another deadly thread of me almost killing myself

[??????]

i hanged out with my date in the early afternoon accompanying him until his shift for Dog Walker ended.
for one of his clients, two homosexuals that prefer to bottom for other men, mistook him as a prostitute
i asked, "well, is this very common for them to mistake their dog walker as as prostitute?"
"no, they're very wealthy. they often spend 1,200$ for their dog alone weekly. they often hire younger boys to fuck both of them."

we spent the afternoon til early dusk swinging through heavy crowds,
crowds of tourists, crowds of the elite, crowds of families and drunken crowds since today was Saturday in central Manhattan
we went into a subway, the L train so we can get to Williamsburg
we picked up some keys of his, and went off to a Lutheran church soon after
it was one of those churches you'd glance at and forget about it right after
architecture: basic. unclean, neglected.
once inside, I felt excited having a blast of old leather and magenta, outdated carpet to insult me.
the interiors: uninteresting. paint of pale white and cracked faded lime greens that flaked off cheap carpentry.
i started to hear a music above, and noticed right away that this sounded very contemporary and experimental--I thought, "Why would this be playing in a church?"
"Oh, that's Grizzly Bear", he mentioned.
We walked upstairs, greeted them and listened to them practice playing.
We went downstairs, so my date can start making us a dinner.
The lightening wasn't working downstairs so we needed to rely on candlelight, setting the tone of the room to thick in romance.
Once we ate, we took long pauses at one another. The candle light licking our faces, the ambient experimental noise of Grizzly Bear in the background. We only ate very little, one carnita--until we started to make out and ended up in intimate foreplay and sweat underneath Grizzly Bear practicing right above us. Long, curious stares sunken in mysterious sound filled up our night until we departed






lol i found him a little dumb and is one of those dumb boys who say "lol monogamy isn't for me ^_~" so im going to trick him into loving me  

[ME##]

sixty-two fucking thousand dollars on a retarded dog per annum?  this is why homosexuality is a mental disorder

[??????]

sixty-two fucking thousand dollars on a retarded dog per annum?  this is why homosexuality is a mental disorder

lmao that's what i thought
people in manhattan: my dog is my baby lol : p
people in poverty: i can't feed my baby

#praying for a #SodomGomorrah2k15

[snoorkel]

 

[PLEASEHELP1991]

do you take hiv serostatus into account in determining possible relationships

[6M69I69B9]

was expecting smth else tbh

:/

[??????]

was expecting smth else tbh

:/

only silvertone knows the real me :'(
also i think i experienced a paranormal event
after dinner, we blew out all the candles and fucked inside the church and once we returned to kitchen area to make sure everything was in its proper place one of the candles somehow was lit

[snoorkel]

spookky!

[Hiro]

""one carnita""

[??????]

""one carnita""

:*(

[silvertone]

You should go to the church when they are preaching  ?

[klappa]

Was everyone here always missing half of their brain?  I am seriously scared for your health.

[The Hand That Fisted Everyone]

Hung out

[ME##]

Hung out

that's rad rip

[Daddy]

when will clucky succeed?

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