I need to set something up on my computer and phone that prevents me from listening to bright eyes early in the morning or late at night :(
because it makes me sad.
I also need something that prevents me from looking at her last.fm
Quote from: Snowy the Majestic Møøse on October 07, 2011, 06:52:18 AM
why confuseddood;
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q77-ggkzWRI[/youtube]
that's why
Quote from: Molotov Emir 1986 on October 07, 2011, 06:53:03 AM
because it makes me sad.
I also need something that prevents me from looking at her last.fm
lol it takes a bit of self control to not check it out even for me and I am pretty over her :3
a good solution is no super early morning or night internetting. at least besides boyah.
also at least you're just looking and not contacting her
Quote from: Ruka Urushibara on October 07, 2011, 08:26:40 AM
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q77-ggkzWRI[/youtube]
/wrists
listen to nick drake instead. he sounds sad but you Don't Ever Figure Out what he is saying!!!
just get into pantera, fuck that bitch I'D KILL YOU FOR MYSELF
I am currently resisting listening to her radio show
it's hard to do
Quote from: Molotov Emir 1986 on October 07, 2011, 09:58:37 PM
I am currently resisting listening to her radio show
it's hard to do
listen to my last.fm radio station instead
it's the same thing right? girl;
Quote from: Ruka Urushibara on October 07, 2011, 10:03:02 PM
listen to my last.fm radio station instead
it's the same thing right? girl;
I don't think there would be a voice there that would tear my heart out and stomp on it for an hour and likely set me back a couple weeks in recovery
Quote from: Molotov Emir 1986 on October 07, 2011, 10:05:45 PM
I don't think there would be a voice there that would tear my heart out and stomp on it for an hour and likely set me back a couple weeks in recovery
go see a counselor goddammit that's likely to be paid for by your student fees
stop despairing over a whore
http://soundcloud.com/jackt001/burning-down-the-witch-house
Quote from: youhavebeentold on October 07, 2011, 10:07:30 PM
go see a counselor goddammit that's likely to be paid for by your student fees
stop despairing over a whore
what the fuck is your problem you don't know shit about me or her or anything that happened between us you fucking cockface.
don't you dare call her a whore again and shut your fucking face.
Quote from: youhavebeentold on October 07, 2011, 10:07:30 PM
go see a counselor goddammit that's likely to be paid for by your student fees
stop despairing over a whore
I wouldn't say he is despairing at all...
being sad and having things remind you of someone are all parts of the mourning period after a relationship ends
not to mention he already asked some new girl on a date, so I would say he is actually doing pretty good
Quote from: youhavebeentold on October 07, 2011, 10:07:30 PM
go see a counselor goddammit that's likely to be paid for by your student fees
stop despairing over a whore
Ashley! Shut the fuck up.
no u
Quote from: youhavebeentold on October 07, 2011, 10:44:54 PM
Ashley! Shut the fuck up.
no u
boyah doesn't care about my failed one night stands. :|
I DID IT happydood;
Is youhavebeentold Clucky or something
Quote from: Yip Yipper on October 08, 2011, 09:43:43 AM
Is youhavebeentold Clucky or something
it's felt
(who is indistinguishable from clucky anyway sillydood;)
Can I ban him
Quote from: Tectrika on October 08, 2011, 10:08:10 AM
it's felt
(who is indistinguishable from clucky anyway sillydood;)
am i the only one who can tell the difference between them baddood;
Quote from: Hiro on October 08, 2011, 11:52:23 AM
am i the only one who can tell the difference between them baddood;
honestly i think they're pretty distinct, but for some reason there seems to be a lot of confusion about who's who sillydood;
Quote from: Molotov Emir 1986 on October 08, 2011, 10:51:30 PM
PLEASE DO
I am waiting for the perfect moment
also
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There's really a good reason for that. The forum software blocked my other account as a spambot for no apparent reason at all, so I just started a new account with JMV's permission. hocuspocus;
Quote from: youhavebeentold on October 08, 2011, 11:12:50 PM
There's really a good reason for that. The forum software blocked my other account as a spambot for no apparent reason at all, so I just started a new account with JMV's permission. hocuspocus;
No, I permabanned it happydood;
I am Turing Test compliant. akudood;
why is it that even though I don't really want to be with her I have very intense and very clear dreams about her almost every single night. this has been going on for the last 2-3 weeks out of the 5 weeks total. :(
man fuck this shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
I hate this morning feeling where I don't know what I'm doing and I lose control over all of my thoughts and feel completely misguided and on the wrong track and the exact opposite of how I feel the rest of the time I feel like I need to kick ass all day to stay alive and hide from it.
I guess every interesting person has to have a weight to carry or something right?
I guess I don't know which is real-- the lust pf adrenaline that keeps me awake and away from the crushing pain or the pain itself. is the adrenaline a cover up? or is the pain a cop out?
Keeping your self preoccupied usd a perfectly healthy way to deal with it. Whether that preoccupation is exercise or kicking ass is completely up to you
Yeah, but then you get over it.