This morning, I broke up with Colin.
We are still friends.
I just felt like...idk. He had told me that he didn't see our relationship going anywhere in the long term, so in my mind, why should I put any more effort into it? I should just be focusing on school and making myself look amazing for Law School and volunteering and shit. I can't waste my time on someone who puts no effort in the relationship back at me...
God...am I a bitch?
I'm gonna go curl up in the corner with Antigone all night and cry. Poke me with a stick every once and a while, kay?
I think feeling like that if you're told your relationship isn't going anywhere makes perfect sense, it doesn't make you a bitch to break up over that.
no you're not a bitch and i'm pretty sure you made the right choice
also don't read sophocles, read euripides
Quote from: Kaz on February 16, 2012, 05:17:21 PM
also don't read sophocles, read euripides
Hafta read it for class. No choice. If I had a choice, I'd curl up and cry and probably cut myself (OH YEAH I'M A HUGE FUCKING EMO GO AHEAD SAY IT) and just ignore everyone for...three days. Or have lots of promiscuous sex, like I usually do when I'm depressed. But, I don't. I hafta hold myself together...Fuck me and my responsible-ness.
your relationship is already over when you join boyah
Quote from: ikanaide on February 16, 2012, 05:24:31 PM
your relationship is already over when you join boyah
speaking of which
no more kimiko?
Quote from: Kaz on February 16, 2012, 05:26:01 PM
speaking of which
no more kimiko?
we are together
for now
Quote from: kougraducky on February 16, 2012, 05:21:35 PM
Hafta read it for class. No choice. If I had a choice, I'd curl up and cry and probably cut myself (OH YEAH I'M A HUGE FUCKING EMO GO AHEAD SAY IT) and just ignore everyone for...three days. Or have lots of promiscuous sex, like I usually do when I'm depressed. But, I don't. I hafta hold myself together...Fuck me and my responsible-ness.
It's harder this way, but ultimately better. You will soon realize how much you're really not missing out on. Life goes on.
not really
if you think about it you'll probably sink into a terrible stagnant, repetitious relationship crawling and twisting through your integrity and values until you actually give them up for exchange to keep a useless relationship that provides nothing but an illusion of security
no its better this way!
If there's no future, there's no point in keeping it going if you're looking for a relationship with a future. Can't fault yourself for not wanting to continue something that's not going to be fulfilling ultimately.