I'm gonna do mushrooms

[Hiro]

as far as I know she's still doing fine, working at a tea shop like 2 blocks from my apartment

[ClassicTyler]

SKYLARK

What a little sweetie she was.

[Mando Pandango]

as far as I know she's still doing fine, working at a tea shop like 2 blocks from my apartment

tell her i said hi

[Hiro]

as far as I know she's still doing fine, working at a tea shop like 2 blocks from my apartment

tell her i said hi

i mean I haven't seen her in months but sure

[The Hand That Fisted Everyone]

I found my acid and did a hit finally. Glad I did because it ended up being one of the best decisions I've made lately. I listened to a bunch of good ass albums and laid on my bed. I listened to Remain in Light first. I don't know how to explain it but it was like I was hearing the album for the first time. Every instrument was shining through. Highlights were The Great Curve and Houses in Motion.

Then I listened to Lou Reed and John Cale's Songs for Drella, which is a song cycle about Andy Warhol. There's this great verse in the song I Believe, which is about when Warhol got shot:

"Where were you, you didn't come to see me
Andy said, I think I died, why didn't you come to see me
Andy said, It hurt so much, they took blood from my hand"

Ive been thinking about this verse a lot and it still fucks me up. Not just because it's Warhol, but because its such a human reaction. Where the fuck where you when I needed you most? I nearly died, my body so torn up the only reliable vein the doctors could get blood from was in my hand, and you never even showed up to visit me? It's super fucked up, I listened to that song a lot.

Anyway, after the albums I thought about some of the existential things in my life, like do I want to keep acting? do I want to live in Portland? etc. All things I've been fretting over for months now, but each question was a clear yes when I answered them last night. Biggest take away from it was that everything I like owns and everything I don't like it bullshit. Which sounds kind of arrogant but it was more reaffirming than anything. Then I spent like an hour laughing about some pic of Delfino Isle I found on deviantart.

I tried to eat chinese food during this, which was a bad time. The food tasted fine, but it didn't feel good in my mouth lol. I first had these pork dumplings (which were actually really good to eat) but then tried the orange chicken and it was really gross. Like I could feel all the weird orange breading push up to the inside of my lip when I bit into it. I quickly washed that down and tried the sticky rice which wasn't much better. I was hyper aware of every grain of rice in my mouth and could almost give you their dimensions. I quickly washed down the rice and put the food away lol

About six hours into the trip, after I started playing video games with friends, I got a message from my uncle. He had just got out of the hospital following a supposed bicycle crash and it looked reaaaaallly skinny. Never seen him like that before. After I finished on the computer I went to bed and tried to fall asleep, but all I could think about was my unhealth uncle, and how he looked a lot like other people in my family. So all the patriarchs on my dad's side of the family popped up in my head and they all formed into one giant haggard eyeball that looked right into me. I would try to avert my eyes but it still popped up and stared deep within me. I hated it and didn't want to become part of that eyeball. I switched sides on my bed and the eye went away. I felt a really warm sensation in my head and in my stomach (maybe appendix?) and then I felt asleep.

When I woke up this morning I felt like a million bucks. Honestly the best sleep I had in years and first time in a long time I woke up feeling refreshed. I definitely can't do this every day, but I'm looking forward to the next opportunity to it. The only downside is the length of the high, there were a few moments of clarity during the trip that I was like "Jesus this shit is going to go on forever" but then it kicked in again and I was like HEEELLLLL YEAAAHHHH. 10/10 would recommend.

[The Hand That Fisted Everyone]

oh yeah i also looked at a picture of one of the ladies from Haim and her face just kept getting longer and longer lol

[Hiro]

dude nice

[Samus Aran]

oh yeah i also looked at a picture of one of the ladies from Haim and her face just kept getting longer and longer lol

i like haim, good band

[Hiro]

I have found haim to be the most bland repetitive music I've heard to receive wide praise

[ME##]

oh yeah i also looked at a picture of one of the ladies from Haim and her face just kept getting longer and longer lol

i like haim, good band

do you like their song with Taylor Swift

[Samus Aran]

I have found haim to be the most bland repetitive music I've heard to receive wide praise

u like hot chip

[YPrrrr]

Do you remember when

People thought

The world was round

[strongbad]

that sounds like an awesome trip notsid

i'd really like to do a solo trip. never done one

[Hiro]

I have found haim to be the most bland repetitive music I've heard to receive wide praise

u like hot chip

how much hot chip have you listened to