Recently it has come to my attention that I can be very conceited about certain things. I tend to exaggerate just how much I know about certain things that are supposed to be my areas of expertise, when the truth is that I actually still have a lot to learn.
And in regards to my life, I just stopped today and realized that my life has progressed almost exactly how I predicted it to a few years ago. My relationship with Chels, my writing, my college life...everything. It's really weird.
doodthing;
Also I stopped today and thought about how damn lucky I am to have had a good life.
Quote from: ThunderKaz on October 08, 2008, 06:29:18 PM
Recently it has come to my attention that I can be very conceited about certain things.
wow
I recently realized I'm most likely destined to be alone. :(
I realized I'm probably going to end up as a teacher or lawyer, just like my parents suicide;
Quote from: Cam on October 08, 2008, 06:31:29 PM
wow
Is that supposed to be like "wow, just now? Finally?"
If so, it's not like people hadn't told me before, it's just that only recently have I noticed myself really doing it.
Quote from: ThunderKaz on October 08, 2008, 06:40:06 PM
Is that supposed to be like "wow, just now? Finally?"
If so, it's not like people hadn't told me before, it's just that only recently have I noticed myself really doing it.
Which is why maybe you should have realized it earlier y/n
Quote from: Cam on October 08, 2008, 06:41:17 PM
Which is why maybe you should have realized it earlier y/n
I always assured myself that I wasn't before. :(
I've realized that I get real defensive about myself and or Lauren. Don't fuck with us.
I've realized all I need is motivation and I can do anything.
Quote from: ThunderKaz on October 08, 2008, 06:43:23 PM
I always assured myself that I wasn't before. :(
It's because you're a shithead y/n
I also realized I generally have low standards now.
Quote from: Wrench on October 08, 2008, 06:44:29 PM
I've realized all I need is motivation and I can do anything.
can you balance 300 corvettes on your head
Quote from: ThunderKaz on October 08, 2008, 06:47:02 PM
can you balance 300 corvettes on your head
Actually I got 301
I hate sudden realizations.
They always make me seem like I won't last past 20 something.
i will get horrible diseases and die if i don't change my sedentary lifestyle ^__________^
I'll probably end up being alone because I'm terrible at conversing with people and in general I suck. ^_^
I just realize everyday how much more of my life is ahead of me, and what choices I make will affect it.
I can no longer go, "Whats not doing a paper in high school gonna do to me anyway?" because now I'm too cautious with what I'm doing in my life.
It may not really be a realization but it's certainly effective...
Recently, I have been kind of getting this strange feeling like this point of my life is being lived by myself as an older me. Like it's as if myself in my 40's somehow managed to go back in time and relive this time.
It's really amazing because it makes me realize that I have to do shit now, because I have the opportunity now.
uhhh I like pringles a lot.
also the nature of things becomes clear to me
I've come to realize (thank you, Francesca - ) that I might be in denial but really, I don't care because it makes me feel better about life in general. And I am happy.
I have also come to realize that I am not so far off from the things that I want most and that I am stronger when it comes to people than I thought I was.
I realized today I give into peer pressure easily.
My friends were going to stay for some club thing so I didn't either.
Quote from: The Speaker Of Words on October 08, 2008, 07:21:48 PM
I realized today I give into peer pressure easily.
My friends were going to stay for some club thing so I didn't either.
My brain hurts...
So you went to the club?
Quote from: Selkie224 on October 08, 2008, 07:15:20 PM
It may not really be a realization but it's certainly effective...
Recently, I have been kind of getting this strange feeling like this point of my life is being lived by myself as an older me. Like it's as if myself in my 40's somehow managed to go back in time and relive this time.
It's really amazing because it makes me realize that I have to do shit now, because I have the opportunity now.
I realized I never know what the fuck you're talking about
god damn it what am i doing here
Quote from: Ezlo on October 08, 2008, 07:35:42 PM
god damn it what am i doing here
acting like an idiot as usual
Quote from: Cam on October 08, 2008, 07:37:48 PM
acting like an idiot as usual
no it's definitely not that
There are people who are happy and sane almost all of the time.
i want to pursue music
Recently ive realized how much I actually need Ryan in my everyday life.
I can't go a day without talking to him.
I love you, babe.
I don't wanna say.
I've realized that, while I am better off than the average kid, I'm not really as smart as I think I am. I've also realized that I can be a bit of a dick without purposely wanting to be a dick. smithicide;
I realized that nobody loves me and nobody ever will.
I recently realized that I've been doing much better socially than before.
Quote from: Staplerlock on October 08, 2008, 07:30:00 PM
My brain hurts...
So you went to the club?
My bad. I meant they weren't going to it.
I've realized that once one of my good friends goes off to the navy, one of my other good friends will probably not talk to me any more =[
I've realized that the idea of getting married isn't as rediculous as I once thought
I've realized that my mother obviously does not think before she says things and only cares about what other people think of her and her family
I've realized that my dad is pretty cool as long as my mom or sisters aren't around
I've realized that there is no reason to be shy around any person no matter who they are
I've realized that life on my own won't be nearly as impossible as I thought it would be when I was younger
There's probably more but I noticed that I had started all of those sentences with "I've realized" so I figured I'd better stop
Quote from: Cam on October 08, 2008, 06:31:29 PM
wow
I recently realized I'm most likely destined to be alone. :(
If you're destined to be alone, it's only because you tell yourself you're destined to be alone. You decide your own fate.
That I try to do everything by myself out of fear and that it hurts. ];
Also I can help everyone except myself with problems in everyday life. Divorce, romance, responsibility, addictions, etc, etc.
Positive thing - I'm aware that everyone has troubles and a lot of them are worse than mine, so I'm grateful that I'm not suffering badly. [:
Quote from: Spunky on October 09, 2008, 05:23:20 PM
Also I can help everyone except myself with problems in everyday life. Divorce, romance, responsibility, addictions, etc, etc.
Yeah, perspective and how it changes my solutions to certain problems has definitely been having an effect on me lately.
I've actually been trying to make other people happy more than me at times now, so I almost forgetting how good it feels to laugh. Plus I feel stupid not realizing that The Simpsons is written mainly by a bunch of Jews.
Quote from: Staplerlock on October 13, 2008, 11:16:24 AM
Plus I feel stupid not realizing that The Simpsons is written mainly by a bunch of Jews.
So? doodthing;
I realize that in about 10 months my life will radically change, and everything that has ever happened will be solidified eternally in the past.
Also, I don't know how the hell I'm gonna survive. I can't even fold laundry, let alone do it.
I realize that I'd lose either way.
I despise blacks.
Quote from: Selkie224 on October 13, 2008, 12:56:37 PM
I realize that in about 10 months my life will radically change, and everything that has ever happened will be solidified eternally in the past.
Also, I don't know how the hell I'm gonna survive. I can't even fold laundry, let alone do it.
You can learn how to do laundry in an hour, you'll be fine.
Quote from: Flying Circus on October 13, 2008, 01:56:56 PM
You can learn how to do laundry in an hour, you'll be fine.
Is it really that hard to do laundry? goonish
Quote from: ME86 on October 13, 2008, 01:58:30 PM
Is it really that hard to do laundry? goonish
Nope... except I forgot to take my cell phone out of my pocket goonish
Quote from: Flying Circus on October 13, 2008, 02:02:58 PM
Nope... except I forgot to take my cell phone out of my pocket goonish
Well yeah, I washed my iPod once. lol goonish
Quote from: ME86 on October 13, 2008, 02:06:42 PM
Well yeah, I washed my iPod once. lol goonish
The screen is dead, I don't know if I'm going to have to get a completely new phone, or whether they can fix it or something
Quote from: Flying Circus on October 13, 2008, 02:22:29 PM
The screen is dead, I don't know if I'm going to have to get a completely new phone, or whether they can fix it or something
They probably could replace the screen, but they'll probably just find it easier to give you a new phone.
itt slowpokes evolve doodthing;
Quote from: Rycerz on October 13, 2008, 02:36:20 PM
itt slowpokes evolve doodthing;
did you know Slowbro's tail is a shellder attempting to evolve
Quote from: Geno on October 13, 2008, 02:39:02 PM
did you know Slowbro's tail is a shellder attempting to evolve
uh no
it's just a shellder
and slowbro's tail is not the shellder but is in the shellder
Quote from: ME86 on October 13, 2008, 02:24:26 PM
They probably could replace the screen, but they'll probably just find it easier to give you a new phone.
I hope we got a warranty girl;
Literally a minute ago I realized that I can't say anything (at least not online) without doing something to make my post seem less serious. On AIM I'll constantly use "y/n" or "lol" even if a "y/n" isn't necessary or it really isn't funny. On Boyah or any other forum I'll constantly use emotes.
or type like this lol <3
I guess I feel as though being serious online is being dickish...no idea where that feeling originated. befuddlement
I'm never going to be happy in my life, so I have to take the best out of the moment.
I was happy once.
things I love and want come to me at the same time to ruin what I have. This is funny. I am happy though.
Quote from: Knig on October 13, 2008, 02:43:38 PM
uh no
it's just a shellder
and slowbro's tail is not the shellder but is in the shellder
a really fucked up shellder, at that
i always wondered why it changes shape so drastically
I will never become a pomegranate farmer.
Quote from: Clucky on October 19, 2008, 12:40:50 PM
I will never become a pomegranate farmer.
Never say never
Quote from: Clucky on October 19, 2008, 12:40:50 PM
I will never become a pomegranate farmer.
i'll sell you a portion of my field
Quote from: Cam on October 08, 2008, 06:31:29 PM
I recently realized I'm most likely destined to be alone. :(
Same here :(
that i am getting stinky faster and faster doodthing;
Quote from: Nyerp on October 19, 2008, 03:16:24 PM
that i am getting stinky faster and faster doodthing;
time for a bath doodthing;
Quote from: TECTRON on October 19, 2008, 03:26:09 PM
time for a bath doodthing;
i just took a shower doodthing;
Quote from: Nyerp on October 19, 2008, 03:40:42 PM
i just took a shower doodthing;
take another one y/n
Quote from: Nyerp on October 19, 2008, 03:16:24 PM
that i am getting stinky faster and faster doodthing;
ew you're yucky
I've realized I'm actually capable of doing something with this life of mine and I want to succeed to some extent.
Since the beginning of the month, I started thinking about life in general again and remembered that most of us live only to pay for our housing and cars, then the cycle continues over and over.
Quote from: Winifred Sanderson on October 20, 2008, 07:21:33 PM
I've realized I'm actually capable of doing something with this life of mine and I want to succeed to some extent.
oh same
except i am veruh lazies
I come to the conclusion there is no normal. Everyone is fucked up some how. baddood; Except maybe Guff. idk.
I have a great life.
Quote from: Clair on October 22, 2008, 05:11:40 AM
I come to the conclusion there is no normal. Everyone is fucked up some how. baddood; Except maybe Guff. idk.
um but "normal" is generally dictated by outward appearances and behaviors encompassing society as a collective rather than having much of anything to do with individual hidden issues
so yeah there is a "normal," whether you choose to conform to it or not
Quote from: Kazmopolitan on October 22, 2008, 10:16:16 AM
um but "normal" is generally dictated by outward appearances and behaviors encompassing society as a collective rather than having much of anything to do with individual hidden issues
so yeah there is a "normal," whether you choose to conform to it or not
So normal is an outward appearance of how people should be. Not how people really are? A melting pot of cover ups?
Quote from: Clair on October 22, 2008, 11:06:38 AM
So normal is an outward appearance of how people should be. Not how people really are? A melting pot of cover ups?
Basically, yeah, considering "normal" is based on what we can actually observe. We have to depend on what people tell us they think instead of actually knowing what they think.
Calling it all a "melting pot of cover-ups" is a bit of a stretch considering not everyone has something to hide, though.
Whether you conform to "normal" or not is up to you, obviously.
Quote from: Kazmopolitan on October 22, 2008, 11:11:50 AM
"normal"
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Quote from: Nurse ProtectedMember32 on October 22, 2008, 11:22:43 AM
(http://images3.wikia.nocookie.net/garfield/images/thumb/0/09/Image-Nermal.jpg/180px-Image-Nermal.jpg)
no, that's nermal :|
Quote from: Oh on October 21, 2008, 06:12:08 PM
Since the beginning of the month, I started thinking about life in general again and remembered that most of us live only to pay for our housing and cars, then the cycle continues over and over.
I realized that at one point. Fuck.
Is that what life is? Paying off debts?
Quote from: Nyerp on October 22, 2008, 01:14:11 PM
I realized that at one point. Fuck.
Is that what life is? Paying off debts?
if that's what you want to focus on, then yeah. But why put yourself through that? Instead think of the fun things about life, like...
Weekends!
I've realized that I think too much about details.
I tend to underestimate myself.
On the first day of school this year, I was in regular English (should have been in honors but they fucked up my schedule :|), and the teacher introduced herself and read us one quote to start off the day. "Education is not the filling of a pail, but the lighting of a fire." She then asked us to raise our hands and explain the quote to the best of our ability. A few kids tried but failed to hit the nail on the head. Then my friend sitting behind me said, "Do you have an answer?" My response was "Well yeah, but it probably isn't right either..."
Then he said, "It probably is, you're pretty much the smartest person here (oh plz wub;). Just raise your hand and see if it's right."
So I took his advice, raised my hand and said "An education isn't limited like the amount a pail can hold, because you can always learn something new, like how a fire will always burn as long as you keep adding to it."
and then the teacher was like "meaty cocks you got it and may have explained it even better than i could etc etc"
i was thinking "maybe i'm smarter than i think i am befuddlement"
long story short, i think i suck at life but others don't seem to think so befuddlement
There is always time to make someone smile. It's worth it when they do. caterpie;
I realize I should express myself some more for no reason.
Quote from: Clair on October 23, 2008, 05:55:43 AM
There is always time to make someone smile. It's worth it when they do. caterpie;
aw man you gave me diabetes