote from: Boyager on September 28, 2008, 08:37:04 PM
lol :(
I'm talking about someone here. I want to tell the member the truth, but I can't
I understand, I just felt the need to add my own thoughts. Don't mind me. :3
I'm afraid that I'm going to give up and drop out.
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 04:08:47 AM
i am not a senior
senoritis is only effective in old mexicans
I feel so bad for JMV sometimes. I had no idea he was so sensitive about it. Poor guy. edumacate;
You act like you're the only one hurt by this when you're not. You know damn well that I didn't mean it, but are you certain that you're not just hurting me to get back at me?
You claim "it doesn't matter anymore[:" yet your behavior says otherwise. You still hold simple mistakes against me.
I get it; you're not happy. How exactly is pushing away somehow who loves you supposed to fix that? You tell me about your parents, psychologists, teachers, and everyone who tried to get through and couldn't so they gave up. I'm not giving up, stop trying to make me give up.
You said you don't want that bullshit that everyone else has given you: "You're a wonderful intelligent, gifted person". I'm not giving you that. I'm not going to lie to you or make you think everything is okay constantly. Yes, I probably am too aggressive when going after problems but you have to realize ignoring them won't do anything. Yes, it hurts a little to talk about them or think about it, but it will help if you just discuss them and stop pretending they aren't there. Acknowledge them, I do and, to me, they don't get in the way of your perfection.
There are other people telling me to do the same to you. To make you feel awful, be mean to you, insult you, and all of what you do when I screw up, just so you can see how it feels. I can't do that to you, I know how terrible it is and I couldn't put you through the same thing.
And yes, I'm sorry I broke that promise. I didn't mean to though. Let's look at the circumstances that I made the promise under: I was rejected twice in one day, then LIED to about something and got upset--you wanted that. You said you did it because "you wanted me to hate you", but I only got upset: I got mad at myself I didn't hate you. I didn't know you were lying though; instead I felt awful. I thought I had really hurt your feelings because you had done nothing wrong. I made the promise that it wouldn't happen again--a promise that was based on something that never really happened. No, it doesn't diminish the fact that I promised something and I'm not expecting it to, but can you at least forgive me now?
For someone who's made so many promises herself and broke them(calling, picture with the only comment upon breaking that promise being "whoops", another picture, and plenty of other promises. Hey, wasn't NOT lying anymore one of those promises?) intentionally I don't see how you can be so upset to not talk to me and not forgive me for breaking a promise I didn't mean to break and was based on something you lied to me about. I've repeatedly apologized and I meant it. How many times did you show concern when you broke a promise knowing how much they mean to me?
I try to do so much for you, and you won't ever just let a small mistake drop. You insist on making me feel awful for something I didn't mean to do, while I forgive you right away for anything; lying, insulting me, everything. Let's go back to last year. I got you a game, you said nothing; I did not complain or ask for anything. I bought you some music; you said nothing and I didn't complain or ask for anything. You wanted me to write some powerpoint slides for you and I did while you completely ignored me to talk to Socks--do you know how that felt, trying to do something for you while you ignored me and made me feel boring? Once I finished the powerpoint stuff you didn't say anything to me. I did another powerpoint, nothing was said. I didn't expect anything from you. I bought you another game, you didn't say anything in return. I did all of those things because I love you and I wasn't expecting anything in return, the fact that you never even thanked me didn't even bother me. There was that one time in the summer you said you felt bad for never saying thank you, but you never actually said it.
Same with apologizes. Have you ever seriously said sorry once? Most of the time it's just "sowwie[:". No, I forgave you for each of those times too. You didn't need to say anything.
So please, if you really did feel bad about any of that, don't try to "make up for it" by ignoring me. Just tell me and forgive me.
I'm always writing posts like this and PMs to you, spending hours writing programs for you, an hour here for a drawing, another hour for another drawing, and maybe weeks just planning to do something special for you, and you ignore the posts and PMs, you never say anything about the drawings or programs. Why? :(
Are they that bad, that meaningless that you don't care to think about what they really mean?
Do you realize how much I cry over this? How often I lie in bed crying, or wake up in the middle night to cry? It's much more than you think. Everything seemed fine, then you tried leaving in June. Then we started arguing, and you tried leaving again, and that repeated all summer. :(
I wish things could be like they were before that... without constantly arguing; without always being afraid that you're going to try leaving again; without either one of us ending up crying at least once a week. Can you at least try? I can't do that by myself.
I'm sorry, and I love you. Please just stop this and talk to me, I didn't mean it and you know it. I just want to try to make things work.
I'd marry you in a heart beat. O_0
You act like you're the only one hurt by this when you're not. You know damn well that I didn't mean it, but are you certain that you're not just hurting me to get back at me?
nope; I started to get back to you on Sat or something. baddood;
I'm not giving up, stop trying to make me give up.
This is the source of all the problems.
There are other people telling me to do the same to you. To make you feel awful, be mean to you, insult you, and all of what you do when I screw up, just so you can see how it feels. I can't do that to you, I know how terrible it is and I couldn't put you through the same thing.
I would find that an attractive quality. :3
I got you a game, you said nothing; I did not complain or ask for anything. I bought you some music; you said nothing and I didn't complain or ask for anything. You wanted me to write some powerpoint slides for you and I did while you completely ignored me to talk to Socks--do you know how that felt, trying to do something for you while you ignored me and made me feel boring? Once I finished the powerpoint stuff you didn't say anything to me. I did another powerpoint, nothing was said. I didn't expect anything from you. I bought you another game, you didn't say anything in return. I did all of those things because I love you and I wasn't expecting anything in return, the fact that you never even thanked me didn't even bother me. There was that one time in the summer you said you felt bad for never saying thank you, but you never actually said it.
I was going to donate 40 dollars to Boyah eventually once I add enough to my debit. baddood;
I'm always writing posts like this and PMs to you, spending hours writing programs for you, an hour here for a drawing, another hour for another drawing, and maybe weeks just planning to do something special for you, and you ignore the posts and PMs, you never say anything about the drawings or programs. Why? Sad
Are they that bad, that meaningless that you don't care to think about what they really mean?
Haven't you noticed I don't care for mostly anything? akudood;
Do you realize how much I cry over this? How often I lie in bed crying, or wake up in the middle night to cry? It's much more than you think. Everything seemed fine, then you tried leaving in June. Then we started arguing, and you tried leaving again, and that repeated all summer.
Crying because I want to leave and not allowing me to leave will probably be qualified for some type of disorder.
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:00:38 PM
nope; I started to get back to you on Sat or something. baddood;
See? Why?
QuoteThis is the source of all the problems.
Because people giving up on you makes everything problem free?
QuoteI was going to donate 40 dollars to Boyah eventually once I add enough to my debit. baddood;
Oh yes, donating money to a website is the same as just forgiving me or thanking me.
QuoteHaven't you noticed I don't care for mostly anything? akudood;
You care enough to cry, hurt me in revenge, and hold things against me.
Quote
Crying because I want to leave and not allowing me to leave will probably be qualified for some type of disorder.
You
think? I had totally thought I had nothing wrong with me.
QuoteSee? Why?
To release everyday anger upon you dur.
QuoteBecause people giving up on you makes everything problem free?
For them at least. baddood;
QuoteOh yes, donating money to a website is the same as just forgiving me or thanking me.
you can't buy anything with forgiveness. akudood;
QuoteYou care enough to cry, hurt me in revenge, and hold things against me.
I'm always about to cry; you're just lucky to push it over the limit even if you didn't do anything.
also luls at the other two :3
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:25:37 PM
To release everyday anger upon you dur.
But why?
QuoteFor them at least. baddood;
And what about you? I'm thinking of you. Yes, it would be easier for me, but I dont' care. I care about you.
Quoteyou can't buy anything with forgiveness. akudood;
what about heaven
QuoteI'm always about to cry; you're just lucky to push it over the limit even if you didn't do anything.
Then why are you blaming me and holding it against me?
Quotealso luls at the other two :3
wut
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:30:53 PM
But why?
And what about you? I'm thinking of you. Yes, it would be easier for me, but I dont' care. I care about you.
what about heaven
Then why are you blaming me and holding it against me?
wut
QuoteBut why?
because i abuse luff :3
QuoteAnd what about you? I'm thinking of you. Yes, it would be easier for me, but I dont' care. I care about you.
You'll have to start caring about yourself first.
QuoteThen why are you blaming me and holding it against me?
For luls.
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:36:17 PM
because i abuse luff :3
k
QuoteYou'll have to start caring about yourself first
Why?
QuoteFor luls.
oh
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:40:48 PM
Why?
because you'll be some parasite depending on some person for happiness forever
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:42:22 PM
because you'll be some parasite depending on some person for happiness forever
So I'm just a parasite?
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:45:50 PM
So I'm just a parasite?
you're the tape worm to my duodenum
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:48:07 PM
you're the tape worm to my duodenum
No, tell me.
Do you only see me as a parasite?
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:48:56 PM
No, tell me.
Do you only see me as a parasite?
no
you're heading in that direction though meaty cocks
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 02:50:09 PM
no
you're heading in that direction though meaty cocks
awesome.
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 01:31:39 PM
You act like you're the only one hurt by this when you're not. You know damn well that I didn't mean it, but are you certain that you're not just hurting me to get back at me?
You claim "it doesn't matter anymore[:" yet your behavior says otherwise. You still hold simple mistakes against me.
I get it; you're not happy. How exactly is pushing away somehow who loves you supposed to fix that? You tell me about your parents, psychologists, teachers, and everyone who tried to get through and couldn't so they gave up. I'm not giving up, stop trying to make me give up.
You said you don't want that bullshit that everyone else has given you: "You're a wonderful intelligent, gifted person". I'm not giving you that. I'm not going to lie to you or make you think everything is okay constantly. Yes, I probably am too aggressive when going after problems but you have to realize ignoring them won't do anything. Yes, it hurts a little to talk about them or think about it, but it will help if you just discuss them and stop pretending they aren't there. Acknowledge them, I do and, to me, they don't get in the way of your perfection.
There are other people telling me to do the same to you. To make you feel awful, be mean to you, insult you, and all of what you do when I screw up, just so you can see how it feels. I can't do that to you, I know how terrible it is and I couldn't put you through the same thing.
And yes, I'm sorry I broke that promise. I didn't mean to though. Let's look at the circumstances that I made the promise under: I was rejected twice in one day, then LIED to about something and got upset--you wanted that. You said you did it because "you wanted me to hate you", but I only got upset: I got mad at myself I didn't hate you. I didn't know you were lying though; instead I felt awful. I thought I had really hurt your feelings because you had done nothing wrong. I made the promise that it wouldn't happen again--a promise that was based on something that never really happened. No, it doesn't diminish the fact that I promised something and I'm not expecting it to, but can you at least forgive me now?
For someone who's made so many promises herself and broke them(calling, picture with the only comment upon breaking that promise being "whoops", another picture, and plenty of other promises. Hey, wasn't NOT lying anymore one of those promises?) intentionally I don't see how you can be so upset to not talk to me and not forgive me for breaking a promise I didn't mean to break and was based on something you lied to me about. I've repeatedly apologized and I meant it. How many times did you show concern when you broke a promise knowing how much they mean to me?
I try to do so much for you, and you won't ever just let a small mistake drop. You insist on making me feel awful for something I didn't mean to do, while I forgive you right away for anything; lying, insulting me, everything. Let's go back to last year. I got you a game, you said nothing; I did not complain or ask for anything. I bought you some music; you said nothing and I didn't complain or ask for anything. You wanted me to write some powerpoint slides for you and I did while you completely ignored me to talk to Socks--do you know how that felt, trying to do something for you while you ignored me and made me feel boring? Once I finished the powerpoint stuff you didn't say anything to me. I did another powerpoint, nothing was said. I didn't expect anything from you. I bought you another game, you didn't say anything in return. I did all of those things because I love you and I wasn't expecting anything in return, the fact that you never even thanked me didn't even bother me. There was that one time in the summer you said you felt bad for never saying thank you, but you never actually said it.
Same with apologizes. Have you ever seriously said sorry once? Most of the time it's just "sowwie[:". No, I forgave you for each of those times too. You didn't need to say anything.
So please, if you really did feel bad about any of that, don't try to "make up for it" by ignoring me. Just tell me and forgive me.
I'm always writing posts like this and PMs to you, spending hours writing programs for you, an hour here for a drawing, another hour for another drawing, and maybe weeks just planning to do something special for you, and you ignore the posts and PMs, you never say anything about the drawings or programs. Why? :(
Are they that bad, that meaningless that you don't care to think about what they really mean?
Do you realize how much I cry over this? How often I lie in bed crying, or wake up in the middle night to cry? It's much more than you think. Everything seemed fine, then you tried leaving in June. Then we started arguing, and you tried leaving again, and that repeated all summer. :(
I wish things could be like they were before that... without constantly arguing; without always being afraid that you're going to try leaving again; without either one of us ending up crying at least once a week. Can you at least try? I can't do that by myself.
I'm sorry, and I love you. Please just stop this and talk to me, I didn't mean it and you know it. I just want to try to make things work.
holy shit
i'm going to be honest here
the whole clucky/jmv thing pisses me off because jmv's a great guy and he deserves what he wants, especially since he's so loving toward clucky
he deserves a straight answer back for once, even if it's bad news
and for once in her goddamn life, clucky should let someone really help her instead of filling her void with nonsensical babble about how she's such a bad person
she's only making everything worse for herself, not to mention i know it hurts jmv to see her like that
my childhood was pretty much perfect compared to what a bunch of people here have gone through
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2008, 04:06:09 PM
i'm going to be honest here
the whole clucky/jmv thing pisses me off because jmv's a great guy and he deserves what he wants, especially since he's so loving toward clucky
he deserves a straight answer back for once, even if it's bad news
and for once in her goddamn life, clucky should let someone really help her instead of filling her void with nonsensical babble about how she's such a bad person
she's only making everything worse for herself, not to mention i know it hurts jmv to see her like that
I can only agree. It really saddens me to see them both struggling through what should be happy times. Poor guys. I really do worry about them, and I'm not even involved. :'(
it must be mating season because i want it. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 12:24:31 PM
it must be mating season because i want it. baddood;
want what
Quote from: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 01:03:37 PM
REALLY BAD
i want to mate with felt so we can commit munchausen by proxy to our kids
sometimes i feel like people don't like me because i'm a little baby and younger than everyone else
Quote from: Boyager on October 01, 2008, 01:07:28 PM
i want to mate with felt so we can commit munchausen by proxy to our kids
you know you fucking want ittttttt baddood;
will jmv have my children
i want to impregnate you. n_u
SCREAM AND SHOUT AND TELL EVERYBODY THAT YOU'RE GONNA LEAVEEEEEE.
baddood; :( baddood; :( doodthing; edumacate; gonk; befuddlement baddood; doodthing;
why
just fucking why
No one cares about me
I'm the least interesting boyager here.
Quote from: Boyager on October 02, 2008, 03:03:58 PM
No one cares about me
I'm the least interesting boyager here.
no me
All so complain-y
I don't like you but I love your sister.
Quote from: Boyager on October 02, 2008, 03:52:47 PM
All so complain-y
I don't like you but I love your sister.
skylark argh;
Yeah, I did too.
I find myself unable to be sexually attracted to 99.9% of the people I know.
I still remember when I laid on his bed and stared at his face while he played Halo :'(
Sometimes I like to pretend there is more and it's more serious than it is. Or that you said yes. Just pretending it worked out like that makes me feel really happy until reality hits me again.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 08:52:49 AM
Sometimes I like to pretend there is more and it's more serious than it is. Or that you said yes. Just pretending it worked out like that makes me feel really happy until reality hits me again.
...is this w4w1? meaty cocks
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:06:13 AM
No.
Your solution is to not live in reality like I do. :3*
comes with severe depression*
If that boy had not been there I would have kissed her.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:13:01 AM
Your solution is to not live in reality like I do. :3*
comes with severe depression*
I'd rather the delusion be a reality.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:16:16 AM
If that boy had not been there I would have kissed her.
:(
It's not so sad, I can do it next time I'm not afraid I just don't want that boy there.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:20:22 AM
I'd rather the delusion be a reality. :(
delusions are a part of psychosis ;_;
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:34:36 AM
delusions are a part of psychosis ;_;
Which is why I'd rather they'd be a reality.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:39:19 AM
Which is why I'd rather they'd be a reality.
i thought you said you want the delusion instead of reality :3
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 10:05:28 AM
i thought you said you want the delusion instead of reality :3
i said i want the delusion to be a reality :3
I envy Hiro because he knows Skylark in real life.
Not that I envy his situation with her
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 08:34:37 AM
I still remember when I laid on his bed and stared at his face while he played Halo :'(
O_0 Same here only it was GTA. wry
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 12:03:32 PM
I envy Hiro because he knows Skylark in real life.
Not that I envy his situation with her
:)
I'm in that really exciting place where you're almost in a relationship with somebody
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:01:32 PM
:)
I'm in that really exciting place where you're almost in a relationship with somebody
Does he act the same way he does here in real life?
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:02:42 PM
Does he act the same way he does here in real life?
Honestly, I can't say. I didn't really start coming here until I was really sick of him so everything he does here it's just annoying (in my opinion, of course) He never really did anything in real life and he just sort of hung around and didn't contribute anything to the conversation or if he did speak up it was just so stupid and I had to shut him down (I was mean but... oh god it was deserved, it was asked for)
And he repeats things he hears from other places practically verbatim which is just obnoxious.
But he has friends!
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:07:39 PM
Honestly, I can't say. I didn't really start coming here until I was really sick of him so everything he does here it's just annoying (in my opinion, of course) He never really did anything in real life and he just sort of hung around and didn't contribute anything to the conversation or if he did speak up it was just so stupid and I had to shut him down (I was mean but... oh god it was deserved, it was asked for)
And he repeats things he hears from other places practically verbatim which is just obnoxious.
But he has friends!
Are his friends like that?
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:13:57 PM
Are his friends like that?
I think they would have to be. Otherwise could they stand him? The kids I see him with are never anybody I have ever spoken with and would never have any desire to. I can't really judge them but... I think they have to be like him or be the type of person who can appreciate him, which is just as bad (if you consider it bad)
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:07:39 PM
But he has friends!
So when he says he doesn't have any, he is lying?
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:18:17 PM
So when he says he doesn't have any, he is lying?
He might not hang out with them afterschool but my friend Franny and I pass him everyday after lunch and I always seem him talking with this girl, Heather so I would call them friends
Will you shut the fuck up?
the italics means he's serious baddood;
Quote from: H i r o on October 04, 2008, 05:29:02 PM
Will you shut the fuck up?
Don't say that to Skylark :0
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:31:17 PM
Don't say that to Skylark :0
shut the fuck up, skylark :0
Oh I know when I saw 'fuck' italicized I quivered a little.
Grant, I'm sorry but I think I am going to just say what I want and answer the questions that are asked :)
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:31:50 PM
shut the fuck up, skylark :0
shut the fuck up, famy :0
Jesus christ.
Is Hiro that adorable in real life when he's a wittle mad?
Quote from: Akiba on October 04, 2008, 05:34:02 PM
I'm just kidding :(
that was really hurtful, especially coming from you :(
Quote from: FAMY on October 04, 2008, 05:34:56 PM
that was really hurtful, especially coming from you :(
I'm sorry :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:33:27 PM
Is Hiro that adorable in real life when he's a wittle mad?
I've only ever seen him really angry once and he didn't do anything but walk away and look at me in a mean way. Not really adorable He would never confront me in real life like he does on here so I don't know so much how he is when he is mad
you really piss me off
Quote from: H i r o on October 04, 2008, 05:38:29 PM
you really piss me off
I'm sure I do but I don't care
if it bothers you so much do something about it, silly
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:40:48 PM
I'm sure I do but I don't care
if it bothers you so much do something about it, silly
What would I do? baddood;
I know who the meanest Boyager is, but if I told you, he'd probably come down here and beat me up.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:42:51 PM
I know who the meanest Boyager is, but if I told you, he'd probably come down here and beat me up.
of course he would badass
who is it
Quote from: H i r o on October 04, 2008, 05:42:03 PM
What would I do? baddood;
Be imaginative. Handle it, baby ;)
I have a crush on somebody
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:44:07 PM
of course he would badass
who is it
He'd seriously beat me up. :0
by the way skylark you never told me what you were hiding from me in your room
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:56:13 PM
by the way skylark you never told me what you were hiding from me in your room
I don't even remember what it was. Sorry!
Quote from: Akiba on October 04, 2008, 05:34:02 PM
I'm just kidding :(
How dare you. You communist. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:57:36 PM
How dare you. You communist. baddood;
yeah he's really mean to me hurt him :(
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:59:51 PM
yeah he's really mean to me hurt him :(
Famy...please. I made a huge mistake... :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 05:57:36 PM
How dare you. You communist. baddood;
Excuse me? baddood;
(8:46:38 PM) Raejck: :-) You know I do
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:08:56 PM
Famy...please. I made a huge mistake...
forgiving is for communists sorry
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:08:56 PM
(8:46:38 PM) Raejck: :-) You know I do
I was talking about Famy not me.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:07:03 PM
JMV wants to have sex with Clucky.
baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:13:40 PM
baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood;
he wants to have sex with clucky
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:13:40 PM
baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood; baddood;
Now, about that emote. befuddlement
also i heard my name.
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:15:06 PM
baddood;
i'm sorry,
you want to have sex with clucky
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 06:16:01 PM
i'm sorry, you want to have sex with clucky
yes doodella;
I miss TwilightDragon3. :(
DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE
LOVING SOMEONE
THAT'S IN A RUSH TO THROW YOU AWAY
i think very different
WHY IS EVERYONE I FALL IN LOVE WITH RELATED CREEPILY IN SOME ASPECT OF THEIR PERSONALITY TO EACH OTHER
and why do I feel like I know one of them
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:48:54 PM
WHY IS EVERYONE I FALL IN LOVE WITH RELATED CREEPILY IN SOME ASPECT OF THEIR PERSONALITY TO EACH OTHER
and why do I feel like I know one of them
What are their similar personality traits?
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:50:20 PM
What are their similar personality traits?
One has black eyes
and one has blue
but they both throw out their arms in excitement at something trivial or nerdy
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:54:18 PM
One has black eyes
and one has blue
but they both throw out their arms in excitement at something trivial or nerdy
Are they in your class(es)? befuddlement
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:55:29 PM
Are they in your class(es)? befuddlement
I know the name of one, but that is not their real name
and the other has many names, but at least I have their phone number and chat with them every so often
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:56:35 PM
I know the name of one, but that is not their real name
and the other has many names, but at least I have their phone number and chat with them every so often
Wait, so you met them on the internet?
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:58:13 PM
Wait, so you met them on the internet?
both over summer programs and things
it's a highly confused situation that is probably just a reflection of your current psychological state at this time
Quote from: Boyager on October 04, 2008, 09:59:26 PM
both over summer programs and things
it's a highly confused situation that is probably just a reflection of your current psychological state at this time
No lol
I understand it now. O_0
Quote from: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 05:57:36 AM
ily ppq ;-;
I wish I could return the favor
jk ily2 ;-;
Guise. I'm not happy with my life.
Quote from: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:11:42 PM
Guise. I'm not happy with my life.
Change what you can and accept what you can't
Quote from: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:12:20 PM
Change what you can and accept what you can't
Ok bassirdood;
Quote from: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:12:20 PM
Change what you can and accept what you can't
Easier said then done.
Quote from: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:28:32 PM
Easier said then done.
It's just a nature walk.
cjlubdoods;
I feel betrayed but that's alright
I'm caught between three girls. >.<
Quote from: Boyager on October 05, 2008, 12:34:13 PM
What happened?
Nothing that I should even concern myself with but I couldn't help but look. You know when you feel sort of devoted to somebody even though nothing is official? And you expect the same back but learn that it isn't. It's just that sort of way. I don't really have the right to be hurt by it but I am
psssssst
i don't feel like discussing it with you today :3
I'm ugly.
im the ugliest person on boyah and most of you agree. and those of you who don't, secretly do agree, you just pity me and tell me otherwise.
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 04:39:49 AM
im the ugliest person on boyah and most of you agree. and those of you who don't, secretly do agree, you just pity me and tell me otherwise.
no, not really.
I think about you every night.
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 04:39:49 AM
im the ugliest person on boyah and most of you agree. and those of you who don't, secretly do agree, you just pity me and tell me otherwise.
wrong
i am ugliest, next to felt
none of you really look that bad befuddlement
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 01:20:59 PM
wrong
i am ugliest, next to felt
you shut the fuck up right now. you're probably the most beautiful person i've come in contact with - inside and out. don't you ever say that again. you put all of our faces to shame with yours.
im the hottest boyager
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 01:35:44 PM
im the hottest boyager
At least you have the confidence
I want to stay away from relationships but you won't let me. :(
My reasoning is a bit weird. Yes, it is and isn't about a relationship. I want one, but it's more than just that type of relationship, but a friendship too. Yes, a "romantic relationship" is part of the motivation, but not nearly the entire reason.
It's also a trust issue I have. Quite a lot of the people here lied about who they are, and I just want some signal that this isn't the situation with you. I want to be able to be sure that you're not going to hurt me by lying about who you are too. I'm afraid that it's going to happen and that all of this is a lie, and idk.
You're not the only one with trust issues. I can only fully feel comfortable with 2 people and this is why I can't leave because without them I will feel miserable and clueless with what to do with my life.
[spoiler]I feel a loser. :([/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 05:01:58 PM
You're not the only one with trust issues. I can only fully feel comfortable with 2 people and this is why I can't leave because without them I will feel miserable and clueless with what to do with my life.
[spoiler]I feel a loser. :([/spoiler]
I know. We both have them. In general I try to trust you as much as possible, but that one thing is always in the back of my mind. :(
I won't ask who the 2 people are, but let me be the third. I'm not asking for an overnight thing since it does take time to build that, but it's going to be uncomfortable for a while, but it will be worth it..
You're not a loser.
don't you ever think you're a loser. ever again. don't let me catch you saying another negative thing about yourself.
uhm. jfkldasjgldgjlaga.
ughhhh. god damn it. HERE'S THE PART WHERE THE WORDS DON'T COME OUT LOL. i fucking hate this. madood;
im a loser i wanna die
Life's never fair. :(
[spoiler] cry;[/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 05:41:21 PM
Life's never fair. :(
[spoiler] cry;[/spoiler]
i love you ;-;
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I TOLD YOU I WASN'T ATTRACTIVE. I told you I was ugly, yet you claimed otherwise.
I wanted to believe you, and I let myself believe you might have been right and everyone else who said otherwiese was wrong.
That was fucking stupid. Why should I believe that I'm not ugly now just because you say I'm not, how do I know that's not untrue either?
Dammit.
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:06:19 PM
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I TOLD YOU I WASN'T ATTRACTIVE. I told you I was ugly, yet you claimed otherwise.
I wanted to believe you, and I let myself believe you might have been right and everyone else who said otherwiese was wrong.
That was fucking stupid. Why should I believe that I'm not ugly now just because you say I'm not, how do I know that's not untrue either?
Dammit.
You are handsome, though :(
I confess, I fucking hate this thread, and I fucking hate this board.
Quote from: Cam on October 06, 2008, 07:13:54 PM
I confess, I fucking hate this thread, and I fucking hate this board.
I fucking hate you
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:06:19 PM
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I TOLD YOU I WASN'T ATTRACTIVE. I told you I was ugly, yet you claimed otherwise.
I wanted to believe you, and I let myself believe you might have been right and everyone else who said otherwiese was wrong.
That was fucking stupid. Why should I believe that I'm not ugly now just because you say I'm not, how do I know that's not untrue either?
Dammit.
...what
I said you were decent looking sometimes and at other times you're attractive.
Plus if you think you're truly ugly, why don't you have severe self image issues?
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:14:26 PM
...what
I said you were decent looking sometimes and at other times you're attractive.
Why should I believe that, when you said I was attractive before.
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:15:27 PM
Plus if you think you're truly ugly, why don't you have severe self image issues?
I do.
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:19:01 PM
Why should I believe that, when you said I was attractive before. I do.
You are. psyduck;
I just don't care about how people look sometimes.
Quote from: Boyager on October 06, 2008, 07:20:25 PM
You are. psyduck;
I just don't care about how people look sometimes.
ok, i thought you meant compared to other people you didn't think i was. ;-;
I lov eyou and this whole thing wasn't supposed to be about us being together in a relationship but about trust. I do want a relationship with you but it is not why I brought it up
I wanted some confirmation that you really are who you are. It's not you but after people like Geno, Hime, Title, and that other user who I haven't exposed yet all lying about who they are I am afraid to find the same about you. I feel bad for questioning it but idk :(
Think about what I said tonight. I meant it
Ily
i shit gold bricks
fuck my life, i say, fuck it
Is being with me really worse than death? :(
or even trusting me? am i not worth the effort for either
oh god i think i made jmv mad :'(
please IM me and let me know you don't hate me. :(
I don't know what to do anymore. she won't even show effort to try.
i bother everyone else with the problems involved, and i don't want to hear that i should leave her alone. it's not an option. :(
i wish someone would help both of us, and not just side with one of us. tell us both ;-;
i don't know anymore.
i can't bring myself to go to class, but i'm afraid of what I'll do if i am alone in my house.
someone, please help :'(
Quote from: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 03:38:20 PM
I don't know what to do anymore. she won't even show effort to try.
i bother everyone else with the problems involved, and i don't want to hear that i should leave her alone. it's not an option. :(
i wish someone would help both of us, and not just side with one of us. tell us both ;-;
i don't know anymore.
i can't bring myself to go to class, but i'm afraid of what I'll do if i am alone in my house.
someone, please help :'(
i can honestly say that i try to when you im me but i don't know if i'm doing any good :'(
Quote from: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 03:38:20 PM
I don't know what to do anymore. she won't even show effort to try.
i bother everyone else with the problems involved, and i don't want to hear that i should leave her alone. it's not an option. :(
i wish someone would help both of us, and not just side with one of us. tell us both ;-;
i don't know anymore.
i can't bring myself to go to class, but i'm afraid of what I'll do if i am alone in my house.
someone, please help :'(
I don't know how to help you. :'(
if you love her, why can't you just respect her wishes :'(
Quote from: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 03:58:46 PM
if you love her, why can't you just respect her wishes :'(
why won't you help me :(
but why should i just be another person that abandons her, let's her think that she "doesn't deserve" a relationship with someone who cares about her, and all of that? Why?
i told her if she didn't want to discuss it to tell me and i would stop, she didn't tell me, she just kept asking why. i told her, she could have stopped ;-;
do you honestly believe that she wants to be alone and doesn't deserve to be with someone who loves her? I don't.
she thinks it's easier this way, but that doesn't make it right.
wat
i want you to talk to her :'(
i hate when you're sad
just stop being so serious about your relationship all the time
talk about something else, you're an interesting little boy ;)
Quote from: Boyager on October 07, 2008, 04:10:42 PM
wat
i want you to talk to her :'(
i hate when you're sad
just stop being so serious about your relationship all the time
talk about something else, you're an interesting little boy ;)
idk what to do, i just sit around waiting for her to decide if she wants to move forward or nothing :(
she faults me for what other people do. yes that was disgusting what he did to another person, but i wouldn't do that to her. i don't know why she is putting me on the same level as him and thinking i'd do that. psyduck;
or abandon her or hurt her like other people.
you'd think with all she says about me, she would at least try instead thinking i'll just be like everyone else.
i don't know what was so hard about just asking her to just TRY to trust me, just work towards it little steps at a time.
medically speaking, you're adorable
and from what i hear you're quite affordableeee
but i like them pricey
so exaggerate and ttttttrick meeee
pretty please just trick meeee
pretty pleaseeee
relationship goes with trust
and stop twisting it around
cluckjmvdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 12:34:54 PM
relationship goes with trust
and stop twisting it around
cluckjmvdoods;
Friendships are relationships. Do you not even want that?
How am I twisting it around? Asking for you to trust me has little to do to with me wanting a romantic relationship with me.
Do you really want me to go away?
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 12:40:58 PM
Friendships are relationships. Do you not even want that?
How am I twisting it around? Asking for you to trust me has little to do to with me wanting a romantic relationship with me.
Do you really want me to go away?
Not literally, dur.
Also I already gave you the chance to keep it at a friendship level but you wanted more.
Why continue it anymore?
(Also I doubt that friends constantly flirt over and over :|.)
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 12:44:59 PM
Not literally, dur.
Also I already gave you the chance to keep it at a friendship level but you wanted more.
Why continue it anymore?
(Also I doubt that friends constantly flirt over and over :|.)
Then why did you say it? do you know how it made me feel?
Yes, I do, but it doesn't mean you should just give up on that. And you wouldn't trust me anyways. Of course if I was a potsmoking idiot whose aspirations consisted of shooting people and dodging bullets I'm sure that would magically make you trust me, right? It works for other people while you won't even fucking TRY to trust me.
So don't give me shit about it being a relationship like that, you know it's not required.
Because I care about you, and no matter how much you deny it you know you care about me.
(ok cool ;) )
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 12:48:44 PM
Then why did you say it? do you know how it made me feel?
I was responding to that fear thingy you said; also "go away" as in gtfo from trying to resolve your relationshit.
dur :|
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 12:55:46 PM
I was responding to that fear thingy you said; also "go away" as in gtfo from trying to resolve your relationshit.
dur :|
WHAT ABOUT THE REST OF MY FUCKING POST.
HOW COME YOU FUCKING TRUST HIM WITH MUCH MORE THAN I ASKED YOU FOR, IT'S NOT OBVIOUSLY A RELATIONSHIP THING.
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 01:00:25 PM
WHAT ABOUT THE REST OF MY FUCKING POST.
HOW COME YOU FUCKING TRUST HIM WITH MUCH MORE THAN I ASKED YOU FOR, IT'S NOT OBVIOUSLY A RELATIONSHIP THING.
idk :3
Why didn't she just abort me?
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:12:16 PM
Why didn't she just abort me?
don't say that :'(
seeing you guys depressed makes me depressed, honestly
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:14:21 PM
don't say that :'(
seeing you guys depressed makes me depressed, honestly
It's not like anyone wants me around.
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:16:45 PM
It's not like anyone wants me around.
Who doesn't want you around?
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:12:16 PM
Why didn't she just abort me?
Why couldn't I be the miscarriage?
I was so close.
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:19:21 PM
Who doesn't want you around?
Someone, with comments like I "should just go away", or why can't I "just leave them alone".
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:19:32 PM
Why couldn't I be the miscarriage?
At least you have at least one person who loves you and care about you and would do anything to make you happy.
I can't even get an answer from anyone.
They claim they find me "attractive" sometimes, though I'm sure it's just to avoid making me feel bad for being unattractive. They always compare me to other people or talk about how hott other people are, knowing I just can't come close to that.
Or trust. She trusts someone iwth far more than me, and won't even give me any reason at all and thinks it's funny.
Yet they somehow go 'omg ur the perfect guy" yet their behavior says "omg you're worthless, go die". why can't I just have answers or the truth? why can't i be trusted? why can't i be loved? why am i not worth effort? why am i so inferior in everyway?
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:25:05 PM
Someone, with comments like I "should just go away", or why can't I "just leave them alone".At least you have at least one person who loves you and care about you and would do anything to make you happy.
I can't even get an answer from anyone.
They claim they find me "attractive" sometimes, though I'm sure it's just to avoid making me feel bad for being unattractive. They always compare me to other people or talk about how hott other people are, knowing I just can't come close to that.
Or trust. She trusts someone iwth far more than me, and won't even give me any reason at all and thinks it's funny.
Yet they somehow go 'omg ur the perfect guy" yet their behavior says "omg you're worthless, go die". why can't I just have answers or the truth? why can't i be trusted? why can't i be loved? why am i not worth effort? why am i so inferior in everyway?
You have to realize that just because she may not love you as much as you'd like, there are others here who do.
Sounds like that person has a disorder and currently can't get help from anyone at the moment, but there's always someone there thinking that they are that "special" one to fix it. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:29:08 PM
Sounds like that person has a disorder and currently can't get help from anyone at the moment, but there's always someone there thinking that they are that "special" one to fix it. n_u
stop blaming your disorders for everything.
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:25:05 PM
Yet they somehow go 'omg ur the perfect guy" yet their behavior says "omg you're worthless, go die".
do you want me to write a song around this sentence y/n
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:30:44 PM
stop blaming your disorders for everything.
okies let's blame it on my bitchy personality then :3
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:32:19 PM
okies let's blame it on my bitchy personality then :3
or the fact htat you're letting fear control your life.
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:32:19 PM
okies let's blame it on my bitchy personality then :3
shut up i love you don't say that :'(
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:31:32 PM
uh
that wasn't me befuddlement
I'm pretty sure I clicked the "Be an idiot?" box, but I guess I didn't. befuddlement
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:33:01 PM
shut up i love you don't say that :'(
STOP DEFENDING HER AND THE WAY SHE TREATS ME.
I was talking about myself; not you dur.
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 02:33:32 PM
STOP DEFENDING HER AND THE WAY SHE TREATS ME.
having her insult herself isn't going to help you out in the slightest bit baddood;
damn you trying to make me remember
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 03:09:23 PM
damn you trying to make me remember
Tell me and I'll tell you something I never planned on ever saying to anyone.
It will explain a lot.
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 03:11:59 PM
Tell me and I'll tell you something I never planned on ever saying to anyone.
It will explain a lot.
hmm trading secrets that result in more dramas ;)
no
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 03:20:19 PM
hmm trading secrets that result in more dramas ;)
no
why
I HATE TRANNIES
I am being yelled at so I am going to cry in bed for 4 hours until I can continue my homework.
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 07:33:02 PM
I am being yelled at so I am going to cry in bed for 4 hours until I can continue my homework.
I love you
I struggle so bad with my weight that I'm becoming obsessive compulsive about it.
I think I have an eating dissorder.
my self esteem is fucking shot to hell...
I wish I was pretty.
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 08:44:13 PM
I struggle so bad with my weight that I'm becoming obsessive compulsive about it.
I think I have an eating dissorder.
my self esteem is fucking shot to hell...
I wish I was pretty.
you are :(
I want to make him happy so bad. :(
I can't stay alone in my house. I'm going to end up doing something I'll regret and other people will blame themselves for.
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 09:01:20 PM
I want to make him happy so bad. :(
From what I can see, you do a great job at doing that. Not everyone puts forth the effort that you two do.
alsooooooooo
i love you no matter what anyone says; no matter what you do; no matter how much you hurt me; no matter how much you push me away; how much you want me to hate you; no matter what :(
goddammit if you like me just say so jesus christ doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 09:24:41 PM
goddammit if you like me just say so jesus christ doodthing;
Jesus doesn't like you.
He loves you ;)
... come stay with me for a week or so ok?
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2008, 09:26:07 PM
... come stay with me for a week or so ok?
i'm confused now ;-;
i guess that's what i get for quoting you and then posting again right after ;-;
i slaughtered boyager
Stop it forerver?
I'll start with life if that is what you want
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 06:48:20 AM
Stop it forerver?
I'll start with life if that is what you want
yes
start with life you wildlife kewn <3
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 06:56:39 AM
yes
start with life you wildlife kewn <3
do you really want that :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 06:59:09 AM
do you really want that :(
no i prefer for you to stay inside all day and lose completely all motivation everything elseand never build up your social skills to function in typical job settings and etc.
also </sarcasm> :3
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:01:22 AM
no i prefer for you to stay inside all day and lose completely all motivation everything elseand never build up your social skills to function in typical job settings and etc.
also </sarcasm> :3
so i should stop life
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:02:58 AM
so i should stop life
QuoteI'll start with life if that is what you want[/qoute]
get on your digg thing fag
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:03:46 AM
QuoteI'll start with life if that is what you want[/qoute]
so should i kill myself since you want me to stop everything
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:04:23 AM
get on your digg thing fag
i am...
also i haven't been to school at all this week and I'm not going later.
i just wanted answers and you couldn't give that. you're right about me being worthless
why should i bother if everyone else is just going to do the same or not even try? was trying really that hard?
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:07:29 AM
also i haven't been to school at all this week and I'm not going later.
i just wanted answers and you couldn't give that. you're right about me being worthless
why should i bother if everyone else is just going to do the same or not even try? was trying really that hard?
then i should do the same :3
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:11:42 AM
then i should do the same :3
do what
you're not the one who is'nt getting simple answers or betrayed or lied to or told that you're worthless. or not given a chance at all; i am.
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:13:33 AM
do what
you're not the one who is'nt getting simple answers or betrayed or lied to or told that you're worthless. or not given a chance at all; i am.
i already lived past that
get over it, like super serial jeez
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:15:06 AM
i already lived past that
get over it, like super serial jeez
OR YOU CAN GIVE ME ANSWERS
I'm not getting over it.
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:15:47 AM
OR YOU CAN GIVE ME ANSWERS
I'm not getting over it.
Then I will. :>
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:17:16 AM
Then I will. :>
you won't
you obviously haven't gotten over it and you're still dwelling on it and won't try to trust me. you haven't gotten over it, don't pretend you have.
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:18:09 AM
you won't
you obviously haven't gotten over it and you're still dwelling on it and won't try to trust me. you haven't gotten over it, don't pretend you have.
you're the one that keeps bringing it up instead of having normal conversations :>
even after i say to stop ;_;
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:21:54 AM
you're the one that keeps bringing it up instead of having normal conversations :>
even after i say to stop ;_;
i try to have normal conversations, but how normal can they be if you lie and hide things?
why should I stop? So you don't have to realize that you haven't gotten over it, and you're only pretending you have? So you don't have to confront the fact that maybe I won't hurt you?
me and everyone else have normal conversations; why can't you ;_;
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2008, 07:27:37 AM
me and everyone else have normal conversations; why can't you ;_;
you don't lie to them. you don't try to make them hate you. you don't intentionally hurt them because you're in a bad mood.
i've tried and all you do is "idk". explain what a normal conversation is. explain how wanting to understand you more, or to be trusted is not a normal conversation?
should I make a poll explaining what both of us think and have people decide who's right?
ok ill try to have normal conversation but that means you have to be nice and act like we normally do or i'll be depressed and talk about it again. baddood;
i fucking hate this thread
I made myself a voodoo doll, for every motherfucker that fronted, that I recall.
someone calls me by my name
someone calls me dear
someone sees me as I am
someone knows my tears
I always ask how you're feeling, why didn't you ask me? :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:31:57 AM
I always ask how you're feeling, why didn't you ask me? :(
because sooner or later you'll sign off y/n
Quote from: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:38:29 AM
because sooner or later you'll sign off y/n
then why didn't you ask right away.
Oh Marry, this is a black art to change your shape.
idk
I really want to post it, how I feel. But you'll see it, and it won't make a difference.
No matter how much it hurts, you won't even say anything to try consoling me and that hurts even more.
It's not something I can get over. :(
i'm sorry i believed you
I'M SORRY I MET YOU
Maybe I should leave forever and everything will be a thing of the past.
Quote from: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:30:21 PM
I'M SORRY I MET YOU
Maybe I should leave forever and everything will be a thing of the past.
I'm not sorry I met you.
are you really, does everything really mean nothing?
it might be easy for you to forget, and the past for you. but it won't for me. :(
it didn't just break my heart; it shattered it.
Quote from: Boyager on October 11, 2008, 09:31:50 PM
I'm not sorry I met you.
are you really, does everything really mean nothing?
it might be easy for you to forget, and the past for you. but it won't for me. :(
it didn't just break my heart; it shattered it.
No :3
i seriously don't get you guys. psyduck;
i hope people at school aren't secretly laughing at me. edumacate;
Quote from: Boyager on October 12, 2008, 02:26:48 PM
i seriously don't get you guys. psyduck;
i hope people at school aren't secretly laughing at me. edumacate;
don't get what about us
Quote from: Boyager on October 12, 2008, 02:26:48 PM
i seriously don't get you guys. psyduck;
i hope people at school aren't secretly laughing at me. edumacate;
They're laughing with you. and what's not to get about us
I would totally fucking do reefer.
I confess very vague things and have conversations with people who think they actually know who they are talking to.
I bought a stuffed animal fox yesterday <3
Quote from: Boyager on October 13, 2008, 05:48:06 AM
I bought a stuffed animal fox yesterday <3
hi ProtectedMember32
Quote from: Boyager on October 13, 2008, 05:48:06 AM
I bought a stuffed animal fox yesterday <3
hiyaaa :3
I named her Antoinette.
go away go away go away ;_;
im the latest member
This situation is like unprotected sex with multiple partners
Corrupt
You're corrupt
Bring corruption to all that you touch
Hold
You behold
And beholden for all that you've done
And spell
Cast a spell
Cast a spell on the country you run
And risk
You will risk
You will risk all their lives and their souls
And burn
You will burn
You will burn in hell, yeah you'll burn in hell
You'll burn in hell
Yeah you'll burn in hell
For your sins
I want this judgement for you, let's decide who gets the lead part.
I kissed the person I wanted to today and it was so great
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:31:43 PM
I kissed the person I wanted to today and it was so great
I wish somebody that I wanted to kiss would feel the same way back. :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:32:38 PM
I wish somebody that I wanted to kiss would feel the same way back. :(
Agreed. smithicide;
Just make it work!
It was the best thing ever because she was laying down in front of me and we were watching ghost world and I bent over and kissed her Spiderman style (the upside down sort of way) and it was the best and I am really happy.
Duuude guys just kiss who you want and hopefully they will like it!
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:38:09 PM
Just make it work!
It was the best thing ever because she was laying down in front of me and we were watching ghost world and I bent over and kissed her Spiderman style (the upside down sort of way) and it was the best and I am really happy.
Duuude guys just kiss who you want and hopefully they will like it!
i cannot because they are a certain distance away.
and that just pretty much made who i am very obvious.
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:38:09 PM
Just make it work!
It was the best thing ever because she was laying down in front of me and we were watching ghost world and I bent over and kissed her Spiderman style (the upside down sort of way) and it was the best and I am really happy.
Duuude guys just kiss who you want and hopefully they will like it!
but
but
but
what if she rejects and never looks at me again smithicide;
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:44:33 PM
but
but
but
what if she rejects and never looks at me again smithicide;
i'd chance the rejection for that last few seconds of happiness. ;-;
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:44:33 PM
but
but
but
what if she rejects and never looks at me again smithicide;
Then you just keep living :) and it will be okay and somebody else will want your kisses
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:42:57 PM
i cannot because they are a certain distance away.
and that just pretty much made who i am very obvious.
I couldn't say
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:46:36 PM
i'd chance the rejection for that last few seconds of happiness. ;-;
but then i'd feel like a rapist smithicide;
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:46:59 PMI couldn't say
baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:47:26 PM
but then i'd feel like a rapist smithicide;
what will you rape her mouth with your tongue?
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:48:35 PM
what will you rape her mouth with your tongue?
that's what it'd feel like :'(
damnit i gave myself away :|
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:42:57 PM
i cannot because they are a certain distance away.
and that just pretty much made who i am very obvious.
are you famy
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:38:09 PM
Just make it work!
It was the best thing ever because she was laying down in front of me and we were watching ghost world and I bent over and kissed her Spiderman style (the upside down sort of way) and it was the best and I am really happy.
Duuude guys just kiss who you want and hopefully they will like it!
they'd probably punch me in the face if i did that, and throw me down some stairs
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 04:49:05 PM
that's what it'd feel like :'(
;)
ON AN UNRELATED NOTE
They said it was scary, and asked why I wanted them to do something scary. What is scary about love? ;_;
Is it being happy? Can someone explain what would be scary about being with someone?
oh gawd i could never just like, kiss someone unless i was at least 99.9% sure they liked me ;-;
i think about the awkward consequences afterwards if they didn't like it and how they might not want to be friends anymoars :'(
I can never finish a
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 05:20:48 PM
oh gawd i could never just like, kiss someone unless i was at least 99.9% sure they liked me ;-;
i think about the awkward consequences afterwards if they didn't like it and how they might not want to be friends anymoars :'(
yeah this is exactly how i feel :'(
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 05:54:53 PM
yeah this is exactly how i feel :'(
yeah me too
but more like 99.8 percent sure.
I have to be like 60% sure...
But she's held my hand since I re-met her so I was pretty positive. Except she's in love with a boy who she doesn't talk to in San Francisco and I can't really do anything about that but that's okay because I can't explain to you how it was... but it was really the most beautiful thing I think I have ever done (just the whole action of it)
It was really amazing.
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 05:52:02 PM
I can never finish a
Did candlejack capture you and prevent you from co
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 06:52:55 PM
Did candlejack capture you and prevent you from co
what are you talking ab
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 06:56:20 PM
what are you talking ab
what the shit is wrong with you gu
i feel es
what the fu
how much longer ar
OH MY GOD I HAVE AN EATING DISORD
I have a crush on
If you knew why.
I've been spending our server money on Filipino hookers. :(
I've pulled all nighters for 3 straight nights now
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 07:59:57 PM
I've been spending our server money on Filipino hookers. :(
Goddamnit cam.
ONE NIGHT STAND OFF
i harbor secret feelings for this cat befuddlement
AND THEY AREN'T G-RATED
Quote from: Boyager on October 15, 2008, 07:22:39 PM
I have a crush on
I'm madly in love with Selena Gomez.
I rarely post in this board anymore.
I star in a Disney show about wizards.
She almost made me cry yesterday. She came home from work and just started yelling at me, and doesn't even try to understand what the problem is.
It's not my fault. :(
i have a terrible crush on a boyager that should probably have never formed. :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 02:42:03 PM
i have a terrible crush on a boyager that should probably have never formed. :(
i already told you cam im not a fagit
Tell us who the Boyager is
My greatest, most secret fantasy is to tie people, and I mean ANYONE, down, take off all their clothes, and examine any inch of their skin for scabs, pimples, moles, and other abnormalities. Upon finding them, I'd use a needle to pick at it until I've removed it from their skin.
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:17:19 PM
My greatest, most secret fantasy is to tie people, and I mean ANYONE, down, take off all their clothes, and examine any inch of their skin for scabs, pimples, moles, and other abnormalities. Upon finding them, I'd use a needle to pick at it until I've removed it from their skin.
... stay away
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:17:53 PM
... stay away
My English teacher has a huge hanging birthmark/mole thing and it just drives me nuts.
you're part of the reason.
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:46:00 PM
you're part of the reason.
ban every user who has used this board?
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:52:04 PM
are you jmv
i think there's a little jmv in all of us
kind of like jesus
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 03:53:59 PM
i think there's a little jmv in all of us
kind of like jesus
i wish there was more jesus in me
and thnx jmv
wat
I really like her but she doesn't feel the same way about me.
I'm caught between;
5 girls..... :(
HOLY SHIT 5 GIRLS? GUFF? O_0
nah, it's beta.
I still like that girl,but I think she doesn't like me back.
I also have the possibilities of...
tabby
rachael
danielle
and sam
;-;
Quote from: TRANSIST SECT on October 16, 2008, 06:02:44 PM
nah, it's beta.
I still like that girl,but I think she doesn't like me back.
I also have the possibilities of...
tabby
rachael
danielle
and sam
;-;
Do they all like you back? befuddlement
Quote from: TRANSIST SECT on October 16, 2008, 06:02:44 PM
nah, it's beta.
I still like that girl,but I think she doesn't like me back.
I also have the possibilities of...
tabby
rachael
danielle
and sam
;-;
If I was a girl... Wait what would that change, emo fags are disgusting, so I hope they don't.
I'm not emo. doodthing;
If I asked again in a few months would they say yes?
And what if I brought that other question up again, would it happen before December?
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2008, 06:45:33 PM
If I asked again in a few months would they say yes?
And what if I brought that other question up again, would it happen before December?
I hope they will :(
I'M LONELY
:[
It will never happen :'(
It's not hard, please just do it. :(
If you find it's boring or not worth any future time, then you only wasted a few dollars and less than an hour of your time. If you enjoy it, then I can't even describe what we both gain.
i brofisted them all
what have i done?
i feel sad
(http://i167.photobucket.com/albums/u157/protomegax/sig.jpg)
I stuck my whole fist in your mom's butt
I hate how detached most teenagers are from their families.
I'm not good enough am I?
I spend too much money on hair care products :(
I spend no money on hair care products
You wouldn't be doing this if you knew how much it really did hurt me instead of acting like you should get sympathy for "feeling bad".
Quote from: Boyager on October 17, 2008, 05:16:07 PM
You wouldn't be doing this if you knew how much it really did hurt me instead of acting like you should get sympathy for "feeling bad".
Munchhausen y/n
I'm sorry for this. :(
lol det hates me
FUCK WHAT IS HE DOING HERE? Now I can't do that. I'll just continue what I already did.
JESUS CHRIST WHAT THE FUCK, WHY ARE YOU USING ITALICS?
Now I will never continue this again.
3x30 = 90 baddood;
5x30 = 150 baddood;
I believe in a life after love.
I believe in Harvey Dent
I believe in magic in a young girl's heart
I believe in a thing called love
I believe in miracles
Where you from
You sexy thing
I believe in miracles
Since you came along
You sexy thing
Don't stop believin'
i have a dream
2+2=Fish.
open our moths in the coal befuddlement
i believe i can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
70% of lyrics posted are JMV's.
The remaining 30% are Cam's.
oh oh oh ohhhhhhh
little china giiiiirrrrl
GET UP
GET UP
GET UP
Quote from: Boyager on October 18, 2008, 11:29:36 AM
70% of lyrics posted are JMV's.
The remaining 30% are Cam's.
I posted the first one mind you.
I remember every argument.
I shouldn't have done that.
i would do steal
The reason I got upset wasn't completely because I was jealous that you were talking to him. I was jealous that you never seemed to say the same thing about anything I say to you, draw, or write for you. :(
You never said I was sweet for anything, :'(
Then you hid who it was, and I felt worse, as if you liked them more. :(
And then you mentioned HIM and reminded me that once again I'm inferior and I just wanted to know how much. :'(
I can't give in to hatred and pass judgement, even towards every illusion I've been in love with
Why don't you ever ask how I am? :(
A lot of people here complain too much
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 11:35:58 AM
A lot of people here complain too much
i don't complain... that much
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 11:44:48 AM
baww ill never be happy go away poor me
omg stop stalking me camerona ;_;
I hate this place.
I hate you.
What's your take on cassavettes?
I am fucking c-note.
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 04:58:11 PM
I am fucking c-note.
i think you should fuck me instead
vulgarities ahhhhhhhhh
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 05:05:45 PM
i think you should fuck me instead
i read this as "i think you shit fuck me instead"
halp guy i'm losin' it
I got a boner :(
I'm pissed off
I don't feel like I deserve to be living for being such a monstrosity.
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 05:15:43 PM
i read this as "i think you shit fuck me instead"
halp guy i'm losin' it
that too though
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 07:32:46 PM
I don't feel like I deserve to be living for being such a monstrosity.
You do deserve to live. It's not all your fault.
I'm still here even if it's hard to talk to me.
I still love you...
I wanted to tell you--I still want to tell you, once this stop hurting--everything. I wanted you to know what I'd never tell anyone because I thought you would still love me and tell me it's ok. That's truthfully why I wanted to be able to trust eachother.
Instead I was left heartbroken and wishing that things can still work. I still love you; it sucks and it hurts.
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2008, 10:46:11 PM
I wanted to tell you--I still want to tell you, once this stop hurting--everything. I wanted you to know what I'd never tell anyone because I thought you would still love me and tell me it's ok. That's truthfully why I wanted to be able to trust eachother.
Instead I was left heartbroken and wishing that things can still work. I still love you; it sucks and it hurts.
what
you can still tell people whatever is wrong with you baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:35:26 AM
what
you can still tell people whatever is wrong with you baddood;
not this
Sam and I are gonna get married
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 09:47:35 AM
Sam and I are gonna get married
then i can watch you two have lesbian sex while i record it to watch it later <3
me and JMV are gonna get married.
I am Iron Man
clucky and i ARE married baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 02:34:47 PM
clucky and i ARE married baddood;
i wish i was married to somebody
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 03:17:58 PM
Depends, who may you be?
Just a poor lonely slob. :'(
I think she likes me.
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 04:15:45 PM
I think she likes me.
She loves me.
She loves me not.
She loves me.
She loves me not.
She loves me.
She loves me not.
She loves me.
yay
:'(
i have someone to love who loves me back
IT MUST END! KILL BETA!
It's all my fault. â,,¥
BAN BETA!!!
Yesterday was the first time my mom actually made me bleed a lot after hitting me.
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 06:58:05 PM
Yesterday was the first time my mom actually made me bleed a lot after hitting me.
Lucky. I started fucking bleeding last year.
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 07:13:54 PM
Lucky. I started fucking bleeding last year.
Well usually she doesn't hit me in the face
Sorry guys. :'(
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 07:17:41 PM
Well usually she doesn't hit me in the face
My mother punched me in the asshole until I bled :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 01:49:24 PM
then i can watch you two have lesbian sex while i record it to watch it later <3
yes dear.
I fucking hate people.
Or rather I hate how stupid and ignorant people can be.
I also hate people that hate school.
I hate Mexicans. I hate how they hate white people even though they are obviously the superior race. Seriously don't kid yourselves. Mexicans fucking suck. Of course there are exceptions and most of my friends are Mexican but it takes me a while to make friends because I have to filter through all the stupidity to find people I actually like.
Also, I have one place to thank for my enlightenment.
Nsider.
I was able to see for the first time what life outside of this area was and how people lived. From Nsider I started searching the internet and learned so much. Soon enough I stopped believing in God, realized the horrors that so many kids have to go through and realized how fucking lucky I am to have been born into a family that didn't suck.
Goddamn that just jumped from topic to topic.
above user is an idiot
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 06:58:05 PM
Yesterday was the first time my mom actually made me bleed a lot after hitting me.
Let me at her. I'll show her what it feels like. God this upsets me. baddood;
I didn't smell it, but I dealt it.
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 06:58:05 PM
Yesterday was the first time my mom actually made me bleed a lot after hitting me.
Why did she hit you? :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 02:33:13 PM
Why did she hit you? :(
I don't know why. She was drunk and mad about something I did.
Who's being hit? :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 06:58:05 PM
Yesterday was the first time my mom actually made me bleed a lot after hitting me.
Sock her back
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 02:52:57 PM
Sock her back
Are you kidding? I could never do that :'(
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 02:53:29 PM
Are you kidding? I could never do that :'(
If you're bleeding the gloves come off
i love the jonas brothers.
i secretly have a video of myself lip-synching to the jonas brothers. befuddlement
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 05:03:08 PM
i secretly have a video of myself lip-synching to the jonas brothers. befuddlement
get the fuck out
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 05:03:08 PM
i secretly have a video of myself lip-synching to the jonas brothers. befuddlement
post it, please
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 05:32:13 PM
post it, please
yes, so we can see it and insult you
and then you will get the fuck out
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2008, 05:03:08 PM
i secretly have a video of myself lip-synching to the jonas brothers. befuddlement
NICE!
thats sweet.
You don't understand :'(
You don't understand :'(
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Quote from: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:04:25 PM
I wish I did then. :(
I wish you could've seen it :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:06:19 PM
I wish you could've seen it :(
I do too. I think I would of learned a lot by reading it. :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:09:26 PM
I do too. I think I would of learned a lot by reading it. :(
You would've...that's why I'm so upset
I miss JMV. :'(
Quote from: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:10:04 PM
I miss JMV. :'(
We all miss him. ;-; I HOPE HE'S BACK TOMORROW OR ON MONDAY.
I hate myself.
this thread is killing boyah
i still feel like it's all my fault
i wish you would've left us with more
i can't get over this :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:26:38 PM
i still feel like it's all my fault
i wish you would've left us with more
i can't get over this :(
HI JMV
Quote from: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:09:52 PM
You would've...that's why I'm so upset
Then do it again. What you can remember. You will feel better. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on October 25, 2008, 08:37:24 PM
Then do it again. What you can remember. You will feel better. baddood;
Okay...:[
EVEN THOUGH IT TOOK 2 HOURS TO WRITE
are you jmv y/n
No not JMV. baddood;
You guys are gay.
GAY.
has jmv been posting in here the last few days? O_0
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 08:08:43 AM
has jmv been posting in here the last few days? O_0
i wish :'(
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 08:08:43 AM
has jmv been posting in here the last few days? O_0
I wish he were. :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 08:08:43 AM
has jmv been posting in here the last few days? O_0
No, he hasn't. :(
i want to make love in an elevator giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 03:13:20 PM
i want to make love in an elevator giggle;
methinks it'd be rather weird especially when it stopped
I want to be...Under the sea....In an octopuses' garden...in the shade.
The Beatles suck balls.
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 04:50:26 PM
I want to be...Under the sea....In an octopuses' garden...in the shade.
The human world is a mess, life under the sea is better than anything they've got up there.
I don't like the Beatles but I think that's okay, I don't understand why people get so funny about other people not liking the Beatles.
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 05:04:47 PM
I don't like the Beatles but I think that's okay, I don't understand why people get so funny about other people not liking the Beatles.
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 05:04:47 PM
I don't like the Beatles but I think that's okay, I don't understand why people get so funny about other people not liking the Beatles.
i'm pretty sure "holy shit kill yourself" was an exaggeration goonish
i think a lot of people think that liking them is sort of an obligation, and some of those who are actual fans of their music (like, those of us who don't just listen to "Hey Jude" on the radio) tend to be a bit overbearing with their opinions
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2008, 05:18:19 PM
i'm pretty sure "holy shit kill yourself" was an exaggeration goonish
i think a lot of people think that liking them is sort of an obligation, and some of those who are actual fans of their music (like, those of us who don't just listen to "Hey Jude" on the radio) tend to be a bit overbearing with their opinions
I understand that it was an exaggeration I just think it's a little ridiculous which is really all that I said. I don't really need the explanation, but thank you.
I don't have any friends at all, and I'm never going to get anymore.
I farted in class today
I cried every night.
Quote from: Boyager on October 20, 2008, 04:47:20 PM
It's all my fault. â,,¥
Then do something about it. doodthing;
You had the chance to call, say something to make it better but you didn't.
It hurts to admit it, but it was your fault.
I have this huge fucking canker sore
And apparently I'm extroardinary cute doodthing;
She still doesn't care.
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:50:43 AM
I farted in class today
That's disgusting, there's a kid in my maths class who does it all the time and I want to punch him in the face.
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
[spoiler]bye :3[/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:27:18 PM
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
[spoiler]bye :3[/spoiler]
see you tomorrow, tyler
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:27:18 PM
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
[spoiler]bye :3[/spoiler]
Good, run someone into a psych ward and then just hide from what you did instead of trying to fix it.
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:30:49 PM
Good, run someone into a psych ward and then just hide from what you did instead of trying to fix it.
you know just how to make someone feel good ;)
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:39:40 PM
you know just how to make someone feel good ;)
Good, she should feel what I fucking felt EVERY day last week and almost everyday all summer.
god damnit guys smithicide;
What's wrong with me?
Why do I want her to cry and just feel even a tiny bit of the pain I'm in? :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:43:22 PM
What's wrong with me?
Why do I want her to cry and just feel even a tiny bit of the pain I'm in? :(
I have nothing against Clucky, but personally, she had a part in this happening to you.
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:43:12 PM
god damnit guys smithicide;
I really feel like locking this thread because it's deteriorated into shit.
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:50:24 PM
I really feel like locking this thread because it's deteriorated into shit.
Wait until I finish unraveling my bitterness.
Quote from: Boyager on October 27, 2008, 05:50:24 PM
I really feel like locking this thread because it's deteriorated into shit.
neh
I think it's nice to let people vent out their emotions.
I felt warm, happy, guilty, and a bit sad.
Happy and sad? befuddlement
my balls itch so bad right now
She smelled nice and was soft. :(
I'm a horrible person. doodthing;
I wish my parents would divorce, because I hate my stepdad and I want me and mother to be happy.
Quote from: Boyager on October 28, 2008, 12:09:28 AM
I'm a horrible person. doodthing;
I don't think there are horrible people here. baddood;
I want to call her but I don't know what to say.
Quote from: Boyager on October 28, 2008, 12:20:45 PM
I want to call her but I don't know what to say.
"Hello" is a good start. baddood;
I'll call her tomorrow. I liked her. :(
You make me cry everynight, you told me you didn't care I was gone and only missed me "a little". You're the one who took my kindness for granted and used it to hurt me repeatedly. You're the one who pushed me away and completely hid how you felt out of fear. You are the one who made many promises and kept none.
How am I the bad one for being hurt that you didn't care. How am I the bad one for "not appreciating" what you drew for me? You did it all of the time-- it hurts doesn't it? To put your feelings into something and the person doesn't even give a simple gesture of gratitude. Welcome to how I feel anytime I make you something. You think I'm trying to turn people against you when you're doing that yourself. I've always defended you even when I knew you were wrong. You never once seriously defended me. You treated me like an emotional punching bag both publicly and privately and look what it fucking did to me. Look what you did... I tried to defend you but you continue to hurt me. I can't defend you from this.
I feel awful for wanting you feel a bit of the pain you caused me. I'm sorry. Both for trying and because you DO deserve it. I did everything to show I love you yet you did anything to hide your feelings and run from me leaving only a cold shell of the girl I love, just locking here in there. You deserve my pain for taking that from me. You really do, I'm sorry
I feel like I hate you for all of this...but at the same time I still love you.
Quote from: Boyager on October 29, 2008, 01:18:01 AM
You make me cry everynight, you told me you didn't care I was gone and only missed me "a little". You're the one who took my kindness for granted and used it to hurt me repeatedly. You're the one who pushed me away and completely hid how you felt out of fear. You are the one who made many promises and kept none.
How am I the bad one for being hurt that you didn't care. How am I the bad one for "not appreciating" what you drew for me? You did it all of the time-- it hurts doesn't it? To put your feelings into something and the person doesn't even give a simple gesture of gratitude. Welcome to how I feel anytime I make you something. You think I'm trying to turn people against you when you're doing that yourself. I've always defended you even when I knew you were wrong. You never once seriously defended me. You treated me like an emotional punching bag both publicly and privately and look what it fucking did to me. Look what you did... I tried to defend you but you continue to hurt me. I can't defend you from this.
I feel awful for wanting you feel a bit of the pain you caused me. I'm sorry. Both for trying and because you DO deserve it. I did everything to show I love you yet you did anything to hide your feelings and run from me leaving only a cold shell of the girl I love, just locking here in there. You deserve my pain for taking that from me. You really do, I'm sorry
I feel like I hate you for all of this...but at the same time I still love you.
Maybe she was cool enough to find a little loophole and use that against you for the very last time.
Also since said person is apathetic towards you I doubt that the person feels "your pain".
I hate this so much. :'(
Why is this happening? Why do I feel like I caused all of this?
Quote from: Boyager on October 29, 2008, 03:15:08 AM
Maybe she was cool enough to find a little loophole and use that against you for the very last time.
Also since said person is apathetic towards you I doubt that the person feels "your pain".
Do you even know what a loophole is or do you just like showing off some pseudo-intellectuality?
Of course you're "apethetic" that's why you're all 'BAWW HE DIDNT APPRECIATE MY WORK I HATE HIM' and cared enough to login with a proxy as if that does anything.
The truth is you do care and you think pretending otherwise makes it untrue. You're a scared child.
I think you Boyagers are pulling some practical joke on me baddood;
[spoiler]Stop ignoring every one of my posts :([/spoiler]
I am so high I have no idea whats goin on right now
Jimv I wanna give you a hug :(. I feel so bad. I can't believe that she would really do this to you.
Quote from: Headless Horseman on October 29, 2008, 06:10:04 PM
I can't believe that she would really do this to you.
why not
clucky has always been abusive towards him
Quote from: Boyager on October 29, 2008, 06:13:14 PM
why not
clucky has always been abusive towards him
Why JMV though? We all know he is a great guy with a loving heart. He doesn't need/didn't need all this pain and suffering. Pisses me off that Clucky didn't even miss him when no one else will ever love her and care about her like JMV.
(http://i298.photobucket.com/albums/mm245/Himelicky/chasingaway.jpg)
Even though most of them deny it, I am the cause for their low academic performance.
FOUR FUCKING PEOPLE, I mean, seriously. :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 11:52:17 AM
Even though most of them deny it, I am the cause for their low academic performance.
FOUR FUCKING PEOPLE, I mean, seriously. :(
Who?
I'm supposed to be over her, but I still care about her more than anyone I've ever known.
I need to find a way to win her back over
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:01:14 PM
I'm supposed to be over her, but I still care about her more than anyone I've ever known.
I need to find a way to win her back over
CLUCKY THIS WAS NOT ME
Quote from: Flying Circus on October 30, 2008, 12:07:04 PM
It was I
ok
I was just making sure she didn't think I would pull anything, even though the first line is still somewhat true. bassir;
ps jmv again
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:08:17 PM
ok
I was just making sure she didn't think I would pull anything, even though the first line is still somewhat true. bassir;
ps jmv again
ok
I hate this... I never would have known how much I was missing before I met her, and now that we're apart, there's a huge void in every day.
Quote from: Flying Circus on October 30, 2008, 12:10:04 PM
ok
I hate this... I never would have known how much I was missing before I met her, and now that we're apart, there's a huge void in every day.
And you said I was just being clingy. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:34:02 PM
Two internet peoples and two of my friends. <3
who else besides me O_0
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:13:02 PM
And you said I was just being clingy. giggle;
You are being clingy. I know that because I was a little too clingy myself... Then I started being better about it, and our relationship grew and grew... until I saw her being flirty around some other guys (we weren't exclusive) and I got really mad at her, so we were both upset.
I think we could still make it if I take it slow and gradually build up her trust in me again
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:48:10 PM
You are being clingy. I know that because I was a little too clingy myself... Then I started being better about it, and our relationship grew and grew... until I saw her being flirty around some other guys (we weren't exclusive) and I got really mad at her, so we were both upset.
I think we could still make it if I take it slow and gradually build up her trust in me again
Just shoot her for being a whore. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:54:40 PM
Just shoot her for being a whore. akudood;
She's only a whore when drunk... like most girls.
And the fact that we weren't exclusive also makes me more forgiving... though it certaintly did impede the process of becoming exclusive
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:58:27 PM
She's only a whore when drunk... like most girls.
And the fact that we weren't exclusive also makes me more forgiving... though it certaintly did impede the process of becoming exclusive
Punch her uterus. ghouldood;
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 12:59:59 PM
Punch her uterus. ghouldood;
I want to see how things play out before I do that
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 01:01:40 PM
I want to see how things play out before I do that
Have it your way. frankendood;
I want to say the L word but I can't.
I caused so much trouble with it.
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 04:32:31 PM
I want to say the L word but I can't.
I caused so much trouble with it.
What did you do?
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 04:32:31 PM
I want to say the L word but I can't.
I caused so much trouble with it.
lick
leech
loch
look
lie
leviathan
levitation
lobotomy
Lozal?
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 04:34:14 PM
What did you do?
Make someone feel emotions no one should feel.
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 04:36:50 PM
Make someone feel emotions no one should feel.
But saying it can also make them feel good.
It's something that can hurt, but it is something that can heal.
Quote from: Boyager on October 30, 2008, 04:32:31 PM
I want to say the L word but I can't.
I caused so much trouble with it.
To who?
Sometimes I want to sleep forever.
The fact that he helped her made tears come to my eyes.
Though it may seem insignificant to him, any little thing can prevent a suicide. :(
I HATE JMV
You are my forbidden fruit of Eden.
I feel sick and want to cry.
I couldn't do it. I tried to supress it. I tried not to say it.
I'm conflicted
Perhaps...
this thread makes me sad
I'm so fucking stressed and overwhelmed. I'm going to be so glad when this day is over. :'(
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 01:45:39 AM
I'm so fucking stressed and overwhelmed. I'm going to be so glad when this day is over. :'(
then go back to bed, det :|
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 01:48:33 AM
then go back to bed, det :|
I CAN'T YOU IDIOT, I HAVE WAY TOO MUCH SHIT TO DO. :'(
Is it an illusion or true?
I sometimes wonder if I'm actually a nice person.
For example, I gave half my candy away to a friend for a reason, for so it seems, but the actual reason behind it was because I'm phobic of consuming junk food.
A nice person would've gave them something without that reason.
C'est mon page. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 06:43:10 PM
C'est mon page. hocuspocus;
Page est féminin. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 06:55:25 PM
Page est féminin. hocuspocus;
Ouais. :( Merci Thyme. hocuspocus;
De rien M. Quatre-Vingt-Six. bassir;
i'm a big baby. i feel like crying.
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 07:34:06 PM
i'm a big baby. i feel like crying.
I'm older and a male and I cried for an hour the other night. bassir;
It's okay. :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 07:39:56 PM
I'm older and a male and I cried for an hour the other night. bassir;
It's okay. :(
no its not ok jmv i have never cried
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 07:39:56 PM
I'm older and a male and I cried for an hour the other night. bassir;
It's okay. :(
Who made you cry?
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2008, 07:41:05 PM
no its not ok jmv i have never cried
malcom x died :(
involuntary mix of interpol and bob dylan is tearing up my insides.
I'm weak in that way. I desire her even if it can hurt at times, and I'm hoping this time around it doesn't do that and they work out.
I still don't know if she's going to try or what.
Something is different, and it's possibly good, but I guess it can be bad.
Does she want to try?
Happiness.
don't change on me
bodies break but brains will be
You're being pretty mean. :(
why don't you bring up how my dad punched me in the face next?
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 11:28:03 AM
You're being pretty mean. :(
why don't you bring up how my dad punched me in the face next?
You're the one who made me cry because those insults really hurt me and I thought you were my friend. You didn't need to bring my parents or my faith into that. :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 11:42:38 AM
You're the one who made me cry because those insults really hurt me and I thought you were my friend. You didn't need to bring my parents or my faith into that. :(
I didn't bring your faith into it.
The statement about Evangelicals wasn't related to you. I never saw you make any religion related posts. psyduck;
I didn't insult you at all, you and Tyler did all of the insulting.
"That's a stupid thing to do" is different than "Wow, you're an idiot.".
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 11:49:14 AM
I didn't bring your faith into it.
Quote
So what is the reason for supporting McCain over Obama other than and Jesus wants you to* ;)
Quote
you have no reason to support McCain other than Mommy and Daddy? bassir;
Those really made me upset. :(
You don't know my relationship with my parents, and it really, really, really made me angry that you think that I would get sucked into their bullshit. I can't stand them.
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 11:49:14 AM
"That's a stupid thing to do" is different than "Wow, you're an idiot.".
And why should my opinion be stupid? I have a right to think of whatever I want, you just made me feel really dumb when I know I'm not. I felt like I was some little kid backed into a corner while some big bullies just pushed me around and pointed and laughed at me.
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 11:59:46 AM
Those really made me upset. :(
DID YOU NOT SEE TEH WINK giggle;
QuoteYou don't know my relationship with my parents, and it really, really, really made me angry that you think that I would get sucked into their bullshit. I can't stand them.
So you'd rather do the opposite of them regardless of what you think might be right?
QuoteAnd why should my opinion be stupid?
You provided no opinion, thus I could not insult it. Tyler provided racism, which deserved an insult.
QuoteI have a right to think of whatever I want,
Yes, you do(but tellthat to Palin who thinks it's against the first amendment to criticize her)
Quoteyou just made me feel really dumb when I know I'm not. I felt like I was some little kid backed into a corner while some big bullies just pushed me around and pointed and laughed at me.
This is why people avoid serious discussion. i show no mercy. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 12:08:01 PM
DID YOU NOT SEE TEH WINK giggle;
So you'd rather do the opposite of them regardless of what you think might be right?
This is why people avoid serious discussion. i show no mercy. hocuspocus;
i figured you said it to be more of a dick
.....the opposite of them IS right. O_0
well if it makes you feel any more powerful, you're the only one besides Lawlz who's been able to make me cry on here; and i'm not one to cry easily. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 12:16:11 PM
i figured you said it to be more of a dick
did i ever do that beofre ;-;
Quote.....the opposite of them IS right. O_0
Not in every case.
While my step dad did a lot of horrible stuff, he did do one admirable thing: He raised two children that weren't his as if they were. Just because I hate my parents doesn't mean I wouldn't do something like that.
Quotewell if it makes you feel any more powerful, you're the only one besides Lawlz who's been able to make me cry on here
I wasn't even trying to do that. Q('_' Q)
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 12:20:44 PM
did i ever do that beofre ;-;
Not in every case.
While my step dad did a lot of horrible stuff, he did do one admirable thing: He raised two children that weren't his as if they were. Just because I hate my parents doesn't mean I wouldn't do something like that.
I wasn't even trying to do that. Q('_' Q)
idk what you were doing but personally attacking ;-;
you probably don't understand what i mean
i dont purposely do the EXACT OPPOSITE of what they say, i do it when i feel what they say is wrong
(they're actually the reason why i keep posting so late, im being verbally abused to clean this entire room by myself ;))
and im sure you don't mean to make clucky cry, and she doesn't always mean to make you cry, but it happens and it hurt
I don't want a love in a while.
:3
I doubt I will be ready anytime soon. ;_;
I wonder if me and PPQ are the only ones that enjoy it.
I'm envious of you and everyone else for having that ability while I don't.
To the point where it makes me cry.
If I could give up the ability to ever be happy again just so you can feel it I wouldn't even have to think. I'd do that for you.
I did the mash.
I did the monster mash.
i used to like ProtectedMember32 but now i can't help but make her out to be a villian :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 07:04:07 AM
i used to like ProtectedMember32 but now i can't help but make her out to be a villian :(
before anyone says it
not me
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 07:04:07 AM
i used to like ProtectedMember32 but now i can't help but make her out to be a villian :(
hi cam spam;
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2008, 10:16:12 PM
I'm envious of you and everyone else for having that ability while I don't.
To the point where it makes me cry.
you have it
and i can show it to you if you let me
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 07:39:37 AM
you have it
and i can show it to you if you let me
doodthing;
ALL I WANTED WAS A PEPSI
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 08:26:01 AM
ALL I WANTED WAS A PEPSI
It's death penalty vs. suicidal tendencies
All I wanted was a fucking Pepsi
Institution
Making you think you're crazy is a billion dollar industry.
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 07:04:07 AM
i used to like ProtectedMember32 but now i can't help but make her out to be a villian :(
and yet she continues to do nothing wrong
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 09:30:38 AM
and yet she continues to do nothing wrong
she called me fat
why did i ever tell you guys that i was fat
why did i ever tell you guys i was black
i want to fuck [you] doggy style
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:47:10 PM
i want to fuck Detonator doggy style
fuck yeah you do giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:47:10 PM
i want to fuck [you] doggy style
Stay away from me, [you].
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 12:47:10 PM
i want to fuck [you] doggy style
Let's not get too crazy, now. doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 07:39:37 AM
you have it
and i can show it to you if you let me
That doesn't even make sense you butt. <3
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 03:03:35 PM
That doesn't even make sense you butt. <3
im probably talking about something completely different or something, and now my cheeks are red and i feel embarrassed:]<3
jmv fucking sucks
HE SUCKS
he is also my pillow :3
[you] is the worst member on Boyah. I really wish they would leave.
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2008, 04:46:55 PM
jmv fucking sucks
HE SUCKS
he is also my pillow :3
You're my pillow :3
Was Boyager changed to Hiro or something? baddood;
Something is amiss.
you're a huge fucking poser who can't even pose right
everyone hates you
and your ideas are stupid
fuck you and your stupid game shit
He dealt with pornography.
:'( x 100000000000000000000000000000000000
Why does he remind me?
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I was told it was the right thing to do, and I listened.
It probably ended up being one of the biggest mistakes I made.
I did it because I was being selfish. I told you I wouldn't but I was angry and did it. :(
I thought it would have made me happy, but it didn't. It made me realize how I need you. :(
I don't want you to be sad or uncomfortable so I will only discuss it up to the point where you want, but at least remember, I came back. I asked for you to take me back, and I'm waiting for an answer. saddood;
I don't plan on leaving you again. Don't be sad, I'm sure it hurt but I'm not going to do it if you want me. :(
I'm sorry.
Quote from: Boyager on November 03, 2008, 02:31:27 PM
[you]'re a huge fucking poser who can't even pose right
everyone hates [you]
and [you]'s ideas are stupid
fuck [you] and [you]'s stupid game shit
Quote from: Boyager on November 03, 2008, 02:45:44 PM
He dealt with pornography.
is that you ProtectedMember32 :'(
You're getting more annoying than JMV was last spring with the constant Clucky posts.
Quote from: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 08:55:54 AM
You're getting more annoying than JMV was last spring with the constant Clucky posts.
baddood;
Felt left and returned.
When he left I held it in, until he came back where I just got reminded me everyone else who also left me.
Why?
Probably because I'm worthless, not good for anyone (Not even for Felt. :(), etc.
Sure, I made fun of Felt and told him to go away forever, but I didn't expect him to leave. He left for some other unstable person who didn't even talk to him that much, that probably tells me that Felt is easy to win over. Since Felt couldn't get in contact with said person, he just came back to me. This made me feel like trash. ;_______; But then again, I am probably trash, probably the reason why everyone abandons me, including Felt.
I can't get over that Felt left.
i voted for mccain
I'm a horrible person.
Really.
Stupid Stupid Stupid. :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 01:31:22 PM
I'm a horrible person.
Really.
If you are who I think you are, then no, you're not. :'(
You still left regardless Ryan Flanagan. :(
Fuck the anonymity shit.
I'm sorry, I really thought you didn't want me around and it was a selfish misjudgment. :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 01:32:32 PM
If you are who I think you are, then no, you're not. :'(
Really? Just read :
Quote from: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 01:23:29 PM
Felt left and returned.
When he left I held it in, until he came back where I just got reminded me everyone else who also left me.
Why?
Probably because I'm worthless, not good for anyone (Not even for Felt. :(), etc.
Sure, I made fun of Felt and told him to go away forever, but I didn't expect him to leave. He left for some other unstable person who didn't even talk to him that much, that probably tells me that Felt is easy to win over. Since Felt couldn't get in contact with said person, he just came back to me. This made me feel like trash. ;_______; But then again, I am probably trash, probably the reason why everyone abandons me, including Felt.
I can't get over that Felt left.
nothing is coming out right
NOTHING IS COMING OUT RIGHT
WHY
CAN'T
I
SAY
HOW
I
FEEL
FJDKLSAJGLASJGADLSKGJSALKGJSGLKSDJGLSAGJSGKAJSL
IM SO EXCITED
AND I JUST CANT HIDE IT
IM ABOUT TO LOSE CONTROL AND I THINK I LIKE IT
I'm going to go on a vomiting strike because I don't care for my esophagus and teeth anymore!
WHY
DO
YOU
KEEP
STEALING
MY
SHIT
I'm happy as can be now that I have a girlfriend. doodella;
Quote from: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 06:20:03 PM
I'm happy as can be now that I have a girlfriend. doodella;
That won't last long.
Quote from: Boyager on November 04, 2008, 05:24:03 PM
I'm going to go on a vomiting strike because I don't care for my esophagus and teeth anymore!
i do ;-;
i care about every single part of you :(
If I knew you still felt enough about me for it to upset you I wouldn't have done it. :(
I felt awful after hearing about how you feel, I'm sorry. I'm a horrible person for that. ;_;
I still want to be with you, and I did then. If you feel the same remember that I'm here, and you just need to ay. saddood;
sorry
I'm sorry :(
Clucky
Just realize Felt never really wanted to leave. He was hurt, confused, and playing with his meds. He was going through so much that he was overwhelmed and made a wrong choice. HE IS HUMAN AFTER ALL.
He never really left. Not deep down.
I wonder if Felt will be back. I mean, he and I haven't had the BEST relationship, but he comes back...
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 03:38:57 PM
I wonder if Felt will be back. I mean, he and I haven't had the BEST relationship, but he comes back...
i got excited when i saw your post but then saw who posted, and realized it wasn't her and Felt really meant Felt this time. :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 04:16:07 PM
i got excited when i saw your post but then saw who posted, and realized it wasn't her and Felt really meant Felt this time. :(
Oh.
There's a whole subtext of this conversation that I don't understand, then. Gotcha.
When I talk about it sometimes I feel better but mostly I just feel like crying
I can't remember the last time something upset me this much, and it's never been in this way.
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 05:50:28 PM
When I talk about it sometimes I feel better but mostly I just feel like crying
I can't remember the last time something upset me this much, and it's never been in this way.
saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 05:58:55 PM
It's my own fault so it's alright
If you're talking about what I think you are, then it's not your fault. :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:00:22 PM
If you're talking about what I think you are, then it's not your fault. :(
I'm predictable, I am probably talking about exactly what you think I am.
In a lot of ways it is though, I didn't listen to what she said originally which was basically a warning. I am really unsure about what to do though because everything that has been said seems very contradictory.
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:05:16 PM
I'm predictable, I am probably talking about exactly what you think I am.
In a lot of ways it is though, I didn't listen to what she said originally which was basically a warning. I am really unsure about what to do though because everything that has been said seems very contradictory.
What I know now is that people always don't say what they mean or really want and no matter what it will result in one of you getting hurt.
It's not your fault.
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:12:25 PM
What I know now is that people always don't say what they mean or really want and no matter what it will result in one of you getting hurt.
It's not your fault.
I suppose you're right, and it is true but the situation feels different (which sounds like a typical thing to say when you're in the middle of something; "no, this time it's really different") I know people do and it's horrible but it's so unexpected, this is somebody I have known since the 8th grade (which is three years now) and somebody who has been very close to me since that time
I don't know I guess I am just very confused, maybe soon I will just be bitter about it and not sad. Thank you
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:22:33 PM
I suppose you're right, and it is true but the situation feels different (which sounds like a typical thing to say when you're in the middle of something; "no, this time it's really different") I know people do and it's horrible but it's so unexpected, this is somebody I have known since the 8th grade (which is three years now) and somebody who has been very close to me since that time
I don't know I guess I am just very confused, maybe soon I will just be bitter about it and not sad. Thank you
I was/am in a similar situation, though it might be an inverse.
I thought she didn't care anymore--she told me she didn't. She told me she disliked me and didn't even consider me a friend. But she did care and it ended up hurting her. :(
3 Years is longer than I've known her, so it probably does hurt a lot more. :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:33:39 PM
I was/am in a similar situation, though it might be an inverse.
I thought she didn't care anymore--she told me she didn't. She told me she disliked me and didn't even consider me a friend. But she did care and it ended up hurting her. :(
3 Years is longer than I've known her, so it probably does hurt a lot more. :(
Your situation is a confusing one, very unlike mine (not in that mine isn't confusing, I really find it to be but they are still quite different)
She hasn't told me that she dislikes me, she's actually told me the opposite and has said a lot of really beautiful things to/about me but she won't be with me (or can't?) she feels betrothed and she said these things... They were terribly sad, all of them, but I feel like anything I said back wasn't heard so now we are not speaking.
I am so upset because I am lost, I do not understand this.
Time is sort of irrelevant win it comes to matters of your heart. When you're passionate about somebody you are passionate about them.
Were they mean things, or things that just crushed you? :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:43:33 PM
Were they mean things, or things that just crushed you? :(
Things that crushed me, they weren't mean. They were really nice actually though I cannot remember the conversation as well as I would like to (I had been drinking, which is a lame excuse but it got to the point where I had to refocus my eyes so that I could read the messages)
things like:
I feel betrothed
something about how the affections had always been there, just neither of us had acted and now this is the worst possible time because she's very busy and just got a job and that I'll have to wait but by that time it isn't going to matter anymore because we won't want it
and that we can be together when we are together, which I said no to and just the idea that she would even suggest that really hurt my feelings.
maybe I am being too sensitive she's very peculiar and it is hard to make sense of her, or it's just that the way I make sense of her makes me sad because she doesn't really care about anything the way one normally might.
beâ‹…trothed [bi-trohthd, -trawtht] Show IPA Pronunciation
â,“adjective 1. engaged to be married: She is betrothed to that young lieutenant.
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:54:19 PM
beâ‹…trothed [bi-trohthd, -trawtht] Show IPA Pronunciation
â,“adjective 1. engaged to be married: She is betrothed to that young lieutenant.
That is why it is so unfortunate. It really makes her a lot less accessible. She loves a boy from San Francisco with eyes like the sun!
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 06:52:19 PM
Things that crushed me, they weren't mean. They were really nice actually though I cannot remember the conversation as well as I would like to (I had been drinking, which is a lame excuse but it got to the point where I had to refocus my eyes so that I could read the messages)
things like:
I feel betrothed
something about how the affections had always been there, just neither of us had acted and now this is the worst possible time because she's very busy and just got a job and that I'll have to wait but by that time it isn't going to matter anymore because we won't want it
and that we can be together when we are together, which I said no to and just the idea that she would even suggest that really hurt my feelings.
maybe I am being too sensitive she's very peculiar and it is hard to make sense of her, or it's just that the way I make sense of her makes me sad because she doesn't really care about anything the way one normally might.
It doesn't seem like you're being too sensitive.
It's a bit selfish and inconsiderate of her that she'd think you'd want to "be together only when you're together".
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2008, 07:26:29 PM
It doesn't seem like you're being too sensitive.
It's a bit selfish and inconsiderate of her that she'd think you'd want to "be together only when you're together".
I'm glad it doesn't seem like it, I feel sort of that way though.
I think so too, I don't really understand why she would even suggest that...
If you still care don't be afraid. :(
I was hurt too. I was a scared little raccoon who didn't know what to do. :'(
It might have seemed like I left, but I never left the yard and was I still on your leash. I came back scratching at the door once I realized that I'm happy with you, and not anyone else.
Would you take me back and let me in?
I'm scared and it's cold. :(
(http://img101.imageshack.us/img101/5888/285945451004417nm0.jpg)
Really though. I'm sorry and I love you. saddood;
(http://bp0.blogger.com/_NtmQ5x6ZERY/RyYlCsQW0KI/AAAAAAAAAZ0/Zy-l5JiGOFc/s400/Raccoon+3.JPG)
Does that mean I'm unwanted? :(
jmv?
I want to ask her again to prove that I'm serious but I'm afraid of getting rejected.
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 12:22:12 PM
I want to ask her again to prove that I'm serious but I'm afraid of getting rejected.
i think now is definitely not the time
if i'm thinking the same thing
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 02:17:43 PM
i think now is definitely not the time
if i'm thinking the same thing
not meeting
One of the things that scares me the most is if you go off next year and find someone else and forget about me and I miss my chance. :(
Why do you people think I'll forget any of you. psyduck;
i store it in my memory banks
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 03:19:59 PM
Why do you people think I'll forget any of you. psyduck;
i store it in my memory banks
Not like that.
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 03:20:41 PM
Not like that.
you mean like not talking to you never again and talking to new people y/n
Also I feel confused and dead inside. <3
I didn't go to school and instead I drove myself to Christown where I watched Eagle Eye, alone. I cried during all of the previews but softly, to myself.
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 06:02:19 PM
I didn't go to school and instead I drove myself to Christown where I watched Eagle Eye, alone. I cried during all of the previews but softly, to myself.
are you raccoons :O
I hate the fucking raccoon.
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 06:50:07 PM
are you raccoons :O
I saw Eagle Eye a few weeks ago when I skipped school, and I don't think there is Christown in MA baddood;
Also, I told you I was in school earlier. <3
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 06:53:15 PM
I saw Eagle Eye a few weeks ago when I skipped school, and I don't think there is Christown in MA baddood;
Also, I told you I was in school earlier. <3
It is someone from Arizona
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 06:53:52 PM
It is someone from Arizona
Yeah but it's not a big deal.
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 08:12:00 PM
Yeah but it's not a big deal.
If it was you, I hope you feel better
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 08:12:48 PM
If it was you, I hope you feel better
I will and thank you
When I ride my bike now I feel like throwing up because it is so cold outside. Tomorrow I really will get that Lake album from JP and we will hang out even though she has a beautiful girlfriend and say she still loves me, I am okay. I will ride my bike downtown to see Alexis and when I get down there she won't be there so I will ride my bike to JP/Gabby/Nicole and hopefully I can drink.
And then I will be better.
Tell me how you feel. :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 06, 2008, 03:23:45 PM
Also I feel confused and dead inside. <3
i think this is clucky
Quote from: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 05:54:41 AM
i think this is clucky
duh
Also I can't believe them because they say the same shit to everyone else, SO WHAT MAKES IT SPECIAL LOL.
your relationships are suck
WHY DO YOU KEEP ASKING.
it's a n/a for a long time
oh
just tell me what you want.
it's not fair to hide it from me :'(
i dunno the answer
I want to ask about if I wait until you're ready if anything would happen. :(
oh my god
Quote from: Boyager on November 07, 2008, 02:24:14 PM
what
my vibrato sounds like angels right now, it's perfection giggle;
I daydream about him constantly. psyduck;
You dumbshit.
I like you. :|
Please be a joke or miscommunication issue. doodthing;
:( and I'm crying again.
1)I wasn't asking that, but the fact that you didn't want to answer it makes me feel even worse. Is it because it's true and you don't? Is that why you are always so nice and loving with, and said it to them, but to me you refused to say it to me?
2)You got upset because of it, even though I wasn't asking that and instead got all emo and made me feel bad instead of asking what I trying to ask you.
dammit wry
When you said you could lie to other people about it, but not to me did you mean it? You said it to them and always display affection towards them. :(
and then you refused to answer it, even though it wasn't what I asked. DSKSAJKLFJKS GODDAMMIT
WHAT THE FUCK
WHY IS EVERY FUCKING QUESTION A GAME
you got upset about me leaving but won't evne tell me what you want, you wouldn't say what you wanted before that. JUST SAY IT.
you wouldn't even dsjkfsaj FUCKING TAKE THE TIME TO SEE WHAT MY QUESTION WAS BEFORE MAKING ME FEEL BAD WHEN YO UGOT ALL EMO AND SAID YOU WERE SHIT WHEN YOU'RE NOT FJUSDKLFSADJKFDKLS FUCK
stop the games with teh questions and the false apathy JJKLSDJKLFJKLADFSJKLAFSJKLFDSJKLDFSJKLFDAJKLADFSJKLADFSJDSLJKDAFSAKL;SD;FSADFK;JADSFKL;SJDF;
SOIPTST STOP STOP
FJKSDKJFLSKLJ
fuck
what is wrong with me? WHY CAN'T YOU JUST TELL ME?
IF YOU WANT ME JUST SAY IT. DON'TI CAN WAIT UNTIL YOU'RE READY BUT RIGHT NOW DO YOU WANT ME TO WAIT WITH YOU.
I'M 100% WILLING JUST FUCKING TELL ME.
IT DOESN'T MATTER WHO YOU LIKE MORE, I'M MORE UPSET ABOUT YOU MAKING ME FEEL BAD AFTER BY GOING SUPER EMO AGAIN LIKE EVERY FUCKING TIME WE TALK ABOUT SOMETHING.
Shit.
Please, stop saying idk and just tell me :(
"ily'
"happy birthday"
"so adorable"
MAKE UP YOUR MIND, THAT'S WHY I QUESTIONED IT. THEY GET ALL OF THAT, AND I DON'T. I ONLY ASKED BECAUSE OF THAT.
you told me one thing, but then went and did that and won't even answer the damn question about it. doodthing;
Were you lying to me then? why did you it to them? DO I MEAN ANYTHING
FUCK DSFKJSJKLFSKJL LOOK WHAT THIS SHIT DOES.
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME FEEL GUILTY ABOUT ANYTHING.
I CAME BACK AND ASKED TO BE WITH YOU AND YOU ARE ALL IDK IDK IDK IDK EVEN THOUDFJSDJFAJLKASDJKLDSAFJKLADFSJKLDSFD
:'(
ok i'm done raging. :(
I love you. :'(
I'm sorry. ;-;
also check your PM. since apparently writing you things I've been doing for months makes it ily worthy yet when i've done it every night for months i don't get one for it :'(
ps ily even if you only want to say it to them ;-;
ily kewns [:
Whoaa
I'm happy because this guy I know likes me.
LIKE LIKE
And yeah, that's all.
I just felt happy because I thought he ignored me.
super serial
ya
he doesn't like that the person i like likes me
why :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 06:35:45 AM
he doesn't like that the person i like likes me
why :(
I didn't say that. psyduck;
Whatever. I simply asked if me liking you makes you happy, or just other people...
i
killed
boyah
>.<
It was about you.
doodthing;
I am a raccoon. doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 02:14:41 PM
I am a raccoon. doodthing;
oh, that's not a confession giggle;
i want to lick her cheek am i weird
i like to drink pop
You're weird. psyduck;
I'll treasure that picture of your bed forever!
I'm weird. doodhuh;
Most likely.
I DON'T GET HOW IT HURTS.
Also ps I like you still. :3
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 08:59:08 PM
I DON'T GET HOW IT HURTS.
Also ps I like you still. :3
i think you dooooo and you're just being a silly poop
you didn't seem to like when he said there was another he started to like, did youuuu
hey clux I'll give you money if you say "ily" to kewn yes;
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:13:48 PM
hey clux I'll give you money if you say "ily" to kewn yes;
she signed off after making me upset and then i saw this post and felt stupid for being a fire kewn ;-;
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 08:59:08 PM
I DON'T GET HOW IT HURTS.
Also ps I like you still. :3
WHICH BRINGS ME TO THE POINT
I asked you silly little question and you ignored it for 10 minutes and didn't even pay attention to the questin when you finailly replied saying someone else was cute.
and then you are all LOL LOL and trying to make me feel guilty.
and now my wrist hurts :'(
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:18:10 PM
she signed off after making me upset and then i saw this post and felt stupid for being a fire kewn ;-;WHICH BRINGS ME TO THE POINT
I asked you silly little question and you ignored it for 10 minutes and didn't even pay attention to the questin when you finailly replied saying someone else was cute.
and then you are all LOL LOL and trying to make me feel guilty.
and now my wrist hurts :'(
... :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:11:35 PM
i think you dooooo and you're just being a silly poop
you didn't seem to like when he said there was another he started to like, did youuuu
it was weird
i didn't care at first until he kept asking me questions plz
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:18:10 PM
she signed off after making me upset and then i saw this post and felt stupid for being a fire kewn ;-;WHICH BRINGS ME TO THE POINT
I asked you silly little question and you ignored it for 10 minutes and didn't even pay attention to the questin when you finailly replied saying someone else was cute.
and then you are all LOL LOL and trying to make me feel guilty.
and now my wrist hurts :'(
quit fucking hurting yourself :'(
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:21:24 PM
it was weird
i didn't care at first until he kept asking me questions plz
whatever
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:18:10 PM
she signed off after making me upset and then i saw this post and felt stupid for being a fire kewn ;-;WHICH BRINGS ME TO THE POINT
I asked you silly little question and you ignored it for 10 minutes and didn't even pay attention to the questin when you finailly replied saying someone else was cute.
and then you are all LOL LOL and trying to make me feel guilty.
and now my wrist hurts :'(
oh no ;-;
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:18:10 PM
she signed off after making me upset and then i saw this post and felt stupid for being a fire kewn ;-;WHICH BRINGS ME TO THE POINT
I asked you silly little question and you ignored it for 10 minutes and didn't even pay attention to the questin when you finailly replied saying someone else was cute.
and then you are all LOL LOL and trying to make me feel guilty.
and now my wrist hurts :'(
if it was small question why do you care so much about it
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:29:59 PM
if it was small question why do you care so much about it
It was more of you singing off like that.
and maybe a little because you were all lol isn't she cute and still refused to answer yesterday and always show them affection and only go "i sitll like you :3" but never try to show it ;-;
BUT MY WRIST IS FINE THANKS 4 ASKING
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:31:02 PM
It was more of you singing off like that.
and maybe a little because you were all lol isn't she cute and still refused to answer yesterday and always show them affection and only go "i sitll like you :3" but never try to show it ;-;
BUT MY WRIST IS FINE THANKS 4 ASKING
thanks for that wonderful explanation <3
or maybe sotp ignoring me and apologize and actually care idk ;dsjkaskjldfsdkdfsd
why do you hate me
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:33:46 PM
or maybe sotp ignoring me and apologize and actually care idk ;dsjkaskjldfsdkdfsd
why do you hate me
i care about that monster accidentally lasering your wrist because it is a perfect explanation totally not avoiding anything
sodomy
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:35:22 PM
i care about that monster accidentally lasering your wrist because it is a perfect explanation totally not avoiding anything
or you could answer me on aim perhaps if you want a real explanation.
you hate me for arguing after my bedtime :'(
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:36:24 PM
you hate me for arguing after my bedtime :'(
THAT IS WHY I FUCKING BURNED MYSELF
STOP SAYING I HATE YOU
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:36:54 PM
THAT IS WHY I FUCKING BURNED MYSELF
STOP SAYING I HATE YOU
I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU WOULD STOP
also stop saying that i hate you |:
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2008, 09:38:01 PM
I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU WOULD STOP
also stop saying that i hate you |:
I didn't think.
You signed off and I was like f and grabbed the lighter.
it all happened in like .2 seconds.
WILL YOU ANSWER ME ON AIM DAMMIT
Sometimes it feels like you really think i'm an actual raccoon, with the emotional needs and workings included.
If you forgot, I am really a person with feelings and such. :(
Not being ignored, being listened to when I ask for something, being able to know something, it's something any person needs, including me.
even if occasional, a simple gesture every now and then to show you care would be nice. even animals get it with a pat on the head or a new chew toy: i just get ignored or fear of you saying how you feel. :'( or something to show appreciation if you do feel that of course.
Also, I really didn't think about burning myself. You signed off after I asked you not to do that(which you did again a few minutes ago) and I felt like fffffff and grabbed the lighter and ended up burning myself before I even realized I was holding the lighter. Sorry. I promise that there wasn't any forethought into it. saddood;
if you never want to say it, okay, but ily :(
If you knew how long I cried last night you wouldn't say I hate you. :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 07:01:35 AM
If you knew how long I cried last night you wouldn't say I hate you. :(
i dont think that requires crying
he doesn't deserve this constant shit you guys get into just about every three days; frickin be nice to him, he's a nice boy
for me
please
you make me feel guilty for saying things to you that you go and rub in his face
i really want you to not do that, i don't want him to subconsciously form a ball of hate towards me :(
ps, i still love your butthole <3 wub;
sometimes i forget we're together now that she never talks to me anymore
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:05:06 PM
sometimes i forget we're together now that she never talks to me anymore
wut
i just finished crying
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:21:55 PM
i just finished crying
oh what a coincidence
i just finished burning myself ;)
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:39:07 PM
oh what a coincidence
i just finished burning myself ;)
skfkjsdjkfs stop :(
what did i do wrong? :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 12:40:25 PM
skfkjsdjkfs stop :(
why did i get the askldfjsakdd while nyerp got the tumbleweed comment
you like him more ;_;
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 02:10:19 PM
why did i get the askldfjsakdd while nyerp got the tumbleweed comment
you like him more ;_;
i like you more but you keep making fun of me and not talking :(
when im in bed i spread my ass cheecks and fart on my hand then i smell my hand
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 02:47:26 PM
when im in bed i spread my ass cheecks and fart on my hand then i smell my hand
what the fuck cameron
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 02:47:26 PM
when im in bed i spread my ass cheecks and fart on my hand then i smell my hand
what
teach me how to fart on command
If you really like me then why do you treat me like this and ignore and try to make me jealous? :(
It makes me feel worthless and unloved.
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 02:47:26 PM
when im in bed i spread my ass cheecks and fart on my hand then i smell my hand
lmao
STOP BEING SO SENSITIVE
AND JEALOUS
That's why I ignored you.
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:00:08 PM
STOP BEING SO SENSITIVE
AND JEALOUS
That's why I ignored you.
considering the insensitive shit you've repeatedly pulled on him, i'd say he has every right to be sensitive to your dumbassery
and that's a terrible reason to ignore someone
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:02:42 PM
considering the insensitive shit you've repeatedly pulled on him, i'd say he has every right to be sensitive to your dumbassery
and that's a terrible reason to ignore someone
He gets sad at every little thing.
EVERY LITTLE THING
AAAH
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:04:32 PM
He gets sad at every little thing.
EVERY LITTLE THING
AAAH
every negative thing hurts a lot more when it comes from someone you really care about
are you completely devoid of common sense?
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:05:33 PM
every negative thing hurts a lot more when it comes from someone you really care about
are you completely devoid of common sense?
probably
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:00:08 PM
STOP BEING SO SENSITIVE
AND JEALOUS
That's why I ignored you.
If you're intentionally posting commetns to make me jealous and always acting like you're happy if osmeone writes you something or likes you and never tell me about when I do, it kind of hurts and makes me feel inferior.
When you go "ily" to everyone else but not me, it hurts. When you go around saying happy birthday to everyone, and saying Iily to them, it's kind of hurtful when yo udon't say it ot me.
I have the right ot be jealous when you don't even give me basic affection. :(
and you started ignoriong me and were like LOL U HAET ME last night, which is why i burned myself.
fuck you
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:10:39 PM
If you're intentionally posting commetns to make me jealous and always acting like you're happy if osmeone writes you something or likes you and never tell me about when I do, it kind of hurts and makes me feel inferior.
When you go "ily" to everyone else but not me, it hurts. When you go around saying happy birthday to everyone, and saying Iily to them, it's kind of hurtful when yo udon't say it ot me.
I have the right ot be jealous when you don't even give me basic affection. :(
and you started ignoriong me and were like LOL U HAET ME last night, which is why i burned myself.
fuck you
It's weird to give you affection. :X
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:12:11 PM
It's weird to give you affection. :X
but you do to everone else
and why is it weird
and stop with your fucking bitch emotes you damn cunt.
okay guys
both sides:
let's have an adult conversation here
we can get our point across with insults
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:12:53 PM
but you do to everone else
and why is it weird
and stop with your fucking bitch emotes you damn cunt.
:3
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:16:58 PM
okay guys
both sides:
let's have an adult conversation here
we can get our point across with insults
*WITHOUT
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AS;LDA'DLADL;DKA;L'D
AAAAAAAAAAAAD;AKD;'KASDLADK'ADKASKDLKL;
FFFFFFFSD;LKFAS;'KAKF;DS'F
FASFA'SF
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 06:44:56 PM
ASDJAKLDJDJKDLDKLJASKLDJADJAKSJD
ASDLKAS;LDKADKASD
AS;LDA'DLADL;DKA;L'D
AAAAAAAAAAAAD;AKD;'KASDLADK'ADKASKDLKL;
FFFFFFFSD;LKFAS;'KAKF;DS'F
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what baddood;
I made the This is your thread thread. :O
All for you, [you]. giggle;
Quote from: Thyme on November 09, 2008, 07:59:26 PM
I made the This is your thread thread. :O
All for you, [you]. giggle;
Oh toi.
I am very concerned with several things.
Also, I don't want to be the trouble. Also, I don't want to go to school tomorrow.
I can't stand myself 90% of the time.
I hate my lack of control over some emotions.
I hope I can get some sleep last night.
I spent an hour and a half crying about it last night, and once I fell asleep I had a dream and woke up and cried again. :(
I hate the compare people app on facebook because I always forget to check the anonymous box...
Wait that's not anonymous by default? O_0
Well, huh. How do you find out who chose you for something?
Quote from: Boyager on November 09, 2008, 11:30:58 PM
Well, huh. How do you find out who chose you for something?
i get a notification about it
What do I do? I promised...
I didn't go to school today because I feel horrible and because of how confused I was last night. I am going to go over to my mom's but if she isn't there I do not want to wait forever and today I listened to the most wonderful album. I slept so long I feel ill and now my dad expects me to go to my last two classes, which I won't. I'll go the opposite way.
Go to Mom's. I have some stuff. Sleep some more. Watch Ghost World and forget about everything.
I am the world's biggest loser. smithicide;
The reason I try to find out stuff isn't for purposes that she'd expect.
I guess it's a difference in though processes.
It's not to try stalking, or anything.
I just know so little, that even learning the smallest thing--a name, a color, a location, a number, a picture, and such--feels like an accomplishment and it makes me happy.
She may think it's more sneaky than that, but it really is just an innocent thing where I enjoy learning about her, her life, and people she talks to.
Quote from: Boyager on November 10, 2008, 12:10:11 PM
I am the world's biggest loser. smithicide;
um no baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 10, 2008, 12:19:03 PM
The reason I try to find out stuff isn't for purposes that she'd expect.
I guess it's a difference in though processes.
It's not to try stalking, or anything.
I just know so little, that even learning the smallest thing--a name, a color, a location, a number, a picture, and such--feels like an accomplishment and it makes me happy.
She may think it's more sneaky than that, but it really is just an innocent thing where I enjoy learning about her, her life, and people she talks to.
if this is talking about who i think it is - i feel the same way.
i just want you to open up to me, to trust me. i won't hurt you, i'm real gentle,
i promise.
JUST OPEN UP YOUR HEART AND LET IT FLOW INTO MEEEEEEE. <3
i love you. :]
that makes it more difficult for me >:(
I want to shove a burning metal rod into my eye.
why must people ignore other people when they say they wont
Quote from: TylerJetterz on November 11, 2008, 12:08:58 AM
I want to lick Hime until she's screaming in a shower of gooey orgasms.
I love her regardless of her difficulty.
I am very confused.
I told you Happy Veterans Day so you called me beautiful but then it stops. I don't get it and it makes me sad.
I smoked pot for the first time yesterday.
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 09:35:39 AM
I smoked pot for the first time yesterday.
Did you like it?
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:17:35 AM
weed is good for you
Oh, I thought that just said "I smoked for the first time yesterday".
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:27:56 AM
Oh, I thought that just said "I smoked for the first time yesterday".
I wasn't the person who posted that.
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:52:20 AM
I wasn't the person who posted that.
person who posted what
...not again... :'(
We used to do that. Now you do the same thing with someone else and it doesn't feel the same as if I were to do it. :(
It's also really early.
I submitted too early.
But yeah, if I did t now it wouldn't be the same. I enjoyed it before because it felt nice, but now it's like dskkdfs idk.
boobs are awesome
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 07:49:51 PM
boobs are awesome
not a confession, unless you're either (not both) female or supposedly gay.
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 08:00:33 PM
not a confession, unless you're either (not both) female or supposedly gay.
I know. Not many things here are confessions and I felt like posting something random. Cameron isn't here to make something random so yeah
Do you think that it's possible for me to be harbouring a secret from Boyah?
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:17:35 AM
weed is good for you
uh, no, it still carries negative affects associated with inhaling the smoke
it's not really "good" for you, it just has a nicer feel-good effect and is less addictive than, say, tobacco
i am a heron
DON'T BAN ME, JMV. I'M JUST JOKING.
Can I just have one, please?
hocuspocus;
druuuuuuuugs
I actually like the Nickelodeon cartoons like Fairly Odd Parents, Spongebob, Jimmy Neutron, Avatar, and some of the older canceled ones.
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 10:32:53 PM
I actually like the Nickelodeon cartoons like Fairly Odd Parents, Spongebob, Jimmy Neutron, Avatar, and some of the older canceled ones.
Fairly Odd Parents and Jimmy Neutron suck
older Spongebob is great, at least mostly
Avatar is mediocre...extremely unoriginal and stereotyped, but overall not too bad
Hey Arnold was the best show ever on Nick
DUMB BITCH HELGA
i'm fat
HOLY SHIT I AM FAT AAH :'(
Or my face is more poofier.
hormones y/n
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2008, 08:03:15 PM
I know. Not many things here are confessions and I felt like posting something random. Cameron isn't here to make something random so yeah
hi cam
I wonder if I would completely disconnect from everyone if they died sooner than I expected. ;_;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 12:32:14 PM
I wonder if I would completely disconnect from everyone if they died sooner than I expected. ;_;
who ;-;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 12:38:47 PM
who ;-;
not telling
also they're the real reason why I have a purpose in life as of now since I can't create one for myself yet ;_;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 12:43:03 PM
not telling
also they're the real reason why I have a purpose in life as of now since I can't create one for myself yet ;_;
;-; who
I care about karma. saddood;
Dammit. When I typed something I meant before, someone else had to quote it and try adding on to it, cheapening what I wrote. :(
I want to talk about something and I don't know if I'd be able to keep attention.
he's so cute when he complains about his dick <3
My giirlfriend is a conservative republican and I haven't the heart to yell at her
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 01:47:19 PM
he's so cute when he complains about his dick <3
What are you talking about? I never complain about my dick... giggle;
[spoiler]in before not classic spam;[/spoiler]
Oops, forgot to be an idiot. Well,m I think I was obvious enough anyway. giggle;
i only complain because i dont like being compared and then i get afraid of being cheated on :'(
We share a covelant bond.
I am dihydrogen
You are oxygen
Together we make a splash, with plenty of O coming from us. ;)
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:00:19 PM
We share a covelant bond.
I am dihydrogen
You are oxygen
Together we make a splash, with plenty of O coming from us. ;)
well we know who wrote this one ;)
I got some trioxygen in my Coke. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:00:19 PM
We share a covelant bond.
I am dihydrogen
You are oxygen
Together we make a splash, with plenty of O coming from us. ;)
i don't get it
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 01:52:41 PM
i only complain because i dont like being compared and then i get afraid of being cheated on :'(
everyone cheats because someone has a bigger penis
i've seen it happen all the time ;)
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:22:02 PM
i don't get iteveryone cheats because someone has a bigger penis
i've seen it happen all the time ;)
;-;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:00:19 PM
We share a covelant bond.
I am dihydrogen
You are oxygen
Together we make a splash, with plenty of O coming from us. ;)
holy shit i'm going to use that AWESOME
I consider you a flirty friend. ;_;
WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME TELL YOU THINGS I DON'T WANT YOU TO KNOW
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 02:57:26 PM
I consider you a flirty friend. ;_;
WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME TELL YOU THINGS I DON'T WANT YOU TO KNOW
I'm not. I said nevermind like 3 times. baddood;
:(
[spoiler](http://i33.tinypic.com/24kxsaq.jpg)[/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:20:31 PM
:(
[spoiler](http://i33.tinypic.com/24kxsaq.jpg)[/spoiler]
...What the fuck?
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:20:31 PM
:(
[spoiler](http://i33.tinypic.com/24kxsaq.jpg)[/spoiler]
Oh Jesus Christ. smithicide;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:20:31 PM
:(
[spoiler](http://i33.tinypic.com/24kxsaq.jpg)[/spoiler]
NO NO NO NO NO
YOU STOP THAT RIGHT NOW
DON'T EVER LET ME SEE THAT AGAIN madood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:33:57 PM
NO NO NO NO NO
YOU STOP THAT RIGHT NOW
DON'T EVER LET ME SEE THAT AGAIN madood;
yeah next time dont tell anyone about it we don't want to see it or hear of it
I want to cry now. Why them?
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:35:11 PM
yeah next time dont tell anyone about it we don't want to see it or hear of it
i love how you twist my shit around, asshole
i said to stop, but apparently you didn't catch that even though it was in caps baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 05:29:23 PM
i love how you twist my shit around, asshole
i said to stop, but apparently you didn't catch that even though it was in caps baddood;
i wasn't twisting what you said around i was explaining how i felt doodhuh;
when I say "I'm baking a cake!" I really mean "I love you"
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:20:31 PM
:(
[spoiler](http://i33.tinypic.com/24kxsaq.jpg)[/spoiler]
No, no, no. :(
I just realized repeating things over and over that strike a chord within me in a creepy manner makes me extremely uncomfortable.
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 05:45:48 PM
I just realized repeating things over and over that strike a chord within me in a creepy manner makes me extremely uncomfortable.
rly nao ;)
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:20:31 PM
:(
[spoiler](http://i33.tinypic.com/24kxsaq.jpg)[/spoiler]
...
Get some help. doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 06:52:05 PM
...
Get some help. doodthing;
I don't know where to go.
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:06:57 PM
I don't know where to go.
Also therapy is veruh expensive.
I am only a toy to everyone. </3
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:07:44 PM
Also therapy is veruh expensive.
was that you who posted that picture? O_0
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:06:57 PM
I don't know where to go.
friends
some local groups deal with that kind of stuff too
just find some in some way
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:07:44 PM
Also therapy is veruh expensive.
MY INSURANCE COVERS IT. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:08:49 PM
friends
some local groups deal with that kind of stuff too
just find some in some way
no baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:08:49 PM
friends
some local groups deal with that kind of stuff too
just find some in some way
You can take a risk of talking to friends if you want to risk their happiness. </3
Local groups would usually just put you in therapy.
Ways to cope is hard.
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:10:03 PM
no baddood;
well therapy is the only good way but it's not an option
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:11:34 PM
well therapy is the only good way but it's not an option
I quoted the wrong post lol.
Quote from: Kewn on November 12, 2008, 07:11:49 PM
I quoted the wrong post lol.
JMV, what do you suggest?
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:10:03 PM
MY INSURANCE COVERS IT. baddood;no baddood;
SO DID MINES
But don't they record that shit in your records and jobs will see y/n
:'(
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:12:40 PM
JMV, what do you suggest?
That you get therapy before you do some stupid shit like me.
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:22:40 PM
That you get therapy before you do some stupid shit like me.
shut the fuck up, everyone makes mistakes baddood;
you just need to learn how to learn from them and not make them again ;-;
I just pinched a huge loaf
Sometimes I trace a line out with a knife on my skin.
I'm probably more eager about the census results than I should normally be and JMV not wanting to post them makes me sad. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:34:52 PM
I'm probably more eager about the census results than I should normally be and JMV not wanting to post them makes me sad. saddood;
Me too, actually. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 07:34:52 PM
I'm probably more eager about the census results than I should normally be and JMV not wanting to post them makes me sad. saddood;
I am posting them.
I just meant individual results lol.
Quote from: Kewn on November 12, 2008, 07:41:18 PM
I am posting them.
I just meant individual results lol.
Oh. giggle;
Yeah, you can keep the individual results for yourself. O_0
A friend of mine plays MapleStory and has gotten me to play quite a bit, to the point of me having a lv52 Cleric in it.
bluaki hurt my feelings a little when she said i wasn't her friend. :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 04:20:31 PM
:(
[spoiler](http://i33.tinypic.com/24kxsaq.jpg)[/spoiler]
oh god please tell me that's not actually anyone from here :( >.<
dont worry ProtectedMember32 i only burn[ed] myself.
i stopped except for that one slipup
Will I ever be able to see her?
I went elsewhere and I want to cry.
WHAT DID I EVEN DO? :(
I hate her ;_;
No, this isn't about a user here.
Quote from: Mimi on November 12, 2008, 09:01:23 PM
oh god please tell me that's not actually anyone from here :( >.<
It is.
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 02:56:12 PM
WHAT DID I EVEN DO? :(
I hate her ;_;
No, this isn't about a user here.
your mom? :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:29:34 PM
>.< >.< >.< >.< >.< :(
>.< >.< >.< :(
>.< >.< >.< :(
>.< >.< >.< :( >.< >.< >.< :( >.< >.< >.< :(
>.< >.< >.< :( >.< >.< >.< :( >.< >.< >.< :(
>.< >.< >.< :( >.< >.< >.< :( >.< >.< >.< :( :( :(
mozart?
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:24:32 PM
your mom? :(
YES
I was cooking food and she came here and started yelling at me and complaining about me missing school before and not having a job and never doing anything.
I fucking hate her.
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:41:53 PM
YES
I was cooking food and she came here and started yelling at me and complaining about me missing school before and not having a job and never doing anything.
I fucking hate her.
why are you missing school? :(
I get confused. Am I the only one? :(
Boyager is one person.
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 03:45:26 PM
why are you missing school? :(
Because I suck at it and I'm just wasting my teachers' time and the state's money. bassir;
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 04:19:57 PM
Because I suck at it and I'm just wasting my teachers' time and the state's money. bassir;
wait so you don't pay for any of it yourself?
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 04:20:32 PM
wait so you don't pay for any of it yourself?
I guess I do, but idk.
i'm hunfry
this will be the best christman ever
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 04:40:11 PM
this will be the best christman ever
I'm not even looking forward to Christmas.
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 04:40:11 PM
this will be the best christman ever
Kazzy Wazzy giggle;
I'm sad.
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 06:41:47 PM
As am I. :'(
Then we're sad together lots of miles apart. That could be comforting :) nothing like that ever helps so much though.
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 06:42:40 PM
Then we're sad together lots of miles apart. That could be comforting :) nothing like that ever helps so much though.
Unfortunately. :'(
who are you pls
I regret making this as big and noticeable as it is.
i regret getting paul mccartney tattooed on my ass
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2008, 08:42:04 PM
bluaki hurt my feelings a little when she said i wasn't her friend. :(
Oh.
Quote from: bluaki on November 13, 2008, 07:47:25 PM
Oh.
you mean person i hope your penis gets bitten by a snake and swells up so you have to think about it :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 07:52:23 PM
you mean person i hope your penis gets bitten by a snake and swells up so you have to think about it :(
Meh
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2008, 08:06:48 PM
why are you so mean blazikenprince
huh?
Also I don't mean to be mean
Maybe the reason is because I'm a bad person...
Today I was sitting in traffic at a red light and staring out the window. I saw a couple holding hands and standing really close under an umbrella.
I felt really jealous and a bit depressed.
Quote from: Boyager on November 14, 2008, 05:48:00 PM
Today I was sitting in traffic at a red light and staring out the window. I saw a couple holding hands and standing really close under an umbrella.
I felt really jealous and a bit depressed.
That happens a lot to me, too saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 14, 2008, 05:48:00 PM
Today I was sitting in traffic at a red light and staring out the window. I saw a couple holding hands and standing really close under an umbrella.
I felt really jealous and a bit depressed.
I get the same way. smithicide;
I see a couple doing adorable things together and that's when I think "When will my turn come? :'("
Quote from: Boyager on November 14, 2008, 05:48:00 PM
Today I was sitting in traffic at a red light and staring out the window. I saw a couple holding hands and standing really close under an umbrella.
I felt really jealous and a bit depressed.
I feel the same, except I'd like to ruin their moment out of jealousy. saddood;
You might think it's funny or cute but it really does hurt and makes me want to cry.
It makes me feel completely inferior and replaced.
Her phone got thrown against the wall and now the future is uncertain?
fffffff
:(
I said wait... saddood;
And you know. Why won't you just say I suck and you value their time more?
Even though I did all of that stuff first.
and then you showed me the PMs and ignore mine and now i feel like shit ;_;
WHY DO YOU DO THIS >.<
IT DOESN'T MAKE ANYONE FEEL GOOD
YOU'RE GOING TO RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIP
STOP IT
Quote from: Boyager on November 14, 2008, 10:11:58 PM
I said wait... saddood;
And you know. Why won't you just say I suck and you value their time more?
Even though I did all of that stuff first.
and then you showed me the PMs and ignore mine and now i feel like shit ;_;
You haven't heard enough Goldfrapp. :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 15, 2008, 05:35:02 PM
You haven't heard enough Goldfrapp. :(
you're not funny when you ignore me ;-;
I have not ever heard of <insert nearly any band name here> nor <insert nearly any actor/actress name here> before.
Quote from: bluaki on November 15, 2008, 09:48:36 PM
I have not ever heard of <insert nearly any band name here> nor <insert nearly any actor/actress name here> before.
uncultured swine
Quote from: bluaki on November 15, 2008, 09:48:36 PM
I have not ever heard of <insert nearly any band name here> nor <insert nearly any actor/actress name here> before.
Same, unfortunately. Just two more things that make conversing with me incredibly awkward. befuddlement
In my case, it's <insert any classic/cult movie title here>.
Quote from: Thyme on November 15, 2008, 11:08:59 PM
In my case, it's <insert any classic/cult movie title here>.
:(
Quote from: TylerJetterz on November 15, 2008, 11:28:44 PM
:(
You can shove that copy of The Sound of Music where I think, Classic. ;)
Quote from: Thyme on November 15, 2008, 11:37:59 PM
You can shove that copy of The Sound of Music where I think, Classic. ;)
The hills are alive. n_u
god damn it, i really DID forget to be an idiot that time
DEAR BOYAH,
between the hours of eight pm last night to eleven am this morning i went through a huge emotional breakdown.
but now i'm better. <3
LOVE,
YOUR SECRET ADMIRER
Quote from: Boyager on November 16, 2008, 08:29:04 AM
DEAR BOYAH,
between the hours of eight pm last night to eleven am this morning i went through a huge emotional breakdown.
but now i'm better. <3
LOVE,
YOUR SECRET ADMIRER
Emotional breakdowns are cool.
I want to make an alt account named Robert, go in the chat thread, quote one of Classic's posts and go:
Hey baby. ;D
I felt really good and loved when she asked me to help.
I often feel like I'm doing a whole lot of stuff. But when I look back, I feel like I've accomplished next to nothing, then get a little depressed saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 16, 2008, 11:50:34 PM
I often feel like I'm doing a whole lot of stuff. But when I look back, I feel like I've accomplished next to nothing, then get a little depressed saddood;
Oh I'm reversed.
I think I'm doing nothing but I've actually been doing a shitload.
My negative mindset makes me want to use my x-acto knife.
Just one slice with that motherfucker and <3.
Quote from: Boyager on November 16, 2008, 10:22:51 PM
I felt really good and loved when she asked me to help.
I hate asking people for help.
It makes me feel inferior against the woolly mammoths.
Am I the only one who finds Bluaki creepy?
I cried several times.
I hate myself the most.
It was probably my fault.
Quote from: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 12:00:31 PM
It was probably my fault.
That's what I always say. <3
Did I do something wrong? saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 04:19:02 AM
Am I the only one who finds Bluaki creepy?
I want his nutsack.
I want to know what's wrong; I'm a good helper. I'M A GOOD LISTENER. :(
I like learning about them.
I am listening to something so great I couldn't ever be sad.
Blue ocean blue :)
Quote from: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 02:37:31 PM
I want to know what's wrong; I'm a good helper. I'M A GOOD LISTENER. :(
NOTHING IS WRONG WITH YOU LAWL
If you're the person I'm thinking about. ;)
Quote from: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 09:29:46 PM
I am listening to something so great I couldn't ever be sad.
Blue ocean blue :)
It dealt with niggers and self image, even though it probably wasn't an insult...I was sleepy and confused and etc. ;_;
Quote from: Boyager on November 17, 2008, 09:29:46 PM
I am listening to something so great I couldn't ever be sad.
Blue ocean blue :)
Oh I messed up the above quote.
I think of a faggot and then I get happy for a few moments before I suddenly realize how shitty I am. giggle;
Also the fag smells and is silly. ;_;
I didn't want to show it but it eventually happened in front of everyone. Maybe I'm just a pathetic person for crying.
No one really likes me, nor do they want me.
I struggle with myself
hoping I might change a little
hoping that I might be someone I wanna be
looking out I want to know someone might care
looking out I want a reason to be there
cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you
and I don't know what I'll do without you
looking out I want to know some way might clear
looking out I want a reason to repair
cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you
and I don't know what I'll do without you
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 11:55:23 AMNo one really likes me, nor do they want me.
Bullshit.
Stop asking if you've done anything.
It's nothing related to anyone here.
You're not the only one.
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 12:06:41 PM
Stop asking if you've done anything.
It's nothing related to anyone here.
Then why won't you talk to me? :(
Your eating excuse is retarded.
You were posting, and you had just posted before I signed off. You could have said brb.
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 12:23:31 PM
You're not the only one.
what.
And if I didn't do anything why do you ignore me, you were posting so you were at the computer. :(
:(((((((
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 03:33:16 AM
NOTHING IS WRONG WITH YOU LAWL
If you're the person I'm thinking about. ;)
You're the person I'M thinking about. ;)
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 12:53:37 PM
Your eating excuse is retarded.
You were posting, and you had just posted before I signed off. You could have said brb.what.
And if I didn't do anything why do you ignore me, you were posting so you were at the computer. :(
I actually don't eat for other reasons.
It's not with weight anymore â,,¥
..maybe.
Oh wait it isn't.
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:23:00 PM
I actually don't eat for other reasons.
It's not with weight anymore â,,¥
..maybe.
Oh wait it isn't.
I was talking about saying you were eating is why you ignored me.
You were posting the whole time. What's your excuse now for not talking?
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:24:43 PM
I was talking about saying you were eating is why you ignored me.
You were posting the whole time. What's your excuse now for not talking?
I don't feel like talking to anyone for a couple of days because I just want to live amongst the animals. Spend all my time amongst the animals and on the tracks I would go they lead to the sea
...to be amongst the animals
I'm very sick about this all.
You asked me to hang out and of course I couldn't turn you down.
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:28:31 PM
I don't feel like talking to anyone for a couple of days because I just want to live amongst the animals. Spend all my time amongst the animals and on the tracks I would go they lead to the sea
...to be amongst the animals
Stop with the lyrics and think about how other people feel instead of going WHY DO YOU THINK IT'S YOUR FAULT. IM JUST GONNA IGNORE YOU, BUT DON'T ASK IF IT'S OUR FAULT.
Makes me feel like shit.
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:29:46 PM
Stop with the lyrics and think about how other people feel instead of going WHY DO YOU THINK IT'S YOUR FAULT. IM JUST GONNA IGNORE YOU, BUT DON'T ASK IF IT'S OUR FAULT.
Makes me feel like shit.
I don't see how it's our fault.
Also I can't feel how others feel...because I don't want anything to do with people anymore.
For a while at least, probably for 2-4 days.
..maybe.
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:33:11 PM
I don't see how it's our fault.
Also I can't feel how others feel...because I don't want anything to do with people anymore.
For a while at least, probably for 2-4 days.
..maybe.
What the fuck is with the ..maybe?
and you can't tell me this? You're punishing me for what some idiot did? You didn't even say bye yesterday.
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:34:18 PM
What the fuck is with the ..maybe?
and you can't tell me this? You're punishing me for what some idiot did? You didn't even say bye yesterday.
I don't even know what I did yesterday anymore.
Hmm..must be the lack of kinase C proteins in my prefrontal cortex due to underlying stress that I didn't bother to tell anyone. ;)
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2008, 06:37:48 PM
I don't even know what I did yesterday anymore.
Hmm..must be the lack of kinase C proteins in my prefrontal cortex due to underlying stress that I didn't bother to tell anyone. ;)
Fuck you.
Instead of whining about how much you hate yourself and how "shitty" you are, why not stop being such a bitch to me and treat me like a person?
It'd probably prevent stuff like this...
I hope no one sees it.
What a surprise, because of you I'm going to spend yet another night crying myself to sleep.
Thanks.
she's a liar jmv
A real big one
You don't want to talk to anyone, but that anyone only includes me.
You have no problem making fun of me with other people, and not saying what set me off.
Why not mention how you were all 'bitchitis' 'to get you mad y/n' and other bitchy comments?
And don't make it look like cutting myself is why you weren't talking. You are a fucking liar. You weren't talking first.
omg it makes me scared to talk to him, but hwne he tries to talk i am like idk[:
Fuck you.
</3
HOW COULD YOU LOVE SUCH A PSYCHOTIC ABUSIVE BITCH?
Seriously.
And if I, of all people, can agree with CAMERON about this
there must be some strong OBVIOUS point being made
trying really hard
to what?
live as well as I can the way that I am
Quote from: Cam on November 19, 2008, 07:46:16 PM
HOW COULD YOU LOVE SUCH A PSYCHOTIC ABUSIVE BITCH?
How can someone love an abusive parent?
Well for me that's a bad example, because I hate my parents but I don't hate her.
It's probably hard to explain since you're not in the same situation. But when she is posting she never shows it, and when she's being alll afksfjksjk it seems, and is, really bad. However I see more than that in her and try to focus on that.
I doubt anyone here sees it or even if she sees it, but it's there. :(
Quote from: Cam on November 19, 2008, 07:46:16 PM
HOW COULD YOU LOVE SUCH A PSYCHOTIC ABUSIVE BITCH?
weird how love works for some people, isn't it? he loves her though, and that's what matters
but i agree, she's abusive and cold, and shows no empathy whatsoever
WHY DO YOU DO THISS :'(
Quote from: Boyager on November 19, 2008, 09:24:02 PM
I doubt anyone here sees it or even if she sees it, but it's there. :(
I see it. baddood;
kick her ass
Quote from: Boyager on November 19, 2008, 09:24:59 PM
weird how love works for some people, isn't it? he loves her though, and that's what matters
but i agree, she's abusive and cold, and shows no empathy whatsoever
what is this empathy
<X3
this thread sucks
Quote from: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 12:56:10 PM
this thread sucks
That's not a confession, everyone knows that. giggle;
When he hugged me I thought of someone else.
..then felt guilty afterward for disregarding his hug.
What the hell do I want?
Maybe nothing.
Being led on by a chick is one of the worst feelings I have ever experienced...
Quote from: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 05:15:50 PM
Being led on by a chick is one of the worst feelings I have ever experienced...
It's damaged me beyond belief. :(
It's causing a lot of problems for right now. :'(
This is my last night
jk i wish*
arms outstretched
kind of feels like drowning
I smiled.
Even if it wasn't serious or anything.
Quote from: Boyager on November 20, 2008, 09:08:12 PM
WHYYYY
To freeze the bugs out.
I'm not sorry
There's nothing to say.
I feel terrible right now
the way times like this go i just feel like dying
"better stop now before i start crying"
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 12:40:37 AM
the way times like this go i just feel like dying
"better stop now before i start crying"
O_0 oh my
Sorry, sir
I once didn't kill a man
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 04:41:14 AM
O_0 oh my
Sorry, sir
it's okay
elliott smith is the only sir here though.
i don't really understand last nights combination of good and bad or how you hold my hand and then don't talk to me or say nice things when you do but won't be with me
it really confuses and hurts me.
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 09:35:19 AM
it's okay
elliott smith is the only sir here though.
i don't really understand last nights combination of good and bad or how you hold my hand and then don't talk to me or say nice things when you do but won't be with me
it really confuses and hurts me.
thats what makes the world go round
Why can't I tell if it's a real memory or not?
I miss him
But he'll never miss me
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 01:56:32 PM
Why can't I tell if it's a real memory or not?
That's what I sometimes get.
False memories.
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 06:51:06 PM
That's what I sometimes get.
False memories.
It becomes really problematic and difficult at times.
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 06:52:20 PM
It becomes really problematic and difficult at times.
Yes.
But now I'm just having really fuzzy memory right now.
You'll have to give hints for me to actually remember the event clearly.
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 07:18:12 PM
Yes.
But now I'm just having really fuzzy memory right now.
You'll have to give hints for me to actually remember the event clearly.
Unfortunately I can remember the details of what happened, just when, who, and such are blurred.
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 07:20:30 PM
Unfortunately I can remember the details of what happened, just when, who, and such are blurred.
I could not live like that.
I usually remember most details and colors first.
i realized that mikey was a better name to say in aslkdjak'ing
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 07:21:43 PM
I could not live like that.
I usually remember most details and colors first.
Trust me. I really wish could.
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2008, 07:22:28 PM
i realized that mikey was a better name to say in aslkdjak'ing
n_u
I would be devastated if I were ever diagnosed with Alzheimer's. :(
I can't stand not remembering things, plus it's a pretty key component to my career. n_u
I really do appreciate it when you say that. I do.
it may involve the edges and side of the pillow and a up and down motion of my fingers against it
i hate you
i want to do stuff with her. :'(
I'm really sad because you don't talk about me to your friends and even when they come over to my house they hardly know who I am.
Quote from: Boyager on November 23, 2008, 10:46:51 AM
I'm really sad because you don't talk about me to your friends and even when they come over to my house they hardly know who I am.
what the fuck
i would've told them to fuck off or tell me who they are </3
Quote from: Boyager on November 23, 2008, 11:06:51 AM
what the fuck
i would've told them to fuck off or tell me who they are </3
We're familiar with each other and they were invited for a specific reason, their being at my home was okay it was just that they didn't know who I am even though they're very close to somebody that I just... I talk about her with my friends because we hold hands and are affectionate with each other and I don't understand why her friends do not know who I am in that way.
It's okay it just makes me sad.
WHAT
Quote from: Cosmo on November 23, 2008, 11:18:41 AM
WHAT
Poster talks about a certain female to their friend's but that female does not do that same and it's a bit hurtful.
It wouldn't take more than a few minutes to do but it'd make me happy for a while.
Try to overcome your fear and uncertainty.
We can be happy. cjlubdoods;
i have a question
did clucky even ever say that she possibly likes jmv back
because you know if she doesn't even like him back then trying to force it on her isn't going to go anywhere
Quote from: Boyager on November 25, 2008, 02:19:01 AM
i have a question
did clucky even ever say that she possibly likes jmv back
because you know if she doesn't even like him back then trying to force it on her isn't going to go anywhere
he asks me this question at least 500 times a day
I worked for a while last night making that image for you and I didn't get much from you in terms of compliments or if you liked it.
Instead you posted about that person flattering you(which hurt a bit). You won't even fucking tell me what they said, and instead continued with your 'joke'. When I came back you dind't tell me what they said, why? Are they more important to you than I am or something?
I always try to compliment you and you brush it off, yet absorb things from anyone else. :(
It makes me feel so fucking inferior, I don't find it funny. These people have access to talk directly to you, and see you, but I can't get a picture. How is that fair, not even one? Not even what they said?
would you rather have that person if you care about their compliments than mine and me spending hours every week to make you stuff? It makes me feel like shit.
Then you couldn't even answer Kaz's damn question, instead opting to insult me yet again. Are you embarrassed of me? You left without answering him. You left without answering me, but you felt fine making fun of me and not saying anything simple to make me feel wanted.
Why?
Why don't you answer anything? Why do you appreciate other people more? :(
I trust people too easily.
Wrench ida my dapire.
speedy wrench
he ida my dapire
Captain Falcon is probably the most annoying person to talk to on AIM.
Quote from: Boyager on November 26, 2008, 09:38:33 AM
Captain Falcon is probably the most annoying person to talk to on AIM.
he either insults my sexuality or spams random punctuation marks
Quote from: Boyager on November 26, 2008, 09:38:33 AM
Captain Falcon is probably the most annoying person to talk to on AIM.
He's fun to talk to. :3
MORE DRUG AND BASS
MORE DRUG LESS LOVE
SEX FRIEND SPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED BASS
I fucking miss you. Come back to me, baby. I need you right now. :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 03:12:53 AM
I fucking miss you. Come back to me, baby. I need you right now. :(
I know the feeling. cry;
I want to tell Boyah that the Rorschach test in that one thread is completely bogus and generates random results, but I don't because I'm not completely sure anyway and I'm scared of being proved wrong.
Quote from: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 01:53:49 PM
I want to tell Boyah that the Rorschach test in that one thread is completely bogus and generates random results, but I don't because I'm not completely sure anyway and I'm scared of being proved wrong.
They usually are since the answers were silly.
Seeing you when I signed online was the first time I smiled today.
Quote from: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 01:53:49 PM
I want to tell Boyah that the Rorschach test in that one thread is completely bogus and generates random results, but I don't because I'm not completely sure anyway and I'm scared of being proved wrong.
I got that impression too.
But even the real Rorshach can't be trusted all that easily, anyway, unless the answers are obviously pointers to some disorder...in which case they'd have to be pretty surprising or abnormal answers.
Sometimes I wish people here liked me.
Quote from: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 06:22:26 PM
Sometimes I wish people here liked me.
Sometimes I wish I could be sure that I was liked.
Quote from: Boyager on November 27, 2008, 08:25:11 PM
Sometimes I wish I could be sure that I was liked.
Sometimes I wish I can like people back.
HEY GUYS
I LIKE JMV LOL
I want to kill myself.
I've thought of asking an Admin to delete my account several tmes.
Quote from: Boyager on November 28, 2008, 06:19:02 AM
I've thought of asking an Admin to delete my account several tmes.
times*
There isn't anyone here I don't like. O_0
I don't want to do anything now, it's why it's so difficult to answer your retarded question.
Quote from: Boyager on November 28, 2008, 08:19:53 PM
I don't want to do anything now, it's why it's so difficult to answer your retarded question.
The question was if/when you do would it be something you want and something you want to work towards making happen so you would. baddood;
I hate it whenever you go "ok you don't fine, have a nice sleep".
:'(
9 hours spent and I still don't know.
It would have been less stressful if you didn't ignore me and just gave me that answer within the first 20 minutes...
Or even last sunday doodthing;
I really want to be with her. :\
Quote from: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:22:35 PM
no me more :(
how do you know you dont know how depressed i am
Quote from: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:23:21 PM
how do you know you dont know how depressed i am
because i am
Quote from: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:25:38 PM
because i am
yeah well i hate you i'm never talking to you again then
Quote from: Boyager on November 29, 2008, 05:26:50 PM
yeah well i hate you i'm never talking to you again then
now i am more
i hate when you put me in these awkward spots and i feel really bad jfldasjgklsgjlsgjklajklas >.<
idk :(
If you don't want to just say it. You told me that I can ask first, and i'm pretty sure asking you at 5 if you wanted to watch it with me was first.
You won't even give a simple request or say why. How am I supposed to believe that what you say is serious if silly things like that become a problem. :(
And you haven't said it to me since September.
meh
I'm afraid...
I had a family member who died of AIDS.
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 04:21:27 PM
I had a family member who died of AIDS.
was it freddie mercury
I sometimes wonder if I should stop being so nice so that girls may like me more.
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 06:23:54 PM
I sometimes wonder if I should stop being so nice so that girls may like me more.
whoa a tectron clone akudood;
i want to kill me86
My brain is messy. >.<
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 07:52:23 PM
i want to kill everyone
famy, let's work together to kill him first though
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 07:54:59 PM
famy, let's work together to kill him first though
but i dont like you me86
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 07:57:11 PM
but i dont like you me86
did you ask this information of jmv? akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on December 01, 2008, 07:59:15 PM
did you ask this information of jmv? akudood;
no i hate him too i used my amazing sleuthing skills wariodood;
I keep missing Famy. :(
Quote from: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 12:31:34 PM
yes madood;
I hear there are unhappy people at Outsider right now too. O_0
I screwed up...
love disgusts me
I saw things I shouldn't of been able to. I was great for the few minutes it lasted. :3
Quote from: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 07:56:44 PM
I saw things I shouldn't of been able to. I was great for the few minutes it lasted. :3
likie what I want knwoz
Quote from: Boyager on December 02, 2008, 11:24:17 PM
likie what I want knwoz
Admin board and stuff. O_0 But not here.
I beginning to doubt if she cares or if she ever did
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 05:45:17 AM
I beginning to doubt if she cares or if she ever did
why do people randomly post stuff like this.
like are they seriously exspecting to get some good advice or something.
or do they think someone might feel sorry for them???
stupid.
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:20:43 AM
why do people randomly post stuff like this.
like are they seriously exspecting to get some good advice or something.
or do they think someone might feel sorry for them???
stupid.
bojangelsrocks, do you care about me? :(
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:21:45 AM
bojangelsrocks, do you care about me? :(
that depends on who you are...
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:20:43 AM
why do people randomly post stuff like this.
like are they seriously exspecting to get some good advice or something.
or do they think someone might feel sorry for them???
stupid.
Because they can say what they are feeling and not many know who it is.
maybe they should get a therepist.
or talk to a counsellor.
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:40:31 AM
maybe they should get a therepist.
or talk to a counsellor.
I go to therapy
I had to miss my appointment because my mom sux
Quote from: Angry Kewn Fruit on December 03, 2008, 11:46:28 AM
I go to therapy
I had to miss my appointment because my mom sux
mmm.
at least youll have more to talk about next time.
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:48:04 AM
mmm.
at least youll have more to talk about next time.
I just talked to him and I'm going at 4.
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:20:43 AM
why do people randomly post stuff like this.
like are they seriously exspecting to get some good advice or something.
or do they think someone might feel sorry for them???
stupid.
PROBABLY
I just write all my shit down in some psuedodiary.
It makes it even more dramatic and pretty. :3
Quote from: Cigarillo on December 03, 2008, 11:53:01 AM
PROBABLY
I just write all my shit down in some psuedodiary.
It makes it even more dramatic and pretty. :3
can iread it
also i want o bring somethng up;-;
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:52:23 AM
I just talked to him and I'm going at 4.
thats good.
why exactaly does he do.
just sit there and listen.
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:54:05 AM
can iread it
also i want o bring somethng up;-;
no one reads it until its completed
then i'll sell it somewhere and get cash
also is it your question on if i want to take it on a whole new level ;)
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:56:59 AM
no one reads it until its completed
then i'll sell it somewhere and get cash
also is it your question on if i want to take it on a whole new level ;)
idk nvm
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:54:52 AM
thats good.
why exactaly does he do.
just sit there and listen.
I usually sit there and not talk about my problems.
that wont do you any good.
you should talk about your problems.
apparently its better for you.
Quote from: Boyager on December 03, 2008, 11:58:41 AM
I usually sit there and not talk about my problems.
what is the point of therapy then
Well at least I didn't cut my wrists
i wonder
I don't think *PERSON* cares about me.
They say the 3 words to everyone else but not me.
They ignore me.
They ignore my questions.
Quote from: Boyager on December 04, 2008, 07:17:43 PM
I don't think *PERSON* cares about me.
They say the 3 words to everyone else but not me.
They ignore me.
They ignore my questions.
cut back on the questions.
Quote from: Boyager on December 04, 2008, 07:21:06 PM
cut back on the questions.
An answer once in a while would be fine too. doodthing;
And not making me feel like shit and saying I'm mean because they're being ignored.
Quote from: Boyager on December 04, 2008, 07:22:28 PM
An answer once in a while would be fine too. doodthing;
And not making me feel like shit and saying I'm mean because they're being ignored.
you have a good point my friend.
have you told this person the way you feel.
and if you have and they ignord you.
there probably not worth your time.
Maybe it is better to give up and move along. It's too much work and stressful and etc. and leaving it all forever seems to be the right way to go now.
They tried to do it once, so why shouldn't I?
Either way I'm not going to be happy.
I don't want ot do this publicly again. I'm ready to puke again. :(
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 05:54:32 PM
Maybe it is better to give up and move along. It's too much work and stressful and etc. and leaving it all forever seems to be the right way to go now.
You mean not telling me anything and saying "idk" and avoiding questions is stressful? Why not try something else and try discussing it with me? It's too much work to avoid everythng? Then stop and atleast cooperate with me. You said you're confused but won't say why. I't's really selfish to not try just because doing the opposite is a lot of work.
QuoteThey tried to do it once, so why shouldn't I?
and I regret it. You tried it several times. June, July, August. Why would you do it again? I apologized. You said you hated me and I thought it was true. :(
QuoteEither way I'm not going to be happy.
Yes, because I'm that bad of a person that you won't talk to me or trust me and you won't be happy if you do.
Oh fucking no you're not leaving. Fuck no. I need you. baddood;
I... I... I... I don't know what I'd do without you.
You. Cannot. Leave. Me.
I'm not going to let you.
You're not leaving me.
So shaddup and deal with it. :3
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 07:39:52 PM
Oh fucking no you're not leaving. Fuck no. I need you. baddood;
I... I... I... I don't know what I'd do without you.
You. Cannot. Leave. Me.
I'm not going to let you.
You're not leaving me.
So shaddup and deal with it. :3
She was talking about me. Thanks for helping that situation.
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 07:53:29 PM
She was talking about me. Thanks for helping that situation.
I haven't been here, I don't know what she's talking about. baddood;
Whatever. Don't leave him then. baddood;
Oh ok I will not leave you you starving artist you. <3
And that gave her an chance to ignore my post. Thanks.
I know he really hates me. :'(
You can be friends with me.
But I don't want to continue this anymore.
It's been about two months since I last self-injured on my wrist.
There's nothing keeping me from starting it again some time.
I suck at drawing
I also suck at writing essays or stories
I suck at various other creative things
I'm too obsessed with forums, IM, and other internets for my own health. Sleep deprevation.
Even if I'm not being deprived of sleep from the internet, I still end up with a weird sleep schedule of being awake in the late afternoon and throughout the entire night until a little before sunrise.
In real life, it takes me a long time to trust people well, and until then, I hardly can talk at all to them.
I feel that this post tells who I am enough to make me not bother with "Be an idiot".
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 09:50:36 PM
It's been about two months since I last self-injured on my wrist.
There's nothing keeping me from starting it again some time.
I suck at drawing
I also suck at writing essays or stories
I suck at various other creative things
I'm too obsessed with forums, IM, and other internets for my own health. Sleep deprevation.
Even if I'm not being deprived of sleep from the internet, I still end up with a weird sleep schedule of being awake in the late afternoon and throughout the entire night until a little before sunrise.
In real life, it takes me a long time to trust people well, and until then, I hardly can talk at all to them.
I feel that this post tells who I am enough to make me not bother with "Be an idiot".
I'm still doing self-damaging habits as skipping eating and etc.
There isn't really anything keeping me from commiting suicide, there's nothing to look forward to in life.
I hate it when people consider me smart when I'm actually a dumbass controlled by delusions and emotions.
I'm also got obsessed with the Internet since I don't want to do anything with people anymore, they were too much. This was probably related to growing anxiety. Being on the Internet ruined my grades and increased my anxiety around people more.
I'm starting to have paranoid thoughts that no one wants me and they all laugh behind my back, even though it's obvious that it isn't true.
I just wish that I can escape to somewhere and leave everyone behind.
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 09:55:40 PM
I'm still doing self-damaging habits as skipping eating and etc.
There isn't really anything keeping me from commiting suicide, there's nothing to look forward to in life.
I hate it when people consider me smart when I'm actually a dumbass controlled by delusions and emotions.
I'm also got obsessed with the Internet since I don't want to do anything with people anymore, they were too much. This was probably related to growing anxiety. Being on the Internet ruined my grades and increased my anxiety around people more.
I'm starting to have paranoid thoughts that no one wants me and they all laugh behind my back, even though it's obvious that it isn't true.
I just wish that I can escape to somewhere and leave everyone behind.
Whoa, please, let's not go there. I'm not entirely sure as to who you are, but I have a good idea...
Anyway, I can safely say that suicide is completely unnecessary. It's not like everyone you know hates you, so why kill yourself?
Although you seem to be angry with the Internet because you're addicted to it, I can honestly say that if you killed yourself, I, and many others would be completely heartbroken.
Please, don't ever think of it again.
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 10:01:55 PM
Whoa, please, let's not go there. I'm not entirely sure as to who you are, but I have a good idea...
Anyway, I can safely say that suicide is completely unnecessary. It's not like everyone you know hates you, so why kill yourself?
Although you seem to be angry with the Internet because you're addicted to it, I can honestly say that if you killed yourself, I, and many others would be completely heartbroken.
Please, don't ever think of it again.
I can't hold feelings to people correctly.
Hell, if my friend or mom died I wouldn't care. Is that fucking normal?
I'm not really mad at the Internet, since it did teach me a lot of things. I just used it irresponsibly and let anxiety and etc. grow.
Also I'm pretty sure I would kill myself before reach 30.
I don't see why he tries so much.
He already knows that relationships make me feel like shit whenever someone gets close to me.
I don't see why he likes to make me suffer by making me have feelings of guilt and sadness by trying to get near me.
It's much more better if you were distant and unknown.
Like everyone else I know.
Your insecurity of me leaving for someone else is very slim anyways; I wouldn't be with anyone for a very long time.
Sure flirting and etc. is fun, but anything more is scary and uncomfortable. I liked it when you made me happy, but now it's starting to become the opposite as you try to get somewhere with me.
It would be best if I were to end it right now.
You're just as stubborn as me.
I love her giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 10:22:50 PM
I don't see why he tries so much.
He already knows that relationships make me feel like shit whenever someone gets close to me.
I don't see why he likes to make me suffer by making me have feelings of guilt and sadness by trying to get near me.
It's much more better if you were distant and unknown.
Like everyone else I know.
Your insecurity of me leaving for someone else is very slim anyways; I wouldn't be with anyone for a very long time.
Sure flirting and etc. is fun, but anything more is scary and uncomfortable. I liked it when you made me happy, but now it's starting to become the opposite as you try to get somewhere with me.
It would be best if I were to end it right now.
or you know maybe he would like to be happy too and is behaving somewhat normally akudood;
Quote from: Commodore Guff on December 06, 2008, 08:06:26 AM
or you know maybe he would like to be happy too and is behaving somewhat normally akudood;
:O!
Then I have to leave. For good.
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:16:34 AM
WHY NOT? baddood;
Nobody's fucking leaving, except the Outsiders when Fido stops being a PMSy bitch. baddood;
No, the outsiders are staying too.
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:20:36 AM
Nobody's fucking leaving, except the Outsiders when Fido stops being a PMSy bitch. baddood;
actually some of us would appear to be premabanned so probably not akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:22:30 AM
actually some of us would appear to be premabanned so probably not akudood;
sweet fuck you guff
The one thing I'd have asked for, I can't have.
It makes me want it more.
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:20:36 AM
Nobody's fucking leaving, except the Outsiders when Fido stops being a PMSy bitch. baddood;
Well I am An OUTSIDER so I must be leaving soon. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 11:22:30 AM
actually some of us would appear to be premabanned so probably not akudood;
GEEZ I AM WORK ON GETTING YOU BACK. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2008, 10:04:21 PM
I can't hold feelings to people correctly.
Hell, if my friend or mom died I wouldn't care. Is that fucking normal?
I'm not really mad at the Internet, since it did teach me a lot of things. I just used it irresponsibly and let anxiety and etc. grow.
Also I'm pretty sure I would kill myself before reach 30.
I doubt that. You think you wouldn't care, but if it actually happened , chances are you'd be devastated.
Now I could be wrong, and maybe you do really feel that way, but it's also possible that you're just taking them for granted.
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2008, 02:17:22 PM
I doubt that. You think you wouldn't care, but if it actually happened , chances are you'd be devastated.
Now I could be wrong, and maybe you do really feel that way, but it's also possible that you're just taking them for granted.
It happened to my dog, and my favorite teacher.
I asked for help and I still didn't get it.
Nor a simple answer.
You want me to do something and I'm trying but you won't help.
I was right. After over a decade exactly what I was afraid of was proven true.
Quote from: Boyager on December 08, 2008, 10:35:57 AM
I was right. After over a decade exactly what I was afraid of was proven true.
What were you afraid of?
There is feces bubbling in my bowels.
I...I'm a whopper virgin :(
Quote from: Boyager on December 08, 2008, 10:35:57 AM
I was right. After over a decade exactly what I was afraid of was proven true.
Quote from: Boyager on December 07, 2008, 03:55:48 PM
I asked for help and I still didn't get it.
Nor a simple answer.
You want me to do something and I'm trying but you won't help.
i'm pretty sure the same person is making all these posts
and that matters why?
Quote from: Boyager on December 10, 2008, 06:43:58 PM
i'm pretty sure the same person is making all these posts
Those two are by me and were related to the same thing.
Quote from: Boyager on December 10, 2008, 06:55:33 PM
Those two are by me and were related to the same thing.
i seriously think people on here are a little slow sometimes...
Quote from: Boyager on December 10, 2008, 06:55:33 PM
Those two are by me and were related to the same thing.
...What could you have possibly been fearing for over ten years?
Quote from: Boyager on December 11, 2008, 03:16:56 AM
...What could you have possibly been fearing for over ten years?
butts
My confession is that I really meant everything I said. I value one specific person so much that I'd do anything just to be happy with them.
I just want to be happy, and stop wishing that I can just die.
Quote from: Boyager on December 11, 2008, 11:31:30 PM
My confession is that I really meant everything I said. I value one specific person so much that I'd do anything just to be happy with them.
I just want to be happy, and stop wishing that I can just die.
Most of us are looking for that one special person. :(
inb4 clucky's mean comment
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 06:15:50 AM
Most of us are looking for that one special person. :(
Not I.
There is no such thing as someone's "one special person" saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 11:35:05 AM
There is no such thing as someone's "one special person" saddood;
FOR ME THERE IS BUT IT IS NOT RECIPROCATED
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 11:41:01 AM
FOR ME THERE IS BUT IT IS NOT RECIPROCATED
Life is not a fairy tale.
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 11:35:05 AM
There is no such thing as someone's "one special person" saddood;
lol
keep telling yourself that
I don't know how to tell you this...
It's been bothering me for a while and it hurts since I love you so.
[spoiler]I'm not wearing pants because I can't find any;-;[/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:06:24 PM
I don't know how to tell you this...
It's been bothering me for a while and it hurts since I love you so.
[spoiler]I'm not wearing pants because I can't find any;-;[/spoiler]
goodtimes..
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:15:50 PM
then i'll get pubes on them :X
so, it's better than your penis being cold.
hey
stop making me experience hormonal activity
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 08:20:19 PM
hey
stop making me experience hormonal activity
no that wouldn't be fun.
I had I not decided to spend the evening talking to you and declining the invitation I would have gotten arrested.
rarara, i mew mew miss you ):
Quote from: Boyager on December 12, 2008, 11:03:13 PM
I had I not decided to spend the evening talking to you and declining the invitation I would have gotten arrested.
And got some man action at the jail y/n ;)
i tear my heart open i sew myself shut my weakness is that i cared to much and my scars remind me that the past is real i tear my heart open just to feel!
Jesus, stop being such an belligerent, egotistical, conceited person who starts arguments over everything.
Quote from: Boyager on December 13, 2008, 09:24:08 PM
Jesus, stop being such an belligerent, egotistical, conceited person who starts arguments over everything.
i dont think thats jesus you're talking about that is det
Quote from: Boyager on December 13, 2008, 09:24:08 PM
Jesus, stop being such an belligerent, egotistical, conceited person who starts arguments over everything.
BUT..IT IS SO MUCH FUN.
Fuck you, fucking hypocrite.
det argues about everything cause she is a douche bag.
I have very bad posture
I'm bi-curious lololololololol
oh dear lord.
i've gained 2 pounds saddood;
i'm constipated
jmv needs to get that dirt off his face
Quote from: Boyager on December 15, 2008, 06:33:50 PM
jmv needs to get that dirt off his face
you need to eat a slimfast bar
hey who wants to bet that my youthful ness is entirely up to my genes
if it's correct i will kill myself after deepdish acids are rendered useless to my face
Quote from: Boyager on December 15, 2008, 06:39:29 PM
you need to eat a slimfast bar
oh yeah because i was totally insulting something about you that's hard to change
Quote from: Boyager on December 15, 2008, 06:46:48 PM
oh yeah because i was totally insulting something about you that's hard to change
shut the fuck up, he looks good. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on December 15, 2008, 06:49:45 PM
shut the fuck up, he looks good. baddood;
if by good you mean FUGLY
i agree with nyerp
God, you're so adorable when you're mad for retarded reasons. :3
i hate every single one of you
:'(
im in love
Quote from: Boyager on December 15, 2008, 07:57:05 PM
i hate every single one of you
you cannot possibly hate reefer
but i love you famy...
AHHH!
I can't believe they would do this to me.
I can't believe how spinless he is.
I can't believe it.
For the first time in years I finally am feeling anger again.
AHHH!
Quote from: Boyager on December 18, 2008, 06:27:41 PM
AHHH!
I can't believe they would do this to me.
I can't believe how spinless he is.
I can't believe it.
For the first time in years I finally am feeling anger again.
AHHH!
Why art thou angry
does anyone have any good confessions cause these ones are pretty weak!
Quote from: Boyager on December 18, 2008, 08:39:46 PM
does anyone have any good confessions cause these ones are pretty weak!
apparently you haven't quite gotten the point of this thread yet
Quote from: Boyager on December 18, 2008, 08:42:09 PM
apparently you haven't quite gotten the point of this thread yet
jmv and clucky working out their marital issues y/n
i shot the sheriff
Quote from: Boyager on December 18, 2008, 06:34:50 PM
Why art thou angry
what you can't talk like that
who do you think you are, me?
Quote from: Boyager on December 18, 2008, 09:51:21 PM
did you shoot the deputy too? n_u
no just the sheriff
he had a wife and two kids
may god forgive me, because i'll never forgive myself
i think you guys are pathetic
:'(
Quote from: Boyager on December 19, 2008, 08:44:18 PM
:'(
oh hey let's ignore someone while i photoshop them into gay porn and try go get sympathy that i upset them.
Quote from: Boyager on December 19, 2008, 08:45:29 PM
oh hey let's ignore someone while i photoshop them into gay porn and try go get sympathy that i upset them.
Hmmmmm... doodhuh;
spark plugs
I sneeze when I have naughty thoughts.... doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on December 20, 2008, 09:58:03 AM
I sneeze when I have naughty thoughts.... doodhuh;
when you sneeze you are but an inch from death
'tis a sign doodhuh;
I do not appreciate how someone like Nyerp could have a Doodthingocity level superior to mine.
Quote from: Boyager on December 20, 2008, 10:09:18 AM
I do not appreciate how someone like Nyerp could have a Doodthingocity level superior to mine.
n_u n_u n_u n_u n_u n_u n_u
i make myself look like an idiot here but im really not in real life
and everyone probably thinks i have an IQ of like 40 giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on December 20, 2008, 10:09:18 AM
I do not appreciate how someone like Nyerp could have a Doodthingocity level superior to mine.
It's because of the retarded item in the shop.
Quote from: Boyager on December 20, 2008, 10:55:32 AM
i make myself look like an idiot here but im really not in real life
and everyone probably thinks i have an IQ of like 40 giggle;
Wonderful, except we're not your real life and we don't care if you're smarter there. This is Boyah, and our impression of you lies on how you act here. If you're an idiot here, you're always an idiot to us.
I didn't do anything why am I being ignored? :(
huh did someone say something akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on December 20, 2008, 10:05:56 AM
when you sneeze you are but an inch from death
'tis a sign doodhuh;
what do you mean? doodhuh;
i criticize but i can't handle criticism
i spit in the food of couples that order stuff when im at work.
because im jealous
Quote from: Boyager on December 20, 2008, 10:55:32 AM
i make myself look like an idiot here but im really not in real life
and everyone probably thinks i have an IQ of like 40 giggle;
Is this clucky
Quote from: Boyager on December 21, 2008, 07:49:26 PM
Is this clucky
no
other than grammatical errors her posts are fine.
Quote from: Boyager on December 21, 2008, 08:02:21 PM
no
other than grammatical errors her posts are fine.
It must be Det then
Quote from: Boyager on December 21, 2008, 08:06:37 PM
no det really is stupid
i second that except i would say she's fucking retarded.
Quote from: Boyager on December 21, 2008, 08:06:37 PM
no det really is stupid
she thinks that she is smart though
Quote from: Boyager on December 21, 2008, 08:13:22 PM
she thinks that she is smart though
that's cause she's a giant douche bag and she looks like a man....
ok guys leave her alone
Quote from: Boyager on December 21, 2008, 08:43:27 PM
what are we supposed to do?
do things against the rules
http://boyah.net/forums/index.php/topic,1726.0.html
you pick which one
oh yeah i have banning powers.
stand down
Quote from: Boyager on December 21, 2008, 08:45:16 PM
oh yeah i have banning powers.
stand down
go ahead ip ban me im not afraid of you
Quote from: Boyager on December 21, 2008, 08:44:42 PM
do things against the rules
http://boyah.net/forums/index.php/topic,1726.0.html
you pick which one
im saying personal attacks.
or a no one cares..
i'm saying double posting
I've realized that I am a very jealous person.
i'm hoping she thought i was kidding about hurting myself and thats why she didn't try to help out. i hope she really cares...
Quote from: Boyager on December 21, 2008, 10:14:19 PM
i'm hoping she thought i was kidding about hurting myself and thats why she didn't try to help out. i hope she really cares...
a scream for their attention
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Quote from: Boyager on December 21, 2008, 08:44:42 PM
do things against the rules
http://boyah.net/forums/index.php/topic,1726.0.html
you pick which one
I choose...
...double posting.
Quote from: Boyager on December 22, 2008, 01:25:47 AM
jmv says i'm intellugunt
LOL
uh because you are? doodhuh;
i, on the other hand, clearly can't say the same about myself ;)
This is why therapy isn't working for me.
I'm hopeless and it will never be resolved.
You brought it up and then left it hanging. Why did you do that before I went to sleep? :(
Quote from: Boyager on December 23, 2008, 11:28:15 PM
I'm hopeless and it will never be resolved.
You brought it up and then left it hanging. Why did you do that before I went to sleep? :(
I'm just that kind of person. :3
i eat people
the door was beeping but i thought i was in trouble for something (not that i did anything to get in trouble for) so i left in a hurry
then i discover that dyke left the security tag on my xmas sweater and now i have to go back in this weather to get it taken off for his stupid mistake
I LOVE CHRISTMAS
I think people are beautiful when they cry.
My ex-girlfriend who is kinda my current girlfriend was addicted to meth when she was 12 or 13.
I get spoiled too much for Christmas presents
I LIKE BESTIALITY
Quote from: Boyager on December 26, 2008, 03:02:21 AM
I LIKE BESTIALITY
more importantly, you spelled it right
It sucks liking someone who doesn't know or would even slightly like me back.
An apology and 3 words. You know it's right.
hey guys i distributed child pornography
Quote from: Boyager on December 26, 2008, 01:52:00 PM
An apology and 3 words. You know it's right.
3 rights make a left
i broke into your house and touched your cat
twice
what are you gonna do about it?
I'm tired of taking a back seat to everything all the time
She won't talk or tell him to stop.
I don't want to talk about what happened and she won't stop him. :(
I wish canada liked me, but even if we went out i would probably just let her down
I am actually a gorilla
I'm ashamed that I support a form of eugenics.
I think I have an STD... >.<
i banged sam
...
and then i woke up
I took a shit and didn't wipe.
Quote from: Boyager on December 29, 2008, 02:48:18 PM
virginity
um how can you sexually transmit the lack of sex
Quote from: Boyager on December 30, 2008, 10:14:00 AM
um how can you sexually transmit the lack of sex
that's what i thought
I banged sam too. Except it was in my head and my hands were... well. Yeah.
i don't want this year to be over :(
I'll be flying away.
i'm from the city in the midewest best city in the whole wide wide world
I want a girlfriend but I don't know how to get one.
i hate how you always make fun of me and like to get me upset.
Quote from: Boyager on December 31, 2008, 09:56:07 AM
i hate how you always make fun of me and like to get me upset.
I am not making fun of you. I am teasing you. akudood;
everything about m!ppo screams dumbass
Quote from: Boyager on December 31, 2008, 12:40:53 PM
I am not making fun of you. I am teasing you. akudood;
That is basically the same thing
I actually like Lawlz
I have always liked Lawlz.
Admit that I ruined everything.
Admit it like everyone else.
Quote from: Boyager on December 31, 2008, 09:23:09 PM
I have always liked Lawlz.
me too
he's not as bad as people say he is doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on December 31, 2008, 10:12:11 PM
Admit that I ruined everything.
Admit it like everyone else.
I'm not everyone else.
There's a person on here that I would just love to know in real life and be his best friend. (or more if he wanted)
He's amazing. :(
I honestly forgot that Felt is gay, so when I read that Dating Advice thread he just made I was like O_0 for a second.
Quote from: Boyager on December 31, 2008, 10:47:42 PM
I honestly forgot that Felt is gay, so when I read that Dating Advice thread he just made I was like O_0 for a second.
I wasn't the only one. befuddlement
Quote from: Boyager on December 31, 2008, 10:45:03 PM
There's a person on here that I would just love to know in real life and be his best friend. (or more if he wanted)
He's amazing. :(
Wonder if it the same one I think is amazing?
Quote from: Boyager on December 31, 2008, 10:45:03 PM
There's a person on here that I would just love to know in real life and be his best friend. (or more if he wanted)
He's amazing. :(
is it lawlz
i bet it's cam
maybe its hiro
i know who it isn't
Quote from: Boyager on December 31, 2008, 10:53:18 PM
Wonder if it the same one I think is amazing?
I don't know, but really, I'd be all over him if I knew him in real life. befuddlement
He's exactly what I've been looking for in a guy. >.<
Seriously, exactly. ;_;
Quote from: Boyager on December 31, 2008, 11:05:59 PM
is it lawlz
no
Quote from: Boyager on December 31, 2008, 11:36:58 PM
i bet it's cam
no
is it trueballa
its jmv
Just so you know, he's probably the last person any of you would ever expect. giggle;
But he might have an idea. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on December 31, 2008, 11:52:21 PM
Just so you know, he's probably the last person any of you would ever expect. giggle;
But he might have an idea. n_u
IS IT TRUEBALLER
IS IT TECTRONOE
IS IT GUFF
OH IT'S DEMONPRINCESS
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2009, 12:01:00 AM
IS IT TRUEBALLER
IS IT TECTRONOE
IS IT GUFF
it is bassir obviously
I wish i could help james but he doesn't want my help :'(
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2009, 12:03:10 AM
I wish i could help james but he doesn't want my help :'(
I WANT HELP NO ONE CAN OFFER :'(
it's lck isn't it
Quote from: Trevor on January 01, 2009, 12:04:45 AM
it's lck isn't it
it's your chin. i want to put it next to chin and hten slowly rob your cock while jacking off
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2009, 12:05:43 AM
it's your chin. i want to put it next to chin and hten slowly rob your cock while jacking off
anytime
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2009, 12:05:43 AM
it's your chin. i want to put it next to chin and hten slowly rob your cock while jacking off
I'MMA COCK ROBBER wariodood;
idk
:(
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2009, 12:09:17 AM
get your own
(http://img356.imageshack.us/img356/4240/zzzzzzzzzzzzzzds7.png)
It's the real Famy. Or Guff. Maybe Nick or Tec. So many men. KAREL. THE POWER OF GOD
I bawled.
Then there is Lawlz, JMV, Wrench, YPR, Nate,Snorkel, Soup, Trevor, Felt, ME 86, Nyerp, Bassir, Socks, V, StarPilot, Mettalick (I spelt it wrong saddood;),and the infamous and loveable BA.
And Mike<3, Hippo, DP, I bet Thyme too, Hiro, Haunted, Geno,andrew1911, Selkie, and more later.
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2009, 10:41:35 AM
I bet Thyme too
That's a strange bet to make. giggle;
Quote from: Thyme on January 01, 2009, 10:44:25 AM
That's a strange bet to make. giggle;
But I still think it. :3
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2009, 09:30:04 AM
It's the real Famy. Or Guff. Maybe Nick or Tec. So many men. KAREL. THE POWER OF GOD
But it couldn't be me, so my name may as well not be on that list. :'(
you guys still haven't listed all male boyagers
as i said he's the one you'd least expect n_u
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2009, 11:25:53 AM
you guys still haven't listed all male boyagers
as i said he's the one you'd least expect n_u
juicebox
I hate my life. :(
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2009, 11:13:23 AM
But it couldn't be me, so my name may as well not be on that list. :'(
Gee Tec. You are handsome. Why Not?
CFalcon, Gin, Red Lightening,Thief, Reefer, Loto, Rreeppeeaar, Kaz, I know it's STEAL.
I just want to be loved. :'(
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2009, 12:15:01 AM
(http://img356.imageshack.us/img356/4240/zzzzzzzzzzzzzzds7.png)
requesting .psd
its kaz u idiots |:
iits joosebox or qualanx
how are you
I'm so pathetic.
It's not fair.
It isn't.
Why can't I ever motivate myself?!?!?!?!?!?
You said you would today and you weren't even here. :'(
Why did I believe you would do something you said you would? doodthing;
I need you to stay. I need you to get through all this. :'(
Oh, and I wanted to say 'ONE WEEK LEFT BABY!', but now I can't. doodhuh;
Why have you been ignoring me?
It's hurting me like you wouldn't believe.
I've done drugs; just felt I had to get that off my chest somewhere
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 09:40:47 PM
I've done drugs; just felt I had to get that off my chest somewhere
Haha, welcome to the club.
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 10:06:33 PM
Haha, welcome to the club.
Druggies are too lazy to make a club
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 10:13:20 PM
Druggies are too lazy to make a club
But we think about it! That counts...
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 10:18:03 PM
But we think about it! That counts...
yeah, my friends have laid out a plan to wander Europe instead of finishing college and getting real jobs
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 10:19:14 PM
yeah, my friends have laid out a plan to wander Europe instead of finishing college and getting real jobs
Europe is so much more fun though. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 10:22:45 PM
Europe is so much more fun though. giggle;
being poor anywhere is not too much fun
I'm thinking about giving up on myself like the one person who mattered the most gave up on me.
I'm too much work, right?
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 10:40:49 PM
I'm thinking about giving up on myself like the one person who mattered the most gave up on me.
I'm too much work, right?
No. you are very much worth it. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 10:40:49 PM
I'm thinking about giving up on myself like the one person who mattered the most gave up on me.
I'm too much work, right?
No, how could you be too much work?
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 10:41:57 PM
No. you are very much worth it. baddood;
No. I'm not .
What they did was very similar to exactly what happened before. They lead me to believe I had a chance, and once I took the bait and went for it I find they weren't serious. The only difference, as far as I know is how long it took and that this time it wasn't in am malicious manner.
I believed everything they said, repeatedly even after lies, lies to cover up the lies, lies that the lies were lies, feeling completely betrayed, and all of that bullshit. I never once stopped trusting them or loving them less, even after being relegated to a simple toy who could be tossed aside.
After years of none, I finally had some hope, something to look forward to, but that was just a game. That's gone now: completely shattered.
All I was told, including up until that night was that I am "too much work" . Reasonably so, if is too much work for them, then it is for me. There is no need for me to try and fix what is deemed too much effort to be dealt with, just to put myself in the same situation again in the future.
I'm calling on Monday to cancel, and then I'll use the next week to think if I should permanently end the sessions or to foolishly pretend that I'm worth it and that it won't happen again.
I'm sorry for wasting everyone's time trying to help in something that I was stupid enough to have hope in.
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 10:58:34 PM
No. I'm not .
What they did was very similar to exactly what happened before. They lead me to believe I had a chance, and once I took the bait and went for it I find they weren't serious. The only difference, as far as I know is how long it took and that this time it wasn't in am malicious manner.
I believed everything they said, repeatedly even after lies, lies to cover up the lies, lies that the lies were lies, feeling completely betrayed, and all of that bullshit. I never once stopped trusting them or loving them less, even after being relegated to a simple toy who could be tossed aside.
After years of none, I finally had some hope, something to look forward to, but that was just a game. That's gone now: completely shattered.
All I was told, including up until that night was that I am "too much work" . Reasonably so, if is too much work for them, then it is for me. There is no need for me to try and fix what is deemed too much effort to be dealt with, just to put myself in the same situation again in the future.
I'm calling on Monday to cancel, and then I'll use the next week to think if I should permanently end the sessions or to foolishly pretend that I'm worth it and that it won't happen again.
I'm sorry for wasting everyone's time trying to help in something that I was stupid enough to have hope in.
I don't regret one second of my time helping you. You are worth it. Keep going to sessions. Finish what you started. It will help you. cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 11:10:12 PM
I don't regret one second of my time helping you. You are worth it. Keep going to sessions. Finish what you started. It will help you. cjlubdoods;
Thank you.
But if someone who claimed to love and care about me agrees that I am too much work, then I'm sure a stranger or more distant friends would feel the same, possibly even more strongly.
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 11:24:22 PM
Thank you.
But if someone who claimed to love and care about me agrees that I am too much work, then I'm sure a stranger or more distant friends would feel the same, possibly even more strongly.
some people are more willing to help no matter what than others are...
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 11:25:54 PM
some people are more willing to help no matter what than others are...
Some people are beyond hope.
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 11:29:49 PM
Some people are beyond hope.
you cant just give up on people though
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 11:35:40 PM
you cant just give up on people though
Well she did...
she did...
well that's really weak of her..
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 11:50:24 PM
well that's really weak of her..
The sad thing is, I'm like one of those parents who refuse to touch their child's room after it dies because they are somehow hoping they'd come home even though it will never happen.
I'm keep hoping it can be fixed and she is just playing a joke :(
smack her with your penis.. haha.
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 10:58:34 PM
No. I'm not .
What they did was very similar to exactly what happened before. They lead me to believe I had a chance, and once I took the bait and went for it I find they weren't serious. The only difference, as far as I know is how long it took and that this time it wasn't in am malicious manner.
I believed everything they said, repeatedly even after lies, lies to cover up the lies, lies that the lies were lies, feeling completely betrayed, and all of that bullshit. I never once stopped trusting them or loving them less, even after being relegated to a simple toy who could be tossed aside.
After years of none, I finally had some hope, something to look forward to, but that was just a game. That's gone now: completely shattered.
All I was told, including up until that night was that I am "too much work" . Reasonably so, if is too much work for them, then it is for me. There is no need for me to try and fix what is deemed too much effort to be dealt with, just to put myself in the same situation again in the future.
I'm calling on Monday to cancel, and then I'll use the next week to think if I should permanently end the sessions or to foolishly pretend that I'm worth it and that it won't happen again.
I'm sorry for wasting everyone's time trying to help in something that I was stupid enough to have hope in.
I was only fooling around with the emotion chatbot.
I wasn't being serious with it, it's just a chatbot.
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 11:50:24 PM
well that's really weak of her..
Yes. <3
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 10:58:34 PM
No. I'm not .
What they did was very similar to exactly what happened before. They lead me to believe I had a chance, and once I took the bait and went for it I find they weren't serious. The only difference, as far as I know is how long it took and that this time it wasn't in am malicious manner.
I believed everything they said, repeatedly even after lies, lies to cover up the lies, lies that the lies were lies, feeling completely betrayed, and all of that bullshit. I never once stopped trusting them or loving them less, even after being relegated to a simple toy who could be tossed aside.
After years of none, I finally had some hope, something to look forward to, but that was just a game. That's gone now: completely shattered.
All I was told, including up until that night was that I am "too much work" . Reasonably so, if is too much work for them, then it is for me. There is no need for me to try and fix what is deemed too much effort to be dealt with, just to put myself in the same situation again in the future.
I'm calling on Monday to cancel, and then I'll use the next week to think if I should permanently end the sessions or to foolishly pretend that I'm worth it and that it won't happen again.
I'm sorry for wasting everyone's time trying to help in something that I was stupid enough to have hope in.
Even though I'm sure I never really helped much, I'm glad that I could be of any assistance to you. It was nice to know that you trusted us, and especially me, of all people, enough to tell us about your current situation and ask for help and have faith that we wouldn't tell anyone if you didn't want them to know or do anything to hinder you.
Quote from: Boyager on January 03, 2009, 12:33:25 AM
I was only fooling around with the emotion chatbot.
I wasn't being serious with it, it's just a chatbot.
You've said it to me too.
Quote from: Boyager on January 03, 2009, 12:56:48 AM
Even though I'm sure I never really helped much, I'm glad that I could be of any assistance to you. It was nice to know that you trusted us, and especially me, of all people, enough to tell us about your current situation and ask for help and have faith that we wouldn't tell anyone if you didn't want them to know or do anything to hinder you.
Quote from: Boyager on January 03, 2009, 12:56:48 AM
Even though I'm sure I never really helped much, I'm glad that I could be of any assistance to you. It was nice to know that you trusted us, and especially me, of all people, enough to tell us about your current situation and ask for help and have faith that we wouldn't tell anyone if you didn't want them to know or do anything to hinder you.
Quote from: Boyager on January 03, 2009, 12:56:48 AM
Even though I'm sure I never really helped much, I'm glad that I could be of any assistance to you. It was nice to know that you trusted us, and especially me, of all people, enough to tell us about your current situation and ask for help and have faith that we wouldn't tell anyone if you didn't want them to know or do anything to hinder you.
Quote from: Boyager on January 03, 2009, 12:56:48 AM
Even though I'm sure I never really helped much, I'm glad that I could be of any assistance to you. It was nice to know that you trusted us, and especially me, of all people, enough to tell us about your current situation and ask for help and have faith that we wouldn't tell anyone if you didn't want them to know or do anything to hinder you.
THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS AAAAAAAAA :'(
you're all a bunch of douchebags
Quote from: Boyager on January 02, 2009, 11:29:49 PM
Some people are beyond hope.
But not you. No one who feels as deeply as you is beyond hope. :3
Please don't forget
Please don't forget
Please don't forget.
:'(
Quote from: Boyager on January 03, 2009, 02:34:35 PM
Please don't forget
Please don't forget
Please don't forget.
:'(
I whisper those words every day of my life. :(
it's abnormally cold in my house...
It's not your house. It's your heart. saddood;
I'd like to get to know him a little better...
Quote from: Boyager on January 03, 2009, 03:41:13 PM
It's not your house. It's your heart. saddood;
no my heart is pretty warm i must say.
Quote from: Boyager on January 03, 2009, 03:43:19 PM
no my heart is pretty warm i must say.
Then everything will be fine.
Quote from: Boyager on January 03, 2009, 03:49:20 PM
Then everything will be fine.
no everything will not be fine until the heat my house is turned up.
Quote from: Boyager on January 03, 2009, 03:54:03 PM
no everything will not be fine until the heat my house is turned up.
How cold is it?
Oops. I was an idiot. n_u
OH WELL. YOU ASSHOLES DON'T KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT. hocuspocus;
WAY TO COLD.
i'm practically dying.
Quote from: Boyager on January 03, 2009, 04:07:34 PM
Oops. I was an idiot. n_u
OH WELL. YOU ASSHOLES DON'T KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT. hocuspocus;
Hippo. That secretive bastard. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Thyme on January 03, 2009, 04:35:10 PM
Hippo. That secretive bastard. hocuspocus;
I'll never tell. n_u
Oh, and it's not in a "get to know each other" relationship wise...since they'd think I'm a monster.
I mean as a friend.
and we care why....
I started having an anxiety attack while I was out. :(
Quote from: Boyager on January 03, 2009, 06:15:23 PM
I started having an anxiety attack while I was out. :(
I get panic attacks all the time, but without the fear. (Like going "crazy" or being killed.)
1. Palpitations, pounding heart, or accelerated heart rate
2. Sweating (not due to heat or exertion)
3. Trembling or shaking
4. Shortness of breath or smothering
5. Feeling of choking
6. Chest pain or discomfort
7. Nausea or abdominal distress
8. Dizziness or lightheadedness or fainting feeling
9. Feeling of unreality or of detached from self
10. Fear of losing control or going crazy
11. Fear of dying
12. Numbness or tingling sensations
13. Chills or hot flashes
I suffer from 1, 2, 3, 7, 9, 12, and 13.
I get them at least once a day.
I really hate it when fear incorporates my panic attacks though, it feels like my chest is wide open and someone's about to stab it and I just want to wear a giant scarf or hide.
Quote from: Boyager on January 03, 2009, 02:34:35 PM
Please don't forget
Please don't forget
Please don't forget.
:'(
I always feel as if I'm the only one that remembers anything that's happened to me, like deaths and even insignificant memories. I almost feel as if I'm in
1984, as history was almost rewritten to exclude everything that only I remember.
They've all forgotten, I'm the only one that remembers. If I'm the only one that remembers, is it still the truth?
that's almost 70 degrees akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on January 04, 2009, 12:31:44 PM
that's almost 70 degrees akudood;
yah but its cold.
it feels cold anyways.
It seems as if I've been forgotten yet again.
Oh well.
i'm singing into a tube of yogurt!!
I think that idea is pretty great actually.
ha HA..
Quote from: Boyager on January 04, 2009, 12:25:44 PM
you crazy bitch.
that is sooo cold.
don't call me names lacey :(
Quote from: Boyager on January 04, 2009, 02:26:39 PM
don't call me names lacey :(
boohoo lol.
im joking.
sorry.
69 degrees is perfect weather O_0
Anyone else noticed how awesome the real Famy is? cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on January 04, 2009, 08:05:26 PM
Anyone else noticed how awesome the real Famy is? cjlubdoods;
no he sucks
Quote from: Boyager on January 04, 2009, 08:05:51 PM
no he sucks
He is the bestest ever. So handsome and manly. :3
Quote from: Boyager on January 04, 2009, 08:05:26 PM
Anyone else noticed how awesome the real Famy is? cjlubdoods;
What about the other one
nick>foamy
Quote from: Boyager on January 04, 2009, 07:55:41 PM
69 degrees is perfect weather O_0
no, not 69 degrees celsius.. if this is incorrect spelling mikal (sponge) told me how to spell that blame it on him..
Quote from: Boyager on January 05, 2009, 07:08:46 AM
no, not 69 degrees celsius.. if this is incorrect spelling mikal (sponge) told me how to spell that blame it on him..
i meant it is 69 degrees celsius not farenheight..
Quote from: Boyager on January 05, 2009, 12:52:21 PM
i meant it is 69 degrees celsius not farenheight..
That's incredibley hot
Quote from: Boyager on January 05, 2009, 07:08:46 AM
no, not 69 degrees celsius.. if this is incorrect spelling mikal (sponge) told me how to spell that blame it on him..
Even though it's the system you use, you can't spell it? psyduck;
Quote from: Boyager on January 05, 2009, 03:15:34 PM
Even though it's the system you use, you can't spell it? psyduck;
Not to defend her, but there are many people in the US who cannot spell "Fahrenheit."
Quote from: Boyager on January 05, 2009, 03:15:34 PM
Even though it's the system you use, you can't spell it? psyduck;
What
can she spell correctly? psyduck;
i helped my uncle jack off a horse
Quote from: Boyager on January 05, 2009, 11:48:26 PM
i helped my uncle jack off a horse
why couldn't he get off by himself
He lost his legs in 'Nam
All this time, I thought Lawlz was making a spelling error when he would mention Lightening Force. goonish
well sorry i can't spell celcious who even cares..
it's just a pointless word that no one likes to write anyways.
i HATE when teachers don't hole punch papers.. it makes me want to punch their faces!
He's not coming back for a long time. :(
Can I wait? We'll see.
She knows I like her, and this for some reason makes me feel much better :O
Quote from: Boyager on January 06, 2009, 03:08:56 PM
She knows I like her, and this for some reason makes me feel much better :O
PM me about it. baddood;
I stopped taking my pills, and now those feelings are rushing back... Maybe I really do have a problem.
soon and very soon
everything is going as it should and they'll both make the right decisions. i know it.
I hate when I want to tell them something and it sounds so beautiful while I am thinking of it, but once I try to tell them I can't remember and it seems lackluster. :(
Quote from: Boyager on January 06, 2009, 06:49:44 PM
I hate when I want to tell them something and it sounds so beautiful while I am thinking of it, but once I try to tell them I can't remember and it seems lackluster. :(
LOL
Quote from: Boyager on January 06, 2009, 06:49:44 PM
I hate when I want to tell them something and it sounds so beautiful while I am thinking of it, but once I try to tell them I can't remember and it seems lackluster. :(
I know how you feel wry It happens to me, too ;-;
When people I don't talk to much ask me a question, I say the answer in a soft voice and they're like WHAT. Then I answer again in an attitude.
I HATE IT ;-;
Why is everything collapsing before my very eyes?
It's scary and sickening at the same time...
Quote from: Boyager on January 06, 2009, 06:49:44 PM
I hate when I want to tell them something and it sounds so beautiful while I am thinking of it, but once I try to tell them I can't remember and it seems lackluster. :(
This happens for basically everything I undertake. :(
Quote from: Boyager on January 06, 2009, 07:18:03 PM
When people I don't talk to much ask me a question, I say the answer in a soft voice and they're like WHAT. Then I answer again in an attitude.
I HATE IT ;-;
then speak louder.. duhh.
We're all just numbers in a math equation. A general statement, but the truth for sure. We have our additions and subtractions, our pluses and minuses...except I am the unsolvable equation. I am the illogical one. I am the imaginary number. I complicate myself with negatives and quadratics and exponents, making it so no one can understand me. Te amare nolo... I shall never let you into my self-contained box. I am alone and that is how I wish to stay. You cannot change my mind; I have been forsaken by you. My soul cries out in pain at the mere sight. I'll complicate myself even more for you. I'd do this in a heartbeat to keep my secrets from you. You can never know the things I have done...
I do not let on that I am an intellectual. I keep my contemplation and writing a secret from most. I do not trust them, I do not trust anyone...The ice on the trees reminds me of the loneliness and the grief I feel, myself...it's cold, just like my soul.
Quote from: Boyager on January 07, 2009, 02:34:51 PM
We're all just numbers in a math equation. A general statement, but the truth for sure. We have our additions and subtractions, our pluses and minuses...except I am the unsolvable equation. I am the illogical one. I am the imaginary number. I complicate myself with negatives and quadratics and exponents, making it so no one can understand me. Te amare nolo... I shall never let you into my self-contained box. I am alone and that is how I wish to stay. You cannot change my mind; I have been forsaken by you. My soul cries out in pain at the mere sight. I'll complicate myself even more for you. I'd do this in a heartbeat to keep my secrets from you. You can never know the things I have done...
I do not let on that I am an intellectual. I keep my contemplation and writing a secret from most. I do not trust them, I do not trust anyone...The ice on the trees reminds me of the loneliness and the grief I feel, myself...it's cold, just like my soul.
Everything you said is done because of your own actions.
You feel illogical? You (http://made) yourself feel that way.
Your soul is cold? Doesn't have to be.
We are all the choices we make. We can be whatever we want, we just have to make the right choices.
If you feel so lost or hopeless, change it. Only you can. And if you say it's irreversible, it's only that way because you want it to stay that way. Everything is up to you. You have nobody in this world except for one person, and it doesn't seem like you go to him very much.
Quote from: Boyager on January 07, 2009, 05:22:57 PM
Everything you said is done because of your own actions.
You feel illogical? You made yourself feel that way.
Your soul is cold? Doesn't have to be.
We are all the choices we make. We can be whatever we want, we just have to make the right choices.
If you feel so lost or hopeless, change it. Only you can. And if you say it's irreversible, it's only that way because you want it to stay that way. Everything is up to you. You have nobody in this world except for one person, and it doesn't seem like you go to him very much.
You're right. It is my fault, but the things that I always feel sad about aren't even my fault...like with previous dates and such. That's my fault for being so naïve. I feel everything returning back to be from two years ago...
But that's okay. I need to try to change...
Quote from: Boyager on January 07, 2009, 06:13:34 PM
You're right. It is my fault, but the things that I always feel sad about aren't even my fault...like with previous dates and such.
Then don't feel that way. Especially if it's in the far past and you can't do anything about it. You can't let the past consume your life; you can't change it. Nobody can change it. Move on and be happier. goonish
Quote from: Boyager on January 07, 2009, 06:19:35 PM
Then don't feel that way. Especially if it's in the far past and you can't do anything about it. You can't let the past consume your life; you can't change it. Nobody can change it. Move on and be happier. goonish
I realize that.
I'm trying hard to put my past behind me for once and for all.
Regardless of where our connection is headed we will both leave for college and be separated in 7 months and nothing can stop it.
Why couldn't I have loved her years ago
Quote from: Boyager on January 07, 2009, 06:35:05 PM
Regardless of where our connection is headed we will both leave for college and be separated in 7 months and nothing can stop it.
Why couldn't I have loved her years ago
But if you loved her years ago, would your relationship have lasted? Remember, you weren't as mature then, and neither was she. Plus, you would still have to leave her in seven months regardless.
Long distance relationships can work. I've seen it happen. If it's meant to be, it'll last.
Quote from: Boyager on January 07, 2009, 06:19:32 AM
then speak louder.. duhh.
Well I would, if ya know, I could.
Quote from: Boyager on January 07, 2009, 08:13:32 PM
Well I would, if ya know, I could.
Don't give us an attitude baddood;
giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on January 07, 2009, 07:07:52 PM
But if you loved her years ago, would your relationship have lasted? Remember, you weren't as mature then, and neither was she. Plus, you would still have to leave her in seven months regardless.
Long distance relationships can work. I've seen it happen. If it's meant to be, it'll last.
And I've seen how depressed people can get because of them. It's better to break it off in my opinion
Quote from: Boyager on January 07, 2009, 08:27:28 PM
And I've seen how depressed people can get because of them. It's better to break it off in my opinion
madood;
Quote from: Boyager on January 07, 2009, 08:27:28 PM
And I've seen how depressed people can get because of them. It's better to break it off in my opinion
I've been through one and it's caused me months of hurt. >.<
I don't go around announcing it, however. I try to keep my emotions bottled up nowadays to avoid becoming an attention whore or to receive more teasing.
Sometimes I feel sad when I see on the Who's Online list that a friend is "sending a message" and the PM isn't for me. :(
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 05:20:21 PM
Sometimes I feel sad when I see on the Who's Online list that a friend is "sending a message" and the PM isn't for me. :(
So do I :(
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 05:20:21 PM
Sometimes I feel sad when I see on the Who's Online list that a friend is "sending a message" and the PM isn't for me. :(
I don't even know what you're talking about. O_0
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 05:33:58 PM
I don't even know what you're talking about. O_0
http://boyah.net/forums/index.php?action=who
saddood;
Oh, sorry, Hippo and I are chatting. giggle;
You better leave Hippo alone Det. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 05:40:05 PM
k noone cares
Wow, fuck you, coward, nobody cares about half the shit in this thread.
Quote from: Tyler on January 08, 2009, 05:41:18 PM
You better leave Hippo alone Det. baddood;
He started it. giggle;
Shit, forgot to be an idiot.
You better leave Det alone Hippo. baddood;
oh don't worry we already knew you were an idiot
Shit, me too. giggle;
Oh, and the post above mine wasn't me Det. I love you too much. :(
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 05:44:26 PM
Wow, fuck you, coward, nobody cares about half the shit in this thread.
k u cool
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 05:45:19 PM
oh don't worry we already knew you were an idiot
yeah lacey, you're really one to fucking talk thumbup;
you're the biggest idiot this place has ever seen
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 06:04:01 PM
yeah lacey, you're really one to fucking talk thumbup;
you're the biggest idiot this place has ever seen
I lol'ed
I love you, but how can I tell you when you refuse to acknowledge my existence anymore?
You made me fall for you much harder than I wanted.
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 07:01:53 PM
I love you, but how can I tell you when you refuse to acknowledge my existence anymore?
You made me fall for you much harder than I wanted.
:(
... :(
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 07:10:50 PM
:(
...
Why do you have to hurt me so?
Why do I have to wait for close to forever to talk to you again?
Why are you leaving me until it is convenient for you? Do I not matter anymore?
...:(
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 07:13:02 PM
...
Why do you have to hurt me so?
Why do I have to wait for close to forever to talk to you again?
Why are you leaving me until it is convenient for you? Do I not matter anymore?
...:(
No, you don't matter anymore.
:(
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 07:14:42 PM
No, you don't matter anymore.
:(
P.S. This isn't the same person who was quoted.
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 07:18:03 PM
oh sorry
No, I was just clearing it up so the person you quoted didn't think it was who they were talking to and then be hurt by you saying they don't matter.
Quote from: Proletarian Guerilla on January 08, 2009, 07:19:55 PM
No, I was just clearing it up so the person you quoted didn't think it was who they were talking to and then be hurt by you saying they don't matter.
Thanks, JMV.
I'm sorry I leave my depressed messages in here. I feel like I can't talk to anyone anymore because I'm a burden. This is why I write and announce this stuff to all of you in secret.
Thanks for letting me be your burden, Boyah.
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 08:11:11 PM
I'm sorry I leave my depressed messages in here. I feel like I can't talk to anyone anymore because I'm a burden. This is why I write and announce this stuff to all of you in secret.
Thanks for letting me be your burden, Boyah.
Now now. You know there are plenty of people (including me) that are willing to listen and keep your problems private.
Quote from: Tyler on January 08, 2009, 08:14:47 PM
Now now. You know there are plenty of people (including me) that are willing to listen and keep your problems private.
I know, but I always feel as if I'm a burden if I start to talk about my problems to people.
I listen to everyone and try to help them, but I can't bring myself to telling anyone much of anything about my problems.
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 08:19:06 PM
I know, but I always feel as if I'm a burden if I start to talk about my problems to people.
I listen to everyone and try to help them, but I can't bring myself to telling anyone much of anything about my problems.
thats the fun part :O
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 08:59:06 PM
thats the fun part :O
I don't like to feel like an attention whore.
In the past, it's made two of my friends that I heavily relied on block me. I've learned my lesson with relying on people.
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 09:06:14 PM
I don't like to feel like an attention whore.
In the past, it's made two of my friends that I heavily relied on block me. I've learned my lesson with relying on people.
ew wtf
even i put up with shit and pretend to care just so they can feel good ;_;
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 09:07:15 PM
ew wtf
even i put up with shit and pretend to care just so they can feel good ;_;
oh
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 09:07:15 PM
ew wtf
even i put up with shit and pretend to care just so they can feel good ;_;
I see.
I bothered these people for about two months while I went through a horrible period of just suicide note after suicide note after suicide note.
I guess I just sickened them and burdened them too much. This is why I don't go to people with my problems anymore.
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 09:12:21 PM
I see.
I bothered these people for about two months while I went through a horrible period of just suicide note after suicide note after suicide note.
I guess I just sickened them and burdened them too much. This is why I don't go to people with my problems anymore.
you can tell them to jmv, he likes them <3
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 09:13:12 PM
you can tell them to jmv, he likes them <3
that is what i do
ya jmv listens.
he also spends an hour writing and making art and it gets ignored because some one else made clucky go ' my ego is on fire cjlubdoods; ' because what they did is probably better :'(
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 08:19:06 PM
I know, but I always feel as if I'm a burden if I start to talk about my problems to people.
I listen to everyone and try to help them, but I can't bring myself to telling anyone much of anything about my problems.
Tell you what. Send me a PM.
I won't mind.
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 09:17:04 PM
ya jmv listens.
he also spends an hour writing and making art and it gets ignored because some one else made clucky go ' my ego is on fire cjlubdoods; ' because what they did is probably better :'(
i dont remember having things on fire are good cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 09:18:11 PM
i dont remember having things on fire are good cjlubdoods;
its like its burnig
why wont you talk sdklfsdfsjk i spent an hour and you ignored it :'(
Quote from: Tyler on January 08, 2009, 09:17:56 PM
Tell you what. Send me a PM.
I won't mind.
I will, next time I'm feeling down.
I hope I don't drive you away. I don't want to lose even more friends.
I actually don't know who Red Lightning is. His name just doesn't ring a bell. psyduck;
Famy too, come to think of it. psyduck;
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 05:20:21 PM
Sometimes I feel sad when I see on the Who's Online list that a friend is "sending a message" and the PM isn't for me. :(
So send them a pm yourself
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 11:44:32 AM
So send them a pm yourself
It's not as satisfying as getting a PM out of the blue.
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 11:45:56 AM
It's not as satisfying as getting a PM out of the blue.
I'd rather just talk to people on AIM, PM conversations are sort of annoying
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 12:28:01 PM
I'd rather just talk to people on AIM, PM conversations are sort of annoying
Not mine. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 01:25:40 PM
Not mine. n_u
I mean how they're broken up and you can't tell if the person is offline without waiting for 20 minutes
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 01:38:53 PM
I mean how they're broken up and you can't tell if the person is offline without waiting for 20 minutes
That's what makes them exciting. :3
:( why do you hurt me
How could you do this to me?
I've realized that there are people who care about me.
They've made me feel better about myself.
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 09:36:06 PM
EVERYTHING HAS A RAISIN
Not everything is by me so stop being a bitch to everyone.
Quote from: Arm Leg Leg Arm Head on January 09, 2009, 09:39:04 PM
Not everything is by me so stop being a bitch to everyone.
Thanks JMV :'(
i love all of you
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 09:44:18 PM
i love all of you
Not as much as I love you. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 09:46:40 PM
Not as much as I love you. baddood;
no shut up i love you more
You're really one of the few people I've trusted to tell anything to, but idk anymore ;-;
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 10:05:56 PM
You're really one of the few people I've trusted to tell anything to, but idk anymore ;-;
I don't care about trust and secrets anymore, silly!
All your past secrets are forgotten and will never surface to anyone. <3
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 10:10:20 PM
I don't care about trust and secrets anymore, silly!
All your past secrets are forgotten and will never surface to anyone. <3
THAT WASN'T ME
Why am I so upset when I talk to you?! You treat me like a king, but I treat you like dirt. :(
I may have people who seem to care about me, but I can't help getting my mind off you.
You're the one of my dreams, you're the one that I want. Are you the one I deserve? No. I don't deserve someone as good as you.
It seems as I grow closer to these people, I'm drifting away from you. Maybe I should try forgetting about you, since you've forgotten me...
Would it make life any more easy to forget anything I had for you? Would it make life any more easy to try someone new?
I'm afraid they're out to use me. You, I'm not so sure anymore. It'll have to wait until you come back [if ever], I suppose. You didn't seem like you only worried about sex, but who knows what could be on your mind? With all the questions they asked, I'm not even sure that they want me for more than that.
If only you lived closer...I'd know the answer to everything by now.
Instead, I have this...
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 10:46:53 PM
I may have people who seem to care about me, but I can't help getting my mind off you.
You're the one of my dreams, you're the one that I want. Are you the one I deserve? No. I don't deserve someone as good as you.
It seems as I grow closer to these people, I'm drifting away from you. Maybe I should try forgetting about you, since you've forgotten me...
Would it make life any more easy to forget anything I had for you? Would it make life any more easy to try someone new?
I'm afraid they're out to use me. You, I'm not so sure anymore. It'll have to wait until you come back [if ever], I suppose. You didn't seem like you only worried about sex, but who knows what could be on your mind? With all the questions they asked, I'm not even sure that they want me for more than that.
If only you lived closer...I'd know the answer to everything by now.
Instead, I have this...
Before some bitch quotes this and thinks it's about her, it's not about you Clucky.
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 10:50:08 PM
Before some bitch quotes this and thinks it's about her, it's not about you Clucky.
People assume because of all the stuff they've been through, it's them.
It's not JMV or Clucky, it's just someone who needs to get their thoughts out. I know people have offered to talk to me, but I just don't feel comfortable doing that, at least yet.
I'm sorry.
Why put it into second person? That's just creepy... They're not going to read it unless they go here
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 10:50:08 PM
Before some bitch quotes this and thinks it's about her, it's not about you Clucky.
It's never about me. <3
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 11:19:40 PM
Why put it into second person? That's just creepy... They're not going to read it unless they go here
I always write in second person.
I'm always talking directly to the person. Maybe they do go here. Either way, I'd be writing in second person.
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 11:42:51 PM
I always write in second person.
I'm always talking directly to the person. Maybe they do go here. Either way, I'd be writing in second person.
Good practice for a suicide note I guess
JMV writes in third person sometimes.
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 11:48:11 PM
Good practice for a suicide note I guess
No. I don't need that shit anymore.
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 11:48:38 PM
JMV writes in third person sometimes.
Is this jmv or third party
Quote from: Boyager on January 09, 2009, 11:33:15 AM
I actually don't know who Red Lightning is. His name just doesn't ring a bell. psyduck;
it doesn't matter anymore
I really don't see the point anymore.
It's always gonna happen, I give up.
This weekend.
Quote from: Boyager on January 10, 2009, 12:34:06 AM
I really don't see the point anymore.
It's always gonna happen, I give up.
This weekend.
What? O_0
Also, why were those posts deleted?
My once perfect life is now rapidly asphyxiating me with its downfall into hell.
[But they both are gone now -- my soul too dark and hellish for them, I suppose...]
I cry out to you in pain. I miss you. I tell you that I replaced you.
How could I replace you?
...I can't.
My smiles faded into scars, my laughs turned to screams, my soul blackened into hell...
Because of you. Yes, you.
I see the scars and am reminded --
It's not the first time it's happened.
Quote from: Boyager on January 10, 2009, 10:23:34 AM
Nothing matters.
NEVER CARED FOR WHAT THEY DOOOOOOOO
NEVER CARED FOR WHAT THEY KNOOOOOOOWWW-OH!
BUT I KNOOOOOOOOWWWW
YEA-HEAH!
sometimes i check the be an idiot box.
You know, I always get heartbroken after reading this thread.
You people post your problems, most of you not even meaning it...
And for those of us who do hurt, it's almost as if you're mocking us.
So I don't waste my time telling you how I'll kill myself or how I'm sad because I know eventually you'll just find some way to mock it and hurt me.
Fuck you. Fuck all of you.
Quote from: Boyager on January 10, 2009, 04:50:19 PM
You know, I always get heartbroken after reading this thread.
You people post your problems, most of you not even meaning it...
And for those of us who do hurt, it's almost as if you're mocking us.
So I don't waste my time telling you how I'll kill myself or how I'm sad because I know eventually you'll just find some way to mock it and hurt me.
Fuck you. Fuck all of you.
what
i usually delete suicide posts because they annoy me and put me in a legal predicament if someone actually does it.
Quote from: Boyager on January 10, 2009, 04:50:19 PM
You know, I always get heartbroken after reading this thread.
You people post your problems, most of you not even meaning it...
And for those of us who do hurt, it's almost as if you're mocking us.
So I don't waste my time telling you how I'll kill myself or how I'm sad because I know eventually you'll just find some way to mock it and hurt me.
Fuck you. Fuck all of you.
Mine are real...
I post them here because I don't feel comfortable telling anyone face to face or even on AIM/MSN.
Quote from: Boyager on January 10, 2009, 04:46:24 PM
NEVER CARED FOR WHAT THEY DOOOOOOOO
NEVER CARED FOR WHAT THEY KNOOOOOOOWWW-OH!
BUT I KNOOOOOOOOWWWW
YEA-HEAH!
ILY
I'm a hypocrite :'(
Quote from: Boyager on January 10, 2009, 11:05:13 PM
WHY?
I get mad at people when they do something I dislike, but I end up doing the same thing.
Quote from: Boyager on January 10, 2009, 04:50:19 PM
You know, I always get heartbroken after reading this thread.
You people post your problems, most of you not even meaning it...
And for those of us who do hurt, it's almost as if you're mocking us.
So I don't waste my time telling you how I'll kill myself or how I'm sad because I know eventually you'll just find some way to mock it and hurt me.
Fuck you. Fuck all of you.
Maybe you should stop caring what other people think so much before you put yourself into an early grave because of it n_u
He came back...
I'm at ease.
He's not back forever, though...
I'll be fine for now.
Quote from: Boyager on January 10, 2009, 11:34:24 PM
He came back...
I'm at ease.
He's not back forever, though...
I'll be fine for now.
who akudood;
hi jmv
I love you.
Thank you for letting me know that everything is okay.
Why does this always happen? Life is unfair. cry;
Thinking back I feel really bad. I made out with a girl and then made out with her sister a few hours later.
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 11:29:28 AM
Thinking back I feel really bad. I made out with a girl and then made out with her sister a few hours later.
pimp.
I've never fallen in love before.
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 12:57:39 PM
I've never fallen in love before.
oh don't worry it's not that great.
I hate it when they tease me about it.
Is it because they know it's true?
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 01:08:11 PM
It was a long time ago though. akudood;
:(
do it again then.
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 01:11:21 PM
goodtimes..
But I don't do stuff like that anymore. I'm a good boy. ;_;
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 01:14:39 PM
But I don't do stuff like that anymore. I'm a good boy. ;_;
not good.
girls like bad boys.. lol
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 01:20:24 PM
not good.
girls like bad boys.. lol
i'll never get a woman cry;
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 01:28:36 PM
lmfao haha no.
dumb ho's like good boys.
i'll never get a
decent woman
i don't want any whores cry;
No, but seriously. I don't think any girl would like it if you made out with her sister after making out with her. doodhuh;
Why was I so badass, and now I just want to be happy? ;_;
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 01:29:31 PM
i'll never get a decent woman
i don't want any whores cry;
lol aha, that's not exactly what i meant but okay.
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 01:30:26 PM
No, but seriously. I don't think any girl would like it if you made out with her sister after making out with her. doodhuh;
Why was I so badass, and now I just want to be happy? ;_;
yeah idk if they would actually like that.
but yeah there is someone out there for you.
it's just a matter of finding them.
I'm thinking about making a reaction folder for when I browse /v/.
kill me ;-;
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 03:41:27 PM
I'm thinking about making a reaction folder for when I browse /v/.
kill me ;-;
Show yourself! akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on December 31, 2008, 10:45:03 PM
There's a person on here that I would just love to know in real life and be his best friend. (or more if he wanted)
He's amazing. :(
who
I decided to not tell anyone anything nevermore starting today.
hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 04:18:06 PM
I decided to not tell anyone anything nevermore starting today.
hocuspocus;
WHY DOESN'T YOUR IP TRACE TO ANYONE.
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 04:36:32 PM
WHY DOESN'T YOUR IP TRACE TO ANYONE.
i think we can tell who it is, if you're being serious
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 04:51:11 PM
i think we can tell who it is, if you're being serious
Yeah, I really don't know who posted that or how their post doesn't trace to an IP.
Even though you say I am, sometimes I don't feel like you view me as a friend.
Do you love me back? :(
You notice for me, that's for sure.
Atheism.
Lack in belief in God is the only way to freedom. Denying the lies and accepting the truth are the only way to experience true happiness. Blindly accepting a lie leads to nothing but believing that you are safe when you really are not. God does not save. Jesus does not save. Allah does not save. None save except for accepting that there is no higher power and that there is no afterlife. Religion leads to an Orwellian society. I realize the way, the truth, the life. The way which I must travel if I have any hope of a better future. I realize that I must be alone, I recognize the secrets of life.
I don't even know from where these ideas come, I just write and don't stop...
...I'm not even going to try. You can just rot in Hell then; have fun.
Often when I am jacking off I imagine hot chicks as if they were Zoras, like from Zelda
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 07:09:57 PM
...I'm not even going to try. You can just rot in Hell then; have fun.
I just can't swallow anything that remotely has to do with theism anymore.
I've seen the effects. I've been more independent and happier since I've given up my theistic beliefs. It just seems so distant and makes absolutely no sense.
It makes me feel like more of an intellectual, in a way, but sometimes I can't help but wonder...
I'm sorry.
sometimes i lick the salt off pistachios and put them back :O
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 07:24:05 PM
sometimes i lick the salt off pistachios and put them back :O
OH, YOU ARE A DIRTY BASTARD!
I can't control my urges to take away the hurt.
I don't tell anyone for fear of their reaction.
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 07:05:42 PM
Atheism.
Lack in belief in God is the only way to freedom. Denying the lies and accepting the truth are the only way to experience true happiness. Blindly accepting a lie leads to nothing but believing that you are safe when you really are not. God does not save. Jesus does not save. Allah does not save. None save except for accepting that there is no higher power and that there is no afterlife. Religion leads to an Orwellian society. I realize the way, the truth, the life. The way which I must travel if I have any hope of a better future. I realize that I must be alone, I recognize the secrets of life.
Who claims religion makes one safe? Anybody could just look at the Middle East to disprove that theory. And you don't know the way to true happiness, you're just a pseudo-intellectual dumbass.
Closest thing to religion that leads to an Orwellian society is the modern Republican party
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 07:59:45 PM
Who claims religion makes one safe? Anybody could just look at the Middle East to disprove that theory. And you don't know the way to true happiness, you're just a pseudo-intellectual dumbass.
Closest thing to religion that leads to an Orwellian society is the modern Republican party
I understand this.
It's just a piece of writing, not meant to be taken literally. Jesus Christ.
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 08:03:41 PM
I understand this.
It's just a piece of writing, not meant to be taken literally. Jesus Christ.
Oh I'm sorry, I didn't realize you were satirizing a moron akudood;
ah i just saw a pic of my ex with his new girlfriend and it made me upset for some reason !!! akudood; akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 08:27:57 PM
ah i just saw a pic of my ex with his new girlfriend and it made me upset for some reason !!! akudood; akudood;
was she hot
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2009, 08:37:37 PM
was she hot
um not at all she's disgusting, but i wasn't upset in a sad way.
more like a mad way.
but i don't care anymore cause he's a jew anyways.
I sometimes stereotype groups which I happen to be included in without applying the stereotype to myself.
i don't even have an ex so quit complainin' akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on January 12, 2009, 04:13:16 PM
i don't even have an ex so quit complainin' akudood;
:(
No one responds to the messages I make. I try my hardest to relate or be funny but no one cares saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on January 12, 2009, 06:51:32 PM
No one responds to the messages I make. I try my hardest to relate or be funny but no one cares saddood;
i'll respond to this for you spam;
When I write to Eighty-Six in French, I write formally because I'm afraid he won't understand if I write informally. O_0
Well, also because I think it's cute. n_u
Thymey, did you mean to forget something? n_u
Quote from: Monsieur Barrett on January 12, 2009, 08:28:14 PM
Thymey, did you mean to forget something? n_u
Non. O_0
Did I, but unintentionally?
Quote from: Thyme on January 12, 2009, 08:29:14 PM
Non. O_0
Did I, but unintentionally?
Well, I guess it didn't matter since you two are the only ones who can speak fluent French.But if you don't want them to know it's you, you shouldn't check the box. n_u
I check it when I know it would be futile not to. maps;
Quote from: Thyme on January 12, 2009, 08:32:40 PM
I check it when I know it would be futile not to. maps;
You adorable little thing. :3
You seem only "indifferent" when talking to me.
Quote from: Monsieur Barrett on January 12, 2009, 08:33:55 PM
You adorable little thing. :3
:3
I know how this board works, silly. I think I've made more posts in here than you'd think. n_u
Quote from: Thyme on January 12, 2009, 08:36:45 PM
:3
I know how this board works, silly. I think I've made more posts in here than you'd think. n_u
...you've never talked about me, have you? ;o;
IF YOU HAVE I'LL HAVE TO READ EVERY POST EVER MADE.
Quote from: Monsieur Barrett on January 12, 2009, 08:37:47 PM
...you've never talked about me, have you? ;o;
IF YOU HAVE I'LL HAVE TO READ EVERY POST EVER MADE.
I don't think I have, no. :o
[spoiler]I mostly post Boyah-related silly little nothings that make me feel a little sad, in the likes of:
Quote from: Boyager on January 08, 2009, 05:20:21 PM
Sometimes I feel sad when I see on the Who's Online list that a friend is "sending a message" and the PM isn't for me. :(
Another confession: it makes me smile when people reply to them, saying they feel the same way. :3[/spoiler]
[spoiler]god i'm such a sentimental turtlehead maps;[/spoiler]
Golly, I sent you a PM this morning. Isn't that good enough? giggle;
Quote from: Monsieur Barrett on January 12, 2009, 08:43:34 PM
Golly, I sent you a PM this morning. Isn't that good enough? giggle;
Yes. Merci monsieur. cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Thyme on January 12, 2009, 08:42:24 PM
I mostly post Boyah-related silly little nothings that make me feel a little sad, in the likes of:
Another confession: it makes me smile when people reply to them, saying they feel the same way. :3
god i'm such a sentimental turtlehead maps;
I think you're a sentimental turtlehead too :3
I hate what I did and the fact that it means I cannot wear short sleeved shirts for a while lest someone see what I did to myself.
Quote from: Boyager on January 13, 2009, 10:20:36 AM
I hate what I did and the fact that it means I cannot wear short sleeved shirts for a while lest someone see what I did to myself.
dood, you got a tat?
I think Selkie was trolling to begin with when he posted that Zora thing.
this is the creator of the happy feelings thread
i am going to assemble a large sum of people with happy feelings and we are going to defeat this thread
Quote from: Boyager on January 13, 2009, 11:38:38 AM
this is the creator of the happy feelings thread
i am going to assemble a large sum of people with happy feelings and we are going to defeat this thread
you have my vote
this is captain depression. we will defeat those prissy happy squad members
What about people who post Boyah-related silly little nothings? :O
Quote from: Sentimental Turtlehead on January 13, 2009, 11:39:57 AM
What about people who post Boyah-related silly little nothings? :O
Those are the best of all. giggle;
I don't know who that Sonichu guy is and I'm not sure I want to either. O_0
i want a monkey.
Quote from: Boyager on January 13, 2009, 02:54:27 PM
I don't know who that Sonichu guy is and I'm not sure I want to either. O_0
Such a fun story. :3
I'm not going to take anymore of your bullshit. Either do your work yourself or fail miserably. I'm not your mother; I can't constantly be doing everything for you. Don't rely on me anymore.
He loves me...
He loves me not...
He loves me...
He...loves me not. :(
I will miss him while he is gone. I have boyah to help. :(
Quote from: Boyager on January 13, 2009, 07:50:09 PM
I will miss him while he is gone. I have boyah to help. :(
Help with what?
Quote from: Boyager on January 13, 2009, 08:02:25 PM
Ahh. I can't say. :(
I know who this is. You can PM me now, but we're in an argument and you're leaving shortly
Quote from: Boyager on January 13, 2009, 08:04:00 PM
I know who this is. You can PM me now, but we're in an argument and you're leaving shortly
I'm not arguing with anyone. baddood;
What's going on? madood;
The reason I am experimenting with dissociative drugs is not because I want that high effect, but I want to understand what that feeling really is like.
Maybe I'll understand then.
Quote from: Boyager on January 13, 2009, 08:06:14 PM
Yes you are.
well yeah if you're going to start an argument like this
Quote from: Boyager on January 13, 2009, 08:08:13 PM
well yeah if you're going to start an argument like this
I thought you were someone else lol
Quote from: Boyager on January 13, 2009, 08:08:13 PM
well yeah if you're going to start an argument like this
fucku
Quote from: Boyager on January 13, 2009, 08:09:52 PM
hey fuck you bitch i'll kill you
yeah I'll fuckin lay your nuts on a fuckin dresser just your nuts layin on a fuckin dresser and bang them shits with a spiked fuckin bat
Quote from: Boyager on January 13, 2009, 08:08:02 PM
The reason I am experimenting with dissociative drugs is not because I want that high effect, but I want to understand what that feeling really is like.
Maybe I'll understand then.
Feeling of what?
Quote from: Boyager on January 13, 2009, 08:10:48 PM
yeah I'll fuckin lay your nuts on a fuckin dresser just your nuts layin on a fuckin dresser and bang them shits with a spiked fuckin bat
yeah i'll fuckin sew your asshole closed and keep feedin you, and feedin you, and feedin you
Quote from: Boyager on January 13, 2009, 08:13:00 PM
yeah i'll fuckin sew your asshole closed and keep feedin you, and feedin you, and feedin you
but my buttttt
Anonymous board is fun y/n? giggle;
For some reason, I dreamt that I had Persona 4 yesterday night. O_0
fuckin lawlz get out of my subconscious argh;
I would really like a girlfriend at some point. Someone to love. giggle;
She wont even say hi, just talking about him. :'(
No one ever will say hi to me. I'm always the person to say hi to them. O_0 saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on January 14, 2009, 12:17:10 PM
No one ever will say hi to me. I'm always the person to say hi to them. O_0 saddood;
Hi, Nicholas.
:(
Quote from: Boyager on January 14, 2009, 12:34:00 PM
famy how could you ;_;
i didnt mean to do it on purpose;_____;
i play with my hamster's genitals
Quote from: Boyager on January 14, 2009, 12:35:06 PM
i play with my hamster's genitals
wow great, you're my fave.
Quote from: Boyager on January 14, 2009, 01:40:57 PM
wow great, you're my fave.
are you a hamster
i like hamsters
Quote from: Boyager on January 14, 2009, 04:41:15 PM
are you a hamster
i like hamsters
yes.. i am a hamster. akudood;
aww i wanted it srs :(
idk ilu
i commit crimes
Keep those happy thoughts coming!
i think lacey is cool and im not being sarcastic.
Quote from: Boyager on January 15, 2009, 04:59:35 PM
i'm not manly.
i'm a girl.
so does this mean im straight now
Quote from: Boyager on January 15, 2009, 05:00:05 PM
no you're not lacey
yes i am, don't be an ass rape.
Quote from: Boyager on January 15, 2009, 05:01:26 PM
i think lacey is cool and im not being sarcastic.
who are you!!!??
cause no one thinks im cool.
SO YOUR LIEING.
Quote from: Boyager on January 15, 2009, 06:49:09 PM
who are you!!!??
cause no one thinks im cool.
SO YOUR LIEING.
:(
ITT: Boyager proves his gullibility
You guys really got me with the whole "Famy is gay" thing. :(
Sometimes I wish I could just take off... Walk in a certain direction and not look back... wandering wherever my feet will carry me. Take in all of the world around me and see how people in different places behave. Just live simply with enough nourishment to sustain me and explore.
Quote from: Boyager on January 15, 2009, 10:34:34 PM
Sometimes I wish I could just take off... Walk in a certain direction and not look back... wandering wherever my feet will carry me. Take in all of the world around me and see how people in different places behave. Just live simply with enough nourishment to sustain me and explore.
You wouldn't last five minutes. doodella;
Quote from: Boyager on January 15, 2009, 08:58:39 PM
ITT: Boyager proves his gullibility
You guys really got me with the whole "Famy is gay" thing. :(
you're an idiot.
Quote from: Boyager on January 15, 2009, 08:58:39 PM
ITT: Boyager proves his gullibility
You guys really got me with the whole "Famy is gay" thing. :(
spam;
Now I'm confused. psyduck;
I guess I'd be gullible either way. :(
The thoughts won't go away.
They're dangerous.
Quote from: Boyager on January 15, 2009, 10:34:34 PM
Sometimes I wish I could just take off... Walk in a certain direction and not look back... wandering wherever my feet will carry me. Take in all of the world around me and see how people in different places behave. Just live simply with enough nourishment to sustain me and explore.
I always want to do that. I have a personal plan to travel much of the US and at least a little bit of Europe shortly after getting my degree at college.
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds. It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me.
Quote from: Boyager on January 16, 2009, 07:29:03 PM
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds. It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me.
I say that shit just clowning dog, c'mon - how fucked up is you?
Whoo, hey, how you guys doin? You want more? Alright, then SHUT UP
I am prepared to diagnose some of you with Aspergers. spam;
I am prepared to diagnose Jirachi82 with Aspergers. spam;
I just can't wait to be king.
i want money.
Quote from: Boyager on January 18, 2009, 04:29:55 PM
i want money.
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xell1jadxFg&feature=related[/youtube]
oh wow.
Quote from: Nyerp on January 18, 2009, 07:14:07 PM
I don't wanna receive. akudood;
I giggled like a little girl.
i wonder who it was
too fickle.
Quote from: Boyager on January 19, 2009, 08:59:55 PM
too fickle.
pickle? (http://digitalmedia.oreilly.com/images/oreilly/digitalmedia/2007/10/podexpo-pickle.jpg)
I hate how you made me fall for you oh so hard.
It seems as if I never speak to you anymore, but I can't get the feelings out of my system.
I said yes to the other person because I knew that even if you did care to recognize my open heart for you that it would end in heartbreak.
Yes, I'm kicking myself now. I chose someone else over you...
I hate you for being amazing and for being the one that I want but don't deserve. If I could, right now, I'd marry you here on the spot. I want you. Only you.
I'm sick of myself for this bullshit. Even if we ever did give it a shot, I'd never see you. You never come on to talk to me or seem to want to do so, and plus the distance would kill me even more inside than it's doing right now.
I really wonder if I made the right choice or not...
I don't think I've fallen for anyone so hard before.
Wow. That's so revealing. So heart felt. O_0
Quote from: Boyager on January 20, 2009, 08:21:39 PM
Wow. That's so revealing. So heart felt. O_0
It hurt me inside to type it all out.
The funny thing is that this person doesn't even realize and/or care about any of this. He/she will most likely never even read that post I typed out.
:(
No matter what I say to the new person, I will still have my feelings for you.
I've been thrown down and had my wounds salted enough that I understand the feeling.
I should just give up now while I still have my dignity.
The feeling of being loved and having someone to love is amazing...
I wish it were more consistent. I wish I didn't have to pretend it always was working outâ,“I want it to work out. I can't ask her what I want to.
Ask, do, and take a chance. No regrets that way.
Another day of regrets and self-pity.
fuck the police
Why can't I bring myself to tell him the truth? If he came online for but today, and he made me feel loved, I would show him my love right now.
I regret everything.
Quote from: Boyager on January 21, 2009, 07:33:47 PM
Why can't I bring myself to tell him the truth? If he came online for but today, and he made me feel loved, I would show him my love right now.
I regret everything.
I'm interested to know who this is. n_u
Biggest advice I can give is you have to think:
If you told him, would he keep it a secret? Or would he spout off, making fun of you?
Be cautious.
Quote from: Mr. Rude on January 21, 2009, 07:45:49 PM
I'm interested to know who this is. n_u
Biggest advice I can give is you have to think:
If you told him, would he keep it a secret? Or would he spout off, making fun of you?
Be cautious.
I'm not particularly sure, honestly...
And, maybe I'll PM you. You've told me to talk to you before.
Maybe I should get around to doing so.
I haven't cried in a few weeks. :3
Also, lately she's been making me feel loved again. I'm not sure if it's genuine or an act but it is nice and it makes me happy. I just hope it's the former. giggle;
Double also, I realized what a huge problem I have is: I'm far too negative. The pessimism probably ends up hurting me a lot. When I was gone for a while I tried to cut down on it because at the end of that week I knew I had someone to come back to, that optimism was really beneficial.
I should try to do that more often.
I think everyone here should. When one person makes a depressive post, another person sees it and tries to sympathize by making a similarly depressive post, and it spirals and spreads like the bubonic plague. Trying not to be so negative might be beneficial for everyone. Instead of making posts about how everything sucks and how you want to kill yourself, calm down it could be worse. If you let yourself know that you'll be less depressed. Everyone will be, and that will help lift your spirits.
Unlike usually, the 'you' in this post is aimed at members in general, and not one specific member.
I haven't cried in a few years
Quote from: Boyager on January 21, 2009, 08:01:13 PM
I haven't cried in a few years
That's because you're not alive. frankendood;
Quote from: Boyager on January 21, 2009, 08:01:13 PM
I haven't cried in a few years
I cried yesterday.
I want to cry now.
Quote from: Boyager on January 21, 2009, 08:04:19 PM
I cried yesterday.
I want to cry now.
Did you not read my post. At first when I see you cry
It makes me smile
Yeah it makes me smile
At worst I feel bad for a while
But then I just smile
I go ahead and smile
You don't understand...
I could have a much more stressfree life someone else but I wouldn't be able to talk to you. The only reason I'm still here at home where there is constant fighting is because I get to talk to you...
Thank you for coming forward and talking to me. That was very very brave of you.
Rest assured, once you talk to him/her, all will be well. giggle;
So many parallels in this thread. Hard to keep it straight. doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on January 21, 2009, 07:55:51 PM
I haven't cried in a few weeks. :3
Also, lately she's been making me feel loved again. I'm not sure if it's genuine or an act but it is nice and it makes me happy. I just hope it's the former. giggle;
Double also, I realized what a huge problem I have is: I'm far too negative. The pessimism probably ends up hurting me a lot. When I was gone for a while I tried to cut down on it because at the end of that week I knew I had someone to come back to, that optimism was really beneficial.
I should try to do that more often.
I think everyone here should. When one person makes a depressive post, another person sees it and tries to sympathize by making a similarly depressive post, and it spirals and spreads like the bubonic plague. Trying not to be so negative might be beneficial for everyone. Instead of making posts about how everything sucks and how you want to kill yourself, calm down it could be worse. If you let yourself know that you'll be less depressed. Everyone will be, and that will help lift your spirits.
Unlike usually, the 'you' in this post is aimed at members in general, and not one specific member.
i liked this post it was good
Quote from: Boyager on January 21, 2009, 08:05:41 PM
Did you not read my post. At first when I see you cry
It makes me smile
Yeah it makes me smile
At worst I feel bad for a while
But then I just smile
I go ahead and smile
because misery loves company
QuoteLast post on Today at 03:29:20 PM
in Re: Just spreadin' the j... by Nyerp
To me it looked like the title of the thread was "Just spreadin' the jelly". goonish
Yes, Sam, do spread the jelly. yes;
on me? O_0
Quote from: Space Michael on January 21, 2009, 09:21:57 PM
Thank you for coming forward and talking to me. That was very very brave of you.
Rest assured, once you talk to him/her, all will be well. giggle;
Thank you for listening to me.
I appreciate it, and I'm more grateful than you will know.
hey hey hey i'm so paid.
Quote from: Boyager on January 21, 2009, 07:55:51 PM
I haven't cried in a few weeks. :3
Also, lately she's been making me feel loved again. I'm not sure if it's genuine or an act but it is nice and it makes me happy. I just hope it's the former. giggle;
Double also, I realized what a huge problem I have is: I'm far too negative. The pessimism probably ends up hurting me a lot. When I was gone for a while I tried to cut down on it because at the end of that week I knew I had someone to come back to, that optimism was really beneficial.
I should try to do that more often.
I think everyone here should. When one person makes a depressive post, another person sees it and tries to sympathize by making a similarly depressive post, and it spirals and spreads like the bubonic plague. Trying not to be so negative might be beneficial for everyone. Instead of making posts about how everything sucks and how you want to kill yourself, calm down it could be worse. If you let yourself know that you'll be less depressed. Everyone will be, and that will help lift your spirits.
Unlike usually, the 'you' in this post is aimed at members in general, and not one specific member.
WORST POST EVER.
i keep pushing myself even though i can't take it at all.
i am famy and i am a homosexual
I will find you and hurt you. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on January 22, 2009, 05:53:17 PM
I will find you and hurt you. baddood;
no i'll hurt you
Quote from: Boyager on January 22, 2009, 06:16:41 PM
yes i am
I have one spell you aren't immune to. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on January 22, 2009, 06:17:59 PM
I have one spell you aren't immune to. hocuspocus;
no you do not
Quote from: Boyager on January 22, 2009, 06:21:57 PM
no you do not
Yes I do. I am powerful. THE POWER OF GOD
Quote from: Boyager on January 22, 2009, 06:24:55 PM
no i am
There is only a few more powerful than I. Show yourself. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on January 22, 2009, 06:29:06 PM
There is only a few more powerful than I. Show yourself. akudood;
grrr
You tell me I can come to you anytime I'm in need.. You tell me you feel hurt when I don't come to you. But today, in my time of need, you won't let me see you.. And then you get upset when I seek someone else.
I just don't know anymore...
...
hey can someone send me some luts
I can't get Steal and Thief mixed up because I don't know them. I just don't notice them.
I'm sad because he's now taken.
... :(
Quote from: Boyager on January 26, 2009, 05:55:06 PM
I'm sad because he's now taken.
... :(
I love how you're making someone feel guilty over their first relationship.
I miss them both. :(
Quote from: Boyager on January 26, 2009, 06:39:45 PM
I love how you're making someone feel guilty over their first relationship.
I feel shitty about it, myself.
I'm such a selfish asshole. >.<
I contradicted myself on a certain topic
I love her. She's a retarded evil monkey bitch, but I love her.
I need the cure for this.
[spoiler](http://orz.4chan.org/d/src/1232944894843.jpg)[/spoiler]
I find that image extremely fucking hot gonk;
Quote from: Boyager on January 27, 2009, 07:59:33 PM
[spoiler](http://orz.4chan.org/d/src/1232944894843.jpg)[/spoiler]
I find that image extremely fucking hot gonk;
Lawlz? baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on January 27, 2009, 08:07:36 PM
oh lol baddood;
geez
Me and Lawlz are two completely different people. Q('_' Q)
Quote from: Notwo on January 27, 2009, 08:08:48 PM
geez
Me and Lawlz are two completely different people. Q('_' Q)
if i remember correctly, lawlz also used to be quite fond of traps
two people with similar tastes baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on January 27, 2009, 08:12:17 PM
if i remember correctly, lawlz also used to be quite fond of traps
two people with similar tastes baddood;
Thats not a trap giggle;
Its a hermaphrodite giggle;
Don't let others get you down. What they say about you is not true.
I'll miss you.... Goodbye
Quote from: Boyager on January 27, 2009, 07:59:33 PM
[spoiler](http://orz.4chan.org/d/src/1232944894843.jpg)[/spoiler]
I find that image extremely fucking hot gonk;
ewwwwwwwww
Wow, for once I actually do feel bad for something I said about Felt.
Quote from: Boyager on January 28, 2009, 08:38:27 PM
Wow, for once I actually do feel bad for something I said about Felt.
:\
goddamn the "itt not faggots" thread makes me sad. :'(
Quote from: Boyager on January 29, 2009, 02:18:24 PM
goddamn the "itt not faggots" thread makes me sad. :'(
same :'(
Quote from: Boyager on January 29, 2009, 02:18:24 PM
goddamn the "itt not faggots" thread makes me sad. :'(
is this because you haven't gotten a kiss yet or because you're gay and take offense to the title
Quote from: Boyager on January 29, 2009, 03:17:12 PM
is this because you haven't gotten a kiss yet or because you're gay and take offense to the title
first one
Quote from: Boyager on January 29, 2009, 03:17:12 PM
is this because you haven't gotten a kiss yet or because you're gay and take offense to the title
both
Quote from: Boyager on January 29, 2009, 02:18:24 PM
goddamn the "itt not faggots" thread makes me sad. :'(
i am better than you
eat it
eat it real good :|
:'(
I left my phone at home today. When I came back home I was very about all of the messages I would have, but when I plugged it in....I had none. It's not really about texting, but more that it's so easy for someone to reach you and yet not a single person thought of you that whole day.
saddood;
hocuspocus;
VDood;
If only the person I cared for knew how I felt.
I will never be able to tell them, because I want to stay friends with them.
Being lonely is making me very sad.
I really don't like it when people write Tales of Vesparia. madood;
Why aren't you talking?
Why isn't she talking?
Did she tell you if I did something? saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on January 31, 2009, 03:04:10 PM
Why aren't you talking?
Why isn't she talking?
Did she tell you if I did something? saddood;
Laundry.
Eating, I think.
No.
I'm genuinely saddened that Kaz deleted my post. saddood;
Me too. madood;
I'm almost always feeling good and I'm one of the very few people that don't suffer from depression or anxiety of any sorts.
Depression rates are "rising" because everyone's a pussy that's constantly looking for excuses for their shortcomings and a reason to not do things.
Quote from: Nyerp on January 31, 2009, 07:20:40 PM
Me too. madood;
Yeah, I liked your lol. A post of Nyerp approving of a post of Thyme is a good post. saddood;
Quote from: Thyme on January 31, 2009, 07:23:17 PM
Yeah, I liked your lol. A post of Nyerp approving of a post of Thyme is a good post. saddood;
Indefinitely. n_u
Quote from: Thyme on January 31, 2009, 07:19:10 PM
I'm genuinely saddened that Kaz deleted my post. saddood;
Oh well. I considered leaving some fragments of the overall argument behind, but said "oh, screw it" in the end and just got rid of everything.
Apparently you now don't have any regards to my existence.
Quote from: Boyager on January 31, 2009, 07:21:03 PM
I'm almost always feeling good and I'm one of the very few people that don't suffer from depression or anxiety of any sorts.
Depression rates are "rising" because everyone's a pussy that's constantly looking for excuses for their shortcomings and a reason to not do things.
but then there are people who are actually clinically depressed, and many times are incapable of doing anything about it
so fuck off
Quote from: Boyager on January 31, 2009, 08:51:18 PM
Apparently you now don't have any regards to my existence.
Why do you get a shield? akudood;
why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why
I'm rather pleased to know that people are posting in my thread and look forward to reading every post. Even though I make threads very often.
I'M SO PATHETIC
my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
i'm the real slim shady
Why is it that only the girls I don't like like me? Seriously, this is just horrible...
Quote from: Boyager on February 01, 2009, 08:15:45 AM
but then there are people who are actually clinically depressed, and many times are incapable of doing anything about it
so fuck off
those people do nothing but whine and beg for pity and simply shouldn't be a part of society
Quote from: Boyager on February 01, 2009, 10:44:15 AM
those people do nothing but whine and beg for pity and simply shouldn't be a part of society
It is called
pharmaceuticals.
:'( why?
I enjoy Two and a Half Men. >.<
Quote from: Boyager on February 01, 2009, 02:14:07 PM
I enjoy Two and a Half Men. >.<
THE THEME SONG IS SO FRICKIN' CATCHY madood;
Quote from: Boyager on February 01, 2009, 02:14:07 PM
I enjoy Two and a Half Men. >.<
i effin love that show.
that one guy is a pimp.
Two and a Half Men sucks. Charlie is the only character that isn't annoying
I figured everything out today .
Quote from: Boyager on February 01, 2009, 04:41:53 PM
I figured everything out today .
So this means either:
A: You're gay
or B: You're now athiest
Quote from: Boyager on February 01, 2009, 05:04:54 PM
So this means either:
A: You're gay
or B: You're now athiest
i was adopted you jerk
[spoiler]i wasn't who you quoted[/spoiler]
[spoiler]i wasn't adopted[/spoiler]
[spoiler]powerofone;[/spoiler]
[spoiler]i'm not lozal either[/spoiler]
that means you're a transvestite.
Quote from: Boyager on February 01, 2009, 05:04:54 PM
So this means either:
A: You're gay
or B: You're now athiest
No, I've known I'm queer and it wasn't such a big deal when I realized.
I just more or less realized what I want to do in the next two years.
I watch porn for reasons other than sexual gratification.
I hate you for reasons unknown to me.
Quote from: Boyager on February 01, 2009, 07:45:10 PM
I watch porn for reasons other than sexual gratification.
For the ridiculous expressions on the participants' faces?
Quote from: TOTORO on February 01, 2009, 10:05:19 PM
That being? n_u
For myself; I am no fountain of knowledge or wisdom. I just know what I want now and I know how to get it, that's all.
Quote from: Boyager on February 01, 2009, 01:26:09 PM
It is called pharmaceuticals.
And then they brag about how they rely on medication to simply put on their underwear.
Quote from: Boyager on February 01, 2009, 11:01:14 PM
For myself; I am no fountain of knowledge or wisdom. I just know what I want now and I know how to get it, that's all.
Do tell.(http://cuccoscratch.com/forum/Smileys/default/daydream.gif)
i had a really hot night
I feel like posting the newfag triforce right now. Hold me. ;_;
I'm such a fucking asshole.
How could I do that?
Quote from: Boyager on February 02, 2009, 08:23:25 PM
I'm such a fucking asshole.
How could I do that?
Do what?
I stuck something up me ass to see if it felt good.
It was an interesting experience. The orgasm sucked shit though.
Quote from: Boyager on February 02, 2009, 08:40:02 PM
I stuck something up me ass to see if it felt good.
It was an interesting experience. The orgasm sucked shit though.
If you merely stuck it up there without any movement of a penis, it's not an orgasm.
It's just something playing with the nerves.
i stuck my penis in my hand to see if it felt good.
it did
Quote from: Boyager on February 03, 2009, 12:40:43 PM
:'(
you post has been deleted for the following reason:
it sucked
ADD WORDS
Quote from: Boyager on February 03, 2009, 12:56:01 PM
you post has been deleted for the following reason:
it sucked
ADD WORDS
okay you ass.
I'm not good enough or wanted. I'm the one who puts up with her shit when she's in a bad mood, stays up all night without question if she asks me to, helps her with work, spends hours making her shit, and actually cares about her but he's better looking and because of that I'm not good enough.
http://www.laddertheory.com/
Quote from: Boyager on February 03, 2009, 12:58:47 PM
okay you ass.
I'm not good enough or wanted. I'm the one who puts up with her shit when she's in a bad mood, stays up all night without question if she asks me to, helps her with work, spends hours making her shit, and actually cares about her but he's better looking and because of that I'm not good enough.
Which is why you have to move on
Quote from: TOTORO on February 03, 2009, 11:29:04 AM
If you merely stuck it up there without any movement of a penis, it's not an orgasm.
It's just something playing with the nerves.
I know.
Quote from: Boyager on February 03, 2009, 12:58:47 PM
okay you ass.
I'm not good enough or wanted. I'm the one who puts up with her shit when she's in a bad mood, stays up all night without question if she asks me to, helps her with work, spends hours making her shit, and actually cares about her but he's better looking and because of that I'm not good enough.
But I'd eat your cupcakes and not his. :3
Quote from: Boyager on February 02, 2009, 08:40:02 PM
I stuck something up me ass to see if it felt good.
It was an interesting experience. The orgasm sucked shit though.
hi lawlz
...I'm sorry.
I already apologized for my actions. You don't care. You don't realize how much it's tearing me up inside.
I realize I'm an asshole. I know I'm not worthy of your friendship.
I hope you see this and see how sorry I truly am. I value you more than you realize. I really do.
...
Quote from: Boyager on February 03, 2009, 05:28:40 PM
...I'm sorry.
I already apologized for my actions. You don't care. You don't realize how much it's tearing me up inside.
I realize I'm an asshole. I know I'm not worthy of your friendship.
I hope you see this and see how sorry I truly am. I value you more than you realize. I really do.
...
take it to govteen, brah
Women are retarded.
Any woman who ignores a guy who actually cares about her and goes after the guy who doesn't give a shit since it's "less boring" deserves every second of crying once she gets hurt.
People in here need to listen to this every once in a while
http://www.youtube.com/v/WlBiLNN1NhQ&hl=en&fs=1
When i see someone's arms sway back and forth as they walk, i like to walk right behind them and pretend they're jacking me off
Quote from: Boyager on February 04, 2009, 03:38:12 PM
When i see someone's arms sway back and forth as they walk, i like to walk right behind them and pretend they're jacking me off
Who walks with their arms rigid at their sides? doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on February 04, 2009, 03:38:12 PM
When i see someone's arms sway back and forth as they walk, i like to walk right behind them and pretend they're jacking me off
holy shit, this is the best post ever
Quote from: Boyager on February 04, 2009, 03:38:12 PM
When i see someone's arms sway back and forth as they walk, i like to walk right behind them and pretend they're jacking me off
i'd rather just jack you off rather then it just looking like that...
Quote from: Boyager on February 03, 2009, 04:34:44 PM
hi lawlz
no
but i will take that as a compliment
i think
Quote from: Boyager on February 04, 2009, 07:59:23 AM
Women are retarded.
Any woman who ignores a guy who actually cares about her and goes after the guy who doesn't give a shit since it's "less boring" deserves every second of crying once she gets hurt.
Because all women are like her... doodthing;
I like to think he means he loves me when he says it. It really makes my day.
Quote from: Boyager on February 04, 2009, 07:59:23 AM
Women are retarded.
Any woman who ignores a guy who actually cares about her and goes after the guy who doesn't give a shit since it's "less boring" deserves every second of crying once she gets hurt.
God people like you are annoying. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on February 04, 2009, 05:38:57 PM
Because all women are like her... doodthing;
yes
YES
Quote from: Boyager on February 04, 2009, 10:01:39 PM
God people like you are annoying. baddood;
stfu whore
Quote from: Boyager on February 04, 2009, 05:44:44 PM
I like to think he means he loves me when he says it. It really makes my day.
I forgot to check your IP so I won't make an asshole comment.
Quote from: Boyager on February 04, 2009, 10:01:39 PM
God people like you are annoying. baddood;
This has to be Hime
Quote from: Boyager on February 04, 2009, 03:54:34 PM
no
but i will take that as a compliment
i think
i dont think he meant it that way :(
Quote from: Boyager on February 04, 2009, 07:59:23 AM
Women are retarded.
Any woman who ignores a guy who actually cares about her and goes after the guy who doesn't give a shit since it's "less boring" deserves every second of crying once she gets hurt.
they are the spawn of satan
this is why
help help how do i be anonymous
oh sweet it worked now no one knows who i am
i helped jack off a horse :(
i like this girl and she doesn't like me
Quote from: Boyager on February 05, 2009, 01:17:28 PM
oh sweet it worked now no one knows who i am
hi veal n_u
Veal is a good looking boy. y/n? :3
Quote from: Boyager on February 05, 2009, 01:33:18 PM
Veal is a good looking boy. y/n? :3
Never seen him. I'd have to decide. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on February 05, 2009, 01:33:18 PM
Veal is a good looking boy. y/n? :3
his shirt was pretty cool
Quote from: Boyager on February 05, 2009, 01:18:28 PM
i like this girl and she doesn't like me
i like this guy, but he doesn't like me
I like these guys. But I think they are gay. akudood;
whine it up.
I like wine.
I'm a bit annoyed that no one replied.
i like strawburry wine.
i like me some wine
i like to wonder how many people were stupid enough to post real confessions
Oh i want chu i don't know if i need but ooh i'd die to find out. Any time I need to see your face I just close my eyes and I am taken to a place where the crystal mind and majenta feeling taken shelter in the baseof my spine sweet like a chica cherry cola.
Quote from: Boyager on February 05, 2009, 05:03:41 PM
i like to wonder how many people were stupid enough to post real confessions
hey buddy
suck my dick
asl?
I finally saw a picture of Veal.
Quote from: ClassicTyler on February 05, 2009, 06:33:50 PM
I finally saw a picture of Veal.
he's pretty sexy
in a total heterosexual way
Quote from: Boyager on February 04, 2009, 10:18:35 PM
stfu whore
I didn't read the "less boring" part, sorry. akudood;
Other than that men do it too, if not more often.
The inside of my dick itches.
i sell myself for crack
Quote from: ClassicTyler on February 05, 2009, 06:33:50 PM
I finally saw a picture of Veal.
Was he everything we hoped he'd be? n_u
Thyme seems to hate me for some reason
Quote from: Boyager on February 06, 2009, 01:28:44 PM
Thyme seems to hate me for some reason
if aubrey: dammit aubrey gonk;
if veal: ...nah, i'm not replying maps;
Quote from: Thyme on February 06, 2009, 01:54:47 PM
if aubrey: dammit aubrey gonk;
Well it just makes me sad to think a generally nice person thinks I'm a jackass
I remember at my 16th birthday all my friends threw silly putty at me and I cried
Quote from: Boyager on February 06, 2009, 03:09:49 PM
I remember at my 16th birthday all my friends threw silly putty at me and I cried
hocuspocus;
I remember at my 16th birthday I was functionally homeless.
And my 17th, 18th, and 19th were spent alone.
sounds like a blasty blast.
35 times... :'(
i kissed a girl
and i liked it.
i hugged a girl
and i loved it
what are you, gay?
Quote from: Boyager on February 07, 2009, 10:48:16 PM
no, just really stupid with people
you just said the same thing i did
First clue:
Tyler? Kissing a girl!?
Wasn't me. spam;
Although I think I know who it was. saddood;
Quote from: ClassicTyler on February 07, 2009, 10:58:22 PM
First clue:
Tyler? Kissing a girl!?
Wasn't me. spam;
Although I think I know who it was. saddood;
Who do you think it was? O_0
I can't really say. I don't want to be right causing them to be in the spotlight. :(
But---I think I know. It's how they type and post emotes.
Quote from: ClassicTyler on February 07, 2009, 11:08:00 PM
I can't really say. I don't want to be right causing them to be in the spotlight. :(
But---I think I know. It's how they type and post emotes.
Give me general hints, yes? baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on February 07, 2009, 11:09:35 PM
Give me general hints, yes? baddood;
That was your hint.
Oooops. giggle;
Forgot to check the box.
I think I shall turn this into a game of 'Guess who'. baddood;
Would this person be a male?
I. CAN'T. TELL. YOU. :(
But...I think of the member as a friend.
I'm still afraid of the dark :(
Quote from: ClassicTyler on February 07, 2009, 11:14:26 PM
I. CAN'T. TELL. YOU. :(
But...I think of the member as a friend.
i'm pretty sure he was just posting lyrics hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on February 07, 2009, 11:16:52 PM
i'm pretty sure he was just posting lyrics hocuspocus;
No, I wasn't.
SAY IT TYLER
Quote from: Boyager on February 08, 2009, 06:46:20 AM
No, I wasn't.
SAY IT TYLER
I can see your IP.
baddood;
You did not post about kissing a girl akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on February 08, 2009, 06:50:23 AM
I can see your IP.
baddood;
You did not post about kissing a girl akudood;
Yeah, only the second post was mine. hocuspocus;
doodthing;
im okay thanks
:'(
these will scar too ;_;
is this supposed to be like one of those confessional booths that the Catholics use?
Quote from: Boyager on February 08, 2009, 07:06:11 PM
is this supposed to be like one of those confessional booths that the Catholics use?
except without the chld rape
FUCKdkfasjklfasjlkdfjlaksfjlaldkafjlslkdjfaskfas
:'(
Quote from: Boyager on February 08, 2009, 07:06:11 PM
is this supposed to be like one of those confessional booths that the Catholics use?
I absolve you of all your sins
Quote from: Boyager on February 08, 2009, 07:06:53 PM
I absolve you of all your sins
that worrd is too hard fer me.
Quote from: Boyager on February 08, 2009, 07:06:11 PM
is this supposed to be like one of those confessional booths that the Catholics use?
except we're allowed to tell everyone whatever you said n_u
I'm comfortable with friendly conversation and stuff with girls at school, albeit being a little shy, while when I reply to other boys I feel nervous and worried/paranoid.
I think it's obvious enough that I don't need to be an idiot.
Quote from: Boyager on February 08, 2009, 10:03:17 PM
I'm comfortable with friendly conversation and stuff with girls at school, albeit being a little shy, while when I reply to other boys I feel nervous and worried/paranoid.
I think it's obvious enough that I don't need to be an idiot.
Bassir
Quote from: Boyager on February 08, 2009, 10:05:15 PM
Bassir
Well you got one letter right.
And that's not anything like Bassir at all.
i think bluaki is actually a homosexual, not a transsexual
COME TO TERMS WITH YOUR FEELINGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Quote from: Boyager on February 09, 2009, 02:03:36 PM
i think bluaki is actually a homosexual, not a transsexual
COME TO TERMS WITH YOUR FEELINGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
i think you may be on to something there boy
Quote from: Boyager on February 09, 2009, 02:03:36 PM
i think bluaki is actually a homosexual, not a transsexual
COME TO TERMS WITH YOUR FEELINGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
If he was homosexual, he'd like men.
Bluaki hates men entirely.
Quote from: Boyager on February 09, 2009, 02:03:36 PM
i think bluaki is actually a homosexual, not a transsexual
Yes that would of course explain the part mentioning my paranoia around guys.
I don't necessarily need to be homosexual in order to feel more comfortable around women than men.
Quote from: Boyager on February 09, 2009, 02:16:03 PM
If he was homosexual, he'd like men.
Bluaki hates men entirely.
Exactly. :3
Quote from: bluaki on February 09, 2009, 03:39:11 PM
I don't necessarily need to be homosexual in order to feel more comfortable around women than men.
what
homosexuals are automatically more comfortable around women? doodhuh;
i wouldn't say this is true
Quote from: Boyager on February 09, 2009, 03:41:15 PM
homosexuals are automatically more comfortable around women? doodhuh;
i wouldn't say this is true
You've never heard of that stereotype?
Blaki hates me? :(
Also, it's true. I feel more comfortable around women. I guess because I know they won't hang me.
Quote from: bluaki on February 09, 2009, 04:12:38 PM
You've never heard of that stereotype?
No, I've heard it.
Maybe I just don't think so because I'm socially retarded around everyone. baddood;
Quote from: bluaki on February 09, 2009, 03:39:11 PM
Yes that would of course explain the part mentioning my paranoia around guys.
You refuse to admit you're gay, so you shun the one thing you truly love.
MEN MEN MEN MEN MANLY MEN MEN MEN MEN
Quote from: Boyager on February 09, 2009, 05:09:17 PM
You refuse to admit you're gay, so you shun the one thing you truly love.
MEN MEN MEN MEN MANLY MEN MEN MEN MEN
What reason would I have to refuse to admit that if I freely admit here to being a tranny, which is much weirder and less accepted and stuff. Even the dislike of men I have is weirder than being gay would be.
i feel terrible :'(
Tell me you love me. :(
I am become death. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on February 13, 2009, 01:51:28 PM
I am become death. baddood;
The destroyer of worlds. :O
Posting for reasons.
jmv showed me his penis on aim ;______;
Quote from: Boyager on February 13, 2009, 02:25:19 PM
jmv showed me his penis on aim ;______;
i bet it's large, and magical...
so follow me through hotel rooms and light the way that lovers dooooooooooooooooooo
every second i spend here makes me want to hit something more
I was CERTAIN Steal was gay. goonish
Quote from: Classic on February 17, 2009, 11:17:22 AM
"goonish" gave it away. giggle;
Yeah, I figured. >.<
On a side note:
[spoiler](http://img413.imageshack.us/img413/4616/stealyesyw2.png)
n_u[/spoiler]
I purposely made that post so you can be less happy since I'm not happy. <3
my nose hurts....
You make me madder than I've ever been before. You've made me lose so many friends. You've made me hate myself.
And yet I'm still with you.
Why can't I find the courage to end it?
i tink everyone here is a faggot and hope you all die
Some times I want to smack her and it makes me hate myself because even though I'd never lay a hand on her, the thought of doing it sickens me.
Quote from: Boyager on March 01, 2009, 04:25:50 PM
Some times I want to smack her and it makes me hate myself because even though I'd never lay a hand on her, the thought of doing it sickens me.
You can be like daddy. happydood;
I'm going to repress my feelings for you. n____n
I am strangely attracted to you and will slowly win you over with my boyish charm.
Quote from: Boyager on March 02, 2009, 04:49:44 PM
I am strangely attracted to you and will slowly win you over with my boyish charm.
You had me me at strangely.
Shawty had them apple bottom jeans, boots with the fur.
i kill you niggas on that lyrical shit, mayonnaise colored benz i push miracle whips
Quote from: Boyager on February 26, 2009, 07:33:17 PM
i tink everyone here is a faggot and hope you all die
cjlubdoods; cjlubdoods; cjlubdoods;
â"²
â"² â"²
i have to pee
really bad
MY PENIS IS PULSING WITH URINE PUSHING ON IT
i shit my pants and i liked it
inconfedd that im high and i cantg geel anythindg
i'm posting a confession to confess that i am confessing this and so that the other person viewing this thread might see it.
I love you.
djkfsjdfkkasdfajk ksdkjflasdkjfaskj
:'(
Today I made love to love.
I actually still think about you in bed. n_u
-User that isn't lacey- *bless*
-User that isn't lacey- *bless*
-User that isn't lacey- *bless*
-lacey- *curse*
-User that isn't lacey- *bless*
-User that isn't lacey- *bless*
-User that isn't lacey- *bless*
fuck off.
Quote from: Boyager on March 07, 2009, 07:40:10 PM
I actually still think about you in bed. n_u
Hey baby. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on March 02, 2009, 04:49:44 PM
I am strangely attracted to you and will slowly win you over with my boyish charm.
HOLY FUCK GUYS IT WORKED
HAPPY DAY n_______________________n
YPR's stance on abortion depresses me.
ypr is hot
Quote from: Boyager on March 08, 2009, 07:55:07 PM
YPR's stance on abortion depresses me.
could this be jmv
Quote from: Sam on March 08, 2009, 08:04:20 PM
Obviously you odn't think you need discipline, because you're a dumbass. But listen to someone who's much smarter than you (that's me in case you're not comprehending), you're a fucking dumbass who really needs to learn a little something about what's write and wrong and who to respect.
I giggled like a little girl. Sorry Sam. giggle;
famy is hot
Sometimes I get up in the middle of the night and spend an hour writing her love letters.
I always delete them when I wake up.
ya i love famy too
i wish somebody loved me
I love Famy more than you guys. :3
Quote from: Boyager on March 08, 2009, 08:57:45 PM
I love Famy more than you guys. :3
don't be a show off rae saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 08, 2009, 08:59:51 PM
don't be a show off rae saddood;
Don't worry pookie. Lacey loves you as much. happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 08, 2009, 09:07:38 PM
Don't worry pookie. Lacey loves you as much. happydood;
lol yehh boii.
i'm unloved :'(
Quote from: Boyager on March 09, 2009, 01:24:37 PM
i will love you
and together we will travel to the ends of the earth cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on March 09, 2009, 01:36:48 PM
and together we will travel to the ends of the earth cjlubdoods;
there are no ends my love
You could all turn out to be an unloved, loveless bastard like me. giggle;
Quote from: Shooting Mr. Star... on March 09, 2009, 05:40:37 PM
You could all turn out to be an unloved, loveless bastard like me. giggle;
Not Famy. And you know it. You either for that matter. n_u
Quote from: Shooting Mr. Star... on March 09, 2009, 05:40:37 PM
You could all turn out to be an unloved, loveless bastard like me. giggle;
Or...
a loved, loveless whore like me. cjlubdoods;
doodthing;
I'm going off the rails on a crazy train.
at least i thought of you ^__________________^
Quote from: Boyager on March 10, 2009, 12:05:44 PM
at least i thought of you ^__________________^
I think of you ^_______________^
Quote from: Boyager on March 10, 2009, 11:29:42 AM
Not Famy. And you know it. You either for that matter. n_u
rae is so adorable. giggle;
holy shit i hate computers with a god damn fucking passion
I AM GOING TO MURDER MYSELF THIS NIGHT
Quote from: Boyager on March 11, 2009, 01:47:49 PM
I AM GOING TO MURDER MYSELF THIS NIGHT
are you serious.
i can see your IP. akudood;
ALSO WHY ARE ALL THE IMAGES BROKEN ON THIS FUCKINGTHEME
Quote from: Boyager on March 11, 2009, 01:49:25 PM
are you serious.
i can see your IP. akudood;
ALSO WHY ARE ALL THE IMAGES BROKEN ON THIS FUCKINGTHEME
i am so serious
is calling canada long distance?
Quote from: Boyager on March 11, 2009, 02:02:42 PM
is calling canada long distance?
Isn't calling another city than your own long distance in the US?
Quote from: Thyme on March 11, 2009, 02:08:26 PM
Isn't calling another city than your own long distance in the US?
same as in canada pretty much, although with some exceptions.
Quote from: Thyme on March 11, 2009, 02:08:26 PM
Isn't calling another city than your own long distance in the US?
Only if the city that you're calling has a different area code.
Quote from: Emperor LXXXVI on March 11, 2009, 02:13:56 PM
Only if the city that you're calling has a different area code.
da da da daaaaaaaaaaaa duh. deee da..
i jizzed in my pants
my pants jizzed in i
He doesn't even care about you and the only time he notices you is when you annoy him. :(
I actually care and you treat me like this and ignore everything say, make posts like that knowing I can see them, and refuse to even treat me like a person...and I still care. :(
I'm going to bed. :'(
Quote from: Boyager on March 12, 2009, 05:54:29 PM
He doesn't even care about you and the only time he notices you is when you annoy him. :(
I actually care and you treat me like this and ignore everything say, make posts like that knowing I can see them, and refuse to even treat me like a person...and I still care. :(
I'm going to bed. :'(
it's okay hiro you'll find someone better than skylark soon enough just keep a positive attitude hocuspocus;
guys i dont wanna fall in love again and its happening !!!!!!!
(http://img14.imageshack.us/img14/5904/12597433549.jpg)
Why did she have to do that publicly?
Why? She never mentions me ever.
why do I care so much
It feels good to have finally told him.
Whether he wants to continue being friends, much more, or much less is up to him. I'll always be there for him.
i hope you all burn in hell. giggle;
kaz said i need to learn to speak english better and it made me sad saddood;
Quote from: Thyme on March 13, 2009, 10:32:44 PM
kaz said i need to learn to speak english better and it made me sad saddood;
Your English is very good, don't listen to him. :(
hey guys pay attention to me
I feel as if I missed out on something in someone's life, but I'm too embarrassed to ask. I should have been there to listen in the beginning...
I'm sorry I didn't visit you. It's my fault. Now, I'm scared it's going to happen again. I need to make time for you. Forgive me...
I have so much stuff on my conscience, and I have a lot of things I regret. I really hate this person I've become at times...
It's created nothing but regret, self-loathing, and self-pity. I've been getting lower test scores because of this sadness. I've stayed up at night crying. I need to get the courage to talk to someone. I'm scared that when I have to go to my teacher and ask for help on Monday, he's going to try to have me talk to him about my problems. I think he's onto stuff happening in my life now. I trust him, but...I don't know. I have an odd sort of respect for him. It's almost as if I'm afraid he'll think differently about me. Though, if I'd talk to anyone in that damn school, it'd either be him or a certain other teacher.
...I don't know what to do.
Sometimes I go to the park and pick up small children to bring them home with me. I then cook them and eat them.
Quote from: Boyager on March 13, 2009, 10:52:33 PM
Your English is very good, don't listen to him. :(
lol
Quote from: Boyager on March 13, 2009, 11:25:11 PM
Sometimes I go to the park and pick up small children to bring them home with me. I then cook them and eat them.
i laughed
Quote from: Boyager on March 13, 2009, 11:20:02 PM
I feel as if I missed out on something in someone's life, but I'm too embarrassed to ask. I should have been there to listen in the beginning...
I'm sorry I didn't visit you. It's my fault. Now, I'm scared it's going to happen again. I need to make time for you. Forgive me...
I have so much stuff on my conscience, and I have a lot of things I regret. I really hate this person I've become at times...
It's created nothing but regret, self-loathing, and self-pity. I've been getting lower test scores because of this sadness. I've stayed up at night crying. I need to get the courage to talk to someone. I'm scared that when I have to go to my teacher and ask for help on Monday, he's going to try to have me talk to him about my problems. I think he's onto stuff happening in my life now. I trust him, but...I don't know. I have an odd sort of respect for him. It's almost as if I'm afraid he'll think differently about me. Though, if I'd talk to anyone in that damn school, it'd either be him or a certain other teacher.
...I don't know what to do.
The first step is the hardest. Start small and as the trust builds then you let it all out.
i have a confession, i think that more than half of the people on this forum are fucking mentally retarded and pathetic... JMV is also discluded from this!
Forgive me Father, for I have sinned.
It happened a fortnight ago upon whence I spotted a fair maiden walking home alone late at night. My sinful desires had overpowered me and I decided that it was that night that I shall get what I want. I approached her from behind as she passed an unlit alley and I struck. "CAWW CAWWW" I shouted, she was startled. "CAWW CAWW CAWW", I repeated. The look of horror upon that face was invigorating. I knew I must have more, she must not escape until my desires were granted. I dragged her, screaming, into the alley with me. She begged me to stop, but I said no. I slowly began my assault on the fair maiden, her screams of "no stop, what is wrong with you?" couldn't stop me now. I needed to show my fursuit to someone, and she was it. "cawww caww" I screamed again. The assault continued for 2 hours until she escaped and I collapsed, exhausted from this excitement.
forgive me for my sins.
haha lol
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 08:25:33 AM
The first step is the hardest. Start small and as the trust builds then you let it all out.
Okay.
Thank you...
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 08:25:33 AM
The first step is the hardest. Start small and as the trust builds then you let it all out.
im going to quote this for someone
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 08:25:33 AM
The first step is the hardest. Start small and as the trust builds then you let it all out.
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 08:25:33 AM
The first step is the hardest. Start small and as the trust builds then you let it all out.
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 08:25:33 AM
The first step is the hardest. Start small and as the trust builds then you let it all out.
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 08:25:33 AM
The first step is the hardest. Start small and as the trust builds then you let it all out.
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 08:25:33 AM
The first step is the hardest. Start small and as the trust builds then you let it all out.
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 08:25:33 AM
The first step is the hardest. Start small and as the trust builds then you let it all out.
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 08:25:33 AM
The first step is the hardest. Start small and as the trust builds then you let it all out.
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 08:25:33 AM
The first step is the hardest. Start small and as the trust builds then you let it all out.
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 08:25:33 AM
The first step is the hardest. Start small and as the trust builds then you let it all out.
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 08:25:33 AM
The first step is the hardest. Start small and as the trust builds then you let it all out.
Just another day in a daze, another day that I pray I find my way but I won't no, no, no. akudood;
It crushes me to see young couples holding hands and being happy together. I'm slowly creeping up on 18 and have missed my chance :(
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 07:53:23 PM
It crushes me to see young couples holding hands and being happy together. I'm slowly creeping up on 18 and have missed my chance :(
I'll be on the same boat when I hit 18. :'(
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 07:53:23 PM
It crushes me to see young couples holding hands and being happy together. I'm slowly creeping up on 18 and have missed my chance :(
Not like they blossom into something worthwhile. akudood;
If you just want to fuck then you're a shitty person and deserve that. happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 07:56:35 PM
Not like they blossom into something worthwhile. akudood;
If you just want to fuck then you're a shitty person and deserve that. happydood;
Will you fucking shut the fuck up?
Is apologizing really that foreign of a concept?
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 08:32:25 PM
Is apologizing really that foreign of a concept?
Sniff sniff. cry;
I didn't mean that I wanna have sex with young girls. But I mean come on, after 18 years with no one, do you think the rest of my life will have an success? Not really
I feel unimportant to you :(
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 07:53:23 PM
It crushes me to see young couples holding hands and being happy together. I'm slowly creeping up on 18 and have missed my chance :(
:(
Well, I fucked it up somehow, didn't I?
At least tell me, god dammit.
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 07:56:35 PM
Not like they blossom into something worthwhile. akudood;
Except, you know, the ones that
do blossom into something worthwhile, even if they don't last forever.
Quote from: Boyager on March 14, 2009, 09:37:09 PM
Except, you know, the ones that do blossom into something worthwhile, even if they don't last forever.
The ones that blossom blossom with the ones they're with.
Hello, God are you out there? doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on March 15, 2009, 06:14:00 PM
Hello, God are you out there? doodhuh;
No, but it's okay. The natural development of nature and space is still beautiful. :3
Isn't it great when things are beautiful? giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on March 15, 2009, 06:25:05 PM
Isn't it great when things are beautiful? giggle;
Like her. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on March 15, 2009, 06:25:05 PM
Isn't it great when things are beautiful? giggle;
no
First I'm gonna find you.
Then I'm gonna get you.
THEN IM GONNA EAT YOU
Quote from: Boyager on March 15, 2009, 07:16:26 PM
First I'm gonna find you.
Then I'm gonna get you.
THEN IM GONNA EAT YOU
Good luck. *click*
Quote from: Boyager on March 15, 2009, 07:06:43 PM
no
Everybody's beautiful in their own way. baddood;
Heartbroken, as usual.
I miss Tyler
Also, pogo pikachu and heely shinx are an amazing coulple
I tore the tag off a mattress.
I follow up my own posts and pretend to be another person comforting myself
Who gives a rats filthy ass.
Quote from: Boyager on March 15, 2009, 11:07:23 PM
I follow up my own posts and pretend to be another person comforting myself
Now now, I do that too sometimes. No need to be sad happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 15, 2009, 11:07:23 PM
I follow up my own posts and pretend to be another person comforting myself
give me a hug, sad man saddood;
I hate this place
I hate this place
I hate it so much
Why do I keep coming back.
Because somehow, somewhere you find a small bit of something you need here. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 15, 2009, 11:07:23 PM
I follow up my own posts and pretend to be another person comforting myself
What?!?!? Deleting all comforting posts as spam from now on baddood;
Nooooooooooo some are mine. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 15, 2009, 10:57:15 PM
I miss Tyler
Now why would you miss someone like me?
I need new friends. I've tried to talk to several and they all ignore me. doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on March 16, 2009, 11:12:50 AM
I need new friends. I've tried to talk to several and they all ignore me. doodthing;
punch them
We have taken a week-long break from each other and our relationship hangs in the balance. I can only hope that she does the necessary soul searching to finally help me and come to my aid in correcting things so we can finally progress and move forward. I'm tired of being unhappy...
why do i always wake up with my first thought being related to him and stroking his widow peaked head
Cause he is Kewny. kewndood;
wow
i'm an idiot akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 15, 2009, 06:21:52 PM
No, but it's okay. The natural development of nature and space is still beautiful. :3
LMAO NO ROFL
this thread is filled with samefaggotry
Quote from: Boyager on March 16, 2009, 06:50:42 PM
this thread is filled with samefaggotry
HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL, HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELLLLLL
Quote from: Boyager on March 16, 2009, 07:00:09 PM
HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELL, HOPE IT GIVES YOU HELLLLLL
WE FOUGHT HIM HAAAARD WE FOUGHT HIM WELL OUT ON THE PLAAANES WE GAVE-HIM-HEEEEEEELLL
>>2885
>>2886
Samefag.
Isn't he mysterious. :3
sometimes i imagine that we are married and i come home with treats like acorns and rocks for you. :)
Quote from: Boyager on March 17, 2009, 11:52:42 AM
sometimes i imagine that we are married and i come home with treats like acorns and rocks for you. :)
That's some serious presents. doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on March 17, 2009, 11:55:35 AM
That's some serious presents. doodhuh;
what is a kewn to do
baw
Quote from: Boyager on March 16, 2009, 12:50:34 PM
why do i always wake up with my first thought being related to him and stroking his widow peaked head
(http://www.artandframingsolutions.com/images/featuredartist/Leibovitz/David%20Byrne.jpg)
Quote from: Boyager on March 17, 2009, 05:16:05 PM
lol. Can't shut people up just like that.
Especially when talking about his dashing good looks
Quote from: Boyager on March 17, 2009, 05:33:56 PM
Especially when talking about his dashing good looks
That's only part of the story. yes;
Quote from: Boyager on March 17, 2009, 05:46:40 PM
That's only part of the story. yes;
no its all of it
Quote from: Boyager on March 17, 2009, 05:47:28 PM
no its all of it
Looks isn't everything you know. madood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 17, 2009, 05:48:32 PM
Looks isn't everything you know. madood;
um what else is there |:
Quote from: Boyager on March 17, 2009, 05:49:54 PM
um what else is there |:
Personality, charm, compassion, and being a Pokemon Champion. hocuspocus;
*insert famy compliment here
Hey no generic comment. It's Famy we are talking about. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 17, 2009, 05:57:40 PM
Hey no generic comment. It's Famy we are talking about. baddood;
why he's gay
Quote from: Boyager on March 17, 2009, 05:57:40 PM
Hey no generic comment. It's Famy we are talking about. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 17, 2009, 05:54:10 PM
Personality, charm, compassion, and being a Pokemon Champion. hocuspocus;
Then why these?
Quote from: Boyager on March 17, 2009, 06:06:19 PM
Oh hardly gay. yes;
Well, must not get too personal. :3
k
so how about that w4w1
FAMY DISCUSSION IS BANNED FROM THIS THREAD
That's not fair JMV. Clucky discussion isn't. akudood;
Quote from: FAMY2 on March 17, 2009, 06:40:14 PM
That's not fair JMV. Clucky discussion isn't. akudood;
Every one of his posts aren't about clucky, though
All the posts about famy aren't mine. baddood;
Famy wanted me to do it.
Quote from: FAMY2 on March 17, 2009, 06:44:05 PM
All the posts about famy aren't mine. baddood;
All of your posts tonight have been about him lol
Quote from: reefer on March 17, 2009, 07:18:03 PM
(http://img17.imageshack.us/img17/3928/newbitmapimageyja.png)
When I saw that I was like "why does Reaper have a pic of Velvet with JMV's face shooped on it"? doodthing;
why does reaper have his twin as a dekstop
Quote from: Boyager on March 17, 2009, 07:40:32 PM
When I saw that I was like "why does Reaper have a pic of Velvet with JMV's face shooped on it"? doodthing;
shooped
i am playing runescape and i've advanced to level 25
Quote from: YPR on March 18, 2009, 12:07:11 PM
Ok, lots of grumpy people in here... who wants to take a nice nap? n_u
That's two [Blesses] in the same day already, YPR. Stop being so damn awesome. n_u
today fucking sucked and i hate everything
i seriously just want to fucking scream
Quote from: Boyager on March 18, 2009, 12:09:11 PM
That's two [Blesses] in the same day already, YPR. Stop being so damn awesome. n_u
Thank you mysterious stranger n_u
Someday, When I get an un-neutered Male dog, I want it to mount me giggle; giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on March 18, 2009, 04:53:39 PM
Someday, When I get an un-neutered Male dog, I want it to mount me giggle; giggle;
For some reason I suspect this isn't a girl
Quote from: Boyager on March 18, 2009, 05:17:24 PM
For some reason I suspect this isn't a girl
You guess right happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 18, 2009, 05:46:05 PM
Yiff...In...HELL
saddood;
Can't you guys support other people and there fetishes?
Quote from: Boyager on March 18, 2009, 06:02:23 PM
saddood;
Can't you guys support other people and there fetishes?
Only if they can correctly use "their"
Quote from: Boyager on March 18, 2009, 06:11:47 PM
Only if they can correctly use "their"
>.< >.< >.< >.<
Quote from: Boyager on March 18, 2009, 05:46:05 PM
Yiff...In...HELL
I don't think you're doing it right, but whatever, it works.
Quote from: Boyager on March 18, 2009, 06:02:23 PM
saddood;
Can't you guys support other people and there fetishes?
we wouldn't mind if it wasn't such an insane fetish gimpdood;
you're fuckin' weird brah
LOL FURFAG
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
ezlo is a spic
Ezlo is sweet. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 18, 2009, 08:04:59 PM
Ezlo is sweet. baddood;
there is no way this is not rae
Quote from: Ezlo on March 18, 2009, 07:39:13 PM
LOL FURFAG
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
are you sure? dogs aren't humans nor are they in human form. dude's just sick
Quote from: Ezlo on March 18, 2009, 07:39:13 PM
LOL FURFAG
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
that's just plain-old zoophilia :x
I feel horrible whenever I ask him for help.
It's as like I'm using him or something. ;_;
I like helping. :(
though sometimes i feel dumb that i ask stuff and nothing ;_;
But I do like helping and dont' feel used.
I didn't know you were hurting yourself. I wish I actually said something more than 'hi' every ten minutes. I feel so bad. I love you and I hope you're alright. :'(
Quote from: Boyager on March 18, 2009, 04:53:39 PM
Someday, When I get an un-neutered Male dog, I want it to mount me giggle; giggle;
jesus christ you best be trollin
i didn't know the gun was loaded saddood;
well i did but i didn't mean to pull the trigger
L
A
O
Quote from: Boyager on March 19, 2009, 07:41:32 PM
YES
oh and I know this is nyerp baddood;
n
also
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Quote from: Boyager on March 19, 2009, 07:48:57 PM
(http://img8.imageshack.us/img8/6797/lao.png)
doesn't help
Quote from: Boyager on March 19, 2009, 07:48:57 PM
(http://img8.imageshack.us/img8/6797/lao.png)
you cheated
i want to sex nyerp
I'll never be one of them or more than entertainment...
Can we ban Det from serious discussion?
can we ban det from everything
Quote from: Boyager on March 20, 2009, 02:57:24 PM
can we ban det from everything
yes please please please girls that look like gorilla men aren't allowed ever it's really unacceptable if i was her mother i would have stolen someone elses baby and left her there
Quote from: Boyager on March 20, 2009, 01:51:10 PM
on a beach in cuba next friday
damn it that beach is cubanos only
Quote from: Hooded Justice on March 20, 2009, 03:33:01 PM
damn it that beach is cubanos only
okay how about a different beach?
Quote from: Boyager on March 20, 2009, 03:44:38 PM
okay how about a different beach?
THEY'RE ALL CUBANOS ONLY
Quote from: Hooded Justice on March 20, 2009, 04:04:02 PM
i was conceived in one
how? it would have burnt your skin..
Quote from: Boyager on March 20, 2009, 04:08:31 PM
how? it would have burnt your skin..
Priceless. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 20, 2009, 02:58:23 PM
yes please please please girls that look like gorilla men aren't allowed ever it's really unacceptable if i was her mother i would have stolen someone elses baby and left her there
good one lacey, you're so original.
not that you're one to talk, considering 99% of our forum despises you.
stop spending so much time on the computer and go take a jog you fucking obese fatass.
fucking smoke your brains out and do us a favor and die.
Quote from: Boyager on March 20, 2009, 07:52:13 PM
go take a jog you fucking obese fatass.
I am in great disagreement with this sentence fragment.
Quote from: Boyager on March 20, 2009, 07:52:13 PM
good one lacey, you're so original.
not that you're one to talk, considering 99% of our forum despises you.
stop spending so much time on the computer and go take a jog you fucking obese fatass.
fucking smoke your brains out and do us a favor and die.
i don't think that was lacey ms. gorilla
Quote from: Thyme on March 20, 2009, 07:54:22 PM
I am in great disagreement with this sentence fragment.
you also have eyebrows bigger than jesus.
Quote from: Boyager on March 20, 2009, 07:55:36 PM
you also have eyebrows bigger than jesus.
And I'm sure you'd love to caress them. giggle;
Quote from: Thyme on March 20, 2009, 07:58:56 PM
And I'm sure you'd love to caress them. giggle;
almost more than i'd love to have lunch with sarah palin
Quote from: Boyager on March 20, 2009, 08:00:11 PM
almost more than i'd love to have lunch with sarah palin
To laugh at her?
Quote from: Boyager on March 20, 2009, 08:00:11 PM
almost more than i'd love to have lunch with sarah palin
huhdoodame;
Quote from: Boyager on March 20, 2009, 07:52:13 PM
good one lacey, you're so original.
not that you're one to talk, considering 99% of our forum despises you.
stop spending so much time on the computer and go take a jog you fucking obese fatass.
fucking smoke your brains out and do us a favor and die.
haha if 99% of the people here despised me i'm pretty sure no one would be talking to me, just a thought.
actually i do run everyday and soccers starting so you know you just made yourself look like more of an idiot.
and smoking weed isn't going to kill me unless i get lung cancer.
and i'm pretty sure me dieing would only do a select few people a favor.. and they aren't people i care to much about anyways.
good job dumb ass.
If she says shes looking for someone worth her time, and we've been friends for a while, does that mean it will never be me? :(
Quote from: Boyager on March 20, 2009, 09:10:41 PM
If she says shes looking for someone worth her time, and we've been friends for a while, does that mean it will never be me? :(
Some females are stupid, man. :(
Quote from: Boyager on March 12, 2009, 10:12:55 PM
(http://img14.imageshack.us/img14/5904/12597433549.jpg)
Updated! I managed to get a tablet
(http://img3.imageshack.us/img3/5921/scribbles.jpg)
did you know the cj in cjlubdoods; stands for clucky and jmv :O
Quote from: Boyager on March 20, 2009, 10:18:12 PM
did you know the cj in cjlubdoods; stands for clucky and jmv :O
cluckjmvdoods
Quote from: lacette on March 20, 2009, 08:32:55 PM
haha if 99% of the people here despised me i'm pretty sure no one would be talking to me, just a thought.
actually i do run everyday and soccers starting so you know you just made yourself look like more of an idiot.
and smoking weed isn't going to kill me unless i get lung cancer.
and i'm pretty sure me dieing would only do a select few people a favor.. and they aren't people i care to much about anyways.
good job dumb ass.
wow, you sure feel proud of yourself for that one don't you. you reeeeally just nailed me into the ground with those insults. :]
and people only talk to you for your fucking stupid
intense comments, nobody
actually likes you or else we wouldn't have an 'I Hate Lacey' thread... just a thought.
oh and PS, being waterboy doesn't count.
Quote from: lacette on March 20, 2009, 08:32:55 PM
dieing
you are really intelligent. i don't even know why anyone tries to have an argument with you, i mean, you just CLEARLY intensely kill them with your intense comments of intensity.
intense.
hey det
wanna banana
Quote from: Det in Fâ,,¯ Major on March 21, 2009, 05:37:47 AM
wow, you sure feel proud of yourself for that one don't you. you reeeeally just nailed me into the ground with those insults. :]
and people only talk to you for your fucking stupid intense comments, nobody actually likes you or else we wouldn't have an 'I Hate Lacey' thread... just a thought.
oh and PS, being waterboy doesn't count.
you are really intelligent. i don't even know why anyone tries to have an argument with you, i mean, you just CLEARLY intensely kill them with your intense comments of intensity.
intense.
lmfao.
okay then lol wow.
and you think this hurts my feelings any?
um no..
okay well too bad that thread was made by the biggest douche bag on boyah.
how the fuck would you know who talks to me for what reasons..
i forgot you were the most popular person on here...
sense you know, everyone loves you.
good job overly using intense..
i'm pretty sure everyone knows i use that on a regular basis, and sure people point it out but they do it in moderation.
you're just a fucking retard.
and idk where you're going with the water boy thing..
but you can think whatever you want, cause you probably know nothing about sports in the first place..
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 09:58:06 AM
lmfao.
okay then lol wow.
and you think this hurts my feelings any?
um no..
okay well too bad that thread was made by the biggest douche bag on boyah.
how the fuck would you know who talks to me for what reasons..
i forgot you were the most popular person on here...
sense you know, everyone loves you.
good job overly using intense..
i'm pretty sure everyone knows i use that on a regular basis, and sure people point it out but they do it in moderation.
you're just a fucking retard.
and idk where you're going with the water boy thing..
but you can think whatever you want, cause you probably know nothing about sports in the first place..
one, sam's not a douchebag in any sense.
and two, i play a varsity sport. doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 10:02:24 AM
one, sam's not a douchebag in any sense.
and two, i play a varsity sport. doodthing;
says you..
and you probably play tennis or something gay like that..
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 10:10:34 AM
says you..
and you probably play tennis or something gay like that..
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 10:11:49 AM
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
funny?
rofl det's an idiot
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 05:52:45 AM
only tyler's ;)
Oh you. ;)
Oh, Det is awesome. You guys need to quit being poopy babies. akudood;
Quote from: ã'ªã‚ºã' 天国ゴã'¼ã'«ã'‰ on March 21, 2009, 11:40:56 AM
Oh, Det is awesome. You guys need to quit being poopy babies. akudood;
This is why you're gay; your opinions regarding women are terrible akudood;
ich liebe oopsilon pay air
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 12:09:27 PM
This is why you're gay; your opinions regarding women are terrible akudood;
You forget that women in general are terrible, hurtful, deceitful creatures. akudood;
Quote from: ã'ªã‚ºã' 天国ゴã'¼ã'«ã'‰ on March 21, 2009, 12:11:51 PM
You forget that women in general are terrible, hurtful, deceitful creatures. akudood;
Oh, nevermind, you do know det pretty well...
Quote from: ã'ªã‚ºã' 天国ゴã'¼ã'«ã'‰ on March 21, 2009, 11:40:56 AM
Oh, Det is awesome. You guys need to quit being poopy babies. akudood;
Honestly, no. She can't argue to save her life, because everything turns into an insult contest with her, and it always ends up with her trying to use IQ or immaturity to base her opinions on, which is pretty damn weak. And of course, there's the problem with her being so damn stuck up. She might want to think about coming down off the high horse sometime. Overall she's just really damn annoying and some of her posts want to make me hang myself, although of course Lacey does this more often.
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 12:09:27 PM
This is why you're gay; your opinions regarding women are terrible akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 12:57:15 PM
Honestly, no. She can't argue to save her life, because everything turns into an insult contest with her, and it always ends up with her trying to use IQ or immaturity to base her opinions on, which is pretty damn weak. And of course, there's the problem with her being so damn stuck up. She might want to think about coming down off the high horse sometime. Overall she's just really damn annoying and some of her posts want to make me hang myself, although of course Lacey does this more often.
Lacey's a lot nicer at least
Det hurt my feelings with a comment she made the other day. saddood;
i fucking can't stop thinking about this girl
maybe i wouldn't be such a bitch if you guys stopped calling me a damned gorilla all the time, which i don't even look like. akudood;
sorry im a human being and share 98.6% of my dna with chimps, just like the rest of you. you'd all look like apes too if anyone compared your face with one.
except bassir. bassir looks more like frankenstein.
and lawlz is the reincarnation of anne frank.
kay so you bitch about people calling you a gorilla then you go and compare other people to things you are a piece of fucking shit get over and no one else on here looks like a fucking gorilla except you cause your a fucking stupid cunt now fuck off
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 06:51:01 PM
kay so you bitch about people calling you a gorilla then you go and compare other people to things you are a piece of fucking shit get over and no one else on here looks like a fucking gorilla except you cause your a fucking stupid cunt now fuck off
lacey
seriously
shut the fuck up
i dont know why clucky ever wanted you unbanned in the first place goonish
i wish you just stayed banned, along with most members here
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 06:53:07 PM
lacey
seriously
shut the fuck up
i dont know why clucky ever wanted you unbanned in the first place goonish
i wish you just stayed banned, along with most members here
lmfao gtfo then dumb ass.
I know Det can be sort of a bitch sometimes but you guys are still way too mean to her
She's not ugly okay
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 06:53:07 PM
lacey
seriously
shut the fuck up
i dont know why clucky ever wanted you unbanned in the first place goonish
i wish you just stayed banned, along with most members here
Woah, Most of the members wanting her banned or being banned?
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:03:17 PM
Woah, Most of the members wanting her banned or being banned?
Most members want her banned, not the other.
I knew right after I typed that was a confusing sentence; but I really do enjoy the lot of you that don't insult me all the time. akudood;
Quote from: Det in Fâ,,¯ Major on March 21, 2009, 07:05:40 PM
Most members want her banned, not the other.
I knew right after I typed that was a confusing sentence; but I really do enjoy the lot of you that don't insult me all the time. akudood;
I like you just fine Det, even if I don't agree with you on everything :3
Quote from: Velvet + Hiro on March 21, 2009, 07:06:44 PM
I like you just fine Det, even if I don't agree with you on everything :3
Thank you Hiro, I appreciate it. <3
I know I can be a bitch sometimes, but I'm really not like that in real life. I'm actually hardly ever a bitch off the internet. I'm really a nice person, and I have displayed that here, it's who I really am.
It's just idiots like Lawlz and Lacey that have such skewed views that just get me so angry.
But then I remind myself that they're mentally ill, and I forgive them and it makes everything better. happydood;
I like Det, even though sometimes she makes me want to bash my head against a wall. happydood;
Quote from: Det in Fâ,,¯ Major on March 21, 2009, 07:10:29 PM
Thank you Hiro, I appreciate it. <3
I know I can be a bitch sometimes, but I'm really not like that in real life. I'm actually hardly ever a bitch off the internet. I'm really a nice person, and I have displayed that here, it's who I really am.
It's just idiots like Lawlz and Lacey that have such skewed views that just get me so angry.
But then I remind myself that they're mentally ill, and I forgive them and it makes everything better. happydood;
goowan
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:11:39 PM
I like Det, even though sometimes she makes me want to bash my head against a wall. happydood;
I'm sorry, who is this? happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:12:42 PM
I'm sorry, who is this? happydood;
I think you know. happydood;
Quote from: Det in Fâ,,¯ Major on March 21, 2009, 06:38:25 PM
maybe i wouldn't be such a bitch if you guys stopped calling me a damned gorilla all the time, which i don't even look like. akudood;
sorry im a human being and share 98.6% of my dna with chimps, just like the rest of you. you'd all look like apes too if anyone compared your face with one.
except bassir. bassir looks more like frankenstein.
and lawlz is the reincarnation of anne frank.
I kinda doubt people not calling you a gorilla would lead to you not being a bitch. Personally I don't mind you most of the time, but you really do get annoying when you get into arguments.
Besides, I thought only Lawlz ever did that much? He's gone now anyway. I jokingly said you looked like one once only in response to something you said about me, and I didn't really mean much by it.
You're fine whenever you're not in an argument or derailing an otherwise fine thread.
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:14:49 PM
I kinda doubt people not calling you a gorilla would lead to you not being a bitch. Personally I don't mind you most of the time, but you really do get annoying when you get into arguments.
Besides, I thought only Lawlz ever did that much? He's gone now anyway. I jokingly said you looked like one once only in response to something you said about me, and I didn't really mean much by it.
You're fine whenever you're not in an argument or derailing an otherwise fine thread.
i somewhat agree with this
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:14:49 PM
I kinda doubt people not calling you a gorilla would lead to you not being a bitch. Personally I don't mind you most of the time, but you really do get annoying when you get into arguments.
Besides, I thought only Lawlz ever did that much? He's gone now anyway. I jokingly said you looked like one once only in response to something you said about me, and I didn't really mean much by it.
You're fine whenever you're not in an argument or derailing an otherwise fine thread.
also, forgot to be an idiot >.<
Kaz :3
Quote from: Det in Fâ,,¯ Major on March 21, 2009, 07:05:40 PM
Most members want her banned, not the other.
I knew right after I typed that was a confusing sentence; but I really do enjoy the lot of you that don't insult me all the time. akudood;
i think if a lot of people wanted me banned.
i would be banned right now..
don't you think.
i also highly doubt that your not a bitch in real life.
cause i sure am, and i do treat people like shit.
just the way im treating you.
mostly because people like you are fucking retards and deserve to be treated like the piles of shit you are.
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:18:00 PM
i think if a lot of people wanted me banned.
i would be banned right now..
don't you think.
i also highly doubt that your not a bitch in real life.
cause i sure am, and i do treat people like shit.
just the way im treating you.
mostly because people like you are fucking retards and deserve to be treated like the piles of shit you are.
LACEY STOP TALKING akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:13:28 PM
I think you know. happydood;
I really don't. happydood;
YPR, Kaz, or JMV maybe? Perhaps even ME.
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:14:49 PM
I kinda doubt people not calling you a gorilla would lead to you not being a bitch. Personally I don't mind you most of the time, but you really do get annoying when you get into arguments.
Besides, I thought only Lawlz ever did that much? He's gone now anyway.
I stopped started unnecessary arguments after that huge one with Sam and I because I realized how immature I acted. So if I do argue with someone, it's because they started it, not I. And it's the reason I've been arguing with Lacey these past few days because she said I should be banned for being an ugly gorilla a few pages back in this thread. I really don't know what the fuck her problem is; JMV set her account to ignore my posts, but she took that feature off so she's the one who wants to read my posts, she doesn't have to. doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:18:00 PM
i think if a lot of people wanted me banned.
i would be banned right now..
don't you think.
i also highly doubt that your not a bitch in real life.
cause i sure am, and i do treat people like shit.
just the way im treating you.
mostly because people like you are fucking retards and deserve to be treated like the piles of shit you are.
No; everyone's too lazy to set up a ban topic, and that's how members get banned around here.
And, clearly since you would know me in real life, I'm actually a very nice, enjoyable, funny, warmhearted person. It's people like you that release the inner bitch, and I don't hold back for dumbasses like you.
And lawl, that post just displayed the epitome of ignorance.
I hate that whenever the 'X reples have been posted' thing comes up, the 'be an idiot' box comes unchecked. doodhuh;
i think that maybe you need to be killed.
cause then i would truly laugh.
JESUS you two. Just stop and take it to PMs. akudood; I'm surprised both of you haven't been banned. Then again JMV is a softie and hardly ever bans anyone. giggle;
Quote from: Det in Fâ,,¯ Major on March 21, 2009, 07:21:12 PM
I hate that whenever the 'X reples have been posted' thing comes up, the 'be an idiot' box comes unchecked. doodhuh;
i turned that thing off n_u
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:21:47 PM
i think that maybe you need to be killed.
cause then i would truly laugh.
okay seriously lacey shut the hell up
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:21:47 PM
i think that maybe you need to be killed.
cause then i would truly laugh.
Lacey, you'll die years before me. YEARS. happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:22:40 PM
okay seriously lacey shut the hell up
haha.
no.
Quote from: Det in Fâ,,¯ Major on March 21, 2009, 07:23:03 PM
Lacey, you'll die years before me. YEARS. happydood;
not unless i get some sort of disease or something.
Quote from: Det in Fâ,,¯ Major on March 21, 2009, 07:23:03 PM
Lacey, you'll die years before me. YEARS. happydood;
okay now back off a little
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:23:27 PM
haha.
no.
not unless i get some sort of disease or something.
seriously lacey be quiet
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:24:55 PM
Or get hit by a car, are murdered, etc.
won't get hit by a car.
i'm not a fucking retard like you, i know how to cross the road.
no one would murder me cause i am very much liked around here.
and anyone i piss off wouldn't have the balls to.
and any other events of my death i don't think would take place unless it was a car accident or something.
and i don't even like driving/riding in vehicles so i don't go in the as much as possible.
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:22:06 PM
JESUS you two. Just stop and take it to PMs. akudood; I'm surprised both of you haven't been banned. Then again JMV is a softie and hardly ever bans anyone. giggle;
JMV bans me a lot. giggle;
I actually give out the most strict bans. doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:28:10 PM
won't get hit by a car.
i'm not a fucking retard like you, i know how to cross the road.
no one would murder me cause i am very much liked around here.
and anyone i piss off wouldn't have the balls to.
and any other events of my death i don't think would take place unless it was a car accident or something.
and i don't even like driving/riding in vehicles so i don't go in the as much as possible.
yep nothing will ever happen to you, only to other people doodhuh;
Quote from: Nymphet on March 21, 2009, 07:28:33 PM
JMV bans me a lot. giggle;
Cause he wants you for himself. :3
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:28:10 PM
won't get hit by a car.
i'm not a fucking retard like you, i know how to cross the road.
no one would murder me cause i am very much liked around here.
and anyone i piss off wouldn't have the balls to.
and any other events of my death i don't think would take place unless it was a car accident or something.
and i don't even like driving/riding in vehicles so i don't go in the as much as possible.
Okay, shut up, you're seriously being retarded. You have no idea if anything will happen to you, and you can't give any good reasons to prove that you know what you're talking about.
You're just being ridiculous now and it's stupid.
DICIKS
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:33:14 PM
Okay, shut up, you're seriously being retarded. You have no idea if anything will happen to you, and you can't give any good reasons to prove that you know what you're talking about.
You're just being ridiculous now and it's stupid.
well why would anything happen to me.
i've only had one near death experience.
and a crane almost fell on me.
so i don't really think anything bad would happen.
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:33:14 PM
Okay, shut up, you're seriously being retarded. You have no idea if anything will happen to you, and you can't give any good reasons to prove that you know what you're talking about.
You're just being ridiculous now and it's stupid.
now watch her get like hit by a semi tomorrow rofl
that would be terrible, but its slightly humorous because it'd be ironic
but i'd never wish that on someone saddood;
goddamimt someone replied and quoted the reply before i could delete them.
damn my penis and urethra
On a side note, Lacey does most likely live in a more secure city.
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:36:43 PM
damn my penis and urethra
keep a can next to your computer
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 07:37:23 PM
On a side note, Lacey does most likely live in a more secure city.
my towns is def. safe.
everyone knows everyone.
and when new people come into town.
people are all nosy and like want to know them and shit.
i wish i was friends with det, shes so cute giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 08:20:47 PM
i wish i was friends with det, shes so cute giggle;
stop being sarcastic saddood;
I'm not
I tried to IM you once and you had to go to bed or w/e
then I never did it again
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 08:28:54 PM
I'm not
I tried to IM you once and you had to go to bed or w/e
then I never did it again
when
who are you
DO IT AGAIN SOMETIME
i donut think you like me kid
aw well
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 08:32:35 PM
i donut think you like me kid
aw well
WELL SHOW YOURSELF FOOL
im scarid
estoy asustado
i am eagerly awaiting the next post in the picture thread, hoping it's a comment on me and my ugliness
i'm such a pathetic bastard :'(
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 10:25:58 PM
i am eagerly awaiting the next post in the picture thread, hoping it's a comment on me and my ugliness
i'm such a pathetic bastard :'(
i luv you tec n_u
Quote from: Boyager on March 21, 2009, 10:25:58 PM
i am eagerly awaiting the next post in the picture thread, hoping it's a comment on me and my ugliness
i'm such a pathetic bastard :'(
Post another picture so we can. :3
i'm a tool doodthing;
hello my love, i'm here
i love [you]
that's weird, i fucking hate [you]
Quote from: YPR on March 23, 2009, 02:26:36 PM
Ill be back to delete all of these argument posts after class n_u
wub;
April 5th... giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on March 23, 2009, 04:15:04 PM
April 5th... giggle;
sorry but april 16th is the best day ever..
i have a ten inch weiner doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on March 23, 2009, 04:20:05 PM
sorry but april 16th is the best day ever..
No...April 5th.
Rhythm Heaven is released that day. madood;
april 16th is the day i was born.
i am the best thing god has ever put onto this planet.
Quote from: Boyager on March 23, 2009, 04:23:39 PM
i have a ten inch weiner doodthing;
is that what it says on the package?
Quote from: Boyager on March 23, 2009, 04:20:05 PM
sorry but april 16th is the best day ever..
what would you like for your birthday cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on March 23, 2009, 04:27:33 PM
what would you like for your birthday cjlubdoods;
an ipod touch
rock band
a new halo 3 disc
a new teevee
some clothes
some money
Lacey won't get a gift from me. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on March 23, 2009, 04:26:56 PM
is that what it says on the package?
yes it wont fit into this pot so i can boil it doodthing;
off to the grill
do i get a gift
My birthday's scaring me, ahhh. saddood;
I don't hate Lacey
Quote from: Boyager on March 23, 2009, 04:46:13 PM
I don't hate Lacey
everyone acutally loves me..
they just don't want to say it because i'll just reject them cause they are complete losers and cannot meet my standards because i'm so stuck up.
Quote from: Boyager on March 23, 2009, 04:48:16 PM
everyone acutally loves me..
they just don't want to say it because i'll just reject them cause they are complete losers and cannot meet my standards because i'm so stuck up.
Is this a det or lacey impression
You know, Lacey makes me want to kill myself.
Quote from: Boyager on March 23, 2009, 04:50:50 PM
You know, Lacey makes me want to kill myself.
I'm calling the police on you
btw what's your area code
Quote from: Boyager on March 23, 2009, 04:50:26 PM
Is this a det or lacey impression
it's just making fun of what det said.
I don't hate Lacey, I just wish that:
1: She wasn't so quick to judge
2: She would think before speaking
she's nice, but all the unnecessary arguments are just ugh saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 23, 2009, 04:52:33 PM
I don't hate Lacey, I just wish that:
1: She wasn't so quick to judge
2: She would think before speaking
she's nice, but all the unnecessary arguments are just ugh saddood;
it wouldn't be like this if people didn't light the flame so to speak.
plus these people have had so many chances for me to actually enjoy them.
i just can't.
Quote from: Boyager on March 23, 2009, 04:52:10 PM
it's just making fun of what det said.
uh hey i haven't posted in here today doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on March 23, 2009, 04:54:40 PM
it wouldn't be like this if people didn't light the flame so to speak.
plus these people have had so many chances for me to actually enjoy them.
i just can't.
you light practically all your own flames doodhuh;
Sometimes I feel like posting scandalous and out-of-character things for the sake of trolling aka getting attention. saddood;
But I never do it.
i jacked off twice in one day what a rebel amirite
Quote from: Boyager on March 23, 2009, 05:24:18 PM
uh hey i haven't posted in here today doodthing;
you light practically all your own flames doodhuh;
other thread dumbass
no i do not
people say things to make me react in that matter
if people dont like what i say, maybe ignoring me would stop all your problems
Quote from: Boyager on March 23, 2009, 06:13:09 PM
other thread dumbass
no i do not
people say things to make me react in that matter
if people dont like what i say, maybe ignoring me would stop all your problems
if you don't like what people say, maybe ignoring them would solve all our problems
i strongly dislike det and lacey.
well usually it's things regarding me
Boyah's banners are way shittier than Outsider's.
Quote from: Boyager on March 23, 2009, 07:19:14 PM
Boyah's banners are way shittier than Outsider's.
old news
Sometimes when I read the word stomachache (which isn't really a word, but some people insist on combining two) I envision someone having a moustache-shaped patch of hair right above their belly button
Damn assholes need to go get fucked. akudood; There all better. n_u
WHOA
Well, it helps. n_u
I'm confused.
Three different people in my life.
Who would I be happier with?
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 04:39:41 PM
I'm confused.
Three different people in my life.
Who would I be happier with?
The whore.
Quote from: Det in Fâ,,¯ Major on March 24, 2009, 06:19:59 PM
uh, because she's still going to insult me whether or not i have her on ignore... doodthing;
This really, REALLY made my day.
hey guys let's make a private chat and talk about det behind her back
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 06:24:26 PM
This really, REALLY made my day.
hey guys let's make a private chat and talk about det behind her back
Let's not.
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 06:24:26 PM
This really, REALLY made my day.
hey guys let's make a private chat and talk about det behind her back
That's kind of mean. madood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 06:24:26 PM
This really, REALLY made my day.
hey guys let's make a private chat and talk about det behind her back
let's.
Wow Thyme, I thought you were actually a nice person. Guess not. doodthing;
Once again you go on about how much you like him and continue to ignore me...
i'm starting to like boyah better than outsid
thyme is the nicest guy ever stfu det and go die.
Quote from: Det in Fâ,,¯ Major on March 24, 2009, 06:41:45 PM
Wow Thyme, I thought you were actually a nice person. Guess not. doodthing;
That was Thyme?
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 06:44:14 PM
thyme is the nicest guy ever stfu det and go die.
lacey shut the fuck up, you have no friends and are an ugly piece of shit.
you look like you have down's syndrome in your pictures.
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 06:44:29 PM
That was Thyme?
Says an administrator.
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 06:46:17 PM
lacey shut the fuck up, you have no friends and are an ugly piece of shit.
you look like you have down's syndrome in your pictures.
fuckin' a
I think det is pretty.
Quote from: Det in Fâ,,¯ Major on March 24, 2009, 06:41:45 PM
Wow Thyme, I thought you were actually a nice person. Guess not. doodthing;
I don't know what you're talking ab-
Nah, alright. I'd feel even more like a dick if I denied it. And since it already makes me feel like a dick to have hidden myself behind anonymity, I'll go repost the post in the related thread since I actually think what I said. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 06:51:50 PM
you are so blind.
Am not. akudood;
with corrected vision
lots of hostility today huh akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 06:53:21 PM
lots of hostility today huh akudood;
shut the fuck up. wariodood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 06:52:38 PM
Am not. akudood;
with corrected vision
your corrected vision is obv. not so correct.
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 06:54:32 PM
your corrected vision is obv. not so correct.
it def. is
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 06:54:32 PM
your corrected vision is obv. not so correct.
are you that much of a fatass that your obese fingers are too fat to type out 'obvious(ly)'
you guys are fucking retarded
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 06:53:45 PM
shut the fuck up. wariodood;
hey you take that back akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 06:57:18 PM
are you that much of a fatass that your obese fingers are too fat to type out 'obvious(ly)'
obv. looks better and it's faster.
i don't like to waste anytime.
i think this retarded argument is getting just a little lot out of hand
"hey JMV could you tell me who made that post i need to know because i'm a neurotic bitch
- according to the IP it's Thyme... go figure akudood;"
Quote from: Thyme on March 24, 2009, 07:07:47 PM
"hey JMV could you tell me who made that post i need to know because i'm a neurotic bitch
- according to the IP it's Thyme... go figure akudood;"
yay you hate her too high five
Quote from: Thyme on March 24, 2009, 07:07:47 PM
"hey JMV could you tell me who made that post i need to know because i'm a neurotic bitch
- according to the IP it's Thyme... go figure akudood;"
lol omg let me be a coward and hide my identity while i make pathetic insults on the anon board because it makes me feel better about my hideously large eyebrows that look like they're devouring my face!
I hate myself.
What? This is the annon board!? O_0
can we quit insulting each other based on looks please doodhuh;
ill quit if she does baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:18:14 PM
can we quit insulting each other based on looks please doodhuh;
if you stop being an ugly whore
wait, who are you anyway
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:18:14 PM
can we quit insulting each other based on looks please doodhuh;
can we please stop looking like gorillas?
We all know I'm the ugliest. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:20:39 PM
can we please stop looking like gorillas?
but humans and chimps share almost 99% dna
...so no
not really, no
Quote from: ã'ªã‚ºã' 天国ゴã'¼ã'«ã'‰ on March 24, 2009, 07:21:12 PM
We all know I'm the ugliest. baddood;
I'm sorry, your name isn't Lacey.
no, just the whiniest.
wouldn't asking jmv to give you the ip kind of nullify the point of this board anyway
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:20:38 PM
if you stop being an ugly whore
wait, who are you anyway
does it matter befuddlement
Quote from: ROCK LOBSTER on March 24, 2009, 07:23:50 PM
wouldn't asking jmv to give you the ip kind of nullify the point of this board anyway
ME86 does it all the time.
yeah people ask me all the time and i am too moody to say no unless it's something really personal
if it's an insult or a troll towards a user i usually tell.
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:14:42 PM
lol omg let me be a coward and hide my identity while i make pathetic insults on the anon board because it makes me feel better about my hideously large eyebrows that look like they're devouring my face!
At first, I was just pointing out that I found what you said humorous, in the same manner you found JMV's "FLOOR IS LAVA" explanation funny (the difference being that I didn't misinterpret it).
As for the cowardice part, I won't try to deny it. That's mostly dead on. Then again, using anonymity just because I found something unintentionally funny shouldn't make me THAT much of a coward. Maybe just a bit. :3
As for the private chat thing, that was mostly a joke, following the whole "she's not supposed to care because she doesn't see it rofl" line of thought. Admittedly, my humor's pretty much hit or miss. Mostly the latter. Then came up the privacy breach and in my head it wasn't so much of a joke anymore. Which brings us to here.
In the end, I think I'll just follow JMV's advice now. hocuspocus;
[spoiler]HOLY SHIT DRAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA >.<[/spoiler]
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HOLY SHIT EVEN MORE DRAMAAAAAAAAAAAAA maps;[/spoiler]
Delete the annon board y/y
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:21:34 PM
but humans and chimps share almost 99% dna
...so no
not really, no
everyone else doesn't look like gorillas you are the only one.
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:34:02 PM
everyone else doesn't look like gorillas you are the only one.
better than looking like i have down's syndrome ;)
uhm lots of famus people have downs
like trig palin
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:34:02 PM
everyone else doesn't look like gorillas you are the only one.
Actually a lot of members, especially males, look like apes. You included.
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:35:57 PM
Actually a lot of members, especially males, look like apes. You included.
i'm just going to assume that this was a jab at me
i'll go cry now saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:36:53 PM
i'm just going to assume that this was a jab at me
i'll go cry now saddood;
dammit tyler saddood;
i look like a fucking orangutang bitch
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:36:53 PM
i'm just going to assume that this was a jab at me
i'll go cry now saddood;
It was actually a jab at Bassir and Enclosed, just to name a few.
and jmv he so ugly
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:25:00 PM
ME86 does it all the time.
This really, REALLY made my day.
n_u
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:39:34 PM
shut up jmv
this isn't jmv
this is the consensus of society
Quote from: Nymphet on March 16, 2009, 05:32:19 PM
even jmv is hotter akudood;
and such comments over the past 2 years. if she says it and actually likes him then how do others feel akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:35:04 PM
better than looking like i have down's syndrome ;)
lol no i don't.
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:35:57 PM
Actually a lot of members, especially males, look like apes. You included.
lol, no they do not.
det is the only person that looks like a gorilla.
considering she looks like a man to is probably where your seeing these men looking like apes.
it all comes back to det
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:37:23 PM
dammit tyler saddood;
I look like Totoro or the Turnip Spirit. Not a gorilla. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:25:00 PM
ME86 does it all the time.
I'm pretty sure it's been quite awhile sir. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:44:48 PM
I'm pretty sure it's been quite awhile sir. n_u
It still made my day. baddood;
this isn't jmv ignore the obvious jmv stuff
(http://i41.tinypic.com/1gp4z.jpg)
Quote from: Thyme on March 24, 2009, 07:45:36 PM
It still made my day. baddood;
I'm not sure if that's good or bad. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:50:01 PM
this isn't jmv ignore the obvious jmv stuff
(http://i41.tinypic.com/1gp4z.jpg)
hey i see a jmv
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:42:13 PM
lol no i don't.
lol, no they do not.
det is the only person that looks like a gorilla.
considering she looks like a man to is probably where your seeing these men looking like apes.
it all comes back to det
Lacey, are you seriously fucking retarded?
Saying I look like a gorilla is your only insult, and it's getting pretty old and uneffective. It's quite obvious that I don't. Saying I look like a gorilla is saying that you look like a brain surgeon or biochemical engineer.
You're really pathetic along with your first-grade insults. It doesn't hurt my feelings that you call me whatever you do, because I know I don't look like anything you say, you're just a dumbass who's brain has deteriorated due to drugs, and are probably in a special education program, so I actually feel a little sorry for you. But go ahead and say whatever you want beacuse I know you will, just know your insults don't hurt in any way whatsoever, but more make me laugh at your pathetic amount of intelligence (or lack thereof).
lol jmv
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:52:38 PM
lol jmv
that def. obv. isn't jmv it says so in the post dur..
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:50:19 PM
I'm not sure if that's good or bad. baddood;
Neutral, it's just a repetition joke. Hit or miss, as I said. goonish
On a side note, while I do temporarily* hate her right now, I do find Det attractive. Not in a "LOL THIS MUST MEAN YOU THINK SHE'S FAT" way, I just think she's pretty.
Lacey's kinda cute too. hocuspocus;
*yeah knowing myself the feelings will dissipate pretty quickly
i'm such a wuss
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:52:24 PM
Lacey, are you seriously fucking retarded?
Saying I look like a gorilla is your only insult, and it's getting pretty old and uneffective. It's quite obvious that I don't. Saying I look like a gorilla is saying that you look like a brain surgeon or biochemical engineer.
You're really pathetic along with your first-grade insults. It doesn't hurt my feelings that you call me whatever you do, because I know I don't look like anything you say, you're just a dumbass who's brain has deteriorated due to drugs, and are probably in a special education program, so I actually feel a little sorry for you. But go ahead and say whatever you want beacuse I know you will, just know your insults don't hurt in any way whatsoever, but more make me laugh at your pathetic amount of intelligence (or lack thereof).
Nice.
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:54:36 PM
that def. obv. isn't jmv it says so in the post dur..
mos def and talib kweli and yes that is jmv duh..
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:56:01 PM
mos def and talib kweli and yes that is jmv duh..
black star it is not jmv it is guff
Quote from: Thyme on March 24, 2009, 07:55:27 PM
I do find Det attractive. Not in a "LOL THIS MUST MEAN YOU THINK SHE'S FAT" way, I just think she's pretty.
Lacey's kinda cute too. hocuspocus;
i agree with all of this
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:58:52 PM
i agree with all of this
I only agree with the initial statement.
In no way could I speak favorably about Lacey's looks.
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 07:57:44 PM
black star it is not jmv it is guff
you know nothing
Quote from: Thyme on March 24, 2009, 07:55:27 PM
I do find Det attractive.
det: 4329432095903259032905923590325902359023, lacey: 0
jmv is annoying
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 08:00:59 PM
det: 4329432095903259032905923590325902359023, lacey: 0
Quote from: Thyme on March 24, 2009, 07:55:27 PM
Lacey's kinda cute too. hocuspocus;
det: 4329432095903259032905923590325902359023, lacey: 1
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 08:02:04 PM
det: 4329432095903259032905923590325902359023, lacey: 1
fuck you i was totally going for that :'(
Quote from: Thyme on March 24, 2009, 07:55:27 PM
Neutral, it's just a repetition joke. Hit or miss, as I said. goonish
On a side note, while I do temporarily* hate her right now, I do find Det attractive. Not in a "LOL THIS MUST MEAN YOU THINK SHE'S FAT" way, I just think she's pretty.
Lacey's kinda cute too. hocuspocus;
*yeah knowing myself the feelings will dissipate pretty quickly
i'm such a wuss
Oh, I know. Whoever would twist that to thinking that you said she was fat is stupid.
why is jmv so ugly and undesirable lol
he should fall off the planet right
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 08:04:07 PM
Oh, I know. Whoever would twist that to thinking that you said she was fat is stupid.
i dont even understand what thyme originally meant by that
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 08:04:51 PM
i dont even understand what thyme originally meant by that
thyme is into bbw
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 08:04:31 PM
why is jmv so ugly and undesirable lol
he should fall off the planet right
maybe if he wasn't so ugly and boring he could fix that lol
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 08:06:50 PM
maybe if he wasn't so ugly and boring he could fix that lol
famy stop talking to yourself
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 08:06:50 PM
maybe if he wasn't so ugly and boring he could fix that lol
uhm fuck you jmv is cute
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 08:04:07 PM
Oh, I know. Whoever would twist that to thinking that you said she was fat is stupid.
CONFUSING PRONOUNS goonish
Well, thanks for sharing, whoever you are. Good to know I'm not too confusing. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 08:07:30 PM
uhm fuck you jmv is cute
are you stupid even clucky agrees with me find a post where she claims otherwise without a sarcastic comment tacked on or a mean comment later contracting it.
Quote from: Thyme on March 24, 2009, 08:08:19 PM
CONFUSING PRONOUNS goonish
Well, thanks for sharing, whoever you are. Good to know I'm not too confusing. n_u
hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 08:08:42 PM
are you stupid even clucky agrees with me find a post where she claims otherwise without a sarcastic comment tacked on or a mean comment later contracting it.
this is def. jmv..
and something leads me to believe it was all jmv talking to himself the entire time..
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 08:07:13 PM
famy stop talking to yourself
shut up i hate you |:
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 08:09:25 PM
this is def. jmv..
and something leads me to believe it was all jmv talking to himself the entire time..
it's still def. true..
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 06:42:56 PM
i'm starting to like boyah better than outsid
Is this Zach? Veal? Mike?
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 08:12:42 PM
Is this Zach? Veal? Mike?
whoever it is, he or she is a smart man or woman
Dear Lacey,
Listen up you whore: You are ugly, stupid, and quite possibly the least funny poster to ever thrive on the Internet, and, coming from me, that says quite a bit. I know better than to respond in this manner, seeing how you're just a dumbass troll who is doing it for the lulz, but I can't help it.
I've never spent a lot of time on Boyah, and now that I've tried to hang out here more, I've discovered that your presence is nearly unbearable. How the fuck can you go around calling people like Det ugly and stupid? There is almost a universal consensus here that Det is attractive (and, as far as I can tell, intelligent), while everyone also agrees that you have the looks and brains of a slug.
I realize that by responding to in this manner that I'll just cause more of the drama I seek to end, but I think that these things need to be said. You are the April of Boyah, and though you probably don't know who April is (hi Keat), you can take solace in knowing that you probably won't ever be as fucking retarded as she was, though you're cutting it quite close.
So, return to what ever AIDS-ridden cesspool you came from and let this place be. I know I'll appreciate it, and I'm sure that the folks like Det that you've insulted would appreciate it, as well.
I bid you a good day!
hocuspocus;
Heh, I had completely forgotten about April. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 08:44:10 PM
Dear Lacey,
Listen up you whore: You are ugly, stupid, and quite possibly the least funny poster to ever thrive on the Internet, and, coming from me, that says quite a bit. I know better than to respond in this manner, seeing how you're just a dumbass troll who is doing it for the lulz, but I can't help it.
I've never spent a lot of time on Boyah, and now that I've tried to hang out here more, I've discovered that your presence is nearly unbearable. How the fuck can you go around calling people like Det ugly and stupid? There is almost a universal consensus here that Det is attractive (and, as far as I can tell, intelligent), while everyone also agrees that you have the looks and brains of a slug.
I realize that by responding to in this manner that I'll just cause more of the drama I seek to end, but I think that these things need to be said. You are the April of Boyah, and though you probably don't know who April is (hi Keat), you can take solace in knowing that you probably won't ever be as fucking retarded as she was, though you're cutting it quite close.
So, return to what ever AIDS-ridden cesspool you came from and let this place be. I know I'll appreciate it, and I'm sure that the folks like Det that you've insulted would appreciate it, as well.
I bid you a good day!
hocuspocus;
At first I thought this was Thyme simply because the first thing I saw was " hocuspocus;", but upon reading the message I realized that it couldn't be him.
Then I thought it was Tyler, but I'm not even sure he'd know April, so I scratched him off the list.
now i think it's slim, but i've never seen slim make a serious post ever
help guys akudood;
I know who April is, but it wasn't me because I wouldn't waste my time typing out something Lacey wouldn't understand.
spoiler:
caps was april
I just learned that Tampa Bay isn't an actual city goonish
Can we go back to being emo in this thread? It's what its for
I still don't know how to tell my bestfriend how I feel about her. I think I never will, because I don't want to lose her all together. :(
I also just learned that Tampa Bay isn't an actual city. goonish
I just learned something from Boyah. goonish
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 09:31:13 PM
Can we go back to being emo in this thread? It's what its for
I still don't know how to tell my bestfriend how I feel about her. I think I never will, because I don't want to lose her all together. :(
once i did that and she said she loves me and then she hurt my feelings because apparently other people had a problem with it and she didn't want to disappoint them. doodhuh;
Quote from: Thyme on March 24, 2009, 09:32:10 PM
I also just learned that Tampa Bay isn't an actual city. goonish
I just learned something from Boyah. goonish
And you want to know why you learned it? because we think the exact same way akudood;
Bluaki informed me the city is actually just Tampa.
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 09:32:47 PM
once i did that and she said she loves me and then she hurt my feelings because apparently other people had a problem with it and she didn't want to disappoint them. doodhuh;
No this ones a no bullshit from anyone type of girl, I don't think that would happen. But no one can give me any straight advice. I'd probably never tell her just because I'm such a wuss
Quote from: YPR on March 24, 2009, 09:35:23 PM
And you want to know why you learned it? because we think the exact same way akudood;
Bluaki informed me the city is actually just Tampa.
You're so awesome. :3
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 09:37:35 PM
No this ones a no bullshit from anyone type of girl, I don't think that would happen. But no one can give me any straight advice. I'd probably never tell her just because I'm such a wuss
Be a fucking man and tell her that you like her and that you want to go out sometime. happydood;
Quote from: YPR on March 24, 2009, 09:35:23 PM
And you want to know why you learned it? because we think the exact same way akudood;
Bluaki informed me the city is actually just Tampa.
Yeah.
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 09:40:58 PM
Be a fucking man and tell her that you like her and that you want to go out sometime. happydood;
If only I could buuuttt, this is how I see it. What if shes like "I thought you were my friend, but you just wanted to get with me"
THEN I LOSE MY BESTFRIEND :(
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 09:45:11 PM
If only I could buuuttt, this is how I see it. What if shes like "I thought you were my friend, but you just wanted to get with me"
THEN I LOSE MY BESTFRIEND :(
Hopefully your best friend wouldn't be so quick to judge.
Explain to her that you really appreciate having her as a friend, but that you've always liked her and would like the chance to take the relationship in a new direction. Invite along to see a movie or something and see how things go.
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 09:47:05 PM
Hopefully your best friend wouldn't be so quick to judge.
Explain to her that you really appreciate having her as a friend, but that you've always liked her and would like the chance to take the relationship in a new direction. Invite along to see a movie or something and see how things go.
Man if only I knew why its so hard for me. I need time to think, lots of time. Thanks for the advice though
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 09:48:27 PM
Man if only I knew why its so hard for me. I need time to think, lots of time. Thanks for the advice though
Not a problem. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 09:48:27 PM
Man if only I knew why its so hard for me. I need time to think, lots of time. Thanks for the advice though
It's hard for me too. I'm happy I told her though, even if she does act like this because of it.
I hate that she mentions him constantly and will come here and praise him and only insult me and never say anything nice about me. She'll make a thread insulting me, quote a post and cal me ugly or 'fucking retarded' and such. She'll go on and on about how "hott" he is or how she likes him or how "perfect" he is, yet has has never brought up anything I do, and just talks about how horrible I am as if that's all I do. It isn't. She can't even apologize for when she does it. She always claims it's a joke as if she posts nice things about me and occasionally posts something mean as a joke. It's the other way around. saddood;
I spent probably about 8 hours doing something for her last week and when I finally went to bed and said "i love you goodnight" her reply was a simple "bye"... It's okay, I'm the horrible one though who just whines for attention and doesn't push her or twist her arm. I'm not the attractive one so what I did doesn't matter.
Or maybe if she doesn't mention him it's another guy. Oh, that guy can cook and will buy her some stuff. He knows someone from Ladytron, he likes good music he is so awesome. Not me, apparently I only pretend to like the artist, and because I don't know any famous person I can't compete. I get to hear how wonderful he is, and how does she mention me to him? Showing him when I started flipping out and insulting her(yes, I know it was wrong) after she ignored me and insulted me all weekend. Nevermind that my father did something really hurtful a few days before and I was upset about that when she started insulting me. No, me calling her a bitch and saying she makes me hate myself is all that mattered and she had to let him know about me. Not about the hours I spend making her stuff or helping her(not that I have a problem with it I like doing it), those don't matter because I'm a horrible person who snaps after being insulted and called "retarded" or having to hear about how I suck.
Maybe it's not that guy. Maybe she feels like talking about David and how she plays with him and I can't even get a nice comment from her and he actually gets attention. Or maybe Mike and how she likes his eyes and hair. Or maybe her exboyfriend and how she liked how he smelled. What does she have to say about me? "lol ur ugly lol u smell."
Instead of saying sorry for it she takes forever and can't ever say sorry or i love you on her own. She basically even refuses to talk to me now and claims it's because "she can't hear my IMS" or "they don't flash" as if I really would go 20 minutes without saying something: she knows me better than that. We used to talk a lot and she always brings up old conversations and goes "why can't you be like that anymore" yet refuses to realize I can't if she is just gonna put me down constantly when I am acting like that and never once try to be like that too.
I hate that she does this and will probably either ignore this post, or quote it and say something stupid like "lol you shouldn't care about me n_u" or something extremely short instead of just saying sorry for all of it and then acting like it and actually treating me like a person.
I still don't regret telling her though.
wait, who are we talking about?
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 10:18:47 PM
wait, who are we talking about?
I think it's how things changed when he told his friend how he felt about her.
Thanks for the post though, it's tough. Did she just brush it off or did you go out? What you described is the exact same stuff I fear would happen, even though I would probably just cut off all of my connections to her if it got to be that bad.
Quote from: Boyager on March 24, 2009, 10:28:04 PM
I think it's how things changed when he told his friend how he felt about her.
Well, there is more to it like other people making comments and stuff, but she seems to think I'm out of line and have an unreasonable about of jealousy when she does that.
QuoteThanks for the post though, it's tough. Did she just brush it off or did you go out?
Neither. saddood;
QuoteWhat you described is the exact same stuff I fear would happen, even though I would probably just cut off all of my connections to her if it got to be that bad.
She might more stable though and not listen to other people and go to you and go "i love you" and then try to hide it because someone else gets upset over it and then go 'lol i ruin everything so i'll do just that by acting like this'.
I'm lonely. :(
Quote from: Boyager on March 26, 2009, 11:17:05 AM
I'm lonely. :(
Write "free hugs" on a piece of paper/cardboard and walk around
yeh then old ladies will hug you
Quote from: Boyager on March 26, 2009, 11:27:34 AM
yeh then old ladies will hug you
Old ladies are company... Anyone can cure loneliness
Quote from: Boyager on March 26, 2009, 11:31:47 AM
Old ladies are company... Anyone can cure loneliness
true..
i wanna make love right na na na na na
I have a hard time complimenting females because I fear being seen as a creep. smithicide;
Quote from: Boyager on March 27, 2009, 09:22:56 PM
I have a hard time complimenting females because I fear being seen as a creep. smithicide;
I have a hard time complimenting females because I don't want to appear like I'm trying to hard (because I am).
I love complimenting males on stuff that is true. Only true stuff. It makes them smile. hocuspocus;
"your penis is small"
let's see if you can get them to smile with that one.
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 08:50:52 AM
I love complimenting males on stuff that is true. Only true stuff. It makes them smile. hocuspocus;
For some reason I always take compliments as sarcasm or I don't know what to say in reply
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 09:48:50 AM
For some reason I always take compliments as sarcasm or I don't know what to say in reply
seems to be you have the case of the aspies
Why would you ask that? :(
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 11:01:25 AM
seems to be you have the case of the aspies
what are the aspies?
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 11:01:25 AM
seems to be you have the case of the aspies
:O
I didn't make that other post, I just have the same problem. I'm pretty sure I don't have Asperger's, though. befuddlement
Quote from: Thyme on March 28, 2009, 05:00:22 PM
:O
I didn't make that other post, I just have the same problem. I'm pretty sure I don't have Asperger's, though. befuddlement
guess who made the other post baddood;
ypr is hot
But you never say it your penis small. And people need to learn to love compliments. :3
Quote from: YPR on March 28, 2009, 05:34:55 PM
guess who made the other post baddood;
oh god lol maps;
My first guess was Tec, though. giggle;
Quote from: Thyme on March 28, 2009, 06:54:08 PM
oh god lol maps;
My first guess was Tec, though. giggle;
I always use proper punctuation and almost always use an emote. baddood;
which makes sense because this:
Quote from: Boyager on March 27, 2009, 09:22:56 PM
I have a hard time complimenting females because I fear being seen as a creep. smithicide;
was me cjlubdoods;
forgot to be an idiot cnotedood;
Tec needs to really study himself in a mirror. He is a good looking guy. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 06:58:08 PM
I always use proper punctuation and almost always use an emote. baddood;
i change my posting style all the time when i post on this board doodthing;
[spoiler]See? I'd never use that emote in that context. hocuspocus;[/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 07:01:49 PM
Tec needs to really study himself in a mirror. He is a good looking guy. giggle;
who is this liar hes gay
i doth protest too much
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 07:01:49 PM
Tec needs to really study himself in a mirror. He is a good looking guy. giggle;
Thank you. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 07:08:57 PM
who is this liar hes gay
So what? wry
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 07:06:53 PM
i change my posting style all the time when i post on this board doodthing;
[spoiler]See? I'd never use that emote in that context. hocuspocus;[/spoiler]
i usually type like this on this board so it's impossible to tell who it is cjlubdoods;
my penis is neither large nor small
i usually fuck all of you
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 07:16:43 PM
my penis is neither large nor small
how does it feel to be average
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 07:17:23 PM
how does it feel to be average
fine
except when i watch porn. that makes me feel like i have a tiny dick.
lol famy's gay for looking at this
Famy isn't gay. Must be someones wishful thinking. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 09:02:50 PM
Famy isn't gay. Must be someones wishful thinking. hocuspocus;
... you got me cry;
Quote from: lacette on March 28, 2009, 07:58:36 PM
what about the knife part?
i don't even know what to say, this has happened to me before and i just screamed my way out of it and threatened my dad and he hasn't done anything sense.
i'm guessing it's only a matter of time till it happens again, but i'm prepared to fight back.
with some sort of weapon or something, so that's the only way i could see the problem being resolved.
unless you go to the police or children services or whatever.
When my parents hit me I threatened to call the Department of Social Services. befuddlement
They gave me the phone and said if I told they would take me away and I would probably get stuck with a foster family who wouldn't feed me or buy me clothes.
I didn't call.
[spoiler]powerofone;[/spoiler]
well that's america for you.
foster homes here are generally good.
or group homes that you can go to.
except their rules are way to strict but yeah america sucks.
and so do your faggy ass parents.
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 09:12:49 PM
well that's america for you.
foster homes here are generally good.
or group homes that you can go to.
except their rules are way to strict but yeah america sucks.
and so do your faggy ass parents.
hey aren't you the one who wants to get to new yawk sooo badly madood;
i'm not going to lie i'd love to go to canada again too hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 09:14:13 PM
hey aren't you the one who wants to get to new yawk sooo badly madood;
i'm not going to lie i'd love to go to canada again too hocuspocus;
i don't wanna go that badly.
just kinda wanna go.
but i'd there are better places i could think of going
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 09:12:49 PM
well that's america for you.
foster homes here are generally good.
or group homes that you can go to.
except their rules are way to strict but yeah america sucks.
and so do your faggy ass parents.
well at least we have obama what does canada have dicks
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 09:34:51 PM
well at least we have obama what does canada have dicks
i wouldn't brag very much about having obama
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 09:34:51 PM
well at least we have obama what does canada have dicks
dicks is good baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 09:34:51 PM
well at least we have obama what does canada have dicks
canada is a lot safer then fucking america for one.
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 09:37:09 PM
canada is a lot safer then fucking america for one.
which part?
Quote from: Boyager on March 28, 2009, 09:52:29 PM
which part?
Pretty much all over. Except maybe Montréal-Nord. maps;
because all of the u.s. is homogeneously dangerous
This early in the morning, it's easy to tell who's posting. giggle;
i was shanked in a cornfield in Arkansas
Quote from: Boyager on March 29, 2009, 07:31:02 AM
because all of the u.s. is homogeneously dangerous
It isn't? giggle;
two years ago
a friend of mine
asked me to say some mc rhymes
so i said this rhyme im about to say
Quote from: Boyager on March 29, 2009, 07:33:48 AM
i was shanked in a cornfield in Arkansas
Where at? I might have been able to help you out.
Quote from: Boyager on March 29, 2009, 07:33:48 AM
i was shanked in a cornfield in Arkansas
most likely.
I'm scared. :'(
this week needs to end already smithicide;
Quote from: Boyager on March 29, 2009, 06:44:11 PM
this week needs to end already smithicide;
uh it's sunday
iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
i took the cookie from the cookie jar
i'm ridiculously infatuated with sam
i'm scared of the future and what it holds.
the future is all we have to look forward to do your best and it will be good to you.
Quote from: Boyager on March 29, 2009, 08:17:58 PM
the future is all we have to look forward to do your best and it will be good to you.
i hope that's the truth
i wish i wasn't such an idiot
i wish i was better at managing time
I haven't participated in any co-curricular activities, except band, for the past three years. Yet every summer I've told myself, "I should really join a club or something this year". Thanks to my utter stupidity, my application will look like complete garbage in all areas except maybe academics.
i have no one to blame but myself
Quote from: Boyager on March 29, 2009, 08:06:51 PM
i'm scared of the future and what it holds.
hey, me too :'(
Quote from: Boyager on March 29, 2009, 08:33:19 PM
i wish i wasn't such an idiot
i wish i was better at managing time
I haven't participated in any co-curricular activities, except band, for the past three years. Yet every summer I've told myself, "I should really join a club or something this year". Thanks to my utter stupidity, my application will look like complete garbage in all areas except maybe academics.
i have no one to blame but myself
only stuff i do is band, speech and debate, and latin club
mostly because i fail at anything athletic
Sometimes when I see a car with a license plate from your state drive by I feel happy and pretend that maybe you're in that car.
i'm so confused
Quote from: Boyager on March 29, 2009, 10:09:24 PM
Sometimes when I see a car with a license plate from your state drive by I feel happy and pretend that maybe you're in that car.
Creepy
Quote from: Boyager on March 30, 2009, 12:46:02 PM
i think it's cute giggle;
It actually sort of is I guess...
It's not like he actually goes up to the car to see if she's in there. It's not creepy.
No, I'd be too nervous and be scared if she was. wariodood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 29, 2009, 08:33:19 PM
i wish i wasn't such an idiot
i wish i was better at managing time
I haven't participated in any co-curricular activities, except band, for the past three years. Yet every summer I've told myself, "I should really join a club or something this year". Thanks to my utter stupidity, my application will look like complete garbage in all areas except maybe academics.
i have no one to blame but myself
remember to tell them you're gay on your application
Quote from: Boyager on March 30, 2009, 01:40:04 PM
remember to tell them you're gay on your application
i did
i think that's the best part of the entire application
Quote from: Tarkus on March 29, 2009, 08:39:45 PM
only stuff i do is band, speech and debate, and latin club
mostly because i fail at anything athletic
rofl fagit
i feel so bad for guff :'(
I feel bad for Guff too. baddood;
i feel bad for rae baddood;
i'm afraid to drive
ræ
guff is a man he can take it baddood;
he needs to know just how great he is
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 06:15:27 PM
he needs to know just how great he is
hes not great he sucks and hes gay
i'm so selfish
famy why haven't you told jmv
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 06:17:44 PM
famy why haven't you told jmv
why didnt you shut up |:
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 06:16:21 PM
hes not great he sucks and hes gay
i know how great he is he saved me from a miserable day Q('_' Q)
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 06:52:56 PM
i know how great he is he saved me from a miserable day Q('_' Q)
no hes sucks
and if he saved from misery then you then you suck even more
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 06:55:38 PM
no hes sucks
and if he saved from misery then you then you suck even more
compared to him i suck but he is the best friend a person could have
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 06:56:54 PM
compared to him i suck but he is the best friend a person could have
well if he is the best friend a person could have said person must really suck
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 06:57:55 PM
well if he is the best friend a person could have said person must really suck
she might but that's beside the point happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 06:58:49 PM
she might but that's beside the point happydood;
well it doesnt matter because he sucks so shut up baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 06:59:48 PM
well it doesnt matter because he sucks so shut up baddood;
i can't i have to i'm obsessed giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:00:50 PM
i can't i have to i'm obsessed giggle;
would you still be so obsessed if you found out that he doesnt even like you? baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:02:34 PM
would you still be so obsessed if you found out that he doesnt even like you? baddood;
yes i would it would be a lie
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:06:04 PM
no it would not be
and how do you know this baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:11:39 PM
and how do you know this baddood;
he is cruel and incapable of caring for anyone other than himself
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:12:37 PM
he is cruel and incapable of caring for anyone other than himself
Not true you don't know him the way i do akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:16:26 PM
Not true you don't know him the way i do akudood;
nobody really knows him at all
you might think you do, but you dont know anything about him and when you say you do, no matter what you tell yourself, deep down you know that you know nothing about him at all |:
i hustled some drugs today.
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:20:57 PM
i hustled some drugs today.
famy, how could you cry;
i would pick dandelions for her ;_;
why am i so weird. who gives people dandelions
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:22:15 PM
famy, how could you cry;
A boy has to eat. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:22:22 PM
i would pick dandelions for her ;_;
why am i so weird. who gives people dandelions
i think that's adorable cjlubdoods;
of course i'm a guy so it's not like it really matters akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:22:22 PM
i would pick dandelions for her ;_;
why am i so weird. who gives people dandelions
The are bright, happy and sunny. I would love them too
I would send Famy money if I could. wry
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:19:59 PM
nobody really knows him at all
you might think you do, but you dont know anything about him and when you say you do, no matter what you tell yourself, deep down you know that you know nothing about him at all |:
i know more than he realizes i know the important stuff
i made out with my cousin once when i was younger
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:27:07 PM
i made out with my cousin once when i was younger
i know someone who masturbated to his cousin
and he's a member of boyah n_u
kaz isn't online..
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:22:15 PM
famy, how could you cry;
lol i love how people automatically think it's famy :)
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:29:18 PM
lol i love how people automatically think it's famy :)
i know right
i mean poo poo its not like i do that everyday baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:29:18 PM
lol i love how people automatically think it's famy :)
I was only joking.
Famy never punctuates. wariodood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:27:07 PM
i made out with my cousin once when i was younger
i bet you aren't the only one
Quote from: TECTRINKET on March 31, 2009, 07:32:45 PM
I was only joking.
Famy never punctuates. wariodood;
i was about to say no but then i looked at my above post lol
Quote from: TECTRINKET on March 31, 2009, 07:32:45 PM
I was only joking.
Famy never punctuates. wariodood;
that's cause famy is a sexy bitch ;)
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 07:33:29 PM
i was about to say no but then i looked at my above post lol
lol you are so
gay black
famy is sexy but he isn't a bitch akudood;
i didn't mean bitch in a bad way, it just amplified the sexy-ness.
ah yes it would but he is much more than that baddood;
i am not disagreeing
(http://i44.tinypic.com/1zfsy03.png)
it's a barn
Put wheels on it. It's a train. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 08:24:32 PM
Put wheels on it. It's a train. baddood;
then link can drive it goowan
Why is it that I always want to ask this girl out at the worst possible time?
LOL OMG
Quote from: Boyager on March 31, 2009, 09:46:44 PM
Why is it that I always want to ask this girl out at the worst possible time?
How many times
the "a" thing is actually kind of funny
this board is no longer useful.
i'm pretty sure the lobby thing is just for today
Quote from: Boyager on April 01, 2009, 02:43:40 PM
the "AAAAAAAA" thing is actually kind of funny
i'm afraid to admit that i laugh every time :'(
Quote from: Boyager on April 01, 2009, 02:48:30 PM
i'm pretty sure the lobby thing is just for today
i sure hope so.
I'm leaving. <3
:'(
i have a stupid cough today but i'm going to smoke a joint later ahhh akudood;
Hasn't even left yet and already missing them. saddood;
no
no
no
no
notooorious!
:(
I'm really happy for him, not that it's passed.
Maybe he'll have an easier time telling them.
***now
lololol
I've been replaying a five-minute segment of my day in my head over and over and over, and I think it will continue throughout the week. befuddlement
Quote from: Boyager on April 03, 2009, 02:41:48 PM
I've been replaying a five-minute segment of my day in my head over and over and over, and I think it will continue throughout the week. befuddlement
what happened in it
:O
i feel like crying
then do it and shut the fuck up
Tonight going to be the night I lose it all. Everything else has been destroyed and I'm ready to damage every "friendship" I have.
I don't care anymore
Quote from: Boyager on April 03, 2009, 10:13:49 PM
Tonight going to be the night I lose it all. Everything else has been destroyed and I'm ready to damage every "friendship" I have.
I don't care anymore
Oh, I've always been doing that. cjlubdoods;
The damage towards me gets immediately repressed and shows through a passive form in my personality afterward, like for around 5-6 days.
They only come out whenever I notice reality again. akudood;
Except I do make acquaintances and have 'pretend' friends whom feed my socialization cravings, but I have no emotional connection towards them because I'm snapped it into two. cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on April 04, 2009, 04:57:57 AM
Oh, I've always been doing that. cjlubdoods;
The damage towards me gets immediately repressed and shows through a passive form in my personality afterward, like for around 5-6 days.
They only come out whenever I notice reality again. akudood;
Except I do make acquaintances and have 'pretend' friends whom feed my socialization cravings, but I have no emotional connection towards them because I'm snapped it into two. cjlubdoods;
oh honey, why do you do this to yourself cluckjmvdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on April 04, 2009, 05:13:16 AM
oh honey, why do you do this to yourself cluckjmvdoods;
Because I'm not sure what I'm living for
When I'm not sure what I'm looking for akudood;
I'm nothing like him, you bitch. :(
Quote from: Boyager on April 04, 2009, 10:40:03 AM
I'm nothing like him, you bitch. :(
uuh you don't even know whats his personality since you only focused on the actions he committed
therefore you are refusing to know his existence just like he has done with you <3
i wish i could attract women :(
Quote from: Boyager on April 04, 2009, 08:23:03 PM
i wish i could attract women :(
you can if your not mike
Is that what you didn't want me to see in the copypaste thread? Your plans?
Cheer up beautiful. ily baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on April 05, 2009, 06:59:21 PM
Cheer up beautiful. ily baddood;
shut up rae i'll be sad if i want baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on April 05, 2009, 09:53:39 PM
shut up rae i'll be sad if i want baddood;
Ok be a poo poo head then wry
I feel really alone. One of my best friends no longer wants to be friends or talk to me anymore and I don't know who to talk to. I don't want to discuss it publicly here and I don't want to bother the few users I'd usually feel comfortable discussing this with and don't want to post the details here.
I can't go to 4Chan where at least I'd be anonymous since they'll just offer advice that won't help.
I still feel that shes only using me. Does she think I'm an idiot and don't see it? Well I do but....why don't I care? :(
Quote from: Boyager on April 08, 2009, 07:23:06 PM
I still feel that shes only using me. Does she think I'm an idiot and don't see it? Well I do but....why don't I care? :(
I'd talk to you about it but right now I feel idk and don't want to just get up and leave while you're talking.
Quote from: Boyager on April 08, 2009, 07:10:26 PM
I feel really alone. One of my best friends no longer wants to be friends or talk to me anymore and I don't know who to talk to. I don't want to discuss it publicly here and I don't want to bother the few users I'd usually feel comfortable discussing this with and don't want to post the details here.
I can't go to 4Chan where at least I'd be anonymous since they'll just offer advice that won't help.
Make better friends/depend on tons of strangers.
The latter works for me; it always does. The downside is that there is a very high chance of you being forgotten, but no one really cares in the first place anyways. cjlubdoods;
This is why I didn't want to discuss it here, because you won't let me.
Goddammit just fucking stop posting about him.
Quote from: Boyager on April 08, 2009, 09:04:04 PM
Goddammit just fucking stop posting about him.
why
just put me on ignore
I LOVE YOU FAMY. cjlubdoods; You are the bestest. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on April 09, 2009, 05:45:33 PM
I LOVE YOU FAMY. cjlubdoods; You are the bestest. giggle;
gee i wonder who this is |:
Fams is cooler than a cucumber and cunning as can be
Okay, now you admit it that you think he looks better and ignore that I said good morning. doodthing;
Even when I wake up still, I keep pretending that you're sleeping with me. giggle;
I think I've really, really become overly critical of myself lately. It's become so bad that my activity here has drastically decreased. One of the major reasons I no longer post as much is because I think it'll either result in a negative response or negative views of me. befuddlement
even after making a post, i'll think about it for days and wonder "maybe i shouldn't have posted that" or "i should have posted something different"
And then I remember that, chances are, nobody cares, and realize that something is very, very wrong with me. smithicide;
increases in my activity lead to decreases in boyah's overall activity
i feel so ashamed akudood;
I wish I had artistic talent.
Quote from: Nyerp on April 11, 2009, 05:38:58 PM
I wish I had artistic talent.
I used to wish I had some as well, though that wish has gone down.
Quote from: Nyerp on April 11, 2009, 05:38:58 PM
I wish I had artistic talent.
I wish I had any talent. smithicide;
my talent is turning on cod4 today for the first time in months and raping shit
Quote from: Boyager on April 11, 2009, 01:27:58 AM
I think I've really, really become overly critical of myself lately. It's become so bad that my activity here has drastically decreased. One of the major reasons I no longer post as much is because I think it'll either result in a negative response or negative views of me. befuddlement
even after making a post, i'll think about it for days and wonder "maybe i shouldn't have posted that" or "i should have posted something different"
And then I remember that, chances are, nobody cares, and realize that something is very, very wrong with me. smithicide;
puh puh puh puhfectionism
So, why does Boyah all of a sudden hate me?
Or is this something I've yet to catch on to?
Quote from: Boyager on April 11, 2009, 08:45:08 PM
So, why does Boyah all of a sudden hate me?
Or is this something I've yet to catch on to?
i don't hate you tyler :3
Quote from: Boyager on April 11, 2009, 08:45:08 PM
So, why does Boyah all of a sudden hate me?
Or is this something I've yet to catch on to?
you argue with everyone and are hypocritically judgemental
And how the fuck did you guys know it was me? akudood;
because i can see your ip. idk how the other did
i know how tyler talks
i'm such a stalker person
Quote from: Boyager on April 11, 2009, 08:45:08 PM
So, why does Boyah all of a sudden hate me?
Or is this something I've yet to catch on to?
Hate you? doodhuh;
You're a little quick to judge, but that's no reason for hatred. :3
Am I that easy to spot? akudood;
We knew because of how it was worded. hocuspocus;
Quote from: ClassicTyler on April 11, 2009, 08:50:28 PM
Am I that easy to spot? akudood;
Don't worry, I'm easy to figure out too. cjlubdoods;
I'm angry now. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on April 11, 2009, 08:53:39 PM
angry about what akudood;
Well, some asshole pointed me out, and now I guess I'm easy to catch. akudood;
Quote from: ClassicTyler on April 11, 2009, 08:54:37 PM
Well, some asshole pointed me out, and now I guess I'm easy to catch. akudood;
your anonymity is never guaranteed here, always post with that in mind girl;
Quote from: Boyager on April 11, 2009, 08:56:31 PM
your anonymity is never guaranteed here, always post with that in mind girl;
It's not fair. akudood;
Quote from: ClassicTyler on April 11, 2009, 08:54:37 PM
Well, some asshole pointed me out, and now I guess I'm easy to catch. akudood;
what :'(
Quote from: Trav on April 11, 2009, 09:00:08 PM
what :'(
I think it's best if you not talk to me for the rest of the night. ghouldood;
i always hated you :'(
Quote from: Trav on April 11, 2009, 09:01:57 PM
i always hated you :'(
I know you did; everyone does. ghouldood;
Quote from: ClassicTyler on April 11, 2009, 09:02:46 PM
I know you did; everyone does. ghouldood;
where did you hear such [glow=red,2,300]
lies[/glow] ghouldood;
my eyes are glazed over like those honey glazed donauts
i hate bl@ck people
Quote from: Boyager on April 11, 2009, 08:51:30 PM
We knew because of how it was worded. hocuspocus;
Strangely enough, this wasn't me. hocuspocus;
Quote from: ClassicTyler on April 11, 2009, 08:58:05 PM
It's not fair. akudood;
This. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Thyme on April 11, 2009, 09:56:09 PM
Strangely enough, this wasn't me. hocuspocus;
Had me fooled. girl;
Quote from: Thyme on April 11, 2009, 09:56:09 PM
Strangely enough, this wasn't me. hocuspocus;
Did I do good? giggle;
Quote from: ClassicTyler on April 11, 2009, 08:50:28 PM
Am I that easy to spot? akudood;
Yes, you're the one always exagerrating that everyone dislikes you
Quote from: Boyager on April 12, 2009, 10:19:11 AM
Yes, you're the one always exagerrating that everyone dislikes you
hi ypr girl;
Quote from: Boyager on April 12, 2009, 10:19:11 AM
Yes, you're the one always exagerrating that everyone dislikes you
It's true and you know it. akudood;
Quote from: ClassicTyler on April 12, 2009, 06:17:14 PM
It's true and you know it. akudood;
No it isn't, sir. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on April 12, 2009, 08:09:04 PM
No it isn't, sir. saddood;
Hi David. akudood;
[spoiler] cjlubdoods;[/spoiler]
Quote from: ClassicTyler on April 12, 2009, 08:09:44 PM
Hi David. akudood;
[spoiler] cjlubdoods;[/spoiler]
Hello. cjlubdoods;
i am rarely noticed and/or acknowledged on all planes of existence
He makes it so easy to care what happens to him. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on April 13, 2009, 08:29:43 PM
He makes it so easy to care what happens to him. baddood;
why hes gay
Quote from: Boyager on April 13, 2009, 08:34:50 PM
why hes gay
It wouldn't matter if he was. I'd still love him. baddood;
i'm so confused befuddlement
What are you confused about? O_0
I have this bestfriend.
She is pretty cool, what can I say
I could talk to her for a lifetime, about anything | gnihtyna
Impossible for me to get bored even for a second
This girl is beautiful too, trust me
I N S I D E & O U T
Soul like a [glow=yellow,2,300]yellow Daisy[/glow], vibrant and always shining
Always smiling :]
I would tell you to leave her alone or ill kick your ass >:[
But Iâ,,,m sure shed be the one to kick your ass herself >:]
When I see her my mouth hurts
[From the smile on my face] shes funny as fuck
she always says PENIS with the most serious face, but can only hold it for a few seconds
i dont want her to grow up, no sir
Once she told me sheâ,,,ll always be there for me,
and I believed it- still do, always will
I wonâ,,,t give you a name though- you donâ,,,t need to know
Sheâ,,,s my bestfann
<3
is that a coypaste or are you drunk
Quote from: Boyager on April 14, 2009, 10:04:52 PM
is that a coypaste or are you drunk
i felt like writing about her giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on April 14, 2009, 10:03:01 PM
I have this bestfriend.
She is pretty cool, what can I say
I could talk to her for a lifetime, about anything | gnihtyna
Impossible for me to get bored even for a second
This girl is beautiful too, trust me
I N S I D E & O U T
Soul like a [glow=yellow,2,300]yellow Daisy[/glow], vibrant and always shining
Always smiling :]
I would tell you to leave her alone or ill kick your ass >:[
But Iâ,,,m sure shed be the one to kick your ass herself >:]
When I see her my mouth hurts
[From the smile on my face] shes funny as fuck
she always says PENIS with the most serious face, but can only hold it for a few seconds
i dont want her to grow up, no sir
Once she told me sheâ,,,ll always be there for me,
and I believed it- still do, always will
I wonâ,,,t give you a name though- you donâ,,,t need to know
Sheâ,,,s my bestfann
<3
Is this Skylark?
Quote from: Boyager on April 14, 2009, 10:42:27 PM
Is this Skylark?
Nope
I don't think I've ever written a poem about my best friend :o just about girls I have crushes on
Aww; I bet Hiro made it
for skylark <3
Quote from: Boyager on April 14, 2009, 10:46:38 PM
Aww; I bet Hiro made it
for skylark <3
Yeah... not likely...
Quote from: Boyager on April 14, 2009, 10:46:38 PM
Aww; I bet Hiro made it
for skylark <3
I bet he did giggle;
It's more of a free flowing writing thing madood;
but yeah Hiro did it
.
If it was me, You'd see the stupid cell phone icon. I thought it was Lacey, but maybe not.
Quote from: Boyager on April 14, 2009, 10:59:59 PM
If it was me, You'd see the stupid cell phone icon. I thought it was Lacey, but maybe not.
You don't have to hide giggle;
That and i can't skip lines on a phone
Hiro is so cute <3
Please. i feel blah and just want to sleep. :'(
Thanks whoever said that :3
So Hiro, whos the lady
What lady?
Wait i think maybe sam wrote it
guff wrote it
Oh, i'm not sure. There's a few options
Whoever wrote it is sweet and romantic. hocuspocus;
i wrote it
Quote from: Boyager on April 14, 2009, 10:03:01 PM
I have this bestfriend.
She is pretty cool, what can I say
I could talk to her for a lifetime, about anything | gnihtyna
Impossible for me to get bored even for a second
This girl is beautiful too, trust me
I N S I D E & O U T
Soul like a [glow=yellow,2,300]yellow Daisy[/glow], vibrant and always shining
Always smiling :]
I would tell you to leave her alone or ill kick your ass >:[
But Iâ,,,m sure shed be the one to kick your ass herself >:]
When I see her my mouth hurts
[From the smile on my face] shes funny as fuck
she always says PENIS with the most serious face, but can only hold it for a few seconds
i dont want her to grow up, no sir
Once she told me sheâ,,,ll always be there for me,
and I believed it- still do, always will
I wonâ,,,t give you a name though- you donâ,,,t need to know
Sheâ,,,s my bestfann
<3
Aww, Hiro. giggle;
Where the hell is he? wry
Quote from: Boyager on April 15, 2009, 06:09:44 PM
Where the hell is he? wry
Who is Ms Rae talking about? :'(
Me and Famy were talking earlier.
He's back in California.
Quote from: ClassicTyler on April 15, 2009, 06:38:26 PM
Me and Famy were talking earlier.
He's back in California.
This is weeks old. akudood;
Famy is safe. I am so happy. hocuspocus;
I hope Famy had luck transferring back to his school in Kalifornie.
I hope I get run over.
She responded back to my poem today:
i cant even tell u one time that i wasnt smiling from that little story :)))))))
ily BOYAGER :)
i wanna see you tomorrow :)
Hurry back Famy. :3 We all miss you.
hey
go to hell
STFU YOU. akudood;
Not you, n_u
IDK I hardly ever say it. So I thought I would. n_u
I thought you'd be happy to see me
You know I'm sad. baddood;
FML
I know you were sad; I was talking about someone else, silly
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2009, 12:18:36 PM
I know you were sad; I was talking about someone else, silly
I love thinking I know who I am talking to. doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2009, 02:54:56 PM
I love thinking I know who I am talking to. doodhuh;
You were right in guessing who it was, but I wasn't talking about the incident with you. I was talking about what happened with another person
I want to drown.
When you say "I love you", do you really mean it? giggle;
wry wry wry wry wry wry wry wry wry wry wry wry wry wry
the chat thread repeats itself once a day
i just want to SCREAM saddood;
No one can help.
Should I go even if it ruins everything?
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2009, 07:07:15 PM
No one can help.
Should I go even if it ruins everything?
why even ask such a vague question
"Ask her about her boyfriend. Pretend to be happy for them."
lol:[
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2009, 07:24:23 PM
why even ask such a vague question
it was aimed more towards myself.
I fucking hate all of this.
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2009, 07:55:20 PM
it was aimed more towards myself.
I fucking hate all of this.
why make it public if it's for yourself?
get a diary hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2009, 09:51:23 PM
why make it public if it's for yourself?
get a diary hocuspocus;
I think I'll just resort to more self-harm giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2009, 09:57:28 PM
I think I'll just resort to more self-harm giggle;
oh i'm sorry, i didnt realize making cryptic posts only you understand made you feel better about yourself while writing in a diary would only cause you to delve further into depression cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2009, 10:03:32 PM
oh i'm sorry, i didnt realize making cryptic posts only you understand made you feel better about yourself while writing in a diary would only cause you to delve further into depression cjlubdoods;
Basically. baddood;
I think like 2 other users would understand though. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2009, 10:04:49 PM
Basically. baddood;
I think like 2 other users would understand though. akudood;
I need their names for research purposes akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2009, 10:22:37 PM
I need their names for research purposes akudood;
Why not just ask me? akudood;
baddood;
JMV, shut up.
YPR, shut up.
I miss Cluckyyyyyyyyyyyyyjfkdlsagjdkslgjaklg :'(
WHERE IS SHEEEEEEEEEEEE
Damn it I miss Famy. I bet Clucky, Famy, and Hyper are all together laughing at us. akudood;
akudood; akudood; akudood; akudood; akudood; akudood; akudood; akudood; akudood; akudood;
i have a plan ;_;
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2009, 06:24:46 PM
When you say "I love you", do you really mean it? giggle;
Yes. hocuspocus;
I hope your plan is a good one. We need it hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on April 21, 2009, 02:52:52 AM
JMV, shut up.
YPR, shut up.
I miss Cluckyyyyyyyyyyyyyjfkdlsagjdkslgjaklg :'(
WHERE IS SHEEEEEEEEEEEE
No, you shut up akudood;
Nobody shut the fuck up. akudood;
jmv please tell me you're not online because you went to the store and you're not doing what i think you're doing ;-;
also this pudding tastes like shit omg ew
i'm so confused
there's nothing likable about me akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on April 21, 2009, 12:48:18 PM
i'm so confused
there's nothing likable about me akudood;
pretty much, yeah
I thought I mattered. :(
Quote from: Tupac ShakurI'm feeling anxiety right now
oh lucky
i've felt like this for as long as i can remember saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on April 21, 2009, 03:18:26 PM
oh lucky
i've felt like this for as long as i can remember saddood;
It gives me panic attacks. spam;
Quote from: Boyager on April 21, 2009, 03:22:09 PM
It gives me panic attacks. spam;
it makes me socially retarded and angry at myself cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on April 21, 2009, 03:36:37 PM
it makes me socially retarded and angry at myself cjlubdoods;
It makes me wonder why I should bother wasting resources and living. happydood;
This is the confession booth, not dear diary Q('_' Q)
This is my declaration of worthlessness.
Quote from: Boyager on April 21, 2009, 04:57:39 PM
This is my declaration of worthlessness.
You're not worthless. :(
Quote from: Boyager on April 21, 2009, 05:32:06 PM
No, you are not. madood;
I've accepted that I am. You should too. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on April 21, 2009, 05:40:33 PM
I've accepted that I am. You should too. giggle;
I cannot do such a thing. giggle;
You make me feel like shit
why am i so easily intimidated :'(
Quote from: Boyager on April 22, 2009, 06:19:34 AM
why am i so easily intimidated :'(
Because you're gay. >:[
Quote from: ClassicTyler on April 22, 2009, 06:20:31 AM
Because you're gay. >:[
i find this highly insulting akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on April 22, 2009, 06:19:34 AM
why am i so easily intimidated :'(
Lack of self confidence. :3
Quote from: Boyager on April 22, 2009, 06:31:39 AM
how do i fix that :'(
Make a list of your good points. Remind yourself continually of them. Pick one fault and work hard at correcting it. Dwell on the good stuff. And there is lots of that in you. :3
I just want to lie here and cry but no one will let me
You can come here and cry. I might cry with you. wry
I will join you two
I had a lovely walk under the stars just gazing out over the lake and losing myself in some techno happydood;
(http://i41.tinypic.com/2u9jrly.png)
This ad makes me feel like shit. Fuck. Why can't I fucking do anything right? Why can't I just be allowed to be happy?
>Want a Girlfriend?
Yeah. Pic not related. :x
I'm so confused. saddood;
She really loves him, Prescilla.
I want the rest of the forum to know, but I also know you don't.
I think I know because I am sooooooo silly. cjlubdoods;
I think I know too. Cause I am smart n_u
RAE I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU TOO. :3
:(
RAE :3
HI :3
HI :3
Does Miss Rae love me? n_u
I ONLY TELL HER THAT I DO LOL
This thread only makes me angry Q('_' Q)
i love rae more than any of you baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on April 23, 2009, 06:57:05 PM
Does Miss Rae love me? n_u
Only one person calls me that. Of course I do. :3
Quote from: ,µÎ© on April 23, 2009, 06:57:04 PM
HI :3
Hi there Fluffy Kewn. :3
Quote from: Boyager on April 23, 2009, 07:00:54 PM
I ONLY TELL HER THAT I DO LOL
That's mean. :3
Quote from: FAMY2 on April 23, 2009, 07:06:45 PM
That's mean. :3
When only one person says it first, the other's is simply a response to it
I want to brush Rae's hair. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on April 23, 2009, 07:05:33 PM
Why? :(
Because it's a bunch of complaints, nothing positive seems like it's ever said
Quote from: FAMY2 on April 23, 2009, 07:06:45 PM
Only one person calls me that. Of course I do. :3
Yay. happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on April 23, 2009, 07:14:21 PM
Because it's a bunch of complaints, nothing positive seems like it's ever said
I got Rock Band 2 this past weekend and it makes me happy. hocuspocus;
;_; saddood;
I guess we can't talk until Monday :'(
"okies :3" ?
That's all? A fucking week and just 2 fucking things?
Quote from: Boyager on April 24, 2009, 07:28:32 AM
"okies :3" ?
That's all? A fucking week and just 2 fucking things?
I know how you feel
shut up no you don't
Quote from: Boyager on April 24, 2009, 08:46:58 AM
shut up no you don't
Not really, no. But something like it a while ago
I'm so fucking out of it. BARG
I hope you IM me or message me tomorrow hocuspocus;
SHUT UP WITH YOUR MAGIC WANT DOODTHING
GONE AGAIN. Story of my life. saddood; But I know it's important. :3
What's the point anymore...
It was so nice talking to you like normal. Thanks giggle;
Thanks for the laundry tips :0
nope, still no new messages
saddood;
what would you think if I sang out of tune, would you stand up and walk out on me?
lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song, and I'll try not to sing out of key. <3
Quote from: Boyager on April 26, 2009, 08:34:38 PM
It was so nice talking to you like normal. Thanks giggle;
Thanks for the laundry tips :0
LOL. yes it was strange.
Quote from: Boyager on April 27, 2009, 02:57:08 AM
what would you think if I sang out of tune, would you stand up and walk out on me?
lend me your ears and I'll sing you a song, and I'll try not to sing out of key. <3
hmmm... I would stay and listen. :3
"I wish that I was yours, but I'm too shy, I suppose."
I suppose, yeah. :'(
"Kick, kick"
High, kick-toe. :'(
" "
Maybe tomorrow. :'(
ilulaceâ,,¥
"Kids these days, they just-a worry too much. Don'tcha know that that is just so square?"
:'(
I [Bless] anyone I see
I feel horrible. saddood;
.
U're just a sinner I am told
Be your fire when U're cold
Make U happy when U're sad
Make U good when U are bad
I'm not a human, I am a dove
I'm your conscience, I am love
All I really need is 2 know that U believe (Yeah)
You will know if it is for you. :3
just thinking about (him/her) makes me all hot and nervous
I THINK I'M INFATUATED
i love you rae
Quote from: Boyager on April 28, 2009, 01:28:34 PM
just thinking about (him/her) makes me all hot and nervous
I THINK I'M INFATUATED
i lol'd at how you hid the gender to cover up who you are
Quote from: Boyager on April 28, 2009, 01:33:05 PM
i lol'd at how you hid the gender to cover up who you are
girl;
i can see your ip still babe
Quote from: Boyager on April 28, 2009, 01:32:50 PM
i love you rae
i love you to. you give so much to me. :3
Quote from: Boyager on April 28, 2009, 01:41:56 PM
i can see your ip still babe
but the others can't baddood;
i'm really wet
i am no match :'(
i'm done
it's hard to breathe
Quote from: Boyager on April 29, 2009, 09:12:48 PM
i'm done
it's hard to breathe
goddammit! I now realize I'm breathing
why am i so awkward befuddlement
Me too. :'(
ayyy balllerrr
you have no idea how you make me feel. or even why.
i finally told everything her today
she told me no
she says we're still friends, but now she's going out with the kid she told me was a tool
i dont wanna eat
(s)he hugged me out of nowhere and i felt amazing for hours
but i returned the favor later on and felt so out of place because (s)he did not initiate it
is this normal
Quote from: Boyager on April 30, 2009, 07:07:16 PM
i finally told everything her today
she told me no
she says we're still friends, but now she's going out with the kid she told me was a tool
i dont wanna eat
:(
hi ezlo. you make me laugh. n_u
You barely asked how I'm doing now and you never say ilu back :'(
:( i need to talk to her/him.
Heya fella :3
i just want to talk to her/him :'(
It's amazing how much more talkative and relaxed I am online than in person. Reichdood;
I feel like crying and doing harmful things. awdood;
Quote from: Boyager on May 02, 2009, 09:03:14 PM
I feel like crying and doing harmful things. awdood;
I've felt like that more often recently. Reichdood;
What's wrong? :'(
Quote from: Boyager on May 02, 2009, 09:17:21 PM
I've felt like that more often recently. Reichdood;
What's wrong? :'(
With me or you?
Quote from: Boyager on May 02, 2009, 09:26:04 PM
With me or you?
I was asking you, but the question can be applied to both of us. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on May 02, 2009, 09:29:32 PM
I was asking you, but the question can be applied to both of us. n_u
It's basically because no matter what I do I can't keep my mind off something.
I'll go out a few times every day just to focus on something else and not think of it, but once I get home and am stuck alone I start thinking again.
I just want to know what that one person is doing and uh I fucking hate this and don't even want to post about it because i'm starting to get pissed and depressed at the same time thinking about it.
Fuck.
Quote from: Boyager on May 02, 2009, 09:33:23 PM
It's basically because no matter what I do I can't keep my mind off something.
I'll go out a few times every day just to focus on something else and not think of it, but once I get home and am stuck alone I start thinking again.
I just want to know what that one person is doing and uh I fucking hate this and don't even want to post about it because i'm starting to get pissed and depressed at the same time thinking about it.
Fuck.
We seem to have very, very similar issues, especially when it comes to your first paragraph. :'(
I worry far too much for my own good. smithicide;
And again I'm stuck thinking of it and things she said.
fuckkkkkkk
bye
i think of people all the time too mostly hoping they are happy and alright
peniw
Aww, he/she is so sweet. giggle;
Your friends poems are "slowly getting to you <3" yet mine are just stupid and get ignored.
You spend forever with him yet refuse to talk to me and didn't miss me.
Quote from: Boyager on May 04, 2009, 02:52:07 PM
Your friends poems are "slowly getting to you <3" yet mine are just stupid and get ignored.
You spend forever with him yet refuse to talk to me and didn't miss me.
what
slowly getting to me as in making me fucking nuts
I'd like to stab myself and let me fucking bleed 'til I go
i had butsex and it felt like i had an angry turd that refused to get out no matter how hard i pushed ;(
Quote from: Boyager on May 05, 2009, 08:10:28 PM
I'd like to stab myself and let me fucking bleed 'til I go
Death Messiah. thumbup;
ADMIN GET
I hate you ungrateful fucks.
I was born with a dick in my brain. Yeah, fucked in the head.
Quote from: Boyager on May 08, 2009, 03:49:32 PM
I was born with a dick in my brain. Yeah, fucked in the head.
gtfo eminem
i had forgotten how terribly stupid people could be befuddlement
I can't even go cry without you accusing me of hating you.
The ":(" after the accusation implies you don't want me to hate you yet you try to force it every day.
I can explain that if you shut up and let me talk without you making excuses for everything.
YOU KNOW IF THIS IS FOR YOU.
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xVYxKRXDT2I&feature=related[/youtube]
All I really want is for you to stop all of this and become like we were in October/September of 07. happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on May 13, 2009, 06:21:36 PM
All I really want is for you to stop all of this and become like we were in October/September of 07. happydood;
I CAN'T. SHUT THE FUCK UP.
Wasn't I gone in October/September of 07? n_u
Quote from: XVI- The Tower on May 13, 2009, 06:25:53 PM
Wasn't I gone in October/September of 07? n_u
repeat that
they all mean it when they say it about you dur
Oh, you. happydood;
Sorry for using you for fulfillment of my own insecurities.
Quote from: Boyager on May 13, 2009, 07:07:11 PM
Sorry for using you for fulfillment of my own insecurities.
listen
Sitting alone right off the highway at night with the lights off is a good place to cry
No one can see you or hear you. I want to stay here
The senior's last day is tomorrow.
I don't wanna be a senior :(
I DON'T WANNA GROW UP, AND IF I DID, I WOULDN'T BE A TOY-R-US KID
Quote from: Boyager on May 13, 2009, 07:07:11 PM
Sorry for using you for fulfillment of my own insecurities.
so how does this poster repay me?
By doing something to hurt me and picking on mine. :(
Quote from: Boyager on May 15, 2009, 04:14:45 PM
so how does this poster repay me?
By doing something to hurt me and picking on mine. :(
yes <3
:'( THAT IS SO FUCKED UP kldjsfdjlkafjklsd
how do i become friends with sssssaammm
Be nice to her but not to the point you creep her out. hocuspocus;
I said I don't expect you to and it's not what I "want".
it's amazing that something so small could make me so ecstatic cjlubdoods;
too bad such things rarely occur :'(
wry why won't they come back?
Quote from: Boyager on May 19, 2009, 03:34:54 PM
wry why won't they come back?
Maybe they're having a good time away from here
dickhole
Originally, Nintendo was a playing card manufacturer
When I was little... my father was famous.
He was the greatest sam-urai in the empire;
and he was the Shogun's decapitator.
He cut off the heads of a hundred and thirty-one lords.
It was a bad time for the empire.
The Shogun just stayed inside his castle -- and he never came out.
People said his brain was infected by DEVILS.
My father would come home -- he would forget about the killings.
He wasn't scared of the Shogun, but the Shogun was scared of him.
Maybe that was the problem.
Then, one night... the Shogun sent his ninja spies to our house.
They were supposed to kill my father... but they didn't.
That was the night everything changed
They said I was a beautiful person. cjlubdoods;
This was the second time she's blown me off completely. Why does she agree to hang out if she just ends up not calling or even texting me?
fucking bicthes :(
Sometimes i want to cuddle him
Quote from: Boyager on May 20, 2009, 11:03:15 AM
Originally, Nintendo was a playing card manufacturer
you lying whore.
Quote from: Boyager on May 21, 2009, 07:41:35 AM
you lying whore.
I'm not a whore :(
And I'm not lying ;-;
They mutter that I'm gay when I walk by. They have no idea. bassir;
Quote from: Boyager on May 21, 2009, 03:18:15 PM
They mutter that I'm gay when I walk by. They have no idea. bassir;
who does
Look through Awards board.
Even internet people don't notice or like you.
Quote from: Boyager on May 21, 2009, 10:35:05 PM
Look through Awards board.
Even internet people don't notice or like you.
Yeah, I haven't gotten many votes for anything. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on May 21, 2009, 10:48:17 PM
Yeah, I haven't gotten many votes for anything. saddood;
So you're saying you got at least one?
sweet
Quote from: Boyager on May 21, 2009, 11:20:51 PM
So you're saying you got at least one?
sweet
Well, I'm winning for Worst Emote User right now.
[move]maps;[/move]
Why would you say that you hate me if you didn't mean it?
Because I want to hate everyone.
Because I love you.
Because of you assholes.
Because Because Because. baddood;
WHAT ABOUT ME
because becaauuuse
because of the wonderful things he does hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on May 25, 2009, 06:42:34 PM
WHAT ABOUT YOU? O_0
What about us? What about my niggaz still out on the street?
What about us? What about my partners doin' time?
What about us? What about this arresting from the police?
What about us? What about my young thugs cry?
Quote from: Crazy Fucking Raccoon on May 25, 2009, 06:45:19 PM
What about us? What about my niggaz still out on the street?
What about us? What about my partners doin' time?
What about us? What about this arresting from the police?
What about us? What about my young thugs cry?
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0CxgTYn0EKk[/youtube]
I like beer and I like weed. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on May 25, 2009, 06:28:23 PM
Because I want to hate everyone.
Doesn't make sense. You're also being very mean by what you're saying
Quote from: Boyager on May 25, 2009, 07:47:04 PM
Doesn't make sense. You're also being very mean by what you're saying
It makes perfect sense to me. WANTING TO AND DOING ARE TWO DIFFERENT THINGS. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on May 26, 2009, 04:44:12 AM
It makes perfect sense to me. WANTING TO AND DOING ARE TWO DIFFERENT THINGS. baddood;
You're also being mean by what you're saying.
Quote from: Boyager on May 26, 2009, 06:49:42 AM
You're also being mean by what you're saying.
You are just too used to me the other way. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on May 26, 2009, 11:57:49 AM
You are just too used to me the other way. akudood;
I get that a lot. :(
what is this i don't even
Quote from: Boyager on May 26, 2009, 11:57:49 AM
You are just too used to me the other way. akudood;
If you cared you wouldn't say the things that you have said
Quote from: Thyme on May 26, 2009, 12:03:33 PM
I get that a lot. :(
I think you are sweet and lovable. :3
shes 15....
:3
Quote from: Boyager on May 26, 2009, 07:08:02 PM
I think you are sweet and lovable. :3
Exactly! So when I get even the least bit moody people get on my case as if I was exploding in rage and making an immense scene. saddood;
Thymey. giggle;
:(
I want
Quote from: Thyme on May 26, 2009, 09:34:31 PM
Exactly! So when I get even the least bit moody people get on my case as if I was exploding in rage and making an immense scene. saddood;
I understand perfectly. :3
i confess everything in ground zero.
Quote from: Boyager on May 27, 2009, 07:53:29 AM
I understand perfectly. :3
Except it isn't the case
Quote from: Thyme on May 27, 2009, 09:27:04 AM
wat
There's a difference to what you're talking about and what Rae referring to.
Quote from: Boyager on May 27, 2009, 09:29:51 AM
There's a difference to what you're talking about and what Rae is referring to.
Oops
Quote from: Boyager on May 27, 2009, 09:29:51 AM
There's a difference to what you're talking about and what Rae is referring to.
How would you know?
Quote from: Boyager on May 27, 2009, 09:30:55 AM
How would you know?
I was upset that she's been being mean to me lately and telling me she wants to hate me.
Oh, right, didn't get what you meant by referring.
It's probably still "the case" relevently to my situation. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on May 27, 2009, 09:29:51 AM
There's a difference to what you're talking about and what Rae referring to.
Quote from: Boyager on May 27, 2009, 09:30:55 AM
How would you know?
So much for anonymous. baddood;
And maybe he does know what I mean
Opps I meant doesn't.
Quote from: Boyager on May 27, 2009, 09:41:55 AM
So much for anonymous. baddood;
I was pretty sure it was you anyway. giggle;
You are everything.
MAD WORLD
I just wanted to know you wont' do anything with him tonight
Instead you bring him and the fuckng pale guy up and don't ever shut the fuck up about them.
You then mention how there are "other things involved" other than the toys he got you. Yet you don't explain what they are. You clearly like him and you hate me becuase fdjskl
I hate everything
We can make a club. The I hate everything club. And we can cry together and no one will know. wariodood;
Quote from: Boyager on May 28, 2009, 07:36:50 AM
We can make a club. The I hate everything club. And we can cry together and no one will know. wariodood;
I made art for the club.
(http://imgur.com/1WBVP.png)
I wish I wasn't such an idiot. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on May 28, 2009, 04:38:42 PM
I wish I wasn't such an idiot. akudood;
then you did the right thing powerofone;
:(
Quote from: Boyager on May 28, 2009, 04:39:41 PM
then you did the right thing powerofone;
what :'(
Quote from: Boyager on May 28, 2009, 06:12:17 PM
what :'(
"Don't Be an Idiot" makes it so you don't post anonymously powerofone;
pqqu makes me cry at night >.<
i make me cry at night
Two and a half weeks. spam;
Quote from: Boyager on May 28, 2009, 06:53:03 PM
pqqu makes me cry at night >.<
For a second I thought this was [me]
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to! I was studying, can I help you?
Please tell :(
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!
It's not fair
Quote from: Boyager on May 28, 2009, 03:51:06 PM
I made art for the club.
(http://imgur.com/1WBVP.png)
:(
:'(
saddood;
everybody is sad on this page ;_;
except that one post with the spam;
Quote from: Boyager on May 29, 2009, 03:43:30 PM
everybody is sad on this page ;_;
except that one post with the spam;
actually that was me and that was a bad post too
Quote from: Boyager on May 29, 2009, 03:46:25 PM
actually that was me and that was a bad post too
what was it two weeks until awdood;
something
I think I'll cry if I get no response. :'(
I had unprotected sex with my girlfriend on her last day on her period and she could be pregnant.
why didn't you fucking use a condom
don't bitch if you're soOoOoOo horny that you can't wait to just get a condom
Quote from: Boyager on May 30, 2009, 08:31:00 AM
why didn't you fucking use a condom
don't bitch if you're soOoOoOo horny that you can't wait to just get a condom
though i didn't asplode inside of her though. but there's still a slight chance of her getting preggors
Quote from: Boyager on May 30, 2009, 08:31:00 AM
why didn't you fucking use a condom
don't bitch if you're soOoOoOo horny that you can't wait to just get a condom
The pope said not to use them :(
Quote from: Boyager on May 30, 2009, 08:33:03 AM
though i didn't asplode inside of her though. but there's still a slight chance of her getting preggors
her eggo is preggo, my friend hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on May 30, 2009, 08:33:19 AM
The pope said not to use them :(
he also said don't stick your dick in her in the first place baddood;
SLIGHT CHANCE DAMNIT madood;
It's not fair at all.
I asked before him and was ignored yet he got his request because he might have been lonely had you said no. Guess what I am too. Why not always tell him to go find someone else then tell him no? Just tell me the truth.
You went with him though and spent that time with him. I was rejected. I can't even see a picture. It's not fair, you tell him yes and go with him after I ask and you can't just upload something and show me?
I did multiple projects for you and bought a few things and not once was I ever thanked. You insisted on pointing out the flaws and making fun of me even though I at least took the time, staying up until 5a.m. most recently, to do it for you: for nothing. You didn't say "thank you" nor did you maybe think that a simple upload or anything to show gratitude or appreciation might have at least made me feel better. I really don't expect anything but it would have been nice. I didn't feel used when I did it for you, but the fact that you insulted me, never thanked me, and went with him and won't just show anything AND FUCKING TOLD ME TO GET OVER IT THAT YOU DIND'T FUCKING DEFEND ME OR THANK ME does make me feel used.
I feel like the one that you ask for help and I end up doing your work for you while you're sitting there chatting with another guy. I'm the one who tries to plan nice things for you that others don't do and you're planning on an excuse to go somewhere with him. I do the work and he gets the affection.
I then tried to talk about maybe what I want and it's "so", "go get it from someone else they live near you", "nope" as if my feelings only matter when they benefit you: when you need a paper or you need someone to idk.
Last July you said "in august", August came and you lied to me about it. You never planned on it. In August you said something else, who knows if you meant that.
You won't apologize for insulting me or refusing to thank me. You went with him to "avoid rejecting him" yet do the same to me daily.
I hate him for the reason that you seem to actually care about him.
AND THEN I fucking am willing to fucking drop it and ask to play a game. You say "okay" then go to bed instead of just playing, like always. You still haven't download the movie that I fucking finished downloading like 3 weeks ago.
Where's my apology? Where's my dance? Where's my "thank-you for doing that for me"? Where is my picture?
You still don't listen that refusal to listen or cooperate has negative effects. It encourages me to try to find it on my own which I'm more tempted to each day. I'm not sure what you'd find worse, just uploading one thing and maybe me not being as concerned about it, and you having control over what I see OR me trying on my own and you not knowing what I find. Clearly the first is a better option for both of us, you just think that the latter hasn't happened because I haven't been that desperate yet, hopefully I don't. Just think first.
I want you to say sorry for that post and not defending me. I want you to say thanks, or show it. I want you to discuss it with me before I just decide on my own.
It's not fair that he got to but I don't.
Let's just go join the Amish. saddood;
I feel like I don't know anything anymore. goonish
Quote from: Boyager on May 30, 2009, 10:55:38 PM
aids aids aids
We can call the police if the latter ever happens in your mini-text font. n___n
(http://kevinmara.com/forums/Smileys/aaa/argh10.gif)
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 12:38:30 PM
(http://kevinmara.com/forums/Smileys/aaa/argh10.gif)
(http://cuccoscratch.com/forum/Smileys/default/cuccosmilies_happyhen.png)
(http://kevinmara.com/forums/Smileys/aaa/argh13.gif)
akudood;
(http://kevinmara.com/forums/Smileys/aaa/mglw%27nafh.gif)
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 12:43:38 PM
(http://kevinmara.com/forums/Smileys/aaa/mglw%27nafh.gif)
(http://cuccoscratch.com/forum/Smileys/default/cuccosmilies_ashamed.png)
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 11:54:01 AM
We can call the police if the latter ever happens in your mini-text font. n___n
lol "omg someone used google arrest him"
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 12:38:30 PM
(http://kevinmara.com/forums/Smileys/aaa/argh10.gif)
WE NEED A DOODTHING ONE OF THESE madood;
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 01:14:13 PM
WE NEED A DOODTHING ONE OF THESE madood;
"n_u"
Well, I've always used silly; like that, at least.
Quote from: Thyme on May 31, 2009, 01:16:49 PM
"n_u"
Well, I've always used silly; like that, at least.
i feel like the arm is necessary ;_;
maybe clucky could make a red one like that
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 01:14:13 PM
WE NEED A DOODTHING ONE OF THESE madood;
(http://img32.imageshack.us/img32/9666/doosilly.png)
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 01:37:32 PM
(http://img32.imageshack.us/img32/9666/doosilly.png)
akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 01:40:19 PM
[move] akudood; (http://img30.imageshack.us/img30/9666/doosilly.png)[/move]
baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 01:48:03 PM
awdood;
(http://kevinmara.com/forums/Smileys/aaa/mglw%27nafh.gif)
STOP WITH THE OUTSIDER EMOTES. GOD.
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 01:56:29 PM
STOP WITH THE OUTSIDER EMOTES. GOD.
I know. They're terrible
the only good smilies you guys have is giggle; and spam; , but that's not even yours.
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 01:58:50 PM
the only good smilies you guys have is giggle; and spam; , but that's not even yours.
No
shut up(http://kevinmara.com/forums/Smileys/aaa/actioncomcis.gif)
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 02:02:02 PM
shut up(http://kevinmara.com/forums/Smileys/aaa/actioncomcis.gif)
No
y
OUTSIDER EMOTES ARE SACRED. akudood;
Everything about Outsider is shitty
Not everything. baddood;
what, did they make fun of you or something >.<
They must not like you. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 02:12:40 PM
They must not like you. baddood;
I thought they didn't like you
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 02:20:47 PM
I thought they didn't like you
They love me. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 02:24:08 PM
They make fun of you
You'd like that. No they don't.
wait a second is this lawlz or something baddood;
I'm not. I don't know about the other person. n_u
outsider sucks lol all they do is whine akudood;
boyah whines about being sad
outsider whines about being anally raped by its brother
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 02:35:47 PM
outsider sucks lol all they do is whine akudood;
boyah whines about being sad
outsider whines about being anally raped by its brother
who's its brother akudood;
it's a figure of speech
lol at rdx thinking he was successfully trolling because people posted the [you] tag
jimv look in the mlb thread
dont jump to conclusions n_u
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 02:42:44 PM
jimv look in the mlb thread
dont jump to conclusions n_u
uh the fact that zach and tomboh are also outsiders and went there first is just silly.
cool
LOL @ RDX.
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 02:48:32 PM
What?
You'd like them to make fun of me. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 02:53:48 PM
You'd like them to make fun of me. baddood;
You're the one who said they did
They love me. And love to tease me.
(http://i44.tinypic.com/29ct0rq.png)
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 02:40:54 PM
lol at rdx thinking he was successfully trolling because people posted the [you] tag
lmao where did this happen
I'm such a dick:
(http://i44.tinypic.com/2q07i9f.png)
I'm so cook
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 09:46:30 PM
I'm such a dick:
(http://i44.tinypic.com/2q07i9f.png)
Amber Lou and Heather are pretty hot. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on June 01, 2009, 09:56:50 AM
Amber Lou and Heather are pretty hot. hocuspocus;
shut up thyme they're fat
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2009, 09:46:30 PM
I'm such a dick:
(http://i44.tinypic.com/2q07i9f.png)
HOLY SHIT.
HEATHER HAS THE MANLIEST FACE.
EVEN MANLIER THAN DET.
I like people who are actually interested in my gender giggle;
finally
Quote from: Boyager on June 01, 2009, 01:44:35 PM
HOLY SHIT.
HEATHER HAS THE MANLIEST FACE.
EVEN MANLIER THAN DET.
HOLY SHIT.
HEATHER IS SO FUCKING FAT.
EVEN FATTER THAN LACEY.
Quote from: Boyager on June 02, 2009, 10:43:08 AM
I like people who are actually interested in my gender giggle;
finally
Up top!
::high five::
i'm so confused saddood;
close enough but out of sight. a phone call maybe once a night.
time spent in between fridays wtf summer
I must confess
I still believe (still believe)
When I'm not with you I lose my mind
akudood; akudood; akudood; akudood; akudood; akudood; akudood; akudood; akudood;
lol he makes me happy so i will let him spend time with and get me shit because he makes me happy so i will also go with him.
you don't that's why i push you away and not him
dfjksdfjks
I ask you to go with me you say no.
he asks and you say yes.
I buy you a gift and you reject it then say I didn't do anything for you
He buys you a gift and you go OMG HE IS MY VALENTINE
You repeatedly call me ugly saying 'it's a joke'
You talk about how he looks like an actor you said you would fuck without knowing.
you said he makes you happy and that's why.
So basically, he's better looking, makes you happy, andflsjf
I feel like shit and isntead of just saying sorry or stopping that shit you threated me.
'LOL I WILL FUCK HIM IF YOU DON'T STOP. LOL I WON'T TALK TO YOU IF YOU DONT' STOP''
oh yeah that gives you more time to fuck him since he's sooooo hott.
JMV?
Down to where? All that is down is only the floor. yes;
Okay I'm chill now. baddood;
my dick itches
I hate masturbating. It pisses me off.
I have a stomachache and I think it's because I have irritable butt.
Quote from: Boyager on June 04, 2009, 10:52:01 PM
I hate masturbating. It pisses me off.
It's suppost to clam you down though.
Quote from: Boyager on June 05, 2009, 08:21:56 AM
It's suppost to clam you down though.
there are no clams in masturbating.
Quote from: Boyager on June 05, 2009, 10:06:55 AM
there are no clams in masturbating.
unless you like it that way ;)
I'm so close. akudood;
i wonder if i'll even get a response
i'm utterly terrified to look
yesterday was scary :(
It's not gay if you do it on a dare, right?
Quote from: Boyager on June 06, 2009, 09:12:09 AM
It's not gay if you do it on a dare, right?
No lol. I don't think you're gay unless you are in a relationship and fucking the shit out of the other person or something...
Quote from: Boyager on June 06, 2009, 04:21:10 PM
No lol. I don't think you're gay unless you are in a relationship and fucking the shit out of the other person or something...
Jesus Christ.
Quote from: Boyager on June 06, 2009, 04:29:33 PM
Jesus Christ.
is not a homo as far as i'm concerned
NOBODY LIKES ME
Is it possible to be "Liberal and Accepting" and still be crushing the essential parts of me?
I just realized that my pubic hair and hair below my belly button is in the shape of a majestic phoenix.
Five
Why won't you talk to me? I just want to make sure everything is alright. I care about you...
You haven't called to say goodnight, two nights in a row.
And at a time when I need you the most...
I'd run away if I knew more about filling out forms.
Four
Three
One
one? what happened to two? D:
Quote from: Boyager on June 09, 2009, 09:30:38 PM
you missed two and don't ruin it.
the damage is done. it was ruined
Two
four
sixteen
shut up or i'll make it 0 and be early
I hate Hiro with a burning passion giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on June 10, 2009, 12:03:41 AM
I hate Hiro with a burning passion giggle;
cjlubdoods;
i hate how my cock isnt bigger
i hate how my hair is silly and will never be good
i hate how my mommy doesnt understand me
i hate how daddy always yells at me
i hate how im so ugly i cant not get da hot girl
i hate how i gave her up, and let her down
i hate how i always get rick rolld
omg im just so sick of this world omgosh omg omg
I hate that I might have started something.
Quote from: Boyager on June 10, 2009, 12:03:41 AM
I hate Hiro with a burning passion giggle;
I hate Hiro so much that I want to kill him wub;
baddood;
This is the confession booth, not the anonymous chat thread baddood;
http://www.theonion.com/content/opinion/but_if_we_started_dating_it
I hate how true that is, even when only intended to be a joke.
Quote from: Boyager on June 10, 2009, 06:42:26 AM
http://www.theonion.com/content/opinion/but_if_we_started_dating_it
I hate how true that is, even when only intended to be a joke.
It's intended to point out a ridiculous truth.
ugh. I don't want to talk to you fucks and have no one else to talk to about it.
Quote from: Boyager on June 10, 2009, 09:08:50 AM
ugh. I don't want to talk to you fucks and have no one else to talk to about it.
...what?
Quote from: Boyager on June 10, 2009, 09:10:59 AM
Isn't that clear enough?
Fuck.
You can talk to me about things. You just choose not to
Quote from: Boyager on June 10, 2009, 09:11:54 AM
You can talk to me about things. You just choose not to
okay
I choose to keep it to myself.
Quote from: Boyager on June 10, 2009, 12:18:48 PM
I choose to keep it to myself.
hey me too.
but idk how long that will last if i go through baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 10, 2009, 12:18:48 PM
I choose to keep it to myself.
That's the second best thing to do!
The really best thing to do is to talk to strangers. giggle;
Most of the time they'll give you THEIR NUMBER.
Quote from: Boyager on June 10, 2009, 09:08:50 AM
ugh. I don't want to talk to you fucks and have no one else to talk to about it.
Oh stop being a whiny little bitch.
Quote from: Boyager on June 10, 2009, 01:33:08 PM
Oh stop being a whiny little bitch.
go whine about mika rdx
im coming out of the closet
As I, fall deeper into a manic state
I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict traits
Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate
I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate
Start off with the night well like "I think I'll just have a taste"
Couple of sips of that, then I gradually graduate
To a harder prescription drug called Valium like "Ya that's great"
I go to just take one and I end up like having eight
Now I need something in my stomach cause I haven't ate
Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak
And you'd think that with all I have at stake, look at my daughter's face
"Mommy something is wrong with dad I think
He's acting weird again he's really beginning to scare me
Won't shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me
And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos
And he just fell asleep in his car eating Three Musketeers in the rear seat"
Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this road before
So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me as soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like déjà vu, I wanna get away from this place I do
But I can't, and I won't, say I try, but I know, that's a lie, cause I don't, and why I just don't know
bassir;
Quote from: Boyager on June 10, 2009, 01:33:41 PM
go whine about mika rdx
I will once you stop being a whiny little bitch.
Quote from: Boyager on June 10, 2009, 04:39:19 PM
I will once you stop being a whiny little bitch.
nah
Well then I guess I don't get to whine. What a shame.
Whining doesn't help anyways.
That was a pointless comment.
That was a pointless comment.
That was a pointless comment.
That was a pointless comment.
That was a pointless comment.
That was a good comment.
That was a pointless comment.
sure is samefag on this page
Quote from: Boyager on June 10, 2009, 07:01:18 PM
That was a pointless comment.
This is a pointless thread.
This is a pointless world.
Quote from: Boyager on June 10, 2009, 07:33:53 PM
This is a pointless world.
This is a pointless reality.
Why was I born.
Quote from: Boyager on June 10, 2009, 07:41:43 PM
Why was I born.
stop whining and ending questions as if they were statements akudood;
What is real.
I like that the admins of Boyah, although they know who posts what, don't share who said what.
Thanks admins!
What is love
Qu'est-ce que la mort ? Une vie ennuyeuse.
How could it happen.
LOL @ TYLER
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wBocef6iQps[/youtube]
Two
WHY IS KNOCKING BEFORE YOU COME IN SUCH A HARD CONCEPT FOR PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND L:KJSDLK:FJL:KSDJFL:KSDJFL:KJSDFL:KJSDL:KFJL:KSDJFL:KSJDFL:KJSDL:FKJL:SKDFJ:LKSDJFL:KSJDF:LKJL:SDKFJ:LSKDFJLKLAJSLKDFJSALKJLFKDSJL:KFDJSL:KFJLK:SDFJLK:SDJFL:KSDFJL:KJSDFKL:JFSDL:KFJL:KSDFJLKSDFJLKSDFJLK:FDSJLK:FDSJLKFDSJKLDFSJKL:FDSJKLDSFJKLDSFJKLFDJKLJKLDFSJKL
Quote from: Boyager on June 12, 2009, 02:42:26 PM
WHY IS KNOCKING BEFORE YOU COME IN SUCH A HARD CONCEPT FOR PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND L:KJSDLK:FJL:KSDJFL:KSDJFL:KJSDFL:KJSDL:KFJL:KSDJFL:KSJDFL:KJSDL:FKJL:SKDFJ:LKSDJFL:KSJDF:LKJL:SDKFJ:LSKDFJLKLAJSLKDFJSALKJLFKDSJL:KFDJSL:KFJLK:SDFJLK:SDJFL:KSDFJL:KJSDFKL:JFSDL:KFJL:KSDFJLKSDFJLKSDFJLK:FDSJLK:FDSJLKFDSJKLDFSJKL:FDSJKLDSFJKLDSFJKLFDJKLJKLDFSJKL
did you get caught jerkin it
i could be bipolar:[
I feel bad watching him: he's deaf, can't walk up stairs, falls while walking, and always seems to be in pain. :(
It makes me sad.
Quote from: Boyager on June 12, 2009, 10:09:02 PM
i could be bipolar:[
There are worse things to be. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 13, 2009, 07:52:34 AM
There are worse things to be. baddood;
You can become a member of Boyah. :'(
Quote from: Boyager on June 13, 2009, 07:52:34 AM
There are worse things to be. baddood;
No one will ever love me now</3
Does that faggot in InFamous can elbow niggas from 1000 feet from the sky? badass
Why do I bother to wait when she isn't even happy to talk to me ;___;
Quote from: Boyager on June 14, 2009, 09:30:54 PM
Why do I bother to wait when she isn't even happy to talk to me ;___;
p.s. that wasn't me
Quote from: Crazy Fucking Raccoon on June 14, 2009, 10:16:38 PM
p.s. that wasn't me
I know who i was. And this room so so hot I felt sick and had to leave. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 15, 2009, 07:44:42 AM
I know who i was. And this room so so hot I felt sick and had to leave. akudood;
i was saying it wasn't me so someone else didn't say something and argue with me over something i didn't do akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 15, 2009, 07:44:42 AM
I know who i was. And this room so so hot I felt sick and had to leave. akudood;
Yeah...
It actually wasn't about you.
Also, since I can't edit my post:
I understood why you left. What I was referring to here happened early yesterday. I was going to tell you about it but you left.
Quote from: Boyager on June 15, 2009, 10:52:39 AM
I wouldn't really care anyways. :3
anyways is not a word :|
It was about Allison giggle;
:'(
Or Mercede
SAME PROBLEM
What will things be like a year from now. saddood;
oh god lol girls named Mercedes giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 08:32:54 AM
that's funny too giggle;
nu-uh:[
IT'S OK THOUGH SHE HATES ME
Quote from: Boyager on June 15, 2009, 08:51:33 PM
What will things be like a year from now. saddood;
always better
I suck. smithicide;
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 12:37:16 PM
I suck. smithicide;
Your opinion doesn't count. n_u
I'm worthless
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 08:22:39 PM
Your opinion counts n_u
Stop quoting yourself nick.
Cheaters. n_u
Why do I suck so much? saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 09:11:29 PM
:'(
Ignoring it again...:'(
this isn't who you think it is.
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 09:22:19 PM
this isn't who you think it is.
LOL Rae I'm not stupid
everyone loves Famy. <3
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 09:32:52 PM
not me i hate him
Famy is so cute when he fishes for compliments<3
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 09:33:50 PM
Famy is so cute when he fishes for compliments<3
i dont fish for compliments dumbass, i say it for the same reasons you do you fucking retard god damn
unless you fish for compliments too then no i dont for the same reason
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 09:33:50 PM
Famy is so cute when he fishes for compliments<3
And when he says i hate you <3
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 09:36:17 PM
And when he says i hate you <3
i dont say you hate anyone because i dont waste my fucking time talking about you because youre unimportant and i dont give a shit about you god damn
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 09:35:10 PM
i dont fish for compliments dumbass, i say it for the same reasons you do you fucking retard god damn
unless you fish for compliments too then no i don't for the same reason
But I don't think how you think you are bad:(
omg ;_;
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 09:40:12 PM
But I don't think how you think you are bad:(
you dont know me |:
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 09:41:33 PM
you dont know me |:
You seem like a great person then you stopped talking to me:[
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 09:37:37 PM
i dont say you hate anyone because i dont waste my fucking time talking about you because youre unimportant and i dont give a shit about you god damn
wry Wrong person Famy. And I meant when you tell me you hate me. Which you don't do anymore. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 09:42:40 PM
wry Wrong person Famy. And I meant when you tell me you hate me. Which you don't do anymore. n_u
ohlol
sry
you're still unimportant to me though
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 09:43:38 PM
ohlol
sry
you're still unimportant to me though
Liar. giggle;
It's just a FUCKING PERSCRIPTION DAMMIT
I'm cute. happydood;
They said so.
Maybe I do need more help~
damn you jmv, why cant i convert you >.<
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 10:26:54 PM
damn you jmv, why cant i convert you >.<
Because THE POWER OF GOD
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 10:33:51 PM
good point
i've researched the kewn for over a decade.
Quote from: Boyager on June 16, 2009, 10:34:20 PM
i've researched the kewn for over a decade.
Ew, bestiality.
lol, mario### cjlubdoods;
lol tec
happydood;
puu is doing it all wrong
Quote from: Boyager on June 17, 2009, 02:16:20 PM
puu is doing it all wrong
I'm beginning to think he's trolling me. baddood;
No he's just retarded
It makes me kind of mad when I see perfectly smart people follow a dumb religion like Christianity.
Quote from: Boyager on June 17, 2009, 02:40:23 PM
It makes me kind of mad when I see perfectly smart people follow a dumb religion like Christianity.
Obviously they aren't smart
i love Pqqu. he is so adorable. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on June 17, 2009, 02:40:23 PM
It makes me kind of mad when I see perfectly smart people follow a dumb religion like Christianity.
Why? Christianity is so loose and convenient that them believing in it doesn't really change anything about them anyway.
Quote from: Boyager on June 17, 2009, 02:44:59 PM
i love Pqqu. he is so adorable. giggle;
She, in fact.
you're getting there
I hate Pqqu.
And most of Boyah, but I really dislike Pqqu.
Quote from: Boyager on June 17, 2009, 03:21:33 PM
I hate Pqqu.
And most of Boyah, but I really dislike Pqqu.
why pew queue queue is nice :(
Quote from: Boyager on June 17, 2009, 03:31:06 PM
why pew queue queue is nice :(
i can hate who i want
Quote from: Boyager on June 17, 2009, 03:21:33 PM
I hate Pqqu.
And most of Boyah, but I really dislike Pqqu.
Either you're famy, or you'll come around.
I hate everyone
I love everyone. But especially... giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on June 17, 2009, 06:56:21 PM
I love everyone. But especially... giggle;
Famy and Hyper
Quote from: Boyager on June 17, 2009, 07:02:19 PM
i like girls silly. n_u
Famy and I were right then n_u
Quote from: Boyager on June 17, 2009, 07:03:00 PM
Famy and I were right then n_u
Oh you know I love Pqqu then right? :3
Quote from: Boyager on June 17, 2009, 07:06:20 PM
Oh you know I love Pqqu then right? :3
Yes giggle;
It's adorable. You two are perfect for each other
Pqqu is too smart for me. saddood;
she has a girl akudood;
blarg
Quote from: Boyager on June 17, 2009, 07:15:53 PM
she has a girl akudood;
i'll get my peepee chopped off for rae, then
Oh god how sweet. First time anyone said that to me. cjlubdoods;
Quote from: FAMY2 on June 17, 2009, 07:35:07 PM
Oh god how sweet. First time anyone said that to me. cjlubdoods;
happydood;
Blarg, why can't I do it right? ;_;
they talked about me. happydood;
ugh
The human construct of a monetary system enrages me.
Quote from: Boyager on June 17, 2009, 07:10:39 PM
Pqqu is too smart for me. saddood;
No!
Quote from: FAMY2 on June 17, 2009, 07:35:07 PM
Oh god how sweet. First time anyone said that to me. cjlubdoods;
And perhaps not the last cjlubdoods;
im up late trying not to masturbate. or have a wet dream.
sometimes i feel so damn odd. but i hate masturbating.
This one person I know.
Huge cocktease.
Quote from: Boyager on June 18, 2009, 03:06:59 AM
im up late trying not to masturbate. or have a wet dream.
sometimes i feel so damn odd. but i hate masturbating.
Hi Bluaki
Quote from: Boyager on June 18, 2009, 03:06:59 AM
im up late trying not to masturbate. or have a wet dream.
sometimes i feel so damn odd. but i hate masturbating.
i failed :(
Now I'm sad and want to cry.
i think i just did something really bad lol
Quote from: Boyager on June 18, 2009, 01:34:57 PM
Now I'm sad and want to cry.
dont worry i wont fail next time spam;
Quote from: Boyager on June 18, 2009, 01:42:44 PM
dont worry i wont fail next time spam;
no.
I feel like a really shitty person and feel horible. doodthing;
When Lacey says something like a piece of clothing is ugly, I feel like saying "I wear those all the time" just to troll her.
the fact that lacey is dumb and fat just pisses me off beyond words
No one with those names...
I'm going to die young.
But seriously, Lacey isn't fat, wtf you guys. akudood;
Quote from: Thyme on June 19, 2009, 07:37:38 PM
But seriously, Lacey isn't fat, wtf you guys. akudood;
She really is. You just can't tell by the pictures she posts
I'm a fat fuck.
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 07:38:22 PM
She really is. You just can't tell by the pictures she posts
Well, here's what I'm pretty sure would happen if she posted non-Myspace-angled pics: I'd genuinely say she still isn't fat, you guys would still say she is and I'd get pissy because of that.
I'd prefer to avoid that, to be honest. saddood;
I don't think Lacey is fat. She may carry a little extra weight but isn't "fat". doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 07:58:43 PM
I don't think Lacey is fat. She may carry a little extra weight but isn't "fat". doodhuh;
Look at her facebook
She's a fucking blimp. WELL overweight - probably to the point of obese. And this isn't trolling, this is genuine observation.
Trolling isn't about (non-)authenticity.
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 07:59:27 PM
Look at her facebook
Link please? I don't know what to look up. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:05:12 PM
Link please? I don't know what to look up. saddood;
maybe if you'd talk to me |:
lol rae and nick giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:03:20 PM
Trolling isn't about (non-)authenticity.
That makes absolutely no sense when you put in the parenthesis, you know that?
Trolling isn't about authenticity.
Trolling isn't about non-authenticity.
It can't be both. goonish
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:06:39 PM
That makes absolutely no sense when you put in the parenthesis, you know that?
Trolling isn't about authenticity.
Trolling isn't about non-authenticity.
It can't be both. goonish
Emphasis.
Quote from: Thyme on June 19, 2009, 08:06:11 PM
lol rae and nick giggle;
Famy needs an ass kicking. I trying to do it. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:09:10 PM
Famy needs an ass kicking. I trying to do it. n_u
Famy doesn't need that, but oh well, he'll probably just call me a liar again.
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:09:10 PM
Famy needs an ass kicking. I trying to do it. n_u
another irrelevant post about famy
Quote from: Canard Diapason Funambule on June 19, 2009, 08:10:35 PM
Famy doesn't need that, but oh well, he'll probably just call me a liar again.
well you're lying about not liking that white girl |:
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:11:36 PM
well you're lying about not liking that white girl |:
No, I don't. |:
Quote from: Canard Diapason Funambule on June 19, 2009, 08:10:35 PM
Famy doesn't need that, but oh well, he'll probably just call me a liar again.
you're right he doesnt he needs to die
Quote from: Canard Diapason Funambule on June 19, 2009, 08:13:19 PM
No, I don't. |:
also that was not me that said that lol
Quote from: Famy on June 19, 2009, 08:14:09 PM
also that was not me that said that lol
hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:10:58 PM
another irrelevant post about famy
Nothing about Famy is irrelevant. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:16:19 PM
Nothing about Famy is irrelevant. akudood;
seriously though, that had nothing to do with anything lol
nick wants to be famy its so obvious |:
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:17:34 PM
nick wants to be famy its so obvious |:
why would I want to be famy?
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:17:34 PM
nick wants to be famy its so obvious |:
He can't help it, Famy is perfect. :3
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:20:17 PM
He can't help it, Famy is perfect. :3
and he hates everyone
nick i was just kidding take a joke i like you way better than silly famy |:
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:21:52 PM
nick i was just kidding take a joke i like you way better than silly famy |:
I find nothing wrong with famy. He is cool, funny, very handsome and I understand why Rae likes him so much. So sure, I do want to be famy
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:21:52 PM
nick i was just kidding take a joke i like you way better than silly famy |:
:(
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:22:59 PM
I find nothing wrong with famy. He is cool, funny, very handsome and I understand why Rae likes him so much. So sure, I do want to be famy
nick shut up you're all of those things too |:
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:17:07 PM
seriously though, that had nothing to do with anything lol
Yes it did. If you could see my PMs. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:24:04 PM
nick shut up you're all of those things too |:
not really but ok.
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:24:25 PM
Yes it did. If you could see my PMs. baddood;
it had nothing to do with what Thyme said lol
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:27:17 PM
a lot super really but ok
Shut up Det
you don't even know me
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:25:21 PM
not really but ok. it had nothing to do with what Thyme said lol
He was commenting on the conversation where you said if I would talk to you. akudood; And you said it's hard to talk to me when Famy is on.
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:27:53 PM
Shut up Det
you don't even know me
you dont even know yourself
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:29:19 PM
you dont even know yourself
Yes I do
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:28:46 PM
lol
Its true
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:28:09 PM
He was commenting on the conversation where you said if I would talk to you. akudood; And you said it's hard to talk to me when Famy is on.
it is
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:30:10 PM
Its true
maybe you should open up a little bit instead of 'lol rae' or 'lol famy' |:
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:32:37 PM
maybe you should open up a little bit instead of 'lol rae' or 'lol famy' |:
You just wouldn't understand now
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:33:37 PM
You just wouldn't understand now
see there you go
but rae would know right
Quote from: Boyager on June 19, 2009, 08:34:42 PM
see there you go
but rae would know right
I really haven't told her everything
it's just I've been talking to her since I first needed help so she understands it more fully. Also, unfortunately, she has had a lot of experience already dealing with these kinds of things
90,±2
[move](http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/2958/spoilerv.png)[/move]
Quote from: Boyager on June 20, 2009, 12:06:01 AM
[move](http://img199.imageshack.us/img199/2958/spoilerv.png)[/move]
(http://finno.org/secret.gif)
forgive me ;-;
Rae and JMV, I'm sorry. :(
so basically lacey is fat and we all agree
OK
No replies. No one ever replies. doodthing;
I feel retarded for ever thinking of us being close.
idk
Do white girls have more fun? n_u
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 03:27:27 PM
Do white girls have more fun? n_u
stupid guys like me don't
I don't see why you'd still talk to me after what I've done to you. :(
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 03:27:27 PM
Do white girls have more fun? n_u
no they do not baddood;
:(
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 03:58:25 PM
no they do not baddood;
They could with the right guy. :3
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 04:17:44 PM
They could with the right guy. :3
yes i know you want me rae
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 04:23:46 PM
because i know baddood;
is it because I am white? n_u
Quote from: C-Note on June 22, 2009, 04:28:08 PM
I'll still get blamed ;___;
shut up nick
famy doesn't have to shut up
but you and rae do
im not famy don't blame him because i'm not him i am someone else rae should know
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 04:31:02 PM
no. i won't baddood;
shut up rae.
hey lol you can load drafts as a guest lol
if somone posts while you're posting you get the option to load a draft akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 04:32:08 PM
shut up nick
famy doesn't have to shut up
but you and rae do
im not famy don't blame him because i'm not him i am someone else rae should knowshut up rae.
hey lol you can load drafts as a guest lol
i don't take orders from people who don't show themselves. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 04:38:31 PM
i don't take orders from people who don't show themselves. baddood;
SHUT UP RAE DON'T ENCOURAGE THAT BEHAVIOR
it makes me cry :(
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 04:39:42 PM
SHUT UP RAE DON'T ENCOURAGE THAT BEHAVIOR
it makes me cry :(
Why would that make you cry? doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 04:42:32 PM
Why would that make you cry? doodhuh;
because he's gay
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 04:43:29 PM
because he's gay
If it is who I think it is, he is far from gay. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 04:42:32 PM
Why would that make you cry? doodhuh;
no not the ignoring me the other thing god
i can just be badass if people don't respect my conglomerate/authority
but when people do stuff i am sad :(
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 04:50:49 PM
no not the ignoring me the other thing god
i can just be badass if people don't respect my conglomerate/authority
but when people do stuff i am sad :(
Are you saying you have authority over me? huhdoodame;
And why are you a guest right now? doodhuh;
My neck hurts. :(
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 04:59:00 PM
Are you saying you have authority over me? huhdoodame;
And why are you a guest right now? doodhuh;
yes here i do. baddood;
idk so no one can see my shame and failure :(
Aww... I see no shame and failure and if you pm me I have something to tell you.
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 05:11:34 PM
Aww... I see no shame and failure and if you pm me I have something to tell you.
I see plenty of failure.
And you want me to PM you because you don't know who I am and this is a trap. baddood;
i wanna program a game over the summer but i keep getting depressed and keep being not motivated to learn. however the whole point of this venture is to show myself that i am capable of accomplishing big things so that im motivated. but i need motivation in order to achieve this goal aaaand....
it is very annoying.
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 05:13:49 PM
i wanna program a game over the summer but i keep getting depressed and keep being not motivated to learn. however the whole point of this venture is to show myself that i am capable of accomplishing big things so that im motivated. but i need motivation in order to achieve this goal aaaand....
it is very annoying.
I keep getting books, starting to read hem and then just feeling depressed and never having the motivation to finish them.
I don't even know where to start learning programing. So you guys are further than me. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 05:15:43 PM
I don't even know where to start learning programing. So you guys are further than me. saddood;
learn python and you can talk to guff about it and me when i am not depressed hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 05:13:15 PM
I see plenty of failure.
And you want me to PM you because you don't know who I am and this is a trap. baddood;
lol. no. well maybe. I have an idea who it is though. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 05:18:09 PM
lol. no. well maybe. I have an idea who it is though. n_u
are you lol'ing at my failure or who i am. :( baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 05:20:33 PM
are you lol'ing at my failure or who i am. :( baddood;
I'm lol'ing at the fact you caught onto my plan. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 05:23:19 PM
I'm lol'ing at the fact you caught onto my plan. giggle;
i guess i don't fail at that
but i thought you really wanted to tell me something :'(
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 05:24:25 PM
i guess i don't fail at that
but i thought you really wanted to tell me something :'(
I always want to talk to you. :3
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 05:25:40 PM
I always want to talk to you. :3
no you don't
plus i suck because i love someone who can't be honest with me, and is out with someone else and can't even just admit it and ignores me even when i just want to do something fun.
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 05:27:51 PM
no you don't
plus i suck because i love someone who can't be honest with me, and is out with someone else and can't even just admit it and ignores me even when i just want to do something fun.
YOU DO NOT SUCK. Not to me. Can you and Guff recommend a book to me that isn't too hard to understand? :3
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 05:29:46 PM
YOU DO NOT SUCK. Not to me. Can you and Guff recommend a book to me that isn't too hard to understand? :3
Yes I do.
why else would i deserve this and not honesty
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 05:31:18 PM
Yes I do.
why else would i deserve this and not honesty
I can't speak for her, But i have always been honest. saddood; I consider you one of my best friends here. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 05:41:25 PM
I can't speak for her, But i have always been honest. saddood; I consider you one of my best friends here. baddood;
Do you know how much it hurts to sit here and deal with cryptic comments hoping they don't mean what you think they mean? Especially when she's made threats about it before?
"The moment felt like it lasted for years? cjlubdoods; "
"What I do for money...ignorance is bliss :3 "
"Would you still love me if..." and once I ask for her to explain it, just changing the subject.
Constantly making me feel inferior: "Do you think you're cuter than this guy?" and not telling me what she thinks. Mentioning every thing he does for her yet not even appreciating my effort for anything.
Then I get mad at one fucking comment she makes since she didn't even make the effort to make that comment feel true, and she ignores me.
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 05:46:12 PM
Do you know how much it hurts to sit here and deal with cryptic comments hoping they don't mean what you think they mean? Especially when she's made threats about it before?
"The moment felt like it lasted for years? cjlubdoods; "
"What I do for money...ignorance is bliss :3 "
"Would you still love me if..." and once I ask for her to explain it, just changing the subject.
Constantly making me feel inferior: "Do you think you're cuter than this guy?" and not telling me what she thinks. Mentioning every thing he does for her yet not even appreciating my effort for anything.
Then I get mad at one fucking comment she makes since she didn't even make the effort to make that comment feel true, and she ignores me.
I have a good idea yes. It tears you apart and leaves you with no self esteem. No will to do much of anything. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 06:03:12 PM
I have a good idea yes. It tears you apart and leaves you with no self esteem. No will to do much of anything. saddood;
but it's my fault for being hurt by it.
i'm the bad one for it
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 06:05:35 PM
but it's my fault for being hurt by it.
i'm the bad one for it
It is not your fault for caring for someone and being hurt. Especially when that person plays with your feelings. And won't be honest with you.
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 06:20:54 PM
It is not your fault for caring for someone and being hurt. Especially when that person plays with your feelings. And won't be honest with you.
It apparently is for me.
idk she won't even talk
Apparently my feelings are a joke. doodthing;
Fuck you.
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 05:15:43 PM
I don't even know where to start learning programing. So you guys are further than me. saddood;
http://newdata.box.sk/bx/c/#heading1
http://www.youtube.com/user/antiRTFM
I can't just "forget about you".
If it were that easy you could do the same about all those people you never shut the fuck up about.
Why don't I believe you? I want to but you constantly threaten otherwise and lied. You continue to lie, and pretend that because you said it "months ago" it isn't a lie.
Or no, you act like it hasn't happened to me before, even when the person doesn't matter nearly as much.
but you know, don't think of me because everything i tell you right
QuoteI can't just "forget about you".
If it were that easy you could do the same about all those people you never shut the fuck up about.
I like them too much. cjlubdoods;
QuoteWhy don't I believe you? I want to but you constantly threaten otherwise and lied. You continue to lie, and pretend that because you said it "months ago" it isn't a lie.
wat
QuoteOr no, you act like it hasn't happened to me before, even when the person doesn't matter nearly as much.
I don't care about your past. giggle;
Quote
but you know, don't think of me because everything i tell you right
i dun understand
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 06:36:26 PM
http://newdata.box.sk/bx/c/#heading1
http://www.youtube.com/user/antiRTFM
Thank you :3
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 07:59:21 PM
I like them too much. cjlubdoods;
See
SEE
Yet i'm apparently supposed to do the fucking same. You lied to me.
You can't even talk to me like a fucking adult.
LOL I LIKE THEM TOO MUCH YOU SUCK AND I DON'T LIKE YOU BUT I LIKE THEM TOO MUCH.
How the fuck do you expect me to if you can't do it? I thought you didn't feel shit: oh wait that is a lie for sympathy from the internet and to copout of what you told me.
Quotewat
'lol after im not wif parents durp'
QuoteI don't care about your past. giggle;
Your actions say otherwise.
Quote
i dun understand
maybe if you listen and actually talk.
You fucking bitch. LOL I LIKE HIM TOO MUCH :3 Yet I dont' like you apparently right? Double standard because you are attractive and get what you want and I'm not.
Fuck you. Talk to me like an adult.
You're right I am "unpredictable" and your "lol theory" failed. You just don't have afucking clue what's next.
JMV YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL LOL
JMV you are very handsome.
Also Clucky loves JMV, it's obvious. Stop hiding from it Clucky and just be happy with him. Gosh. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 08:13:46 PM
JMV you are very handsome.
Also Clucky loves JMV, it's obvious. Stop hiding from it Clucky and just be happy with him. Gosh. baddood;
no.
and lol i thought it was but it's not. i can't even type right now idk
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 08:13:46 PM
JMV you are very handsome.
Also Clucky loves JMV, it's obvious. Stop hiding from it Clucky and just be happy with him. Gosh. baddood;
It faded away. :3
JMV you are a handsome guy. You need to just realize that and move on.
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 08:18:56 PM
It faded away. :3
Because you cared what internet people said. It's something funny and you never fucking acted like it.
If you can block those feelings fucking block them about everyone. Don't just go LOL IM SCARED I AM HIDING THEM THEY FADE AWAY :3 :3 HEY LOOK JOSEPH LOL I LOVE HIM IT FELT LIKE HOURS.
No, fuck you. Either don't abandon someone or abandon them all.
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 08:19:04 PM
JMV you are a handsome guy. You need to just realize that and move on.
I don't believe that.
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 08:21:12 PM
I don't believe that.
Well it is still true. Whether you want to believe it or not. akudood;
woah.
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 08:21:12 PM
If you can block those feelings fucking block them about everyone.
why would i ever do that saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 07:56:56 PM
I can't just "forget about you".
If it were that easy you could do the same about all those people you never shut the fuck up about.
Why don't I believe you? I want to but you constantly threaten otherwise and lied. You continue to lie, and pretend that because you said it "months ago" it isn't a lie.
Or no, you act like it hasn't happened to me before, even when the person doesn't matter nearly as much.
but you know, don't think of me because everything i tell you right
Pretty much every teenage male in the world is in the same boat as you. Every single teen male. Step 1 would be to get over yourself, and step 2 would be to go find some other chick for you to want to bang. This girl is not the world, what has she even done for you, if anything, to make you care about her so much?
Oh, I didn't realize this is internet love. Haha, never mind then.
If it's not internet love then it's obviously between Hiro and Skylark.
WHAT IT'S JMV
I THOUGHT WHEN ADMINS POST IN HERE THEY HAVE THAT CMD PROMPT ICON THING
NOW I AM DUMB
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 09:28:09 PM
Oh, I didn't realize this is internet love. Haha, never mind then.
If it's not internet love then it's obviously between Hiro and Skylark.
oh you rdx let's go eat some cake
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 09:28:09 PM
Oh, I didn't realize this is internet love. Haha, never mind then.
If it's not internet love then it's obviously between Hiro and Skylark.
Hai. happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 09:30:08 PM
oh you rdx let's go eat some cake
ok
plz dont hurt me im sorry ;_;
Quote from: Hïro on June 22, 2009, 09:30:23 PM
Hai. happydood;
ai bay bay
Quote from: Boyager on June 22, 2009, 09:29:58 PM
WHAT IT'S JMV
I THOUGHT WHEN ADMINS POST IN HERE THEY HAVE THAT CMD PROMPT ICON THING
NOW I AM DUMB
How that works is that if an admin posts with "be an idiot" every guest post below it on the page will have the icon until.
a)A regular member posts with "Be an idiot?"
b)A mod posts with it and it then uses their icon.
c)The page ends and a new page starts.
Also I checked that box so I can show with an example
hey look i am jmv
HEY MIPPO
REMEMBER THISS?
(http://img193.imageshack.us/img193/5379/outsid.png)
i'm retarded
I kissed A Girl once and liked it madood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 23, 2009, 10:52:10 AM
I kissed A Girl once and liked it madood;
Nothing wrong with that, David. n_u
[spoiler]in before "um no it's not david :|" geez i know
you guys are always so serious about your identities saddood;[/spoiler]
Not me. I like to be other people. n_u
Quote from: Thyme on June 23, 2009, 10:57:02 AM
Nothing wrong with that, David. n_u
[spoiler]in before "um no it's not david :|" geez i know
you guys are always so serious about your identities saddood;[/spoiler]
How do you post with user account
Quote from: Boyager on June 23, 2009, 11:00:44 AM
How do you post with user account
Be an idiot. hocuspocus;
Surprise.
Oh look. A quick learner. Can we keep him JMV? n_u
Quote from: Boyager on June 23, 2009, 11:08:39 AM
Oh look. A quick learner. Can we keep him JMV? n_u
no rae shut up
Фами, stop being mean.
Quote from: Boyager on June 23, 2009, 11:22:40 AM
no you shut up
I guess i will go where I am wanted then. But there are people I can PM here. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 23, 2009, 11:29:05 AM
I guess i will go where I am wanted then. But there are people I can PM here. akudood;
um ur wanted nowhere lol
Quote from: Boyager on June 23, 2009, 11:30:29 AM
um ur wanted nowhere lol
That was a pricky thing to say. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 23, 2009, 11:33:33 AM
That was a pricky thing to say. baddood;
well you suck
Cool posts
Quote from: Boyager on June 23, 2009, 11:30:29 AM
um ur wanted nowhere lol
UM WHAT ABOUT CALIFORNIA? O_0
Quote from: Boyager on June 23, 2009, 04:05:38 PM
UM WHAT ABOUT CALIFORNIA? O_0
yes i want you rae
i want you very badly
Quote from: Boyager on June 23, 2009, 04:09:34 PM
yes i want you rae
i want you very badly
what about me do you want me
just how many people are in this conversation? doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on June 23, 2009, 04:33:40 PM
just how many people are in this conversation? doodhuh;
7 or 8
Quote from: Boyager on June 23, 2009, 04:33:40 PM
just how many people are in this conversation? doodhuh;
you and me are the only ones that matter
Quote from: Boyager on June 23, 2009, 04:35:46 PM
you and me are the only ones that matter
no u suck
Hmm. I know who matters. :3
im a post whore cry;
QuoteJesus fuck go look in the picture board.
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QuoteThis topic has been moved to Fashion, Photos, and Health.
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I feeeeeeel yoooooou, Johannnnaaaaa. bassir;
My God, I don't know what's going on. I feel disoriented and have been having disturbing dreams. Dude. I don't know what's going on. I need help. With all the shit that's going on now...
Quote from: Boyager on June 24, 2009, 07:53:57 PM
My God, I don't know what's going on. I feel disoriented and have been having disturbing dreams. Dude. I don't know what's going on. I need help. With all the shit that's going on now...
maybe you shouldn't do drugs until you actually finish puberty srs
i wish suicide
was an option...
(just so that jmv doesnt call the cops, let me clarify that im not going to kill myself)
Quote from: Boyager on June 24, 2009, 07:56:46 PM
maybe you shouldn't do drugs until you actually finish puberty srs
those were my thoughts when i read his post srs
I delcare that srs is now that father figure of Boyah and any advice offered must contain srs at the end. srs
if his chin were elongated, and the hair was moved above the chin, it would look like a penis
Quote from: Boyager on June 24, 2009, 07:56:46 PM
maybe you shouldn't do drugs until you actually finish puberty srs
i haven't done anything yet.
i'm clean.
i wish riddicks would leave, he's a stupid muslim piece of shit
we don't need people to leave. saddood;
Quote from: Canard Diapason Funambule on June 25, 2009, 09:54:28 AM
Apparently you have wear whatever is 'in style' to look nice, hur dur.
Je vous aime. giggle;
Quote from: Thyme on June 25, 2009, 10:20:40 AM
Je vous aime. giggle;
Je vous aime aussi, Monsieur Alexis. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on June 25, 2009, 02:51:45 AM
i wish riddicks would leave, he's a stupid muslim piece of shit
HI DET
Quote from: Boyager on June 25, 2009, 01:22:37 PM
HI DET
Shut the fuck up, you stupid faggot. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on June 25, 2009, 01:37:05 PMhocuspocus;
everytime i see this randomly thrown in at the end of a sentence, i will assume that it was that weird mario kid.
oh sweet jesus i wish rdx would just leave
I like RDX, I don't see what's so bad about him. befuddlement
I'm not sure I want to be mistaken for this weird mario kid. befuddlement
Quote from: Thyme on June 25, 2009, 05:20:24 PM
I'm not sure I want to be mistaken for this weird mario kid. befuddlement
so it wasn't det?
aha!
Quote from: Boyager on June 25, 2009, 05:36:56 PM
so it wasn't det?
aha!
No, I think he meant that he doesn't want to be mistaken for Mario583 because he uses ' hocuspocus;' often.
Quote from: Boyager on June 25, 2009, 05:15:04 PM
I like RDX, I don't see what's so bad about him. befuddlement
I second this.
It's not like I was going to leave anyway, just because Det is a prejudiced little bitch.
I'll go whenever I want to.
On January 5, 2009, president-elect Barack Obama appointed Tom Perrelli to the position of associate attorney general. Tom Perrelli represented the RIAA in a slew of cases, including a high-profile bid to unmask file sharers without the requirement of a judge reviewing the evidence first. Barack Obama's selection of Joe Biden as vice president showed that the presidential hopeful was comfortable with someone with firmly pro-RIAA views. Biden urged the criminal prosecutions of copyright-infringing peer-to-peer users and tried to create a new federal felony involving playing unauthorized music[
Quote from: Boyager on June 25, 2009, 05:40:59 PM
No, I think he meant that he doesn't want to be mistaken for Mario583 because he uses ' hocuspocus;' often.
yeah
test geocities
lol i am worthless
Quote from: Boyager on June 26, 2009, 07:54:06 PM
lol i am worthless
no you're not nick, you are wonderful ;_______;
Quote from: Boyager on June 26, 2009, 08:01:23 PM
no you're not nick, you are wonderful ;_______;
shut up no
no me
no me
Someday my Prince will come. When I am here. cjlubdoods;
since joining the army probably won't be in my future, what is another life risky job i can get?
Fireman, policeman, Fisherman on the Bering Sea.
Quote from: Boyager on June 26, 2009, 08:13:30 PM
since joining the army probably won't be in my future, what is another life risky job i can get?
secret service guarding the president
Quote from: Boyager on June 26, 2009, 08:31:49 PM
secret service guarding the president
all the nigger haters i've seen/met seem to restrict themselves to youtube/missouri
i hate having hair near my asshole.
Why do I get the feeling RDX makes 90% of the posts on this board?
Quote from: Boyager on June 26, 2009, 11:09:17 PM
Why do I get the feeling RDX makes 90% of the posts on this board?
I don't even know who nick is.
I'm not shy about what I have to say, trust me giggle;
Quote from: RDX on June 27, 2009, 12:36:22 AM
I don't even know who nick is.
some fagit loser
shes leaving for a month and didn't even mention it to me awdood;
Great job. That completely helped me boost my confidence, thanks. thumbup;
lol. He is everything. And he knows it. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on June 28, 2009, 05:20:52 PM
lol. He is everything. And he knows it. hocuspocus;
Who?
Quote from: Boyager on June 28, 2009, 05:31:38 PM
why JMV of course. or maybe someone else.
if you're talking about my confidence post it was sarcastic.
Quote from: Boyager on June 28, 2009, 05:36:22 PM
if you're talking about my confidence post it was sarcastic.
You're lucky she tells you nice things to boost it :(
Quote from: Boyager on June 28, 2009, 05:37:16 PM
You're lucky she tells you nice things to boost it :(
Except they called me ugly. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 28, 2009, 05:36:22 PM
if you're talking about my confidence post it was sarcastic.
i don't know who you are or why you said that. doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on June 28, 2009, 05:40:10 PM
i don't know who you are or why you said that. doodhuh;
I thought you were replying to
Quote from: Boyager on June 28, 2009, 05:36:22 PM
Great job blah blah blah i quoted the wrong post.
with
Quote from: Boyager on June 28, 2009, 05:20:52 PM
lol. He is everything. And he knows it. hocuspocus;
because you said
Quote from: Boyager on June 28, 2009, 05:31:38 PM
why JMV of course. or maybe someone else.
baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 28, 2009, 05:39:27 PM
Except they called me ugly. baddood;
She atleast says nice things about u
NEVER WILL YOU BE UGLY. LOL CLUCKY. baddood;
What's so terrible about me that makes it uncomfortable? :'(
REPACKAGED SEX
i wish people found me attractive.
I'm gonna be honest, if I lost 30 pounds and fixed up my appearance a bit I'd be the hottest kid alive
hey has anyone watched
Poirot?
i dont feel like making a thread so im just putting it in here.
it is awesome
Quote from: Boyager on June 28, 2009, 10:30:31 PM
I'm gonna be honest, if I lost 30 pounds and fixed up my appearance a bit I'd be the hottest kid alive
silly joe
Quote from: Boyager on June 28, 2009, 10:25:10 PM
No. Not sympathy
well, if you say so.
though i'm confused as to how you'd know who i am except if you were an admin or mod or whoever can see my name.
but, thanks. it means a lot. really.
hese are my confessions just when i thought i said all i can say my chick on the side said she got one on the way these are my confessions man im thrown i dont know what to do i guess i gotta give part 2 of my confessions if im gunna tell it then i gotta tell it all damn near cried when i got that phone call im so thrown i dont know what to do but to give part two of my confessions
Quote from: Boyager on June 28, 2009, 10:30:31 PM
I'm gonna be honest, if I lost 30 pounds and fixed up my appearance a bit I'd be the hottest kid alive
IF I DID EXCESSIVE EXERCISE I WOULD BE PRETTY
larger than the moon, my love for you.
worlds collide as heaven pulls us through.
there's nowhere to run :(
Fuck both of you. :(
I think the majority of people are stupid.
SO unresolved, so unredeemed.
It only takes a couple of nice people to make life interesting.
omgosh why dont she luv me
yea me too
I love you giggle;
Sometimes I think of religion as a way of being mentally ill.
Sometimes I think of atheism as a way of being unaccepting and closed minded
Quote from: Boyager on June 30, 2009, 07:08:30 AM
Sometimes I think of atheism as a way of being unaccepting and closed minded
because if you reject atheism you go to hell.
sometimes i wonder why can't we be skylark
Quote from: Boyager on June 30, 2009, 08:07:49 AM
sometimes i wonder why can't we be skylark
I wish I was skylark
She's so pretty and nice :3
Quote from: Boyager on June 30, 2009, 09:24:28 AM
I wish I was skylark
She's so pretty and nice :3
Sucks for you.
I'm going to be Skylark first.
OH YEAH HIRO
Sometimes I really am jealous of Miss Carly.
sometimes I am really jealous of Slim
Quote from: Boyager on June 30, 2009, 05:27:58 PM
sometimes I am really jealous of Slim
I'm sure that most Boyagers have gone through this phase at one time or another.
Quote from: Slim on June 30, 2009, 11:30:52 PM
I'm sure that most Boyagers have gone through this phase at one time or another.
i know i haven't
Quote from: RDX on June 30, 2009, 11:38:28 PM
i know i haven't
Oh RDX, so nice of you to show up! Since you're here, I think I should let you know that I told Outsider about you leaving and they all think you're a pussy. ^___^
Quote from: Slim on June 30, 2009, 11:56:08 PM
Oh RDX, so nice of you to show up! Since you're here, I think I should let you know that I told Outsider about you leaving and they all think you're a pussy. ^___^
I was kind of expecting that, so I'm not really surprised.and sorry if you took offense man ;_;
Quote from: Boyager on June 30, 2009, 11:57:56 PM
I was kind of expecting that, so I'm not really surprised.
and sorry if you took offense man ;_;
COUGAR COUGAR COUGAR
Quote from: Slim on July 01, 2009, 12:00:17 AM
COUGAR COUGAR COUGAR
That's not what bugged me.
In fact what bugged me wasn't even anything anyone said.
Quote from: Boyager on July 01, 2009, 12:03:53 AM
That's not what bugged me.
In fact what bugged me wasn't even anything anyone said.
GOOD GOLLY WHAT WAS IT THAT BUGGED YOU THEN??? WHAT AN ENIGMA YOU ARE!
Quote from: Slim on July 01, 2009, 12:00:17 AM
COUGAR COUGAR COUGAR
what
Is RDX into older women? yes;
Quote from: Thyme on July 01, 2009, 12:15:06 AM
what
Is RDX into older women? yes;
no rdx is an older womani would explain the initial joke, but then slim would come blasting through the wall and insist that i've had sex with several older women, and it would be a mess.
I'll admit though, I did have a friend...who had a hot mom yes;
Quote from: Boyager on July 01, 2009, 12:13:07 AM
yep.
DON'T STOP NOW--NOT WHEN I'M JUST ABOUT TO CLIMAX! COME ON MAN, THAT JUST AIN'T RIGHT.
Quote from: Thyme on July 01, 2009, 12:15:06 AM
what
Is RDX into older women? yes;
Yeah. Although he denies it now, it's been revealed that he was manipulated into sexual relations with an older woman while he was still in middle school. This has caused him a great deal of psychological pain throughout the years, hence why he gets touchy whenever the subject is mentioned. Pretty sordid stuff, right?
This "Be an idiot?" thing really pisses me off, by the way.
Quote from: Boyager on July 01, 2009, 12:21:59 AM
DON'T STOP NOW--NOT WHEN I'M JUST ABOUT TO CLIMAX! COME ON MAN, THAT JUST AIN'T RIGHT.
that's why i said it
gosh slim you so predictable akudood;
QuoteYeah. Although he denies it now, it's been revealed that he was manipulated into sexual relations with an older woman while he was still in middle school. This has caused him a great deal of psychological pain throughout the years, hence why he gets touchy whenever the subject is mentioned. Pretty sordid stuff, right?
you forgot the part where you blast in through the wall
Why can't you get a woman your own age? bassir;
because i can't get woman older than me bassir;
(http://www.heathersanimations.com/Silly/pinkpanther.gif)
so close :'(
hey det why are you ignored by so many people?
i mean your attempts at trolling are pretty pathetic, but you're not that annoying.
Wow, almost everyone is ignored by someone.
quick someone ignore me
Quote from: Boyager on July 01, 2009, 03:51:39 PM
hey det why are you ignored by so many people?
i mean your attempts at trolling are pretty pathetic, but you're not that annoying.
hey rdx why are you such a coward that you jumped forums and start being a retarded ass here now too?
hey rdx why are you hiding your face? i mean your attempts at trolling are disgustingly horrible, but you're probably still a good-looking guy.
[spoiler]just kidding, don't flatter yourself.[/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on July 01, 2009, 03:51:39 PM
hey det why are you ignored by so many people?
i mean your attempts at trolling are pretty pathetic, but you're not that annoying.
Uhhh... why are you stalking my profile? doodhuh;
also lmao you're such a faggot
jesus christ (yes i can swear using your messiah's name too), why can't you just calm the fuck down for once? i only posted it in here because this is essentially the "post random things here that dont deserve it's own topic" thread. the chat thread is for me86 to speak french.
i didnt know it was such a sore subject for you.
also det stop trying to be two people
What makes it even more obvious is that JMV and Rae are the only Outsiders online right now, and JMV is fine with me and Rae is incapable of being a jerk even when it's justified.
you should've tried that at a different hour
Quote from: Boyager on July 01, 2009, 04:13:02 PM
jesus christ (yes i can swear using your messiah's name too), why can't you just calm the fuck down for once? i only posted it in here because this is essentially the "post random things here that dont deserve it's own topic" thread. the chat thread is for me86 to speak french.
Don't talk about Me## like that. bassir;
You're a bunch of internet drama queens. Shut the fuck up.
Quote from: Boyager on July 01, 2009, 04:21:10 PM
You're a bunch of internet drama queens. Shut the fuck up.
no u shut up trav
det are you schizo
is there something you want to tell me, because im here for you :3
How are we pulling random people into this conversation? Also, stop being mean. >:[
Hey JMV is not random. akudood;
And Eighty-Six is probably the least random member of this forum. n_u
i wish i had a spanish speaking buddy
iole!
Rae verbally abuses me daily.
what if i was gay
Quote from: Boyager on July 01, 2009, 05:52:42 PM
Rae verbally abuses me daily.
because you're a fucking fag
got, you need to stop being such a bitch
Quote from: Boyager on July 01, 2009, 05:54:47 PM
because you're a fucking faggot, you need to stop being such a bitch
i'm going to rape you like in american history x
Quote from: Boyager on July 01, 2009, 05:58:09 PM
i'm going to rape you like in american history x
if you do that then im going to curb stomp you like in american history x
Quote from: Boyager on July 01, 2009, 05:58:09 PM
i'm going to rape you like in american history x
you won't do shit because you're a fucking pussy
Quote from: Boyager on July 01, 2009, 05:54:47 PM
because you're a fucking faggot, you need to stop being such a bitch
i can't
it's more exciting this way
Quote from: Boyager on July 01, 2009, 05:59:10 PM
you won't do shit because you're a fucking pussy
fuck you you bitch i hope you die and get syphilis and die again
Quote from: Boyager on July 01, 2009, 05:59:04 PM
if you do that then im going to curb stomp you like in american history x
i hope you go to jail
Quote from: Boyager on July 01, 2009, 05:59:10 PM
you won't do shit because you're a fucking pussy
fuck you asshole im going to beat the shit out of you
Woah. It's getting serious in here. O_0
must be something in the water akudood;
today, my tap water tasted like milk. and when i looked in my glass there was this white swirliness in it.
so maybe it really was milk akudood;
i kill people
It sure has been a long day. :'(
gee, it sure is boring around here
certain people are missing i think
Right before he pulled the trigger, and ended her life
He thought about the cold pain with the platinum and ice
And he felt strong standing along with his new brothers
Cocked the gat to her head, and pulled back the shirt cover
But what he saw made him start to cringe and stutter
'cause he was starring into the eyes of his own mother
She looked back at him and cried, cause he had forsaken her
She cried more painfully, than when they were raping her
His whole world stopped, he couldn't even contemplate
His corruption had succesfully changed his fate
And he remembered how his mom used to come home late
Working hard for nothing, cause now what was he worth
He turned away from the woman that had once given him birth
And crying out to the sky cause he was lonely and scared
But only the devil responded, cause god wasn't there
And right then he knew what it was to be empty and cold
And so he jumped off the roof and died with no soul
They say death take you to a better place but I doubt it
After that they killed his mother, and never spoke about it
And listen cause the story that I'm telling is true
'cause I was there with Billy Jacobs and I raped his mom too
Can anyone explain Rae and Hyper's relationship and what kind it is? It always confused me. huhdoodame;
Quote from: Boyager on July 03, 2009, 08:58:52 PM
Can anyone explain Rae and Hyper's relationship and what kind it is? It always confused me. huhdoodame;
They love each other.
They were very very very close fiends. They still talk and probably always will. It is the kind of relationship where you know the person as well as you know yourself. You know how they think and why they think what they do. cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on July 03, 2009, 09:04:57 PM
They were very very very close fiends. They still talk and probably always will. It is the kind of relationship where you know the person as well as you know yourself. You know how they think and why they think what they do. cjlubdoods;
Well put, miss.
I know. He is very very special. cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on July 03, 2009, 09:04:57 PM
They were very very very close fiends. They still talk and probably always will. It is the kind of relationship where you know the person as well as you know yourself. You know how they think and why they think what they do. cjlubdoods;
did he touch her boobies
i want to do stuff like that ;_;
Quote from: Boyager on July 03, 2009, 09:12:59 PM
Rae be honest baddood;
To Boyah, why ever would I talk about that?
Quote from: Boyager on July 04, 2009, 01:38:17 AM
To Boyah, why ever would I talk about that?
and you say I can't take jokes n_u
I can take a joke. It was just a question. doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on July 04, 2009, 06:02:12 PM
I can take a joke. It was just a question. doodhuh;
it.was not serious
.
i scored a new record in the arcade lol
Quote from: Boyager on July 04, 2009, 06:57:18 PM
it.was not serious
Some who would ask would be serious. n_u
1:04:51 AM: they don't
1:04:56 AM: physically wise
That includes me. :(
your 'back up' is just a stupid joke. One you made sure everyone saw who said it. Then you tell me you meant it and it was physically because you think I'm ugly and to be 'silly' you post anonymous in an obvious sarcastic manner.
whatever.
is this jmv again?
[move]nueral problems[/move]
why am i so boring awdood;
I have problems with relationships. I think I want one, but I always find a way to sabotage it. Like sleeping in until 4 P.M every day until the girl I am dating bitches at me. That way, I don't have to hurt her by breaking up with her.
Quote from: Boyager on July 04, 2009, 11:11:38 PM
[move]nueral problems[/move]
LOL OMG LOL
Quote from: Boyager on July 05, 2009, 12:32:09 AM
I have problems with relationships. I think I want one, but I always find a way to sabotage it. Like sleeping in until 4 P.M every day until the girl I am dating bitches at me. That way, I don't have to hurt her by breaking up with her.
wut
Quote from: Boyager on July 05, 2009, 11:22:01 AM
wut
Seriously. If this girl is looking past your ridiculous behavior, well, even more reason to be with her and stop acting like a douche.
If I could clone myself as I am at this moment simply so I could give myself a hug, I would do it. akudood;
I feel like an asshole whenever I talk about things I've done with my girlfriend.
I've come to a strange realization.
I have desires to be female, yet, I'm content with being male. saddood;
It isn't your typical "oh I wonder what it's like to be female". I seriously have moments where I truly wish I was female. And I often wonder what my life would be like if I was.
And as for being content with being male, strangely enough, I am. I don't mind having a penis really. >.<
RAE DOESNT LIKE TO SEE MY HAPPY (http://thenatura.com/forums/Smileys/sal/angrysal.png)
Quote from: Boyager on July 07, 2009, 08:27:56 AM
RAE DOESNT LIKE TO SEE MY HAPPY (http://thenatura.com/forums/Smileys/sal/angrysal.png)
would anyone like to see your happy goowan
Quote from: Boyager on July 06, 2009, 08:35:39 AM
I feel like an asshole whenever I talk about things I've done with my girlfriend.
WHORE
Quote from: Boyager on July 07, 2009, 09:14:17 AM
WHORE
You were doing the exact same thing baddood;
holy shit i want some motherfucking cheetos or the like ;-;
Quote from: Boyager on July 07, 2009, 09:26:42 AM
holy shit i want some motherfucking cheetos or the like ;-;
Socks are you high
BETH GIBBONS
Quote from: Boyager on July 07, 2009, 08:27:56 AM
RAE DOESNT LIKE TO SEE MY HAPPY (http://thenatura.com/forums/Smileys/sal/angrysal.png)
Oh God I just stopped laughing at that. Thanks a lot. n_u
Sad :(
Quote from: Boyager on July 07, 2009, 08:27:56 AM
RAE DOESNT LIKE TO SEE MY HAPPY (http://thenatura.com/forums/Smileys/sal/angrysal.png)
Quote from: Boyager on July 07, 2009, 05:09:12 AM
I've come to a strange realization.
I have desires to be female, yet, I'm content with being male. saddood;
It isn't your typical "oh I wonder what it's like to be female". I seriously have moments where I truly wish I was female. And I often wonder what my life would be like if I was.
And as for being content with being male, strangely enough, I am. I don't mind having a penis really. >.<
I do the same thing, except about life and what it would be like if I killed myself
Quote from: Boyager on July 07, 2009, 09:46:52 AM
Oh God I just stopped laughing at that. Thanks a lot. n_u
Hey, it's the only thing I can do to get you to laugh n_u
I feel guilty for not liking a certain person as much as I should when they've never wronged me and have only tried to make me happy
Quote from: Boyager on July 08, 2009, 08:33:57 PM
I feel guilty for not liking a certain person as much as I should when they've never wronged me and have only tried to make me happy
Who are they?
Quote from: Boyager on July 08, 2009, 08:33:57 PM
I feel guilty for not liking a certain person as much as I should when they've never wronged me and have only tried to make me happy
are you trying to put words in my mouth |:
maybe i don't like you as much as i should because you shouldn't like me
Quote from: Boyager on July 08, 2009, 09:01:58 PM
my girlfriend no really who are you weird
idk i'm in the same situation as you
Quote from: Boyager on July 08, 2009, 09:00:27 PM
maybe i don't like you as much as i should because you shouldn't like me
I feel the same way about you toolol
I really need to learn to work out earlier.
2 in the morning is a tad too late.
My belly button smells like a vagina. :x
why when you would give your life for a person won't they take a small gift saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 09, 2009, 09:09:40 PM
why when you would give your life for a person won't they take a small gift saddood;
they are socialists
Quote from: Boyager on July 09, 2009, 09:09:40 PM
why when you would give your life for a person won't they take a small gift saddood;
maybe they dont want a gift
Quote from: Boyager on July 09, 2009, 09:20:12 PM
maybe they dont want a gift
Maybe they need it whether they want it or not. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 09, 2009, 09:09:40 PM
why when you would give your life for a person won't they take a small gift saddood;
maybe you need to exercise that part about giving your life
Quote from: Boyager on July 09, 2009, 09:26:13 PM
maybe you need to exercise that part about giving your life
Should I go there? Or should they come here? baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 09, 2009, 09:35:23 PM
Should I go there? Or should they come here? baddood;
Don't bother. It isn't worth the money. You need to save it up.
Quote from: Boyager on July 09, 2009, 09:22:28 PM
Maybe they need it whether they want it or not. baddood;
maybe they dont care about what they need baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 09, 2009, 09:50:16 PM
maybe they dont care about what they need baddood;
Maybe they should care. Others do. baddood;
Guess who this is
It's not me. wariodood;
pick me...
Dear ladies,
Please don't try to be friends with guys. We don't understand. :(
final fantasy 7 is funnier than i remember it being
u should all play it
Quote from: Boyager on July 10, 2009, 11:59:03 PM
Dear ladies,
Please don't try to be friends with guys. We don't understand. :(
Guys make better friends. giggle; And as long as they are up front about it what's the harm? saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 08:53:12 AM
Guys make better friends. giggle; And as long as they are up front about it what's the harm? saddood;
No they don't. They aren't.
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 08:54:08 AM
No they don't. They aren't.
All my BFF's are guys. And I wouldn't trade them for any girl. cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:17:01 AM
look who's talking.
Hey that could be one of my BFF's. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:20:32 AM
Hey that could be one of my BFF's. baddood;
Oh no. I don't want that.
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:21:39 AM
Oh no. I don't want that.
Sure. You don't even know who this is unless you are JMV.
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:27:29 AM
Sure. You don't even know who this is unless you are JMV.
I know you better than you think, Rae
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:29:17 AM
I know you better than you think, Rae
LOL. Not really. It is an illusion. THE POWER OF GOD
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:33:11 AM
LOL. Not really. It is an illusion. THE POWER OF GOD
ok.
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:35:42 AM
You just know how to track my posts. n_u
No I don't doodhuh;
I just know your posting style and what you usually say.
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:36:45 AM
No I don't doodhuh;
I just know your posting style and what you usually say.
FAMY FAMY FAMY FAMY. ROTF Any one can copy Rae.
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:38:12 AM
FAMY FAMY FAMY FAMY. ROTF Any one can copy Rae.
Stop talking about yourself in third person akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:39:49 AM
Stop talking about yourself in third person akudood;
LOL. I like it. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:44:42 AM
Hi Honey. n_u
Um you probably think I'm someone else :(
pst hi tyler, thyme n_u
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:47:15 AM
pst hi tyler, thyme n_u
Hi. I haven't made a single post in this whole conversation. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:47:15 AM
pst hi tyler, thyme n_u
It's only been me and you lol
I haven't either. hocuspocus;
I was pretty tempted to make a "it's easy to copy rae" post though. maps;
Quote from: ENDIVE! on July 11, 2009, 09:48:34 AM
I haven't either. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Thyme on July 11, 2009, 09:47:49 AM
Hi. I haven't made a single post in this whole conversation. hocuspocus;
I know, I was just saying hi. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:48:23 AM
It's only been me and you lol
You're confusing me for somebody else. n_u
Quote from: Thyme on July 11, 2009, 09:49:31 AM
I was pretty tempted to make a "it's easy to copy rae" post though. maps;
Don't. That would be upsetting. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:50:02 AM
I know, I was just saying hi. saddood;
HI!!!
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:50:02 AM
I know, I was just saying hi. saddood;
You're confusing me for somebody else. n_u
I realized that ;__:
Quote from: ENDIVE! on July 11, 2009, 09:51:37 AM
Don't. That would be upsetting. saddood;
I would have still "been an idiot". hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:52:12 AM
I would have still "been an idiot". hocuspocus;
And your emote structures would have given you away. giggle;
Quote from: Thyme on July 11, 2009, 09:49:31 AM
I was pretty tempted to make a "it's easy to copy rae" post though. maps;
Apparently, it's relatively easy to imitate me. sillydood;
Quote from: ENDIVE! on July 11, 2009, 09:51:37 AM
HI!!!
hullo n_u
Quote from: Thyme on July 11, 2009, 09:49:31 AM
I was pretty tempted to make a "it's easy to copy rae" post though. maps;
Someone has been doing a good job. n_u
will the real Rae please stand up. madood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 09:54:50 AM
Apparently, it's relatively easy to imitate me. sillydood;
"Bonjour monsieur thyme, comment allez-vous? giggle;
[spoiler]oh god lol i hope that was right saddood;[/spoiler]"
n_u
[spoiler]Putting a spoiler tag in quotation marks is ugly. goonish[/spoiler]
Rien, ou rien que vous ne puissiez voir...
sillydood;
Famy and JMV are so silly. n_u
Quote from: Thyme on July 11, 2009, 09:59:12 AM
"Bonjour monsieur thyme, comment allez-vous? giggle;
[spoiler]oh god lol i hope that was right saddood;[/spoiler]"
n_u
[spoiler]Putting a spoiler tag in quotation marks is ugly. goonish[/spoiler]
Vous avez oublié l'espace avant le point d'interrogation. n_u
[spoiler]obligatory, ahhh ;_; [/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on July 11, 2009, 10:06:43 AM
Vous avez oublié l'espace avant le point d'interrogation. n_u
[spoiler]obligatory, ahhh ;_; [/spoiler]
Des détails, monsieur. baddood;
I don't actually hate Geno.
But it's obvious who I am.
i like t-pain
but i dont like rap. what is this.
They asked about it... saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 12, 2009, 08:34:50 PM
They asked about it... saddood;
No one's going to give a fuck if you don't fully explain the shit you're spewing you attention whore. saddood;
y does cameron smell like the civil war
I think using more than one greater-than signs in a row to imply that something is REALLY better than something else is retarded.
Use just one.
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2009, 11:20:31 AM
I think using more than one greater-than signs in a row to imply that something is REALLY better than something else is retarded.
Use just one.
>>>from math import sqrt
I would've sucked his pale 18 year old self if he was in my high school. :(
Against you, I will fling myself.
Unvanquished and Unyielding, o death.
I would've given him my V card if we were dating in his age and that he won that Business Leaders thing. :3
I feel bad about the new medication they put me on :'(
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2009, 04:14:58 AM
I feel bad about the new medication they put me on :'(
What did they put you on? :(
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2009, 01:49:52 PM
bipolar medicine
well you're fucking bipolar what the fuck do you expect you fucking retard
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2009, 02:01:23 PM
well you're fucking bipolar what the fuck do you expect you fucking retard
they never told me
i think he is a fag
why is everybody so mean in this thread :(
Quote from: Boyager on July 17, 2009, 05:47:26 PM
why is everybody so mean in this thread :(
its how we truly are
Quote from: Boyager on July 17, 2009, 05:59:24 PM
but why :(
We hide behind the fact we are anonymous, except to jmv, to say what we truly feel.
JMV is a hipster
me86 sucks
Quote from: Boyager on July 17, 2009, 06:47:52 PM
ME##, stop making fun of yourself baddood;
YPR SHUT UP
Quote from: Boyager on July 17, 2009, 06:47:52 PM
ME##, stop making fun of yourself baddood;
ah, you caught me :(
hocuspocus;
I can't stand travis i wish he would die
Quote from: Boyager on July 17, 2009, 06:59:12 PM
I can't stand travis i wish he would die
Trav 09:59:12 PM Nothing, or nothing you can see...
fffffff
Rien, ou rien que vous ne puissiez voir... hocuspocus;
Quote from: Thyme on July 17, 2009, 07:10:44 PM
Rien, ou rien que vous ne puissiez voir... hocuspocus;
lol u said pussiez
Je déteste la distance et de difficultés. hocuspocus;
Mais..Je suis rien sans vous.
Quote from: Boyager on July 17, 2009, 07:13:43 PM
Je déteste la distance et de difficultés. hocuspocus;
Mais..Je suis rien sans vous.
Courage, monsieur le raton. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on July 17, 2009, 07:19:05 PM
Courage, monsieur le raton. hocuspocus;
Est mon français vraiment horrible?
Quote from: Boyager on July 17, 2009, 07:23:31 PM
Est mon français vraiment horrible?
Je ne dirais pas horrible, mais il est un peu moins bon que celui de monsieur quatre-vingt-six, c'est comme ça que je vous ai reconnu. n_u
It is better to give than receive. It makes the heart feel good. hocuspocus;
I hope we can talk before it's too late
Quote from: Boyager on July 17, 2009, 07:35:14 PM
I hope we can talk before it's too late
Actually, I take that back. Whatever is best for them, even if it does mean not talking to me.
I like that I decided to get help but I lost my way of coping.
hello jmv
I know you need your space from me but I'm very sorry for having it come to this...
You don't understand how sorry I am...:(
I really hope tomorrow will be the day...
(http://boyah.net/wiki/images/1/1b/Kkk.png)
Quote from: Boyager on July 17, 2009, 11:15:23 PM
I missed every single one of those legendary moments
Quote from: Boyager on July 18, 2009, 10:07:55 AM
I missed every single one of those legendary moments
me too saddood;
that was not legendary in the slightest.
the only "legendary posts" were link2086's leaving post, jsnake's leaving post, and "NSIDER IS GOING DOWNHILL" by link332.
Quote from: Boyager on July 18, 2009, 09:49:43 PM
that was not legendary in the slightest.
the only "legendary posts" were link2086's leaving post, jsnake's leaving post, and "NSIDER IS GOING DOWNHILL" by link332.
Don't forget Melee_Gurl's 'Guess that line.' ^_________________^
Quote from: Boyager on July 18, 2009, 09:49:43 PM
that was not legendary in the slightest.
the only "legendary posts" were link2086's leaving post, jsnake's leaving post, and "NSIDER IS GOING DOWNHILL" by link332.
if only you knew the backstory of what set snoober off hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on July 18, 2009, 10:16:44 PM
if only you knew the backstory of what set snoober off hocuspocus;
it just seems like he's trolling to me
Quote from: Boyager on July 18, 2009, 10:20:31 PM
it just seems like he's trolling to me
Maybe he kills some niggas.
Quote from: Boyager on July 18, 2009, 10:20:31 PM
it just seems like he's trolling to me
No, he got pissed at me lol.
There was a post about this on NS2 or somewhere. What did you do JMV?
Quote from: Boyager on July 19, 2009, 10:45:50 AM
There was a post about this on NS2 or somewhere. What did you do JMV?
Snoober thought I was a girl and kept hitting on me. giggle;
I then told him I was a guy so he was gay and I would tell God and he flipped shit. hocuspocus;
I remember now. n_u So much fun and I miss that. saddood;
I always missed the good threads :(
I have never felt like such a useless failure in all my life. appeasement;
Quote from: Boyager on July 19, 2009, 04:34:14 PM
I have never felt like such a useless failure in all my life. appeasement;
yes you have
i have never felt more like white trash than right now
Quote from: Boyager on July 19, 2009, 07:10:15 PM
i have never felt more like white trash than right now
Why
People pushed me to act like it today. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 19, 2009, 07:20:09 PM
People pushed me to act like it today. baddood;
oh
Ain't no sunshine when he's gone.
It's not warm when he's away.
Ain't no sunshine when he's gone
And he's always gone too long anytime he goes away.
:(
Quote from: Boyager on July 20, 2009, 08:50:38 PM
Ain't no sunshine when he's gone.
It's not warm when he's away.
Ain't no sunshine when he's gone
And he's always gone too long anytime he goes away.
:(
is that part of the song? n_u
Yes it is. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on July 20, 2009, 08:55:19 PM
Yes it is. giggle;
Oh ok. I meant to ask what it was called but I forgot lol saddood;
Ain't no sunshine n_u
Quote from: Boyager on July 20, 2009, 08:57:04 PM
Ain't no sunshine n_u
Youre telling me so much tonight. You better stop n_u giggle;
DZK. Drugs. Look it up. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on July 20, 2009, 09:01:13 PM
what is it
A song. I hate you, never wants to see you again, fuck you we ain't friends.
Quote from: Boyager on July 20, 2009, 09:03:54 PM
A song. I hate you, never wants to see you again, fuck you we ain't friends.
That's the song I was referring to earlier lol
I want people to miss me lol:[
Quote from: Boyager on July 21, 2009, 08:52:23 AM
I want people to miss me lol:[
I'd miss you if you left :[
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v185/Mr.Cool/PokeballingBush.gif)
What happened for the rest of the day is still a blur
But I remember wishing that I was dead, instead of her
She was buried on August 3rd
The story ends without a sequel
Those few comments just proves she hates me more than anything and I'm wothless
she'd rather give herself for that than me.
The opposite of what I want is what you do?
How she hurts others for herself
She hates me and won't admit it but whoring herself out kills me
Literally bye
lol
i had sex three times yesterday.
Oh god.
yuck penis
:(
Quote from: Boyager on July 27, 2009, 12:19:19 AM
Those few comments just proves she hates me more than anything and I'm wothless
she'd rather give herself for that than me.
The opposite of what I want is what you do?
How she hurts others for herself
I'm listening to Awake on a Train hocuspocus;
...Why is it that every time I tell someone who whines in the chat thread to man up it's always jmv?
i mean why else was my post deleted.
maybe this is a sign. from god.
Quote from: Boyager on July 27, 2009, 02:50:22 PM
...Why is it that every time I tell someone who whines in the chat thread to man up it's always jmv?
i mean why else was my post deleted.
maybe this is a sign. from god.
err, not chat thread. confession thread.
Quote from: Boyager on July 27, 2009, 02:50:47 PM
err, not chat thread. confession thread.
there have been no posts deleted from this thread in the last whatever hours. huhdoodame;
but, I said for him to let said girl go and that it's dumb to cling to girls who hate you.
I'm sure I did baddood;
Logic doesn't work with JMV. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Smell Memory on July 27, 2009, 07:49:08 PM
Logic doesn't work with JMV. hocuspocus;
your actions defy logic, really
Quote from: Boyager on July 27, 2009, 08:13:53 PM
your actions defy logic, really
That's what I said to her.
You can't use logic in a situation where logic doesn't work.
Lets keep this on topic, guys.
I ENJOYED THE NOTEBOOK
aw shit i think i might like rap
Quote from: Boyager on July 29, 2009, 11:42:22 PM
sup hiro
wasn't me
i like certain rap, but not most of it
appeasement; appeasement; appeasement; appeasement; appeasement; appeasement;
I WANNA MAKE LOVE IN DIS CLUB
HEY
IN DIS CLUB
HEY
IN DIS CLUB
appeasement; appeasement; appeasement; appeasement; appeasement; appeasement;
My girlfriend is pissing me off because she keeps biting me pretty hard... Having teeth marks covering my fingers and a sore tongue is not really as sexy as she might believe. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 31, 2009, 12:50:02 AM
My girlfriend is pissing me off because she keeps biting me pretty hard... Having teeth marks covering my fingers and a sore tongue is not really as sexy as she might believe. akudood;
Dude what the fuck?
I would love that. :(
Quote from: Boyager on July 31, 2009, 12:55:12 AM
Dude what the fuck?
I would love that. :(
She has big sharp pointy teeth baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 31, 2009, 01:00:08 AM
She has big sharp pointy teeth baddood;
Bring it on. giggle;
boyager youre a fucking weirdo
I care too much about what people think of me. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 31, 2009, 09:03:12 AM
I care too much about what people think of me. saddood;
Me too. befuddlement
Quote from: Boyager on July 31, 2009, 01:24:40 AM
boyager youre a fucking weirdo
It's not my fault I'm into biting. :(
Quote from: Boyager on July 31, 2009, 01:00:08 AM
She has big sharp pointy teeth baddood;
Fuck you dating, the big bad wolf?
Everyone always forgets that they are talking to melol
Quote from: Boyager on July 31, 2009, 09:48:54 PM
Fuck you dating, the big bad wolf?
That was actually a reference to the killer rabbit from Monty Python, but good guess
ypr dump your girlfriend for me
I fucking hate today. :(
i havent cried in forever. i kind of want to. how should i go about making this happen?
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2009, 09:20:58 PM
i havent cried in forever. i kind of want to. how should i go about making this happen?
Cut some onions
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2009, 09:22:14 PM
Cut some onions
i need an alibi. i cant just go into the kitchen and start chopping away.
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2009, 09:23:58 PM
i need an alibi. i cant just go into the kitchen and start chopping away.
Liver and onions. Make it.
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2009, 09:28:51 PM
only fish eat livers :\
Try it. Human livers are the best.
augh
I'm depressed again. happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 01:52:58 PM
I'm depressed again. happydood;
enjoy yourself, it wont last forever
Only three people make me cry. akudood;
They should know. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 05:44:35 PM
They should know. saddood;
I made you cry once lol:[
well that's the only time I know of
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 05:47:04 PM
I made you cry once lol:[
well that's the only time I know of
lol because of who?
lol. the only time internet people made me cry was when i was 12.
i secretly love myself
I secretly hate myself. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 06:49:12 PM
I secretly hate myself. saddood;
I know that feeling. :(
I openly hate myself, much to the dismay of my peers and my relatives.
Why do good people hate themselves? doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 06:55:29 PM
Why do good people hate themselves? doodhuh;
Deep down we're terrible people. :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 06:24:15 PM
lol. the only time internet people made me cry was when i was 12.
Only one internet people made me cry. baddood;
i haven't cried since I was around 8
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 06:56:48 PM
Only one internet people made me cry. baddood;
Who was this people? baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 06:57:48 PM
i haven't cried since I was around 8
The thing with saying stuff like this is that the reason for you not crying is either because you're this hardened bamf, or you've just had no reason to cry.
I know a bunch of people who claim to have no cried since they were 10 or so and that's just because their life is awesome.
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 07:00:03 PM
Who was this people? baddood;
I think you know. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 07:00:03 PM
Who was this people? baddood;
The thing with saying stuff like this is that the reason for you not crying is either because you're this hardened bamf, or you've just had no reason to cry.
I know a bunch of people who claim to have no cried since they were 10 or so and that's just because their life is awesome.
I just haven't let stuff effect me enough to cry its not necessarily bad O_0
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 06:56:48 PM
Only one internet people made me cry. baddood;
You made me cry. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 07:02:51 PM
I think you know. baddood;
No I'm RDX I'm not in on all of the latest Boyah gossip baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 07:03:08 PM
I just haven't let stuff effect me enough to cry its not necessarily bad O_0
yes it is asshole baddood;
Excuse me, but I am the only person who sucks here. >:[
lmao what a bunch of suckers. Except not Famy or JMV or Tyler
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:07:50 PM
lmao what a bunch of suckers. Except not Famy or JMV or Tyler
Those are the ones who suck the most. Except JMV.
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:08:59 PM
Those are the ones who suck the most. Except JMV.
You mean except Famy.
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:10:45 PM
You mean except Famy.
Famy sucks because he thinks he does.
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:14:31 PM
Famy sucks because he thinks he does.
Him and JMV both suck. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:18:47 PM
Him and JMV both suck. hocuspocus;
except famy does more
No. JMV does not. JMV isn't mean to everyone for no reason.
NEITHER OF THEM DO. THEY ARE HAVING MY BABIES. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:20:38 PM
No. JMV does not. JMV isn't mean to everyone for no reason.
but he sucks
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:21:47 PM
NEITHER OF THEM DO. THEY ARE HAVING MY BABIES. akudood;
omg
jmv is my hero giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:21:47 PM
NEITHER OF THEM DO. THEY ARE HAVING MY BABIES. akudood;
Famy will abuse them verbally.
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:23:27 PM
Famy will abuse them verbally.
no saddood;
also i cant have babies im gay
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:22:58 PM
jmv is my hero giggle;
He sucks, I would know. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:23:27 PM
Famy will abuse them verbally.
you will you jerk.
Quote from: Famy on August 04, 2009, 08:26:44 PM
no saddood;
also i cant have babies im gay
yes you can because you suck less.
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:23:27 PM
Famy will abuse them verbally.
Famy will love his kids. They will be perfect angels. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:27:11 PM
yes you can because you suck less.
noi dont, more you mean
I suck. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:27:42 PM
Famy will love his kids. They will be perfect angels. hocuspocus;
Until he constantly insults them like everyone else.
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:30:12 PM
Until he constantly insults them like everyone else.
He doesn't insult me. cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:28:50 PM
noi dont, more you mean
fuck you you suck less
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:30:12 PM
Until he constantly insults them like everyone else.
he never insults me maybe you shouldn't be mean to him.
Quote from: Dr. Hystakes Casino on August 04, 2009, 08:29:57 PM
I suck. saddood;
this isn't about you.
it's about famy sucking less than jmv
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:30:12 PM
Until he constantly insults them like everyone else.
you're a fucking whiny bitch, i don't insult anyone except you but tha'ts because you're a fucking fag
got
lol @ everyone
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:31:08 PM
it's about famy sucking less than jmv
but that is not true
ALRIGHT.
Tyler. You don't suck. You're kind and friendly.
Famy doesn't suck. He kind, funny, nice, and helpful.
JMV does not. He's cool, thoughful, and caring.
NOW EVERYONE SHUT UP.
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:37:01 PM
ALRIGHT.
Tyler. You don't suck. You're kind and friendly.
Famy doesn't suck. He kind, funny, nice, and helpful.
JMV does not. He's cool, thoughful, and caring.
NOW EVERYONE SHUT UP.
no you shut up you don't know what the fuck you're talking about
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:37:01 PM
ALRIGHT.
Tyler. You don't suck. You're kind and friendly.
Famy doesn't suck. He kind, funny, nice, and helpful.
JMV does not. He's cool, thoughful, and caring.
NOW EVERYONE SHUT UP.
You suck . n_u
[spoiler]just kidding :3[/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:38:36 PM
You suck . n_u
[spoiler]just kidding :3[/spoiler]
No you aren't.
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:37:44 PM
no you shut up you don't know what the fuck you're talking about
Every time I talk to you that's how I feel.
my friends are mad at me because im not "innocent" anymore
what the fuck does that even mean
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:40:57 PM
my friends are mad at me because im not "innocent" anymore
what the fuck does that even mean
Then they aren't your true friends.
do people here actually have feelings of anger or are these silly posts akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:40:57 PM
my friends are mad at me because im not "innocent" anymore
what the fuck does that even mean
they're jealous because they're fag
gots
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:42:20 PM
do people here actually have feelings of anger or are these silly posts akudood;
these are ded srs
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:43:59 PM
these are ded srs
My insults aren't always serious. I do it for a reaction.
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:39:41 PM
No you aren't.
Yes I am. But i am strarting to get confused. doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:46:29 PM
Yes I am. But i am strarting to get confused. doodhuh;
Im the only person beneath you n_u
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:40:57 PM
my friends are mad at me because im not "innocent" anymore
what the fuck does that even mean
Because you have experienced things they are afraid to. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:50:46 PM
Because you have experienced things they are afraid to. hocuspocus;
they've done far worse than i would ever think about doing
well my week is ruined
LOL
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:59:53 PM
they've done far worse than i would ever think about doing
well my week is ruined
LOL
Then they aren't your "friends". Find better ones.
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2009, 08:40:57 PM
my friends are mad at me because im not "innocent" anymore
what the fuck does that even mean
you're having too much gay sex
i've been stuck by a smooth criminal he stole my heart baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2009, 09:41:57 PM
i've been stuck by a smooth criminal he stole my heart baddood;
Rae are you ok
So, Rae are you ok
i feel bad for posting something somewhere. no matter how worded it differently i still feel like im being an attention whore. yet it had to be said.
ahh conflict
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2009, 09:49:59 PM
Rae are you ok
So, Rae are you ok
There's blood on the carpet
Sounding Heartbeats - Intimations
Quote from: Boyager on August 06, 2009, 05:16:14 PM
There's blood on the carpet
Sounding Heartbeats - Intimations
You've Been Hit By
You've Been hit By
A Smooth Criminal
Okay, I want everybody to clear the area right now!
Get jiggy wit it
Back to being a sad, lonely loser. n_u
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
cjlubdoods;
That was tiring.
But worth it right? n_u
I'm a manwhore
i feel the need to run away
I ran out of condoms and bought some more Trojan today. happydood;
do you even need them n_u
It went fine, could have been better but not as horrible as I expected, thanks for remembering and asking yourself.
oh yay. saddood;
>.< :( saddood; happydood; :3 doodthing; baddood; doodella;
Darkness approaches happydood;
I used to have dreams of Osmosis Jones molesting me at night. He kept saying that my mouth said no but my eyes said yes. :(
that is one weird as hell dream good sir doodhuh;
Now that karma is gone, I feel less restrained from being a dick. O_0
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2009, 02:32:07 PM
Now that karma is gone, I feel less restrained from being a dick. O_0
And as a byproduct, less enlightened, and less motivated to make your interactions with others as good as they can possibly be!
Sorry, buddhafag. hocuspocus;
I can still delete your karmas.
reefer ruined be an idiot awdood;
Not surprising.
i want to be an idiot, not unanonymous awdood;
being unanonymous doesn't sound as fun as being an idiot :(
BRING BACK BE AN IDIOT baddood;
Yes, 'post unanonymously' is rather bland. saddood;
xanax in baggies and 40s of moonshine
sharp cutting objects and bottles of red wine
needles with air pockets injecting it stings
these are a few of my favorite things.
hocuspocus;
drugs are the devils candy :( stop joking about them
Quote from: Boyager on August 12, 2009, 07:13:37 PM
drugs are the devils candy :( stop joking about them
I have a gram of weed and 200mg of another drug. :(
i thought you loved me
i thought you cared for me
i thought you needed me
did you believe in me
Quote from: Boyager on August 13, 2009, 10:19:40 PM
i thought you loved me
i thought you cared for me
i thought you needed me
did you believe in me
i love you
:(
i hate myself, more than ever
I really hate myself and everything. :(
*x* thinks I'm a "miserable failure" and picks another person over me: in any way.
I hate being here. I fucking want to get out but I can't fucking afford it. Even then I'll still be fucking miserable because of what she fucking did.
I think we all hate being here. I know I do.
Quote from: Boyager on August 16, 2009, 06:38:10 PM
I think we all hate being here. I know I do.
I meant where I live. doodthing;
oh woops looks like i took that the wrong way D:
i like boyah, dont worry.
I thought it was clear what I meant. doodhuh;
Why would I need money to get out of Boyah? bassir;
Maybe you got confused.
The way things are going for me I'm gonna end up in Oakland, so maybe we can trade places :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 16, 2009, 06:51:42 PM
Maybe you got confused.
The way things are going for me I'm gonna end up in Oakland, so maybe we can trade places :(
Then you can go see me in Oakland. :3
yeah i guess we can be buds :(
i'd rather go to compton because because crime rates are rising there and maybe i could get shot, but that's a couple hundred miles away.
Quote from: Boyager on August 16, 2009, 06:58:13 PM
yeah i guess we can be buds :(
i'd rather go to compton because because crime rates are rising there and maybe i could get shot, but that's a couple hundred miles away.
can i go for you
Quote from: Boyager on August 16, 2009, 06:58:13 PM
yeah i guess we can be buds :(
i'd rather go to compton because because crime rates are rising there and maybe i could get shot, but that's a couple hundred miles away.
|:
we can be best friends and you'll be the happiest person ever
Quote from: Boyager on August 16, 2009, 06:58:58 PM
can i go for you
you can come with me.
we can buy drugs and then try to run away without paying and get shot together <3
Quote from: Boyager on August 16, 2009, 07:00:07 PM
|:
we can be best friends and you'll be the happiest person ever
n famy
nnn :'(
Quote from: Boyager on August 16, 2009, 07:01:12 PM
you can come with me.
we can buy drugs and then try to run away without paying and get shot together <3
modern day bonnie and clyde, i love the sound of that :3
except instead of getting ambushed and being a bunch of dickheads we're gonna get our head blowns off the first time we steal something
sounds like fun akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 16, 2009, 07:02:50 PM
plz
ok maybe
Quote from: Boyager on August 16, 2009, 07:05:11 PM
modern day bonnie and clyde, i love the sound of that :3
sounds fun
(http://jayssouth.com/louisiana/bonnie/hintonpic.jpg)
goddamn im terrible at typing english :'(
Quote from: Boyager on August 16, 2009, 07:07:52 PM
sounds fun
[spoiler](http://jayssouth.com/louisiana/bonnie/hintonpic.jpg)[/spoiler]
what the hell jackass dont try to impersonate me baddood;
what the fuck did i do to start this conversation
shut up famy i said i'd be your friend
Quote from: Boyager on August 16, 2009, 07:07:52 PM
sounds fun
(http://jayssouth.com/louisiana/bonnie/hintonpic.jpg)
we can use my car it gose faster doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on August 16, 2009, 07:13:07 PM
we can use my car it gose faster doodthing;
Cars can't goose anything you faggot
I wish she still thought I was special. :(
I wish people didn't love me...or at least say they do.
Any way it happens, I don't feel right when they do.
Quote from: Boyager on August 17, 2009, 08:06:46 PM
I wish she still thought I was special. :(
i wish you'd stop being such a fag
got
Quote from: Boyager on August 17, 2009, 08:07:52 PM
I wish people didn't love me...or at least say they do.
Any way it happens, I don't feel right when they do.
should I hate you
Quote from: Boyager on August 17, 2009, 08:08:04 PM
i wish you'd stop being such a faggot
ok ill go poison myself
I wish she would unblock me already baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 17, 2009, 08:09:35 PM
should I hate you
yeah because he's a fucking fag
got you fucking retard
Quote from: Boyager on August 17, 2009, 08:12:41 PM
yeah because he's a fucking faggot you fucking retard
i'm not a fucking retard take it back akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 17, 2009, 08:07:52 PM
I wish people didn't love me...or at least say they do.
Any way it happens, I don't feel right when they do.
embrace the love.
cheesy i know but that's probably what you should do
Love doesn't exist.
next thing you know this guy is gonna say god doesnt exist :|
Quote from: Boyager on August 17, 2009, 08:36:33 PM
embrace the love.
cheesy i know but that's probably what you should do
It's hard to trust people.
just try it out. if you don't you're going to be a very lonely miserable person. so now that i've threatened you go do it.
i know it's hard. i have issues trusting people. but the only way to fix that is to have faith in whoever you want to trust. and to have faith in something you just have to believe in yourself that you're doing the right thing and you just have to do it.
go, my son, and hug your mother. THE POWER OF GOD
I trusted someone and they destroyed my ability to trust anyone or love anyone.
I'm completely terrified of people now. doodthing;
go hug your mother anyway she'll appreciate it
but seriously this is one of those things where you just have to go and do it. there's no other way.
Quote from: Boyager on August 17, 2009, 10:42:50 PM
I trusted someone and they destroyed my ability to trust anyone or love anyone.
I'm completely terrified of people now. doodthing;
wow, you're a fag
got
Quote from: Boyager on August 17, 2009, 10:46:01 PM
wow, you're a faggot
yes
Quote from: Boyager on August 17, 2009, 10:45:45 PM
go hug your mother anyway she'll appreciate it
but seriously this is one of those things where you just have to go and do it. there's no other way.
my mom hates me too lol
Quote from: Boyager on August 17, 2009, 10:48:18 PM
yes
see what you've done famy? akudood;
Quotemy mom hates me too lol
i doubt she hates you entirely. i mean you came out of her hyperexpanded vagina after all, it takes some love to be willing to do that.
anyway there's nothing more i can say besides what i've already said. either you continuing whining and being miserable or you try to trust and see how it goes.
i didn't whine before i tried to trust someone and let them hurt me. happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 17, 2009, 11:03:38 PM
wow you must be a faggot
fuck you fag
got you like dicks
maybe you guys should just go play majora's mask again idk :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 17, 2009, 11:25:47 PM
maybe you guys should just go play majora's mask again idk :(
i agree :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 17, 2009, 11:25:47 PM
maybe you guys should just go play majora's mask again idk :(
yes yes
i just had chips and dip and didn't share with anyone am i a terrible person? :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 17, 2009, 11:37:57 PM
i just had chips and dip and didn't share with anyone am i a terrible person? :(
yes because now im hungry you bastard.
Quote from: Boyager on August 17, 2009, 11:36:33 PM
yes yes
make my cousins play majora's mask to learn life lessons y
/n
they're like 6 and 3 so i doubt they'll get it anyway. the only game they have is some princess game for the wii though so i feel kinda bad. maybe i'll just give them oot or something.
i want to dance with this person.
Quote from: Boyager on August 18, 2009, 07:21:58 PM
i want to dance with this person.
so when the devil wants to dance with you, you better say never
because a dance with the devil might last you forever
Quote from: Boyager on August 18, 2009, 12:06:56 AM
yes because now im hungry you bastard.
make my cousins play majora's mask to learn life lessons y/n
yes yes
immortal technique cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on August 18, 2009, 07:36:22 PM
so when the devil wants to dance with you, you better say never
because a dance with the devil might last you forever
if the devil looks this way how do you say never. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on August 18, 2009, 08:07:40 PM
if the devil looks this way how do you say never.
by whipping out your looking glass
i dropped my looking glass and broke it saddood;
slit your wrists with the pieces happydood;
Then I would get blood on my white dress. :(
good white is a crappy color red is much better giggle;
i have a pretty red dress. i could change. hocuspocus;
AAAAAAH FUCKINGFUCK
Quote from: Boyager on August 18, 2009, 09:22:30 PM
i have a pretty red dress. i could change. hocuspocus;
yeah your underwear after you leaked blood all over yourself
dear boyah, today i tried to hold a conversation with my sisters and it went well at first but then i shoved it down the crapper. fun fun fun.
i find it ironic how i can help other people with their problems, yet i can do nothing for myself.
Dear boyah, my girl was very horny yesterday after martial arts class but she was the only one that got pleasure because i forgot the condoms fml
Dear Boyah,
I wish she'd believe me that he's a lying dick.
dear boyah,
i sure do love fads. its been a while since we last talked. i wish you'd write me back some time.
love,
boyager
Quote from: Boyager on August 20, 2009, 12:13:32 PM
dear boyah,
i sure do love fads. its been a while since we last talked. i wish you'd write me back some time.
love,
boyager
I sense an outsider
fucking a.
I really hate how a certain few of you try to make your life seem worse.
Also I use this thread way too much.
I fucking love italics.
I shit myself.
Piss.
Quote from: Boyager on August 20, 2009, 08:23:14 PM
I fucking love italics.
it leans to the right, like my dick
Quote from: Boyager on August 20, 2009, 08:23:14 PM
I really hate how a certain few of you try to make your life seem worse.
Also I use this thread way too much.
I fucking love italics.
I haven't even begun to describe how much my life sucks.
Quote from: Boyager on August 20, 2009, 08:29:44 PM
I haven't even begun to describe how much my life sucks.
But what's the point in starting?
Quote from: Boyager on August 20, 2009, 08:24:15 PM
it leans to the right, like my dick
Mine leans a little farther than the italics do
[tex]No[/tex]
ho
ho
ho
idk wat to post on this site
my life is boring but i am not d-pressed
Quote from: Boyager on August 20, 2009, 08:23:14 PM
I really hate how a certain few of you try to make your life seem worse.
Also I use this thread way too much.
I fucking love italics.
I sense another outsider... Veal perhaps
There are still people referred to as Outsiders?
[spoiler]Outsider is dead, there are no more Outsiders.[/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2009, 03:39:11 PM
I sense another outsider... Veal perhaps
hint: both times you sensed an outsider it was the same person. and no it was not veal.
also yeah outsider is dead.
Outsiderrpg is not!
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2009, 08:15:10 PM
Outsiderrpg is not!
tell me that again once hero goes back to college
There is Pqqu too. baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2009, 09:15:20 PM
There is Pqqu too. baddood;
I hear she's sexy and runs a good project.
oh god...i can't help it
i'm changing...
help
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2009, 09:29:45 PM
oh god...i can't help it
i'm changing...
help
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
Story of my life in so many ways.
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2009, 09:29:45 PM
oh god...i can't help it
i'm changing...
help
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
Congratulations! Your BOYAGER evolved into A POPULAR GUY/GAL
Quote from: Alyssa the Glowing Sole on August 21, 2009, 09:26:24 PM
I hear she's sexy and runs a good project.
So much more gets done when she is there. And omg yes sexy. bassir;
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2009, 09:34:31 PM
Story of my life in so many ways.
You're a werewolf too? baddood;
Werewolves are boys...naked giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on August 21, 2009, 09:39:50 PM
You're a werewolf too? baddood;
Werewolves are boys...naked giggle;
More like augh god I don't understand life at all
Also, here, have a stefan george poem on the subject.
rot fischlein
fischlein rot
stech dich mit dem dreischneidigen messer tot
reiss dich mit meinen fingern entzwei
dass dem stummen kreisen
ein ende sei
rot fischlein
fischlein rot
mein messerlein ist rot
meine fingerlein sind rot
in der schale sinkt ein
fischlein tot
Fuck you. I trusted you.
Cut the shit or else.
Why does everything I ever post get ignored
why dont you guys like me
every night i turn my self into a WEREWOLF
AROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I like KFC. :'(
oh fuck
Quote from: Thyme on August 23, 2009, 10:04:15 AM
I like KFC. :'(
THYMEY IT'S GROSS
akudood;
If you want, I can make you a chicken dish with
actual chicken. cjlubdoods;
Quote from: King Shishkebaboo on August 23, 2009, 03:20:44 PM
THYMEY IT'S GROSS
akudood;
If you want, I can make you a chicken dish with actual chicken. cjlubdoods;
S'il-vous-plaît. cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Thyme on August 23, 2009, 06:38:00 PM
S'il-vous-plaît. cjlubdoods;
Okay then. cjlubdoods;
Just promise me you'll never eat that filth again. :'(
I want to meet a cute, feminine boy who will hang out with me and be open to various things.
Quote from: Boyager on August 23, 2009, 06:47:16 PM
I want to meet a cute, feminine boy who will hang out with me and be open to various things.
Hi. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on August 23, 2009, 06:54:38 PM
I meant in my area, and I do not live in Texas.
Oh, sorry.
Is this Kaz? giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on August 23, 2009, 06:56:55 PM
...
Maybe.
Well, I know who it really is.
Secret safe with me. But James should fix the page that tells you what everyone is doing. n_u
It's not me, I just like to watch. n_u
[spoiler]"Oh, I know you do. yes;"[/spoiler]
Quote from: Thyme on August 23, 2009, 07:00:48 PM
It's not me, I just like to watch. n_u
[spoiler]"Oh, I know you do. yes;"[/spoiler]
Thymey why do you have to get me all hot and bothered? giggle;
fat ppl r gross
wow you guys suck
except the fat hater
all people are gross actually
Quote from: Boyager on August 23, 2009, 07:22:59 PM
all people are gross actually
fat people are extra gross
doodthing;
More for Timey. giggle;
Quote from: Thyme on August 23, 2009, 07:47:54 PM
More for Timey. giggle;
You don't like men, so I'm useless. :'(
Friends aren't useless. :'(
Felt is the only one who will want to Beth my Gibbons. :'(
Quote from: King Shishkebaboo on August 23, 2009, 07:51:15 PM
Felt is the only one who will want to Beth my Gibbons. :'(
Well, the more important question is, would you want to [insert first name here] his [insert surname here]? n_u
Quote from: Boyager on August 23, 2009, 07:58:47 PM
Well, the more important question is, would you want to [insert first name here] his [insert surname here]? n_u
Of course I want him to Barack my Obama, but it has to be consensual. :(
I just now realized that "Ryan my Flanagan" does sound quite a bit dirty. n_u
Quote from: Thyme on August 23, 2009, 08:09:02 PM
I just now realized that "Ryan my Flanagan" does sound quite a bit dirty. n_u
I personally find it annoying when he spews that phrase and I want to pull my hair out. awdood;
Why don't my IRL friends ever fucking talk to me? :(
Even on Facebook 98% of the wall posts/comments I get are from Boyagers and Outsiders.
Quote from: Boyager on August 23, 2009, 09:41:10 PM
Why don't my IRL friends ever fucking talk to me? :(
Even on Facebook 98% of the wall posts/comments I get are from Boyagers and Outsiders.
Same here ;__;
i don't even get wall posts from boyagers/outsiders akudood;
I get a bunch of wall posts but its only from this one kid i know whom i talk to a lot
I don't even have a facebook.
Plus it's cooler to be not-internet savvy these days so most people don't like to admit they go on the internet at all except for girls.
I like garage sales and yard sales because I can go buy silly things and wonder what their history is. happydood;
I want to dann your fry. happydood;
i want to aubrey your trebilcock toothdood;
i want to ann your curry. :(
School sucks ass.
hey umm i contemplate suicide every day of my life.
is this bad? i mean im not able to do it so there's no danger in said thoughts, but at this point it's become a sort of relaxation thing. is this bad?
Quote from: Boyager on August 25, 2009, 05:03:53 PM
hey umm i contemplate suicide every day of my life.
is this bad? i mean im not able to do it so there's no danger in said thoughts, but at this point it's become a sort of relaxation thing. is this bad?
I want you to send me a PM.
NOW.
Quote from: Boyager on August 25, 2009, 05:03:53 PM
hey umm i contemplate suicide every day of my life.
is this bad? i mean im not able to do it so there's no danger in said thoughts, but at this point it's become a sort of relaxation thing. is this bad?
I do it too. giggle;
Both of you, stop it right now.
do it faggots
lol
Wrong on both
ok, first one is socks, second one is maybe me86.
Eighty-Six only rarely uses the catface. He would have used the wink in that case. hocuspocus;
Thyme is right, it wasn't me. n_u
i give up :(
i know who they were
The second one is me, the most secretly yet obviously depressed Boyager. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on August 25, 2009, 07:12:52 PM
The second one is me, the most secretly yet obviously depressed Boyager. hocuspocus;
You're trying to make it sound like it's me. saddood;
Quote from: Thyme on August 25, 2009, 07:12:44 PM
"do it faggots" sounds very Title-like.
it wasnt him
Quote from: Thyme on August 25, 2009, 07:13:43 PM
You're trying to make it sound like it's me. saddood;
It was me, dummy.
Quote from: Thyme on August 25, 2009, 07:17:48 PM
But they don't know that. :'(
I'm quite sure no one would think it was you O_0
Quote from: Boyager on August 25, 2009, 07:18:24 PM
I'm quite sure no one would think it was you O_0
It fits insanely well with something I would say. O_0
Quote from: Boyager on August 25, 2009, 07:12:52 PM
The second one is me, the most secretly yet obviously depressed Boyager. hocuspocus;
If this is who I think it is, why? :(
oh also
of course no one would think it's me, no one pays attention to that kind of stuff but me maps;
wow what faggots
Quote from: Boyager on August 25, 2009, 07:19:41 PM
If this is who I think it is, why? :(
Severe discontentment with everything and an utter feeling of emptiness and failure.
It rivals my self pity and lack of self esteem.
i feel bad for most of you guys, not gonna lie
I feel like depressed people make a habit of talking to me.
Hell, I talk to me more often than anyone else does!
baw
Quote from: Alyssa the Glowing Sole on August 25, 2009, 07:29:04 PM
I feel like depressed people make a habit of talking to me.
Hell, I talk to me more often than anyone else does!
i bet i talk to me more than you talk to you badass
I don't even want to talk to myself.
Quote from: Boyager on August 25, 2009, 07:47:11 PM
I don't even want to talk to myself.
Because you're so worthless that you get bored with yourself lololololol
[spoiler]jk ;_________;[/spoiler]
I wish I were strong. ;_;
and im not talking about "lul i can lift this"
Quote from: Boyager on August 25, 2009, 07:51:27 PM
I wish I were strong. ;_;
and im not talking about "lul i can lift this"
wimp
I keep thinking Echo is a girl. O_0
Quote from: Boyager on August 28, 2009, 07:04:58 AM
I keep thinking Echo is a girl. O_0
is it because he's so cute and loveable giggle;
Quote from: Echo on August 28, 2009, 08:22:36 AM
n_u Why?
Probably the avatar... same reason why people think I'm black
Quote from: Boyager on August 28, 2009, 09:28:45 AM
Probably the avatar... same reason why people think I'm black
We all know you really are YPR. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on August 28, 2009, 08:29:49 AM
is it because he's so cute and loveable giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on August 28, 2009, 09:28:45 AM
Probably the avatar... same reason why people think I'm black
Both. n_u
I love weed. giggle;
Lets smoke and be social and happy. cjlubdoods;
Plan is back on.
Less than 3 weeks.
I can't really read psyduck;
I feel like I lost my soul. saddood;
fuck
fuck
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:'(
Quote from: Boyager on August 30, 2009, 10:20:17 PM
fuck
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:'(
Exactly. baddood;
What did I even do to begin with? Now I have three people pissed at me and one won't even talk to me
why does shit happen here and i am the only one who doesn't know what's going on
I should probably get to NA meetings before I can't stop the pills.
If my girlfriend calls me one more time to have a group discussion with her friends I am putting a bullet through my head
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2009, 04:29:51 PM
If my girlfriend calls me one more time to have a group discussion with her friends I am putting a bullet through my head
At least you have a girlfriend.
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2009, 06:16:13 PM
At least you have a girlfriend.
what's the point if you don't love her
At least you can get a girlfriend. :(
Honestly Rae? Again?
I feel so empty
can you guys just stop fucking bitching holy shit
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2009, 07:33:57 PM
can you guys just stop fucking bitching holy shit
please leave boyah
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2009, 07:33:57 PM
can you guys just stop fucking bitching holy shit
no.
I wonder...if you do the right thing...does it make...everybody...happy?
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2009, 08:39:08 PM
I wonder...if you do the right thing...does it make...everybody...happy?
you're a fag
got
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2009, 08:39:08 PM
I wonder...if you do the right thing...does it make...everybody...happy?
no never n_u
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2009, 08:44:14 PM
you're a faggot
You've met with a terrible fate, haven't you?
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2009, 08:51:08 PM
You've met with a terrible fate, haven't you?
yeah im quoting a fag
got's post on boyah
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2009, 10:16:03 PM
yeah im quoting a faggot's post on boyah
I... I shall consume. Consume... consume everything...
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2009, 11:21:48 PM
I... I shall consume. Consume... consume everything...
not if i fucking play the song of time, bitch
Quote from: Boyager on August 31, 2009, 11:24:55 PM
not if i fucking play the song of time, bitch
You caught a
bug in a bottle! Use [glow=yellow,2,300]
C[/glow] to release it. Bugs like to burrow in small holes.
[glow=blue,2,300]...[/glow]
talk2meplzlol
Quote from: Boyager on September 01, 2009, 10:26:14 PM
talk2meplzlol
you selfish bitch, I hope you fuckin' burn in
hell for this shit
That was rude saddood;
I wish people talked to me. :(
I want to be your friend but I can't talk to you because I can't trust you.
If you DON'T talk to me, we will never be friends. And you'll never trust me. And I'll drift off and become a casual acquaintance. I will disappear completely.
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 12:07:55 PM
And I'll drift off and become a casual acquaintance. I will disappear completely.
i'm so afraid this will happen to us when i start school. i love you so much and i'm pretty sure my heart will shatter if you suddenly start to evaporate from my life. this is our only chance. :(
Fuck you.
you're all fags
I'd like to send a fuck you out to someone too n_u
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 07:27:27 PM
I'd like to send a fuck you out to someone too n_u
man up and say it bitch
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 02:47:03 PM
i'm so afraid this will happen to us when i start school. i love you so much and i'm pretty sure my heart will shatter if you suddenly start to evaporate from my life. this is our only chance. :(
that wasn't who you think it was
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 07:28:46 PM
man up and say it bitch
Fine.
Fuck you, David. :'(
[spoiler]n_u[/spoiler]
Everything is just okay. happydood;
Of course I'm upset, but there is there is a feeling of happiness and renewal. I lost something but gained something just as special. happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 07:55:02 PM
Everything is just okay. happydood;
Of course I'm upset, but there is there is a feeling of happiness and renewal. I lost something but gained something just as special. happydood;
no one cares
idk anymore
Hi Rae
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 07:54:51 PM
Fine.
Fuck you, David. :'(
[spoiler]n_u[/spoiler]
thyme you're such a tool
omg Rae said fuck you all :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 07:56:27 PM
shut up you whiny bitch.
that wasnt me but fuck you no one cares still |:
why does nick whine so much guys
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:13:02 PM
why does nick whine so much guys
because he wants rae to suck his pee pee but rae doesnt want to
lots of secret hatred in here n_u
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:14:48 PM
both famy
Nick, you're a paranoid bitch and I'm tired of reading your whiny shit about Rae blocking you and ignoring you, I don't give a fuck. If you're too stupid to see why she blocks you, maybe you should read this post and try to figure out why I decided to block you while I typed this.
shut the fuck up only the second one was me
The first one was me because he said no one cared when I said I was happy. happydood;
Quote from: JMV on September 02, 2009, 08:20:11 PM
The first one was me because he said no one cared when I said I was happy. happydood;
I thought it was someone else.
You're the one who told her to block me lol
Quote from: JMV on September 02, 2009, 08:20:11 PM
The first one was me because he said no one cared when I said I was happy. happydood;
nick is so gay omg
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:21:21 PM
I thought it was someone else.
You're the one who told her to block me lol
No I didn't.
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:25:55 PM
"Make him pay"
"Make him sad"
lol
No, its more like
"Nick won't shut up and he's bothering me"
"jesus christ retard its the internet you can ignore him if he's that annoying"
"lol"
lol
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:21:21 PM
I thought it was someone else.
You're the one who told her to block me lol
Jesus. I told you and now I am telling everyone. NO ONE TELLS ME WHAT THE FUCK TO DO. I blocked you all by my lonesome. Quit pestering Famy and leave him the fuck alone. At this point even he he asked me to I wouldn't talk to you.
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:29:57 PM
Jesus. I told you and now I am telling everyone. NO ONE TELLS ME WHAT THE FUCK TO DO. I blocked you all by my lonesome. Quit pestering Famy and leave him the fuck alone. At this point even he he asked me to I wouldn't talk to you.
Why can't you just tell me what I did? You ignore me and get nothing solved. One moment to the next you said fuck you all. Of course I'm going to try and find out why.
spam;
I didn't start any of this.
Quote from: JMV on September 02, 2009, 08:31:51 PM
spam;
I didn't start any of this.
Yes you did you fucker. n_u
Quote from: JMV on September 02, 2009, 08:31:51 PM
spam;
I didn't start any of this.
yes you did
i know you told rae to ignore me she cant possibly make decisions on her own she's a woman
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:33:50 PM
yes you did
i know you told rae to ignore me she cant possibly make decisions on her own she's a woman
k that wasn't me
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:33:15 PM
Yes you did you fucker. n_u
You still never said why
Quote from: JMV on September 02, 2009, 08:31:51 PM
spam;
I didn't start any of this.
I blame the concept of Instant Messaging in general. baddood;
Quote from: Thyme on September 02, 2009, 08:34:27 PM
I blame the concept of Instant Messaging in general. baddood;
I blame him bothering females and encouraging emotional backlash. spam;
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:33:50 PM
yes you did
i know you told rae to ignore me she cant possibly make decisions on her own she's a woman
lmao. Trouble maker. Nick would never have the balls to say that.
Quote from: JMV on September 02, 2009, 08:35:22 PM
I blame him bothering females and encouraging emotional backlash. spam;
At least he tries to interact with them. smithicide;
Quote from: Thyme on September 02, 2009, 08:36:58 PM
At least he tries to interact with them. smithicide;
only on the internet |:
Quote from: JMV on September 02, 2009, 08:35:22 PM
I blame him bothering females and encouraging emotional backlash. spam;
Bothering females? lol
You're the one who tries to get someone to like you when they treat you like shit instead of trying to find someone who actually treats you like you deserved to be.
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:36:38 PM
lmao. Trouble maker. Nick would never have the balls to say that.
Oh I have a lot to say. If you'd actually talk to me I'd bother saying it. I don't want you to ignore me forever lol
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:37:43 PM
only on the internet |:
no lol
Quote from: Thyme on September 02, 2009, 08:36:58 PM
At least he tries to interact with them. smithicide;
So do you. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:39:02 PM
So do you. saddood;
befuddlement
befuddlement
befuddlement
I do? huhdoodame;
See? You can't even answer as to why you randomly got mad at me.
Quote from: Thyme on September 02, 2009, 08:40:32 PM
befuddlement
befuddlement
befuddlement
I do? huhdoodame;
You talked to me here before. n_u
Typical. Avoiding it.
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:42:42 PM
Typical. Avoiding it.
typical
making five posts when someone doesnt respond to the first
<script language=JavaScript type="text/javascript">
var answer = window.prompt ("is there IM drama going on y\\n", "insert y or n here");
if (answer = "y")
{
window.alert ("gtfo lol");
}
else
{
window.alert ("keep on truckin boyah");</script>
idk it's probably wrong lol maps;
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:42:08 PM
You talked to me here before. n_u
yeah but i do it in moderation because i don't want to end up involved in all of this n_u
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:38:45 PM
Bothering females? lol
Rae
Hime
Hensa
How many times has each blocked you?
Quote
You're the one who tries to get someone to like you when they treat you like shit instead of trying to find someone who actually treats you like you deserved to be.
Maybe I deserve to be treated like shit. spam;
Argh, it is wrong. Forgot that double-equals in the "if". saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:47:34 PM
Rae
Hime
Hensa
How many times has each blocked you?
Maybe I deserve to be treated like shit. spam;
Rae always does randomly over small things which get turned huge
hime once I guess. I really don't care
Hensa. None.
BECAUSE THOSE ARE ALL THE FEMALES HERE lol
silly drama
cut it out you guys
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:47:21 PM
<script language=JavaScript type="text/javascript">
var answer = window.prompt ("is there IM drama going on y\\n", "insert y or n here");
if (answer = "y")
{
window.alert ("gtfo lol");
}
else
{
window.alert ("keep on truckin boyah");</script>
idk it's probably wrong lol maps;
yeah but i do it in moderation because i don't want to end up involved in all of this n_u
So sorry. I think I am missing out on a good friend then. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:52:48 PM
silly drama
cut it out you guys
It really is quite silly. Everyone is being ridiculous, definitely including myself. However, I just simply wanted to know why. If she would say, I'd accept it and drop it.
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:49:59 PM
Rae always does randomly over small things which get turned huge
hime once I guess. I really don't care
Hensa. None.
BECAUSE THOSE ARE ALL THE FEMALES HERE lol
Lozal
Clucky
Velvet
Sam
Skylark
Miss Pyrate
akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:56:38 PM
Lozal
Clucky
Velvet
Sam
Skylark
Miss Pyrate
akudood;
That was sarcasm. He is just acting like I just talk to the girls here, which is completely wrong.
i dont understand how anyone could be a bitch to rae anyway. from what i know her life isnt exactly the greatest and on top of that she's super nice. what kind of bastard do you have to be, seriously?
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 09:00:21 PM
i dont understand how anyone could be a bitch to rae anyway. from what i know her life isnt exactly the greatest and on top of that she's super nice. what kind of bastard do you have to be, seriously?
a fucking fat homo gay bastard
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 09:00:21 PM
i dont understand how anyone could be a bitch to rae anyway. from what i know her life isnt exactly the greatest and on top of that she's super nice. what kind of bastard do you have to be, seriously?
Im not...
?
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 08:56:38 PM
Lozal
Clucky
Velvet
Sam
Skylark
Miss Pyrate
akudood;
you forgot pqqu and bluaki
Maybe if this is the way it is going to be I need to take a break from here. baddood; I just want to have fun.
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 09:03:36 PM
you forgot pqqu and bluaki
I knew I forgot someone. SORRY.
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 09:04:52 PM
Maybe if this is the way it is going to be I need to take a break from here. baddood; I just want to have fun.
Its my fault. Just tell me why you just got angry at me though. That's all Ive wanted to know. Just tell me and I'll stop bugging famy about it and I'll leave you alone.
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 09:06:23 PM
Its my fault. Just tell me why you just got angry at me though. That's all Ive wanted to know. Just tell me and I'll stop bugging famy about it and I'll leave you alone.
maybe they do it because you react funny. i told you this before giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 09:08:08 PM
maybe they do it because you react funny. i told you this before giggle;
You did lol I remember lol<3
I won't give into it anymore. If you can't figure it out too bad. Fuck this shit. goodnight everyone.
I have no idea what's going on baddood;
me too hiro but i'm still a little shocked at what i'm seeing here befuddlement
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 09:10:36 PM
I won't give into it anymore. If you can't figure it out too bad. Fuck this shit. goodnight everyone.
It was the AIM thing and then I asked how did famy know what I told you. I'd like to believe it was for a... More serious reason. I'm just asking. It isn't an insult or anything. I just wanted to know how lol. He made it seem like I was whining about it when it was a joke and not intended to be seen as whining.
I'll leave so you can stay.
Goodnight...:(
take care...
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 09:15:56 PM
me too hiro but i'm still a little shocked at what i'm seeing here befuddlement
what exactly are you seeing befuddlement
Nobody wants to talk to me anymore. :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 09:19:20 PM
Nobody wants to talk to me anymore. :(
hiro and i will cjlubdoods;
<script language=JavaScript type="text/javascript">
var answer = window.prompt ("is there IM drama going on y\\n", "insert y or n here");
if (answer == "y")
{
window.alert ("gtfo lol");
}
else if (answer == "n")
{
window.alert ("keep on truckin boyah");
}
else
{
window.alert ("wtf retard that's not a valid answer");
}
</script>
that's better akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 09:19:20 PM
Nobody wants to talk to me anymore. :(
if i imed i would talk to you
Quote from: Boyager on September 02, 2009, 09:19:20 PM
Nobody wants to talk to me anymore. :(
I would be being nicer to everyone else / myself, and be more willing to talk to people other than myself, if I didn't feel so awful these days.
Give it time. giggle;
k;ldjaf;lkjdaf i hate people baddood;
i love the way i am and can nobody out here change me
I wish I could love myself. :(
I think hiro is half retarded
im horny
ok im not horny anymore
wait no im horny again
what no im not
horny is a silly word
Quote from: Boyager on September 05, 2009, 03:07:38 PM
horny is a silly word
most words related to sex are, really
Quote from: Boyager on September 05, 2009, 08:02:26 AM
i love the way i am and can nobody out here change me
I got more rhymes then the Manor got folks, had style
Since I went to McDowl, wearin' boats
And penny loafers know I had the nickel in mines
We use to hoop in my yard but now I dribble the rhyme
I almost want to start doing what I got help for again.
Quote from: Boyager on September 09, 2009, 07:59:07 PM
I almost want to start doing what I got help for again.
you're such a fag
got
hi
I killed a man today. :(
Nick is someone I turn to in times of need. When things get bad, when times are rough, I say to myself: "What would Nick have done in this situation?", and then I choose from the lengthy list of possibilities: (1) Pass out, or (2) Break something.
"Week without a chat thread" has been going on for only three minutes and I'm already feeling very disoriented.
i have a crush on jmv i hope he never finds out oh god oh god
omg not you too, famy:(
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2009, 09:49:39 PM
blockan me
you blocked me first retard i dont want to get messages from you if i cant even respond to them
Oh god, no. Not this again.
The verb "to block" and all of its tenses should be blocked. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Thyme on September 11, 2009, 09:54:35 PM
Oh god, no. Not this again.
The verb "to block" and all of its tenses should be blocked. hocuspocus;
nick would find ways to get past that |:
i have a crush on ba
i hope we can get gay married some day
i heard ba doesnt take too kindly to you homosexuals |:
I wish James didn't hate me so much. giggle;
Ooops, I checked the box. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2009, 11:23:28 PM
i heard ba doesnt take too kindly to you homosexuals |:
he will love me.
wait until you see my dick
Quote from: King Shishkebaboo on September 11, 2009, 11:24:08 PM
I wish James didn't hate me so much. giggle;
Ooops, I checked the box. n_u
i think you insulted him
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2009, 10:50:30 PM
i have a crush on ba
i hope we can get gay married some day
we can have a gay honeymoon and get a gay house and raise gay children
Quote from: Boyager on September 12, 2009, 12:21:41 AM
we can have a gay honeymoon and get a gay house and raise gay children
giggle;
can we get a gay dog
how about a lesbian cat we dont want this to be a sausage fest after all
Quote from: Boyager on September 12, 2009, 12:38:42 AM
how about a lesbian cat we dont want this to be a sausage fest after all
ok
giggle;
I wish I did suck so much.
oh wait I'm being an idiot.
lock this thread too
Murder murder murder
Someone should be angry
The crime of the century
Who shot little Bambi
Never trust a hippie
'Cause I love punky Bambi
I'll kill to find the killer
In that rotten roll army
All the spikey punkers
Believers in the ruins
With one big shout
They all cry out
Who killed Bambi?
Who?
Quote from: Boyager on September 12, 2009, 07:23:09 AM
lock this thread too
No. As James said, "Week without a chat thread" is an experiment. If one of the results of said experiment is an exodus to the Anonymous board, he shouldn't put a stop to it otherwise it would compromise the scientific integrity of the experiment. n_u
Quote from: ДавиÌд on September 12, 2009, 05:52:15 AM
I wish I did suck so much.
oh wait I'm being an idiot.
goonish
I just want to ask you something
um are we still friends?
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Quote from: Boyager on September 13, 2009, 06:10:43 PM
lol i know what you did
shh lol
or do I mean what I did to deserve it?
Can't even respond to one email or anything? Wow.
it's like ive been traumatized all over again.
oh well i shouldve expected it. things were going too good.
And if you love me, won't you let me know?
i'm the only person online right now.
annotating huckleberry finn is a bitchhhhhhhh because it has no plottttttt and its such a piece of shitttttt
htt
hhhhhtttttttttttttttttttt
hthhththththhtt
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2009, 01:57:52 AM
i'm the only person online right now.
annotating huckleberry finn is a bitchhhhhhhh because it has no plottttttt and its such a piece of shitttttt
htt
hhhhhtttttttttttttttttttt
hthhththththhtt
Nyerp, read my book, please? :(
Quote from: Nyerp on September 15, 2009, 04:10:19 AM
uh that wasn't me
akudood; akudood; akudood;
httt
hhhhhhttttttttttttt
hththththththhthth
i wish jmv would take our religious "arguments" less seriously. most of the time im just trying to rile him up, though yeah sometimes im being serious but when i am its generally dead obvious.
Quote from: Boyager on September 16, 2009, 12:13:10 AM
i wish jmv would take our religious "arguments" less seriously. most of the time im just trying to rile him up, though yeah sometimes im being serious but when i am its generally dead obvious.
uuh religion and politics usually are the only intrests he has other than pitchfork top songs so its a good idea to not go arguing about them madood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 16, 2009, 12:13:10 AM
i wish jmv would take our religious "arguments" less seriously. most of the time im just trying to rile him up, though yeah sometimes im being serious but when i am its generally dead obvious.
make you should stop believing in Goldilocks and Snow White.
i am the only one online i feel like a loser
Quote from: Echo on September 16, 2009, 10:25:30 AM
i am the only one online i feel like a loser
You're not. saddood;
Quote from: Echo on September 16, 2009, 10:25:30 AM
i am the only one online i feel like a loser
I love you Echo. cjlubdoods;
saddood; happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 16, 2009, 04:23:55 PM
never forget
She ate the forbidden apple to wash away our sins. :'(
I'm going to summon a demon
someone hold me
I have court on 12 November. spam;
Quote from: Boyager on September 17, 2009, 01:53:12 PM
I have court on 12 November. spam;
I hope the speeding ticket appeal goes well. bassir;
(http://i29.tinypic.com/30254er.jpg)
Goddammit. :'(
I fucking hate it when I do it and regret it each time, it has no constructive value yet it's addicting. ;_______;
It's starting to set it. I'm alone :'(
I need cookies. happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 18, 2009, 03:16:46 AM
I fucking hate it when I do it and regret it each time, it has no constructive value yet it's addicting. ;_______;
did you masturbate
I want to fuck my cousin :(
We had a party at my grandparents 50th anniversary and I remember there was one hot girl who i saw there idk if she was my cousin or something
I was going to make you someting idk i amdumb
Quote from: Boyager on September 18, 2009, 05:11:22 PM
I was going to make you someting idk i amdumb
guilt for me feeling like shit just makes everything so much better.
Quote from: Boyager on September 18, 2009, 04:53:43 PM
I want to fuck my cousin :(
There was a while when I was infatuated with my step-cousin. It's a hard situation.
Speaking of which, if you can find a screening of August: Osage County, it's a good play with a bunch of incesty things going on in a nice sort of way.
hi:[
I lied about making up how much I loved you.
I actually did and still do. happydood;
And then I feel guilty and horrible and miserable.
I wish I didn't love you though.
Part of the reason why I left was because I had an epiphany on how it was retarded I was and felt guilty and ruin everything. saddood;
was hiro skylark's last (or only) boyfriend
Quote from: Boyager on September 19, 2009, 05:19:51 PM
how it was retarded I was and felt guilty and ruin everything. saddood;
doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on September 19, 2009, 05:22:56 PM
was hiro skylark's last (or only) boyfriend
why are you asking this in anon goonish
skylark was my last (and only) girlfriend, but I was not her only boyfriend or girlfriend. Don't know about last though
skylark is fucking dumb
plztlk
MARCCUUSSS.... wry
You know who I am.
Do you mean it when you say those things to me...Smith? giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on September 19, 2009, 08:41:36 PM
You know who I am.
Do you mean it when you say those things to me...Smith? giggle;
No.
Daoust means them. maps;
Quote from: Boyager on September 19, 2009, 08:50:57 PM
Daoust means them. maps;
Daoust is also the only one who uses "maps;". spam;
Quote from: Hïro on September 19, 2009, 05:26:14 PM
why are you asking this in anon goonish
skylark was my last (and only) girlfriend, but I was not her only boyfriend or girlfriend. Don't know about last though
dur, i know she's had girlfriends after you
i was just wondering if you were her last
BOYfriend
did she date girls before you
...the point i'm getting at is,
did you turn her gay?
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2009, 06:41:22 AM
dur, i know she's had girlfriends after you
i was just wondering if you were her last BOYfriend
did she date girls before you
...the point i'm getting at is, did you turn her gay?
oh god lol what the fuck
If she did decide she was bisexual after dating Hiro, it wasn't out of his sheer Hironess. She came to that conclusion on her own.
She's pansexual. Gender doesn't matter to her.
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2009, 08:55:11 AM
She's pansexual. Gender doesn't matter to her.
wouldn't that just be "sexual"
skylark is extremely sexual
she wanted to suck me off in the first date but i refused so i just put on my goggles and it freaked her out
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2009, 08:55:11 AM
She's pansexual. Gender doesn't matter to her.
Bisexual
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2009, 11:27:13 AM
Bisexual
no she likes trannys and animals and plants and food and
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2009, 11:42:51 AM
no she likes trannys and animals and plants and food and
indie hipster faggot
imfaggot
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2009, 05:37:59 PM
omg first response three weeks
It wasn't for you for you though. baddood; It was for Marcus.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU--
I ingested something intentionally and now I'm severely ill and I hate everything in life.
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2009, 05:51:38 PM
It wasn't for you for you though. baddood; It was for Marcus.
I know lol
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2009, 05:57:27 PM
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU--
I ingested something intentionally and now I'm severely ill and I hate everything in life.
Well that was dumb
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2009, 05:57:27 PM
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU--
I ingested something intentionally and now I'm severely ill and I hate everything in life.
You dumb piece of shit!
Um I never lied to you:(
Skylark is wonderful and you guys suck.
Quote from: Alyssa the Glowing Sole on September 20, 2009, 06:36:09 PM
Skylark is wonderful and you guys suck.
the anonymous bored isn't the place to look for humanity
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2009, 06:38:18 PM
the anonymous bored isn't the place to look for humanity
Welcome to *chan
You never finished your story
oh this is hilarious.
Quote from: Boyager on September 20, 2009, 06:05:27 PM
You dumb piece of shit!
It's just overwhelming amounts of guilt and I have no one to redirect my feelings to since they're gone.
And even then it'll wouldn't solve anything. I'm just finding stability by attaching myself to anything possible that provides quick comfort. ;_;
The solution is to fix what causes it, but I've been at it for years and I barely had any success, and my only person I actually trust is far away.
guilt eats at the soul and destroys you slowly.
i'm a whore;__;
I hate that it takes me to so long to ejaculate baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 21, 2009, 08:48:03 AM
I hate that it takes me to so long to ejaculate baddood;
I would help but it would somehow violate my overly strict and ridged value system that forces me to oppose any type of love directed at me stemming from a self-esteem crushing childhood. happydood;
Plus I can't think of any other reasons why I'm so attracted to you. Maybe it's because I love how you brutally argue against people's beliefs and disregard their their value system, or how you got first your FBLA thing, or how intelligent you aaaaareeee. happydood;
I'm retarded. :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 21, 2009, 08:48:03 AM
I hate that it takes me to so long to ejaculate baddood;
I don't happydood;
I really don't like it when Hiro posts a single goonish or doodhuh; emote in a post just to show he finds something another poster said ridiculous.
And most of the time, it really isn't.
Quote from: Boyager on September 22, 2009, 07:47:22 PM
I really don't like it when Hiro posts a single goonish or doodhuh; emote in a post just to show he finds something another poster said ridiculous.
And most of the time, it really isn't.
I don't have anything to say, but I want to let it be known what i'm feeling and how I'm reacting to a statement, like a real conversation.
And how is 5 paragraphs in a hour not a little bit excessive? I guess it depends on the paragraph length, but I can barely copy down an essay in an hour, let alone think of what to write for it. akudood;
Quote from: Hïro on September 22, 2009, 07:50:37 PM
And how is 5 paragraphs in a hour not a little bit excessive? I guess it depends on the paragraph length, but I can barely copy down an essay in an hour, let alone think of what to write for it. akudood;
I meant generally. It's really an annoying habit you have.
I'll admit that's one of those times it is a bit ridiculous. n_u
Quote from: Hïro on September 22, 2009, 07:50:37 PM
I don't have anything to say, but I want to let it be known what i'm feeling and how I'm reacting to a statement, like a real conversation.
And how is 5 paragraphs in a hour not a little bit excessive? I guess it depends on the paragraph length, but I can barely copy down an essay in an hour, let alone think of what to write for it. akudood;
You're stupid, then.
Quote from: Boyager on September 22, 2009, 07:52:47 PM
You're stupid, then.
tell that to my test scores akudood;
Actually, my problem is that I always suffer from writer's block, and I am unable to just bs my way through an assignment. I have to write something decent by my standards. Although I often have missing writing assignments, the ones I get turned in are often praised by the teachers.
Quote from: Boyager on September 22, 2009, 07:52:20 PM
I meant generally. It's really an annoying habit you have.
I'll admit that's one of those times it is a bit ridiculous. n_u
Okay, I'm fine if you're a little bothered by it.
But honestly, why do you have to be anonymous? baddood;
^^^ me wariodood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 22, 2009, 07:55:45 PM
tell that to my test scores akudood;
Must not be a challenging test.
Quote from: Boyager on September 22, 2009, 07:55:45 PM
Okay, I'm fine if you're a little bothered by it.
But honestly, why do you have to be anonymous? baddood;
It's the Anonymous board! spam;
I do this all the time. JMV should know. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on September 22, 2009, 07:56:36 PM
Must not be a challenging test.
Well it is Arizona so you could be right, but I generally have very high test scores across the board.
Quote from: Thyme on September 22, 2009, 07:57:21 PM
It's the Anonymous board! spam;
I do this all the time. JMV should know. n_u
lol thyme <3 maps;
hey i'm joeinc
Famy isn't really a retard. n_u
I know he is so adorable. :3
Famy is so hot. n_u
Actually, I said that. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2009, 09:53:39 PM
you're gay then |:
I
AM Boyah's Gay Representative. wariodood;
See it's not all me. giggle;
famy's got the gay giggle;
Quote from: FAMY2 on September 26, 2009, 09:56:02 PM
See it's not all me. giggle;
Even though you alone could prove Famy's greatness.
I just thought I'd help. giggle;
I'm incompetent. happydood;
I read that as impotent. sillydood;
im sterile
also i have herpes
kefka is so awesome
:D
I'm probably not going to sleep the same ever again.
My usual sleeping routine consists of hugging a pillow, and pretended it was someone and pretending to feel their warmth, but that obviously will never happen.
oh, how addictive fantasies are
God damn I'm retarded for deteriorating my health.
I really fucking hate myself now.
SHIT
Fuck, I really do hate myself. :'(
You're so perfect :'(
That wasn't me by the way. :3
holy fucking shit stop fucking whining
i lose
I just want him to appear at my house, fuck me senseless, and then hold me for a while.
Quote from: Boyager on October 03, 2009, 06:00:53 AM
I just want him to appear at my house, fuck me senseless, and then hold me for a while.
ಠ_à²
Quote from: Boyager on October 03, 2009, 06:00:53 AM
I just want him to appear at my house, fuck me senseless, and then hold me for a while.
Don't even flatter yourself. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on October 03, 2009, 06:05:07 AM
ಠ_à²
I think he'd agree to it, too. We just need to talk more, y'know?
Quote from: Boyager on October 03, 2009, 06:15:22 AM
I think he'd agree to it, too. We just need to talk more, y'know?
but i'm confused. :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 03, 2009, 06:15:53 AM
He wants me :(
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2fVQzaBRoE4[/youtube]
Quote from: Boyager on October 03, 2009, 06:21:58 AM
but i'm confused. :([youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2fVQzaBRoE4[/youtube]
Nowhere in that way...the kind of "friendship building up for a long time containing a lot of sexual and emotional tension that's finding outlets just now also I'm a sad human being" sort of thing
Quote from: Boyager on October 03, 2009, 06:23:18 AM
Nowhere in that way...the kind of "friendship building up for a long time containing a lot of sexual and emotional tension that's finding outlets just now also I'm a sad human being" sort of thing
but don't you have a significant other that is what confused me.
also who is a sad human being
Quote from: Boyager on October 03, 2009, 06:24:34 AM
but don't you have a significant other that is what confused me.
also who is a sad human being
it's confusing ok
Quote from: Julius! on October 03, 2009, 06:24:56 AM
It must be nice to be wanted. :(
must be
i'm sorry, i didn't mean it, i take it back. i just want you to talk to me again. i need you. >.<
Quote from: Boyager on October 03, 2009, 02:45:03 PM
i'm sorry, i didn't mean it, i take it back. i just want you to talk to me again. i need you. >.<
is that to me
I know who it's to. giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on October 03, 2009, 05:39:07 PM
I know who it's to. giggle;
no you don't.
it's not him.
Quote from: Boyager on October 03, 2009, 05:43:23 PM
no you don't.
it's not him.
did you piss everyone off
baddood;
baw
jmv is hawt
i just did my math homework
and i liked it
I fucking hate it how I wake up late.
It is because I'm too busy stuck in my warm bed thinking of you. :3
I fucking hate it how I wake up late.
It is because I'm too busy being tired in my warm bed thinking of sleep.
Quote from: Boyager on October 07, 2009, 09:17:08 PM
I fucking hate it how I wake up late.
It is because I'm too busy being tired in my warm bed thinking of sleep.
O_0
(http://img180.imageshack.us/img180/3179/1255041237095.gif)
idk
who is that
Quote from: Boyager on October 09, 2009, 12:13:43 AM
looks like tyler playing the wii giggle;
I told you my playing technique is a SECRET. akudood;
The photographer did a magnificent job. giggle;
Somebody help me, what do I do? :( Why can't I do anything? :(
Quote from: Boyager on October 08, 2009, 11:36:39 PM
(http://img180.imageshack.us/img180/3179/1255041237095.gif)
idk
Very nice. hocuspocus;
I just took it from /v/, by the way. n_u
i shouldn't have tried to make this something more than friends
ive done it again and i hate myself
Never hate yourself for that. saddood;
(http://img124.imageshack.us/img124/9548/bgjfandagj9t1y81livqe3u.gif)
A lot of times I'm afraid I'm being a dick and people won't dare tell me.
Quote from: Boyager on October 11, 2009, 11:39:32 PM
A lot of times I'm afraid I'm being a dick and people won't dare tell me.
agreed
I'm not sure who I should listen to:
my friends, or myself.
I really don't know what is best for me, and they don't really know either.
Their method seems really harsh, and I really don't want it to happen but there's numerous amounts of positives I get from doing it. My way just consists of absorbing lies to make myself feel warm and toasty. Though my ability to do that ceased, the habit still remains since I've been doing it for two years.
I'm confused.
Quote from: Boyager on October 12, 2009, 01:02:22 AM
I'm not sure who I should listen to:
my friends, or myself.
I really don't know what is best for me, and they don't really know either.
Their method seems really harsh, and I really don't want it to happen but there's numerous amounts of positives I get from doing it. My way just consists of absorbing lies to make myself feel warm and toasty. Though my ability to do that ceased, the habit still remains since I've been doing it for two years.
I'm confused.
unless if you're just venting you'll have to detail both plans.
and as a general rule of thumb, your plans are generally better than other people's plans, when the subject is yourself.
Quote from: Boyager on October 12, 2009, 01:02:22 AM
I'm not sure who I should listen to:
my friends, or myself.
I really don't know what is best for me, and they don't really know either.
Their method seems really harsh, and I really don't want it to happen but there's numerous amounts of positives I get from doing it. My way just consists of absorbing lies to make myself feel warm and toasty. Though my ability to do that ceased, the habit still remains since I've been doing it for two years.
I'm confused.
suicide is the only option
Quote from: Boyager on October 12, 2009, 01:02:22 AM
I'm not sure who I should listen to:
my friends, or myself.
I really don't know what is best for me, and they don't really know either.
Their method seems really harsh, and I really don't want it to happen but there's numerous amounts of positives I get from doing it. My way just consists of absorbing lies to make myself feel warm and toasty. Though my ability to do that ceased, the habit still remains since I've been doing it for two years.
I'm confused.
Follow your friends' advice. It's better than absorbing lies to make you feel better. The other one you said would make gain some positive things
Quote from: Boyager on October 12, 2009, 02:40:27 AM
sorry, did i hurt your feelings buttercup
actually i didnt post the original thing i was just saying that was dick
rdx?
JMV :3
oh, somebody impersonating me huh
LACEY, RTD?
DP n_u
you guys are all wrong
hint: i've been lying the entire time
that should narrow things down
above poster is a fraud
Quote from: Boyager on October 12, 2009, 04:09:15 AM
above poster is a fraud
there is no above poster its a new page silly
TITLE n_u
it was me the whole time fyi
No, it was me. But, who am I? O_0
Will the real asshole please stand up. n_u
next poster is wearing a bra
kids these days akudood;
i miss Guff akudood;
I fucking hate you.
A lot.
FUCK, it's you because I can't even sleep.
But, I--shit you know the rest anyways.
O_0 wow.
bro just ask her out gosh
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2009, 04:09:13 AM
I fucking hate you.
A lot.
FUCK, it's you because I can't even sleep.
But, I--shit you know the rest anyways.
O_0
Quote from: Boyager on October 16, 2009, 04:22:38 AM
bro just ask her out gosh
llolool
ily
I did something i really shouldn't have. The rush of doing it felt amazing, but afterwards I realized that It wasn't worth it, and I shouldn't have done it.
wait....what was it?
either sex or drugs
homos
roller coaster?
what bout the spinning hammers? i think drugs would be better for one of those
fags
i'm a homo and i fear what others might think if they knew
im a boy trapped in a girl's body
Why are some anonymous and others aren't?
i am scared cause everyone is yelling
fuck i
read ultra great when the words
are all
messed up like they were
a couple of minutes ago
really great
like the little black bird that lives in the tree
or the monkeys that play feces wars
well
no not like those
poor choice of words
Tsssssssssssss
leather
motorcylces
bikes
homework
speakers
essays
guitars
paint
cars
google
will rule
the world
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2009, 04:51:55 PM
Why are some anonymous and others aren't?
If you check the be an idiot box it shows who you are. n_u
IF I WAS YOUR GIRLFRIEND OH MY giggle;
OHHHH
toasty helotes
I got into a car accident and my back hurts. happydood;
If I ever get my licence, do you think they would allow me to put down 'fat' for weight? y/n
Quote from: Boyager on October 24, 2009, 10:27:46 AM
If I ever get my licence, do you think they would allow me to put down 'fat' for weight? y/n
nnnnnnnn
Quote from: Boyager on October 24, 2009, 10:29:04 AM
nnnnnnnn
Maybe I should try? y/n
'Sir, I can already tell that you're fat. :|'
David, they won't let you.
I already tried. :'(
Quote from: Boyager on October 24, 2009, 10:33:51 AM
Maybe I should try? y/n
'Sir, I can already tell that you're fat. :|'
n :(
Father I think I don't love thy self and think thy might be suicidal.
I hate posting a picture after someone else who gets noticed less than me because I think they should able to have their pictures not ignored. Conversely, when I see people doing that I don't refrain from posting a picture after them to teach tehm a lesson. madood;
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Evangelism
what the hell. how is this page not biased, usually they have one of those "warning: possibly biased" things up, but i dont see any.
fuck you wikipedia argh;
I am not actually a woman.
Quote from: Boyager on October 29, 2009, 04:33:47 PM
but you were once
I CAN NEITHER CONFIRM NOR DENY THESE ACCUSATIONS
Each time my eyes land on Title's AIM screen name, I read it as 'GayTay727'.
I think I'm falling in love with my best friend. Oh god.
Quote from: Boyager on October 31, 2009, 12:55:57 AM
I think I'm falling in love with my best friend. Oh god.
Yeah, that's awkward, I know. O_0
hey boyah
im gonna write a book
I have an urge to eat, even though I'm not hungry. HELP. wry
a friend and i argued over who could rock thyme's cock better
not that there's much to be rocked
Quote from: Boyager on November 04, 2009, 12:22:26 PM
not that there's much to be rocked
don't be jealous
i'll check you out later
Quote from: Boyager on November 04, 2009, 12:24:18 PM
don't be jealous
i'll check you out later
Of course you will. That was me. spam;
so i made myself a veggie sammich, and i took it into my room because my grandma was coming to eat dinner and since she doesn't really speak english it would be awkward eating with her.
in my room i realized that i was missing something, and i was like "oh i could use a cheese slice". so im like "nah i'll just get it next time" but then out of the corner of my mind I hear/think "NO GET IT NOW. WHY WAIT?" and then i'm like "FUCK YEAH I DONT HAVE TO WAIT. SEIZE THE DAY SEIZE THE DAY". so i march off into the kitchen all proud of myself and i see my grandma is about to sit down and im like oh she isn't down yet i'll just quickly go in and out of the fridge and everything will be fine. right when im about to pass behind her she lets out this massively loud fart and just sort of stands there as i dig into the fridge. in my mind the entire time im torn between "SEIZE THE DAY" and "omg did she just fart???!?!?!?" and i just sort of try to leave fast but then i can't find the cheese. so im like "fuck fuck fuck" and i eventually find it after a painstaking 10 seconds. right when i find it i start smelling the gas and i whizzed right out of there and yeah.
that's my story, and my confession. i shouldn't have gone for the cheese. may this be a lesson for all.
did you enjoy the cheese?
it's alright, but i have mayo in the sandwich as well so it's a little too creamy. not bad though.
nice story Travis
I asked my physics teacher to make me a sammich, she didn't. awdood;
I recognized that post in that PM confession thread and I felt awful after reading it.
kaz should have gotten a ps
ps3
num lock lol
Quote from: Boyager on November 07, 2009, 12:43:56 PM
I recognized that post in that PM confession thread and I felt awful after reading it.
What the fuck are you talking about?
Quote from: Boyager on November 07, 2009, 12:53:03 PM
What the fuck are you talking about?
nothing you needle dick
Quote from: Boyager on November 07, 2009, 12:55:32 PM
nothing you needle dick
I'll have you know that my dick has a diameter of almost 4 inches.
http://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/a3ee0/reddit_i_have_no_sympathy_for_fat_people_am_i/
giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2009, 11:08:52 PM
http://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/a3ee0/reddit_i_have_no_sympathy_for_fat_people_am_i/
giggle;
i don't get it, was this supposed to be humorous?
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2009, 02:37:15 AM
i don't get it, was this supposed to be humorous?
The OP and I share a similar view. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2009, 03:35:00 AM
oh
lame
so are whales who complain about being charged for 2 seats. madood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2009, 03:56:48 AM
so are whales who complain about being charged for 2 seats. madood;
oh cool
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2009, 03:56:48 AM
so are whales who complain about being charged for 2 seats. madood;
so are the people who complain about them on reddit
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2009, 03:59:32 AM
so are the people who complain about them on reddit
We could just execute them
they're not even fat. They're hazards
I used to do things for money.
i wonder if kaz is trying to make a point with this
because it's retarded either way
Man im really lonely
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2009, 08:26:09 AM
i wonder if kaz is trying to make a point with this
because it's retarded either way
with what lol
BOO FTW
srsly
justjack and lacey would make a nice couple
why is that?
Quote from: Boyager on November 16, 2009, 01:26:18 PM
justjack and lacey would make a nice couple
i thought the same thing
Quote from: Boyager on November 16, 2009, 01:28:01 PM
why is that?
they communicate in some special language no one else understands.
hey guys my girlfriend punched me in mouth. should i press charges if she doesn't have sex with me tomorrow
OH GOD MY PENIS WON'T STAY ERECT WHEN I MASTURBATE.
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2009, 12:03:06 AM
they communicate in some special language no one else understands.
i don't see it
(http://img.timeinc.net/recipes/i/recipes/sl/05/11/pecan-pie-sl-1120407-l.jpg)
Quote from: Boyager on November 18, 2009, 02:14:37 PM
hey guys my girlfriend punched me in mouth. should i press charges if she doesn't have sex with me tomorrow
what kind of fucking question is that
of course you do
fuck i need pie
HALLOWED ARE THE ORI
I just realized i have a hairy ass.
appeasement;
Quote from: Boyager on November 22, 2009, 02:07:09 AM
I just realized i have a hairy ass.
appeasement;
Can i see :3
help my girlfriend won't reply lol
I realized i miss someone very much
Should have gone out with them when the chance was there
Now that they are miles and miles away
I realize i should stop thinking and go with what i feel
If only i knew that before
I came to a sudden regret of telling my whole class about you, considering that in reality you are nothing more than an object that produces agitation and a false sense of warmth. Yet, here I am being consciously aware of what I'm doing--pushing myself into a fantasy filled with comfort and a sense of belonging.
I know that you're just a boring, empty vessel but I've allowed my overactive imagination to add additional parts that were probably never there in the first place, or they were there, but in minimal amounts. I'm not sure what to do anymore--I've spend a long time communicating with you and you suddenly went on a halt. You aren't what I thought you were anymore, and you're starting to develop into a person without any substance or emotional attachment to, like a toy or stuffed bear of sorts. You shared a great experience with them (toys), but now you feel like they're just an ordinary toy; just something cool to have around, they're not really worth a damn but they still have faint remembrance of something happy that happened in the past, like you.
This isn't very good for my mental mindset either--try as hard as you might (lol) but I'm probably going to associate that with underlying feelings of pity, or something else. I can't really trust you. I thought I could, but that faded away rather quickly.
Well, I guess this is what I get from building a relationship with the foundation being romance and instant gratification. Once that fades it's completely dead and boring, but it depends on how fun and awesome the other person is. Unfortunately, the same couldn't be said to you.
tl;dr stop being so goddamn fucking boring you boring motherfucker--can't you be somewhat interesting that isn't fucking redundant? it makes you less of a human and more into cluster C fuck up. jesus fucking christ.
I don't care. I'm tired of trying to be made to feel guilty just because I want to be happy. doodthing;
hey tyler fuck you
OH MY GOSH
Why? saddood;
I didn't post any of it.
if you look into your future and don't see it with the person you're currently courting, is it worth pursuing them any further?
i wonder this and it makes me feel guilty. ...i wonder this and it makes me barricade and protect myself. but i want to be free and open. but i'm so confused. we're so different. i'm not sure we'd ever be successful, but i'm willing to try. ...or am i?
I've been too afraid to come out, even after promising myself I would soon :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 26, 2009, 02:26:20 AM
if you look into your future and don't see it with the person you're currently courting, is it worth pursuing them any further?
i wonder this and it makes me feel guilty. ...i wonder this and it makes me barricade and protect myself. but i want to be free and open. but i'm so confused. we're so different. i'm not sure we'd ever be successful, but i'm willing to try. ...or am i?
I already knew it was worthless in the first place. cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on November 26, 2009, 03:56:41 AM
I already knew it was worthless in the first place. cjlubdoods;
i don't know if i'm just doing this because i'm needy and want someone to love me or because i actually love this person. fuck.
Quote from: Boyager on November 26, 2009, 04:07:11 AM
i don't know if i'm just doing this because i'm needy and want someone to love me or because i actually love this person. fuck.
I did the former then the latter...but then it grew back into the former again. :3
I feel so honoured that Tyler drew me and made me his avatar. n_u
David, you give yourself away with your constant usage of "u". n_u
Also it's me with saddood;'s face. 5thgrade;
Quote from: Tyler on November 26, 2009, 05:20:55 AM
David, you give yourself away with your constant usage of "u". n_u
Also it's me with saddood;'s face. 5thgrade;
sillydood;
I see others have shared issues
Glad to know im not the only victim of the human condition
Clucky is mean
This
Quote from: Boyager on November 29, 2009, 09:40:01 AM
Clucky is mean
I'm the nicest person ever, you can ask my accomplish Felt. giggle; giggle;
>accomplish
reactionimage.jpg
Quote from: Boyager on November 29, 2009, 09:42:53 AM
>accomplish
reactionimage.jpg
>Implying that I'm not prone to silly mistakes
Quote from: Boyager on November 29, 2009, 09:41:37 AM
I'm the nicest person ever, you can ask my accomplish Felt. giggle; giggle;
But you're not a math problem so I'm afraid he won't know what i'm talking about saddood;
I'm thinking about telling somebody. What is wrong with me, Boyah? :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 30, 2009, 07:04:28 AM
I'm thinking about telling somebody. What is wrong with me, Boyah? :(
If it isn't as depressing as my tales you should tell it. :3
I told some pseudo-friend about what I've done and they just got really mad and sad at me. I thought he would be understand since he does that shit also, but apparently he actually cared--but I made him fearful. happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 30, 2009, 07:08:53 AM
If it isn't as depressing as my tales you should tell it. :3
I told some pseudo-friend about what I've done and they just got really mad and sad at me. I thought he would be understand since he does that shit also, but apparently he actually cared--but I made him fearful. happydood;
You guys already know. I mean somebody on the outside. >.<
you're either gay or suicidal, which one is it
Quote from: Boyager on December 02, 2009, 11:02:02 AM
you're either gay or suicidal, which one is it
what if i'm both
why does christmas make me sad
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2009, 04:30:00 PM
why does christmas make me sad
because you have not accept the good lord jesus christ as your own personal savior
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2009, 04:31:53 PM
because you have not accept the good lord jesus christ as your own personal savior
what if i have? huh doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2009, 04:42:06 PM
what if i have? huh doodhuh;
you're on boyah, i do not believe that you have
Quote from: Boyager on December 06, 2009, 04:42:37 PM
you're on boyah, i do not believe that you have
you don't know me saddood;
I hate myself.
I want my teacher romantically. He's hot. Tall, light skinned, blue-eyed, muscular, and a nice beard. If only, if only... saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on April 13, 2010, 04:33:18 PM
I want my teacher romantically. He's hot. Tall, light skinned, blue-eyed, muscular, and a nice beard. If only, if only... saddood;
Faggot.
maybe you should have an extramarital affair with him. make sure youre really obvious about it and extra whore-like so that he gets caught you get to ruin his life and he'll have no one but you to fall back on.
or you could fap.
Quote from: Boyager on April 13, 2010, 08:48:49 PM
maybe you should have an extramarital affair with him. make sure youre really obvious about it and extra whore-like so that he gets caught you get to ruin his life and he'll have no one but you to fall back on.
or you could fap.
one time i had a discussion like this with one of my teachers
Quote from: Boyager on April 13, 2010, 09:12:10 PM
one time i had a discussion like this with one of my teachers
how did that go?
Quote from: Boyager on April 13, 2010, 08:48:49 PM
maybe you should have an extramarital affair with him. make sure youre really obvious about it and extra whore-like so that he gets caught you get to ruin his life and he'll have no one but you to fall back on.
or you could fap.
don't do affairs, and am not a homewrecker. this is just a small crush i'm sure it will blow over
You're adorable. cjlubdoods;
I wish I were adorable.
i like penises :(
We know
i am insecure about my penis size
is it really small?
No it's really big. happydood;
I'm typing this with no eyes
Quote from: Boyager on April 15, 2010, 02:36:23 PM
is it really small?
no it's just a little below average but i watch a lot of porn so i feel incredibly small
So I'm learning why internet relationships are a bad idea and i didnt even try to get into one
fuck me
I had a zit or something on my thigh from a hair and I touched it and it exploded blood all over the place. doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on April 17, 2010, 11:38:14 AM
So I'm learning why internet relationships are a bad idea and i didnt even try to get into one
fuck me
what happened
so i was looking through the medicine cabinet for some pills cause i have a cold and instead i came upon contraceptives wariodood;
but now im all bothered because the only sexually active people in my house are apparently my parents. but my mom hates my dad. but she's kind of his wife so...
yeah now i don't know what to do. i'm used to having to stand up for my mother cause my dad's a dick and now i'm powerless and i don't know what's going on and whether i should be concerned and
goddamnit
Quote from: Boyager on April 17, 2010, 11:38:14 AM
So I'm learning why internet relationships are a bad idea and i didnt even try to get into one
fuck me
They are, unless you fully trust the other person involved and believe who they are/have proof of it and speak to them a lot... and by that I mean like every day. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on April 18, 2010, 11:55:11 PM
so i was looking through the medicine cabinet for some pills cause i have a cold and instead i came upon contraceptives wariodood;
but now im all bothered because the only sexually active people in my house are apparently my parents. but my mom hates my dad. but she's kind of his wife so...
yeah now i don't know what to do. i'm used to having to stand up for my mother cause my dad's a dick and now i'm powerless and i don't know what's going on and whether i should be concerned and
goddamnit
tell him he's a dick. see what happens.
THOUGH IF YOU WANNA FEEL TOTALLY AWKWARD GO SPEAK TO YOUR PARENTS ABOUT THEIR SEX LIVES, I'M SURE THEY'LL ENJOY THE CONVERSATION AND TOTALLY NOT FEEL AWKWARD TALKING TO THEIR KID ABOUT IT..
...yeah unless you've got balls of steel... I can't see you doing this.
Quote from: Boyager on April 19, 2010, 04:09:31 AM
They are, unless you fully trust the other person involved and believe who they are/have proof of it and speak to them a lot... and by that I mean like every day. akudood;
Oh I've got all that, it's just the distance that kills
Quote from: Boyager on April 19, 2010, 08:04:21 AM
Oh I've got all that, it's just the distance that kills
I'm trying to suss out who you are with the way you're typing... Not... working...
And the distance kills more than anything if you spend long periods of time together then go back to waiting forever. Shit sucks. The time away from each other after being together for a long period of time can actually kill the relationship.
it can certainly be done, though, if you're persistent enough and you're really sure about this person being worth all of it
:3
Quote from: Boyager on April 19, 2010, 09:55:36 AM
I'm trying to suss out who you are with the way you're typing... Not... working...
And the distance kills more than anything if you spend long periods of time together then go back to waiting forever. Shit sucks. The time away from each other after being together for a long period of time can actually kill the relationship.
Im changing my style so you cant tell cjlubdoods;
Id love to visit her but it would be temporary and then more waiting. We sort of agreed it would be best to see other people in closer proximity but it would still be sad for the one who didnt meet someone
Quote from: Boyager on April 19, 2010, 10:18:21 AM
Im changing my style so you cant tell cjlubdoods;
Id love to visit her but it would be temporary and then more waiting. We sort of agreed it would be best to see other people in closer proximity but it would still be sad for the one who didnt meet someone
I think you should IM me cjlubdoods;
I don't need no freaking posting styles to tell who is who. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on April 19, 2010, 09:55:36 AM
I'm trying to suss out who you are with the way you're typing... Not... working...
And the distance kills more than anything if you spend long periods of time together then go back to waiting forever. Shit sucks. The time away from each other after being together for a long period of time can actually kill the relationship.
not many people I know use the word suss. O_0
Quote from: Boyager on April 19, 2010, 10:18:21 AM
Im changing my style so you cant tell cjlubdoods;
Id love to visit her but it would be temporary and then more waiting. We sort of agreed it would be best to see other people in closer proximity but it would still be sad for the one who didnt meet someone
DESPITE POSTING STYLES I CAN TELL WHO YOU ARE akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on April 19, 2010, 10:56:02 AM
I think you should IM me cjlubdoods;
I don't need no freaking posting styles to tell who is who. akudood;
WELL SHIT MAN, I'M SORRY YOU'RE MORE AWARE OF WHAT EVERYONE DOES THAN WHAT I AM. cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on April 19, 2010, 11:03:34 AM
not many people I know use the word suss. O_0
I BET IT'S A FUCKING FOREIGNER
Quote from: Boyager on April 19, 2010, 01:24:12 PM
I BET IT'S A FUCKING FOREIGNER
SHUT THE FUCK UP JMV THEY'LL FIGURE IT OUT. akudood;
I already know. :3
I feel like I should be part of this conversion but I'm not. 5thgrade;
Quote from: Thyme on April 19, 2010, 06:50:21 PM
I feel like I should be part of this conversion but I'm not. 5thgrade;
SINCE WHEN DID YOU HAVE TO BE? cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2010, 01:44:45 AM
SINCE WHEN DID YOU HAVE TO BE? cjlubdoods;
Since you guys started talking about posting styles. 5thgrade;
i want Minus; inside me
i STILL want minus; inside me
Nobody cares, fag.
Quote from: Boyager on April 25, 2010, 08:27:05 PM
i STILL want minus; inside me
There's a little bit of minus in everyone
gay whores akudood;
Sometimes I feel like my posting style is easy to spot. Do you think this as well? befuddlement
Quote from: Boyager on April 27, 2010, 02:03:20 PM
Sometimes I feel like my posting style is easy to spot. Do you think this as well? befuddlement
Sometimes I think it is Thyme
Bitchez be crazy
I need somewhere to grow my marijuana.
Quote from: Boyager on April 27, 2010, 05:52:06 PM
I need somewhere to grow my marijuana.
hahahaha. just buy it bro
idk why but this makes me so happy :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMQIvpIto8E
im so weird
I am crying.
Quote from: Boyager on May 08, 2010, 10:30:10 PM
I am crying.
I would be if I could. "Sweetie" by Josh Rouse and my life.
Quote from: Boyager on May 08, 2010, 10:30:10 PM
I am crying.
I feel no remorse.
For someone you thought you had respected and was an intelligent person to reject the facts of reality in lieu of "what sounds nice"; for pseudoscientific hogwash is highly disappointed. Abandoning reason and the replicable for what seems like what results after someone took a college philosophy class, skipped half the lectures, was stoned the other half, and decided they were a philosophical guru is not an exercise of that intelligence. It is a cop out and weakening of the human condition.
I cannot respect such idiocy.
penis!
Quote from: Boyager on May 08, 2010, 11:05:52 PM
I feel no remorse.
For someone you thought you had respected and was an intelligent person to reject the facts of reality in lieu of "what sounds nice"; for pseudoscientific hogwash is highly disappointed. Abandoning reason and the replicable for what seems like what results after someone took a college philosophy class, skipped half the lectures, was stoned the other half, and decided they were a philosophical guru is not an exercise of that intelligence. It is a cop out and weakening of the human condition.
I cannot respect such idiocy.
Oh my. O_0
wtf is always going on in this damn thread. losers
Quote from: Boyager on May 08, 2010, 11:05:52 PM
I feel no remorse.
For someone you thought you had respected and was an intelligent person to reject the facts of reality in lieu of "what sounds nice"; for pseudoscientific hogwash is highly disappointed. Abandoning reason and the replicable for what seems like what results after someone took a college philosophy class, skipped half the lectures, was stoned the other half, and decided they were a philosophical guru is not an exercise of that intelligence. It is a cop out and weakening of the human condition.
I cannot respect such idiocy.
you and clucky reminds me so much of the friends i had in 2nd grade. they were both more or less retarded. one went on to...move to tennessee, and the other became a fatty.
so when are you two gonna grow up
Quote from: Boyager on May 09, 2010, 01:13:05 PM
you and clucky reminds me so much of the friends i had in 2nd grade. they were both more or less retarded. one went on to...move to tennessee, and the other became a fatty.
so when are you two gonna grow up
JMV certainly cannot understand idealistic, theoretical ways of perceiving. His methods of perception are based off reasoning, and evidence...hence why he confuses Clucky's and Socks' definition of
truth with the scientific term of
truth.JMV's version of "truth":
[spoiler]a verified or indisputable fact, proposition, principle, or the like[/spoiler]
Socks' version of "truth":
[spoiler]ideal or fundamental reality apart from and transcending perceived experience [/spoiler]
JMV's way of needing evidence and data doesn't go very well with Socks' or Clucky's way of thinking. Our ideas come from reflection and inspiration. They have usually no grounds based on "facts", which JMV finds useless and dangerous. He doesn't find trust in emotion and intuition, he finds it in facts. Facts have no emotional-value attached to them, making them seem less valuable to someone like Socks, or Clucky (Who percieve the world through emotion, which would explain why Socks is incredibly "romantic"). Socksians believe that the heart should govern facts, not the other way around. This threatens JMV very much, and believes that we're "abandoning" all reason and logic and regresses toward to calling us "pseudo-intellectual dumbasses". :'(
You all know very well how JMV behaves when one doesn't accept his ideas. akudood;
wait i thought that was socks chastising clucky. jmv doesn't type like that. so what does he have to do with anything
Woah Clucky almost sounds like she could be religious
mind = blown
Quote from: Boyager on May 09, 2010, 02:25:59 PM
wait i thought that was socks chastising clucky. jmv doesn't type like that. so what does he have to do with anything
lel
BASICALLY IT'S LIKE THIS:
JMV vs. Clucky ---> (Influencing Socks)
Socks ----> (Influencing Clucky)
JMV thinks I'm spreading ignorance and stupidity by allowing Socks to recognize and remember his dreams. cjlubdoods; After a few friendly conversations with Clucky, Socks' dreams started to show rich symbolism and detail and he was happy.
Quote from: Boyager on May 09, 2010, 02:32:02 PM
Woah Clucky almost sounds like she could be religious
mind = blown
Spirituality =/= Religion
Skylark is more spiritual than I am. ;)
Quote from: Analysis Paralysis on May 09, 2010, 02:13:25 PM
JMV's way of needing evidence and data doesn't go very well with Socks' or Clucky's way of thinking. Our ideas come from reflection and inspiration. They have usually no grounds based on "facts", which JMV finds useless and dangerous. He doesn't find trust in emotion and intuition, he finds it in facts. Facts have no emotional-value attached to them, making them seem less valuable to someone like Socks, or Clucky (Who percieve the world through emotion, which would explain why Socks is incredibly "romantic"). Socksians believe that the heart should govern facts, not the other way around. This threatens JMV very much, and believes that we're "abandoning" all reason and logic and regresses toward to calling us "pseudo-intellectual dumbasses". :'(
You all know very well how JMV behaves when one doesn't accept his ideas. akudood;
Where does that leave those who use "facts" and emotion-intuition? Are we the mentally unstable ones? doodhuh;
Quote from: Boyager on May 09, 2010, 02:50:20 PM
Where does that leave those who use "facts" and emotion-intuition? Are we the mentally unstable ones? doodhuh;
that means you're balanced
yaaaaaaaaay
i use them both too, we all do, but some use more than the other akudood;
it is why i like jmv and his silly factual-based thought sometimes--it's so different from my own :3
facts r for fags
Quote from: Boyager on May 09, 2010, 01:13:05 PM
you and clucky reminds me so much of the friends i had in 2nd grade. they were both more or less retarded. one went on to...move to tennessee, and the other became a fatty.
so when are you two gonna grow up
you're a muslim stfu
plus you had no friends
Also the pseudo-intellectual dumbass comes from being pseudo-intellectual dumbasses, not for relying on subjectivity. I'm certain that I'm not the only one who wishes to bash in his own forehead after attempting to parse socks's posts.
And as for "truth"
http://wordnetweb.princeton.edu/perl/webwn?s=truth
truth (a fact that has been verified) "at last he knew the truth"; "the truth is that he didn't want to do it
truth, the true, verity, trueness (conformity to reality or actuality)
neither of those are " ideal or fundamental reality apart from and transcending perceived experience".
the ideal reality is that the world would be free of idiots like that. the actual reality is that, unfortunately, such people exist.
which is the truth now:
-"Socksians" exist
-"Socksians" don't exist.
And who's ideal reality would such a "truth" be based on?
it's emotion and subjectivity that causes wars lol
I must admit sometimes Socks makes me think I am stupid for not understanding his posts. Only sometimes. n_u
pssh fine go ahead and expose my identity why dont you akudood;
honestly jmv i kind of expected better from you. i dont know everything about your little relationship with clucky, but i know enough to be able to say that you need to just stop talking to her if you hate her so much. i guess my post on immaturity applies to you too then, if you can't even do that.
so quit your bitching. i mean really, you have car, you have credit card, you have 'stunning good looks'. use them. forget about all this shit youve created for yourself in the e-world.
if i were you i'd take a break from the internet. or at least boyagers. i was about to take a week or two off from boyah, but then i saw this and i thought i'd say something dick-like before i left. and now im stuck here trying to argue something or another.
what a cluster fuck up in this bitch
Quote from: FDR on May 09, 2010, 07:03:32 PM
pssh fine go ahead and expose my identity why dont you akudood;
Maybe I was talking about the other muslims here akudood;
Quotehonestly jmv i kind of expected better from you. i dont know everything about your little relationship with clucky, but i know enough to be able to say that you need to just stop talking to her if you hate her so much. i guess my post on immaturity applies to you too then, if you can't even do that.
it has nothing to do with that silly man
Quoteso quit your bitching. i mean really, you have car, you have credit card, you have 'stunning good looks'. use them. forget about all this shit youve created for yourself in the e-world.
STUNNING GOOD LOOKS
WHAT
Quote
if i were you i'd take a break from the internet. or at least boyagers. i was about to take a week or two off from boyah, but then i saw this and i thought i'd say something dick-like before i left. and now im stuck here trying to argue something or another.
dude i go to school full time and work 20-30 hours per week i use internet to get away from the real world akudood;
Also that was me.
It seems a lot of us depend on each other for things. Which isn't all bad. At least I hope it isn't. saddood;
No long-winded, poorly constructed dribble to slog through? It must be a miracle.
Quote from: Boyager on May 09, 2010, 07:32:16 PM
No long-winded, poorly constructed dribble to slog through? It must be a miracle.
well mine is a parody on his long posts since that is all she can parse cjlubdoods;
I confess to the almighty God
and to you my brothers and sisters
that I have sinned through my own fault
in my thoughts and in my words
in what i have done
and in what i have failed to do
and i ask the blessed mary ever virgin
all the angels and saints
and you my brothers and sisters
to pray for me to the lord our god
THIS ISN'T THAT TYPE OF CONFESSION BOOTH
Quote from: Boyager on May 09, 2010, 07:43:01 PM
well mine is a parody on his long posts since that is all she can parse cjlubdoods;
cjlubdoods;
Quote from: Boyager on May 09, 2010, 07:32:09 PM
It seems a lot of us depend on each other for things. Which isn't all bad. At least I hope it isn't. saddood;
he abandoned me bassir;
Quote from: Boyager on May 10, 2010, 03:42:36 AM
he abandoned me bassir;
I know the feeling. bassir;
I don't want to be a woman cry;
Quote from: Boyager on May 10, 2010, 09:09:50 PM
I don't want to be a woman cry;
let's trade places for a day goowan
man being trans must suck huh
lol i'm a boy but i think im a girl LOL
i'm a boy but i think im a man lol
Quote from: Boyager on May 11, 2010, 03:05:11 PM
let's trade places for a day goowan
I mean I don't want to turn into a woman
Estrogen chemicals are everywhere saddood;
My father does cocaine.
it wont be long before im gone forever
are the last two serious? O_0
Quote from: Boyager on May 19, 2010, 07:46:03 PM
are the last two serious? O_0
The one about my dad is serious
Quote from: Boyager on May 19, 2010, 07:49:07 PM
The one about my dad is serious
hard to imagine what that is like
that neupane guy has to be some nepali who's being paid to advertise on random forums
i have sexual fantasies about every girl but my girlfriend, and i occasionally think of them when im having sex with her to get myself off. it's become increasingly hard to orgasm without doing that too.
...well, except when we do it near a mirror and i can watch myself ;)
does anyone else find it hilarious that when sam was defending lady gaga after jmv said she sucked she linked to telephone's music video in her post of retarded pictures and videos as if a 10 minute video of product placement was somehow artistic?
Quote from: Boyager on May 26, 2010, 04:35:46 AM
does anyone else find it hilarious that when sam was defending lady gaga after jmv said she sucked she linked to telephone's music video in her post of retarded pictures and videos as if a 10 minute video of product placement was somehow artistic?
Oh I definitely noticed that. I found it funny when she got pissed at me for calling her a tool (because reading is hard and tool of UMG's marketing is the same as a tool, though I guess she may by that too if she can't read. hocuspocus; ) and then linked to a prime example of what I was talking about. giggle;
it was like a michael bay film except with no explosions and more product placements
I think we should just drop it
I sucked a cop's dick to get out of a speeding ticket. 5thgrade;
Quote from: Boyager on May 27, 2010, 08:36:29 AM
I sucked a cop's dick to get out of a speeding ticket. 5thgrade;
i would not be surprised
my penis would be surprised :)
mine would too. if i only had one. girl;
Thaddeus is an amazing name. One Boyager must name their offspring this.
I'd need proof of it being in the garbage, or I will do something. happydood;
Quote from: Boyager on June 13, 2010, 06:37:38 PM
I'd need proof of it being in the garbage, or I will do something. happydood;
Honestly, shut up.
so, i just realized today that i wasted money on trojan magnums. they're too tight for me. :'(
yeah right needle dock
Quote from: Boyager on June 17, 2010, 06:18:59 PM
so, i just realized today that i wasted money on trojan magnums. they're too tight for me. :'(
Are you putting them on your life-long tumor or something?
Did you tell him yeeeeeeeet
Quote from: Boyager on June 29, 2010, 09:30:17 PM
Did you tell him yeeeeeeeet
LOL MORE TIME
I've only graduated 2 days ago and needed to go to my college you know ;)
i got into a fight with my folks today. it was all my own doing, but it didn't work so im just feeling a little more lonely than usual, but that's probably because i feel guilty because i feel guilty about everything.
tomorrow i should be fine. it's not like they play a positive role in my life anyway Q('_' Q)
i feel like things are drawing to a close.
ive been doing math homework for the past three hours suicide;
Maths? In the middle of Summer?
why is it that some days all i want is to be loved and then when i feel loved all i want is to be left alone
Quote from: Boyager on July 07, 2010, 07:10:32 PM
why is it that some days all i want is to be loved and then when i feel loved all i want is to be left alone
idk but i feel similar.
like, at one point i went two years without a single girl asking me out. and i was like "fuck, i am clearly doing something wrong here" and then one asked me out to lunch, and at first i tried to weasel my way out of it but she was annoying so i was like fine, but then
she didn't show up and then her friends yelled at
me even though i waited 10 minutes out in the freezing cold rain even though i didnt even want to go and i have a bad reputation among her friends for being a dick to them and.
it's just not enjoyable. i used to like that attention, but now i just hate it.
Quote from: Boyager on July 07, 2010, 11:58:36 PM
idk but i feel similar.
like, at one point i went two years without a single girl asking me out. and i was like "fuck, i am clearly doing something wrong here" and then one asked me out to lunch, and at first i tried to weasel my way out of it but she was annoying so i was like fine, but then she didn't show up and then her friends yelled at me even though i waited 10 minutes out in the freezing cold rain even though i didnt even want to go and i have a bad reputation among her friends for being a dick to them and.
it's just not enjoyable. i used to like that attention, but now i just hate it.
yeah and girl's friends are usually overprotective like that too... they crazy
Quote from: Boyager on July 07, 2010, 04:14:32 PM
ive been doing math homework for the past three hours suicide;
aww nuts i did it again myface;
Frogive me doodthing for I have sinned.
Quote from: Boyager on July 07, 2010, 07:10:32 PM
why is it that some days all i want is to be loved and then when i feel loved all i want is to be left alone
because you've adopted clucky's psyche
and because you're not a fully developed schizoid
What about me? Where I don't care 98% of the time. Then the two percent of the time it isn't even to be loved, just to have someone to do stuff with and put my penis in? n_n
And failing the objective of obtaining such a person only results in a few minutes-hour of disappointment before not caring again. >_<'
Quote from: Boyager on July 08, 2010, 04:48:24 PM
What about me? Where I don't care 98% of the time. Then the two percent of the time it isn't even to be loved, just to have someone to do stuff with and put my penis in? n_n
And failing the objective of obtaining such a person only results in a few minutes-hour of disappointment before not caring again. >_<'
just get an escort
the latter sounds strange--i recommend you to feel more of these failures (you will) until your disappointment and sense of worthlessness takes you over
Quote from: Boyager on July 08, 2010, 05:08:34 PM
just get an escort
the latter sounds strange--i recommend you to feel more of these failures (you will) until your disappointment and sense of worthlessness takes you over
Your fucking mom is strange.
Nothing shall consume me except honor.
Quote from: Boyager on July 08, 2010, 04:46:20 PM
because you've adopted clucky's psyche
and because you're not a fully developed schizoid
I can't tell whether being a schizoid would be good or bad
Also the thought of being clucky worries me slightly
Quote from: Boyager on July 08, 2010, 06:23:10 PM
Nothing shall consume me except honor.
its a shame that nobody cares about being honorable anymore.
all its about these days is getting your dick sucked
i think you're the only one who would form such an opinion
skylark and various others disagree completely n_n
and they know confuseddood;
but your bff doesn't </3
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2010, 11:27:15 PM
but your bff doesn't </3
he will very soon, because of enlightenment stemmed from your worthlessness bassir;
Glad to help.
ITT
JMV AND CLUCKY
THE SAGA CONTINUES
this thread feels like a bad coming-of-age novel
How come you drive on a parkway and park on a driveway?
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2010, 11:46:50 PM
this thread feels like a bad coming-of-age novel
yeah, this thread sucks ass
im leaving
i masturbate to thought of young teenagers violating each other
oh no my third eye has opened
any time i bring up islam, ever, everyone either stops thinking or they get all uncomfortable and jump to crazy conclusions due to their discomfort.
why? see irl it's cool because everyone's rich and sheltered, so i don't judge them. but even on the internet this happens, and while it makes for an easy argument, it's just...odd.
الله Ø£Ù'بر
stfu david, this is serious business akudood;
i just want to be ACCEPTED FOR WHO I AM >.<
oh wait why did i just call you david. i dont know you.
look how disoriented i am guys bawwww :(
It was a joke. I know how you feel, I'm sorry. myface;
lets cry together
while i go pray to my god. whom all my friends hate. and pretend i dont pray to because they like me personally but not my religious beliefs.
cry;
Quote from: Boyager on July 23, 2010, 01:14:38 PM
lets cry together
while i go pray to my god. whom all my friends hate. and pretend i dont pray to because they like me personally but not my religious beliefs.
cry;
Have you tried explaining to them that not all Muslims are radical? :(
God is dead
Quote from: Boyager on July 23, 2010, 01:17:23 PM
Have you tried explaining to them that not all Muslims are radical? :(
Oh they know that. They understand not all Muslims are radical, my real life friends do too. But they think that Islam preaches radicalism, and that we non-radicals are like the Christians who just don't really practice their religion. I'd say I'm pretty pious myself, and ironically enough I hate far less on different cultures, religions and races in comparison to my less religious family members.
i've dealt with this since i was born, it's just irritating, i feel like a black man living in the south sometimes akudood;
Oh and before someone snitches on me, Caps I'm referring to Pak when I'm talking about internet people. I just think you're really bad at connecting the dots, that's all akudood;
Pak is not very accepting of conservative ideas at all really so she's going to have a hard time with any religious stuff
Pak's having a hard time because, I'm assuming, one of her friends were killed in Afghanistan recently. She implied that.
I know that's difficult to deal with, but it doesn't mean you should descend into bigotry. I didn't say anything offensive, I thought, I just compared Sunni Islam with Shia Islam.
I dunno, I used to hold Outsider is such high regard. I've known everyone there for at least 3 years, some more than that.
itt: butthurt sandniggers
you have no idea what we go through.
the world would be a better place if they didn't exist
/OnRDX'sSide
QuoteUh no. Just because I think your religion is stupid, supports the mass demoralization of women, and that all you people smell like shit and curry doesn't make me a bigot.
Uh, yeah it really does
QuoteStop killing my friends in Afghanistan because they don't follow your religion.
Er I don't think that's the whole issue Afghans have with occupation.
Quote*Caps nitpicking and blowing things out of proportion
You need a hobby
religious people are stupid
Quote from: Boyager on July 23, 2010, 10:00:15 PM
religious people are stupid
You're a pretty lousy troll ain't ya n_u
Quote from: Boyager on July 23, 2010, 10:01:43 PM
You're a pretty lousy troll ain't ya n_u
it's true
there's just no reason for it, especially with all the shit it causes
(http://randomviewpoints.files.wordpress.com/2008/05/coexist1.jpg)
:'(
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Quote from: Boyager on July 23, 2010, 09:34:20 PM
/OnRDX'sSide
Uh, yeah it really doesEr I don't think that's the whole issue Afghans have with occupation.You need a hobby
Why don't you post that on Outsider then?
I enjoy the rush of standing up against retardation but when it's Caps it's really slow and painful
I confess that I almost completely forgot this site existed, and I am sorry.
Quote from: ClassicTyler on July 23, 2010, 10:18:04 PM
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:'(
The Yin Yang is for Taoism, not Buddhism
Quote from: FDR on July 23, 2010, 11:37:17 PM
Why don't you post that on Outsider then?
I enjoy the rush of standing up against retardation but when it's Caps it's really slow and painful
I'm not going back to outsider as a favor to one of the members
my parents found a weed smoking device on my porch after being gone for a week
it was probably my brothers retarded friends but apparently theyre blaming mine
Quote from: Boyager on July 24, 2010, 10:49:42 AM
I'm not going back to outsider as a favor to one of the members
I'm not going back to outsider because it sucks
Outsider has always sucked.
Quote from: Boyager on July 24, 2010, 12:23:04 PM
Outsider has always sucked.
not when it was opened
IT WAS SO FUN ;_;
Quote from: Boyager on July 24, 2010, 12:16:33 PM
I'm not going back to outsider because it sucks
Well that's also a good reason to not go back n_u
outsider sucked after the rapidash incident
outsider sucked after nsider shut down. there's no denying that.
the phydeaux incident was fun while it lasted, but everything before and after that was pretty boring.
Quote from: Boyager on July 24, 2010, 01:02:10 PM
outsider sucked after nsider shut down. there's no denying that.
the phydeaux incident was fun while it lasted, but everything before and after that was pretty boring.
uh what
how is the 'let's make memes from pinkeh's tits" not
unboring
that never happened, and the pinkeh thing was pre-nsider shut down.
Quote from: Boyager on July 24, 2010, 01:48:02 PM
that never happened, and the pinkeh thing was pre-nsider shut down.
you can't hide these memories akudood;
lol boyah
i just held off an entire ant invasion baddood;
I think my friend just got in trouble for having rolling papers and now I'm stuck with his lighter and weed
So I almost died in a car crash today... the driver went across both lanes of traffic without looking. I was fine and sort of jokingly yelled at the driver in my car for being such a moron, but now I've been feeling depressed all day... I don't know if it's just hitting me that I almost died or if this is just random sadness
you're just a pussy.
If I find Tina Fey imitating Sarah Palin to be attractive, does that also mean I find Sarah Palin to be attractive? confuseddood;
yes and for good reason mmmmmmmmmm MILF
Quote from: Boyager on August 03, 2010, 07:48:32 PM
you're just a pussy.
yes. it didnt sound like near death, though you probably described it badly, but i guess it might've been, i dunno, but why get depressed? when stuff like that happens you just get your socks hat on and appreciate life for as long as you're able to do so until you get bored again and become wrapped up in more trivial life shit.
also i could see people finding sarah palin cute. most republicans i know more or less fapped to her back when she was relevant.
Quote from: Boyager on August 07, 2010, 12:02:20 AM
yes. it didnt sound like near death, though you probably described it badly, but i guess it might've been, i dunno, but why get depressed?
It's not exactly a conscious decision... Depressed people don't decide to feel like shit akudood;
but you can transform it into something else.
Quote from: Boyager on August 07, 2010, 12:02:20 AM
yes. it didnt sound like near death, though you probably described it badly
Oh yes I did forget to mention the line of 4 cars that had to slam on their brakes and swerve to avoid us
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2010, 03:17:14 AM
but you can transform it into something else.
enough of your vitalistic approach to psychological well-being you
mystic akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2010, 07:40:05 AM
Oh yes I did forget to mention the line of 4 cars that had to slam on their brakes and swerve to avoid us
It happens all the time. People always will cut across lanes.
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2010, 09:08:06 AM
It happens all the time. People always will cut across lanes.
I'm not usually blindsided by a van akudood;
Why does my dad have to be such an ass to me in private but such a saint in public
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2010, 12:56:02 PM
Why does my dad have to be such an ass to me in private but such a saint in public
Because he's a slavedriver.
Well today was just fantastic! I cut open my head on the side of a metal awning and then later found out my phone had fallen out of pocket when I was sitting down somewhere; thankfully a guy found it, though he lives an hour away, but unfortunately he called my home phone so now my parents are pissed and acting like I lost it on purpose. I can understand their frustration but my god they really know how to kick me when i'm down
the above boyager is female
AND A LOSER
and young
my god you're all so dumb >_<'
really akudood;
sorry i meant you're all so wrong
wrong hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on August 09, 2010, 07:34:34 PM
sorry i meant you're all so wrong
wrong hocuspocus;
if you're not the third one you're certainly the second one
Quote from: Boyager on August 09, 2010, 07:35:27 PM
if you're not the third one you're certainly the second one
I'm pretty confident that I don't give a shit what
your definition of that may be
wow
my head is bleeding ;___;
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2010, 06:13:17 AM
It stopped sillydood;
see what the mind's capable of doing
Quote from: Boyager on August 10, 2010, 06:19:55 AM
see what the mind's capable of doing
Yes, but I didn't believe it when I heard it on that infomercial
oh wow they finally got that damn terrorist bastard.
took em long enough, i was waiting for them to bring him to justice.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-us-canada-10947708
i hate boxer briefs but i ran out of normal boxers that are clean goodjob;
Quote from: Boyager on August 13, 2010, 08:27:09 PM
i hate boxer briefs but i ran out of normal boxers that are clean goodjob;
how could you hate boxer briefs they are the best form of mens underwear
Quote from: Boyager on August 15, 2010, 10:47:41 PM
how could you hate boxer briefs they are the best form of mens underwear
they're all up in my junk, yo
how could you like them unless you enjoy your package being squished into nothingness
someone i know's brother died
sad sad sad
guess how?
he fell off of a moving car, going like two miles per hour.
how how how how howhohwohwohwowohohuioihdbawlihuyhb
once a guy at school fell out of the back of a pickup. he went into convulsions but he lived.
Quote from: Boyager on August 16, 2010, 08:33:33 PM
someone i know's brother died
sad sad sad
guess how?
he fell off of a moving car, going like two miles per hour.
how how how how howhohwohwohwowohohuioihdbawlihuyhb
WAS HE TRYING TO GHOST RIDE THE WHIP
apparently he was just trying to get inside.
but yeah most likely.
learn.
I find Björk to be somewhat attractive.
every1 got yellow fever
im going to kill myself soon
I was at the house friend of my mom and aunts helping with her and her husband with their computer.
Today was their 10 year anniversary. I felt weird because living with my parents during their marriage I am not used to people being happy in a marriage. Especially that long.
Is that something normal?
Now it's normal.
my parents are happy. Or at least hide their anger towards each other
my self-esteem is at an all time low. the end of a relationship is the worst way to find out that you're simply not good enough.
Quote from: Boyager on September 03, 2010, 03:24:49 AM
my self-esteem is at an all time low. the end of a relationship is the worst way to find out that you're simply not good enough.
who is this???
I want to shoot myself. No cash, 6 hours from my parents (who also don't have cash) and jobless.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFff
i done fucked up
Quote from: Boyager on September 03, 2010, 12:59:28 PM
I want to shoot myself. No cash, 6 hours from my parents (who also don't have cash) and jobless.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFff
Alternative: get a job
Quote from: Boyager on September 04, 2010, 09:38:26 AM
oh ok, shoot yourself then
i actually have two jobs but finding one is hard unless you got the mad connects
Quote from: Boyager on September 04, 2010, 12:42:48 PM
i actually have two jobs but finding one is hard unless you got the mad connects
isn't that what socks said
2 goddamn years ago
sock's's's's's dad be in the ablanian mafia
Quote from: Boyager on September 03, 2010, 12:59:28 PM
I want to shoot myself. No cash, 6 hours from my parents (who also don't have cash) and jobless.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFff
I HAVE MONEY
some day i will post of my awakening into adulthood and all of my recent eventholdings. baddood;
it gets really bad at night, when it's time to go to bed, after i've become too tired to put it off any more
during the day, when i'm not completely exhausted, i can try to ignore it all with internet and video games and music and whatnot, but when all that's gone, when it's just me laying in bed, and i've got nothing but my mind to occupy me until i fall asleep, that's when everything goes to hell again
i'll be crying myself to sleep again tonight
is that nick
Quote from: Boyager on September 06, 2010, 03:45:12 AM
it gets really bad at night, when it's time to go to bed, after i've become too tired to put it off any more
during the day, when i'm not completely exhausted, i can try to ignore it all with internet and video games and music and whatnot, but when all that's gone, when it's just me laying in bed, and i've got nothing but my mind to occupy me until i fall asleep, that's when everything goes to hell again
i'll be crying myself to sleep again tonight
I know that feeling all too well :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 06, 2010, 09:51:05 AM
I know that feeling all too well :(
I DID UNTIL I TRIED SOCIOPATHY
Quote from: Boyager on September 06, 2010, 10:41:26 AM
I DID UNTIL I TRIED SOCIOPATHY
>you
>sociopath
more likely you're just
boring
the real sociopaths here are: classictyler, zidone
you guys CRY yourselves to sleep? i'd love to cry, but i rarely can ever do it, most of the time when things get rough i just lay in bed at night and have to prevent myself from jumping up out of bed and finding something to kill myself with.
but i haven't done that in about a year. lol imagine just crying, that would've been awesome.
You guys need hugs. :( cjlubdoods;
i'm dead
there is no way any of you kids lifes are THAT bad doodthing;
bitchez be jealous nigga
Quote from: Boyager on September 06, 2010, 11:32:12 AM
there is no way any of you kids lifes are THAT bad doodthing;
when i was five my house caught on fire. i survived but my entire torso and left arm and leg are covered in burns. both legs are also paralyzed. although i was able to protect my face, it is scarred up a bunch.
when you're in elementary school and a crippled burn victim kids don't understand you and will pick on you.
SO MY LIFE IS THAT BAD DOODTHING
I never post it because I'm not a creepy fuck who feels the need to hit on every girl who posts but I find Sam to be cute.
big deal? i'm sure lots of us think sam is cute.
Quote from: Boyager on September 06, 2010, 03:28:55 PM
big deal? i'm sure lots of us think sam is cute.
i find her cuter than you do
you guys are all fucking losers
Quote from: Boyager on September 06, 2010, 12:53:01 PM
when i was five my house caught on fire. i survived but my entire torso and left arm and leg are covered in burns. both legs are also paralyzed. although i was able to protect my face, it is scarred up a bunch.
when you're in elementary school and a crippled burn victim kids don't understand you and will pick on you.
SO MY LIFE IS THAT BAD DOODTHING
we need proof in the form of pix
what, since when did boyah have cripples?
Quote from: Boyager on September 06, 2010, 04:42:40 PM
what, since when did boyah have cripples?
since its beginnings
the admins and mods are mental cripples
Quote from: Boyager on September 06, 2010, 07:02:30 PM
since its beginnings
the admins and mods are mental cripples
what does that make the members
Quote from: Boyager on September 06, 2010, 07:02:30 PM
since its beginnings
the admins and mods are mental cripples
lies
on a scale of 1-10 how dumb is it to date someone you live with
on a scale of 1-10 fuck you
dating's not all fun and games you know madood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 07, 2010, 01:31:52 PM
dating's not all fun and games you know madood;
i've had fun so far but of course i'm still in the early stages :3
I lied a few posts back when I said I found Sam cute.
On occasion I find her beautiful.
Quote from: Boyager on September 07, 2010, 01:31:52 PM
dating's not all fun and games you know madood;
no shit
this one time i was dating a fossil and it was from the precambrian era!
Quote from: Boyager on September 07, 2010, 03:22:21 PM
this one time i was dating a fossil and it was from the precambrian era!
ah weak bro. did you hit it?
Quote from: Thyme on September 07, 2010, 01:33:18 PM
i've had fun so far but of course i'm still in the early stages :3
omg congrats O_0
Quote from: Boyager on September 07, 2010, 03:05:26 PM
no shit
well of course it's obvious but I don't think the dateless necessarilly think of it that way
Quote from: Thyme on September 07, 2010, 01:33:18 PM
i've had fun so far but of course i'm still in the early stages :3
It is all downhill from there awdood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 07, 2010, 03:22:21 PM
this one time i was dating a fossil and it was from the precambrian era!
obviously nerp post
speaking of which, whered mippo go
guys, guys! how does one date?!
a girl looked at me today
how do i get her number??
Quote from: Boyager on September 07, 2010, 06:49:30 PM
a girl looked at me today
how do i get her number??
'hey babe, how 'bout dem digits'
Quote from: Boyager on September 07, 2010, 06:49:30 PM
a girl looked at me today
how do i get her number??
hey look clucky mocking jmv
Quote from: Boyager on September 07, 2010, 07:06:33 PM
hey look clucky mocking jmv
my inspiration came from those 4chan green text threads giggle;
>a girl looked at me today
>she wants to fuck
is there a reason why you think of jmv in a derogatory manner? akudood;
i saw a guy pretending to be a girl on the interenet today, what do?!
invite them to boyah
but this guy already goes to boyah!
Quote from: Boyager on September 07, 2010, 07:23:18 PM
but this guy already goes to boyah!
invite them to the administration team
that'd teach them
!!
Quote from: Boyager on September 07, 2010, 06:14:40 PM
It is all downhill from there awdood;
not necessarily
it was mostly uphill for me for the entire five and a half years i was dating hensa
doesn't seem like it was that long.
well, it was that long.
Quote from: Boyager on September 08, 2010, 01:31:05 PM
not necessarily
it was mostly uphill for me for the entire five and a half years i was dating hensa
:(
what happened?
Quote from: Boyager on September 08, 2010, 04:45:56 PM
:(
what happened?
i thought everyone knew?
it ended last wednesday.
as an rdx i enjoy being out of the loop. internet drama isn't as fun as it used to be.
im really sorry, i hope things get better for you quick.
No wonder they've been so cranky. saddood;
Quote from: 鉄腕アã'ˆã' on September 08, 2010, 05:03:05 PM
No wonder they've been so cranky. saddood;
i haven't really been cranky though, but uh okay tyler
EVERYONE IS CRANKY akudood;
We love you kaz n_n
Quote from: 鉄腕アã'ˆã' on September 08, 2010, 05:05:29 PM
EVERYONE IS CRANKY akudood;
ARE NOT Q('_' Q)
Quote from: Boyager on September 08, 2010, 05:06:12 PM
We love you kaz n_n
ARE NOT Q('_' Q)
Was Echo btw
I tried to be an idiot but failed awdood;
regardless of what it might seem like.
i miss you.
I watched a porno and it sucked.
God, not again. I thought i was done being depressed. I thought I was starting to move on. I feel so goddamn alone. I feel tossed aside like an old, outgrown pair of shoes.
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2010, 07:21:53 PM
God, not again. I thought i was done being depressed. I thought I was starting to move on. I feel so goddamn alone. I feel tossed aside like an old, outgrown pair of shoes.
It has a fun way of sneaking up on you baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2010, 07:23:23 PM
It has a fun way of sneaking up on you baddood;
Yeah, well I'm fucking sick of it. It's like I got hit by a train and I didn't manage to die upon impact. My heart's in shambles and I have no idea where all the pieces went.
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2010, 07:30:42 PM
Yeah, well I'm fucking sick of it. It's like I got hit by a train and I didn't manage to die upon impact. My heart's in shambles and I have no idea where all the pieces went.
Yea the feeling sucks. You'll get numb to it after a while.
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2010, 07:32:14 PM
Yea the feeling sucks. You'll get numb to it after a while.
I don't even want to get numb to it. I just want her back, man.
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2010, 07:33:14 PM
I don't even want to get numb to it. I just want her back, man.
:( Some times numb is the best you can do
Quote from: Boyager on September 07, 2010, 03:00:42 PM
I lied a few posts back when I said I found Sam cute.
On occasion I find her beautiful.
confuseddood;
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2010, 07:34:39 PM
:( Some times numb is the best you can do
this is very toxic advice
good work thumbup;
LOL EMOTIONS
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2010, 07:54:09 PM
this is very toxic advice
good work thumbup;
jmv did it and look at him!
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2010, 07:55:03 PM
LOL EMOTIONS
stfu clucky
i got my heart brokened once too.
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2010, 07:58:22 PM
sucks for you bitches
you know, you being retarded isn't really helping
actually this is not clucky
ok then it is dr.seuss
or that travis kid.
maybe nerp.
but more likely travis
lol super sleuth
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2010, 08:00:39 PM
stfu clucky
i got my heart brokened once too.
actually most of these comments weren't made by me
i only said that one post about toxicity n_u
you should have sex with random girls to sooth your heart giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2010, 08:16:30 PM
you should have sex with random girls to sooth your heart giggle;
i'm pretty sure that would make it worse
and i'm not really capable of doing that anyway, lol
just fuck fatties
my confession is that i feel sad that i've ignored strongbob or whatever for 2 months cry;
I tried gefilte fish the other day
Shit was horrible
Hiro fucking sucks. End of story. Im sticking to it. goodbye. someone should kill hiro.
i like hiro
I like hiro a lot when he's not talking about girls
i like hiro cjlubdoods;
i like hiro too.
i like nyerp and me86
everyone likes them giggle;
POST YOUR GODDAMN SECRET IN THAT THREAD
i'm pretty sure socks is incomprehensible on purpose now
clucky is posting cluckyself pictures on another site
i believe clucky should share them with us giggle; giggle; giggle; giggle;
Notsid is a cool guy
Quote from: Boyager on September 13, 2010, 06:54:47 PM
clucky is posting cluckyself pictures on another site
i believe clucky should share them with us giggle; giggle; giggle; giggle;
no no one cares
Quote from: Boyager on September 13, 2010, 06:54:47 PM
clucky is posting cluckyself pictures on another site
i believe clucky should share them with us giggle; giggle; giggle; giggle;
I'M
uniquely beautiful
Hm I have two girls in like with me and I don't know which to believe; the one i'm hanging out with claims to like me, while the other one says im being used; Problem is they are friends so if I was being used she would actually know but i have no way of knowing if she's just being dramatic; the one girl is something of a slut though so it wouldnt be surprising, she's just a really good actor if its the case
fuck them both
Well the one has been basically telling me to, but I'll take my time when she's slept with 20 dicks before
And that's not an exaggeration
Quote from: Boyager on September 14, 2010, 06:40:27 AM
Well the one has been basically telling me to, but I'll take my time when she's slept with 20 dicks before
And that's not an exaggeration
sleep with her anyways
you're obviously not ready for an authentic relationshit
Quote from: Boyager on September 13, 2010, 06:43:38 PM
i'm pretty sure socks is incomprehensible on purpose now
given the appropriate purpose of mind, i'm quite extensive and very comprehensive.
Quote from: Boyager on September 14, 2010, 08:13:23 AM
given the appropriate purpose of mind, i'm quite extensive and very comprehensive.
see, the problem with people trying to imitate socks is that they accidentally make more sense than he does
because that post was perfectly understandable
Quote from: Boyager on September 14, 2010, 08:34:10 AM
see, the problem with people trying to imitate socks is that they accidentally make more sense than he does
because that post was perfectly understandable
thanks for the chuckle.
Quote from: Boyager on September 14, 2010, 08:34:10 AM
see, the problem with people trying to imitate socks is that they accidentally make more sense than he does
because that post was perfectly understandable
i think that was an original socks post akudood;
impossible.
Quote from: Boyager on September 14, 2010, 07:29:31 AM
sleep with her anyways
you're obviously not ready for an authentic relationshit
Riiight because sleeping with someone who doesn't like you is mature enough for an authentic relationshit
Quote from: Boyager on September 14, 2010, 01:48:03 PM
Riiight because sleeping with someone who doesn't like you is mature enough for an authentic relationshit
wat
i know someone who has sex with people he doesn't even know the names of because he needs the self esteem
Quote from: Boyager on September 14, 2010, 02:56:46 PM
i know someone who has sex with people he doesn't even know the names of because he needs the self esteem
sad
or maybe because it feeeels good
I'VE GOT ANOTHER CONFESSION TO MAKE
[spoiler]I'M YOUR FOOL[/spoiler]
i keep dreaming about her :'(
Tyler... smithicide;
sometimes when i pretend that i'm happy, i become happy n_n
woohoo!
my glasses broke and on top of that the lens that sort of barely hung on to the frame fell into a crack between my bed and the wall and i cant get to it now. or at least i think it did, it doesn't make sense for it to have since the bed was right up to the wall. but im pissed, because i've had these glasses since i was 13, and i had another pair for about a year between now and then so i've worn them for 3 years, which is a big deal. i've been through hell and back, wearing these glasses, and i have a special pouch for all of these trivial utensils i used during strange times and meaningful moments. without that lens, my collection will be incomplete. i can't go under the bed through, it's too short, and i sort of reached down there but i couldn't feel anything.
woe is me.
Quote from: Boyager on September 26, 2010, 09:09:54 PM
my glasses broke and on top of that the lens that sort of barely hung on to the frame fell into a crack between my bed and the wall and i cant get to it now. or at least i think it did, it doesn't make sense for it to have since the bed was right up to the wall. but im pissed, because i've had these glasses since i was 13, and i had another pair for about a year between now and then so i've worn them for 3 years, which is a big deal. i've been through hell and back, wearing these glasses, and i have a special pouch for all of these trivial utensils i used during strange times and meaningful moments. without that lens, my collection will be incomplete. i can't go under the bed through, it's too short, and i sort of reached down there but i couldn't feel anything.
woe is me.
gay
on a more relatable note:
well i've been a little lovesick this weekend, more than usual, and my muscles keep spazzing out. am i weird?
Quote from: 鉄腕アã'ˆã' on September 29, 2010, 05:28:11 AM
Hehe, it's not as bad as I thought.
And it'll download GB and GBA, as well as "classic" games VC style bia the 3DS shop channel.
What a surprise. plus
>implying he was expecting worse from Nintendo
Quote from: Boyager on September 29, 2010, 12:16:23 PM
What a surprise. plus
>implying he was expecting worse from Nintendo
lol bringing this on the anonymous board
Quote from: Thyme on September 29, 2010, 12:22:02 PM
lol bringing this on the anonymous board
Excuse me but aren't you the one who has a habit of making such comments with quoting posts and replying anonymously ?
I think you were that poster akudood;
I meant to type one but 'fuck' still works in that spot
Quote from: Boyager on September 29, 2010, 12:26:08 PM
Excuse me but aren't you the fuck who has a habit of making such comments with quoting posts and replying anonymously ?
I think you were that poster akudood;
Well, "has a habit", past tense would be better in this case. But yeah I did that a few times lol. giggle;
I'm not sure what you're getting at th- WAIT NO I DO
You're thinking that I was implying you were a
coward for hiding behind the anonymous board. And now you're going the whole "kettle calling the pot black" thing.
Except, I didn't say anything of the sort.
[spoiler]but yeah i absolutely am implying that lol
also a tremendous dick
me having done that in the past doesn't make you any less of a dick in the present
also lol at trying to shift the blame that was good[/spoiler]
No i was implying that you were implying something is wrong with what i posted.
I am certain if it wasn't tyler I quoted you wouldn't have cared.
Quote from: Boyager on September 29, 2010, 12:41:49 PM
No i was implying that you were implying something is wrong with what i posted.
I am certain if it wasn't tyler I quoted you wouldn't have cared.
I care about my friends.
You probably don't know what that feels like though.
he'd a hypocritical belligerent jerk :3
sometimes i feel like i'm a jerk :(
it's okay i still love you thyme
And to think, video games are what brought Boyah together in the first place. giggle;
oh my god guys
it's a fucking ds calm down
Quote from: Nyerp on September 29, 2010, 02:28:28 PM
oh my god guys
it's a fucking ds calm down
this this this
Thymey I really had no idea you cared that much about me. :'(
cjlubdoods;
Sometimes I hocuspocus; my THE POWER OF GOD with my goonish and im like cmongler; cmongler;
sometimes i 1 0s and then i'm like :(
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2010, 08:30:35 PM
sometimes i 1 0s and then i'm like :(
Sometimes I 0 1s and then realize I fucked up.
sometimes i just feel like a 00. i have no 1 in me.
i have 99 friends on facebook. heck yes.
when i looked in the mirror this morning i said 'zero' to myself. i wish i was a one. :'(
Quote from: Boyager on September 30, 2010, 08:53:47 PM
Sometimes I 0 1s and then realize I fucked up.
you mean you 1'd up
I CONFESS THAT I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO THRILLED TO HAVE ALMOST BEEN KILLED BY CROWD CRUSH IN MY LIFE
wednesday's makeout sessions was pretty heated 5thgrade;
Does anyone else know the experience of seeing a girl who you get the feeling is insecure about her looks but you find her beautiful so you look at her but you can just feel her self consciousness permeating the room?
You just want to say "you are beautiful' but do not have the balls of doing so. >_<'
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 02:54:32 PM
Does anyone else know the experience of seeing a girl who you get the feeling is insecure about her looks but you find her beautiful so you look at her but you can just feel her self consciousness permeating the room?
You just want to say "you are beautiful' but do not have the balls of doing so. >_<'
i know the experience of seeing a girl who i
know is insecure about her looks, and i've felt some of the worst consequences of that (like, her being way, way too shy and reserved in bed, making me feel like i'm inadequate or something), and told her she's beautiful on a daily basis, and have it not seem to make much of a difference
i guess that's fairly close
no it isn't akudood;
this just in: kaz is inadequate in bed
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 03:15:09 PM
this just in: kaz is inadequate in bed
maybe that was jmv talking about his experience with his girlfrie...
oh
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 03:15:09 PM
this just in: kaz is inadequate in bed
i'm only 5'6" and my dick is probably bigger than yours
how does that make you feel
the only way to settle this for both of you to posts your dicks.
to balance out the penises we're going to need one of our female members to pose naked for us
kaz why are you a little midget
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 03:52:40 PM
the only way to settle this for both of you to posts your dicks.
to balance out the penises we're going to need fuck of our female members to pose naked for us
i agree for the most part but i think that we actually need two females
i nominate hensa and sam
preferably in photoshoppable positions so that we can put them together in a lesbian embrace
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 03:55:25 PM
kaz why are you a little midget
idk
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 03:55:25 PM
kaz why are you a little midget
He isn't. He is "FUN-SIZED". :3
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 03:51:39 PM
i'm only 5'6" and my dick is probably bigger than yours
how does that make you feel
horny yes;
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 04:06:55 PM
horny yes;
oh wow i should have thought about this yes;
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 03:51:39 PM
i'm only 5'6" and my dick is probably bigger than yours
how does that make you feel
Couldn't he just turn that around saying at least he can pleasure a girl even with a tiny dick? baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 02:54:32 PM
You just want to say "you are beautiful' but do not have the balls of doing so. >_<'
i usually want to profess my love. but how can i do so as a stranger? after all, most women are not loved without notice, those that are typically end up lamp shades. yet i want to only water her flower.
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 04:15:21 PM
Couldn't he just turn that around saying at least he can pleasure a girl even with a tiny dick? baddood;
no because he's a virgin
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 04:23:27 PM
no because he's a virgin
wow that must sting that even a virgin is more pleasing in bed akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 04:27:56 PM
wow that must sting that even a virgin is more pleasing in bed akudood;
A
gay virgin confuseddood;
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 04:27:56 PM
wow that must sting that even a virgin is more pleasing in bed akudood;
that's a pretty big stretch to make for a reversal lol
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 03:51:39 PM
i'm only 5'6" and my dick is probably bigger than yours
how does that make you feel
i doubt it
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 04:16:37 PM
i usually want to profess my love. but how can i do so as a stranger? after all, most women are not loved without notice, those that are typically end up lamp shades. yet i want to only water her flower.
i understand completely. while i can respect what i don't know, i cannot ignore what i see. sometimes i know the type, it is timeless and will forever be, and how i love it when it's near me. drawn to the familiarity and potential, a certain sorrow hangs over my soul. i can see our lives, our future, how beautiful it is together, and yet she may not even look my way. woe is me, boyah. woe is me.
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 03:51:39 PM
i'm only 5'6"
lol
I'm probably younger than you and taller. wariodood;
Quote from: Boyager on October 21, 2010, 03:51:39 PM
i'm only 5'6" and my dick is probably bigger than yours
how does that make you feel
LOL
i'll never be a satisfying twink with my height >_<'
Quote from: Boyager on October 22, 2010, 07:04:54 AM
lol
I'm probably younger than you and taller. wariodood;
i don't doubt it
i've met middle schoolers taller than me
Quote from: Boyager on October 22, 2010, 12:25:19 PM
i don't doubt it
i've met middle schoolers taller than me
Well, it's not that hard to do.
looking at pictures of middle school breaks my heart.
because it's just so hard to conceive that things could just disappear, up in the air, just like that. in a matter of minutes, really. i had forgotten about a lot of these people and how close we were despite the fact that i see them every day. it explains why they look so bothered when they see me.
i dunno. i cant explain it to myself, either. i've been depressed for the past month because while before i had buried the issue, a number of things have come up that pulled it up from its grave. and now im starting to stutter again, and it's just not good.
boyay, this is annoying. im having trouble coming up with a solution, long or short term.
a bullet will take care of both.
nah you dont get it. i have trouble remembering things. half of my memories are made up, supposedly. so that's why it's so odd seeing something you thought was true and having been taken advantage of and more or less believing it wasn't and then finding out in fact it was. feels weird man.
(http://www.creativeuncut.com/gallery-01/art/ff7-cloud2.jpg)
yeah i drew that parallel too
kind of funny cause i always thought cloud was a badass when i was a young lad akudood;
cloud is a faggot
only a faggot would say that
cloud is cool in the game
it's in advent children that he's a faggot
In AC, he's a whiney little bitch. akudood;
advent children was pure trash
Quote from: Boyager on October 26, 2010, 09:48:46 AM
advent children was pure trash
seriously
they didn't even try to come up with a decent reason to continue the story in the first place. GEOSTIGMA LOL.
Everybody wants dick nowadays
Tyler is my favorite person I cannot stand giggle;
It's up to the reader to interpret this as a compliment or an insult. hocuspocus;
Quote from: Boyager on October 28, 2010, 11:55:30 PM
Everybody wants dick nowadays
its the cool thing to do
Quote from: Boyager on October 28, 2010, 11:55:30 PM
Everybody wants dick nowadays
if you had a dick i'd swallow your load, spit it up and lather it all over my body like a hedgehog <3
hedgehog?
Quote from: Boyager on November 01, 2010, 07:18:31 PM
hedgehog?
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jfoh8WyJhEw[/youtube]
GREAT VIDEO EVERYONE HAS TO WATCH THIS
I had sex with the sibling of an ex. happydood;
well how many people here have had sex? we know who you are. girl;
Quote from: Boyager on November 03, 2010, 09:21:34 AM
well how many people here have had sex? we know who you are. girl;
Maybe I just don't post about my sexual activity on Boyah on other boards. bassir;
Quote from: Boyager on November 03, 2010, 04:53:34 PM
Maybe I just don't post about my sexual activity on Boyah on other boards. bassir;
i simply don't post anything regarding me happydood;
boyah has secrets O_0
well boyah has had its fair share of liars, so yes it does
i'm a boyah liar
aren't we all in some form?
behold the power of penis
Quote from: Boyager on November 02, 2010, 02:10:16 PM
I had sex with the sibling of an ex. happydood;
Now conquer the rest of the family
I wish a lot of my responsibilities received more appreciation. :(
I guess it's why I spend so much time at work. My bosses show appreciation for the effort I put in. Customers and visitors thank me for my help and service. My co-workers thank me. At home, not so much. I don't even have time for a life. If I'm not in school or at work I'm doing errands, homework, or something taking my little free time.
And those I live with act like I'm a bad person if I want to take a night or two from my week to hang out with friends or have a life. Forget actually being able to have a working relationship; it would fall apart because I doubt I'd have time.
Then there's here. I've brought it up repeatedly so I'm not going to go down that list again. I had fun being admin and working on stuff. I don't know when it happened though. People started expecting things as entitlements as opposed to benefits. I'm sorry the Boyah Awards are taking so long. I tried to enforce the time limit but when 75% of the presenters didn't follow through I couldn't really do much. Once I get my computer back I will be finished with that. But really they are supposed to be a fun event. Somehow they morphed into bother me every fucking day as if I had forgotten they weren't done. Organizing everything was a pain in the ass. Ask any of the staff members who actually participated in doing such. It takes time to re-encode all the videos that half of the members refused to follow directions about. I don't care, I'll accept them but stop acting like I don't do shit because I'm taking my time to get them done. It's not like I have much time to do it anyhow. I'm doing what I can.
I'd probably put more effort into adding stuff but I don't really see the point. If it doesn't work 100% as desired I will have bitching about it instead of people enjoying the 95% that does work. Even if it does work there will be a select few whiners who don't like the change.
So forgive me for not rushing to finish the awards when there will be no appreciation for the time taken anyhow.
Between home, work, school, and this forum I have little time for myself. I wish I could count Boyah as time for myself but I need to avoid really posting because people just whine "hurr you time haver to post why not do awards!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!".
I can't even take a vacation for a few days since things would probably fall apart, if not here then, at home and school.
I am tired.
WAIT WAIT DON'T TELL ME
JMV MADE THAT POST
IS IT JMV
now i feel bad :|
Quote from: Boyager on November 07, 2010, 02:12:48 PM
WAIT WAIT DON'T TELL ME
JMV MADE THAT POST
IS IT JMV
I'm the only admin who posts and is managing the awards. akudood;
i love what you do for us. saddood; i should tell you more often
HEY JIMMY
I LIKE THE THINGS YOU DO
what kind of pokemon are you
how do you do the things you dooooooo
OLD NEWS
I've made a prediction a few weeks back and kept a small record based on your personality, habits, and various other factors along with your new environment from the day we ceased communication.
I've also kept an accumulation of all that makes you, you from the years I've spoken with you as well.
It may sound like you're a case study, but you're simply a giant raccoon that has moved out of his nest with a tag stapled to its ear to track its progress. Our little silver lining will live as long as your dirty little secret. 5thgrade;
jmv you work too hard, really :(
Quote from: Boyager on November 07, 2010, 02:45:41 PM
OLD NEWS
I've made a prediction a few weeks back and kept a small record based on your personality, habits, and various other factors along with your new environment from the day we ceased communication.
I've also kept an accumulation of all that makes you, you from the years I've spoken with you as well.
It may sound like you're a case study, but you're simply a giant raccoon that has moved out of his nest with a tag stapled to its ear to track its progress. Our little silver lining will live as long as your dirty little secret. 5thgrade;
i am jmv's sum of experiences
i am things yet to come
i am become death, the destroyer of worlds
Quote from: Boyager on November 07, 2010, 03:10:11 PM
i am become death, the destroyer of worlds
Fuck you.
You stole my exact post you fucking asshole.
Quote from: Boyager on November 07, 2010, 03:12:25 PM
Fuck you.
You stole my exact post you fucking asshole.
cjlubdoods;
(http://funnyanimalpictures.net/data/media/1/fluffy_-_destroyer_of_worlds.jpg)
i remember this
i printed it out and showed it to my friends
i hate how i make threads and then five minutes later think "wtf why did i make this that's stupid"
Quote from: Boyager on November 08, 2010, 03:33:39 PM
i hate how i make threads and then five minutes later think "wtf why did i make this that's stupid"
hi rdx
its me obama i post on your website. (check the ip its the white house)
I think George P Bush is handsome yes;
in other news, i think i might be...
[spoiler]slightly bi :x[/spoiler]
everyone is bisexual
Bisexuality is just a result of too much libido
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2010, 03:06:35 PM
Bisexuality is just a result of too much libido
well then fuck damn i love having too much libido
i keep farting and it keeps traveling up between my thighs to my ballsack
it feels so funny
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2010, 04:20:04 PM
well then fuck damn i love having too much libido
You made a thread about how it's killing you akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 11, 2010, 03:06:35 PM
Bisexuality is just a result of too much libido
uh what
statistically bisexuals have higher sex drives...
it's not really a surprise
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2010, 12:21:38 PM
statistically bisexuals have higher sex drives...
it's not really a surprise
doodthing;
apparently i'm bisexual
Apparently, I am asexual.
apparently, i'm straight like a normal person
im jesus its me i a m jesus
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2010, 12:17:07 PM
uh what
it's not genetic, don't even try lying to yourself
couldn't it be argued that an hyperactive libido itself is a genetic abnormality 5thgrade;
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2010, 11:33:18 AM
You made a thread about how it's killing you akudood;
well yeah, on one hand i love it, on the other, not having an output for it anymore is extremely frustrating
(http://i54.tinypic.com/301eset.jpg)
My life in a nutshell. cjlubdoods;
What I don't lack is too much anticipation for a response that I am unsure will be so I avoid the conversation.Then I don't get any pussy.
Quote from: Boyager on November 24, 2010, 06:54:27 PM
(http://i54.tinypic.com/301eset.jpg)
My life in a nutshell. cjlubdoods;
everybody's life in a nutshell
Quote from: Boyager on November 24, 2010, 07:30:45 PM
everybody's life in a nutshell
well except for mine, fucking adore myself.
my heroes had the heart to lose their lives out on a liiiimb
Quote from: Boyager on November 25, 2010, 03:13:21 PM
my heroes had the heart to lose their lives out on a liiiimb
and i all i remember thinking, was, i want to be like them
I am so excited and nervous giggle;
going cold turkey from the big three this week
let's see if i survive. im fucked.
Quote from: Boyager on December 05, 2010, 05:42:32 PM
going cold turkey from the big three this week
let's see if i survive. im fucked.
what are the big three
they're not actually drugs, they're things i depend on too much to get me through the day akudood;
i guess a couple COULD be construed as drugs. but lol no
ok rdx
[move]progress[/move]
its 6 today.
I miss her ;___________;
I miss him ;_________;
Penis ;____________;
cold ;_____;
Quote from: Boyager on December 09, 2010, 04:03:38 AM
I miss her ;___________;
I get to see her again soon :3
Quote from: Boyager on December 09, 2010, 04:03:38 AM
I miss her ;___________;
hey me too
she's prolly gonna get married. one of those high school pressures things. do i feel bad? a little bit.
hey felt you still got aids or wha
i should go out with my cousin to piss off the mother who complains about me not having a girlfriend y/n
goodjob;
i'd like some penis with that. girl;
i'm so conflicted these days about whether or not it's even worth talking to her anymore, because i've convinced myself that she really doesn't care at all if she ever even hears my voice again, especially because even if she says i'm her best friend, it feels like she's actually got better friends than me anyway
Quote from: Boyager on January 10, 2011, 05:06:52 PM
i'm so conflicted these days about whether or not it's even worth talking to her anymore, because i've convinced myself that she really doesn't care at all if she ever even hears my voice again, especially because even if she says i'm her best friend, it feels like she's actually got better friends than me anyway
Give up
WHAT DID I DO I AM SORRY I BROUGHT HER UP KAZ ;_____;
Quote from: Boyager on January 10, 2011, 05:11:47 PM
WHAT DID I DO I AM SORRY I BROUGHT HER UP KAZ ;_____;
no bro, these thoughts are swimming around in my head regardless of whether anyone brings her up or not, i just felt like mentioning it now because she was brought up
you just made me write it, not think it
Quote from: Boyager on January 10, 2011, 05:09:21 PM
Give up
that's pretty much what i'm doing lol
call her and breathe heavily into the phone
Quote from: Boyager on January 10, 2011, 05:20:04 PM
call her and breathe heavily into the phone
brainy in hey arnold
Quote from: Boyager on January 10, 2011, 05:06:52 PM
i'm so conflicted these days about whether or not it's even worth talking to her anymore, because i've convinced myself that she really doesn't care at all if she ever even hears my voice again, especially because even if she says i'm her best friend, it feels like she's actually got better friends than me anyway
boringno one is worth talking to besides your ego cjlubdoods;
OMG SAM RUB IT
Quote from: Boyager on January 11, 2011, 05:14:39 PM
OMG SAM RUB IT
cosplay games and me being super geeky
enjoying life but not boyah
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=blY1t8YtU-4[/youtube]
THAT HAIR + FALL OUT BOY = COMEDY GENIUS
he looks kinda like hiro
except not even hiro is that awkward and bad with girls. that was painful to watch.
"I could... we could... switch the... codes, you know"
i lol'd
[spoiler]he really does look like hiro saddood;[/spoiler]
why u have 2 make fun of my vidos
hi im kaz and i like presea n_n
Quote from: Boyager on January 14, 2011, 04:13:08 AM
hi im kaz and i like presea n_n
bullshit, i'm kaz and i like presea
fucking imposter
hi i'm presea and i like kaz giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on January 14, 2011, 09:42:08 AM
hi i'm presea and i like kaz giggle;
omg my dream came true giggle;
hi i'm kaz and i'm an alcoholic
hi im the hobo with the golden voice
Quote from: Boyager on January 13, 2011, 03:07:09 AM
he looks kinda like hiro
except not even hiro is that awkward and bad with girls. that was painful to watch.
aside from having straight blonde hair roughly that length, I don't see how i look like that at all akudood;
also how would you even know my awkwardness around girls
oh and i thought it seemed obvious that he was just pretending to be awkward
what
Quote from: Admin on January 14, 2011, 03:58:40 PM
aside from having straight blonde hair roughly that length, I don't see how i look like that at all akudood;
also how would you even know my awkwardness around girls
oh and i thought it seemed obvious that he was just pretending to be awkward
he looks kind of like you and that's final so deal with it akudood;
because you've talked about it
and yeah the dick cutting thing was a big tip-off that it was intentional, but that doesn't make the awkwardness any less awkward and lolsome
hi i mgay and japan
Quote from: Boyager on January 14, 2011, 12:57:16 PM
hi i'm kaz and i'm an alcoholic
i don't even drink akudood;
i have had like a couple sips of a margarita and a pina colada once and some digusting wine
that's it
Before I turned 21 I almost never drank.
Now I do once or twice per week. giggle;
Also, while I don't feel any different in most cases and still feel nothing I at least feel happy with her. cjlubdoods;
I am still an unfeeling dick with everything else though. n_n
Quote from: Boyager on January 14, 2011, 09:46:09 AM
omg my dream came true giggle;
fucking knew it.
fucking did.
Quote from: Boyager on January 16, 2011, 04:59:46 AM
fucking knew it.
fucking did.
lol
yes, i'm sticking to anime girls from now on n_u
3D PIG DISGUSTING
Obama is murder, McCain is genocide.
GRRR
family==grrrr
Now now David. n_u
it's true :(
if(family=="grrr"){
complainOnBoyah();
}
I'm such a fucking idiot smithicide;
I'm still paranoid about the small possibility that I fucked up both of our futures giggle;
Quote from: Boyager on January 23, 2011, 11:43:22 PM
I'm still paranoid about the small possibility that I fucked up both of our futures giggle;
should have wrapped your tool fool
i want my tool wrapped up in something if you catch my drift~
RIFL
look im sackboy wee i create stuff?
i lol'd at that guy who had his pants fall down slightly in the pro bowl when making that touchdown n_u
Quote from: Boyager on January 30, 2011, 11:24:49 PM
i lol'd at that guy who had his pants fall down slightly in the pro bowl when making that touchdown n_u
hi david
dp is an idiot
I thought something was very wrong here
mfw I realize she never gave me a blow job in all that time myface;
Quote from: Boyager on February 20, 2011, 09:30:02 PM
mfw I realize she never gave me a blow job in all that time myface;
awww myface;
Is it still suicide if you eat/drink yourself to death over a period of years
yes.
Fuuuuuuck
maybe i should become a priest at least then id have a purpose/direction
me and my two younger brothers all hooked up with the same girl (intensities of the hook up vary) I feel like that's really weird. she is closest to my age.
Quote from: Boyager on February 20, 2011, 09:30:02 PM
mfw I realize she never gave me a blow job in all that time myface;
welcome to my world myface;
Quote from: Boyager on February 22, 2011, 01:21:51 AM
welcome to my world myface;
I was in it before you akudood;
i like to move it move it >.<
i remember when this thread was filled with depressions
Quote from: Boyager on March 29, 2011, 08:53:04 PM
i remember when this thread was filled with depressions
it was much better too
let me be sad for you: :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
i'm so fucking baked rofl 8-)
last nyt i took 2000 pills i am so sad no 1 luves me
Quote from: Boyager on April 03, 2011, 06:00:23 PM
last nyt i took 2000 pills i am so sad no 1 luves me
oh i am sorry. the other night i cut myself 200 times and i cried from the blood no one saved me
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=97UDZiaX44Y[/youtube]
op is a bassoon
forgive me doodthing for i have sinned
So which one of you is the priest?
I think I might have accidentally destroyed the relationship I had with my only college friend thus far. smithicide;
Quote from: Boyager on April 06, 2011, 06:00:46 PM
I think I might have accidentally destroyed the relationship I had with my only college friend thus far. smithicide;
Hiro??????????????????????????
L m ao
jealousy to the point of insanity
Quote from: Boyager on April 06, 2011, 05:28:35 PM
So which one of you is the priest?
I am you cracker.
It's gotten a lot harder to masturbate lately because even in my fantasies I can't imagine anyone being attracted to me. :(
People think of attraction when they masturbate? Huh... and I always thought it was a lust thing
Quote from: Boyager on April 19, 2011, 12:50:33 AM
People think of attraction when they masturbate? Huh... and I always thought it was a lust thing
Isn't lust a form of attraction? huhdoodame;
Quote from: Boyager on April 18, 2011, 06:34:07 PM
It's gotten a lot harder to masturbate lately because even in my fantasies I can't imagine anyone being attracted to me. :(
DP or Kaz.
lol, no, not me
I have no problems whatsoever masturbating and in fact I probably do it too much n_u
how many times/day
um like two or three times a day usually lol
...wow
[spoiler]me2[/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on April 19, 2011, 09:09:14 AM
um like two or three times a day usually lol
Well at least you've probably built up some stamina girl;
Quote from: Boyager on April 19, 2011, 01:57:52 AM
Isn't lust a form of attraction? huhdoodame;
Lust doesn't care if she is attracted to you though.
Quote from: Boyager on April 18, 2011, 06:34:07 PM
It's gotten a lot harder to masturbate lately because even in my fantasies I can't imagine anyone being attracted to me. :(
Be like me and develop a rape fetish.
Quote from: Snowy620 on April 19, 2011, 10:35:04 AM
How on earth can you do that. akudood;
how on earth can you not
after i finish, i feel repulsed by whatever i did that too and want to have nothing to do with it again myface;
Quote from: Boyager on April 19, 2011, 03:36:04 PM
after i finish, i feel repulsed by whatever i did that too and want to have nothing to do with it again myface;
this is normal
i think
Quote from: Boyager on April 19, 2011, 03:36:04 PM
after i finish, i feel repulsed by whatever i did that too and want to have nothing to do with it again myface;
me too 5thgrade;
my thoughts immediately afterwards are usually along the lines of "jesus christ this is disgusting goonish"
WHAT HAVE MY BEASTLY INSTINCTS CAUSED ME TO BECOME cry;
uhh my thoughts immediately afterward are basically "well that's done, time to do something else now"
i don't see what the big deal is lol
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2011, 02:14:38 AM
uhh my thoughts immediately afterward are basically "well that's done, time to do something else now"
i don't see what the big deal is lol
Yeah I felt guilty maybe the first few times I did it... then it's habit
i don't see how you can't feel bad about it. it's absolutely disgusting. gonk;
I hate your ideals about relationships, but because you're beautiful I'd still be with you.
I disgust myself.
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2011, 02:14:38 AM
uhh my thoughts immediately afterward are basically "well that's done, time to do something else now"
i don't see what the big deal is lol
kaz, maybe they haven't had as much
practice as you ;)
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2011, 08:15:55 AM
i don't see how you can't feel bad about it. it's absolutely disgusting. gonk;
oh david come on there's nothing shameful about your map fetish ;)
btw you two aren't very good at posting anonymously ;)
I am! Iam!
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2011, 08:57:40 AM
kaz, maybe they haven't had as much practice as you ;)
oh david come on there's nothing shameful about your map fetish ;)
btw you two aren't very good at posting anonymously ;)
is it really that noticeable? myface;
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2011, 11:40:15 AM
is it really that noticeable? myface;
the silly double spaces don't help girl;
what's so noticeable about it? :(
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2011, 12:37:03 PM
what's so noticeable about it? :(
um
only you use it
:(
im pretty sure Echo has a vagina instead of a penis
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2011, 12:40:33 PM
um
only you use it
uh i use double spaces too...this is kaz, and the person you were talking to wasn't, obviously.
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2011, 08:57:40 AM
btw you two aren't very good at posting anonymously ;)
i'm not trying to mask my identity
if i wanted to do that, i wouldn't be on boyah
y'all fags baddood;
yea well ur a double fag.
thyme be jelly of our big happy sweaty gay orgy
it's a gay orgy yes;
Quote from: Boyager on April 20, 2011, 01:43:05 PM
im pretty sure Echo has a vagina instead of a penis
why confuseddood;
echo is a guy is this real life
I did not have condoms since sex was not planned.
I pulled out slightly too early and now have blue balls.
Then after ypu pullout get oral from her.
So I managed to avoid being seduced into doing cocaine yesterday...
I was so curious but I think some things are better off being unknown in this case
Sounds like you succumb to nativity.
I don't see what that has to do with being born
me either, but cocaine will do that to ya
this thread died when clucky died
who cares
I CARE
Clucky left and returned.
When he left I held it in, until he came back where I just got reminded me everyone else who also left me.
Why?
Probably because I'm worthless, not good for anyone (Not even for Clucky. ), etc.
Sure, I made fun of Clucky and told him to go away forever, but I didn't expect him to leave. He left for some other unstable person who didn't even talk to him that much, that probably tells me that Clucky is easy to win over. Since Clucky couldn't get in contact with said person, he just came back to me. This made me feel like trash. ;_______; But then again, I am probably trash, probably the reason why everyone abandons me, including Clucky.
I can't get over that Clucky left.
Clucky needed to be free to roam the mountains of New Jersey with the other weirdos. n_u
Also he's in my state right now I think. akudood;
Quote from: Boyager on May 01, 2011, 11:37:07 PM
So I managed to avoid being seduced into doing cocaine yesterday...
I was so curious but I think some things are better off being unknown in this case
never do cocaine. try everything else at least once.
except meth and pcp
Quote from: Boyager on July 02, 2011, 11:34:03 PM
never do cocaine. try everything else at least once.
except meth and pcp
heroin?
CLUCKY IS A GUY?
CLUCKY IS A GAY
what if clucky... was a girl ??
i thought clucky was the green elf guy
i MST confes
...
[spoiler]BEIN IDORT HERPDERPHURRDURR[/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on July 03, 2011, 04:33:32 PM
i thought clucky was the green elf guy
no, he's the red elf with a curved dick.
Whoever just psted that plz pm wawi cuz that mental imagge rite ther was hot and sexy
plz hav sex christmas fanfic
(http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/c/c4/US-MO-Kansas_City-Entire_City.png)
pjgod yes i hv geesebumps from sexy pic u jusst postd
im invisioiinig me and it havin one on 1 naughty time
Share of Doodthing's Holy Bong
Quote from: Boyager on July 04, 2011, 12:56:01 AM
(http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/c/c4/US-MO-Kansas_City-Entire_City.png)
Chick with a dick?
i smoked a blunt with some hot bitches today
and posting on boyah's anon board was the best thing about it. superfluous to the definition.
Quote from: Boyager on July 04, 2011, 01:12:38 AM
pjgod yes i hv geesebumps from sexy pic u jusst postd
im invisioiinig me and it havin one on 1 naughty time
u forgot 2 guess 400!!
I still can't get over that clucky is a guy. what the balls man.
This is like Bluaki all over again goonish
Quote from: Boyager on July 06, 2011, 09:24:32 PM
I still can't get over that clucky is a guy. what the balls man.
This is like Bluaki all over again goonish
i would say that the two situations are quite different. clucky lied about its gender for the sole purpose of getting attention on the internet and messing with people's feelings, bluaki actually wants to become a girl. doodhuh;
I like girls.
I like girls. A lot. I would probably fuck one if given a chance and enough alcohol
I would fuck one given the chance and completely sober
Quote from: Boyager on July 07, 2011, 09:59:22 AM
I would fuck one given the chance and completely sober
Idk man that's kind of perverted...
Quote from: Boyager on July 07, 2011, 04:38:12 AM
i would say that the two situations are quite different. clucky lied about its gender for the sole purpose of getting attention on the internet and messing with people's feelings, bluaki actually wants to become a girl. doodhuh;
yeah and it helps that blu is a nice person and clucky isn't
Quote from: Boyager on July 07, 2011, 04:38:12 AM
i would say that the two situations are quite different. clucky lied about its gender for the sole purpose of getting attention on the internet and messing with people's feelings, bluaki actually wants to become a girl. doodhuh;
The feeling is the same for me as I was never incredibly close with either one of them.
The feeling is "Gender of boyager isn't what I thought it was, that's crazy."
i didn't care whether Clucky was a guy or girl. And he never hurt me. saddood;
i guess 6000
Forgive me doodthing for I have sinned
doodthing does not frogive so easily
> frogive
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2011, 03:24:04 PM
> frogive
hi welcome to boyah, you must be new here
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2011, 03:35:37 PM
hi welcome to boyah, you must be new here
hi welcome to new, you must be boyah here
Bring back the drama~
Bring back the throwdown~
Bring back the showdown~
http://www.youtube.com/v/Pzull7scV2Y?version=3&hl=en_US&autoplay=1
IT'S ABOUT TO GO
DOWN
Quote from: Khadafi on July 16, 2011, 06:33:39 PM
http://www.youtube.com/v/Pzull7scV2Y?version=3&hl=en_US&autoplay=1
IT'S ABOUT TO GO
DOWN
I'm about to go down if you know what I am sayin'
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2011, 07:20:18 PM
I'm about to go down if you know what I am sayin'
yes;
FIGHT ME FAGGOTS
Every time I try to lie about something, even if it's the smallest thing, it seems like somebody can ALWAYS tell or finds out doodthing;
how long has this song been here
nvm
yeaaah boi
Quote from: Boyager on July 02, 2011, 12:40:47 PM
Clucky left and returned.
When he left I held it in, until he came back where I just got reminded me everyone else who also left me.
Why?
Probably because I'm worthless, not good for anyone (Not even for Clucky. ), etc.
Sure, I made fun of Clucky and told him to go away forever, but I didn't expect him to leave. He left for some other unstable person who didn't even talk to him that much, that probably tells me that Clucky is easy to win over. Since Clucky couldn't get in contact with said person, he just came back to me. This made me feel like trash. ;_______; But then again, I am probably trash, probably the reason why everyone abandons me, including Clucky.
I can't get over that Clucky left.
but my unstable person talks to me constantly OH MY GOD WHERE ARE YOU GETTING THIS INFORMATION FROM
i never left ~____^
Quote from: Boyager on August 04, 2011, 07:04:01 AM
but my unstable person talks to me constantly OH MY GOD WHERE ARE YOU GETTING THIS INFORMATION FROM
i never left ~____^
he's felt
I have some of the strangest fetishes in the world. saddood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 10:30:06 PM
I have some of the strangest fetishes in the world. saddood;
wow lewd
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 10:32:43 PM
wow lewd
some of them are more "wow ew" and "wow what the hell" :'(
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 10:30:06 PM
I have some of the strangest fetishes in the world. saddood;
i have a couple that i've hinted at before but never explicitly told boyah because i think boyah would think i'm a goddamn weirdo
i have a feeling that one of the above posters is kaz
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:26:39 PM
i have a feeling that one of the above posters is kaz
i think the one just before you is kaz lol
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:20:35 PM
boyah would think i'm a goddamn weirdo
same, and that's bad considering boyah is quite weird :'(
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:20:35 PM
i have a couple that i've hinted at before but never explicitly told boyah because i think boyah would think i'm a goddamn weirdo
there's a 50-50 chance you are already considered a goddamned weirdo
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:33:25 PM
there's a 50-50 chance you are already considered a goddamned weirdo
yeah probably but if boyah knew for sure about those fetishes it'd be a for sure thing and they'd think i'm even
weirderQuote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:30:44 PM
i think the one just before you is kaz lol
sillydood;
it's okay kaz, we all have weird secrets :'(
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:37:28 PM
yeah probably but if boyah knew for sure about those fetishes it'd be a for sure thing and they'd think i'm even weirder
We'll except you for who you are. Unless your into like scat or something. Then you can get the fuck out.
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:39:27 PM
We'll except you for who you are. Unless your into like scat or something. Then you can get the fuck out.
Thankfully none of mine are
that disgusting, just really, really weird. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:39:27 PM
We'll except you for who you are. Unless your into like scat or something. Then you can get the fuck out.
nah nothing like that
just...other weird things
oh god lol you guys would never let me hear the end of it
is it traps???? inflation?????? vore????????????
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:42:33 PM
is it traps???? inflation?????? vore????????????
none of these (not kaz btw)
Some are so oddly specific and outright crazy that I don't think you guys could ever guess. n_u
is it [glow=black,2,300]ponies[/glow]
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:42:33 PM
is it traps???? inflation?????? vore????????????
if its none of these than it can't be THAT extreme. don't worry about it
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:42:33 PM
is it traps???? inflation?????? vore????????????
.......sillydood;
But honestly Kaz, none of those are horrible. befuddlement
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:49:48 PM
which one
WHICH ONE
OR IS IT ALL 3
traps lol
honestly i feel like i've hinted at it quite a bit but idk
either way that's only one of the weird things i mentioned
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:52:18 PM
But honestly Kaz, none of those are horrible. befuddlement
well no i guess not but the latter two aren't even very applicable to real life and are ridiculous as all hell lol
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:54:39 PM
traps lol
honestly i feel like i've hinted at it quite a bit but idk
either way that's only one of the weird things i mentioned
I can see the appeal I guess. I try to avoid it though. Same with bestiality. I don't want to get so far off that normal women dont turn me on anymore. n_u
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:54:39 PM
but the latter two aren't even very applicable to real life and are ridiculous as all hell lol
mine can be described similarly :'(
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:54:39 PM
traps lol
honestly i feel like i've hinted at it quite a bit but idk
either way that's only one of the weird things i mentioned
eh, i'm used to seeing straight guys on the internet fawning over traps (thanks to /v/ goddamnit)
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:52:18 PM
But honestly Kaz, none of those are horrible. befuddlement
nah vore is definitely horrible
Quote from: Boyager on August 06, 2011, 12:01:53 AM
eh, i'm used to seeing straight guys on the internet fawning over traps (thanks to /v/ goddamnit)
yeah it is definitely becoming more common on the internet
and being that i'm actually bi anyway i guess it's slightly more normal for me than it is for straight guys lol
well i guess vore is a little weird yeah sillydood;
But anyway, I'm still convinced mine are even weirder. bassir;
Quote from: Boyager on August 06, 2011, 12:13:41 AM
But anyway, I'm still convinced mine are even weirder. bassir;
share them :3
Quote from: Boyager on August 06, 2011, 12:13:41 AM
But anyway, I'm still convinced mine are even weirder. bassir;
probably
and the ones i'm not going to tell you guys are weirder than my traps one lol
Quote from: Boyager on August 06, 2011, 12:17:34 AM
probably
and the ones i'm not going to tell you guys are weirder than my traps one lol
coooommmmeeeee oooonnnnn i won't judge yes;
Quote from: Boyager on August 06, 2011, 12:14:34 AM
share them :3
it might be easiest to explain with images but uh lol sillydood;
Quote from: Boyager on August 05, 2011, 11:54:39 PM
traps lol
honestly i feel like i've hinted at it quite a bit but idk
either way that's only one of the weird things i mentioned
What's wrong with liking traps? I do too :(
Quote from: Boyager on August 06, 2011, 12:44:14 AM
What's wrong with liking traps? I do too :(
idk i figured boyah would be weirded out :(
Vore Owns. no sarcasm
Hiro sux
kaz, none of those are weird goowan
I have the weirdest fetishes of anyone here and I will never tell them to any of you.
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2011, 02:32:20 AM
I have the weirdest fetishes of anyone here
wrong goowan
my fetish is [glow=black,2,300]the thought of the fuzzies in wind waker's forbidden woods sticking to him and slowing his movement to a crawl as he struggles to remove them from his body[/glow]
i literally game wry
um excuse me those "fuzzies" are called morths :|
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2011, 06:10:59 PM
um excuse me those "fuzzies" are called morths :|
hi kaz or tec or nyerp
Quote from: Boyager on August 08, 2011, 05:55:07 PM
my fetish is [glow=black,2,300]the thought of the fuzzies in wind waker's forbidden woods sticking to him and slowing his movement to a crawl as he struggles to remove them from his body[/glow]
i literally game wry
hi david86
my fetish is licking lotus seed boob
Sometimes I just want to find the nearest random stranger and beat the ever living fuck out of him
i like girls
but now
it's about justice
I raped a kid today
Hi Kefka
Kefka is into goats? O_0
goats are really cool animals.
hi :)
I had my first urethral sounding today...
It was amazing
^classic anonymous board post^
yeah, utterly moronic doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2011, 07:31:53 PM
I had my first urethral sounding today...
It was amazing
oh dear god :'(
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2011, 07:33:29 PM
oh dear god :'(
Don't knock it until you've shoved a glass rod up your dick giggle;
... what if it breaks? myface;
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2011, 07:34:53 PM
... what if it breaks? myface;
The risk adds to the pleasure. tomatoes;
q-tips q-tips q-tips q-tips q-tips q-tips
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2011, 07:37:28 PM
q-tips q-tips q-tips q-tips q-tips q-tips
wouldn't the cotton come off in the shaft? myface;
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2011, 07:36:05 PM
The risk adds to the pleasure. tomatoes;
Exactly, which is why garbage disposals are absolutely orgasmic
Reminds me of the book Guts confuseddood;
[spoiler](http://www.pr0gramm.com/data/images/2008/10/finger-urethra-sounding.gif)[/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on September 11, 2011, 08:44:19 PM
[spoiler](http://www.pr0gramm.com/data/images/2008/10/finger-urethra-sounding.gif)[/spoiler]
[spoiler][move]why why why why whyy why why why why why why why why why whyw hyw hwy hwy why whyw hwyw whyyw whyw hwy hwy why whyw why why why why why whyw hy why why why why why why why[/move][/spoiler]
why not
I really do hate most of the people on this forum, but I just can't force myself to leave
Quote from: Boyager on September 14, 2011, 09:00:35 PM
I really do hate most of the people on this forum, but I just can't force myself to leave
lmao who is this
wait wait wait
geno? lmao
Quote from: Boyager on September 14, 2011, 09:00:35 PM
I really do hate most of the people on this forum, but I just can't force myself to leave
that's not nice
Quote from: Boyager on September 14, 2011, 09:00:35 PM
I really do hate most of the people on this forum, but I just can't force myself to leave
if that were true you wouldn't have to try to
force yourself to leave
Quote from: Boyager on September 14, 2011, 09:00:35 PM
I really do hate most of the people on this forum, but I just can't force myself to leave
Can't admins/mods edit this and check the "be an idiot" button and just ban them? lol
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2011, 04:49:36 AM
Can't admins/mods edit this and check the "be an idiot" button and just ban them? lol
i edited it and checked the box but unfortunately that didn't change it :'(
Oh, I posted that
no it was me
forums you had to FORCE yourself through
NSider
dicks you had to FORCE a q-tip into
Remember when we had a Forums board?
That was stupid n_u
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2011, 03:24:53 PM
Remember when we had a Forums board?
That was stupid n_u
lol oh god
remember the rp board goowan
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2011, 03:28:51 PM
lol oh god
remember the rp board goowan
Boyah is way too immature for RPing
RPing is serious nonsexual business
Quote from: Boyager on September 15, 2011, 03:31:58 PM
Boyah is way too immature for RPing
RPing is serious nonsexual business
awww
-puts away 12 foot dragon cock-
lolis you had to FORCE your way into
Kazs you had to FORCE your cock into
Pass words is Dragon
Quote from: Boyager on September 16, 2011, 07:40:47 AM
Kazs you had to FORCE your cock into
none
force won't be necessary yes;
fap; fap; fap; fap;
Quote from: Boyager on September 18, 2011, 01:01:32 PM
fap; fap; fap; fap;
(http://i187.photobucket.com/albums/x272/snowy620/TRoU%20Smileys/ththFappingSmiley.gif) (http://i187.photobucket.com/albums/x272/snowy620/TRoU%20Smileys/ththFappingSmiley.gif) (http://i187.photobucket.com/albums/x272/snowy620/TRoU%20Smileys/ththFappingSmiley.gif) (http://i187.photobucket.com/albums/x272/snowy620/TRoU%20Smileys/ththFappingSmiley.gif)
Guys girl help please.
I asked a girl out and we're going on a date in November, due to the crew season.
But I like someone else too... should I bail on girl 1 and go with girl 2, or stick with girl 1?
lol
door number three
number nine
number nine
number nine
number nine
number nine
number nine
number nine
Does it count as a post if I am an idiot? confuseddood;
lol answer these sensitive questions!!
what do i do if i met someone really attractive and had such a nice personality but you remain 'faithful' to someone who moved a bit far away from you and the commute time really makes things boring and you just wanna have fun and it felt this way even in a relationship and didn't do anything about it because of internal conflicts regarding autonomy and self-esteem???
Quote from: Boyager on September 27, 2011, 06:32:33 AM
lol answer these sensitive questions!!
what do i do if i met someone really attractive and had such a nice personality but you remain 'faithful' to someone who moved a bit far away from you and the commute time really makes things boring and you just wanna have fun and it felt this way even in a relationship and didn't do anything about it because of internal conflicts regarding autonomy and self-esteem???
SHUT THE FUCK UP FELT
Quote from: Boyager on September 27, 2011, 08:50:17 AM
SHUT THE FUCK UP FELT
i think that's clucky
[spoiler]>implying there's a difference[/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on September 27, 2011, 08:53:30 AM
[spoiler]>implying there's a difference[/spoiler]
AWESOME
Quote from: Boyager on September 27, 2011, 08:53:30 AM
i think that's clucky
[spoiler]>implying there's a difference[/spoiler]
FELT IS MORE
generous
i have never felt so worthless in my life
felt go away
Snowy go away
I don't get why everyone thinks he's posting in here all the time. befuddlement
Quote from: Boyager on November 03, 2011, 10:59:25 AM
I don't get why everyone thinks he's posting in here all the time. befuddlement
stfu tec
Quote from: Boyager on November 03, 2011, 10:59:25 AM
I don't get why everyone thinks he's posting in here all the time. befuddlement
shut up snowy
Quote from: Tectrika on November 03, 2011, 11:18:23 AM
goonish
why does everyone think when "befuddlement" is posted it means tec posted something?
Quote from: Kefka on November 03, 2011, 11:40:11 AM
why does everyone think when "befuddlement" is posted it means tec posted something?
I would assume thyme personally
Quote from: Boyager on November 03, 2011, 12:21:05 PM
I would assume thyme personally
you would have assumed wrong in this case
i can't remember the last time i posted on this board without being an idiot lol 5thgrade;
sometimes i feel unwelcomed here. its uncomfortable, but im not sure if im just over thinking things to i continue to post. wat do.
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2011, 03:01:07 PM
sometimes i feel unwelcomed here. its uncomfortable, but im not sure if im just over thinking things to i continue to post. wat do.
definitely keep posting I'm pretty sure everyone loves you.
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2011, 03:01:07 PM
sometimes i feel unwelcomed here. its uncomfortable, but im not sure if im just over thinking things to i continue to post. wat do.
shut the fuck up ________
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2011, 03:35:55 PM
shut the fuck up ________
Hey fuck you asshole. You've been nothing but a cunt to me since I started posting here and I'm fucking tired of it. Go fucking hang yourself or something and rid the world of your fucking presense.
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2011, 03:57:45 PM
Hey fuck you asshole. You've been nothing but a cunt to me since I started posting here and I'm fucking tired of it. Go fucking hang yourself or something and rid the world of your fucking presense.
Quality post 10/10
I seriously just want to give up on everything. It's quite clear that I'll never amount to anything, why can't I just stop? awdood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2011, 03:01:07 PM
sometimes i feel unwelcomed here. its uncomfortable, but im not sure if im just over thinking things to i continue to post. wat do.
First, tell us who you would happen to be!
Tec gives me a boner
Quote from: Boyager on November 05, 2011, 09:48:50 PM
I seriously just want to give up on everything. It's quite clear that I'll never amount to anything, why can't I just stop? awdood;
because of my love. even if you mock me
(http://i.imgur.com/E0FAA.jpg)
shes so adorable! giggle;
wat the hec
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2011, 03:29:44 PM
(http://i.imgur.com/E0FAA.jpg)
shes so adorable! giggle;
I love Miu.
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2011, 03:52:07 PM
I love Miu.
WHO IS THIS PM ME RIGHT NOW
ill share my clubstripes account with you
Wow, even I don't talk to myself in my bed. O_0
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2011, 03:29:44 PM
(http://i.imgur.com/E0FAA.jpg)
shes so adorable! giggle;
is
is this an adult site
i'm so confused
Quote from: Boyager on November 12, 2011, 10:24:12 PM
is
is this an adult site
i'm so confused
It's an adult furry site.
The artists aren't that bad.
Quote from: Thyme on November 12, 2011, 10:06:28 PM
Wow, even I don't talk to myself in my bed. O_0
[spoiler](http://i.imgur.com/3B7fF.jpg)[/spoiler]
Cream's actually talking to Peaches.
its so cute~ they met on the internet and this is the first time they've been in bed together.
hott
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2011, 06:08:49 AM
[spoiler](http://i.imgur.com/3B7fF.jpg)[/spoiler]
Cream's actually talking to Peaches.
its so cute~ they met on the internet and this is the first time they've been in bed together.
oh god how did i get to this part of the internet
i don't like it here
help
she likes the kaiju
i like the kaiju
maybe it's love?
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2011, 06:08:49 AM
[spoiler](http://i.imgur.com/3B7fF.jpg)[/spoiler]
Cream's actually talking to Peaches.
its so cute~ they met on the internet and this is the first time they've been in bed together.
oh, that makes more sense sillydood;
Quote from: Boyager on November 13, 2011, 09:03:57 AM
hott
totes
who are the furfags posting in here akudood;
Quote from: Kefka on November 15, 2011, 12:59:52 PM
who are the furfags posting in here akudood;
hensa sillydood;
[spoiler]and maybe echo[/spoiler]
Quote from: Thyme on November 15, 2011, 01:00:57 PM
hensa sillydood;
[spoiler]and maybe echo[/spoiler]
Wait what?
why me lol
hensa is all KINDS of furfag man, you guys don't even know
dammit clay baddood;
Quote from: Thyme on November 15, 2011, 01:33:24 PM
dammit clay baddood;
wry I am sorry I am just super confused
u watch mlp thus fury. im 12
Quote from: Thyme on November 15, 2011, 01:37:33 PM
^^ya p much
oh
we prefer the term clopcloppers bassir;
Quote from: Echo on November 15, 2011, 01:38:59 PM
oh
we prefer the term clopcloppers bassir;
See?
SEE? madood;
ECHO WINS
BESTIALITY
echo wins.
his loot is . the horse that snowy sucked off .
Quote from: Boyager on November 15, 2011, 02:25:42 PM
echo wins.
his loot is . the horse that snowy sucked off .
>horse
SOMEONE CAN'T EVEN READ
we're talking about PONIES
Quote from: Echo on November 15, 2011, 04:23:19 PM
>horse
SOMEONE CAN'T EVEN READ
we're talking about PONIES
read the first admenmandnt. i can say horse if i want to
my spirit animal is rock
i like seeing underwear bulges n_n
i just masturbated ask me anything
I just killed a man because he killed my goat
I put my hands around his throat
WOOOOOOOOAH OOOOOOOOOOH
Quote from: Boyager on November 15, 2011, 06:18:03 PM
I just killed a man because he killed my goat
I put my hands around his throat
WOOOOOOOOAH OOOOOOOOOOH
the mountain goats
ARISE MY CONFESSION BOOTH
[spoiler]i kissed a girl and i liked it[/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on December 30, 2011, 07:56:56 PM
[spoiler]i kissed a girl and i liked it[/spoiler]
just one girl?
loser.
idk how to beat Twinrova
sorry boyah I have failed you :'(
Quote from: Boyager on December 30, 2011, 11:12:20 PM
idk how to beat Twinrova
sorry boyah I have failed you :'(
Aim Koume's attack at Kotake and vice versa. :|
>not figuring this out on own's own
come on, you got the mirror shield, try using it
Quote from: Boyager on December 31, 2011, 10:45:23 AM
>not figuring this out on own's own
come on, you got the mirror shield, try using it
stfu kaz :|
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2012, 10:44:12 AM
stfu kaz :|
I knew to use the Mirror Shield I just sucked when it came back to aim their attacks back at them :|
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2012, 10:45:45 AM
I knew to use the Mirror Shield I just sucked when it came back to aim their attacks back at them :|
z targeting dummkopf
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2012, 04:00:36 PM
z targeting dummkopf
>implying there is z targeting on the 3DS faggot
In Metal Gear Solid 4, it took me quite a while to find out how to grab people >_<'
because it's different than in 1 or 2, I thought I simply couldn't
MGS3 probably was the same way, but I never grabbed someone in it for the same reason
[spoiler=game spoils]and I wouldn't have ever figured it out if I wasn't required to use the grab in the Vamp battle[/spoiler]
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2012, 04:06:45 PM
[spoiler=game spoils]and I wouldn't have ever figured it out if I wasn't required to use the grab in the Vamp battle[/spoiler]
That's when I learned you could grab, too. It was easily the hardest part of the whole game. awdood;
Quote from: Tectrinket on January 01, 2012, 04:19:24 PM
That's when I learned you could grab, too. It was easily the hardest part of the whole game. awdood;
It took me like 20 minutes of attempting to grab him when he was down or whatever before I got a successful grab awdood;
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2012, 04:03:32 PM
>implying there is z targeting on the 3DS faggot
>owning a 3ds
>faggot
>lel
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2012, 04:40:32 PM
>owning a 3ds
>faggot
>lel
Quote from: Tectrinket on January 01, 2012, 04:19:24 PM
That's when I learned you could grab, too. It was easily the hardest part of the whole game. awdood;
stfu tec
you goddamn retard
Tec impersonation
Check
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2012, 04:42:15 PM
stfu tec
you goddamn retard
Uh, the former quote wasn't me. befuddlement
Quote from: Tectrinket on January 01, 2012, 04:48:10 PM
Uh, the former quote wasn't me. befuddlement
DP looks like he's the god damn retard.
And does Aaron even use 'faggot'? goonish
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2012, 05:16:45 PM
DP looks like he's the god damn retard.
And does Aaron even use 'faggot'? goonish
I've only ever seen him use it jokingly.
Quote from: Boyager on January 01, 2012, 05:16:45 PM
DP looks like he's the god damn retard.
And does Aaron even use 'faggot'? goonish
>taking DP seriously
ihygddt
DP = Unlikable twat
Quote from: Boyager on January 03, 2012, 09:42:44 PM
DP = Unlikable twat
DP, you're terrible at posting anonymously. :|
Quote from: Tectrinket on January 03, 2012, 09:45:49 PM
DP, you're terrible at posting anonymously. :|
that wasn't me.
I would never use that word.
I bet it was Kaz :|
Quote from: Kefka on January 03, 2012, 09:51:01 PM
it was strongbad
yes, pin it on the member who's not even online :|
Quote from: Kefka on January 03, 2012, 09:51:01 PM
that wasn't me.
I would never use that word.
I bet it was Kaz :|
Because I
would use that word? And my posting style is much more obvious than that.
my posting style is a rip off of fyad
my posting style is a ripoff of kaz's posting style
Quote from: Tectrinket on January 04, 2012, 11:33:12 AM
DP
YOU'RE TERRIBLE AT POSTING ANONYMOUSLY
You're a retard at thinking I posted that
what's up your butt lately, dp? everyone's suddenly a faggot or retarded to you
maybe you should take a break from boyah in the corner?
Quote from: Boyager on January 04, 2012, 12:47:28 PM
what's up your butt lately, dp? everyone's suddenly a faggot or retarded to you
maybe you should take a break from boyah in the corner?
nothing kaz
maybe you should take a break
Quote from: Boyager on January 04, 2012, 12:48:41 PM
nothing kaz
maybe you should take a break
falsified apathy doesn't get you as far on boyah as it does elsewhere
Quote from: Boyager on January 04, 2012, 12:47:28 PM
what's up your butt lately, dp? everyone's suddenly a faggot or retarded to you
maybe you should take a break from boyah in the corner?
srsly
ban dp for a week so he can remove all the sticks form his butt
form his butt
Wow, you guys.
Anyways, take a lesson from Boyager on how to act.
this boyager
Quote from: Tectrinket on January 03, 2012, 09:52:23 PM
yes, pin it on the member who's not even online :|
guys it was me i went to an internet café to post that srs
why on earth do i find myself appreciating the [glow=black,2,300]beatles[/glow] more and more as of late
[spoiler]
as if it isn't obvious who posted this myface;[/spoiler]
uhh because they're great?
but if the england squad for the world cup is the best group since the beatles that means........
form his butt
The rush is so invigorating giggle;
pew pew
tits
I banned you for that post
I like to shave one leg then when Im in bed I cross my legs and it feels like a womans laying beside me and our legs are intertwined
Quote from: Boyager on August 24, 2012, 06:21:12 PM
I like to shave one leg then when Im in bed I cross my legs and it feels like a womans laying beside me and our legs are intertwined
you'll find someone soon, Popsi.
We'll all find somebody, Snowy
Quote from: Boyager on August 24, 2012, 07:33:59 PM
We'll all find somebody, Snowy
I've already found someone. bassir;
wwhat is the point of finding someone.
Quote from: Boyager on August 24, 2012, 06:21:12 PM
I like to shave one leg then when Im in bed I cross my legs and it feels like a womans laying beside me and our legs are intertwined
lmao
I've had this fantasy, forever, of being kidnapped by a group of women who surgically reassign my gender and then train me to be a girl
I stole a balloon on free balloon day
i went to summer camp one year and hoped i would be raped by the female camp couselors
Quote from: Boyager on October 17, 2012, 12:35:15 PM
I've had this fantasy, forever, of being kidnapped by a group of women who surgically reassign my gender and then train me to be a girl
I don't think gender means what you think it means.
Quote from: Boyager on October 17, 2012, 12:35:15 PM
I've had this fantasy, forever, of being kidnapped by a group of women who surgically reassign my gender and then train me to be a girl
I had dreams about something like this... women taking over the world... engineering any males found/born to be female...
Then Codename: Kids Next Door made an episode almost exactly like it and my mind was blown. Perhaps it is not so uncommon a thought
Well the world is dominated by men so it's only natural to IMAGINE a FANTASY where women take over the world.
whjat if women were dragons and men were aslo dragons and not humans and we were confused this whole time .
Quote from: Boyager on October 17, 2012, 04:21:55 PM
Well the world is dominated by men so it's only natural to IMAGINE a FANTASY where women take over the world.
Or maybe it is because men don't dominate the world as much as they once did
Quote from: Boyager on October 17, 2012, 07:26:04 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 17, 2012, 04:21:55 PM
Well the world is dominated by men so it's only natural to IMAGINE a FANTASY where women take over the world.
Or maybe it is because men don't dominate the world as much as they once did
I think you need to step out of this little bubble and see things in a wider context.
Quote from: Boyager on October 17, 2012, 07:57:08 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 17, 2012, 07:26:04 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 17, 2012, 04:21:55 PM
Well the world is dominated by men so it's only natural to IMAGINE a FANTASY where women take over the world.
Or maybe it is because men don't dominate the world as much as they once did
I think you need to step out of this little bubble and see things in a wider context.
So men dominate the world as much as they always have or more? I don't think so
But feel free to share your context. Probably more amicable. Just a thought
sex is fun
i have a female profile on an anime forum
all of Boyah has one
Quote from: Boyager on October 18, 2012, 09:47:39 PM
i have a female profile on an anime forum
I'm pretty sure that we've all done that. [spoiler]I still do it[/spoiler]
i dreamt that i was sleeping next to her and we were naked
i wanted to suck on her perky tits
what stopped you?
Quote from: Boyager on October 28, 2012, 02:52:51 AM
what stopped you?
i was a boy instead of a girl lubdoods;
I don't think there's been a single month since 2008 that I haven't thought of suicide.
There are some days where I find myself wallowing in despair and unable to do anything productive for several hours
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2012, 04:09:43 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 18, 2012, 09:47:39 PM
i have a female profile on an anime forum
I'm pretty sure that we've all done that. [spoiler]I still do it[/spoiler]
I don't 5thgrade;
[spoiler]because I don't go to any other forums[/spoiler]
Quote from: bluaki on October 28, 2012, 12:43:36 PM
Quote from: Boyager on October 19, 2012, 04:09:43 AM
Quote from: Boyager on October 18, 2012, 09:47:39 PM
i have a female profile on an anime forum
I'm pretty sure that we've all done that. [spoiler]I still do it[/spoiler]
I don't 5thgrade;
[spoiler]because I don't go to any other forums[/spoiler]
I wish Boyah was still active so I could post confessions without it easily being guessed who it was.
Seriously, so inactive that the last post was a quote from October....
Quote from: Boyager on May 25, 2013, 01:34:12 PM
I wish Boyah was still active so I could post confessions without it easily being guessed who it was.
Seriously, so inactive that the last post was a quote from October....
it's because we don't keep secrets you fuck
just delete the anonymous board
clucky killed my best friend bill. He is in a dumpster in hell's kitchen.
clucky killed my best friend plank
you both dont have any friends
Not anymore. saddood;
kill bill
Quote from: Boyager on May 26, 2013, 01:41:30 AM
clucky killed my best friend plank
[youtube]FVNEJQfl46M[/youtube]
I just want to play video games.
Clucky pegged my best friend to death
Quote from: Boyager on May 27, 2013, 09:16:26 AM
Clucky pegged my best friend to death
I feel sorry for your friend
Quote from: Boyager on May 27, 2013, 09:16:26 AM
Clucky pegged my best friend to death
Felt, why would you let him peg Zyphet?
Why would clucky need to peg someone when he has a dick
lol. rip zyphet i loveed you
Quote from: Boyager on May 27, 2013, 10:49:22 AM
Why would clucky need to peg someone when he has a dick
how r u so sure he has a dick huh????
clucky is a post-operative mtftm
zyphet doesn't even like you felt
Quote from: Boyager on May 27, 2013, 10:33:50 AM
Felt, why would you let him peg Zyphet?
this post is troubling felt.
who posted this.
who did this to felt.
who is the trolling of felt?
why
this is kindness? this is boyah compassion? trolling?
this is how kindness is?
boyah?
why is boyah mean?
this is not very nice, no.
boyah stop, wow rude.
So this is Boyah.
troll of felt? the will to troll? trolling?
snowy stop trolling felt and, in other instances, DP.
Quote from: Boyager on May 27, 2013, 05:40:33 PM
snowy stop trolling felt and, in other instances, DP.
I haven't posted in here since I said
Quote from: Boyager on May 26, 2013, 09:01:34 AM
I just want to play video games.
posting on page 420 haha epic
lmao
rofl
>last page was fucking retarded and you should all be ashamed
Quote from: Boyager on May 27, 2013, 08:24:40 PM
>last page was fucking retarded and you should all be ashamed
>someone is fucking buttraged
Quote from: Boyager on May 27, 2013, 09:14:29 PM
>someone is fucking buttraged
we all know who it is just by the formatting
we need to protect felt
Quote from: Boyager on May 28, 2013, 01:47:44 AM
we all know who it is just by the formatting
Batman?
buttman
>tfw Popsi isn't your bff
that sucks dp
boyah forums dot net
Quote from: Boyager on May 30, 2013, 07:52:23 AM
>tfw Popsi isn't your bff
i already got one of those and it's not any of you people
so
i'm just saying don't get your hopes up but that doesn't mean i don't like you
Quote from: Boyager on May 30, 2013, 02:36:58 PM
i'm just saying don't get your hopes up but that doesn't mean i don't like you
goddammit i checked be an idiot fuck
Quote from: Boyager on May 30, 2013, 02:36:58 PM
i'm just saying don't get your hopes up but that doesn't mean i don't like you
After our night in Boston, I'd hope you liked me. toothdood;
Quote from: Boyager on May 30, 2013, 02:36:38 PM
srsly
>tfw tec isnt ur bff
one way to NOT win tec's friendship:
buying him spooky games
Quote from: Thyme on May 30, 2013, 03:42:51 PM
one way to NOT win tec's friendship:
buying him spooky games
but every game is spooky to him
To be fair, I haven't played Limbo either. Heck, I haven't played much of anything since finishing Journey, and that was only a two-hour game. :(
Quote from: HumuHumu...Tec on May 30, 2013, 03:49:59 PM
To be fair, I haven't played Limbo either.
yeah i know i was totes including it :|
oh, well know that limbo is something i actually do look forward to playing at some point girl;
who wants to be my bff???
The Pagan women often used their Freyr priests only for "uncomfortable" mating, and when not producing children preferred the company of other women instead, and this was seen as perfectly acceptable.
kaz got that big dick
Quote from: Snowy on May 30, 2013, 02:53:11 PM
After our night in Boston, I'd hope you liked me. toothdood;
snowy you don't fuck p[eople and hope they'll like you thats how complexes get developed.
(http://www.anus.com/zine/articles/prozak/blame/let-the-world-burn-ive-got-what-i-need.jpg)
dp, please spoiler images
tomatoes;
Know what?
Quote from: Boyager on May 31, 2013, 04:54:56 PM
snowy you don't fuck p[eople and hope they'll like you thats how complexes get developed.
I took him to a really nice lunch and paid for the cab. :'(
Thug em
Drug em
Fuck em
i wish i could watch anime without subs in its native language
stumbled upon 3d porn somehow. seeing the same thing side by side, presumably because my media player doesn't support it or something, actually made the fleeting excitement i might have gotten diminish and i just ended up closing it. oh well.
3d as in 3d animated or 3dpd?
sounds like stereoscopic 3d
Some days
I'm a furry
haha dp
did my post disappear
I hope lawlz's game tanks and he's forced to live out on the street
Hi DP.
I hope my life tanks and I'm forced to live on the street
Quote from: Classic HD on February 28, 2014, 10:28:58 AM
Hi DP.
i seriously just logged on homo
Plus his game looks like it'll be megamanish and that's p.cool
Except I saw you viewing this thread, homo.
so many homos in this thread
i watch porn
Quote from: Boyager on February 28, 2014, 10:28:39 AM
I hope lawlz's game tanks and he's forced to live out on the the street
I don't think Lawlz is banking on it to pay the bills
I think he just wants to make a Castlevania/Metroid style game he can use to market his skills and entertain himself
holy shit i just did a pullup with my dick
(23:45:13) hippoluvr420: you do suck lol
tfw i just want to jack off all day
Quote from: Boyager on September 01, 2014, 12:52:20 PM
tfw i just want to jack off all day
fucking gross lawlz
i'm actually a virgin
i am super horny today saddood;
is that what you think wariodood;
Moving close now
Your hands just knock me off my feet
Yeah, like a puppet now
I cannot move to my own beat
i ifeelbetter;
i have no hands and i must masturbate
Quote from: Boyager on September 08, 2014, 06:04:34 PM
i have no hands and i must masturbate
better rub up against the cusion then