I'm done

[Nyerp]

I'm done pretending. I'm done putting up a front that I'm not complete human trash and I'm done making believe that I have any authority to do or say anything. Please, from now on, take absolutely nothing I say as anything that has any merit and if you already didn't then please continue to do so. I'm sorry if I ever made you think that the things I post here are worth shit. I'm basically a waste of flesh and it's about time I acted accordingly here. It's all my fault, not yours, and don't let any of the terrible, puerile things I post here make you think any differently. I feel the need to get all of this off my chest because every time I've posted something retardedly inflammatory in my immature, pathetic ramblings, there was this presence in the back of my mind screaming at me that I really don't deserve to say all these things to everyone here. This forum is great and was great without me and I'm lucky to even be able to have an outlet like this in my depressing little life. I'm sorry. And I really mean all of this. You're all great people who know far more about living life and just simply functioning normally than I ever will and this kind of apology is really just overdue with how I've been acting. It's been a great 5 or so years and I sincerely hope this place lasts until we're all old or something like that. If you think this is stupid and that I'm insincere and that I'm a living joke then go right ahead and believe anything you want; I really have no reason to complain about what anyone here thinks and I have no right to expect anything from anyone either. I'm so glad I get to post here and even if this comes off as the most pathetic thing you've ever witnessed, then I hope you still at least realize that I mean that I'm sorry. My vocabulary is extremely limited and I'm running out of words, but please know that even though I'm not worth giving any attention to, I still love you guys. Please use this thread to point out how pathetic I am or something, you all deserve it.

[Boogus Epirus Aurelius]

You should read some really good books.

[snoorkel]

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[spoiler]you're the best of us all  [/spoiler]

[me003]

FUCK SHIT UP NYERP 

[Boogus Epirus Aurelius]

I remember a few weeks ago, I was walking to class and I happened to step into this monster mud sink, a real sock shocker. My foot slid in, but not out, and only after a lot of coaxing did my foot and shoe make it to the surface of that cesspool.

It bugged me because I had a big meeting later that day and I had specifically worn these stupid fucking shoes because of it.

So, this is all I can think about, and it really starts to knock around my usually sunny disposition a bit. I'm gruff and angry and I'm short with some of my better friends when they point and laugh at my left leg and its new paint job. And, I probably have a right to be a little upset about that, but my reaction is really from beyond left field.

And soon, my soggy foot turns into this tidal wave of woe-is-me's, pity pulings from the very back of my overly sympathetic sympathizing core, building shitty rationale out of bad voodoo. "This shit always happens to me, blah blah blah".

It's only after you can walk away from that situation and look at it from the bird's eye and see how utterly ridiculous you've been through the whole instance. How it's so easy to take something and make it another and how the best way to fix it is to spit all over it and laugh and laugh. Or something.

[Hiro]

at first i thought this was a copy/paste of something or something but i'm thinking it isn't know and i'm sorry if you're being serious nyerp i still like you just relax man here i this song's for you
http://kynan.bandcamp.com/album/kool-guyz-single

ps sorry this post is shitty but i didn't really know what to say because it's kind of sad

[Samus Aran]

i'm not really sure what to say to you nyerp, but i will at least say that you're being way too hard on yourself

[The Hand That Fisted Everyone]

for a black guy you sure have low self confidence

[??????]

1-800-suicide is always there to help DON'T END YOUR LIFE NOW do it when you're 26

[FAMY2]

Deep down I think most people here feel that way quite often Nyerp. But none of you should.

[Commander Fuckass]

Aw nyerp
We love you though

[Andria]

Nyerp Nyerp Nyerp

Don't be so hard on yourself.

Sure you can be a bit negative sometimes and overreact more than most of us, but that doesn't mean you're the only one who does it. And I can at least say I still love you 

[6M69I69B9]

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[LCK]

nyerp you're a part of boyah

we're all fuckwads at times.

but if you weren't here this place would be lacking some pretty great memories
you may lose your temper at times, but i don't personally hold that against you. i lose my temper so often irl and i'm ashamed of it.
but the main thing is that i don't think many of us hold any thing against you. you're still a big part of boyah, and i know i personally enjoy your nyerpness

[don't let's]

I thought this post was mostly sarcasm or more of a criticism on how people have been responding to some of his posts as of late.