I'm having this aim conversation with one of my real life "friends" and It's depressing the fuck out of me. I pretty much haven't talked to anyone since the last day of school after I went to dairy queen with peeps. I had hung out with other people a few time, but I can't get that same party hard life style I could with preppy kids. I've grown so distant with my old friends trying to get close again would be too weird . My social life was actually ok, then some kid turned it to shit single handedly, people do like me, but I don't feel like I have a true friend...no one is trust worthy, and few understand me.
I'll never be happy.
He basically just says I should stop beign an attention whore, and surprise everyone next year...
:(
I found that if it doesn't feel natural to hang out with someone it's usually not worth it.
I used to try to be friends and like everyone but I found that it's not possible. If I don't like someone I don't try to force myself to like them or hang out with them like I used to.
Do the people you used to hang out make you feel kind of like you're trying to like them?
Quote from: reefer on July 08, 2008, 10:26:53 PM
I found that if it doesn't feel natural to hang out with someone it's usually not worth it.
I used to try to be friends and like everyone but I found that it's not possible. If I don't like someone I don't try to force myself to like them or hang out with them like I used to.
Do the people you used to hang out make you feel kind of like you're trying to like them?
My problem is that I find something wrong with EVERYONE.
I wish I had a bff.
Quote from: Darth Vader on July 08, 2008, 10:28:47 PM
My problem is that I find something wrong with EVERYONE.
I wish I had a bff.
I had the same feeling too.
Though my current friends have flaws I usually can overlook them. The people you're hanging out with right now don't really make you happy. It's hard to find new friends though. I never really tried to find new friends when my old friends didn't really fit me anymore, it just happened.
The only people I never found anything wrong with was my first girlfriend, until after we were going out, then I found nothing right with her. befuddlement
Quote from: reefer on July 08, 2008, 10:31:22 PM
I had the same feeling too.
Though my current friends have flaws I usually can overlook them. The people you're hanging out with right now don't really make you happy. It's hard to find new friends though. I never really tried to find new friends when my old friends didn't really fit me anymore, it just happened.
The only people I never found anything wrong with was my first girlfriend, until after we were going out, then I found nothing right with her. befuddlement
I always have people I can call and chill with...very few make me happy
Quote from: Darth Vader on July 08, 2008, 10:33:46 PM
I always have people I can call and chill with...very few make me happy
Maybe you smoke too much, that kind of helps depression eat away at your soul.
The last time I voluntarily spent time out of school doing something with friends was the summer after fifth grade. I told my mother like five times I was going to the gym like 2 blocks away because my friend's parents were friends with the owners, so we had full access and could do whatever we want. So I'm up in the top floor hangin' wit my homies bouncing hugeass balls around everywhere, and then I bounce the ball up against a mirror and it breaks everywhere and my mom got scared and said "You're moving with your auntie and uncle in Bel-Air".
But really, I was up in the top floor of the gym having fun, and then my friend walks downstairs real quick, runs back up and is like "Dude, your mom is down there." So I run down and she's screaming and crying and saying "WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T YOU TELL ME WHERE YOU WENT." And I'm like "I told you five times," but she was sitting her fat ass on the couch and watching Maury or some shit and I guess she didn't hear, even though she nodded each time. Then she calls my father and my grandmother and cries on the phone and says I tried to run away or some shit and my father just bitches and says "Next time you better tell your goddamn mother where you go," and my grandmother is just like "I know, she's stupid." Also, if she hadn't known where I went to, why would she suspect the gym of all places? My friend's house was just around the corner, and I could've been there.
I haven't talked to anyone I know in real life in well over a month or even cared. I've seen like 3 people I know working somewhere, and I'm just like sdfgdsg and I don't say anything because MY MOTHER IS ALWAYS AT MY SIDE.
tl;dr: i can't have friends
although my one friend did stay over and we smoked marijuana and i determined it's nothing special and so i'm never going to do it again
Quote from: Lawlz on July 08, 2008, 10:36:40 PM
although my one friend did stay over and we smoked marijuana and i determined it's nothing special and so i'm never going to do it again
you have to smoke at least twice, the first time you usually don't get high
and you're right, it really isn't that special.
My only true friend was this girl who lived next door to me.
She moved to Kansas about a year ago. baddood;
Quote from: Lawlz on July 08, 2008, 10:36:40 PM
MY MOTHER IS ALWAYS AT MY SIDE.
tl;dr: i can't have friends
Overbearing mothers are a bitch. :(
Quote from: reefer on July 08, 2008, 10:39:17 PM
you have to smoke at least twice, the first time you usually don't get high
and you're right, it really isn't that special.
Not true for everyone. powerofone;
I have a group of friends that I hang out with consistently. I either call them or they call me and we do something. I feel completely comfortable hanging out with them.
Quote from: Hammurai on July 09, 2008, 07:19:10 AM
I have a group of friends that I hang out with consistently. I either call them or they call me and we do something. I feel completely comfortable hanging out with them.
That definitely makes me feel better.
Quote from: Darth Vader on July 09, 2008, 08:42:33 AM
That definitely makes me feel better.
Move to Poland, Ohio. gooncamp;
Quote from: Hammurai on July 09, 2008, 08:44:57 AM
Move to Poland, Ohio. gooncamp;
I would...but I'm not sure my parents would approve. :(
Quote from: Hammurai on July 09, 2008, 08:44:57 AM
Move to Poland, Ohio. gooncamp;
wtf Ohio completely suck. Why would he want to move there?
You'll find new friends. Maybe not a "best" friend, but people you like to talk to. The people that are my "friends" are just a bunch of losers trying to be the popular group. They think they're all going to be BFFZ FOREVARR till the end of their short lives, and they think people care who they are, what they do, and what they talk about. I just have them so I have people to talk to and laugh at. I even told them myself that we aren't going to friends anymore in middle school and we'll move on and find new friends and dump and screw our old ones, and they are individual friends to me not a "THE GROUP", but they insist on it. I already found new friends that I'm hanging out with in middle school, and I'm glad to get rid of the fags.
Quote from: DecembeR on July 09, 2008, 07:25:07 PM
You'll find new friends. Maybe not a "best" friend, but people you like to talk to. The people that are my "friends" are just a bunch of losers trying to be the popular group. They think they're all going to be BFFZ FOREVARR till the end of their short lives, and they think people care who they are, what they do, and what they talk about. I just have them so I have people to talk to and laugh at. I even told them myself that we aren't going to friends anymore in middle school and we'll move on and find new friends and dump and screw our old ones, and they are individual friends to me not a "THE GROUP", but they insist on it. I already found new friends that I'm hanging out with in middle school, and I'm glad to get rid of the fags.
You seem like me. befuddlement
Quote from: Darth Vader on July 09, 2008, 07:34:22 PM
You seem like me. befuddlement
No one is like you Cam. powerofone;
Quote from: Clair on July 09, 2008, 07:38:12 PM
No one is like you Cam. powerofone;
I know. O_0