being different means that umm theres a variety of personality. like we're all actually different ppl. i love different people. why can't you just be different
we are much more unique than people realize.
someone on the bus told me "why can't you be normal??"
and i was like, *dramatic pause* because you're a bigot who can't realize humans aren't just one dimension. we're a variety of dimensions. dimensions are cool.
the guy seemed to be in deep thought for 10 secs and conveniently my bus stop stopped before he could say anythign witty as a come back haha loser
and i got surrounded by people in "being normal is boring shirts" and they walked and applauded me until i got inside my home.
i made a difference today
i love me because im not normal!
Though people that really try to be different end up being just the same as everybody else that tries to actively reject being normal and tries to be different.
do you know what's normal? eating taco salad under an umbrella. scooping it into your ante-oriface. all of the subjective emotional associations at play, the one's that make the world something more than an insane chaos of matter and mechanism ( like being devoured by a praying mantis when you go to pick your daughter up from school, all of a sudden she sees you screaming and scrunching your body up like a crazy person, you could compose yourself for her sake, spare her the terror, but you don't because who cares about her, she's a fool, she's trapped in her little program, she has no sense of reality like you do, she's below you. maybe you will kill her later for oppressing you with that normalcy of hers. maybe you'll kill them all. they're so stupid. seeing them make such a joke of consciousness disgusts you.
abnormality is normal