I recently started taking showers in the dark. Idk why really. They're very relaxing. Especially with a bowl prior or a beer during n_u
pick at my asshole
Idk if its actually strange, but i usually require music in order to fall asleep quickly.
Quote from: Khadafi on January 16, 2014, 11:13:04 AM
DAE shower beer brah uniq
just because it's reddit's favorite thing doesn't detract from it
ive been doing it since before reddit loved it anyway
dont use tumblr
ew strongbad
socks does the same thing too
i tried doing it once under his recommendation but it just didn't work out
i even tried whilst high off different drugs
anyways sometimes i go into the bathroom and dance to music because i hate just sitting and just listen to music. i can't experience it that way :'(
also i like forcing my emotional state to shift into another one
i used to be hesitant to it because i thought it was 'cheating' if I can force a sensation of happiness cascade down my face
without working for it. it feels disconcerting. i'd try it out with feelings of envy or sadness. it'd snap me out of it, but it felt so strange. i guess i'm not that ready to face the absurd. :'(
also i spend a lot of money on oils
carrier oils
essential oils
cooking oils
they've very versatile and there's plenty of them with different properties!
so you'd might see me cook with grapeseed from its nice ability to not oxidize in heat rapidly
and spread it all over my arms or legs afterward to ((clean up))
i don't think a diet high in fat and low in carbs and protein would do anything harmful, would it?
they are, after all, "good fats"
but I guess it could be akin to consuming too much omega-3 without balancing it with omega-6 acids
besides oils, i love to deconstruct things
i love deconstructing good foods i've eaten
i love deconstructing my favorite facial products
so i try my hardest to detect all of those subtle flavors that heighten, dampen, sour, sweeten, etc. with one another and try to re-create them to the best of my abilities. so i just go out and buy a load of ingredients.
same thing to facial products, except I'd have to focus on texture and scent as well. It's the worst when you're smearing something on your face and turns to leave a thick residue, or a sticky one, or one that feels too dry too quick.
I don't have any idea where all of this would lead to, but it seems like it'd supplement income if I wanted something to sell.
also i'm obsessed with anti-aging. it tipped me to my joy for buying oils and skin care
also i like christian mysticism and esotericism and archetypes in both jungian thought and literary theory (though i guess they could both fall underneath the same umbrella; jung isn't really that all clinically therapeutic. he's a treat for sad souls like a good story)
Quote from: K L U X on January 16, 2014, 11:35:22 PM
ew strongbad
socks does the same thing too
i tried doing it once under his recommendation but it just didn't work out
i even tried whilst high off different drugs
anyways sometimes i go into the bathroom and dance to music because i hate just sitting and just listen to music. i can't experience it that way :'(
also i like forcing my emotional state to shift into another one
i used to be hesitant to it because i thought it was 'cheating' if I can force a sensation of happiness cascade down my face
without working for it. it feels disconcerting. i'd try it out with feelings of envy or sadness. it'd snap me out of it, but it felt so strange. i guess i'm not that ready to face the absurd. :'(
also i spend a lot of money on oils
carrier oils
essential oils
cooking oils
they've very versatile and there's plenty of them with different properties!
so you'd might see me cook with grapeseed from its nice ability to not oxidize in heat rapidly
and spread it all over my arms or legs afterward to ((clean up))
i don't think a diet high in fat and low in carbs and protein would do anything harmful, would it?
they are, after all, "good fats"
but I guess it could be akin to consuming too much omega-3 without balancing it with omega-6 acids
besides oils, i love to deconstruct things
i love deconstructing good foods i've eaten
i love deconstructing my favorite facial products
so i try my hardest to detect all of those subtle flavors that heighten, dampen, sour, sweeten, etc. with one another and try to re-create them to the best of my abilities. so i just go out and buy a load of ingredients.
same thing to facial products, except I'd have to focus on texture and scent as well. It's the worst when you're smearing something on your face and turns to leave a thick residue, or a sticky one, or one that feels too dry too quick.
I don't have any idea where all of this would lead to, but it seems like it'd supplement income if I wanted something to sell.
also i'm obsessed with anti-aging. it tipped me to my joy for buying oils and skin care
also i like christian mysticism and esotericism and archetypes in both jungian thought and literary theory (though i guess they could both fall underneath the same umbrella; jung isn't really that all clinically therapeutic. he's a treat for sad souls like a good story)
this reminds me of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jean-Baptiste_Grenouille
Quote from: infinite luxury on January 16, 2014, 11:46:12 PM
this reminds me of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jean-Baptiste_Grenouille
i saw the film that was based off that
my friends compared me to the guy because he came from a bad childhood and took a life away for the sake of perfecting his stupid art
it was an insulting compliment because the film was dumb as fuck
it wasn't realistic at all :'(
especially the ending
[spoiler]he manages to create a perfect scent by killing his love (he didn't actually love her, he loved her scent and the sensations it came with so he tried to capture and capsulize that scent into a perfume bottle by killing her and collecting the scent off her skin. the scent smells so good that it's the most powerful scent in the world. it would instantly paralyze someone in some Dionysian ecstasy completely under his control. the guy threw the perfume away because he couldn't handle it or something [/spoiler]
another favorite comparison is american psycho
his skin regime is less obsessive than mine
except i don't do crunches
although i should :'(
Imagine maps to see how much I can remember
talk in my sleep
i cry to my pillow and i whisper it every one of my insecurities and hopes of certain things like the biggest pussy ever
Even on my days off, I never have a "day off" because I'll be busy doing something.
I wish I could relax more.
Quote from: K L U X on January 16, 2014, 11:35:22 PM
ew strongbad
socks does the same thing too
i tried doing it once under his recommendation but it just didn't work out
i even tried whilst high off different drugs
anyways sometimes i go into the bathroom and dance to music because i hate just sitting and just listen to music. i can't experience it that way :'(
also i like forcing my emotional state to shift into another one
i used to be hesitant to it because i thought it was 'cheating' if I can force a sensation of happiness cascade down my face
without working for it. it feels disconcerting. i'd try it out with feelings of envy or sadness. it'd snap me out of it, but it felt so strange. i guess i'm not that ready to face the absurd. :'(
also i spend a lot of money on oils
carrier oils
essential oils
cooking oils
they've very versatile and there's plenty of them with different properties!
so you'd might see me cook with grapeseed from its nice ability to not oxidize in heat rapidly
and spread it all over my arms or legs afterward to ((clean up))
i don't think a diet high in fat and low in carbs and protein would do anything harmful, would it?
they are, after all, "good fats"
but I guess it could be akin to consuming too much omega-3 without balancing it with omega-6 acids
besides oils, i love to deconstruct things
i love deconstructing good foods i've eaten
i love deconstructing my favorite facial products
so i try my hardest to detect all of those subtle flavors that heighten, dampen, sour, sweeten, etc. with one another and try to re-create them to the best of my abilities. so i just go out and buy a load of ingredients.
same thing to facial products, except I'd have to focus on texture and scent as well. It's the worst when you're smearing something on your face and turns to leave a thick residue, or a sticky one, or one that feels too dry too quick.
I don't have any idea where all of this would lead to, but it seems like it'd supplement income if I wanted something to sell.
also i'm obsessed with anti-aging. it tipped me to my joy for buying oils and skin care
also i like christian mysticism and esotericism and archetypes in both jungian thought and literary theory (though i guess they could both fall underneath the same umbrella; jung isn't really that all clinically therapeutic. he's a treat for sad souls like a good story)
I still find it fascinating to deconstruct you and everything about you. :3
I'm mad normal.
maybe normal mad? n_n
maybe [MAD] Red Zone x Konata Zone
Quote from: infinite luxury on January 16, 2014, 11:46:12 PM
this reminds me of http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jean-Baptiste_Grenouille
I watched that movie. Knew it was too good not to be original content.
Quote from: David on January 17, 2014, 02:51:20 AM
Imagine maps to see how much I can remember
Not quite imagne them for no purpose, but I absolutely love maps, charts and topography. It allows me to plan my missions in great detail.
jerk off to lolicon
well i personally don't no but i couldn't really think of anything weirder to post
Quote from: Nonon Jakuzure on January 22, 2014, 09:03:54 PM
jerk off to lolicon
weird relative to boyagers? nah
but pretty fuckin weird overall lol
[spoiler]i have no disrespect i like the hentai babes myself[/spoiler]
posting on Boyah at four in the morning
Just the word lolicon sounds as if it should never come out the mouth of a serious person, much less a man.
I enjoy guro and clown porn. One of those is correct, the other one makes me scream like a sissy. Guess which one.
As far as I know, I'm the only person who invests emotionally in everything. Including these toys.