Ultimately to delete it.
All too often I find myself being an idiot.
I end up writing a brick wall of text just to blow some steam and comfort myself, like a douche that likes to hear himself talk.
It is therapeutic, and it helps me put into words clearly what I'm frustrated with, but it's always damn unnecessary. I have this problem when I drink too, because then it all spills out along with the vomit. And with me, I focus on the negatives, which is why opening my mouth in the first place is a problem. Its that first negative thought that pulls me under for the duration of whatever it is I'm doing. If I'm in a conversation, then it's negatives until that conversation is finished. Sound like a good time? Then hang out with me.
Happy new year.
nice being negeative all the time is all ido.
i like complaining a lot
there've been times where i spent 30 minutes typing up a reply here and then close the tab because i know that my whining will only make me look dumber
i never plan on deleting everything i typed, but the thought of typing it all up with the intention of submitting it makes me feel better.
Yeah, sometimes I'll type out something or have a reply in mind but then I'll think it's probably better for me to not get involved and I'll not actually post it.
Other times when I do actually post something, it'll go through a few revisions after I first post it to fix typos or bad wording, and to add stuff I thought of right after I hit post.