Hm?
I can complain about a few things. I can't go to school next semester. Thousands of dollars in debt with tuition, a$1400 credit card bill that I can't pay, $17 left to my name at the moment. I thought I was going to get kicked out of my house for a while, but that scare is over. But really. I don't have much to complain about.
Because even this isn't really that bad. I feel great. Granted, I have my down periods, but everyone does. Life just isn't terrible. I found myself a full time job getting paid $10 an hour. I have a place to live. I have good friends. I have a wonderful girlfriend. I'm not the most socially awkward person in the world. People seem to think I'm very likeable. And I would like to think that I do try to be a moderately decent person. And I just feel good.
So how is your life? If you think it's terrible, try and find something positive, and tell us about it.
I feel good about life currently, sorta transferring into Final Goal and starting Social Experiments
you're right, life just doesn't that terrible. it sounds like you have what every man wants, which is" NO hassles. fuck the money, fuck credit ratings, fuck the fucking contracts and the rents and the motherfuckingn police . man wants some love n independence and a job with a little free time. so live that shit bdecause ~it's life and life only
I'm doing good because although depending on a bet I haveplaced with the month ofd Cevember (this is how I call dcember), I may have very negative debts, every day with She Who Is Beautiful I ralize I am living more like i've always wanted to and the beautiful,bright,blue sunnysky is wide at me with its limitlessness . my mind is running like a flagsotne and I can't even think I know if all the time in the world will bve enough to do it all in.
(i am completely serious)
Quote from: silvertone on December 09, 2011, 08:35:31 PM
I feel good about life currently, sorta transferring into Final Goal and starting Social Experiments
What is final goal? confuseddood;
And sometimes social experiments make you sad.
Quote from: Hippopo on December 09, 2011, 08:46:29 PM
What is final goal? confuseddood;
And sometimes social experiments make you sad.
Final goal is Transcending the Band and The Record Label System of music and i think i almost got it figured out.
my life is going well
made friends
more adventures
more therapists
better job conditions
etc.
Not bad. Just really busy all the time.
For a while I was really worried and thought I was just kind of lost and such.
Then the other day I came to realise I am free, completely free to do whatever the fuck I want right now, and that makes me happy.
So here I am posting on boyah at ALMOST MIDNIGHT badass
so yeah it's good
Quote from: Echo on December 09, 2011, 08:51:36 PM
For a while I was really worried and thought I was just kind of lost and such.
Then the other day I came to realise I am free, completely free to do whatever the fuck I want right now, and that makes me happy.
So here I am posting on boyah at ALMOST MIDNIGHT badass
so yeah it's good
You are an existentialist just like Taylor Swift.
Quote from: Hippopo on December 09, 2011, 08:53:08 PM
You are an existentialist just like Taylor Swift.
I have always wanted to join the existential elites such as T-swift
I feel the life that I am living just doesn't suit me at all. And underneath the surface there is a different dream and vision. But I have made choices and there have been consequences. This is well understood. The wonder of it all though, is still enough to live for. In reality there is infinite potential, and different aspects are not hard to see, it makes everything so colorful, and yes, free. My life is interesting, and at times, complicated, but mostly it is genuine, with a lot of thought thrown in, it doesn't look much from the outside, but there is a whole world to see in me. I can't describe the circumstantial things, like finances and platforms, they mean very little to the whole approach and feeling.
Pretty damn okay.
I'm slowly coming out of my shell again after a few seriously intense months of depression.
I'm not going to school next semester as I hate school right now and I don't want to pay for knowledge I already have. Which seems to be what is happening with school.
Granted, alot of employers prefer a degree to show you're self disciplined, but right now I just want to not worry about school as I've done it for over a decade.
Might volunteer at a local radio station. Well, it's an online thing, but still. If I get a dj show I will totally play music that boyagers make.
My life situation really doesn't change
As always:
I don't have major issues like losing housing or being unable to afford food
Being totally alone, I don't have breakups or arguments with friends or anything like that
I'm making no progress at all with trans-related desires
I consider it somewhat pathetic and sad, but it doesn't have any depressing events 5thgrade;
or notable events at all really
mostly good
there's a lot that i'm stressing about (mainly deciding what i want to study for the next couple years) but i'll get through it
i also have around $8 to my name right now and i need to pay for lots. luckily i have a solid $11/hr job lifeguarding at the YMCA in my home town and recently i became a private caretaker for this guy who has cerebral palsy, so hopefully i can get enough hours to have disposable income and have some savings, while keeping up in school.
i'm still in the period of enjoying my life more than i ever have, which is good. i have awesome friends right now and overall things are positive.