QuoteHi,
I recently wrote a poem about the time I had a relationships with a gay man. I am still uncertain about my sexuality and this is an expression of the feelings I had at the time. You are welcome to post it if you think it is appropriate content for this site.
Warm regards
Andrew
" I built a wall around my sensitiveness,
to protect me from your view,
a multiple of viewpoints all struggling with you.
My anger,
my doubt,
my fear and my pain ,
will stop me from feeling anything for you,
once again.
I feel my ego welling up from inside,
that part of me which has kept me safe,
and allowed me to hide.
A multiple of attitudes all competing at once,
from both sides of this great divide,
keep me ensconsed.
Hiding out in the feeling that everything's okay
but in reality the fear is, well, maybe i'm gay.
"
flower;
Nothing will ever beat the Shika one though.
Surprisingly, some of it it isn't all that bad. The last stanza, however, is so bad it gave me a hardy lol.
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