Ok wow.

[l a c e y]

Yeah. I'll always be a lonely loser. 

yeah, with that attitude you will.

[Geno]

I'm a changed girl.

We saved all of those chat logs, and I came across one a few months ago. it was AEFUL. It was obvious that I really didn't have a very good grasp of what sex actually was. I didn't have any clue what "to come" meant either. That was ne of the earlier logs. Cybering went on for 2-3 years, seriously. It casue a LOT of problems among friends.

For instance. My cousin// best friend's older brother had a friend who we all thought was hot. One of our mutual friends pretended to be some nameless girl and cybered with him. My best friend told the guy and.. well I believe it led to the death of our mutual friend's self-esteem.

We actually brought those logs with us to school can you imagine what it'd be like if a teacher found those?

Cybering in general just seems absolutely ridiculous to me now, obviously. At the time I found it to be good entertainment, not sure if it was because I was sexually interested or just curious.  But now I would just want to insult my "partner" for being a whore, an awful commercial lesbian, or a pathetic man who can't find real love. And I'd probably yell at them for their grammar/spelling too.

The porn thing was a little different. That was more of an addiction, I'd say. I accidentally charged $300 on my parents' account at like 10 years old. Bah, that was bad.

Those are pretty much all memories from my life that I've tried to forget about. Aside from the fact that all of that is absolutely pathetic, it just wasn't a good time. Whatever, now you all things about me that my family and most friends don't.

hey, while I'm at it
[spoiler]first time I ever masturbated was in a church. I'm not going into detail on that one. I think I've told a few boyagers that before.[/spoiler]

Oh, and shut up Bassir. You have no idea.

 

[Feynman]

Oh, and shut up Bassir. You have no idea.

No, because I know you're lying about everything.