Have you ever lost all motivation
I have baddood;
I work for the government so yes
i was hoping this was going to be motivational, ya know, for me
fuck off
you can do it dan wrench;
THANKS THYME THE POWER OF GOD
I live and die for the thots, thats all I need. baddood;
yes
still need to find it
Yes. Are we all on a downward spiral?
Ya I've plateued in my job and am now living a comfortable life and wake up depressed most mornings :)
Maybe I'm not doing enough weed
Quote from: FAMY2 on August 31, 2017, 10:55:58 AM
Yes. Are we all on a downward spiral?
Thaaaats adulthood!
Quote from: antmaster5000 on August 31, 2017, 12:32:07 PM
Ya I've plateued in my job and am now living a comfortable life and wake up depressed most mornings :)
Maybe I'm not doing enough weed
I do feel like being able to do drugs at my leisure again would help me feel less depressed n_u
Quote from: YPargh on August 31, 2017, 02:32:07 PM
Quote from: FAMY2 on August 31, 2017, 10:55:58 AM
Yes. Are we all on a downward spiral?
Thaaaats adulthood!Quote from: antmaster5000 on August 31, 2017, 12:32:07 PM
Ya I've plateued in my job and am now living a comfortable life and wake up depressed most mornings :)
Maybe I'm not doing enough weed
I do feel like being able to do drugs at my leisure again would help me feel less depressed n_u
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why can't you?
Quote from: YPargh on August 31, 2017, 02:32:07 PM
Quote from: FAMY2 on August 31, 2017, 10:55:58 AM
Yes. Are we all on a downward spiral?
Thaaaats adulthood!Quote from: antmaster5000 on August 31, 2017, 12:32:07 PM
Ya I've plateued in my job and am now living a comfortable life and wake up depressed most mornings :)
Maybe I'm not doing enough weed
I do feel like being able to do drugs at my leisure again would help me feel less depressed n_u
itd just mask it
I've been sober for several months from smoking weed nonstop for years cos my roomie buys around ~400$ worth every two weeks and he just offers it to me
but it gives me anxiety and I can feel the drug in my body (I think this is called body load?)
now I just get high from exercising
it sounds corny but I really do feel energized and happy whenever I do a superset of heavy deadlifts
Quote from: اÙ,,Ù,رÙ,Ø© on August 31, 2017, 06:10:59 PM
Quote from: YPargh on August 31, 2017, 02:32:07 PM
Quote from: FAMY2 on August 31, 2017, 10:55:58 AM
Yes. Are we all on a downward spiral?
Thaaaats adulthood!Quote from: antmaster5000 on August 31, 2017, 12:32:07 PM
Ya I've plateued in my job and am now living a comfortable life and wake up depressed most mornings :)
Maybe I'm not doing enough weed
I do feel like being able to do drugs at my leisure again would help me feel less depressed n_u
itd just mask it
I've been sober for several months from smoking weed nonstop for years cos my roomie buys around ~400$ worth every two weeks and he just offers it to me
but it gives me anxiety and I can feel the drug in my body (I think this is called body load?)
now I just get high from exercising
it sounds corny but I really do feel energized and happy whenever I do a superset of heavy deadlifts
Nah that's completely true, I always feel better about myself after going to the gym. Endorphins and shit being released. Plus it makes you feel like you're actually improving yourself in some way which is a plus over like video games where I feel like a waste of life sometimes
I probably miss the communal feeling of drugs more than the drugs themselves tbh. Anything is more fun with friends
I think I have some form of depression acting up atm lol.
Moodwise I'm fine but the lack of motivation is the same as when i'm normally depressed.
just lacking the shitty mood
Quote from: اÙ,,Ù,رÙ,Ø© on August 31, 2017, 06:10:59 PM
Quote from: YPargh on August 31, 2017, 02:32:07 PM
Quote from: FAMY2 on August 31, 2017, 10:55:58 AM
Yes. Are we all on a downward spiral?
Thaaaats adulthood!Quote from: antmaster5000 on August 31, 2017, 12:32:07 PM
Ya I've plateued in my job and am now living a comfortable life and wake up depressed most mornings :)
Maybe I'm not doing enough weed
I do feel like being able to do drugs at my leisure again would help me feel less depressed n_u
itd just mask it
I've been sober for several months from smoking weed nonstop for years cos my roomie buys around ~400$ worth every two weeks and he just offers it to me
but it gives me anxiety and I can feel the drug in my body (I think this is called body load?)
now I just get high from exercising
it sounds corny but I really do feel energized and happy whenever I do a superset of heavy deadlifts
that's totally reasonable. i felt the same way when i was lifting and when i ride 20+ miles. i usually am getting high while cycling tho so who knows what i am feeling
ive been thinking about cutting weed out of my life for a bit but i have SO MUCH damn weed around my apartment just from getting off work and not having weed and swinging by weed stores for a gram or something. hard to not do the weed when it's around