- Need to learn how to drive still.
- For now, I don't have time for driving lessons, but at the same time I don't really have anybody close to me that could teach me. I guess I'll pay in the Summer.
- In accordance to the driving problem, I need to travel to some places for my Geography class but limited transportation (Two fucking projects, fuck this Professor. My brother is taking the same class, different Professor, but he doesn't have to deal with this shit. Maybe it's because mine is an online class..?)
- For some reason, there's this...really strong feeling of not wanting to do shit. like...I can't explain it. I want to do things but become paralyzed with shit and then in the end after so much contemplation, I don't have shit done. It's really not so much depression but it's more that...I don't know. I can't explain it. I would refer it to me being diagnosed with ADD, and I think it truly is. Because I really get so fucking angry at myself when I don't focus and everybody that denies it I feel doesn't have a fucking clue. (Maybe it's because it's just so exaggerated in general.) It's not just being lazy- with me, anyway. There's some reason why I can't get myself to do work and I just can't get through it without being so distracted or just being frozen. And I have like so much to fucking do for all of my classes. I'm so fucking miserable, man. I'm just so fucking pissed at myself.
a productive and meaningful life
lose weight
get a qt bbw gf
Something that resembles a life
you probably have ADD rather than ADHD
because the DSM's wacky like always, ADD's been changed into 'ADHD Inattentive-Type'
or it can be other things~
also i have a big list of things to do and i like doing them each day :3
A PRESENT TO MY FUTURE SELF FROM THE PAST
Idk I need to exercise more. I needed a job but actually managed to get one somehow despite not putting in much effort
I'm talking with an artist about doing a full-length visual novel right now but I'd cut off my right hand to be able to draw skillfully with my left
I have a long list of things like this; I'll post some that come to mind first.
Some things I've at least been making progress on, albeit very slowly:
* gender transition
* social life
* continue working on my game and other programming projects
* prepare resume and work on things worth adding to it, apply for internships
* vidya backlog
Things I've made no progress on (or at least not in years):
* research project
* learn japanese
* play piano
Quote from: The Last MIB on April 09, 2013, 09:23:18 AM
- Need to learn how to drive still.
* this
synthesizers
buy toiletpaper.... havent had any for weeks
Quote from: Comfortdog on April 09, 2013, 10:21:52 PM
buy toiletpaper.... havent had any for weeks
just use your hands