:(
Why is it that loving someone hurts so much? I would do anything for a person and never would want to hurt them but one simple comment just most likely threw that all away. I was angry and said things I didn't mean at all, now I fear that I've lost that person forever. No amount of apologizing can make things better. The apologies are not meant to change the fact that I acted how I did; they're meant to show that I regret doing it and if I could I would have never let it get to the point where I said what I said and acted how I acted.
I hate myself so much for letting it happen and probably losing the person I love. I want them to know how wonderful I think they are and how much I want them to be happy; let them know that they have never done anything wrong. I wish I had a chance to fix this and pretend it never happened. I feel like crying when I think of it. It hurts to know that the person has no desire to have anything to do with me anymore. I'm sorry that I let it get to this point and that I couldn't do a better job of shielding them from the comments of others.
I deserve any of the insults they have directed towards me. I'm worthless for not protecting them from others, for hurting them myself, for repeatedly pushing them when they didn't want to do something. I'm worthless for not being the more mature one like I should have been and just stopped dwelling on something the person did before any contact with me. I'm an ass for flipping out on them for doing something innocent. I really wish I could be given a chance to fix everything; I still love the person.
Boyagers, if you love someone don't take it lightly or take them for granted. :(
copypasta
I've learned not to take love for granted, my heart's been hurt three major times by the same person. ;_;
But now we're together again and we're happy together <3
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 06:46:57 PM
I guarentee you it is.
It isn't; I typed it out and meant every word.
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 06:47:45 PM
It isn't; I typed it out and meant every word.
Who are you, OP, Tyler?
its clucky
[mp3]http://www.box.net/shared/static/u3njgpcsgk.mp3[/mp3]
This song would go so fucking great with this thread. powerofone;
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 07:03:08 PM
[mp3]http://www.box.net/shared/static/u3njgpcsgk.mp3[/mp3]
This song would go so fucking great with this thread. powerofone;
Oh you.
I mean it though. :'(
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 07:04:01 PM
Oh you.
I mean it though. :'(
It's all over now.
(http://thenatura.com/forums/Smileys/sal/lp3.gif)
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 07:06:28 PM
It's all over now.
(http://thenatura.com/forums/Smileys/sal/lp3.gif)
:(
Some of you people need to grow up. Not everyone can be so honest and sincere. I know exactly what the op is saying and how it feels. So if you can't take it serious and learn from it GTFO of this thread.
[mp3]http://popbytes.com/img/FunkThatShit_BelieveInGloryBox.mp3[/mp3]
YOU'VE GOT TO BELIEVE IN LOVE
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 07:15:11 PM
[mp3]http://popbytes.com/img/FunkThatShit_BelieveInGloryBox.mp3[/mp3]
YOU'VE GOT TO BELIEVE IN LOVE
God you're such a fucking faggot felt <3
Can't you guys stop fucking around and take your shit to one of the 2 chat threads? :(
God, I'm always right.
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 08:59:24 PM
shut up
you don't have the slightest god damn idea of what i'm talking about
Also, BTW it wasn't any of your comments (It was lul)
It was something completely different that you did which made me realize something about myself that you kept denying won't happen.
Also go smoke until you get cancer. :0
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 10:29:07 PM
Also, BTW it wasn't any of your comments (It was lul)
It was something completely different that you did which made me realize something about myself that you kept denying won't happen.
Also go smoke until you get cancer. :0
Then tell me. If it's about hurting me, I'm still here and I still feel the same about you so you're wrong there. We've been over this several times and hiding the issue or not talking about it doesn't help. What did I do, and what did you realize? I'm on AIM, you have my phone number(whether you want to call, text, or IM it), and I have PMs here, just talk to me about it.
I'd rather not risk you actually going through with the threat of bulimia since I care about you. I don't know why you'd do that though since you stated I was worthless. :(
Quote from: Boyager on July 14, 2008, 10:40:48 PM
Then tell me. If it's about hurting me, I'm still here and I still feel the same about you so you're wrong there. We've been over this several times and hiding the issue or not talking about it doesn't help. What did I do, and what did you realize? I'm on AIM, you have my phone number(whether you want to call, text, or IM it), and I have PMs here, just talk to me about it.
I'd rather not risk you actually going through with the threat of bulimia since I care about you. I don't know why you'd do that though since you stated I was worthless. :(
[So sad!img]http://thenatura.com/forums/Smileys/sal/mopeysal.png[/img]
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 09:29:23 AM
[So sad!img]http://thenatura.com/forums/Smileys/sal/mopeysal.png[/img]
Stop acting like you don't care and running away from the problem.
Also, you messed up on posting the image.
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 09:33:36 AM
Stop acting like you don't care and running away from the problem.
Also, you messed up on posting the image.
(http://thenatura.com/forums/Smileys/sal/toastersal.gif)
Maybe I don't care about the problem anymore.
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 09:45:53 AM
(http://thenatura.com/forums/Smileys/sal/toastersal.gif)
Maybe I don't care about the problem anymore.
You clearly do if you're still not talking.
op is sam
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 09:47:40 AM
You clearly do if you're still not talking.
That doesn't even make sense.
love feels nice to me
This isnt another internet relationship is it
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 10:05:16 AM
That doesn't even make sense.
Of course it does.
If you don't "care" about the problem anymore why is it that you are still refusing to talk to me?
why the hell would I take my lover for granted? Being loved is one of the main purposes of being alive. Without love, you're a husk.
I'm a husk.
You can probably guess who I am now, too.
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 01:03:59 PM
why the hell would I take my lover for granted? Being loved is one of the main purposes of being alive. Without love, you're a husk.
I'm a husk.
You can probably guess who I am now, too.
kono?
Quote from: PARROTHEAD on July 15, 2008, 01:45:52 PM
you're a nobody
its because I'm not active you dumbshit
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 02:10:12 PM
its because I'm not active you dumbshit
you'll still be a nobody even if you were active.
Stop derailing my thread; I tried my best to explain exactly how I feelââ,¬â€œsomething which is difficult for me to doââ,¬â€œand no one takes it seriously. doodthing;
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 10:10:15 AM
Of course it does.
If you don't "care" about the problem anymore why is it that you are still refusing to talk to me?
what
Fine, I'll ignore your existence.
This thread no longer humors me.
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 02:19:56 PM
what
Fine, I'll ignore your existence.
Goddammit, will you just stop? I've tried and I'm not going to stop trying to try to fix things. I promised you that I wouldn't give up on you and I mean it. But you won't even give me a simple hi, goodnight, or any way to know that you're okay(and I'm hoping that you are). I understand what happened shouldn't have, I'm sorry, but why do you think not talking to me about it is the best way to handle this? You know how I feel about you, and I'm here for you even after what you said to me. It didn't change how I feel about you. :(
I would seriously fuck Selkie. thumbsup;
who are these people
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 02:53:06 PM
who are these people
It should be obvious.
But why is she just trying to hurt me? :(
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 02:56:15 PM
It should be obvious.
But why is she just trying to hurt me? :(
GIVE ME A CLUE
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 03:01:34 PM
GIVE ME A CLUE
doodthing;
Just think about it.
Re-read the thread.
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 03:02:07 PM
doodthing;
Just think about it.
Re-read the thread.
lawlz
someone deleted my selkie post ;_;
i'm leaving this thread
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 03:09:35 PM
someone deleted my selkie post ;_;
i'm leaving this thread
wasn't me.
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 09:51:49 AM
op is sam
huh what
I have no idea what the fuck is going on in here, don't blame this on me. baddood;
OP is not Sam.
OP reveal himself/herself/itself
OP is JMV because he was being a meenie pants to his girlfriend; Justine. :(
aka peepeesareyucky ;)
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 05:32:06 PM
OP is JMV because he was being a meenie pants to his girlfriend; Justine. :(
Shut up. psyduck;
Yes, I am the OP and you know the thread is about you. :(
I REFUSE TO BELIEVE. >.<
JMV told me to shut up guys.
Also if you try to smoke cigarettes I'll stop eating. :0
Also stop PM'ing me goodnight.
no
at least I'm loved
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 08:24:32 PM
I'M NOT HIME.
I like you, clucky.
I like you less than sam and hime, but a tiny bit more than ProtectedMember32.
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 08:25:15 PM
I like you, clucky.
I like you less than sam and hime, but a tiny bit more than ProtectedMember32.
I didn't even say that. psyduck;
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 08:31:59 PM
I didn't even say that. psyduck;
You are a female boyager, you are always a target.
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 08:25:15 PM
I like you, clucky.
I like you less than sam and hime, but a tiny bit more than ProtectedMember32.
Dear Kono:
Shut the fuck up, you've been repeatedly wrong.
Sincerely,
Boyah
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 08:34:50 PM
Dear Kono:
Shut the fuck up, you've been repeatedly wrong.
Sincerely,
Boyah
oh shit
Quote from: Boyager on July 15, 2008, 08:34:50 PM
Dear Kono:
Shut the fuck up, you've been repeatedly wrong.
Sincerely,
Boyah
I'm no longer laughing jmv
I am not Clucky either. baddood;
poor jimmy ;-;
oh yeah i still love you btw :'(
how many times did you cry jmvs
HOW MANY TIMES DID YOU CRY JMV
pm me it
PM'd
I don't believe you. :0
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2008, 06:00:05 AM
But it's true. :(
Felt said not to believe your bullshit. :0
I'm sorry. :(
Shut the hell up if you want me to eat breakfast. :0
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2008, 06:05:29 AM
Shut the hell up if you want me to eat breakfast. :0
I want you to eat breakfast
Should I?
I'm not going to eat breakfast.
Do it. :'(
Fuck
You
Eat :(
No.
Go smoke your fucking cigarettes.
I told you I wouldn't :(
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2008, 06:13:20 AM
I told you I wouldn't :(
You've considered it.
I hate you for that.
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2008, 06:14:17 AM
You've considered it.
I hate you for that.
:(
But I didn't do it.
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2008, 06:16:08 AM
:(
But I didn't do it.
You fucking wanted to until Lawlz posted something.
If it wasn't for him you'll probably became like your father.
Also I'm leaving for school. :0
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2008, 06:18:28 AM
You fucking wanted to until Lawlz posted something.
If it wasn't for him you'll probably became like your father.
Anything Lawlz said had nothing to do with it.
I don't want to hurt you, and you didn't want me to so I didn't. :(
and I don't want to be like him. :'(
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2008, 06:18:50 AM
Also I'm leaving for school. :0
Alright, I'm going back to bed then.
:'(
Should I just embed my video and we can all call it a day?
NOW SLAP HIM
Quote from: Socks on July 16, 2008, 09:00:57 AM
Should I just embed my video and we can all call it a day?
Can you eat a dick?
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2008, 10:11:47 AM
Can you eat a dick?
Well I can, but that does not imply I will.
[04:02] Lawlz: jmv called you an it ;)
This is why I'm never talking to you.
Go find someone else to call you "kewns"
Quote from: Socks on July 16, 2008, 10:37:42 AM
Well I can, but that does not imply I will.
Will you eat a dick?
Also stop bothering Socks, JMV. :0
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2008, 01:06:37 PM
Also stop bothering Socks, JMV. :0
That wasn't me.
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2008, 01:04:00 PM
[04:02] Lawlz: jmv called you an it ;)
This is why I'm never talking to you.
Go find someone else to call you "kewns"
4:01:48 PM Lawlz: so i read that text message from zayna and i had a seizure from excessive awwwwwww
4:01:58 PM Lawlz: ;)
4:02:08 PM James Valente: what did it say
4:02:54 PM Lawlz: SO CLUCKY'S AN IT NOW? ;)
4:03:01 PM James Valente: i meant the text fagit
Quote from: JMV on July 16, 2008, 01:08:56 PM
That wasn't me. 4:01:48 PM Lawlz: so i read that text message from zayna and i had a seizure from excessive awwwwwww
4:01:58 PM Lawlz: ;)
4:02:08 PM James Valente: what did it say
4:02:54 PM Lawlz: SO CLUCKY'S AN IT NOW? ;)
4:03:01 PM James Valente: i meant the text fagit
Still not talking to you. :0
SLAP HIM CLUCKY SLAP HIM
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2008, 02:50:39 PM
SLAP HIM CLUCKY SLAP HIM
I want to so fucking much. :(
Do it then.
GO TO BOSTON AND SLAP ME
How does he get love love love, LOVE LOVE LOVE? :0
Quote from: Boyager on July 16, 2008, 08:35:10 PM
Why didn't you say so then?
Because I wasn't the one you quoted. baddood;
I just wanted to say no homo. baddood;
i'm going to impregnate zayna while jmv is left all alone befuddlement
I'm pregnant
I'm not the father. spam;
Welcome to the Maury show baddood;
Quote from: Boyager on July 17, 2008, 08:27:05 AM
Welcome to the Maury show baddood;
JUST LOOK AT IT, HE DON'T LOOK NOTHING LIKE ME
The results are in. We'll find out the results after the commercial break.
Quote from: Boyager on July 17, 2008, 09:10:04 AM
The results are in. We'll find out the results after the commercial break.
As it turns out, none of these 9 men are the father!
Quote from: Boyager on July 17, 2008, 11:46:07 AM
As it turns out, none of these 9 men are the father!
:O Jerry Jerry Jerry!
In 1876, a young girl named Jenn was walking
down a river, an insane man killed her by
stabbing her in the back, raping her, and then
hanging her in his closet. Now that you have
read this message, she will haunt your house
for 5 years. Every night when you go to sleep
she will appear in your closet, hanging their
with her glowing red eyes. repost 3 times to
be saved.