got covid on the 17th
yesterday i had a fever for the first time in maybe 5-8 years
while going to sleep, id wake up one hr into trying to get 8hrs
it was so weird, for some reason i believed that each position (left/right side) was some sort of function in my dream to go to sleep properly, some sort of game with tiles and me switching positions to manipulate the tiles, some odd fusion of dominoes, tetris, hanafuda, and go...with battleship aesthetics. i hug a pillow when i go to sleep, and idk was somehow thinking it was a part of the game, if i turned right, i controlled pieces that were blue, if left then brown
but part of me was increasingly realizing that it didnt really fucking mattered and that all i had to do was to find a comfortable position and go to sleep. i was wondering why i had to give a shit. i had such a headache processing that I was immersed in my own dream
jesus
pooped my pan ts
i was sick earlier this week. prayed and got instantly better enuff to sleep it off. insane moment
I'm sick w a fever right now but it's light and uneventful