a week in the life

[Selkie]

So, it's been a week of no Boyah, and instead of just flatly never coming back, I decided for a few weeks, I would come on weekends sporadically until school starts, then I will probably be gone.

So, I consider this week 1, and I would like to share some useless shit with you guys for no apparent reason.

First, what I have done: I got my very first job. I now work at a popular restaurant in town, and it is a great valve for social interaction, not to mention, when I get my license in a few weeks, I will now be able to afford gas and insurance for my grandparent's car which will soon be mine. Therefore, I will have a car for the start of the new school year.

I bought (for 7 bucks), watched and rewatched and rewatched American Beauty. It basically told me everything I have been feeling for the past few years and brought to light the thoughts I didn't have in focus.

I thought of an idea for a story that I really love and I plan to devote lots of time to it. It is something I really enjoy and therefore will be a great experience.

I went on my trail run and as usual stopped at my favorite lookout, and aside from simply scanning the horizon, I lifted my head up and looked at the sky. it was a clear day so the entire thing was a brilliant blue, and it was so enormous it seemed to engulf me, lift me off of the rocks and lose me in it.


What I have learned:

I learned that I love coming on an internet forum so much because I enjoy sharing my thoughts and ideas about everything, but rarely ever actually share them to people I know personally. So I am going to become more secure socially so that I can communicate better, and i think that will be good.

Also, that I get enjoyment and excitement and memories out of things very simple, and things that most people wouldn't care nearly as much about. Whether or not this is simply because I don't do anything phenomenal ever, it is a trait I can truly appreciate.

And, I discovered the beauty of life outside of the internet. All of it coming into perfect focus around me all at once.

So ya.

[Cookie]

I wondered how long it would be until you came back. Leaving the internet never lasts.

But I'm glad you're enjoying what you've done so far.

[KonohaShinobi]

American Beauty is amazing.
So will you be posting more frequently?

[The spy who loves you]

Don't leave forever Selkie.

Though its nice you're finding happiness elsewhere.

[Daddy]

I missed you Selkie.  I didn't get to say bye.  


What do you do at the restaurant and what kind of restaurant is it?

[Hiro]

Has it really been a week? Well, I'm glad You're happy. I wish i could do that, but I'm gonna be this way no matter what

[ncba93ivyase]

I get the most pleasure from learning some new Python skill and putting it to good use.

also, bring back your cat icon

[Selkie]

Thanks guys

Also, JMV, coincidentally it is a nice Italian restaurant complete with brick oven pizza delivery. And I am a bus boy

[hotlikesauce.]

That's cool.



Why can't you balance out internet and real life? It worked for me.

[superclucky]

Ricky Fitts in American Beauty is so hott and amazing.
Also I tired to leave on the day you left but I only lasted three days. I'm just going to drastically reduce internet time to like an hour until I get to the point I only need the Internet for cooking or photoshop.

I'VE BEEN ONLINE FOR AT LEAST 30 MINUTES TODAY

Also congratulations for not turning into a worthless bag of shit like JMV. <3

[Selkie]

Ricky Fitts in American Beauty is so hott and amazing.
Also I tired to leave on the day you left but I only lasted three days. I'm just going to drastically reduce internet time to like an hour until I get to the point I only need the Internet for cooking or photoshop.

I'VE BEEN ONLINE FOR AT LEAST 30 MINUTES TODAY

Also congratulations for not turning into a worthless bag of shit like JMV. <3

Thats basically my plan to. I'm just gonna come on like once a week or something. Lower my time online.

Also, Ricky reminds me slightly of myself, not looks-wise, but I can see myself recording something like a paper bag flying around and cry while re-watching it.

[FAMY2]

Also congratulations for not turning into a worthless bag of shit like JMV. <3

 

I can think of a lot worse people to be. He is one of the few people who understands me. 

[Socks]

Wait until you get the car. Trust me you'll be on here a lot less as suddenly everything is within reach.

[Selkie]

Wait until you get the car. Trust me you'll be on here a lot less as suddenly everything is within reach.

I know

That's what I am imagining will happen as the time gets closer. It just seems like total freedom to me.

[superclucky]

Thats basically my plan to. I'm just gonna come on like once a week or something. Lower my time online.

Also, Ricky reminds me slightly of myself, not looks-wise, but I can see myself recording something like a paper bag flying around and cry while re-watching it.

I got really sad during that scene.
Also I thought it was amazing that the girl was stripping infront of him and all he looked at was her face.