I've been gone for a week. It all starts like this.
I've been going through a lot of crap lately. From death threats, to family fights, to the possibility of not going to college as planned. The shit starts to pile up. I got tired of it. I went and talked to my mother. And we worked something out...
I was to go camping by myself. There's a little get-a-way camping site just a few hours up north. My grandfather (who passed last January) had opened it to the family for any time use. I was to go alone. And I did. I spent 5 days up there. In nature, beautiful and wondrous. I did a lot of thinking out there. I thought about life, the future, and my career and college opportunities.
Here's the big part...
Hypocrite alert...
[spoiler]I smoked a blunt. I had a friend make one for me.[/spoiler]
God dammit, I was sick for hours after that. Those things are not for me. But I can at least say I tried it.
Beyond that, I've realized my vices and short comings. I'm quick to judge, often angry, have mood swings (but I do have clinical depression and I am bipolar, so that's to be expected) and I think I'm always right, when even to me it's obvious when I'm not.
All I had was a cellphone and a laptop to get online. I've only been two places since I was there, but now that I'm back home I'm back here.
So yep. I had a revelation in my life. I'll try to be more acceptable to you guys, to my family, and to public.
I'm home. giggle;
Jesus fucking christ.
WHAT ABOUT YOUR VIDEO GAME?
Quote from: Bassir on June 18, 2008, 10:20:35 AM
WHAT ABOUT YOUR VIDEO GAME?
I haven't even thought about it since last week. spam;
Of course Tyler. Home is where the heart is.
Hmmmm... befuddlement
And I was wondering what happened to you. :(
Quote from: ME86 on June 18, 2008, 10:23:43 AM
And I was wondering what happened to you. :(
Liar.
Glad you could get away and regroup. Also glad you are back.
Welcome back
That's great Classic! giggle;
It's good to take a break from... people in general once a year. I do that myself every summer. I go to our summer house (it's WAY less luxurious than it sounds) and I stay there alone for a week. We have satellite TV and I usually bring my PS2, but there's no internet access. Not that I'm complaining, it actually feels great to get offline for a bit. But in all, it's really the silence at night that gets me.
My favorite time of the year, hands down. spam;
Quote from: Thyme on June 18, 2008, 11:13:01 AM
That's great Classic! giggle;
It's good to take a break from... people in general once a year. I do that myself every summer. I go to our summer house (it's WAY less luxurious than it sounds) and I stay there alone for a week. We have satellite TV and I usually bring my PS2, but there's no internet access. Not that I'm complaining, it actually feels great to get offline for a bit. But in all, it's really the silence at night that gets me.
My favorite time of the year, hands down. spam;
We'll have to camp together sometime. giggle;
Quote from: Classic the New Man on June 18, 2008, 11:15:06 AM
We'll have to camp together sometime. giggle;
Bring ME86, I heard he owes you a little something. giggle;
Quote from: Thyme on June 18, 2008, 11:17:03 AM
Bring ME86, I heard he owes you a little something. giggle;
3 Manly men in the forest. How could it get better? giggle;
Quote from: Vostroya on June 18, 2008, 11:24:47 AM
Good for you. I'd say you did exactly the right thing and came to exactly the right conclusions. thumbup;
Thank you. Sometimes we all have to swallow the pride and realize things about ourselves.
I missed you Tyler. We're going camping as well. gooncamp;
Quote from: Major Wrench on June 18, 2008, 07:18:19 PM
I missed you Tyler. We're going camping as well. gooncamp;
Bring the Vaseline Jelly and tissues.
Thread is going somewhere too gay.y/n
Quote from: The Only ClassicTyler on June 18, 2008, 07:21:25 PM
Bring the Vaseline Jelly and tissues.
hey hey hey, the others don't need to know about this ;)
Did you smoke the whole blunt at one time?
Quote from: CMW on June 18, 2008, 07:27:46 PM
Did you smoke the whole blunt at one time?
No. That would have killed me...
Quote from: The Only ClassicTyler on June 18, 2008, 07:28:55 PM
No. That would have killed me...
No it wouldn't have, you would've just been really,
REALLY high. doodella;
Quote from: Freddie on June 18, 2008, 07:31:54 PM
No it wouldn't have, you would've just been really, REALLY high. doodella;
Just a little of it made me throw up. D:
Glad to have you back. powerofone;
To be honest I didn't even notice you left. Not saying I don't like you I just don't really pay attention to anyone on here anymore.
Quote from: CMW on June 18, 2008, 08:27:08 PM
To be honest I didn't even notice you left. Not saying I don't like you I just don't really pay attention to anyone on here anymore.
It's no biggie.
But I'm so GOD DAMN fat, how could you miss me?? *buh dun tst*
Quote from: The Only ClassicTyler on June 18, 2008, 08:30:08 PM
It's no biggie.
But I'm so GOD DAMN fat, how could you miss me?? *buh dun tst*
Don't make fun of your self that's just sad.
Quote from: CMW on June 18, 2008, 08:37:52 PM
Don't make fun of your self that's just sad.
It's a joke son. Just laugh.
Quote from: Freddie on June 18, 2008, 07:31:54 PM
No it wouldn't have, you would've just been really, REALLY high.
Yeah for a quick minute before he started feeling sick.
Quote from: Socks on June 18, 2008, 08:39:24 PM
Yeah for a quick minute before he started feeling sick.
I take 2 blunts to the face on a fairly regular basis. doodthing;
Quote from: Freddie on June 18, 2008, 08:42:53 PM
I take 2 blunts to the face on a fairly regular basis. doodthing;
It was my first time, mind you.
Quote from: Freddie on June 18, 2008, 08:42:53 PM
I take 2 blunts to the face on a fairly regular basis.
Everyone has different tolerances.
Quote from: The Only ClassicTyler on June 18, 2008, 08:43:40 PM
It was my first time, mind you.
I figured that out from when it was first brought up. Ironically, I've seen people throw up from smoking but never on their first time.
Quote from: Freddie on June 18, 2008, 08:49:18 PM
I figured that out from when it was first brought up. Ironically, I've seen people throw up from smoking but never on their first time.
I have a weak stomach. :(