After 4 weeks of being gone from home and missing pretty much solely my best friend, my cat Dusty, I found out today he's been missing for the past week. He's gone. I was so excited to see him next week, too. I called my mom to ask my bank account routing number and instead she tells me this. And instead of getting visibly upset I held it in because there were people over. I hang up on her immediately because I didn't want to hear about it.
Little by little I felt worse and worse, until I ended up vomiting in the bathroom about 5 minutes later.
Today has not been a good day.
I have gotten so mad/upset on a few occasions that I was visibly shaking and vomited eventually. It sucks saddood;
Also sorry about you cat I hope he comes back
Yeah, I've gotten sick to my stomach, especially in the morning when I know I have a really stressful day ahead
uh...no
I get acne breakouts and severe dandruff.
Other symptoms that occur less often are tightening of the throat and panic attacks that come out of no where.
Eh, depends what you see as physical illness.
I don't handle stress well. The actual reaction known as stress, I mean. That tension you feel in your body, as if all of your muscles were contracted, I hate it.
Back in my teenage days, I could have spasms and the sort.
what the hell do most of you even do to be so stressed
Quote from: Travis on September 19, 2009, 04:47:36 PM
what the hell do most of you even do to be so stressed
Being a huge wuss, in my case.
my body sort of stopped working. you know how they say that old people die of grief when their spouse dies? im guessing something like that was going on because it sort of felt like my body was slowly shutting down.
Quote from: Travis on September 19, 2009, 04:47:36 PM
what the hell do most of you even do to be so stressed
Relationships.
Many times. Actually like two days ago. It's not goodtimes.
I've been so depressed that my stomach hurt. I am sorry about your friend, hopefully she will be found :(
The day after a bunch of shit happened and we decided to leave my step dad i felt too unstable to go to school if that counts
Quote from: Freud and His Friend:Jung on September 19, 2009, 04:09:36 PM
I get acne breakouts and severe dandruff.
i don't really get the breakouts, but i get dandruff really bad when i'm stressing out. it's disgusting.
Most diseases are psychologically induced, so probably.
I forced myself to be sick to get out of a recital once. n_u
Good luck with your cat! He'll show up.
Yeah, I've gotten pretty fucked up from panic attacks, and the stress of daily life and the lack of sleep sap my strength to a point of severe exhaustion. I've never thrown up because of it, but I've felt hollow and alone and I felt sensation shutting down from my fingers to emotions and there was one time I could barely hold in the screaming.
Fuck destiny, really.
Quote from: Kaz on September 20, 2009, 12:29:44 PM
i don't really get the breakouts, but i get dandruff really bad when i'm stressing out. it's disgusting.
I almost always have dandruff wry
Yes actually. A few days ago I was so upset and depressed I actually couldn't get out out of bed, and felt like I was very sick.
To everyone hoping my cat will be found, thanks.. but he won't. Cats go 'missing' all the time in my area. Coyotes.
I'm so fucking depressed over this. Dusty was the only thing about home I really loved and REALLY missed. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I've been waiting for so long for the chance to go back home to see him, now I never want to go home again. God. I have said so many times that "I don't know what I'd do without Dusty." and now I really don't.
Kinda, I always turn it into anger and usually punch my wall n_u
Your family? goonish
Why akudood;
Quote from: Hïro on September 20, 2009, 10:05:08 PM
Why akudood;
Does it matter why? I did. He meant more than anything in the world to me.
I am truley sorry for your lots
I'm really sorry about your cat Sam, I remember how sad I felt when I thought I had lost mine
Quote from: Hïro on September 20, 2009, 10:53:19 PM
I am truley sorry for your lots
...shut the fuck up hiro.
fucking disrespective prick.
i dont get it
but thats ok i guess
Quote from: Sam on September 21, 2009, 12:06:15 AM
...shut the fuck up hiro.
fucking disrespective prick.
wow what the hell, i mean yeah it was a badly placed reference to "how is babby formed" but it wasn't
that offensive
settle down akudood;
Quote from: Kaz on September 21, 2009, 12:34:32 AM
wow what the hell, i mean yeah it was a badly placed reference to "how is babby formed" but it wasn't that offensive
settle down akudood;
...whatever. I don't think people are comprehending how upset I am over this. In fact, I
know they aren't. When someone's best friend passes away, you don't give them a shitty internet reference. He's making a joke about something I'm nearly suicidal over. I'm obviously not okay with that.
I'm really sorry sam :(
I really don't connect with my cats that way...I don't connect with much of anything...but I think I can understand.
I'm really sorry, Sam.
Yeah I can't quite relate to someone connecting that deeply with a cat either. I'm pretty sure Hiro can't either. So it's only natural to not realize how huge of a deal this is...especially since you didn't actually say he passed away in the first place. You just said he went missing. We don't assume "missing" to equal death.
But we are sorry, in any case.
Yup, normally when I'm very upset I'll feel exhausted, get headaches, and an upset stomach.