...Fuck

[The spy who loves you]

I'm having this aim conversation with one of my real life "friends" and It's depressing the fuck out of me. I pretty much haven't talked to anyone  since the last day of school after I went to dairy queen with peeps. I had hung out with other people a few time, but I can't get that same party hard life style I could with preppy kids. I've grown so distant with my old friends trying to get close again would be too weird .  My social life was actually ok, then some kid turned it to shit single handedly, people do like me, but I don't feel like I have a true friend...no one is trust worthy, and few understand me.

I'll never be happy.

He basically just says I should stop beign an attention whore, and surprise everyone next year...

[The artist formally known]

I found that if it doesn't feel natural to hang out with someone it's usually not worth it.

I used to try to be friends and like everyone but I found that it's not possible. If I don't like someone I don't try to force myself to like them or hang out with them like I used to.

Do the people you used to hang out make you feel kind of like you're trying to like them?

[The spy who loves you]

I found that if it doesn't feel natural to hang out with someone it's usually not worth it.

I used to try to be friends and like everyone but I found that it's not possible. If I don't like someone I don't try to force myself to like them or hang out with them like I used to.

Do the people you used to hang out make you feel kind of like you're trying to like them?

My problem is that I find something wrong with EVERYONE.

I wish I had a bff.

[The artist formally known]

My problem is that I find something wrong with EVERYONE.

I wish I had a bff.

I had the same feeling too.

Though my current friends have flaws I usually can overlook them. The people you're hanging out with right now don't really make you happy. It's hard to find new friends though. I never really tried to find new friends when my old friends didn't really fit me anymore, it just happened.

The only people I never found anything wrong with was my first girlfriend, until after we were going out, then I found nothing right with her. 

[The spy who loves you]

I had the same feeling too.

Though my current friends have flaws I usually can overlook them. The people you're hanging out with right now don't really make you happy. It's hard to find new friends though. I never really tried to find new friends when my old friends didn't really fit me anymore, it just happened.

The only people I never found anything wrong with was my first girlfriend, until after we were going out, then I found nothing right with her. 

I always have people I can call and chill with...very few make me happy

[The artist formally known]

I always have people I can call and chill with...very few make me happy

Maybe you smoke too much, that kind of helps depression eat away at your soul.

[ncba93ivyase]

The last time I voluntarily spent time out of school doing something with friends was the summer after fifth grade. I told my mother like five times I was going to the gym like 2 blocks away because my friend's parents were friends with the owners, so we had full access and could do whatever we want. So I'm up in the top floor hangin' wit my homies bouncing hugeass balls around everywhere, and then I bounce the ball up against a mirror and it breaks everywhere and my mom got scared and said "You're moving with your auntie and uncle in Bel-Air".

But really, I was up in the top floor of the gym having fun, and then my friend walks downstairs real quick, runs back up and is like "Dude, your mom is down there." So I run down and she's screaming and crying and saying "WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T YOU TELL ME WHERE YOU WENT." And I'm like "I told you five times," but she was sitting her fat ass on the couch and watching Maury or some shit and I guess she didn't hear, even though she nodded each time. Then she calls my father and my grandmother and cries on the phone and says I tried to run away or some shit and my father just bitches and says "Next time you better tell your goddamn mother where you go," and my grandmother is just like "I know, she's stupid." Also, if she hadn't known where I went to, why would she suspect the gym of all places? My friend's house was just around the corner, and I could've been there.

I haven't talked to anyone I know in real life in well over a month or even cared. I've seen like 3 people I know working somewhere, and I'm just like sdfgdsg and I don't say anything because MY MOTHER IS ALWAYS AT MY SIDE.

tl;dr: i can't have friends

although my one friend did stay over and we smoked marijuana and i determined it's nothing special and so i'm never going to do it again

[The artist formally known]

although my one friend did stay over and we smoked marijuana and i determined it's nothing special and so i'm never going to do it again

you have to smoke at least twice, the first time you usually don't get high

and you're right, it really isn't that special.

[[hedy]Zidone]

My only true friend was this girl who lived next door to me.

She moved to Kansas about a year ago.

[FAMY2]

MY MOTHER IS ALWAYS AT MY SIDE.

tl;dr: i can't have friends

Overbearing mothers are a bitch.   

you have to smoke at least twice, the first time you usually don't get high

and you're right, it really isn't that special.

Not true for everyone.   

[Wrench]

I have a group of friends that I hang out with consistently. I either call them or they call me and we do something. I feel completely comfortable hanging out with them.

[The spy who loves you]

I have a group of friends that I hang out with consistently. I either call them or they call me and we do something. I feel completely comfortable hanging out with them.

That definitely makes me feel better.

[Wrench]

That definitely makes me feel better.

Move to Poland, Ohio. gooncamp;

[The spy who loves you]

Move to Poland, Ohio. gooncamp;

I would...but I'm not sure my parents would approve.

[just1more]

Move to Poland, Ohio. gooncamp;

wtf Ohio completely suck. Why would he want to move there?