Bullshit

[Socks]

I asked JMV nicely to lower my post count because I fucking hate this stupid rank I am in now and would gladly go back to it's predecessor. However, being JMV he refused to accommodate me and gave some half assed reasoning, and then told me I could do it myself. What he did not tell me is that only very very few of one's posts tend to be 'deletable' and scrolling through your post tracker to comb them and delete is worse than pulling teeth! At least with that you can yank the motherfuckers out, but with this, it is like insanity, will it ever come?

In my progress I read quite a bit of posts and relieved quite a bit of past, it was very humbling and inspisrational. In that sense it was good, I realized a few thing. And I came across this quote, and I didn't really care anymore, and loved the response I had to it.

I kind of have an existential worldview and don't typically consider things beyond what they are in the current moment (which is not to say I have no regard for consequences and the future but this is not the place for a treatise on it)... this results in a lot of apathy and a lot of passive observation, and I can honestly say that I am almost never stressed. I have felt it, though, in the case of major life events and dramatic interpersonal emotional things and such, and generally I just calm myself and mentally distance myself from the conflict (light meditation), assure myself that it doesn't matter (which it usually doesn't), and listen to music

[spoiler]I still have to delete iughsndljfnj! more posts manually.  :'([/spoiler]

[Andria]

Why not go for the rank after this one? so you don't have to continue deleting your posts manually.

[Socks]

Why not go for the rank after this one? so you don't have to continue deleting your posts manually.

No rank but God in Suit is for me. Also, the next rank after this one is 20 million posts away.

[Andria]

No rank but God in Suit is for me. Also, the next rank after this one is 20 million posts away.

Fair enough, good luck in your deleting endeavour!

[Socks]

Fair enough, good luck in your deleting endeavour!

Sucess! 

but every post works against me...

[snoorkel]

lolwtf I used to be such a pissfucker

why did you quote that

[Socks]

lolwtf I used to be such a pissfucker

why did you quote that

partly because i liked it and partly because i want you to magic away my posts count directly.
really though, is 'destroy your life for satan' so much better or worse than those eloquent words spoken there? how you feel is relative yes, but the essence, has to remain the same, no?

[??????]

SNORKLE DELETE MY POSTS TOO JMV WON'T DO ANYTHING

[snoorkel]

I won't delete your posts but I will modify your postcount. which post count do you desire?

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partly because i liked it and partly because i want you to magic away my posts count directly.
really though, is 'destroy your life for satan' so much better or worse than those eloquent words spoken there? how you feel is relative yes, but the essence, has to remain the same, no?

no I don't dig the whole "retreat in passive objectivity" thing. I will destroy my life and everything around me like an inferno ,for Satan

[??????]

a tree will only reach up to heaven if its roots are deeply sercured in hell 

[ncba93ivyase]

goddammit snorkel i didn't expect to see that

[Socks]

I won't delete your posts but I will modify your postcount. which post count do you desire?

I desire Dog in Suit and a post count of 10,666. Thank you.

Also now I am kind of upset that I had to actually delete some of my old posts.

[snoorkel]

I desire Dog in Suit and a post count of 10,666. Thank you.

Also now I am kind of upset that I had to actually delete some of my old posts.

your wish has been granted. but... did that actually work? 

[Socks]

your wish has been granted. but... did that actually work? 

i bow down before thee in thanks and omission, of greatness beyond.
it did work but it was the most frustrating thing ever, both in terms of labor and conscious dilemma.
however, the trip down memory lane was pretty special. niggas me reminiscing and shit.

[Nyerp]

okay now to ensure that you keep this rank stop posting forever