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Title: i'm umm
Post by: prettygirl on July 07, 2008, 11:27:34 PM
getting sober, and it's probably the hardest thing i've ever done in my life. well maybe not the hardest...but you get what i mean

drugs have fucked up my life so much, and i'm seriously sick and tired of losing myself to them. i don't even know who i am anymore. so i'm trying to become a better person, all together.

and yeaah i just wanna clear up stuff with all of you guys, cause i've been trying to do it with a lot of different people recently because it's not even worth it to fight.

i don't know why you all want to hate me so much, and hate on me and judge me. but that's fine because you don't know me, like at all. and if you ever took the chance to GET to know me, you would find i'm not just a "12 year old druggie whore"


so, i'm sorry boyah for turning into a bitch and all that stufff, that's all :]



oh and, what's the hardest thing you've ever had to do? i think this could be a good discussion.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Meyer Lansky on July 07, 2008, 11:29:02 PM
Quote from: prettygirl on July 07, 2008, 11:27:34 PM
getting sober
You're a bad druggie.

Hardest thing I had to do in my life was let go of my first love.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Paul on July 07, 2008, 11:29:36 PM
The hardest thing I had to do was use a shitty computer for 14 years until now.

does this mean your back? baddood;
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: prettygirl on July 07, 2008, 11:31:12 PM
Quote from: Fredo on July 07, 2008, 11:29:02 PM
You're a bad druggie.
i'm gonna take that as a compliment [:
Quote from: Paul on July 07, 2008, 11:29:36 PM
does this mean your back? baddood;
maybe, slowly. we'll see :]
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Paul on July 07, 2008, 11:54:37 PM
cool doodella;
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: The artist formally known on July 08, 2008, 12:23:08 AM
not to laugh at this thread

[spoiler]and my dick[/spoiler]
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Sam on July 08, 2008, 12:31:42 AM
Quote from: reefer on July 08, 2008, 12:23:08 AM
[spoiler]and my dick[/spoiler]


haha
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: The artist formally known on July 08, 2008, 12:35:53 AM
Seriously though, drugs in my opinion are a special thing.

Never try stuff like heroin, meth, or those others that never end up good. But weed is pretty harmless, just make sure it's a special thing you do like at most four times a month.

My friend said "we used to smoke weed because we were bored, but now we're bored because we smoke weed." He stopped smoking as much as he used to.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Socks on July 08, 2008, 06:04:12 AM
You are a bad druggie.

But the hardest thing I ever had to do was recover from a liver infection which I had when I was 6.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Chris (JayJay) on July 08, 2008, 06:10:03 AM
I don't hate you and I don't know you. So it wouldn't be fair to make a judgment.  caterpie;

Good luck by the way.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: FAMY2 on July 08, 2008, 06:35:24 AM
 I don't hate you. I wish you luck. Sounds like you have a long hard road ahead of you.    doodthing;
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Dullahan on July 08, 2008, 07:58:29 AM
It's foolish for me to judge you at all. I don't even judge people on the internet.

But good luck to you. Seriously.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Wrench on July 08, 2008, 08:33:32 AM
Good luck Zayna.

Getting over a divorce. It happened 10 years ago and I still cry when I think of it.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: YPrrrr on July 08, 2008, 08:41:23 AM
I hope you're able to reach your goal Zayna

My hardest thing was dealing with life while my dad was away at war in Bosnia and Iraq. Especially the times when we'd hear he's coming home, only to be extended a week before the deadline. I really didn't want him to die in some violent explosion and never be able to see him again.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: KonohaShinobi on July 08, 2008, 09:20:59 AM
Lol
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: The spy who loves you on July 08, 2008, 09:29:42 AM
Quote from: Prince Lelouch on July 08, 2008, 09:20:59 AM
Lol
Was that really necessary?
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: FAMY2 on July 08, 2008, 09:42:10 AM
Quote from: Darth Vader on July 08, 2008, 09:29:42 AM
Was that really necessary?


Of course not.  baddood;
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: just1more on July 08, 2008, 01:41:53 PM
Hardest thing in my life? My cock.

In all seriousness, the hardest thing in my life probably was and still is mustering up enough courage to ask out a girl. I've only done it once, and she was out of my league. Rejection. It was only to the fucking junior prom, too.

It's still very hard for me, but at least I can sort of flirt with girls now, something I couldn't do until last summer.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Karel on July 08, 2008, 02:02:31 PM
Trying to make up a definition for my being.

But in all seriousness, Yoseph's cock.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Blaze-Senpai on July 08, 2008, 02:39:29 PM
..I don't really know.

Then again, I don't know much about anything.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: ncba93ivyase on July 08, 2008, 03:04:28 PM
Accept the fact I'm not really liked by anyone and it's best for me to just avoid people altogether, because those few people that do somewhat enjoy my presence always end up hating me when I'm around too much. Either I'm quiet and nobody dislikes me, or I can't shut my goddamn mouth and there isn't a person that doesn't dislike me. So over these past few years, I've gone from being able to easily communicate with anyone but being hated to not talking to a damned person, and it really does make me feel awful, but at least I'm not as stupid.

and i'm proud of you zaynakins <3
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: FAMY2 on July 08, 2008, 03:54:42 PM
Quote from: Lawlz on July 08, 2008, 03:04:28 PM
Accept the fact I'm not really liked by anyone and it's best for me to just avoid people altogether, because those few people that do somewhat enjoy my presence always end up hating me when I'm around too much. Either I'm quiet and nobody dislikes me, or I can't shut my goddamn mouth and there isn't a person that doesn't dislike me. So over these past few years, I've gone from being able to easily communicate with anyone but being hated to not talking to a damned person, and it really does make me feel awful, but at least I'm not as stupid.

and i'm proud of you zaynakins <3


I think you are mistaken Lawlz.   baddood;
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: ncba93ivyase on July 08, 2008, 04:14:29 PM
Quote from: Clair on July 08, 2008, 03:54:42 PM
I think you are mistaken Lawlz.   baddood;
Nobody in real life likes me.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: [REDACTED] on July 08, 2008, 04:15:43 PM
ilu
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: FAMY2 on July 08, 2008, 04:20:08 PM
Quote from: Ethereal on July 08, 2008, 04:15:43 PM
ilu


ilu and Lawlz.     baddood;
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: V on July 08, 2008, 04:47:34 PM
The hardest thing I had to do was not steal this MacBook.  >.<
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: mariofreak on July 08, 2008, 04:51:24 PM
finally, you dumbass

<3
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: prettygirl on July 08, 2008, 05:21:08 PM
Quote from: mariofreak on July 08, 2008, 04:51:24 PM
finally, you dumbass

<3

miss you
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Feynman on July 08, 2008, 05:24:38 PM
The hardest thing I've ever had to do and still do is bottle up my feelings and cover it all with apathy and bitterness. I keep all my feelings hidden and secret and I do not tell anyone, not even my "best friends". This is especially hard for me when I like someone, and I do it because of the fear of rejection.

I don't like taking risks and so I keep everything building up like fungi on my chest.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Sam on July 08, 2008, 05:26:09 PM
Quote from: Bassir on July 08, 2008, 05:24:38 PM
The hardest thing I've ever had to do and still do is bottle up my feelings and cover it all with apathy and bitterness. I keep all my feelings hidden and secret and I do not tell anyone, not even my "best friends". This is especially hard for me when I like someone, and I do it because of the fear of rejection.

I don't like taking risks and so I keep everything building up like fungi on my chest.

You're going to end up looking like one of the passengers on Davey Jones' ship. :(

You can always talk to me. :(
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Daddy on July 08, 2008, 05:27:22 PM
I'd rather not say lest members comment on it.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Chris (JayJay) on July 08, 2008, 05:28:39 PM
Oh, um the hardest thing for me to do is show my affection to people.  >.<
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: ncba93ivyase on July 08, 2008, 05:53:14 PM
Quote from: Sammie on July 08, 2008, 05:26:09 PM
You're going to end up looking like one of the passengers on Davey Jones' ship. :(

You can always talk to me. :(
NO ONE WANTS WHITE WOMEN
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Sam on July 08, 2008, 07:00:41 PM
Quote from: Lawlz on July 08, 2008, 05:53:14 PM
NO ONE WANTS WHITE WOMEN

This is why people hate you, lawlz.

It's not like bassir can see me anyway, so what does it matter if I'm ugly?
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: FAMY2 on July 08, 2008, 07:28:18 PM
Quote from: Lawlz on July 08, 2008, 05:53:14 PM
NO ONE WANTS WHITE WOMEN


THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU TOLD ME.   baddood;






























I'm joking.   powerofone;
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: 36chambers on July 08, 2008, 08:30:32 PM
Eh I dont know what youve been up to.. but smoking weed occasionally is fine...the hardest thing i've had to do is let go of pretty much everything in my life at one point.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: ncba93ivyase on July 08, 2008, 08:47:51 PM
Quote from: Clair on July 08, 2008, 07:28:18 PM
THAT'S NOT WHAT YOU TOLD ME.   baddood;






























I'm joking.   powerofone;
by white women, i mean white girls ;)
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: FAMY2 on July 08, 2008, 08:48:26 PM
Quote from: Lawlz on July 08, 2008, 08:47:51 PM
by white women, i mean white girls ;)


Ok then <3
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Chris (JayJay) on July 09, 2008, 06:29:49 AM
Quote from: Lawlz on July 08, 2008, 08:47:51 PM
by white women, i mean white girls ;)


Smooth.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Blaze-Senpai on July 09, 2008, 07:12:13 AM
Quote from: Lawlz on July 08, 2008, 05:53:14 PM
NO ONE WANTS WHITE WOMEN
Oops yes;
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Karel on July 09, 2008, 08:35:13 AM
Quote from: JMV on July 08, 2008, 05:27:22 PM
I'd rather not say lest members comment on it.
how about we can only comment on it if we post our thoughts in the form of a picture
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Nyerp on July 09, 2008, 09:35:58 AM
I'd rather not say lest members comment on it.
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: Geno on July 09, 2008, 01:31:43 PM
I love Zayna
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: hotlikesauce. on July 09, 2008, 04:54:41 PM
You look 17  doodthing;
Title: Re: i'm umm
Post by: KonohaShinobi on July 09, 2008, 05:33:35 PM
Quote from: Silent Rob on July 09, 2008, 04:54:41 PM
You look 17  doodthing;

Zayna? ROFL