you know with LOL SUCH OBSCURE MENTAL PHENOMENA, drug binges, promiscuous sex with hundreds of strangers or your doctor, crazy stories of exes you mentally abuse, etc.
I may or may not suffer from some degree of, or something similar to, phantosmia.
For maybe the last 12 or 13 years I've had instances every once in a while where I smell one or two particular smells in everything or for no reason at all. it sucks because they are usually a musky&pungent smell or an "artificial" smell like a chemical is burning. It usually lasts for 1-3 days before going away and then coming back weeks-months later.
i might be dying lol
lately i've been feeling like i'm a cloud of thoughts and gas trapped inside of a fleshy shell
i only feel like this when i'm talking to people. i'll be in the middle of a conversation and i'm suddenly aware of the fact that i'm talking and have a voice and that my body has weight and that i can't just tear myself open and left myself out and skdjfhskjfhsjkfhs
it started happening about 2 weeks ago and i have no idea why
maybe this is my problem: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Depersonalization_disorder
i just googled my problem and came across a forum post with a quote that describes the feeling well: Have you ever reached your hand inside a jar or between a fence to grab something, and when you pull back your hand is stuck? That is how my brain feels.
I used to like Jung but now I like Freud (not)
the last like four times I've done drugs its been 3+ doses of acid, mushrooms, ketamine and moon rock all through out a night which is some wild drugness maybe like clucky
neuroticism
i can wield this wicked sword.
my life is gay
cry;
You c can't die JMV. baddood;
I feel dead inside.
I guess I envy Clucky. He has an interesting soul.
on monday i went to a party in downtown soho and tuesday went gallery hopping throughout chelsea eating fancy little dinners with my best friend from boston and spent wednesday binging on alcohol with friends
tomorrow ill go to brooklyn to get my friend's fish and go to a film rendezvous with some pratt school boy who likes me
also ive grew careless for my little psychological disturbances
i grew to accept only very few would understand, like de chirico, the modernists, breton and other artsy fartsy pseudo-schizophrenics
im tastefully crazy and that's why i'm a hit giggle;
unlike felt who is just crazy
Quote from: JMV290 on April 24, 2014, 02:19:23 PM
on monday i went to a party in downtown soho and tuesday went gallery hopping throughout chelsea eating fancy little dinners with my best friend from boston and spent wednesday binging on alcohol with friends
tomorrow ill go to brooklyn to get my friend's fish and go to a film rendezvous with some pratt school boy who likes me
also ive grew careless for my little psychological disturbances
i grew to accept only very few would understand, like de chirico, the modernists, breton and other artsy fartsy pseudo-schizophrenics
im tastefully crazy and that's why i'm a hit giggle;
unlike felt who is just crazy
so you are clucky being clucky?
i wonder how hard it is for you to be clucky irl?
easy mode if i go smooth
hard mode if i haven't bothered to shave in 2 weeks
are you dining out for life?
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